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Remembering Yoleo

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>>684619547
Bump-o

Normally a contributor but here to help, pic related anon put it succinctly yesterday

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If anyone remembers this scene.

>>684620470
Yeah...

>>684619921
Why whenever I come to help the threads are ded...

Oh well it's the morning in Western land. I'm not gonna blogpost all my personal feels right now

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How are you guys doing? Lets start this thread up!

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>>684621511
kek

>>684620470
Cant remember what happened again?

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There's a girl I've been talking to for about a week. I love seeing her and her smile makes my day. I didn't see her at all this weekend but we talked. It seemed like she couldn't care less about me as the weekend was ending. I sat by her this morning and she had a panic attack. I'm really scared I caused it. I don't want to lose her. I'm scared /b/ros

Hey am I shadow banned?

>>684625126
So you just sat next to her and she had a panic attack? Did someone say something? What happened?

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>>684625662
nah fam

>>684625126#
Am I shadow banned?

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>>684622376
Fucken kek

Thanks.

>>684625662
nope

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>>684626330

>>684626839
God bless the ADF

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test post

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I remember when feels threads were about the selfish and egotistic societies we live in and about how others have turned us into what we hate, cold and heartless people with vindictive feelings towards the people that made us this way.

Now it's just about faggots crying over their high school crush because she fucked Chad instead of you. Please fucking kill yourself you pathetic niggers.

>>684627725
Wew lad

Nice shitposting newfag

>>684627725
you're talking about 2 same situations, so i guess nothing changed
kill yourself first

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>>684619921
I really enjoyed seeing that from that anon, makes me feel a bit better about myself

I've been ready to off myself for years, but I'm still working on getting enough money to get a high-end pc and get to experience a couple of my favorite games before I go. It'll take a while.

I can't imagine dying any other way than suicide.
Controlling your destiny etc.
Hopefully one day there will be market for painless suicide methods and a society which is somewhat tolerant

>>684625928
I sat next to her, said hey, looked over at one of her friends who was being hugged and she said "why is she breathing so fast." I looked back at her and she was having a panic attack. Breathing heavily, eyes staring toward the table. I tried to comfort her, I asked her if we needed to go sit outside and relax for a minute. She didn't answer. Her friend took her somewhere. I don't even know if she's okay.

>>684628632
there already is, anon

>>684626257
I don't think so

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>>684619547
Godspeed

>>684628703
Sounds like she just was having her period anon, learn more about females. Her friend went to help her out make up on and it cured her. You were too beta to know how to properly handle a hormonal female.

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You faggots like shoegaze and vocaloids?
https://youtu.be/u9P9Rc9VTHA

>>684628781
A legal market tbh
With clever entrepreneurs and scientists working out how best to do it
Shit would be so cash

>>684629440
Thanks anon

I don't get why attention seeking has become an insult when external feedback is a requirement for developing character.
I mean all of you are seeking attention.

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First night in a few days ive felt inexplicably sad, I dont understand why but its horrible, fuck I wish there was a way to cure depression besides death

>>684627432
but sitting on the couch and eating pizza is already all i do :(

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Only have a little while, but I'll dumps some.

>>684629440
>Should have been more alpha like you and raped her?

>>684631133
It's called drugs...make friends with them

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>>684632406
ive tried weed multiple times but it just makes me insanely paranoid and depressed
gonna try some acid soon, hopefully that doesnt end badly
also I just had a little panic attack I think

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Dont know why these downloaded as gifs, but whatever.

>>684633022
See, whities? You get to white you go blind to things. Then you die.
Such a powerful message. thank you, posteranon

>>684632648
>I've tried weed
>tried weed
>weed
shut up

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>>684633462
dunno what your problem is

>>684627432
i don't even have money for pizza...

>>684631133
I know that feeling /b/ro...

>>684632648
Cute anon is cute. Too bad she, or any other girl for that matter, wouldn't even look once at a guy like me.

>>684619547
cringe thread you say?

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>>684635462
dont say that anon, somewhere out there is a girl who loves you, she just hasnt found you yet

>>684620381
Fuck man, thats heartbreaking

>>684635691
Heard that one before, love. The sad truth is it just isn't true for everyone out there. Some faces are greeted with expressions of horror instead of smiles. Some hearts are too remote for anything to built upon.
Be happy with what you have, not everyone is as lucky.

>>684635691
X Marks the spot
Arrrr

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>>684636620
i dont have anything, i want others to have and be happy
half of the shit say in these threads about "everything gets good" and "someone out there" I dont believe for myself
I just want people here to be happy

>>684636900
At least you can get dubs eh'

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>>684637087
there was a time when I would just post "shitter" in dubs threads and get it almost every time so at least i have that going for me

>>684620381
This moral is true. My greatest enemy, and what I most fear, is hope.

Unless you hope, it cannot be crushed. It is the only source of pain (physical pain is merely discomfort), the only way to fool me, the only route to my vulnerabilities.

I don't try to achieve anymore. I work at a job and keep to myself, until someone tries to get close. When I feel the yearning for a friend, a comforting touch, a kiss, it's time to go, to quit and find another job, in another city, where I know no one.

After she left.... I would have used a gun, but they took them, so I tried pills, exhaust, razors, even my fingernail, after they took everything and threw me in a cell.

When I realized the god(s) of this world would not let me take the only way out, the bleakest resignation overcame me.

I realized that creation was an act of war, setting every blade, leaf, root, and life against every other, and that to win, all I had to do was embrace it, become the destroyer of others lives, and profit from their weakness.

But I won't do it. I will not be the source of another's suffering. I will not.

If you don't attack, then you are attacked. People start to like you, cuz you don't be cruel to them, and they know that only people that want them do that.

But I don't want them, and when they feel rejected, they turn on me, so I just leave before that whole cycle starts.

I can't feel, because that's how the pain gets in, and the pain... the only way out of it, the only route to freedom from pain so intense that you bump into things because you can't see well through the tears, is death, and the cruel, elder
wights that command the forces of fate and destiny on this plane, they wont let me die.

7 grams of morphine wouldn't do it, 4 hours of exhaust wouldn't do it, many and bloody things, they didn't do it either.

I am trapped in this meat bag that
yearns.

All I can do is move on when people try to reach me.

>>684637205
Things will get better.
You'll get trips one day.

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>>684637135
fuck I always wondered why one day the youtube title for that song changed to say RIP David Higgs
never really looked in to it, fuck me man
>>684637464
maybe some day anon

>>684638115
So then.
Whats got you down?
Always helps to talk / type things out.

I had a dream I was living with my ex in Japan again. It was the closest I got to happiness in around 4 years. I just had to share it since it's been on my mind all morning. I'm gonna play league and drink now. Peace

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>>684638338
>Clinical depression since I was about 10, currently 19
>only had one girlfriend, long distance, she cheated on me for weeks while still saying she loved me
>underachieved throughout school, everyone always said I was smarter than what I did and that I needed to try harded, but no matter how hard I tried it was always the same shit work
>almost an alcoholic, was really bad at one stage but i think ive managed to mostly avoid that
>tried to kill myself once but didnt really work well, too afraid to try again cause coward
lots of things anon

>>684638912
Do you go out and talk to people much?
Or do you stay inside most of the time?

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>>684639406
mostly stay inside, but i have my job and my irl friends that i stay in contact with regularly
work is a problem now though cause i started to like the new girl, and my problem with women always found a way to fix all my old crushes
i dont really know what to do and im too scared to ask her out in case i get badly rejected or she says yes and the same thing that happened with my ex happened again
'sorry my typing isnt great, im tired and just had a drink

>>684638908
Godspeed sir.
May you find what you're looking for in life.

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>>684639642
If you dont mind me asking, what is your job anon?
Could asking her out cause a problem within it (bar the obvious awkwardness).

>>684639996
bartender, we hardly see eachother but when we do its great, we talk so much
we had a little drinks night type thing recently with people from work, she asked if i was going and when i said yes she said "I dont really know whos going but im glad you are"
I feel like she may like me, but im too scared

>>684640230
Go for it.
You cant fail if you dont try anon.

>>684640230
Do it phagget. You have nothing to lose, if you hardly see eachother

"just one small step is all it takes, one last shot of adrenaline.
scream of fear, tears of regret, a multitude of emotion for the final time.
one small step can equate to one thousand but with one permanent out-come.
do i brave the thousand or do i brave the one.
both are absolutely terrifying"

i wrote this a little while ago.
shortly after climbing onto a train track and following it to the middle of a 40 foot viaduct.
i sat there on the edge on that bridge for a while, wondering if i had the guts to just jump.

i thought about my life for a while, i was in a dark place but i thought about it well and truly. picking apart each and everything i have done, doing and wish to do.
i then thought to myself rather than having the guts to end it, how about having the guts to carry on.

i do still wonder about death from time to time.
but i dont think im ready to leave the living just yet.

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>be me
>be 15
>have attempted suicide about 40 times
>all alone in the world
>girls dont like me more than a friend
>be funny guy
>everybody laughs
>who care though
>im just a cheep laugh
>who loves the sad clown
>be me
>be 16
>still alone and wrists are slit
>cant sleep
>friends are the only thing that matters to me
>i hate my family
>be me
>be in love
>be me
>be 17
>gets a text at 3 in the morning
>im gay
>be me
>sitting on the roof
>only girl in the world i cared about is gay
>i only though of her
>i spent every last second talking to her
>i love belle
>but she didnt love me
>it was all a joke to her
>we shared every with eachother
>be me one year earler
>i ask her if theirs anything she needs to tell me
>she says no
>why did she say no
>why didnt she tell me then
>why did she drag me along for a whole year
>be me
>on roof
>crying
>i hate being alive
>about to jump
>realize its not high enough
>think of friends
>i love my friends
>and they love me
>thank you carson,hunter,other hunter,connor and whomever else i left out.
>i live for you

>>684640716
Its a hard race.
But its worth running.
Just to see the end.

Godspeed sir.

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>>684640642
ive had friends tell me multiple times I should ask her out I dont know why I cant, too scared of failure I guess
>>684640563
>You cant fail if you dont try
trying is the first step towards failure and giving up

say I do ask her out and she does say yes, whos to say the exact same thing that happened to me before wont happen again, at some point im just gonna be lied to no matter what, everyone always does it to me

>>684640990
You'll never know if you dont go.
You'll never shine if you dont glow.

I believe that she wont be standing there with an L on her forehead anon.
Take the jump.
Do what we cant.

>>684640990
Some of us were made like that anon; made for that, maybe.

Perhaps you can dare the hope, dare to take a chance on being happy again, even if only for a little while, before you have to go back to what you are now.

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>>684641236
I want to so badly anon, I think I will, just need to find the right time

The sky is a beautiful shade of dark purple where I am anons, such a beautiful cold night

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>>684640990
Just fuckin' do it m8

>>684641641
No better time than now.

Where are you from anon (britfag here).

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I love all of you anons, I love these threads cause I feel almost at home with you all
I dont feel like Im on 4chan, to me this isnt just another thread on /b/, we all know who we are and how we feel, even though we're still all anonymous, I feel like I know you all
And if one day I never talk to any of you people again, even though I wont know, Ill still miss you
I dunno guys, these threads make me feel happy, all you cunts supporting eachother and me over things that others would say is just petty shit. All you people who are hated by most of the internet and people in real life, I love you all
To me, youre all my brothers
Cheers to the feels threads, cheers to /b/ and cheers to all of you faggots
https://youtu.be/nwg7s6YuD_c

>>684638115
God damn, anon, that pic kills me.

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>>684642035
australia

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>>684642307
same here anon, i always want to get married to a beautiful girl in a gorgeous wedding dress, i always loved wedding dresses

>>684642220
Godspeed anon.
May you find only Happiness in the future.

>>684642353
>>684642449
These pics kill me a little inside.
They remind me of what I dont have, and what I'll likely never have.

>>684642220
Yep, it's the best place of /b and mainly 4chan

>>684640716
Keep on living. Always at least some reason, and it always gets better

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Heres some lyrics from a song I really like, written by a guy who lives somewhat close to me too which is always cool

Oh, such a breathtaking sight,
Of purest beauty and innocence.
Uncorrupted by this cruel world,
Spirits not crushed by this cold life.
I can't look away...

You bathe in the sunlight of spring,
While I'm forever stuck in this dreary autumn.
Like a flower that will never bloom,
Forever in this dreary autumn.

You glow with the warmth of the sun,
But your rays don't reach me.
In the cold, dreary autumn,
The sun doesn't warm...

This dreadful emptiness,
The cold, cold world.
You slammend the door on me,
you locked me in the cold.

I craved your warmth,
But it was too late.
Too late you realised,
That I was in the cold.

>>684632594
Never played Warhammer. What are these guys?

>>684642603
what, a gf? boo fucking hoo

>>684643007
A friend

>>684643136
o-oh

;-;

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if any of you guys like really big build up techno songs, listen to this
https://youtu.be/47nIoXraa_Q?t=2m34s
I got it so it starts at the build up, kinda upsets me that Ill never hear this for the first time again, was so amazing

>>684637135
This is sad. RIP David. We didnt forgot you.