>>684097396
What game did you play?

>>684097660
skyrim

Cool story bro tell it again!

>>684097704
Then you should definitely go kill yourself asap.

>right answer was world of warcraft

>Be me, 16
>On Facebook browsing
>Brother hits me up and says to come over to this girls house
>Ask who's there
>Him and 2 other chicks who are extremely drunk
>Fucking panic and say "no, I'd rather play my vidya games."
>Still regret it to this day!

>>684097704
>answer was not huniepop

im dissapointed in you op

>>684097704
you fucking saved the girls' life

>have ct gf
>go to techno party
>meet up beforehand with some of her friends
>casualy find out they plan to have an orgy after the party
>me and gf were looking for 3some for quite a while
>fuckyes.jpg
>end up taking way too much acid
>triping out so hard that I had to cancel the afterparty
>ended up tripping 2 days straight

I still can't decide if that was worth it or not.
I found out that this orgy actually took place.
But the trip was damn nice.

Should I go kill myself or throw some more acid?

There's no way I'm going to get that 3some anymore anyways.
That was like a one time chance.

>Be me
>Undesirable beta fag 1/10
>Somehow land a job at KFC over the summer
>Have to go in every day at 6am to deal with niggers wanting chicken
>Doyouevensleep.jpg
>I never had such a shitty experience with niggers before I came here
>Degenerates come in asking for KFC Bucket meal
>Niggerplease.exe
>I put drums, breasts, and legs into big bucket
>Notice the niggers get impatient from waiting
>Eventually they scream at the cashier about slow progress, poor girl
>Everyone overhears this, I decide to step up
>Lean real close, closer than I've ever been with a monkey
>Envious rage fills the nigger, he looks ready to pounce
>Various niggers hoot and howl as his backup
>Ease as close as I can get, bucket in hands, ready to deliver
>Nigger comes up to my ear: "Read the first letter of every sentence"

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>>684098287
Fucking nig nogs.

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>>684098287
Rtfloes
I don't get it

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>>684098125
you have a gf, that's way more any suicidal faggot can manage. have some fun then sudoku

>>684098287
Toobelievablenottofallforitagain/10

>>684097396
>be 23 yo me at a nightclub
>hot 19 yo wants the D from me.
>be 23 yo me going through depression and anxiety and life crisis and shit
> but leave then cuz i didn't like this bar.
Same thing happened another week later. I am too scared to pick up girls around people(repressed sexuality cuz of my mother), and im too scared to be alone(e.g. Date, i mean i can, but i become nervous as fuck) with one(childhood trauma through my mother).

Its a fucking curse i have. I want to fuck girls, love and be loved by girls. But i can't. Either I'm too awkward or too much of a pussy. I need more self conciousness prob... I fucking hate my mother.

I'll add one
>be me, 18 or something, unable to approach and get a girl
>nearby qt3.14 walks up and says something to me
>music is too loud, ask her to repeat
>still don't hear, ask her to repeat again
>gets really close in and asks me if I'd like to dance with her
>say "no thanks I'm crap at dancing" and walk off
Fucking dickhead

>>684098521
You can't really keep blaming your mother now that you're an adult. It's your life and you're in control. That means you can change everything about it, even your personality.
>greentext what your mother did that fucked you up this hard though

>>684098495
I have had a gf.

She's dead.
Now I don't have a gf, I have no 3 some and hardly any money for acid.

But you got me an idea.
Suicide on acid.

Might aswell live stream that because why the fuck not.

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>>684098663
Dude, there are some things that you can't correct.
I'm not that anon, but I can speak of the same.

In some way it's really like losing a tooth.
It's gone. Maybe a surgeon can fix it or model a replica, but the tooth was lost and that's that.

>>684098663
I hate faggots like you, that are the exact words my therapist said. That's not how it works. It is fact that trauma cauzes something similar to scar tissue on the brain. Yes i should learn to live with it indeed, BUT it is aswell fact that these things won't disappear by saying im an Adult. Thats fucking ridiculous and just provocative, those sentences wanna make me kill people like you literally.
So yea i fucking can and will blame my mother for that shit for the rest of my life, until they die or i prob. go nuts(i hope not though lol) someday and kill them myself.
So please stop it with the FUCKING SHITFUCK YOU POST HERE YOU CANCEROUS PIECE OF SHIT OF ANTIHUMAN YOU ARE.

You guys think you have it bad?
>complete beta
>looks and potential to be alpha
>have attachment issues thanks to parents and former early highschool relationships that turned into abuse
>been mentally fucked up by them for years and still a virgin thanks to it
>Developed porn addiction which lasted for two years and now leaves me with erectile dysfunction
Here comes the worst part
>completely oblivious to people flirting with me
>literally every time
>my friends tell me afterwards once I've missed my chance
>has happened dozens of times and probably more

>>684098921
I totally agree with you.
Im just completely shocked how psychology treats victims so bad. They litterally try to convince you to ignore it and move on without any justice. They cant do more. They don't even wanna try out the idea of a person just needing some "love" and empathy. No you are an object that has to be treated to be able to work again. it doesnt work that way, except you willingly take antidepressants and/or neuroleptics for the rest of your life. But i'd rather suffer each day than taking that shit again.

>>684098961

You're not even damaged goods, just damaged.

Got tend to your mother, Bates Jr

>>684099150
Yep, that sounds like me
minus the erectile dysfunction
plus a dead gf

I don't know how to weight that properly but shit's fucked, so much for that.

I've gotten that more than once
"Dude she totaly flirtet with you and you didn't even mind, what's the matter?"
And I don't even realize this shit because I'm too focused on not being the social retard I usualy am.

I have no mouth and I must scream.

>>684099150
Im a bit similar with that obliviousness... actually its not obliviousness its more like a dissociation, or anxiety that comes as soon as i realize a girl has interest in me.
no virgin though, had some luck with getting laid... never had a GF though.

>>684097704
>Being 14 when skyrim came out

Kid, get off your moms computer and do your fucking homework

>>684099341
Anon, what's wrong with antidepressants? I've been feeling symptoms of depression for a while now, and thought I might need those sometimes in the future (never took them before so I want to be warned about possible issues).

>>684099341
Dude my gf was with these therapists, and she told me all about it. I was there with her and saw it myself.
All of it which drove her into suicide, because she felt so misunderstood by everyone except me.
I know this shit, I've seen it.
I can keep myself up. Barely but I can.

They want you to live in a dreamworld, just like they themself do.
A world where everything is fixed with a lil smalltalk, it seems.

I'm pretty close to becoming an hero aswell simply because I have enough of dealing with such people.
It's like talking to a wall on which is written "Ignorance is Bliss"

I feel ya man. This shit's horrible and nobody listens to you.
But know, that there are more people just like this who understand perfectly well.
The best of luck to you man. Do your thing and let the rest be the rest.

ITT: beta high schoolers with no real world problems crying about how hard their life is

>>684099953
The obligatory: Look at me, I am the real deal and I still post on /b/ Post.

Get fucked you poolnoodle of a human being.

>>684099747
ok my story:
>be depressed(crying from night to night)
>wanna fix that asap so i do therapy with antidepressants (SSRI, Sertralin)
>stopped them after about a year(didnt drink alcohol while taking them)
>suddenly I get pancreatitis
>since i took antidepressants i cant cum with condom anymore. And even without i last fucking long(its not that bad, but its annoying, believe me)
Since antidepressants i have Chronic backpain(i dont know if its either pnacreatitis pain, or psychosomatic induced pain or whatever)
I have daily moodswings between anger, sadness and happyness, and only ona few days in a months im "normal".
I try to fix it with meditation and shit and i think its getting slwoly better.
But antidepressants just turn you into a workforce. So take them only if your whole existence is threatened and you have to keep working to survive. If you have a great healthcare and have a therapy and shit. Try to avoid them as much as possible. (oh yea the SSRI also gave me suicidal thoughts aswell)

In the end they made shit even worse. Don't take them, with the mindest to "fix shit fast". They are just emotional painkillers. Depression mostly comes from childhood trauma and shit.

>>684100109

Oh the irony, I am getting fucked. Something you whiney faggots are crying about not getting.

>poolnoodle of a human being

Back to tumblr, kiddo

>>684099837
great to know that there are similar people.
Its so stupid for clinical psychology to objectivi patients. The brain learns stuff, if it learned and experienced only hatred and only a little bit love, it needs love. Simple as that. But thats something psychiatry cant or doesnt want to give for whatever reason.

it is really creepe the thing with antidepressants. they make you more suggestive to that Therapist shit. htey nearly turned me into a dissociated zombie. I quit the meds early enough though so i just got an emotional breakdown and increased self hatred for believing what they told me when i was taking antidepressants.

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>>684100411
>Back to tumblr, kiddo
This isn't facebook
Don't you have some tweets to share or something?

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>>684097396
>be me
>grow up poor
>straight A's through school
>get involved in drug trade
>meet girl
>girl moves in for three years (16-19)
>get scholarship to good college
>girl leaves me
>start using
>leave after one semester, throw away everything I worked for
>go back to drug game
>move up in rank and start importing
>have lots of money, new girl, putting myself through school, finally sober
>someone rats on me
>I get caught with lots of drugs
>on pre-trial probation right now
>sitting in room with nothing left waiting to go to prison

What a life.

>>684097396
Is there more to that story? I don't understand why you're upset.

>>684099686
>>684099150


Are these girls flirting with you while listening to you complain about your mom abusing you?

>>684098521
>/r9k/

posted this in another thread but nobody was interested

>be me
>17
>meet cute grill through mutual friend
>kinda emo but not annoying
>short, tiny, black hair, face like a doll
>we start talking on facebook
>best friends instantly
>we both play bass and bond over that
>we are also both very depressed
>over time she tells me the different ways she harms herself
>not cutting, she went past that
>burning herself
>starving herself
>getting addicted to prescription drugs
>then going off them, to hurt herself with the withdrawal
>holyfuckingshit
>we get very close
>like best friends but, there was always weird tension
>there was clearly something else between us
>something more
>she starts smoking just for the negative effects
>what the fuck

should i continue?

>>684100776
Lesson: Don't do drugs kids

>>684100269
Thanks for the feedback, will consider this if I ever decide to do therapy.

>>684100800
it was the first and the last time that happened. and i just threw away the opportunity like a tard

>>684100841
No they were just drunk and horny. I can partly supress my feelings and act as "normal", but it doenst work always. Its like a mask i waer around. I can do that several times but i need time to recover aswell. A daily 8 hour job is impossible to me, thats why im receiving inability pension currently.

>>684100877
if you love her tell her before it's 2 late. bitch will probably be dead and you'll probably be thinking about why you didn't hit it for a long time

>>684097396
>be me 23 yrs old, living on my own for the 1st time
>invite fat, ugly AOL chatroom chick over
>"is it ok if I bring my friend?"
>okay.jpg
>friend is big with a pretty face. big tits
>we watch Friday with Ice Cube on DVD
>"want to play truth or dare?"
>okay.mp4
>proceed to get naked with both chicks
>we're putting whip cream on everyone and licking it off
>ugly girl puts whip cream on cutie's back and I lick it off
>my dick is knocking on her pussy's door
>we play truth or dare until the sun comes up
>I don't fuck either of them and they go home
>I go to work without getting any sleep
>I fucking hate myself

>>684100968
Just remember therapy is liek a red and blue pill
. Take the blue pill(antidepressants) and you'll go back to where you were before you became depressed
Take the red pill and you'll stay in wonderland. Which means you'll have to deal with reality, with shit you never knew you probably experienced in your childhood and still stand up with it. Sounds easy, but with moodswings and shit it is not. You might end up as complete emotional cripple. Thats what the Blue pill is for. If you can't handle it and become a threat to your own existence or to others.

>>684100574
You're right. You know and I like hearing from people who understand this fact.

I have written so much stuff about this, talked to so many people about it, and all you can really get for this is
"Yes this might be true, but.."
or
"No you don't understand because..." as if I don't understand myself.

This kind of therapy is an extremely one sided process aimed only at the goal of "getting you out to work again". This is the basic thing.
To get you to work properly again so that you can properly do your work again.
With complete disregard to the human being, they will fix your machine, but not you.
Therefor also the medication.
If you understand yourself properly you already know this is bullshit.
And I have seen the effects of this medication and therapy multiple times on many different people.
It is a complete hoax through and through. It's more of a Test Run which gets modified as we go on with it.

They do not really know how to fix you, and they do not care to fix YOU, they want to fix your machine. And this is how they treat you.

The gf I talked about was a depressed human being, but when we were together it was just alright. We were happy.
When she went for this therapy she changed so much I wouldn't even recognize her face.
Everything about her changed so much just because of this.

Just because of this I will eternaly hate these people who conduct their business like this.
I wish nothing but the worst upon them for all the ill that they are actually doing, while being under the guise of the helping hand.

"We wish to help... but we can't because a healthy man won't pay our car"

>>684101198
yeah uh, kind of too late for that. here's the rest of the story


>somewhere along the line i realize i am in love with this girl
>she has a boyfriend
>fucking hell, i always do this
>eventually i find out she's not just physically self harming
>she's emotionally self harming
>will cut off ties with close friends, just to feel the pain
>started sleeping around a bit, just to feel the shame
>she's broken up with people randomly, just to hurt herself
>im speechless
>whenever i see her, i can see her scars on her arms
>even though she tries to cover them up with long sleeves
>cuts and burns
>always notice when a fresh one appears
>one day i tear up about it in front of her
>she tries to assure me that she's not worth crying over
>if only she knew what she was worth to me
>i care about her more that anything
>knowing these things makes me feel like shit
>i care about her more than she cares about herself
>one day she asks if i love here
>after a lot of avoiding the question i say yes
>she says that's cute and insists it doesn't bother her
>friendzoned, dammit
>kinda ok with it though
>her mental state only gets worse over time
>i promise her that i'll do anything i can to help her feel better
>she says there's nothing i can do
>i start writing a song about her
>this might help her
>it's almost finished
>one day she starts being really mean to me
>i dont understand
>she says she doesn't want to talk to me anymore
>i start freaking out
>then i realize she's cutting me off to hurt herself
>oh god why
>i get really depressed
>i haven't heard from her since
>think about her every day
>she never got to hear my song

>>684101300
okay man i can't top this kek
that is some fail

>>684101086

>/mlp/

>>684101079
wow ok. sorry to hear that. I knew a lot of girls in middleschool/highschool so we always just sorta hung out. didn't realize how bad some you had it.

> be me, regular day
> browse /b/
> only cucks and traps
> login to facebook
> go to sleep

>picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky demasidemasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky demasiado picky picky picky picky picky!!!

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> be me
> 20 yo virgin
> go to library to do maths homework
> sit by a computer, there are computers left and right too
> female appears
> doesn't know how to turn on the computer
> asks me
> show her
> she browses internet at first
> then she starts reading
> sitting turned towards me
> start touching my leg with her foot
> ignore it
> my Spanish female friend comes, ask me something, then leaves
> girl asks me if I'm an exchange student too
> say no
> she then leaves, says goodbye


> don't even know how she looks
> i was always looking at the screen
> too autistic to look at her

> hate myself

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>>684097704
>answer was not JK2.
Go die.

>>684101541
can't you just suprise visit her or some shit?

>>684097396
You chose wisely, anon.

>>684099724
Skyrim came out half a decade ago.

Fuckin dummy head. Why would you do that?

>>684101975
the last time we spoke was not exactly friendly. she does not want to see me again.
i also kind of think that she was causing me more pain than good feelings. i was always worried about her, and she is way beyond help. i didnt have a chance with her anyway, i kept this out cause i didnt want to sound cucky but i asked her out once and she said no

>>684101474
Well therapy itself is not that bad, in the beginning at least. they pretend to help people who don't know where to go and don't know whats wrong, therapy helped me to recover my trauma. But then my therapist changed... he started to work against me, he provoked me as fuck and then abrubtly ended the therapy leaving me with an extreme anger trapped inside me. I mean thx to therapy i play less pc and go outside and do some sports. But i don't care what i do i want to feel better. that is the difference. The therapy is only interested in the result. I mean you can take one depressed guy pump him full with antidepressants and let him believe that his job as an underpaid office guy is great.
The result is a guy who lives a lie, he might be actually happy, but he is happy because of the antidepressants. Without them he would realize that his job is shit, and he lived a lie.

>>684102137
makes op 19 at most, and most likely needing to do his homework

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>>684098287
Godtiernignogtext/10

>>684102209
Yeah I know you care but you need to cut that shit out man. She's toxic. Do yourself a favor and fuck off. You'll be glad you did. Too much drama with her

>>684103616
that's exactly what im trying to do. i just wish i could stop thinking about her, for my own sake.

>>684101938
KEK'd quite hard at this

>>684103819
I know what you're saying. You'll get over it eventually. I still think about the girl I was talking to at the end of this semester. She said things were moving too fast. We've got 2 classes next semester so I'm anxious to see how that goes even though I've gotten over her. A fresh start I guess