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What's up brothers?

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This thread should be remade in approx 9 hours.

Then the scandinavians are online

it's 6:22am
night /b/
I love you guys

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>>681898541
Night bro.

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Until then,
Carry water,
Chop firewood,
Walk the earth.

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I just want you to know that, anon

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>>681897002
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current feel

>>681899782
I love her so much

>>681899782
I too, have known this feel not too long ago

Why do this song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMPC8QJF6sI

Begins in my random playlist when I see this thread

just wanted to find this thread, came home just now and i couldnt even befriend a cat, second time an animal runs away from me, can't even get those guys to like me...

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[state] Division of Welfare. You've reached Social worker Anon. How can I help you?

>Hey, Mr. Anon. Just letting you know. You haven't got attendance from my counselor lately because... I relapsed. Adderall. I haven't been doing so good lately. I promise, I'll go to my counselor tomorrow.

>Hey, Anon. Me and the baby are in the shelter. I was wondering if I could get just like a bus pass to get to my WIC appointment. I would appreciate it.

>Anon, I think he found me. My windshield is shattered. The cops can't really do anything. Should I try to get a protective order?

>Mr. Anon, it's [chronically homeless woman]. I was hoping to stop by soon. I just... I just like seeing you. It's the only time things are normal. Can I come by?

>'Sup, Anon. It's [single dad, busting his ass]. Just letting you know, My kid's [lying crack head] mother got custody, so they won't be on my case no more. Let me know if you need anything else.

>Hey, anon. It's [former client]. Remember me? I'm gonna be reapplying soon. Could you tell me when I'll be eligible? [Chronically ill child] is getting worse. I need any help I can get.

>Anon, it's [Child Protective Services investigator]. Sorry I took so long getting back to you. I got the preliminary autopsy results for [client's toddler]. Massive trauma. What's more, they found older injuries with evidence of healing. This happened before. Other baby was beat up too, but she's alive. We've got her... I'm sorry, man.

>>681900123
Take breather. You're with feelers now.

If I can make it, anyone can. There is always hope, anon.
Use troubling expierences as tool for wisdom to grow, and thrive.

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>>681900123
I like you, anon

>>681900388

Ha. Dubs in the form of my birthyear. Night /b/ros

>>681900259
I can only say that i know how tough it can be, and is.

Hang in there man.

I wonder what its like to be normal.

>raised in religious cult
>have bipolar/abusive dad
>mother was suicidal throughout my childhood and would frequently threaten to kill herself when i would misbehave as a kid
>religious cult makes me do shit that fucks me up mentally
>be 15 and extremely suicidal
>smart and get good grades but decide fuck everything and start smoking weed, molly and other prescption drugs
>get diagnosed with deprsonalization disorder
>have no friends ever because severe social anxiety
>fast forward to now at age 19
>still no friends
>kissless virgin
>know for a fact i will never have friends or experience love
>be college student studying neuroscience
>try to talk to people but i can tell they dont want to talk to me
>people dont even sit next to me in class, always chose the seat away from me
>dont know what to do in life plus im not that smart anymore

Why shouldnt i just end it now

>>681901262
I thought it would be better as an adult. I always think it'll be better tomorrow but it's usually worse.

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>be me
>last summer
>graduated high school
>started dating this girl I knew in high school
>literally the girl of my dreams (I once had a dream about me and her dating)
>go on a few dates
>one date we go around all over town
>never felt so alive with myself
>feel so complete with my life
>If I was to die the next day I wouldn't mind
>Jump to next week
>about to move up to college
>she goes to a different college in a different state
>Hang out at her house one more time just us two
>Helping her pack for college and all that
>start watching If I Stay (cheesy teen romance movie)
>After movie have sex with her
>Never been so happy in my life
>Months pass and we start a long distance relationship
>Fast forward til this January
>One day texted her
>doesn't respond back
>Ok she's just busy
>Next day text her
>Nothing
>Suspicious.jpg
>Wait a couple of days
>Text again
>Nothing
>Call her
>Doesn't pick up
>Try this multiple times
>Nothing
>Giveup.png
>Have depression for a couple of months
I love her /b/

>>681901448
what do you look like?

>>681901448
you have steam anon? i'll play games with you and shit. it'll be something.

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>>681901651
>tfw you'll never be as happy as those people

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>>681901448
Because it gets better. I was off the fucking deep end when I was 19.

You've just got to be willing to put in the effort.

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Something about being alone for long periods of time drives me fucking crazy. Stayed home inside for the first time in god knows how long and I hate myself and my life so much right now.

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>>681901113
And the thing is, I can't complain. It's become my catchphrase. I can't complain. People ask me how it's going, tell me I don't look so good, ask me how I'm feeling, and it's always "I can't complain." Any day I'm on my side of the desk, and not theirs, is a day I can't complain.

>>681901524

Please press "Erase memory"

>>681901673
Im 6'2" 185 about 18% BF im into weightlifting. But im a pajeet and i have acne scars. I also have some physical scars from some of the weird traditions that were done in religious cult from when i was a kid

>>681901723
Thansk for the offer bro but i dont unfortunately the fun in gaming and most things has dissapated

>>681901524
What the fuck did you think was going to happen?
I don't want to be mean but going to a different school means 99.9999999999% chance she's riding the cock carousel.
50% she's been fucking a different guy every week from the first week.
Forget about her or if you can't do that go get a bounce back slut.

>>681902133
What the fuck cult were you in

>>681902133
>But im a pajeet and i have acne scars.
Whatever, get your education and then go buy a wife like all the other Pajeets.

>>681901524
That's how it goes man. People change, they leave, it's part of it. Even the person who made everything make sense.

You'll move on bro. You just gotta keep trying.

>>681901979
Trust me ive put in a fuck ton of effort. I went from 145 lbs to 185 lbs from weightlifting hoping getting /fit/ would help me but that doesnt help my mental illnesses and fucked up childhood

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>>681901973
Just a couple years later many of them died and the survivors had lives infinitely worse than yours.

>>681902337
have you tried getting professional help? i'm sure theres services for people coming out of cults.

>>681899782
>texting it
Pls

>>681902184
No I know she was sleeping with other guys, she told me. Don't worry about me, I've had sex with 2 people since March
>>681902316
Yeah I'm trying to move on. I've had sex with other people but like I don't feel like it's special, I mean they were hookups but I just want a person who likes me for who I am. I also been a 1 date and hopefully tomorrow I'll go on another date, but I don't feel like it's complete. I mean this girl was literally my soul mate I know it, I felt something I never felt before in dating a girl. It just sucks man

>>681902591

I'm fucking ready for fascist america, I want this

>>681902591
eh, i know a few ex-nazis that still live perfectly fine lives. One was a hitler youth kid who watched his mother and sister get raped by russians in berlin, happiest guy i know now that he's in his 90s and still going strong.

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>>681897002

>>681902678
>tfw anxiety

>>681902256
Its called sikhism. On the surface it seems like a peaceful religion but its very cult like. I left the cult when i was 15 but before that i was not allowed to cut my hair at all because its against the religion. I had to tie it up and wear a turban. So i was automatically alwaus the weird person in any room i entered. I no longer where a turban but after years of wearing it fucked up my hairline really badly and fucked me up mentally too.

>>681902770
you'll meet someone else, or maybe you'll get back together with her. don't worry about it anon, at least you're getting some at all.

>>681902337
Getting fit rarely helps. Worry about your body is rarely the cause of you issues, just a symptom. Got to figure out what it is in your life that's really causing it. If it's your past, then your going to have to accept it and not let it bring you down.

>>681902678
>>681902965
also too far away

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>>681897002
The girlfriends I've had in the past that I really cared about has always had someone else in the back of their minds. I missed out on the teenage dream because of that. There was always someone better and I couldn't even come close to their "level". I understand that their are a lot of things in life that can be seen as a competition and this power struggle but does keeping a relationship have to be one of them? All these anons and normal people with partners are just so damn lucky. So lucky that you know people and also know that they want to be around you.
>19
>No friends and no girlfriend of course
>spend my time running, sleeping, playing video games, and looking for jobs
Fuck you, Emari.
Fuck you, Brandi.
Fuck you, Mary.
Fuck you, Lexii.
Fuck you, Molly.
Fuck you, Stephanie.
There was always someone better.

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9706 My present for /b/ Enjoy https://mega.nz/#!uZR0XJgD!9dOV5JnJsgsLnC2mVIcAmXMvPdZiVJY_BQZ3BAllo54 Will remove in a few minutes

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my mom hates cats and released the family cat, now when my sis wakes up tomorrow morning she probably is going to cry, weekend without the favorite pet. miss her already goodbye maril

>>681902665
I went to a psychiatrist when i was 16 because i suddenly got depersonalization disorder(its a mental dissiciative illness) and i went to 2 sessions but it was completely stupid she just asked me questions about myself and tried to prescribe me meds which i refused

Deep down I genuinely don't care for people, and in many sense despise them, but I feel like I have to be friendly in order to get ahead in life, even though I don't necessarily know what that would entail.
I feel like self-improvement is contrived since I'm just adhering to what other people have decided to value, and only seem to enjoy tearing others down for the fun of it.

>>681902997

all religious are cult like. theres a huge sikh community near where I live and NONE of the kids still follow it. any chance of finding fellow ex-sikhs to chill with?

>>681903009
Yeah I've been doing online dating cause I don't know why but trying to find a girl irl is hard, even though I talk to a lot of girls. Like I mostly only talk to girls, I have guy friends but I don't actively text them. Meeting girls on MeetMe really helped my depression

>>681903085

What is it?

>>681903330
why did you refuse the meds? at least try them man, you'll never know if they'll help until you try.

>>681899703
dam...is he thinking about his childhood or his children?

>>681902997
Idk a lot of sikhs look like muslims so maybe people are associating you as a terrorist. I'm sorry man, people are just ignorant assholes

>>681903401
It's nothing, I downloaded it and it's nothing

>>681903396

fuck man, mind sending some of them my way?

>>681902997
Did it feel weird to stop carrying a knife everywhere?

>>681903401

Spam

>>681903366
What do you value?

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>The woman that was like a mother to me died almost a year ago
>Gf asks me to give a time, seems like she doesnt feel the same towards me like in the beginning
>I feel like i probably fail at college because i have too many pressures and expectations to meet
>Depression does not allow me to go ahead

/b/ i feel like a worthless piece of shit right now, i havent hugged anyone in almost a year and i really need to hug someone but theres no one

Should i give an end to my life?

>>681903466
My mom has been severely depressed for many years and she was prescribed anti depressants and she takes them every day and they definetly fcked her up more but now if she doesnt take them then shes 10x more suicidal. I dont want to end up like her. What funny is when i was a kid she would purposefully threaten to not take her meds knowing that i knew what it would do to her to try and scare me

>>681903721
Nah man here have a hug *hug*
Ive been needing one too

>>681903589
Yeah but i think religion is stupid anyways it just leads to too much repression

>>681903721
Fuck no man, its just a low point. I've never hugged anyone outside my immediate family, and even them not in years. You'll get over it, and it could be so much worse.

>>681903466
not OP but go fuck yourself he did your last 2 suggestions

>>681903687
HA! I wish man, like I said I've been on MeetMe, it's a dating app on your phone. There are a lot of slutty girls on there. Well I mean they are usually fat and ugly, but once in a while I get lucky and meet a cute girl. I'm going out tomorrow hopefully with a girl.

>>681903696
I didnt carry one everywhere because schools here in cali would obviously not allow it

>>681903774
Are you me? Did she like the cheap vodka that came in the big plastic bottle?

>>681903721
No you shouldn't. It gets better man.

>>681903719
I have no idea.
As of now I'm completely incapable of differentiating between what I've been programmed to think and what stems from the authentic me, assuming there is such a thing.
I feel like I have to unplug everything I've been conditioned with since birth and the process is maddening.

>>681904062
>I'm going out tomorrow hopefully with a girl.

Fucked a lot of traps?

>>681903774
Lurkfag out of nowhere here, I agree with this 100%. I've suspected that I've got depression or something like it for a while now, but haven't seen a psychologist yet. Talking about it is always just so superficial and doesn't help anyone with actual mental health issues, and the meds fuck you up worse than anything the disorder did before. Hang in there, bro. You are not alone.

>>681902799
If it's going to be fascist it sure as hell won't be a white fascism. You do understand Jews run the show now right?

>>681903721
no bro, u will be fine. i cant help much i dont know ur situation but i know that u hav to look beyond what is happening even if its clouded with months or even years of hardships.\
goodl luck

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>>681903895
I went to a fucking Christian private school and my Bible teacher said don't follow a religion, just do your own thing. Don't follow what the church makes you do , do your own thing in the act of God.

>>681904230
I had sex with 1 guy and 2 girls. Not at once but in total

>>681904249

they've run it since the beginning. Didn't stop them from getting rekt.

>>681904160
Nah shes in a religious cult that doesnt allow alcohol

>>681903774
thats fucked up man, im so sorry.

I joined the army when I was 20 and super depressed, I just let the training totally reshape me. I came out of it a new person with friends I would die for and I knew would die for me and lots of girls want to fuck a man in uniform. if you pull your weight the guys there will accept anyone man. If all else fails try that, might work for you too.

>>681903721
No. Hard times come, but you cant change something that ends. Love yourself more than anything.

>>681901448
Hey, Anon. If you can Kik, my username is Kycklingg, if you want to talk.

>>681904420
Mormonism?

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>>681904106
Huh. Would've thought they'd bow to religious tolerance. And what kind of ignorant fuck thinks Sikhism is the religion of peace? Don't they take "warlike" as a compliment?

>>681904333
Yeah bu unfortunately religion is forced upon people from an early age and with all the fear based beliefs it fucks with you mentally

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>>681903061
No one cares. I've learned that. I can't make real friends outside and I couldn't even make ones on online games. Pathetic, right? That's why I tell /b/ my problems because no one cares. I know you all think I'm a faggot but at least you think I'm something.

>>681904768
Exactly. Like I mean believe what you want to believe but just don't shove it down other people's throats.

>>681904575
I think this is the Sikh guy.

>>681904676
Sikhism is a direct response to the Muslim invasions of India and their mass murders, rapes, slavery and forced religious conversions.

The core tenet of Sikhism is remove kebab.

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feels just for you

>>681904575
refer to >>681902997

>>681904676
If you read onlime about sikhism they say that peace is valued in sikhism but its not true. When ypu see images like the one you used its so obvious its a cult

>>681900391
I'm crying

>>681905067
imagine being in that car that drove by. holy shit.

>>681905021
topkek

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>>681897002

>>681904186
We are all a product of our experiences. Forces beyond our control have shaped everyone. Most of us aren't quite sure what we are looking for, we may never know. But the world is still a beautiful place, with plenty to be enjoyed.

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I love you all. I believe in all of you.

>>681904916
You aren't pathetic. You just aren't good at making friends. It's just like anything else, you can get better at it. What do you think it is that keeps you from making friends?

>>681905543
Get the fuck out. I came here for a reason

>>681905196
>If you read onlime about sikhism they say that peace is valued in sikhism but its not true.
That's not strictly true.

It's that they value peace, and once all the Muslims are dead then they have peace.

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>>681905543
I believe in you too anon.

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>>681905606
Somebody needs a hug.

I want to kill myself everyday but I'm too much of a pussy.

I hope for the day I get the courage.

>>681905408
Socially my situation is rather destitute but I'm becoming a tad thrilled by the potential I have to operate under extreme duress.
Appreciate the input.

>>681903657
dont get it

>>681905723
And they all live together peacefully in Brampton. Canada is a hell of a country.

>>681905799
You social situation will get better, just keep trying at it.

>>681905837
>dont get it
She's out on the street trying to sell copies of her 'dating video' for about $6.

See how happy she is to be there?

>>681905794
Never say that. One day you'll look back and wonder how you could have been so stupid to think that. It might be tomorrow or it might be in fourty years but it doesnt matter. You arent a loser until you die one.

>>681905838
>And they all live together peacefully in Brampton. Canada is a hell of a country.
Yeah right up till one of them wants to take a plane trip.

>>681905939
Wrong-o, assuming you're not an informant it would require my paranoia to kick into high gear and make various connections with people while simultaneously harboring ulterior motives to eliminate any potential combatants.
That is the lifestyle I genuinely enjoy.

>>681906093
You're out of milk.

Are u Fucking kidding me? Luv him the fuck up. Luv him to Fucking death.....fuckers

>>681906257
I just had a glass.

>>681906088
Lol, true enough. But would you see lines of sikhs muslims and hindus lining up together at timmies without even a second glance anywhere else in the world? Some parts of the states and britain maybe.

>DUDE FEELS LMAO
kys

>>681906342
Was worth a shot.

>>681899782
I too am going through something like this. A Co worker wants me to marry her niece for citizenship. And now we're hitting it off

>>681906093
An informant to who?

If that's what you wanna do go for it. But if it's negatively affecting you, it is possible to control paranoia.

>>681906373
Sure you haven't mixed them up or miss-classified them?

It's a Bollywood dance off when they meet in Edmonton.

We have all loved and lost, in many ways. Let me set the mood for those of you who have lost the one you loved. Especially if it was your fault.
'Goodbye My Lover' - James Blunt

And for those who may still have a chance at redemption, I suggest the following:

'Lover, You Should've Come Over' - Jeff Buckly

Now go forth, anon, redeem us all. I have faith in you my friend. Succeed were we all have failed...

>>681906788
Im sure dude. Maybe its just the GTA but everyone except the somalis seem to leave their ethnic hatreds behind when they come here.

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If I get dubs will someone be my friend.

>>681907131
Ill try to be your friend anyway if you want. Not too good at it myself.

>>681906686
Any number of people who would enjoy more dirt on me, even though I've already committed social suicide.

Somewhat. It's a driving force, almost inspiring me to take control of my life and by proxy what I can in other people's.

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Abusive relationship story time!

>be me
>15
>have a few friends IRL, but a very dedicated group online
>we talk every day
>one day, my bro Jose introduces me to a girl
>7/10 qt spanish chick
>hit it off well
>"Sorry anon, I have a boyfriend :("
>that's fine I guess
>Start sexting
>She's getting real dirty
>Indecent photos are exchanged
>Afterwards she blocked me
>Whatever, I'm seeing her at a convention near my house
>See her, we hug
>Short stack compared to me, black hair, really cute
>Later in the week, her bf finds out about what happened and is pissed
>She's mad at me
>Reports me to the police saying I "sexually abused" her
>implying.gif
>Another week passes, she texts me, apologizes, we make up
>This cycle of her getting mad and leading me on continues for about 6 months, through the summer
>Can't leave because everytime I do, she blackmails me saying she'll post/ message all our conversations and my pictures to everyone in my family
>She'd done it to my younger sister too, fucking prick
>Convinces me to meet her at a convention
>Bug my parents to take me to a con 250 miles away
>They do it
>Get there, non stop making out
>End of Day 1
>Day 2, she couldn't even get to the con so I spent an hour driving to pick her up and take her
>We arrive
>Sees some skinny kid with a real fucked up nose
>Apparently some guy she wanted
>Leaves at once
>Curse her out, leave her at the convention

TL;DR: Spanish girls are fucking crazy

You know /b/, I've never touched a cigarette in my life, but lately I've been wanting to start hoping it would give me something to help cope with my constant state of depression and suicidal thoughts, is it worth it?

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>>681907386
I doubt anyones trying that hard to get dirt on you man.

How did you commit social suicide?

>>681907693
At least you were man enough to leave her there

>>681907822
Sure, for the short term. The headrush is pretty nice but don't smoke often or you'll get addicted and end up wasting a lot of money, plus you won't feel the rush anymore.

>>681907693
>15
>driving

>>681907822
It's the fastest way to pick up the addiction,to smoke because you're stressed/depressed, but yeah it helps a hell of a lot. For me anyway.

>>681908063
Got parents to. You knew what I meant.

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>>681907822
Kinda torn on that. They have helped me cope with a lot of shit, but they are terrible for you and I'm still addicted.

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>>681905606

>>681901524
dude, dont get sad for love, like, its not eternal, you will find someone else

>>681907265
I can't be real with many people I talk to to. Hard to talk about serious issues without it becoming a joke.

>>681908017
>>681908097
>>681908249
Well I already drink myself to sleep almost every night, so I'm torn on whether or not to give it a shot, because that would be something to help get through the day if it helped at all.

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I'm sick of always being the odd one out in family events or at college.
I have horrible visual hallucinations of dead bodies. I hear horrendous, cruel voices. I get delusional thoughts. I have suicidal and homicidal thoughts everyday. I'm always upset and anxious.
Fuck this.

>>681908483
Ever tried listening to jazz?

>>681908722
tried it. it worked when i was young. i used to listen to classical during highschool. now no genre of music works except really heavy metal that usually drowns out the voices.

>>681908456
You can always be real on here bro.

>>681908482
If you can find something else, don't do it. But if you think it will help, give it a try.

>>681908483
You talked to a doctor about that?

>>681905778
Poor pupper :(

>>681909005
I have. Seen a doctor for the last five or so years. Been in and out of hospital multiple times for suicide attempts and for being a threat to society. None of that has worked. No medication works either.
Am I a lost cause?

>>681909178
Never. Keep trying anon. It might not get better but it definately wont if you give up.

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Don't you think that you all need somebody . Everybody needs somebody . All the years I've been alive and you learn that people are twisted and Fucked up because of the shit they went through. People are pretty fucking aware of what's happening and some imbeciles have the audicity and say that guys don't have feelings when we actually really do .

>>681909282
thank you. i really appreciate it.

>>681909178
Naw bro. You just gotta figure out how to deal with this shit. It probably will never go away but you can definetly manage it.

>>681908483
PTSD?

>>681909393
any advice anon? i cant find much online that works.

>>681907922
You'd be surprised.
Rather not get into that, but I have a solid reputation around town as a psychotic douchebag with zero redeeming factors.
I don't wish to be redeemed, or if so it would only be to stab people in the back after they've outlived their usefulness.

>>681909488
can you get PTSD from traumatic events such as abuse as a child? i've never looked into PTSD

At first reading how much worse all you guys have it than me gave me hope, but now i feel bad for not doing better with what i have.

>>681909695
NORMIE GTFO REEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>681909595
Absolutely! Fucks you up way worse if it happens as a kid.

>>681909535
>Jesus christ you killed like 26 people with that edge of yours

Put that away, son.

I know it sounds faggy, but if you think it'll help, vape instead. Incredibly less long-term side effects, but with all the nicotine goodness.

>>681909771
fuck. they've diagnosed me as schizophrenic. but it could still be PTSD?

>>681909860
I can't. It's too fun and I hang out with nothing but neckbiting faggots or sociopathic drug addicts who required me to be this way.

>>681909517
Have you found anything that works in the past?

Reducing my anxiety helped me. Figure out what is stressing you out and try to eliminate it. Makes it easier to deal with things.

Having ways to get your mind off of shit when it gets bad is important to, find something to distract your thoughts.

Best thing I did was just keep getting out there. You'll fuck up, but you can learn from everytime. Experience goes a long way towards staying in touch with reality.

>>681909595
Yes you absolutely can. Am medfag.

My sister died the other about a month ago... I have pictures of her in ICU but ofcourse I would not put them on B.. I think I am in shock.

>>681909901
It sounds pretty serious for PTSD but if might be making some underlying condition significantly worse.

>>681909901
You could still be schizophrenic as well. What meds are you taking?

>>681909880
So it says I los the game?

>>681909880
Seriously dude fuck you.

>>681905067
The cop pulled back like he didn't want to hug the guy

>>681909992
If you're enjoying it keep being you anon, so long as you dont hurt anyone else.

>>681909595

The less developed the brain is when abuse, trauma, etc is experienced, the worse it is. Also, the brain doesn't fully develop around the 20th year of age.

>>681910111
Trips. You have to post them.

>>681910111
You know we're gonna want those pictures if you mention them.

>>681909595
The less developed the brain is when abuse, trauma, etc is experienced, the worse it is. Also, the brain doesn't fully develop until around the 20th year of age.

fixed

>>681910111
damn dude...im sorry cant imagine losing mine. stay strong.

>>681910175
i dont remember the name of it, but it's a needle i have once every month. i think it may have Olanzapine in it, but im not sure

>>681898730
people know, they just dont care.

>>681910243
I think his cop training just made basically being put in a headlock by an unstable guy uncomfortable. The cop initiated the hug.

>>681909880
yer a fuckin cheeky cunt m8

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>>681909992
Whatever you like to tell yourself.

>>681900259

Mad skills /b/ro! Big hugs and you're a trooper!

>>681910249
Wouldn't do anything that would land me in prison, but I'd still like to emotionally brutalize/publically humilate a wide assortment of people.
Subtly, though. I'm already experimenting with my loose group of "friends" to gauge the power dynamic within it.
Usually, it's pretty easy to entice them to gang up on one while I remain relatively unscathed, which is how I took part in dethroning our wannabe alpha.
I want to apply this in other areas of my life but unfortunately my friends are fairly spineless and would rather bicker instead of become co-conspirators.
Also that would require me to disclose vital information to them and effectively blow my cover.
You can see why I'm very untrustworthy now I'm sure.

>>681910533
Ah ok least you're taking something. You should see if you can speak to a psychiatrist about the PTSD part. They might suggest a support group or some shit with other people that had fucked up shit happen in their childhoods. Might help a lot and you should absolutely at least try out whatever advice they give. Some psychiatrists might seem jaded but if they see you're willing to help yourself, that makes them happy niggers and they'll help the fuck out of you.

>>681910793
That I'm a ninja. Desu desu, kawaii ~

>>681910890
Thats cool then. I lived like that a long time too (though not as aggressively) and i definately see the appeal. then i decided to go in not assuming everyone wanted to fuck me over and not trying to fuck them over and made major progress with my mental health problems. But if you're happy keep doing your thing man. Keep us posted, sounds like an interesting life.

>>681910969
thanks mr 69 i really appreciate it. next time i see my psychiatrist, i'll ask about it.

>>681911217
Usually I can detect who does and does not have my best intentions in mind and will do. It's really not.

I feel like every time i try to make friends with someone i somehow screw it up and actually end up hurting myself instead

>>681911275
No problem bro, hope you feel better soon.

>>681911752
How do you screw it up? Do you have any close friends?

>>681911752
Do you feel that way or is it actually that way?

>>681911360
LOLOL

i had 3 best buddies. was in war. saw all of them blow up to pieces in front of my eyes. they were the only people who cared about me infact. I want to move on but whenever I'm happy I think about them and get so fucking sad.

>>681897988
when the second season coming out?

>>681911859
I usually do something stupid to get the persons attention since i have trouble with social skills. Usually i say an inside internet joke or something to the person and they take it the wrong way. And yes i have a few good friends

How does /b/ manage to get friends?, i mean, someone that you now, it will be there whenever you need it, i'm trying to be that person for almost everyone that i know, but i end being the emergency exit, besides my gf, i don't think i have someone to trust on.

>>681912235
>since I have trouble with social skills
Have you ever been in class only to notice that virtually everyone is obnoxious or socially inept?
See that as an opportunity.

>>681911360

#Wrekt

>>681912426
Ok
I will also be going to a new school next year so i will have to make friends there. Thanks for the help btw

>>681912235
I'd probably try to avoid the Internet jokes in real life.

When your in a social situation, watch what other people do and learn from it. Half of forming relationships is just being able to maintain a conversation with someone. Ask them questions about them.

Experience is the best way to build social skills. Just keep trying.

>>681912722
For me internet jokes have had great success socially irl. Its just a matter of knowing when to use them. Verbal shitposting is like 90% of my social interactions.

>>681912722
Thanks for the advice
Nice dubs btw

>>681912722
Why the fuck should I care about someone's else's life

>>681912058

They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old:

Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.

At the going down of the sun and in the morning,

We will remember them.

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>>681913177
I didn't say you had to. But people love to talk about themselves, everyone likes someone who listens to them.

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>>681912358
It's not an easy thing to do. Keep trying, there's a lot of people out there.

ITT: beta bitches

grow up ya fucking babies

>>681913177
Im begining to see your problem. I have the opposite, i dont give any shits about myself.

>>681913793
Im trying man. Its hard to grow up alone

>>681913919
moping here isn't going to help you

go out there, get shit done, we are born alone, we die alone

>>681914149
Maybe having someone to talk to does help people though
Maybe people need to "get shit done" mentally

>>681914149
Is telling people not to mope helping you?
Probably not maybe it just hides that you are hurting

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>>681914149
>>681914348

This shit definetly helped me.

>>681912722
Yea its actually pretty sad. I had a freind but her freinds brainwashed her into thinking i was a bad person. All of a sudden she stopped talking to me and her freinds started to bully me. I honestly still hate the fact that this happened even though its been over a year since it happened

>>681914859
No problem bro

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"Shit soaked life" anon from yesterday. Love you /b/ros. Been sick all day and enjoy the feels thread.

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>>681915546
I do, actually.
She was my best friend, the prettiest girl I've ever met, with the most wonderful eyes I've ever looked into. She wrapped her arm around mine as we walked into town and for a second I felt more complete I've ever been, and she held on the whole day. I wonder if she's just as head-over-heels for me as I am for her.

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>>681915546

Contributing again.

anyone around?

>>681915970
Yup, hey there.
I'm this guy up here:
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>>681915813
Right in the feels. Hope it works out.

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>>681915855

one more.

>>681900023
who is tht faggot