Bump again.
I know it's pretty early in the U.S.A but it's almost midnight here, I feel like shit and I need a feels thread.

>>685182457
Amerifag reporting in. I needed one of these too.

>>685182457
So, whats up with you tonight? Got something specific bringing you here, or just generally feel like shit?

>>685181271
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5m33NvjWEKM

>>685183315
Because of something specific, if you're still here in 10 minutes, I'll tell my story. But it's shit.

>>685183921
Do it

>>685184543
Cant now, on skype with the reason im feeling like shit.

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Gf of six years left me. Said she just doesn't feel the same anymore and she doesnt know why. Just a month ago we were planning a trip for our anniversary, and planning on getting a place for just the two of us. I gave her my all, and I cherished her and loved her like no other. Tried talking to her just the other day, told her how much I cared, how deeply I loved her, but she doesn't fucking care.

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Pls

>>685185182
Ok. I'm expecting her to call later too. Good luck man.

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I always get that feeling every time I notice a girl that there's no point looking as I wouldn't stand a chance trying to talk to her. Also, pretty much feeling like I'll spend the rest of my life single.

20 years old, mother moving across the continent with brother and sister, I'm not moving with her and I'm staying with my dad because I know it's going to be hard for him.

The situation is complicated and I always act strong for my mother because she doesn't want me to live so far and it hurts for her, but on the inside I'm dying. I can choose between my two parents' happiness but my own is nowhere in sight. I can't imagine my dad living here alone, he'd see my motorcycle every morning and our old rooms and he'd just be here, in this huge house, alone.

It hurts /b/ it hurts so much I don't know what to do anymore. My depression has killed me in the worst way, I've thrown away countless opportunities and now I'm left here with two terrible choices. I just want to die.

>>685185753
(OP here)
Sounds fucked up. I'm lucky to have grown up without my dad in the picture. I mean, not after I was 9 or 10.

>>685185753
Just do it.

>mfw I'm not even 20 and my life is already ruined
>mfw never dated anyone
>mfw can't even end it because guns are banned in my country

be 27 never had a girlfriend drown out everyone with pc (4chan/games) i hate myself

>>685186600
>>685187038
There's nothing to be done. I understand life isn't always good or bad and sometimes you have to choose between two hard decisions but I never expected it to be like this.

Both of my parents suffer from chronic depression and I legitimately feel that I could be the cause for a suicide based on my decision. They would never tell me something like that but I see it.

I guess I'll just have to wait and see how this all plays out in the end...

>>685186600
What happened to your dad, anon?

>>685187122
just kill urself xd

>>685187122
Swedefag?

>>685185753
as long as you treat them both with the same love it's fine dude, you don't need to worry, just make sure they know it

i would have stayed with my dad if i could have, but it's too late for me, at least you have that

>>685187875
Nope way worse than swedish
french

>>685188004
couldn't you just hang around an area where ISIS is planning to attack?

>>685188103
Kek

>>685187968
Thanks for the kind words.
It's a little bit more complicated than I make it out to be but I have to do something regardless. At least I've always got some anons to talk to.

>>685188004
Well come over here then, u will only get raped a couple a gimes but u will be classed as an imigrant and live on my tax money :^)

>>685188103
I live right by the eiffel tower so I hope we get some of that sweet american plane medecine here too

>>685188268
the way i get over feels is thinking about a brighter future, that probably doesn't exist, but i usually helps until something real distracts me

OP here.
Alright here's my story for those who care :
>be me, nearly 16
>horny teenager who never had a girlfriend, pretty bad looking, insecure as fuck
>meet cute girl on the internet
>meet her irl, kiss a lot
>date for 6 months, be madly in love
>dump her because I'm emotionally fucked up, can't stand being dependent on someone else
>be confused, 'cause still in love, try to hurt her because of how hurt I am
>call her, fuck her, dump her
>apologize, tell her i love her
>try to call her, fuck her again, doesn't work
>Apologize again
>fast forward 3 years, talk to her again randomly
>not sure if she has a boyfriend
>whatever, talk to her again, she seems to like me
>she tells me she has a boyfriend
>realize what I lost, feel like shit
>fall in love again but less than last time
>get drunk twice in 2 days because I dont know how to handle my emotions
Sorry for this shitty story, I shouldn't feel that bad but I do, I'm super sensitive and anything makes me feel awful, when something reaches me (very rarely).

>>685188481
i live right by a pharmacy

thanks england

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>>685188678
i'm pretty sure this happens to everyone at 16, it's just trial by fire, anon

have a qt to make u feel better

>>685188678
atleast you're not 19 and virgin 8)

Im only sitting depressed in my room palying wow, i skipped the end of 9'grade dinner, skipped prom, skipped "studenten" went home cuz an upcomming raid and hav never kissed a girl never going to.

>>685187122
Oh, don't be sad. Just jump of a skyscrapper

>>685188977
those are all your decisions

you're just an introvert, accept it and you will be happier

I'm sorry to say anons but it might not get better.
I'm 20 now, always been considered "good looking" was into fashion all that shit, even played sports and whatever the fuck else.

Something always loomed in the back of my mind though, almost like a voice telling me that everything I was doing was pointless and it has since become louder and louder. I can't do anything anymore, I have no motivation. The only time I go out is to party and do drugs, my friends don't know how I feel, nobody really does because I really don't feel like being 'that' guy in the group.

Sex doesn't help, I still feel as lonely as ever and I've never felt as awful as when I wake up to yet another girl next to me who I don't know and don't care for all packed with a heavy comedown and hangover. Those are the moments when everything comes into perspective and I realize how much I've thrown away in such a short period of time.

Life truly is hopeless. Even now I sit here crying, pitying myself like some schmuck. I hope you guys manage to find a reason to live.

>>685189737
We don't have, only eiffel tower

>>685189907
It's cromulent

>>685189907
Bake some fucking bread and jump off that -.-

>>685190067
No, it's the eiffel tower

>>685189837
Cant even talk to girls, starts to stutter and crack my voice and shit.
I font look that bad though

>>685190358
Now jump off it

>>685189897
just leave.
leave your city.
leave 4chan.
go exploring.
Find a job in some small village where nobody knows you.
Live in a hotel for a while, make new friends, get an apartment.
Go out every weekend and explore.
Find new things.
Find old, abandoned things.
I know it sounds stupid and impossible, but really, what's holding you back?

>mfw everyone assusmes I get a ton of pussy just based off the fact that I'm tall
>mfw 20 and still virgin
Feelsbadman

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>>685181271
God damn i dont normally let feels threads get to me but...

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Hey guys. I just wanted to tell you I appreciate you all. I'm sure everyone's got something on their mind, and maybe you feel like giving up. But please keep going. I love you.

>>685192488
:^)

>>685187221
I hope things get better for you anon. I wish I had some practical advice, but I just wanted to acknowledge you.

>>685192488
tfw no internet friends

>>685188678
Almost the same story OP only, the biggest problem is the girl i love is now my best friend took me 4 years and a horrible relationship that almost ended with a restraining order to figure out that i loved the wrong girl and now it's too late. Last week i fucked one of her best friends while i was drunk at a party feel like shit idk what to do, any advice guys?

>>685193895
You guys are my friends :)

Anyone got the Ballad of Ella?
Hss to be the best story I've ever read on here

>>685194300
Bump

>>685194300
Dubs demands it

Here's my story

>be me
>in love with my best friend
>she's not that hot, but she's very open about her sexuality and we're like soulmates
>decide to declare my feelings to her
>before I could she tells me about this anon she wants to fuck
>bummer, go home and fap
>couple of nights later, tells me she fucked him and doesn't spare any detail
>he has a monster cock apparently
>weeks goes by, she does nothing but fuck him all the time
>tells me they started dating
>fuck this shit, go home and fap to her pictures
>a month later I go on holiday with my family
>one day she texts me they broke up
>hellyeah.jpg
>come back after a few days and meet with her
>decide again to try again and declare my feelings
>before I could, she tells me she thinks she's lesbian
>talk shit about she didn't feel nothing even with his monster cock
>she tried to fuck a couple of girls instead and actually enjoyed it
>dieinside.png
>it's been a couple of years now and she's still a lesbian and I'm still in love with her

>>685194889
That is pretty shit anon. On the bright side it was most likely bound to happen so you spared yourself from the experience of having her break up with you to start fucking chicks right?

I'm sure you'll find someone else. It sucks dick right now but there are so many other people that probably want your dick, you just don't know it yet.

>>685194300
http://imgur.com/gallery/jNOru

>>685195338

I know, but I want her. I tried to forget her and go with some other chicks, but I can't stop thinking about her.

>>685195405
Thanks man

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Butterfly
don't know if postet yet
worth the reading

>>685194889
got a similar story
she said we are soulmates too
and she always tells me who she's fucking
if i say we should be toghether seh only laughs and say i'm funny

>>685196700
I feel you, bro. It really hurts.
She used to be a bitch. I mean, she knew I was a virgin and all she kept doing was telling me how good she was at sucking dicks. She's much more polite now that she dates chicks.

>>685191080
Money lonelyness and social contracts.

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>you are my only friends
>end

>>685197458
yeah fucking same
...
fuck whats her name?

>>685197999
Durr highs chill

>>685197993
Laura, your friend's?

So here's mine. Had a huge crush on this girl in highschool. We were both friends and she was not only nerdy as fuck but also hot. I never had the balls to tell her how I felt. We graduate I join the military, so does she. She gets married. Fuck bro. I bury all my feelings and emotions cause I know it's over. Fast forward a few years. We've kept in touch. Find out she got dovorced. Fuck yeah!!!! All these feelings come rushing back in. We talk a lot. We Skype a lot. Finally build up the courage to tell her how I feel. She says she always felt the same way. First time in my life I was ever truly happy. Stopped drinking myself to death, got back on the gym. Didn't want to kill myself anymore. Fast forward. Turns out she was just stringing me along. She was fucking half her work place including some officer. My feeling when I was crushed. My feeling when I haven't stopped drinking myself to death again. My feeling when I can't get over her all these months later

>>685197839
Just get out of the house.

>>685198352
thank god no

Ok guys since this thread got my attention and im relly drunk, i gonna tell you my story

>me sort of betafag 10 years ago
>5/10 15 years
>got my first girlfriend
>17 years old 7/10
>she was perfedt for me, i mean ok i was young and she was my first love but she got all i ever wanted
>after 3 or 4 weeks of dating we start to explore our self, nice handjobs and mine and her first bj
>a few weeks later we have sey
>my firrst time short and bad
>we dont care for that bad experience and start going on
>sex every day
cont?

>>685190343
kek

>>685181728
oh man

>>685198877
get out of house?
i do every day for work
but i cant get friends
i will be lonely forever cause i stand people and theyr "little" problems

>>685199161
Well even if nobody cares i stiill will cont. i need to write it of my chest

>after a few months together all looks fine
>we meet everyday
>than the shit began
>my dad lives in another country and i flight to visit him for 2 weeks
>we phoned every day and all seems normal
cont.

>>685199762
>
cont:
>i came back and we met after 1 day
>she looked not well and i feeld that something is wrong
>after the half day she told me that some guy in her village she knows raped her at the evening she was walking home from a supermarket
>she cried for 2 hours and i just sit there like an idiot and could say anything
> i cried too
Cont.

>>685181728
Once you realize what a joke everything is, being the Comedian is the only thing that makes sense.

>>685199394
for work too
i don't want friends anymore
i dont like all their smalltalk
how they see the world
they think life is easy
i hate all

>>685199762
kek just wait i want to hear the story

>>685192488
>came back and we met after 1 day
>>she looked not well and i feeld that something is wrong
>>after the half day she told me that some guy in her village she knows raped her at the evening she was walking home from a supermarket
>>she cried for 2 hours and i just sit there like an idiot and could say anything
>> i cried too
thanks buddy, have a good day

>>685200068
> we just sit in my room not sayinf anything
>after a moment of silence i told her that my granddad is officer and we can talk to him
>he will handle it with care
>she dont want it
>i get sort of mad cause i want that sucker in jail
>we argue but after a few mins i just realize she dont want it cause it is really hurtfull for her to talk about it
>i thought giver her time and wait
cont.

guess i'm gonna tell my history

>be me, 16
>totally a 6/10, quite fat but pretty funny
>English school meet a girl
>14,blonde, not tall,seems to have a lot of money
>she came and sits right next to me
>panic,hands are sweating,
>palms are sweaty
>After 20 minutes she talks to me

cont?

>>685200564
cont.
>time passes by and we still met every day
>we dont have sex
>i cant stand it
>she still dont want to go to the police and im getting agrier and angrier aout that
>so i decide to get that sucker and beat the shit out of him
>i would ask my friends to help me but in that age if you got a girlfriend you spent all time with her and not with your friends
>ao i got no friends anymore
>she told me the name and where he lives
>i even got a fucking knife with me
>i was waiting in front of his house
>late that evening he comes with a bunch of friend
cont:

>>685201045
not sure if you making fun of me or not but i want to hear you story and cont mine

>>685201045
please

>>685201286
go on

>>685201088
>i was feard as fuck
>4 guys i dont apply for that
>i just stand there holding the knife in my pocket and dont say anything
>after they notice me the fuckhaed who raped my gf yelled
>there is the fucker i told you about
>He laughed
>never thought you got the balls to come
>i was really confused
>just standing there in fear
>i couldnt say anything
>they come near to me
>one of them asked why im looking at him and pushed me angainst a fence
>i felt still confused
>why they know im here
>what should i do
cont.

>>685201045

>she says "Hey, you know how to make exercise 2?
> Dont know what to do, say "sure, let me help you"
>she thanks me and say if we can change phone numbers
>First fucking time some pretty girl tell me this
>we do it
>Later that night se sends me a message
>Start to talk all the night
>She is so nice
>So funny
>so.. me

>>685201999
cont.
>im on the ground and felt the first kick right to my side
>laying there get punched and kicked by 4 guys
>not the nuts to take our the knife
>after a few seconds they stop the dumbass who raped lets name hin marv says to me
>you still dont know whats happening right?
>nothig, really nothing came out my moouth
>my gf lets name her jay - really forgot that
>he say jay called him and told him i will come
>why did she do that?
>you really thought i raped her?
>i fucked her and she loved it
>she just dont have the guts to tell you
>she dont wanted you to be hurt
>i promised her not to hurt you but fuck it
>another kick into my sides
cont.

I am looking for a greentext Story That was Posted in one of These threads once. Its About a guy who Met a homeless women and married her Later.

>>685202908
cont.
>he pulled me up laughing
>you got a knife
>i got it in my hand dont knowing what to do
>he taked it and throw it away
>two of his friends hold me and he punched me
>blood runs down my face and they beat me up more
>a few mins go by
>they left and i just lay there
>a older women who cames by was calling the ambulance
my arm was broken and face was swollen as fuck
>i landed in hospital
cont

>>685203356
>in hospital for two weeks
>nobody comes to visit m
>just my mom looked by once a week
>i laying in that bed
>my thoughts are hard
>my love of my young life fucked another dude
>lied on me
>i got beaten up
>lost all my friends
>i never speaked to her again
>i just know she was dating that sucker a long time
>8 weeks later i tried to kill myself
>i failed
>need many years to recover from that
>now im sitting here
>no firends
>no girl since than
>thinking about to kill myseld
>my only "friends" are on /b/
>nobody cares for that story
>im glad i wrote it down
>have a nice week anons
>end

>>685202543
Cmon mate don't keep a nigger waiting

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>>685185753
off yourself man, i killed myself yesterday and i feel better than ever!! i don't have to worry about anything anymore, just do it. work urself up till ur pumping with adrenaline and slice ur wrists vertically, the adrenaline will make sure it doesn't hurt, then u just wait as ur blood leaves ur body and u eventually die. or just find a roof to jump off, or a gun to shoot urself with, shoot behind ur ear to make sure u dont just get braindamage!! hm, u have a motorcycle, just ride that off a cliff or something, go out with a bang! or u could just crash into something or lay down on your local set of train tracks, whatever u decide, just make sure u kill urself. faggot.

>>685203953
have a nice weekend too /b/ro