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>>684632705
yes F.B.I

>>684632809
It's not porn... so...?

>>684632705
Nope.

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How about this?

>>684632809
It's from the kids perspective, not the adults dumbass

>>684634229
Yup.

>>684634368
What's the difference?

>>684634652
Children that young barely understand that they are alive. Sexual drive and desire barely exist at that level of cognitive function. Unless the child had already been molested regularly, the idea of another participant in sexual stimulus never crosses their mind. That's my understanding anyway.

>>684635247
Except, I'm that kid, and it was totally on my mind

>>684635407
It wasn't as a toddler. I'm sure it turns you on to pretend it was, but I'm not buying your perverted revisionism.

>>684635407
Please continue

Did you 3ver try to do anything with anyone, you were cute

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>>684635607
>>684635592
Bump

>>684635592
I believe it, sexuality can develop any number of ways, media is full of it too

>>684635607
The most I ever did as a kid was sneak late night tv, stuff my clothes and dream of having breasts, and trying to see my male cousin naked in the bath

>>684636072
I never asked about your misguided beliefs, kiddo.

>>684632705
Too ugly and too young

>>684635592
I was a really smart kid. I grew up quickly early on and then evened out a bit and people caught up to me by middle school or high school. It always kind of made me the odd one out, but I learned to keep quiet about it because it made people uncomfortable

>>684636234
You sound like a very special snowflake.

>>684636072
This

I was raised super hard core feminist, so my mind got super weird from that plus women being super sexed up in media

By the time I was 4 or 5, I dreamt about being a gladiator woman tying up men and wrestling them--naive but fun

>>684636184
Well thats too bad I guess

>>684636348
Nah, not really. Lots of kids feel that way but just kinda know not to talk about it

>>684636195
Sorry--my parents weren't trying to get me super sexed up as a child for photoshoots

I know I'm no Jon Benet Ramsey

>>684636463
Too bad for you, I suppose. I was doing myself and everyone else a favor.

>>684636477
Whatever. Show us pictures of your cunt, fellow adult.

>>684636635
If its not bad for you, it seems it wasnt bad for anybody actually
Just me offering rebuttal

>>684636612
I think you were cute. 8/10, would diddle

>>684636736
Meh, I have lots of pics of stuff like that. But that's kind of not the point

>>684636953
8/10 isn't bad for a kid I guess lol

Thanks?

>>684637231
So why do you think you had such sexual thoughts at a such a yoing age

>>684637724
Like I said before, I think I just shot off like a rocket (as far as "smatness" and development goes)
>this isn't me saying I'm so smart or anything now. I think I just had my mental and physical growth spurts early
I took in everything I saw and a lot of that was stuff the "grown ups" didnt think I'd recognize. And I liked that taboo and kind of mystery of it and I wanted to know more

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>>684636736
This is the most I'll give, just for a then-and-now

I had a physical peek early, too. I got breasts starting in 4th grade and they were huge compared to everyone else until the end of high school and now I'm just average

Maybe they're related

>>684638345
No tits and timestamp mean you're a guy

Gtfo

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>>684639071
Your thread died when you decided not to show tits

>>684639366
That wasn't the point of the thread to begin with

>>684639481
You don't seem to understand why these rules exist. Maybe you should stop posting until you get the hang of my site.

>>684639481
Some of us care. But yeah. Lol.

>>684639672
"Your" site. Now who's naive?

My point was to post underage pic of myself that aren't technically CP to invite people to talk about the uncomfortable conversation of when sexuality starts and if they would have liked to touch me as a kid. Basically a fun argument with pics from an actual former kid struggling with the ideas. Like how when I was 7 I hit on my 30 year old piano instructor and stories like that

Seems more interesting than your bs "tits or gtfo"

>>684640203
so green text some stories and post your "safe" pics then

>>684640203
tits or gtfo

>>684640464
Shut up, beta.

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>>684640203
Continue

>>684640572
BUUUUURRRRRN

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>>684640203
>when I was 7 I hit on my 30 year old piano instructor

go on...

>>684632705
Eh, people peak at different times. I was 6

>>684640203
>Now who's naive?
You, the person who doesn't understand the basis of the long held rules of this community and yet seems to think your posts are valued even though you can't be bothered to adhere to anonymous discourse. Try thinking instead of posting. You're just selling the airheaded teenage girl stereotype right now.

>>684640203
Which could actually have happened if you just had shown your fucking tits

>>684640695
no no.. BEEERRRNNN!!!

this is now a Bernie Sanders vote now thread

>>684640800
Everyone here is only interested in kid tits. I have woman tits now

>>684640464
>>684640706
It'll take me a sec

Just don't do it or have child porn. No one can control their sexual fantasies, it's not like you chose to be this way.

And I'm serious if you ever go beyond fantasizing you belong in prison. And unless you're in PC you'll be killed in there.

>>684641151
>jamal tries to fit in with the white people

>>684640962
just post your big girl tits already and get it over with.

>>684641151
I don't want to sleep with kids. I wanted to sleep with adults as a kid--until I learned shame and have never talked about these fantasies with anyone except the Internet today

>>684640962
But from what I understand you took some pictures before this happened to you?

>>684641317
How old are you?

>>684641322
The youngest I have is of when I was 12-14, and those are on a phone in storage at my parents house. Sorry

>>684641406
22

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>>684641643
b8 for what?

>>684641499
How do you learn about these things at such a young age

>>684641909
My parents were very much (and still are) in love. They would always make out and do foreplay shit around the house

That combined with late night TV (especially the discovery channel and scifi (before it was syfy) ). And then I discovered the internet

>>684641455
>>684641499
>>684642122
Fucking queen of dubs over here, do you feel all this has fucked you up?

>>684641909
Plus a weird natural instinct

My first crush was Harry houdini. Shortly after I discovered him I got in trouble for tying myself and my barbies up

>>684642338

This is interesting, some greentext to share dubQueen?

>>684642296
Meh, maybe a little. I never got touched as a kid or anything

But I got so scared of going to hell for these urges that I swore to wait until marriage to have sex. And then I got raped at barely 14 by a boyfriend I met at church. Thought it was my fault for a while for having all those thoughts too young

Then I decided "fuck it. It must not really matter" and had sex with later boyfriends

My current count is 8 guys, so nothing extraordinary, just enjoying myself

Still would love to see him hit by a car tho

>>684642532
I was going to but I don't have any good stories because (since I was really young) I never got any action

My piano teacher got hard when I kept brushing him during a duet, but that's about it
>he stopped doing duets with me after that

>>684642712

define rape

>>684642938
I just wanted to make out and we were alone in my house. I did get toppless, but that's when I was done and I said so but he fucked me while I cried and asked him to stop and tried to push him off of me anyways. He was way taller and bigger than me and 3 years older, which makes a big difference when you're a 14 year old girl

>>684636077
Sooooo, I'm guesing you're male.

>>684642938
penis somewhere not good

>>684642938
>>684643213
Believe me or dont. I've heard it all before

From people who assign now blame at all to people who say it was all my fault. Doesn't really matter anymore. What's done is done

>>684643405
Lol this

>>684643364
Nope

I got Hella in trouble from my uncle for it, with left me with a subtle incest fetish I'll never admit to off of 4chan

>>684643405
SovietWomble!

>>684632705
Yes. Their parents should kill you right now

>>684643786
That's me as a kid and I'm 22 now, so I don't think I've done anything wrong

>>684632705
Kill yourself

>>684643898
That is terrible

>>684640203
>Like how when I was 7 I hit on my 30 year old piano instructor and stories like that

>>684644044
How? I'm 100% a legally consenting adult so why should there be a moral issue with it?

>>684643653
So do you wish that you had been fucked as a delicious flat chested loli or do you not think you could have handled it?

>>684644161
I don't know if I could have handled being fucked

But I definitely dreamt about having my lips and nipples and belly and legs kissed with my panties on

>>684644476
So you never played hide the carrot, just to see how much you could take?

>>684643213

you see that's the point when i find difficult to believe any rape stories that do not involve weapons, narcotics or restrains.

because as a man i know its really hard to fuck someone when they're bucking and struggling. i tried rape-play with a gf once and she was 30kg lighter then me and its was hard, as in cock keeps getting out, struggling to get it in again, annoying as fuck, didn't even come.

>>684644476
You are sick.

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>>684644107

A lot of kids do/think shit like that.

i remember when i was about 19 playing soccer on our street and these 12yo girls came up while i was in goal and asked if i could fuck them both,weirdest conversation ever, super awkward and lol nope go away.

Also my little cousin got into trouble when she stayed over because my dad overheard her asking my brother to lick her "down there".

Girls are the exact same as guys, and i know when i was a kid, i was rubbing my dick on anything and thinking about fucking older women... even tried to fuck my babysitter once (which is cringeworthy as hell when i think back, i basically just chased her and repeatedly humped her ass, which she thought was funny)

The strangest thing i find is that so many girls/women i know have daddy/daughter/sibling/rape fantasies.

its less taboo than a piss fetish to them.

>>684644476
why with panties on?

>>684644617
I had touched myself for as long as I can remember, but I hadn't gone as far as to put anything inside me until I was 11. I'd tried before, but got too nervous that I'd mess up and hurt myself somehow

>>684644654
how fucking repressed and prudish can you be?

>>684644644
I mean, it's way different when you're a young terrified virgin

You know fight or flight? Well there's a 3rd, dumber response which is where you just freeze and that's what I did after he managed to force himself in several times. I was just kind of comatose, crying. It doesn't make sense from a defense standpoint, but it's what happened

>>684644654
Sorry for my feelings as a child?

>>684644800
If your piano teacher had taken off all of your clothes, licked your pussy and then blown his load all over you. Would you have been a happy little girl?

>>684644705
Kids are just plain experimental and curious. Adults make it weird when they freak out

That said, I'm not condoning touching kids as an adult

>>684645236
this.

>>684644755
Made me feel safe, in control, like it wouldn't go to far

Keep in mind I was barely aware that I had a vag at this point. I knew it was there but hadn't explored it. I had touched my clit, but it was so sensitive that I didn't trust anyone else with it

Just a protective layer

>>684645123
This feeling was very sick :P

>>684645158
Ha, maybe

I guess that fits my fantasy since I didn't want sex, just kisses and touches everywhere

But like I said before, I always had my panties on in my fantasies. So if it was all over the panties, then probably

>>684645489
Only sick if an older person takes advantage

If an older person had noticed my curiosity and done a little above the waist, over the pants shit, I doubt that would have hurt me tho--as long as no one found out

>>684645398
How old were you the first time you did the came?

>>684645720
I actually never came until I was 19

I always felt ashamed of this kind of thing so it held me back from fully enjoying myself. Then my boyfriend finally made me feel comfortable in my own skin and with my kinks and it all hit me at once

I did "climax" or "plateaus" to a satisfying end, but it was never a full orgasm. The first time I felt that climax though was when I was 10

>>684640776
Funny. Tits or gtfo was created to shut people up who would show up in a thread and say they were offended because they were a girl. You just want boobs.

>>684645977
Would you have liked a kindly older friend who kissed and cuddled you and then jerked off while you watched? Or are you now glad that the piano teacher backed off?
Also, you are the queen of dubs.

Insist on specifying gender and not adhering to tits or GTFO. Breaking the rules. Have to /thread

>>684646582
That probably would have been a really good level of intimacy for me. Nothing too far, but enough to make me feel normal and to feed my curiosity

Might have even helped out with him jerking it--at least until it got too lustful and urgent and intimidating

>>684646914
See >>684646424

>>684646921
Would you have swallowed for him?

No tits or GTFO was created to keep the boards anonymous of gender. Women feel the need to specify their gender because of the power and attention they get by doing so. No one here would know or care if you didn't bother specifying.

>>684647463
Nah, that's too much

NOT OP

>>684635247
I've never been molested or touched inappropriately. I was always the kid telling others to show me theirs and I always knew that it was dirty/private. I didn't really know what to do with it because I had never seen or had sex, but it was pretty easy to figure out that mouth+privates feels good and would encourage them to put theirs on mine or visa versa. This started around age 3, 4 and continued on until I became shameful for it and stopped trying to get people to do dirty things with me. I am a male, now age 22, bisexual, hypersexual.

>>684647490
Didn't post my picture because of being a woman. Did it to draw attention to the topic I was talking about--which was being sexual as a child

Which is why I posted a clothed pic as me as a kid and not just a topless pic of me now as the OP

Yes, it was to grab attention, but in a way that was relevant to the thread and not just because I'm a chick

Get over it

>>684648072
I know your feel so bad. Also 22, and mostly straight. Only interested in chicks because it's just another thing to try out--which I feel like you probably understand as a hypersexual. I just crave new experiences, especially now that I've gotten over a lot of that childhood shame

>>684638345
I can just tell from the bottom half of your face you grew up into a QT, post more.

>>684647998
Was it always men that you lusted after?

>>684648561
Thanks, and I would. But this isn't a thread about me being naked as an adult lol. I'd do a request thread or something for that on /soc/ if that's what I was after

You have any stories of you finding yourself at a young age tho? Or just what do you think about it?

>>684648935
No, I also loved giving hugs to pear shaped teachers, really, really tight. And I kind of liked that they never realized why I liked hugs so much lol

Also, I loved girls gone wild commercials ha

But I always pushed those thoughts down. Partly because of stigma and partly because I didn't know anything about girl sex--like if it was even possible

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>>684632705
New Updated 2016 Tor/Deepweb Links!
>Enjoy!

>>684649037
Not the same guy but I think I had fantasies about tying up girls with a jump rope in the woods when I was like 8, I have no idea where that came from. I was also almost part of a gang rape a few years later, which feels really strange looking back on.

>>684649266
It's a good job you never met me when you were younger. I think I might have turned you into a massive slut lol
Also, dubs again. Damn girl!

>>684649552
Did you feel shitty about that?

How does that even happen / almost happen? I can't imagine the conversation

>>684649552
Tell me about it?

I would love to cuddle and kiss a little girl on her belly and legs, even with her panties on

>>684649925
Oops, meant for >>684649655

>>684649743
Oh please, nothing illegal is going on here

>>684649977
I'm not condoning it, but I think where it gets into bad territory is when you get over excited

Adults know more than kids and could very easily accidently push into territory that the kid isn't comfortable with and is too afraid to say no because an authority figure (a "grown up") is telling them it's okay. And that can really mess them up

>>684650015
I would have befriended you. Just a quick hello and a wave, after that tell you how pretty you look in that dress etc. Gain your trust and make you feel special.

>>684649552
Greentext?

>>684650560
That's all?

>>684649552
As someone who's been raped, I'm really curious about what goes through your head in that situation

>>684650362
Yeah, I think you are totally right on that part (not keeping the child's comfort zone in mind), which is a good thing to keep in mind. Thanks for not condoning me!

>>684649693
Shitty about the rape thing? No, I didn't actually realize what had happened until like 15 years later and what happened was pretty tame as it broke off just before shit got real.

Quick greentext
>be around 10
>pre internet so bunch of kids running around playing outside
>all my age or one or two years younger
>we play in this little woodsy area between the houses
>somehow everyone gets in a ring around these two kids
>one of the younger boys and little sister of one of the older boys
>the brother of the girl starts telling them to strip or we'll throw them both on top of an ant hill naked
>they really don't like it obviously
>everyone else egging the guy on
>this goes on for what felt like ages but was probably less than a minute
>girls pants drop and that was definitely one of my strongest sexual memories right there
>they're crying a little bit and then someone walks by and we all scatter before anything else happens

I feel like I dodged a bullet because it could have gone real bad, and non of us really knew what we were doing

>>684650615
I suck at green text. One thing is that I would have had to talk you around to getting rid of the "panties stay on" rule haha. I would really want to go to town on that little clit with my tongue and make you cum hard.

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>>684650869
Sorry to disappoint, it's not much of a story

>>684650719
I don't feel qualified to say because I was just a child and a pretty innocent one at that, but basically all I could think about was sex I guess, although I didn't even know about all that stuff yet. Kinda like when you're really worried about something and you just can't get it out of your mind no matter how hard you try. That except it's not unpleasant because you don't want to get the thoughts out of your mind.

>>684650869
I guess I was hoping there'd be more too it than that, but I probably knew there wasn't

A lot of it is kids being dumb & in the moment and mob mentality

Thanks for the story tho

question for OP: were you also interested at kissing at an early age? Or just being touched?

>>684651285
Yeah I should probably do the Hollywood version for occasions like this.

Is op still here?

>>684652020
Ha, it's good

The honest version is probably better. It reaffirms what I think happened to me. I don't think it was malicious--just a horny lapse and judgement. He's actually come very, very close to apologizing for it on several occasions, but I think he realizes I'd keep a record of it if he did and that's why he's never taken full responsibility. It's too late to prove anything anyways. I mostly just wanted it for cathartic reasons

>>684652203
Yes. What do you want to know?

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>>684652585
Here's my same sign as proof

>>684652585

>>684652787

Thanks for that.

I started early to fantasize and all that.
I has a little neighbor who was maybe 8 (i was like 12) who saw her older sister
"playing boyfriends" (fucking) and invited me to do it

I felt very attracted to her and got very hard when she did that...

She was curious and i was willing, i guess...

Did you have any experience like that?

>>684652536
Yeah things get squirrelly when you're forced to reconcile natural instincts with rational behavior. And on top of that legal reasons and social stigma.

Are you still religious?

>>684653145
I made guys nervous as a kid--I was always tall and "grown" for my age. But my cousin had this one friend who I always thought hated me

He'd always try to start fights or wrestle with me when I tried to tag along with them. Now I realize that was his little kid way of trying to cop a feel while still not seeming lame for liking his friends younger cousin

One day he knocked on our after school babysitters door and I answered and asked if he wanted my cousin. He said no and that he wanted to see me. So we walked to his house and he told me how much he liked me and gave me a long feely hug and gave me a box of all of his Pokémon cards (which they never let me play) because he was moving away. We held hands the rest of the way back and I never saw him again

But that's the extent of it until I was in middle school

Other than that, I just got in lots of wrestle-type fights with guys on the way home from school

>>684653263
I am, but I stopped "hearing" God for a long time and it's not been the same. It used to be natural. Now I have to slow down and try for it to come to me like that. But I think that's also just part of growing up. Life happens and things aren't so simple or black&white anymore

>>684653805

Was it hard for you to hold the urges inside?
I mean, were you wondering sometimes the what ifs? how far do you think you could go with another friend?

>>684654056
>hearing god
I stopped feeling my imaginary friends growing up, too, OP.

>>684654056
What's "hearing" God like? No troll. I grew up without religion but I recently read a book that made me feel the pull of religion for the first time in my life, so I'm curious.

>>684654263
It was more like sexual affection than lust that I was feeling, so I don't think I would have gone that far

As far as the what ifs, it's hard to say because I learned very quickly when I accidently showed a hint of this kind of thing opening in front of family (because I didn't know it was "wrong") that it was shameful and terrible. So I figured if adults judged me that quickly, no kid would understand. My friends and I used to talk in whispers about it at sleepovers but that's about it

My mom was so worried about me that she warned me not to kiss at my all girl sleepover in second grade. Which led to me being very disappointed in my sleepover lol. It hadn't even crossed my mind until she brought it up, but once I knew it was a possibility I wanted it. Just topless kisses in a closet is what I thought about at the time

Kaitlin?

>>684654489
>>684654916
It's not like a voice or anything. That's why I put it in quotes. It's harder to explain now that it's less active. It's kind of like a conscience but stronger. It's a pull that you feel around certain people or environment or song. A feeling of well-being or being on the right path. And an uneasiness when you're not on that path. But there's always acceptance

It's hard to say though because it never comes out right when you explain to people--like explaining a dream, no one gets it but you. It's deeply personal and strong, and you don't know it until you feel it

I know it sounds silly to people who don't believe, but this is the best I can explain it right now

>>684655283
Ha, you're close-ish

>>684654941

Ok, you have a point there.

But for example, what would have happen if you found some one like my lil neighbor did?

I guess you could have done lot more

What if you found another willing boy/girl?
Where you only attracted to boys or girls?

>no kid would understand
Your thought process sounds mature for such young age.

>>684655604
This is literally the exact same feeling I got from that book, like spooky accurate. I think I really got a much better understanding of "religious people".

>>684655759
I probably could have done a lot more but it's really hard to say in hindsight because of how I was taught the world was. I guess that's my bias now is how I was told to feel later on

If I had found someone else, I'd probably be at least a slightly different person because of it, ya know? But I would have loved someone to play with in the woods in secret and to see and feel how they were different from me--because that was a huge part of the curiousity. And I don't think it would have mattered if it was a boy or girl. I'd already seen other girls naked and already had realized that I was different from other girls. I was developing faster as the most obvious reason I was different

And I was. I was a really smart kid and the daughter of a teacher. I loved teacher gossip and I learned how to eavesdrop really young and that taught me a lot. It also taught me what kind of things you couldn't share with people or they'd judge you to hell

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>>684652787
look at the hand. its either a guy or a fat slug

>>684656636
I was baptised and confirmed as a Presbyterian. And I really think the most important part of my faith was that confirmation. It changed me from "yeah, I have to learn this stuff because my parents said so" to "I'm actively learning about this faith and it actually means something to me." My pastor didn't care about numbers--he cared about the kids learning for real for the first time about their religion. (This was freshman or junior year in our church.) He even went as far to say not to get confirmed just because it was what your were "supposed" to do, only if you felt it and screw your parents if they were pressuring you

>>684656743

>what kind of things you couldn't share with people or they'd judge you to hell
This kind of thoughts are rare even in grown adults. You can never fully disclose what you are/want.

Do you plan on having children?

>>684657225
I'm technically a protestant but only because I became a member of the church when I was born. I used to be one of those angry atheists but now I look at religion as a tool you use to exercise your spirituality. As long as you use it right it doesn't really matter which one you use. Of course there are as many opinions on this as there are followers.

>>684657891
As a kid I promised I never would, but as Im getting older and have been with someone I really love for a while I can see it a little bit. I'm hoping were like minded enough to not make quite as many mistakes with our kids--providing guidance but not shaming. But I feel like everyone says that but I don't know

>>684658187
Yeah, that's the thing about faith--it can be good or bad depending on who's leading. But that's just power in general

Dan Carlin has a really good podcast about Martin Luther and the whole anabaptist movement. It's worth checking out. Its pretty balanced as far as a renaissance for faith and how that renaissance can lead to bad cultish things

>>684658772

I think this is the best way of actions. Maybe these feelings are instincts and they will be
present on our children, and the best we can do is provide guidance and being cautious.

>>684659252
That's why if I do have kids, I'm going to have more than one. As the oldest kid, I was a good buffer between my parents ideals and realistic modern ones my siblings could actually keep and relate to

Looking for a kik group add me Fuck.mendo17

>>684659037
I'll see if I can find it, podcasts are such a great way to learn about new things.

>>684659720
He kept apologizing for possibly offending Christians (and atheists?) in this episode, but I didn't really get why. Yeah, there were a few crazies, but as a whole the movement was awesome and my faith wouldn't have happened without it so it was really cool to learn about my heritage--the good and the bad

http://www.dancarlin.com/product/hardcore-history-48-prophets-of-doom/

Don't be intimidated by the title lol

>>684659671
For what?

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>>684632705
I was about her age when I saw a picture in an "old west" type book of a woman tied up on the train tracks and I just remember thinking that I wanted someone to tie me up like that and "do stuff" to me. Pretty sure this is the picture.

>>684660792
Yeah some Christians still have that literal holier than thou thing going and on top of that they got all this fresh SJW crap going for them, the same stuff some Muslims use as an excuse not to treat people like people. I'll give this a go tomorrow. I usually listen to Joe Rogans podcast. There's a lot of stupid shit on there but also so much amazing stuff. If you go at it with an open mind and not a fanboy attitude you can get something out of almost every episode, even when he's got guests on that you really don't even like.

>>684661338
Sounds like how my boyfriend found out he was into it

I feel like it's a little weirder to reconcile wanting to "hurt" someone but not actually wanted to hurt them

>>684661338
>>684649552
Are you telling me my jump rope adventures could have worked out? All the lost opportunities :(

>>684661878
I just started listening to podcasts. So far I've only done hardcore history and lore. They're a lot of fun when you give then a chance

Honestly the hardest part has been getting over that "radio voice" lol. But it's kind of soothing now that I'm used to it

>>684662187
I'm 23/f, btw, but I clearly remember thinking about the picture a lot and keeping the book in my room. It was some old book of my dad's, and looking at it a lot, and getting all worked up, but not knowing I could actually pleasure myself at that age yet.

>>684662231
They still can work out. Bondage is still fun ha

>>684662474
>getting all worked up, but not knowing I could actually pleasure myself at that age yet.
Yeah that was a super weird time for me too. I feel like for guys it's so much more obvious how to do it--lucky assholes lol. It took a lot of nervous discover to figure that out as a chick

So what has that developed into for you?

>>684662444
Ah yeah he does all these solo? I've tried listening to some podcasts that are so over produced it's unbearable. Rogans podcast is great because it's just him and a guest or two sitting down and talking to each other like to normal people.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvqwztjcSNg

>>684662728
rawr :3

>>684663410
I've only listened to about 3 of his but I think they're all solo. You can tell he's a huge nerd about it which makes it fun, but he can also drone on. I have really poor listening comprehension (adhd as a mofo, so I start over a lot), but they're good--just long

Lore is shorter is more just fun. They're only 20 minutes long

>>684663815
Yeah I'm pretty bad too which can be problematic if you're listening to something that's almost scripted, like an audio book. I have to listen to them more than once. Also if people start spelling out words that are more than three letters long it always comes out as blarfgagh to me, I think I might have brain damage for real.

>>684632705
OP don't worry. As a 45yo virgin you are not too young to have fantasies of getting finally touched.

>>684664197
Lol, I'm with you there. Don't worry though--no spelling here

I kind of like the audio book feel but that's just preference I guess

Listening has really helped my attention span and comprehension tho. I guess I just didn't have that skill because I never used it. I always just read

>>684664530
>virgin
Kek, okay bud

Op, so what fetishes have you develop?

Ever wondered of being groped or molested in public?

>>684664647
Haha yeah curse of the age we were born. People must read thousands of times more now than they did 20 years ago.

I think this thread is on it's way out the door, thanks for the recommendation, maybe I'll see you in another one of these threads. Pedophilia and pedophilia related topics are quite popular after all.

>>684665113
Consensual nonconsent
Bondage
Master/sub play or power play (collars and cages)
Slave training
Pain play
Very, very rare golden showers and ice cold showers (reserved for hardcover scenes to really break me down)

Funny enough, no age play though

And some public stuff, but I'm not super heavy on it. Been abused publicly at a couple kink clubs