I was molested by my father starting when I was 12.
It fucked me up.
It went on consistantly until I was 17, when my parents divorced.
I hate him. I go through this cycle.
For a while I am "normal". The idea of what happened is repulsive. It sickens me.

Slowly, weeks will go by, and Ill start to think about it. I night get myself off to an incest story or something.

Soon im getting off to thinking about him and me.

Then thats not enough, and ill make a Plenty of Fish account or reinstall Kik. Then im finding someone to do degrading things to me.

After that, i am filled with selfloathing and shame. It makes me want to kill myself.

I hate my father.

If I am around him, i will go through the cycle in about an hour. I will go from hating him to wanting him to fuck me.

Im disgusting. I will never have a normal relationship because I dont want to inflict myself on someone else.

>>683101638
Pics?
What do you look like?

>>683101638
Incest-chan?
Or someone pretending to be her.

>>683101638
Tell me a story.

>>683102182
Yeah. Its me.

>>683102285
So when I was 14 we had a routine. Mostly it would happen at night.
Well he would come in nude, and sit on my bed. He would want me to get up and take my clothes off and kneel down and give him oral.
So i did that and I can taste something. Smells different.
He is running his hands through my hair and he says 'Do you taste it?"
And i muffled yes.
And he said, "thats your mother".

>>683101638

this is probably a troll, but could you try to have no contact with him? I guess you can't tell people what he did to you, but maybe you could try to confide in a good friend or a counselor. Having people in your life listening and supporting you would be great.

However you can also go through this alone, it will be harder but you can totally do it. First of all you have to realize that none of this was your fault, you were a kid. Seriously. You were not at fault.

I would highly recommend you to see a therapist/counselor though, they could help you more then /b/tards ever could.

>>683101638
You need to work this shit out with a therapist. That's way too much baggage to be carrying around.

>>683100376
holy shit. fuck.

>>683102884
I only have to see him on the Holidays. Other than that I dont have any contact with him.
I have a group i sometimes go to. Sometimes it buys me time. >>683102884

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Please fap to my sister. She's gorgeous.

>>683102627
How'd your mom taste?

>>683103803
Like a pussy.

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Autism thread, bonus points for Sonichu

>>683103303

Do you think the group helps?

Have you tried visiting a therapist? It might really help. No one deserves to go through this. :/ I just want to stress again that it was seriously not your fault. You were the child and didn't know better, sometimes it might have felt pleasurable but that does not mean that you wanted it. Simple as that.

Do you have people in your life for whom you can lean on for support?

>>683103803
Kind of like me I guess. He liked comparing me to her while he was doing stuff with me. Telling me she was better at this or that

>>683103851
When my wife's sister would visit shed clean my wife's pussy off my dick with her mouth.

>>683103959
>Do you think the group helps
Eh.

I know one day I will shoot myself. It will all get the better of me, and ill just want to end it.

>>683103963
What were you better at?

>>683103303

It's time to recognize that the hatred and loathing is not healthy. It's time to let that go and realize that your sexuality is beautiful and that your longings are perfectly natural and healthy.

Ditch the bad stuff, keep the good stuff and be happy in life.

So you love fucking your dad. Big deal. I love driving fast cars and fucking small girls. My favorite moment is when I see them cum the hardest they've ever in their life, their eyes roll back in their head and their little body rocks with pleasure... over and over again.

I once gave a young lady 23 orgasms in a 3 hour period and I loved every moment of it. Then she asked me to cum inside her so I did, gladly. I miss her terribly but accidents happen and she's dead (didn't even get to say goodbye, it was sudden). Sometimes I visit her grave and remember how much I loved her while she was here.

So live, love and be happy. No more loathing. Get rid of that.

>>683104112
While he was fucking me? Nothing. He would tell me that she was better at everything.
Once he finished, if he didnt get in his weird mood afterward, he would lie with me and tell me that I gave the best head.

>>683104181
>notfappingonhergrave/10

>>683104279
I used to fuck a mom and daughter. Mom was better at head but the daughter was a better fuck.

>>683101638
If you have time, I'd love to explore how darkminded you can get. Broken girls turn me on.
AWickedMan on Kik

>>683104527
I think I was better. She didnt do anal. So theres that.

>>683104279

Sounds like he wasn't appreciative of your gift of sexuality with him. Get more aggressive and attack his need with a military strategy to win him over and destroy the idea that someone else is better.

Study, apply the knowledge and overcome everything that makes you upset. Destroy it with your talents.

Be happy. Get rid of the bad, keep the good.\

If it's good, make it better. If it's not, fix it.

>>683104651
reported

>>683104654
The mom did anal. The daughters pussy tasted sweeter.

>>683104651
MODS MODS MODS!

>>683104651
This faggot has been posting since yesterday. That's the only fucking CP image he has and has been spamming the shit out of /b/ with it.

Average. At best

>>683104095

>I know one day I will shoot myself. It will all get the better of me, and ill just want to end it.

This is a thought process I myself had many, many times. Which, I guess; is the reason why I can relate to your situation a bit. I obviously was not hurt like you were and I will never claim that I was.

But it's sad, it's sad that you and I were never the bad guys, but it's semingly us who are troubled and dreaming of suicide daily/often.

I know how you might feel, not having anyone to talk to. I don't either. It bottles it self up till I am at a really low point where I can only thiink about killing myself because at the end of the day, I will never escape my pain.

I don't know what advice I can give you, if any. But you are worth it, even if you think you aren't, you are. Take that from a random guy from the internet. Someone who noticed your worth in the extremely small amount of time he had with you.

How was your day, if you don't mind me asking.

p.s if some things I say come of as awkward or maybe even rude, I didn't intend it that way, I am a non-native english speaker.

>>683104352

She was underage but it's past the statute of limitations.

She initiated it when she was 9. I was surprised and didn't want to harm her so just let her explore the concept. She was a natural and we loved each other intensely. Her mother wasn't happy with it but I wasn't with her mother because I wanted to be. Life was being an asshole back then.

>>683103323
Average girl you see every day anywhere. Nothing special.

>>683104181
>>683104897

dude here you are talking about it like you had sex with a "young lady" who people might imagine being 18-20 while she was actually 9yo?!

That's sick and no matter how you try to justify yourself, what you did was fucking wrong and it did damage her mentally and emotionally because a fucking 9year old is not able to give consent.

>>683104878

You need to understand that loving yourself is the most important thing you can do right now. The love needs to be unconditional and you do need a hug. Go take a walk in nature and listen to nothing but soothing and uplifting music. If for a moment you feel bad about a song and it's not your emotions venting (crying in a good way, like I did at the end of the movie Inside Out because I'm an orphan), change the song or just turn it off.

Get rid of the bad crap. It only hurts you and the world does not care but you do not deserve to hurt.

Keep the good stuff. If it makes you smile, make more of it.

>>683104878
Thank you. I will consider it.

>>683104095
Lel tati

>>683105255

So you too subscribe to the psychopathy that people are held to a rigid set of tenets that ultimately lead to damaged, hateful people that love to ruin others for their own gain.

I was simply there. She would have done that with anyone.

I cannot be held at fault for being the best person a young lady ever met before she suddenly died. In fact I deserve praise, not ignorant hostility.

>>683105394

I don't know if you meant to reply to me or the girl/guy from above but thanks anyway. That's nice of you. However I won't lie, I can't love myself and I have never seen any worth in myself. But still, thanks.

And you are right, I will listen to Radiohead now, I am so hyped for their new album tomorrow!! ^^

>>683100135
true or not, this is hot

>>683105886

Until you can shut the world out, not have any concern for what others think and truly unconditionally love yourself, you will struggle with pain that you should not have to endure. It's not right that you hurt. It's not fair and it's not ok.

I want to make the hurting stop. For everyone. It's too big a task for me though. I do what I can.

>that feeling when you find your own personal worthless druggie incest fuckwhore on Kik after talking on Txt forever

bump for intrest

>>683105565

No matter how you turn it, you are not the good guy in this scenario.

If you seriously wanted to help her couldn't you look into what was it that she was lacking (re: love from her parents, attention, friends,...) and try to talk with her like a normal caring person to try to be a good parent/adult figure in her life?

You took advantage of her. simple as that.

if you don't mind me asking, how were the circumstances of her passing?

>>683099813
more pics??

>>683106180
Lol. Nice.

>>683100135
god tier

>>683106180
Post pics

>>683106073
>I want to make the hurting stop. For everyone. It's too big a task for me though. I do what I can.

Thank you, you kinda remind me of John Coffee from The Green mile.(which is a huge fucking compliment!!)

I will try to shut the world out, I think I will finally be happy once I will be able to move out and live on my own. However sadly this won't be happening in the next couple of years. So right now I am forced to be in a place where I simply can't be happy and have any kind of self worth. Hope that changes though. And I really wish you all the best in your life too. You seem like an awesome and caring person.

>>683106265

Your hatred makes you a villain. My love makes me a protagonist.

You are a classic villain. Take an objective look.

>>683106734

Are you mentally ill?

>>683106640
lol absolutely. We met on 4chan years ago, been talking on AIM and txts for years. She's the one who fucked her dad for years, and I assure you, she's completely broken.

>>683106265

For over a century, people have been trying to justify harming others for their own gain. You are doing this now. You are no worse than a murderer, a rapist, a megalomaniacal investment banker that enslaves countries to cruel and unusual punishment.

Stop being evil.

>>683106839
Holy fuck post fucking pics!!!!!

>>683106802

Fine, I'll drop the ruse.

Scroll to the top of the page.

Read the disclaimer:
/b/ - Random
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

So, you are a fool.

I posted nothing here with any factual background.

>>683106839

Hope she get's better and the support she needs.

>>683106839
Aw. The things I learned about myself and what my ultimate fate will be. ;)

>>683106802

No, but you may be.

>>683106913
Tempting. If she sends me something that I can easily scrub info from (I'm at work), and she says okay, I will. Otherwise, sorry, Charlie.

>>683107067
Bullshit detected. Been talking to her for years and you have no pics to share? Shes yours but you have to get permission?

She deserves a real man.

>>683107043
You know it, brat. *slap*

>>683107001

I'd just like to inform you that your writing style makes you really out to be a pretentious smart ass (with a huge dosis of pedophile sprinkled in)

You should visit /r/iamverysmart on reddit. You might find people like yourself.

>>683107213
All I'm hearing is yap yap

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>be me
>fuck sister
>every night
>got a bj vid from her ex-bf
>they brokeup weeks ago
>she came home
>and we fucked.

>>683102627
Do you like writing about this on 4chan?

>>683107569
Depends. I have to be in the mood.

>>683107569
To be clear. It goes in cycles.

>>683107610
>>683107637
(Both you?)
So you are in the mood?

bj vid: https://youtu.be/xZKXtZgfm40

>>683107726
Yeah those are me.
And yes im in the mood.

And if you are wondering, my ultimate fate is to be fucked to death by >>683107226

>>683107874
Kek.
Nice one m8

>>683107239

Pretentious, no. Smartass, no. Pedo, no.

Things simply are what they are. There should be no hatred or violence against others because all that does is harm the community and the world at large. The butterfly effect.

Your every action sends shockwaves through the world. What would you like the world to experience as a result of your actions?

I choose loving kindness. That does not ascribe me to any moral apathy or dissonance.

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The hole I'm going to snuff-fuck.

Isn't that right, hole? *kiss*

>>683099813
Damn, wonder her age

>>683108098
you talk like a faggot and your shit's all dumb

>>683107994
Was your father your first one?

>>683107610

What is your goal when you write about your experience on 4chan (or any other site, for that matter) would you just like to open up and talk about your experience or would you like to hear advice from other people of how to proceed?

I'd like to be there for you and be of help if I can. There are also really compassionate people on some specific reddit subforums like /r/rapecounseling (which you might look into), /r/depression and also /r/suicidewatch.

How has your day been?

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>>683108215
>>683108215
>>683108215
>>683108215
>>683108215

>>683108215
Yes sir

>>683108250
Yes

>>683108274
I just like to do it to give it voice

>>683108247

Like Jeff Dunham's puppet Peanut: "NEEEEEOWM!" It goes right over your head and you think I'm an idiot because you cannot understand.

Just think on it for a bit. You'll get it.

>>683108215
>>683107994

could someone clarify what kind of relation thiese two are to each other.

>>683108399
you still suck dick

>>683108378
>Yes
Did you have sex with others, beside the one in this thread?

And is >>683108215 you?

>>683108484
She and I have been talking since she was jailbait. We click pretty well. Eventually, I'm going to feel her body give its final clench.

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>>683108215
>snuff-fuck
>Eventually, I'm going to feel her body give its final clench
Kill yourself.

>>683108656


how big is the age difference between you both?

>>683108857
About 18 years.

>>683105565
I'd kill you right now if I had the opportunity, mother fucker. Don't try to rationalize this. I'm not going to have a debate about this.

I'm just telling you that I would blow your fucking brains out and people would congratulate me on a job well done, you piece of human excrement.

>>683107557
> saves thumbnail picture of sister

>>683109044

There's the murderer. You really are the villain here.

Congrats, you have transcended human backward, you have attained Sub-Human Evil!

>>683106734
What a fucking mutant.

>>683108951

So, you were grooming her for as long as she has been jailbait (which might be 14-16yo).

That's fucked up man, you can clearly tell that she has serious issues and you are using her like that.

But honestly right now I can't even tell if you both aren't actually just one sad guy writing all this for his masturbatory fantasies.

If not, then what you are doing is messed up.

>>683109044

And no, you would go to prison or die at the hands of some vigilante for killing a philanthropist.

Monster.

>>683109179

How did she die?

>>683099813
THE PERFECT BOOBS!!!!!!!!!!

>>683109206
But like she said, it's cyclical. There are days that she's not down like that..
When she's in an up mood, she's smart as hell and adorable, and I'd love a relationship with her, more than what we already have.
When she's down and being a daddyfucking incest hole, she CRAVES this.. Like your mouth would water at the thought of a delicious steak.

Why not offer to help end her suffering if that's what she wants?

>>683104715
Wow, youre fucking socially retarded.

Had you been reading anything she posted?

>>683109294

/b/ - Random
The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

That's how :)

I was sleeping in the bed with my aunt one night after family celebration, I was staying in her place after it(shes devorced and we are close) so i slept in her bed, I was 14 I think. She's a bit chubby, big tits, short blond hair. I was kinda tipsy and she got drunk which she never did. I was horny af and complitely undressed and strarted rubbing my dick on her ass over her pants. Also was griping her big tits with my hand. I just put my hand under her sleeping dress and groped her tits, she didnt even have a bra on. I almost fainted when I felt her bare tits. Humped her real hard and played with her tits. Came real hard on my stomach and got dressed. That was my first sexual encounter. She didn't remember shit the next day cuz she was totaly out the night before. Still jerk off to that, if it happened today I would do so much more. I still see her regularly, and im 17 right now. I sometimes go to her room when im at her place and touch her used bras and look at her panties. Again, we are really close to this day. I also fap a lot to her daughter (my cousin) and she turns me on like crazy. She's 25 right now, married and have kids. I fantasize to do to her what I did to her mother, and a lot more.

>>683106073
I have an ex who was raped by her father for years. From a much younger age, too, unfortunately. I'd like to say she was "More normal than she had any right to be", but there was damage there. So, so much damage.

I guess she made amends with her father? He's bipolar and Manic, and when he was having an episode he would rape her and her sister. When he was on his meds, he wouldn't do anything. It never sat well with me, obviously.

What she did, after spending a good portion of her life self medicating with alcohol and such, was turn her life into helping. She's now a vet, and does an amazing job. She's sober, and an all around great person.

Maybe funnel this negativity into helping? Volunteer, find a career in the medical field, etc. It could be something to consider.

>>683110403

There was damage because he was a nutcase, not because she pleased him.

There was damage because she couldn't deflect it mentally.

There was damage because she didn't find out how broken he was.

Teach her how broken he was and the pieces of her mental puzzle will click and she'll recover.

It's not sexual damage, and anyone who disagrees is a damn fool moron.

>>683110403

Psychology is stuck in the dark ages where we put people in horrific environments and expect them to help themselves without knowing anything.

Maybe I do need to help folks understand one another.

Then the barriers we use to harm others with will fall away and we'll learn to conquer pain and anguish, hatred and anger. We'll overrun it with compassion, help and genuine love for one another, as a community.

>be me m
>see extended family every other weekend
>have f cousin one year younger
>always kinda has a thing together
>nothing sexual tho
>the feels have caught up to me
>now I like her and want to have a relationship with her (secret)
>how do I escalate this situation without coming off as creepy and weird
>I think she likes me too but I'm not sure so keep that in mind

>>683110952
watch a porn movie together, see what happens

>be me aged 19 (3 years ago)
>have sniffed sisters panties for years
>sister is a party girl, 2 years older with 9/10 body and 7/10 face
>not a slut, srs, got smashed with her friends but always came home at night
>could only ever find old/crusty ones on her floor
>one day i needed the bathroom just after she had been in the shower
>left clothes/towels on the floor
>jackpot
>there they were
>warm, wet, almost gooey, clear, no piss
>the smell was unbelievable
>instantly rock hard
>licked, sucked, smelled and fapped
>came buckets
>walked out of bathroom
>there she was, walking back towards the bathroom
>my heart dropped
>realised i forgot to put her shit back in place
>couldn't go back
>keep walking
>look back and see her go in bathroom
>she must have known
>she never said anything and has never acted weird

>>683110952
Do this: One day act real worried around her, she will ask whats wrong. Say you have a new GF but are worried about showing her your penis, you may think its too short. (have a boner already). Ask her if she can do a favor and help measure your penis, have a ruler handy. Convince her she will be doing you a good favor. Pull out penis, get her to carefully measure it. Have her kneel down...measure. If she starts to get touchy feely with penis, then rub penis on her lips, if she starts sucking....profit.

>>683111489
That is the most beta shit I have ever seen

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>>683111489
>wants to be with girl

>tell girl you have a girlfriend, ...

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>>683111614
>That is the most beta shit I have ever seen
Where do you think we are?

>>683109206
I had sex with a 14 year old once too. I wasn't related to her, but we had been neighbors since we were young.

It was the summer before I went to college and I kept going over to her house to swim in her pool with my brothers. I'd stay later than my brothers sometimes and end up swimming with her. I didn't notice how much she was into me even though she would hang off of me and follow me everywhere I went. One night while she was walking me home from her house around 12am she stopped in front of my house. She was in a one piece bathing suit and she was wearing jeans. I never noticed how good looking her butt was till then. I noticed she was breathing heavy and was just staring at me. I started to feel the pull of attraction and tried to say goodbye, but I just went in for the kiss. We were pressing into each other and I started getting hard fairly quick.

We made out for a while and eventually she was trying to rub me off through the outside of my pants. I decided to try and sneak her upstairs. I grabbed her hand brought her inside. We kept making grabs at each other/kissing while we tried to stay quiet and make it upstairs. She ended up pressing her ass against my crotch halfway up the stairs and I had pull the straps of her one piece down and played with her perky tits. By the time I made it to my room her pants were unbuttoned and coming off and her bathing suit was at her waist.

I took my suit off and got her to get on her knees to blow me. I was playing with her tits and watching her bob up and down and made the final go at her. I dropped her on my bed and removed her pants and one piece. She was already wet.. I played with her pussy and decided I'd eat her out. She had to put my pillow over her mouth to hide her moans.

>>683111760
Good point

>>683109206

I decided to go all the way and I grabbed a condom from my dresser and slid it over my cock. I got in between her legs and pressed my cock in to her. She was tight, but really really really wet. I should've grabbed a towel because of how wet she got. I kept getting deeper and deeper until I was down to the hilt. I kept going and going and she kept clawing my back and biting me. As I got closer and closer to finishing I pulled out and shot my load all over her.

She was probably the horniest/best sexual partner I ever had. I don't care about the age gap and I don't think it was amoral. We both ended up fine and are still friends.

>>683105930
>>683106684
>>683100135


Bullshit

>>683111902
>>683111844
Meant for that

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>>683111844
this sounds like a normal sexual interaction, that is unless you were 38 years old at the time.

>>683111289
ever since then i couldn't handle never getting any fresh ones again. so being a sick fuck i risked it regularly.

>be me
>few weeks later
>haven't had any fresh, wet ones since
>she comes in smashed out of her face
>i'm watching TV
>hear her stumbling around/getting in bed
>'should i?'
>creep upstairs, open her door
>whisper, 'sisters name, are you ok?'
>no answer
>it's dark, but not pitch black
>pantie search is on
>find them, it's a thong, not much material
>moist again
>i can feel myself getting hard standing there in her room
>praying she doesn't wake up
>take a whiff, glorious
>a bit pissy
>creep out of room
>can't risk fapping there (i should have)
>go to my room, get naked, sniff and suck the fuck out of them
>cum buckets again
>throw panties back in her room
>not sure how to feel

did shit like this on and off until she moved out. how i wish she was still here. i have another story about when she was drunk but i cba typing anymore right now.

>>683112013
I suppose. I was 18 and just out of highschool, but I did feel guilty about it for a while.. Till I remembered that someone I knew who was 16 ended up dating a 26 year old, but they ended up marrying and having a family and being cool people. Then I felt like when you're young it's just natural for things like that to happen.

>>683108215
How can you even put a penis in there. Wouldn't it just get blocked by that wall?
(virgin fag)

>>683113228
Is that a real question?

I'm 18, 14. We often get into bed together for a kiss and a cuddle. We've been naked together a few times but nothing sexual ever happened apart from a lot of kissing. Fast forward and we're both now in our 50s after many years of drifting apart and both now single again. We both know that we love each other and I feel sure that we'll eventually come to do what we wanted all those years ago. She's still a 9/10 stunner, too.

>>683113499
check'd

yes

>>683113228
Your penis gnaws it's way through. That's why female virgins bleed when fucked for the first time. Afterwards, there's a smooth tunnel, assuming you're not one of those circumcised freaks with their glans blades removed.

>>683113624
gross, go to your retirement home anon

>>683113624
I'm 18 and sis is 14 is what I meant go say.

>>683113624

>50yo

>being on 4chan

choose one.

>>683113690
This is fact

>>683103323
>Please fap to my sister. She's gorgeous.

Please stop using words when you do not know what they mean.
"Gorgeous" means really good looking. The word you were looking for is "Jewish".

>>683101638
Cool story faggot

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what the fuck is going on in here…

When I was in my mid/late teens I would always seem to walk in on my cousin getting changed (I was always at their house). I would act like I was shocked and would pretend to look away or cover my eyes. She was super casual about it and would like turn towards me with just a shirt/panties on and laugh like 'Haha, it's ok.'.

Pretty pathetic story because nothing ever happened but I would fap over her all the time. We're the same age and mid 20s now, she's still super hot. I wonder if she wanted me to see her. She would always sit by my and rest her legs on me etc.

I have this hot cousin which i secretly checked out and threads like this makes me wish i actually did something more

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This is my cousin, I want her really fucking badly.

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This is my cousins daughter, I would fuck her all year long without taking a break...

>>683111489
I have a feeling you will be in jail someday soon