>>684490439
Yes i am T_T

>>684490439
Nah, I have great friends. Also fixed up my face and looking for a GF.

>>684490439
alone, not lonely

>>684490439
Obviously.

>>684490593
>fixed up my face
what was wrong with it?

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What up fam! I just came here to charm you up a little bit!

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>>684490593
>fixed up my face

>>684490919
>>684491297
severe acne. started taking care of it

Yes? Why are you asking?

>>684491676
fuck off

>>684490439
yes, why else would I be here...
>24 years old
>kissless, dateless virgin
>no friends
>slightly overweight
>not muscular
>no talents
>medicore student

>>684490439
I feel like all my friends secretly hate me

>>684491511
gud job familion

>>684490439
That's all I can think about....

>>684491626
your a nigger

>>684491750
>no talents
nobody is born talented, people work hard to achieve a talent

>>684491797
sounds like you have somesort of social phobia

I´m always alone, but only rarely do I feel lonely

>>684491961
sometimes hard work does not pay off...
sometimes life takes your achievements away from you

>>684492415
stop making excuses faggot and pull your shit together, life isn't fair

>>684492415
thats like if you think ~a car will run over me if i try to cross the road~

>>684492651
life is also not enjoyable

>>684492930
well, it happens to some

>have job
>kitchen
>be there 4 times a week or more
>talk to people for 6 hours or more
>go home
>feel lonelier than ever

>have a lot of friends
>know a lot of girls
>no enemies
>everybody cares for me
>no gf
>always feels alone

Why is that? I really don't get it. As always lying here in my bed, browsing /b/. 3 People called and asked if I want to hang out, but I refused and now I feel lonely. Can some one tell me why the fuck I do that?

Sometimes.
I spend almost my entire day alone. I wake up, go to school and rage my classmates being edgy af, calling for a nigger holocaust, telling women to stfu and suck the dick, you know the drill, it's funny. Then I get back home and I spend the rest of the day in my room, reading, always reading, there is so much everyone needs to read, everything classic like Seneca or Cervantes. I play some Dota 2 and jack off eventually. Then I go to sleep listening to ASMR. Ive been having this routine for almost 2 years now and I can say that, while it feels a little lonely sometimes (Estoicism is great to fight this feeling) it's better in the long rune. You get a more stable emotional state. Besides, everyone is fucking boring, is very rare to find someone that thinks like you or shares your interests or even is smart enough to fake interesting about your hobbies.
I do have friends, I see them ocasionally, go out sometimes, but yeah, mostly loneliness.
Don't fight it, embrace it.

No, I have mom and dad beside me.

>>684493211
colleagues aren't friends

>>684493292
maybe you're depressed and don't know it

>>684491750
>slightly overweight
yeah i don't think so fatty

>>684491797
it's probably true then

>>684493514
yeah, embrace the loneliness. thats the way of the fat samurai

>>684493576
it's good your guardians are browsing /b/ with you

Not with my bf, but he's been in Florida since January so I've been slowly getting more and more back into old feelings. In February I was lonely, now I'm crippled by being bipolar/depressed/something and it's hard because it hits me when I least expect. I think I'm fine but I come into my room and the second my door is closed I suddenly start crying really hard. It sucks, recently got some herbal shit to help and I think it is.

My parents are pretty angry people and my bf is the only person I feel connection with My friends are all nice but I don't like them much, just keeping them til I graduate. I feel like a bad friend tho because the one I hang out with most thinks we're best friends and tells me all the stuff we'll do together after graduation. It's hard to act energetic and upbeat all day, I just want to sleep all the time, I feel so heavy and tired. I don't feel joy from interaction, it keeps me distracted from myself but it's a lot of work and it makes me anxious. Also I feel the more I open up to the people I like, the more other people that I don't like at all/are too energetic or confrontational try to talk to me, which is even more exhausting. It's hard to get close to people because I like weird things, since people around me don't like that stuff and the ones that do are annoying freaks.

After I graduate I'll see my bf and then we'll both go into the military, I hope we get stationed in the same place because I don't want anyone but him, but I also don't want to be away from him for longer than like 6 months or I think I'll just crumble and throw my life away being too tired and sad to keep up with everything.

>>684494116
As long as you don't buy a samurai sword (or any weapon really) you are fine

>>684493951
How do you know you're depressed?

>>684493983
BMI: 25.7

>>684494319
no, as long as you are not fat you are fine, i guess you confused something here

>>684494462
you mean 257

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>>684490439
Always

>>684494559
Are you fatshaming me right now? What is this? Twitter?

>>684491961
I like to believe talents are interests that you spend enough time on that eventually you build the skill.

Mine is art, but I'm only any good because I guess I like it (or maybe I just like anatomy since that's all I do) and I spent so much time on it that I was practicing constantly without knowing

>>684494359
Do you hurt yourself? Do you feel like shit for no apparent reason? Do you isolate yourself for no reason? Do you wan to die?

I'm 'taking a break' from a long relationship. It was my call, and yes I'm lonely. Staying with family but feeling empty, anxious, and depressed. Been taking St. Johns Wort but it's doing fuck all.

No of course not [spoiler]I have all of you with me[/spoiler]

>>684494754
lurk more

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You can only feel loneliness in the presence of someone you love so many times before isolated loneliness doesn't even hurt. That's what I tell myself.

Person I love can't love me back.. so ye kinda.

>>684490593
I did the same.. for a while it worked but I soon realised that their isn't a cream for a shit personality. Needless to say, I'm alone again.. Not lonely.. just alone.

>>684494259
is this pasta?

who isnt

>>684495005
>>684494754
yeah lurk more

>>684493211
they are the only people i talk to so i guess they are my friends

>>684494633
no

>>684494827
show us your stuff

Eh, sort of. I don't have much experience being with others though, so it's not like i can compare it to other feelings. I won't let it bother me too much.

>>684494965
>St. Johns Wort
weed?

>>684494633
Kek

>>684494965
Dont take a fucking break then you idiot?

>>684495641
calm down faggot, maybe he needed it

>>684493199
Never think straight.

>>684495436

No, it's capsules full of what I guess is a ground up root. Supposed to help with constant anxiety and depression, I don't have health insurance at the moment to get benzos or whatever I need... and I don't know anyone around me to find anything. Shit sucks.

2 girls
both gone
what do

>>684494867
Sounds like me. I always just thought I'm being a massive faggot. How can I fix it?

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>>684495783
Doesnt sound like its helping him, Anon.

>>684495869
>ground up root
lel, that sounds like some pseudo-science shit

>>684494151
Not always. I just browse /b/ on my phone when I'm in my bedroon. They just browse /b/ with ne once when they asked me to show them the weirdest thing I watch on Internet. They're conservative but didn't get very surprised and left me alone.

>>684495947
Helium suicide

>>684495984
get professional help from a medical doctor

>>684495641

I was living in NYC, working 70 hours a week, refinishing a house on top of that, and she wasn't doing shit and got a dog that sort of pushed me over the edge. Sounds like nothing but I was extremely stressed out.

>>684495248
look out for this guy if you are looking for the joke>>684495474

>>684496066
that's kinda gross

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>>684496208
Ah its so great beeing poly

>>684496208
did you both agree to having a dog?

>70 hours a week
man, when i used to work and they asked me to do overtime, i only did it if i felt the project needed me. the money isn't worth killing yourself over.

This is why i come to /b/. God dammit there are alot of losers. Get over it. Talk to people, go to gym, talk to Girls. Profit!

>>684493292
It probably would've helped your situation if you agreed to go out. Why did you refuse?

>>684495475
My love left me. My point is it feels much better being single and lonely than being married and lonely for example. Shit hurts

>>684496623
>married
there's your problem. why do people still get married?

>>684496805
Every "old hard ass" I know warned and mocked me, but I thought they were just crusty and bitter. They were based sadly

>>684496567

No, I specifically told her it was a bad time for an animal, she went to a shelter and got one anyways. We were moving out of one place into another, which led to a ton of time with us driving in my truck getting pissed on by the fucking dog. Absolutely worst time to attempt training or anything.

And no, the money wasn't worth it. I got caught on a slippery slope with amphetamines and oxys to try and never sleep but it just didn't fucking work.

>>684496116
How the fuck do you do that?
"Hey, doctor I am a useless peace of crap, can you help me?" No, fuck that. I think I'll just stay that way. I am going to push this bolder till I collapse...

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>>684490439
Existentially, yes. Yes I am.

>>684497039
so she got a dog without your consent, sounds like a fucking bitch, you should drop her and keep the dog

>>684497159
>"Hey, doctor I am a useless peace of crap, can you help me?"
Literally like that, just say what you feel and they'll help you

>>684496589
I don't know that's why I'm asking. I don't want to hang out, also I don't want to be alone. I really like my friends, also I hate them for being my friends. I am really fucking hungry right now, but I don't want to eat

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Hell yeah I'm lonely
>Finishing degree this summer
>Turned 23 two weeks ago
>Still a virgin
>Never had a girlfriend
>Get rejected every time I ask a girl out
>Either way practically every girl is already in a relationship, even the fat/ugly ones
>Friends I used to have went their own way, not in contact with them
>Mom tells me I'm not allowed back home unless I pay her rent (this is pretty understandable)
>Went on this MILF Escort's website
>She charges 300 for the hour
>Legit thinking about seeing her just so I can lose my virginity

At least I have you Anons to keep me company.

>>684490652
>alone, not lonely
both. my fault to having a married so

>>684498277
>Mom tells me I'm not allowed back home unless I pay her rent
>(this is pretty understandable)
how?

684498599
life isn't fair mate

>>684498754
Your mom is bitch, send nudes

>>684498067
You are either bipolar or depressed, but I'm leaning towards the former. Have you sought help?

>>684498277
Hey, don't do it like that. Have your first time with a woman you like. Really. Is gonna be horrible if you lose it to a whore.

>>684498754
I'm 23 years old and about to graduate from University (Canadian here). I'm not in high school anymore. I'm an adult. Have been for a long time. My mother is not obligated to keep me under her roof.

>>684499295
don't listen to this retard.
having sex with someone experienced and someone that can guide you is way superior than some slut that doesn't know jackshit

>>684499444
oh, i thought you meant you weren't allowed to visit

>shit soaked life anon
>>684490439

yes.

>>684499295
That's the thing Anon. Even if there is a woman out there that I like, she won't like me back. Women are humans after all. And humans have something known as choice. You honestly think a woman would choose me? I have no romantic/dating experience. You think a woman would be ok with that. For a lot of women, it's considered a huge red flag/creepy if a guy is still a virgin in his 20s. It's like getting a job. If you have no experience, they won't hire you.

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>>684493292

Depression my Niger.

I am in the same boat. I have a loving wife and kids, good friends and colleagues, a good job that pays well, and yet it feels like it adds up to nothing at all. Maybe it does.

>>684490652
this

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>>684495345
This is semi old but at the time I was pretty proud, lately I've been just doodling a bunch of crap so I had to look back

>>684500056
i know several women that are still virgins and they are over 20. they're not fat/ugly btw.

>>684500056
Listen, in this day and age you can find ANYONE out there. You are no longer limited by yoour country or even town, so you will find a girl who likes you, just look for them, develop yourself, start hobbies and learn stuff

>>684495160
No I'm just lame

>>684499190
>>684497888
>>684496116
Fuck you guys you made me cry, it's just so hard for me asking for help, talking about what I feel.
Why did I even post this shit here? I'm out sorry, I said too much.

I know I have plenty of friends and a close loving family, yet I still feel so lonely. So it's just me I guess

>>684500371
cool... have you drawn any porn?

Why else would I bee on /b/?
I'm just a kisless virgin who never had a gf

>>684500580
Bdsm, I'll have to look, one sec

>>684500544
if you can't tell a doctor how you feel, write it on paper or in an email and send it to them

>>684497009
haha get rekt, bitch!

>>684493292
you should try conditioning yourself to go out to feel bettter. Unless it reslly is depression in which case idk man

>>684500710
>Bdsm
is that fat people? i don't like fatporn fam

>>684500710
Give me some Five Nights At Freddy's porn plz

Yes.
The love of my life, the one I wanted to spend my life with, died in a car accident 5 yrs ago. The guys I've met since are shit. I just have fwb's now.
I fear I will never meet anyone that knew me like he did, that understood me like he did...and that I will an hero sooner rather than later before a become a lonelier pathetic broken old woman.

>>684494259
embrace that friend that think they're your bestfriend, you'll regret not having such a good friend when they're gone.

>herbal shit
weed?

military seems like a bad choice fam

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>>684490439
I lost the three souls I loved all in the same year. Now all I have left is my cat (who has tongue cancer)

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>>684499444
Is nobody else gonna acknoledge this get or is it just me

Why is /b/ cold? /b/ cold.

>>684501533
newfag

>>684501380
>fwb's
what?

fam, unless you're rich and beautiful, you'll have to take what you can get.
for me, loyalty is more important than wealth and beauty

>>684501533
lurk more

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>>684500824
Bbw is fat, bdsm is bondage (though light in my case, too much leather is ugly to me)

>>684501533
Dub dub trip
>dub

Preddy cool anon

>>684501485
fuck man, your dog died, that's pretty horrible
dunno about the other two, they seem like shit. do people really just sit on their phones when around other people? i haven't experienced this, it seems grotesquely rude

>>684501461
Not weed, this stuff called happy camper "for a better mood!" Or something, also st johns wort which is supposed to help with feeling sad. I only use it when it's bad though, hippie shit's expensive

>>684501966
FML that is beautiful, I wish I could draw like that. More please.

>>684501966
do you use markers to enhance the frame when you're done?

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>>684501966
Moar

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>>684502368
kek, that's some pseudo-science shit.
here anon, i'll bless your post with this picture. You'll now feel better, in the power of mook and all his kittens, i bless you.*
*the effect takes a few days to start

>>684502336
they were watching television. granted the gf is only a grill so fuck that, I knew she'd leave. the dog I miss every day, together with long the forest walks we used to make together. or the nightly trips, she was always there for me.

My mother, she was bat shit crazy like any mother. and she was always in a lot of pain and suffering. It's good it ended. But it's the only woman on this earth who has ever loved me unconditionally. it's rough man

>>684502756
have you drawn yourself getting raped?

>>684502613
On really old stuff I did, but that's just pencil because I'm usually doing it to kill time, not to draw anything presentable/realistic

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>>684503083
forgot pic

>>684503083
>>684503257
what about the pussy? you could walk the pussy

>>684502966
Wow thanks man, no one has ever done something so kind

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>>684503451
we were renting a house. Prev house got sold, divorce etc. Now I live in a shitty apartment, but at least I still have my cat. I do feel bad locking her up because she loved the outdoors, I can't do better atm

>>684503159
No, just random characters. No rape minus tentacles either, just blindfold pet type stuff

>>684503928
That's a nice cat

>>684503928
i wish i had a house far away, i hate the neighbors around my apartment

>>684503083
I'm sorry dude..

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>>684504094
ty

>>684504329
yeah apartments suck ass, I want a small house near a forest. I don't care if it's crappy, as long as they leave me alone

>>684504372
it's ok just venting

Not alone, lonely

>>684504577
you even gave it a premium box, topnotch anon, topnotch

>I want a small house near a forest.
are you me?

>>684503928
Looks like a lighter version of the cat I just had to put down.....I feel your pain anon

yes, i'm still loving my ex even if i fuck other chicks and try to develop feelings i just cant

i feel alone

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>>684505054
np mate, I've had the privilege of having had 12 cats in my life already. Love comes and goes, and I'm content with that

>>684505043
no wonder, normies are fucked in the head.

>>684505488
get used to it. I gave a piece of my heart to everyone I ever loved. they'll always have a special place in my heart for what we once had. I know many grills just erase the thought of past lovers, but I like to cherish those moments of young naive love

>>684506025
are you german btw?

>>684507081
nein, belgier

because i've forgotten how to talk to people

>>684507322
exposure is the only thing that works for that.

>>684507250
ah

>>684507322
drink alot, that helps loosen up the mood

>>684496208
better a dog than "accidentally' getting prego

>>684507611
lmao this guy

also nice dubs of truth

>>684499559
dawg it used to be tradition to lose it to a whore before all this touchy feely bullshit

>>684507611

That's true, man. God knows she tried.

>>684508075
>implying not all women are whores and that the tradition is lost

>>684496567
I thought 70 hours was the average?

I work 90-110 a week and all my friends average about 80 as well. I grew up thinking 40/week was ideal, but working 40/week is like part time and it's not enough to live on your own. Am I overworking myself? Is that why I'm a niggerfaggot?

>>684508300
losing your virginity to an actual whore is kind of like banging some fatties to get back in the game after a break-up. you're satisfying the physical urge without treading too far into emotional territory. it's not the sex that hurts you, it's the feels.

>>684507611
always use a condom, don't trust crazy chicks

>>684508571
shit man i work 40 a week and i feel like i have no free time. don't know how you do 70

>>684508075
heh, one of my coworkers bought an apprentice a hooker once, shit was so cash

>>684508837
you think that works, fucking uglies? what if I don't like them or how they look, won't that make me feel even more desperate?

>>684508571
you're killing yourself mate, i'd work 37hours max, unless it's overtime and i actually care to work over. but i live in Europe so you're getting cucked mate

>>684509184
depends on the person comrade

>>684508571
>>684509070
what are your jobs?

>>684508571

I'm the one working 70, it's far more than most of my friends. I make $36/hr overtime but I have absolutely no free time.

Does somebody have the same problem? I am not ugly and i have a crush on a girl she has a crush on me too i know it 100% but i cant come close to her and talk to her what the fuck is wrong with me?

>>684509902
send her a text or facebook her

>>684509184
not getting laid is like a multiplier for bad feelings, and if you go too long you psyche yourself out. physical needs must be satisfied before you try to tackle emotion

besides, there's no guarantee they really like you either. some chicks just want a good deep dicking. the art is in discerning who.

>>684509902
maybe you're not actually "100%" sure and you're afraid of rejection

what do if youre longing for your ex

>>684510476
get a new ex

>>684510597
and if that doesn work

>>684510476
constantly think about all of the things about them that piss you off. find a rebound to distract yourself.

rule of thumb is it'll take one week for every month you were together to get over someone. together 1 year = 12 weeks to get over them

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It's my birthday today. I bought this cake and sat by myself all day. Nobody said happy birthday to me.

>>684510396
Maybe but most of the time i just pass and see her and just fucking cant talk to her like something stoping me from doing it i just stand there looking how pretty she and cant do fucking shit

>>684510929
happy birthday anon.
to be fair though, if i saw you eating alone and your plate, i woudnt think "birthday" at all. just some dude eating dessert

>>684510929
Happy birthday anon

>>684510929
Happy birthday Anon

>>684510230
thx for the advice bro

>>684490439
No, I just have cronic insomnia

>>684510929
Birthday's are not that important anyway just another day that society made up to get more cash

>>684510838
>rule of thumb is it'll take one week for every month you were together to get over someone. together 1 year = 12 weeks to get over them
that's just fucking bullshit

>>684510692
do something else than thinking about women all the time

>>684510929
Happy birthday anonymous.

>>684510838
i found a rebound
didnt work out

its been 3 years

>>684510929
Happy birthday

I'm never lonely, always come with dubs :/

>>684510929
>>684511384

why celebrate your birth into a world that doesn't accept you?

>>684490439
How do I put it.... Yes

>>684514443
because it's impossible to know the date of your death in advance

>>684491961
Conventional talents sure but some shit is something you're born with.

>>684514571
complete bullshit, I know the exact day I'm going to die because it's the day I an hero

>>684514785
No.

No, I am not.

>>684510929
Happy birthday, may the harvest be bountiful this year.

>>684514845
i will mark my calendar 4 u

>>684514845
when is that

No friends. Can't socialize to save my life. I've always been socially awkward and a little on the slow side. I've tried going out to improve but can't seem to overcome social hurdles. And I'm not a bad looking guy (i.e. fit and tall). I've had women approach me without me making any effort but I always manage to fuck it up.

And it doesn't help that I recently moved 1,000 miles away due to a job offer. I get paid well but not enough to go out as often as I like. At this point I feel like I have absolutely no one.

I often hope that I don't wake up one day.

>>684514903
Human calculator at 16, skin with high electricity resistance and even fucking opera singing, you are born with that shit

>>684490439
I don't think I am...
Then again, I'm the kind of faggot that doesn't even want people to acknowledge my birthday because I don't handle attention well.

>>684515012
>>684515018
June 21, 2027

it's 3 weeks after my birthday, the date my brother died in 2014, and I will be 34 years old. I plan on jumping off of a cliff somewhere in the Colorado wilderness.

hopefully 4chan still exists until then, maybe I can make a post before I do it so that someone can change my mind with their beautiful, kind words... kek to that bullshit

I'm a kissless virgin and too socially awkward to even make a social media account but I have a few friends.

>>684515542
>killing yourself at 34

nigger unless you're stuck in a dead end marriage that's just stupid

>>684515542
> hopefully 4chan still exists until then
Cancer never dies, it only spreads

>>684515768
nigger that's still 11 years of living, so at least no one can tell me I didn't try. considering how mentally damaged I am at this point, I don't see how that will change at all in 11 years. I have thought about this for years and I've taken everything into consideration.

Every friend I ever had left me.
>In school hang out with edgy kids because we have a similar sense of humor
>Edgy kids find other edgy kids. Stop talking to me all together
>Ok I'll try my luck with normalfags
>Make small talk with a normalfag one day
>He likes me and introduces me to his friend
>They find me funny, but I never manage to fully integrate because I'm a autist at heart
>All is well for a few months until they suddenly stop talking to me
>For no real reason at all.

I did manage to finally make a friend in the final year of school, but he found a gf, and sher and her friends didn't like me. Best friend slowly fazes me out. That shit hurt me the most. I haven't had a friend in years, I feel like I've never had a true friend. I don't care about not having a gf, or not being rich. I just want a friend

>>684490439
more than anyone could ever understand

Eine sie aus berlin hier?

>>684490439

Luckily not

I prefer my own company, but I still have good friends I see once a week or second week.

Work full time, and just talking with my collegues can be draining

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Yeah...

>>684516072
well life is a right, not a duty. If you really can't take it anymore I won't judge. Me, I just embrace mild insanity. I take joy in things most people oversee, like birds flying over or animals creeping around. but my heart it forever filled with sadness

>>684516094
Oh my god, I know that pain so well.
It just makes you want to give up, fuck it all because a "friend" is just someone who gets attached to you just long enough to get something out of you.

>>684516094
>autist at heart
This describes my situation perfectly

No. Im alone because im bad for the people around me.

>>684516506
you live exactly how I live, I take joy in the small things and I'm easily entertained. people take that joy away from me by over-complicating everything, but without people you become lonely and that makes you go insane, then the insanity scares people away permanently, then you go more insane.

what kind of a bullshit paradox life is that anyway?

if anything, I exist the same way as when I didn't exist, therefore I don't exist while I exist, so when I stop existing, nothing would have changed... nigger I am immortal.

yes i feel like me being a beta i missed out.

>>684517053
idk, life in normieland is pretty fucked up. mankind wasn't made to live in cities. I believe it's a good idea to go back to ways we used to be, what we were made for. To live honestly and modest while near nature. I'd rather have a wood stove than a central heater, because only one of those gives me fulfilment

tl;dr: fuck normies, live a simple life you enjoy

>>684517016
This.
It's my 20th birthday today, and I realized that there hasn't been a day I didn't consider suicide since I was 14.
I know I can keep going, I've made it through some pretty bad shit before, but I'm at the point now where I just can't find anything that's worth it anymore.
It never ends.

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>>684516943
Thanks for the (You)s guys. I mean this in a friendly way, but it's good to see that other people know what it feels like, takes away a bit of the loneliness. We'll make it one day

>>684517652
let me guess, divorced parents?

>>684491626
I feel bad for you, nigger

>>684517721
1 dead, one in prison.
Never had the same family for longer than 4 years ever since.

>>684517986
that's rough. can't even imagine how that must have messed you up

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yes, but my coworkers and guild keep me alive

Why cant i just be nice to the people around me? Everytime they talk its like nails on a chalkboard. I dont want a family, i dont want kids, but thats all anyone fucking talks about.

>>684518343
how old are you? this is happening to me too. But try and have a honest one on one convo with a good old friend and a different style of story emerges. Babies are a curse

>>684517630
I think it's more than possible to live in a city, the problem though is that there are too many fucking people now. Imagine being told your entire life that cars are bad for the environment, when really, they aren't. They are only bad for the environment when there's too many on the road. Same goes with people.

>>684518151
In some ways it made me tougher.
It introduced me to the hard truths of life early on so I have few illusions about it now.
But, even with all the "how" in the world, you can't live without a "why", and seeing so many people just kick you to the curb... it hurts like hell.

>>684518533
Im 23. Ive gotten one girl pregnant and convinced her to take a pack of birth control pills. I broke up with her after she started wanting to spend more time with me. I didnt have a reason. I just couldnt do it. I like people in short bursts, but too much and i remove them from my life.

>>684518819
relationships never last anyway, remaining childless is better for all parties involved (except the woman)

>>684495869

That stuff doesn't work. From what I can gather it's only for 'normal' levels of anxiety and depression that everyone experiences; if you have depression and anxiety beyond those levels it will have barely more than a placebo effect.

Everyone is lonely, its the nature of consciousness

>>684519152
All the girls i know want kids, want to get married, but dont have any plans after that. I dont get how anyone would want that empty of a life, but then i realize im not doing anything either. Why bother? I get penalized financially for being single, why dont i give in? I cant hold onto anyone because i dont want their company like they want mine.

>>684518767
heh, I heard a saying that growing up is overcoming your childhood traumas. But that stupid poetry aside that must have seriously messed with your head. adult normies are shit, only children are innocent yet they're always the biggest victim.