hey<3

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>>681863972
I hope Tammy isn't gross again

>>681863972
why does my friend like daddy kink, she's slightly obsessed but also knows the joke

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I can no longer relate to humanity. What am I going to do?

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>>681864110
Hey <4

>>681864147
Kinks and fetishes and such are basically random.

>>681864119
You know she is.

>>681864159
What ever you want, Doctor. You are finally free; do what you wish. Find your own meaning in the cosmos.

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>>681864159
Meditate

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dragon penises?

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>>681864323

>>681863972
Why did the thread suddenly 404?
Also do you think it is more important to drill home not to take in anything that interacts with meds, or to offer realistic advice based on harm reduction? Cause lets be honest, telling someone on antipsychotics they can never drink again is going to make them very unhappy about continuing treatment.

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>>681864426

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>>681864278
She so is though! Mixed my drink with lemonade. Brilliant idea!!

>>681863972
What is your opinion on occasional recreational drug use by adults without mental health problems?

>>681863972
Was in the thread before,social anxiety dude,you said something about CBT?
Anyways i wanted to ask if it possible to "fix" this alone

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>>681864435
I disagree with that assertion; people don't NEED sedatives or disassociates to live, nor does it markedly improve their life.

Harm reduction is bullshit; you can't avoid the liver damage. The only ethical choice is to tell them they cannot drink or they will suffer severe damage.

Because that's the truth.

>>681864535
Go away, queen of the night; it is still the day, where the sunflower queen reigns supreme.

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>>681864435
>Why did the thread suddenly 404?
Because it was preordained that it would.
>>681864323
That is a practice I have tried in one way or another. It causes no noticable change in the way that I feel.
>>681864278
Life is meaningless. Miracles are meaningless. Is there some way you can prove to me that life has worth?

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>>681864688
No. You can't fix mental health problems on your own. Go to a doctor.

>>681864664
Sure, almost all adults eat sugar at some point. As long as it is in moderation, otherwise they'd become obese.

>>681864707
Sure. Watch: Hey Sanae, does my life have meaning and/or value to you?

>>681863972
How do I increase my capacity for empathy?

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>>681864877
Of course it does!

>>681864877
I just dont want to take any pills/drugs,could they help me without them?

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>>681864967
By expressing it. By spending every day subjecting yourself to the shittiest parts of the internet, and responding not with hate and anger, but with love and compassion and cheer.

It's a muscle; use it and it will develop.

>>681864693
I see, so what you prioritize is to try to change the attitude of the patient to disregard intoxication as an option and fully accept a life of sobriety?
It is an optimal goal, I just personally have a hard time reconciling it with the reality that a lot of people are hesitant at best about treatment in the first place.

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>>681865064
Well there you go, my life has meaning and worth Doctor.

>>681865083
Yes, I just told you to ask them about CBT. What is your issue with medication though? It is far more effective than any other route.

>>681863972
Any tips for someone currently dating a girl with Bi-polar?

Why is anime so fucking gay?

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>>681865210
If the patient doesn't wish to do the right thing, I cannot force them, nor would I want to.

They are entitled to live their life however they wish.

>>681865296
Make sure she takes her medication at the exact same time every day. It's much more effective that way.

>>681865241
I'm afraid they will totally fuck me up.
That "CBT" thing,how long would it take to?
And i don't understand when/how i got this illness,it's destroying me

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>>681865064
And you, a living being, how do you expect your opinions to change mine? I don't wish to know what life thinks of life, I want to hear something logical. Humans are illogical by nature. They claim their labors are to build a heaven, yet their heaven is populated by horrors.

>>681863972
Just give up, no one believes you.

>>681865411
Lmao not very helpful
Sometimes she wakes up very angry and flips out in a blind fit of rage, waking me up and giving me shit for it. Any tips for that?

>>681865296
You realize you're looking for relationship advice on 4chan don't you?

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>>681865502
That's....not how it works. You need to do your research kid. Stop shitting on treatments that work.

CBT takes as much time as you need; no mental illness is identical.

>>681865521
You are intelligent, beyond me, beyond anyone.
You know that meaning and purpose and worth are not objective criteria; there is no objective quantifier for such things.

Therefore, I choose a subjective one: Sanae. She values me, and I value her; what more is needed?

You and I both know you cannot come up with a more objective measurement, because all of them are equally subjective. Therefore....

>>681865411
You are so obviously full of shit. At best you took a psych course at a community college.

>>681865677
Protip. She's not a real psychologist.

>>681865296
Not OP, but I am bipolar.
First thing is, it doesn't define her. She is a person first, and bipolar is just a chronic health condition.
Building off that, try to be supportive during depression and a voice of reason during mania. A good moderating influence helps keep us grounded.
If she seems like she is really far gone, don't be afraid to get her hospitalized. It could potentially save her life.
Lastly, don't jump to conclusions. Sadness and disappointment are not always depression, happiness and excitement are not always mania, we have normal emotions when we are healthy just like you do.

>>681865928
God this place sucks

Lately my mother has been... I don't know the right word for it so I'll just say a lot more involved.

My mom is one of those people who believes she is right under 100% of the circumstances. You either agree with her or you're the worst son in the entire world. But everything still comes with this childish sense of "I told you the answer, dummy, it's so easy".

Right now the main problems that she calls me every day with are:

>You're fat. Why don't you lose weight and look like a model? It's so easy dummy!
>You don't have a job. It's very easy to get a job but you don't have one. Get a job. It's so easy dummy!
>You don't have a girlfriend. It's so easy to get a beautiful girlfriend. It's so easy dummy!

This and so much more, and lately I just can't fucking take it. Every time I disagree with her on literally anything, it's a giant fight with her just insulting me again and again and again. She believes this is "tough love", but she's just basically bullied me and my brother our entire lives. Both of us are broken, but I am trying to better myself.

She is a loving and caring person at times but she just absolutely refuses to take responsibility for literally anything, always finding a reason why I'm wrong and I'm to blame. I'm just so tired of having to deal with every phone call, because I know it's going to be the same. Everyone else has a great job and is so skinny, why is my fat ugly son such a disappointment?

Disagreeing with her also results in her wanting to punish me for going against her. Again, this is for literally anything. Today's fight was because she wanted me to apply to 30+ jobs that specifically ask for real estate experience. I have no real estate experience. I tried explaining to her that those jobs are looking for people with real estate experience, but she had decided that wasn't the case. Instead, the case was that "they just don't want to hire niggers, and you're white".

I seriously can't fucking stand her but there's nothing I can do.

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>>681865636
Clearly they do, as they ask me advice.

>>681865677
I'd recommend sleeping on the couch, or working with her to make a trip flag. basically, you both agree on a word that, if either of you hear it, you stop fighting and shut up for five minutes.

You BOTH have to abide by it, because she may be vulnerable at times and need to stop you, even if you are logical.

That's the thing I've seen work best in couples, but it has been a while since I've seen someone in your exact situation.

>>681866011
This advice is counter productive.

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What happens to your mind after you listen to this https://www.mixcloud.com/greywattz/friday-afternoon-fun-pt-3/

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>>681865811
An objective measurment? Is this where mathematics becomes relevant in the value of life, like the other woman was saying...?
...
Miracles.
Events with astronomical odds of occurring, like oxygen turning into gold. I've longed to witness such an event, and yet I neglect that in human coupling millions upon millions of cells compete to create life for generation after generation until finally, your mother loves a man, and out of that, against unfathomable odds, it's you. Only you that emerged. To distill so specific a form from all that chaos is like turning air into gold.
...
A miracle.

>>681865677
Sounds like she needs more mood stabilisers

>>681863972
how to live with aspd

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>>681865928
>>681865853
>>681866018
Please stop so flagrantly samefagging.

pic related, it's how you look

>>681865811
We thanks for taking your time anywering me i aporeatice it..
Last question and i'm out.
Why do i got this bullshit?I'm not sure when it started,6 7 years maybe(19 now).
It wasnt that bad but now im suicidal.
Ehh just tell me why/how i ended with this

Why doesn't my dad pull out even though I ask him to

>>681863972
Is it healthy to have an intense desire to eliminate saracens in the next holy war?

>>681866011
Thanks. Her mania is not bad and I'm very supportive of her depression but she gets in fits of rage and I feel like a punching bag sometimes. I try my absolute best not to bark back but its ridiculously hard. The closer I get and more she knows the more she was to use as ammo against me when it happens

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>>681866075
...*sighs and cracks her neck* This isn't going to be advice you want to hear. But your mother is abusing you, and you need to put up boundaries.

Basically, make your mother aware that you are your own person, and you will not allow her to run your life. If she continues to do the behavior, hang up on her.

It'll be hard, I know. I know so so much how hard it is; I'm sorry there is not a better solution. But if you continue to give into her, it will merely feed her needs to be right and to control you.

Don't let her control you Anonymous. If you are still in her house, the only option is to leave that toxic environment.

>>681866117
What makes you feel my advice is counterproductive? I wrote it based on my experience living with the disorder, and if you feel that there is something better than what has helped me (besides my pills, didn't feel the need to mention them), I would be open to hearing it.

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>>681866379
You've always had it. It just wasn't so bad. But like a stone in your shoe, it wore a hole until you bled out.

Seek help Anonymous; you can be better. But only if you try.

>>681866552
You left out the only part of your advice that actually results in a positive impact then.

>>681866075
Get a fucking job and move out? How hard is that? Dummy!

People who stutter in text for no reason whatsoever make me want to shoot myself in the dick. How do I go about eradicating these wastes of human resources?

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>>681866711
And this.
Doubles.
Another event that goes against all probability, yet occurs so often. The last two digits of your post number, they are miracles...

And so, I was wrong.

>>681866934
I-I-I-I-I d-d-d-d-d-d-don'-t-t-t-t kn-kn-kn-know-w-w a-a-a-a-a-anon

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>>681866990
You should see my other threads; I pick up doubles like they are going out of style.

>>681866934
Exactly what makes someone a waste of human resources? Strange I get paid so much if I am such a waste.

>>681866711
Call me a fag but i'm afraid..
Afraid of not having a normal life with friends,family.I just hope that i'll be normal one day,thank you again

>>681866711
Honestly, I would have been a lot worse off without a good support network, especially before getting medicated. My girlfriend kept me at her place when I was manic to make sure I didn't endanger myself or others, and got me out to do things when I was depressed. It was far from perfect and I still had strong symptoms, but thanks to her a lot of unpleasnant consequences were avoided.

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>>681867134
I won't call you names, but I will say this "You need help and only you can get it for you; no one else can do it for you."

You can beat this. But only if you try

>>681867165
That just suggests you needed to be medicated earlier; it's obvious that support networks are vital, but given they don't actually fix the problem...

Kinda gotta focus on the medication.

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>>681867087
You sound like you have a stuttering problem! Seek Speech therapy please!

I'm in a near constant state of mania and I have no idea why. Normally I wouldn't seek help but my financial situation just keeps getting worse and worse, any advice?

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>>681867424
Why wouldn't you normally seek help?

As well, is it true mania or hypomania? You can tell by how you talk; if you stumble over words like you are coked out, that's true mania. If you can talk normally, just faster, that's hypomnia.

>>681863972
>Ask a p-psychologist anything!
>I'm h-here for you, Anonymous!

i just had a heart attack and bypass surgery.

now every little ache and pain near my chest or left arm or jaw has me panicked that i'm having another heart attack. i spend my entire day just monitoring my heart, waiting for the attack to come on. i can't sleep because of the fear.

what do i do?

Got a quick questio.
Why am i always depressed/pessimistic?
Even when im "happy" i always think about bad and fucked up stuff that might happen or happened.Plz halp

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>>681867128
>I pick up doubles like they are going out of style
You see what this means, don't you? Miracles, you all have showed me what they are. That's what it all means. You and I. We are going to make the world delight in impossiblity and probability. You and I...
...
Will become a traveling band of magician performers that also sometimes sing country music.

>>681867337
I don't deny I should have been medicated around the time of my first manic episode, not 5 months later after trying to commit suicide. It is vy far the single most beneficial thing that has happened to me, I just wanted to reiterate the importance of a good support network.

>>681867560
>Why wouldn't you normally seek help?
It wasn't always a problem
>Is it true mania or hypomania?
Mostly hypomania but sometimes I do act coked out

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>>681867681
Have you talked to your doctor about this? They can give you alpha or beta blockers, which will both help your heart AND your anxiety!

>>681867732
Try again skippy.

>>681867730
Sounds like intrusive thoughts. Talk to your doctor.

>>681867811
If you had mania at any time, it was a problem.

Go to a doctor!

>>681867128
lmao I don't care how much you get paid, stop acting like such a cancerous faggot. I can't take someone's advice seriously when they're literally roleplaying on a fucking imageboard with anime pictures.

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>>681867876
You don't want to? Is it the size of the hat? I can make it smaller.

I dont find joy in anything,doesnt matter what im doing
Football,video games,going out its just not like it used to be
Im not depressed or anything like that i just dont enjoy things like i used too

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>>681868068
These pictures aren't from an anime.

>>681868107
Hm. Can you make it the size of like, a tea cup?

>>681868201
That's anhedonia, which is related (but not the same as) depression.

>>681868296
Anhedonia?
Should i visit a doctor or psychologist?
And should i ask for anything specific?

>>681867876

well, i'm on a beta blocker already for the heart function. not sure if it's heaping much. but i'll talk to him next appointment about the anxiety. i did once already, but he seemed to think it would fade quickly. i don't think he knows how bad i have it.

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>>681868296
OK.
But we have to add a cane.

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>>681868556
Visit your doctor, tell him what you just told me, he can refer you to a psychologist or try treatment. I would recommend getting a referral rather than try antidepressants directly.

>>681868640
Which beta blocker?

>>681868296
Kill yourself

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>>681868707
Now we are in business.

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>>681868723
Not today, sorry.

I don't really have anything to say other than my habit of taking research chemicals has really scared the shit out of me.

Are you even a real doctor? Or are you just playing the part?

>>681868879
Maybe don't do psychadelics without a track record?

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>>681868723
Never talk to me or my co-magician/country-singer ever again.

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What does this video signify?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_rz1bluG_k

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>>681868879
What RCs have you taken? As well, why don't you stop?

>>681868991
I never claimed to be a doctor. I am a psychologist.

>>681868991
OP never claimed to be a doctor. You are thinking of a psychiatrist.

>>681863972
can you send me some money ?
like 100 bucks doc

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what can i do about the fact that i have built up an inner wall when it comes to sweet words of women that are even genuine? i don't have this problem with nice things very good friends say to me - these always concern me, but to the things women want to tell me, there's nothing more but a "kkthx whatevs" i can feel.

i think all these disappointments with girls have made me build up an inner wall, but what can i do about that?

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>>681869161
What do you need it for?

I'm a cynical asshole that uses defense mechanism to keep people away and essentially bottled up my feelings since middle school. Also the fact that nobody showed love to me my whole life doesn't really help...what to do?

>>681869040
Right, but I already did too many research chems.

>>681869259
to live man
also some shit is due but I'll get to that later

>>681869082
>>681869110
Ah sure, so he only does motivational/supportive speech and sends you to a doctor if its a real problem.

>>681865296
When I was 15 I dated a bi-polar chick, she once tried to stab me because she thought I cheated on her just for speaking to another girl in school I'd knew since I was about 4. Relationships were simpler then.

mid twenties, have had a weird attraction to wearing diapers since i was about 4 or 5. Was super sheltered, I feel like maybe i wasnt able to develop normal coping skills for this reason. Now everyday adult things sometimes cripple me. The regression thing is now a huge part of who i am as a person, my hobbies, tv shows i watch, books, etc. They all tie into it in some way. I collect toys and comics and stuff. The only way i know how to cope when i get stressed out is to regress in some form. I'm living with my girlfriend and she knows about all of this but can't wrap her head around it. She doesn't understand my thought process and coping habits. What do i do? It's starting to cause issues with a relationship that is otherwise amazing. I work and pay bills and do adult things but i feel so isolated because my interests and thoughts reflect that of a child.

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>>681869246
You can tear the wall down, brick by brick Anonymous. put yourself out there, be willing to get hurt, wear your heart on your sleeve.

Let yourself feel again.

>>681869385
That doesn't answer my question.

>>681869274
*gently kisses your cheek* You open yourself up, same as the person in the top of the post. Let yourself love, Anonymous.

>>681869433
She, and no, that's not what psychologists do.

It may be what I will do, once I get my empathy fully working again. I used to be quite good at it.

>>681869274
Take ecstasy and go a rave

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>>681869662
MDMA is neurotoxic; avoid it.

>>681864159
Vibrate with the strings from the 10th dimension

>>681869082
25D-NBOMe. I stopped maybe 2 months ago

>>681869720
What about MDA?

>>681869599
Well you can only talk to people, what other way to make them feel better then being supportive.
But anyhow that usualy helps much better then medical treatment right away. I've seen too many ppl on meds going more insane then they already were.

I have lived with a social anxiety for the past 3 years. I am 18 now and I haven't been at school for the past 3 years aswell. I have been through many messed up situations and thoughts about suicide etc.
During the last ~9 months, I have gone to private lessons after school, they say im catching up at a steady pace and i should be able to get (good) grades at the end of the year.
This is ofc a very positive thing for me, but one of the reasons I managed to put myself together and start working towards college was anime, which I had discovered at the time things started to better (10 months ago) and gaming.
Whoever I don't have the interest i used to have in gaming and anime anymore, I just can't focus and take it seriously. Which I feel sad about since I don't really have any other hobbies than those 2. I simply want to want to watch anime and play games. I don't have any friends and I have kept my anxiety a secret for most people. And the only ones i feel comfortable talking with is 2 psychiatrist or therapist or whatever which have been following me through my anxiety. Id rather not tell them that I watch anime since they are both old....etc. Do you have any tips or explanation why this is happening to me? Why I can't enjoy those things anymore? Maybe something I can do to start liking it again?
Sorry if I ask so hard questions, nice to get this off my chest anyway.

>>681869599
I just did

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>>681869836
Why would you take that when 2C-B is so much less damaging?

What are your side effects?

>>681869852
MDA is just as neurotoxic; 4-FA or 5-MDPH are much less damaging.

Do your research people!

>>681869903
Medication IS medical treatment.

>>681869720
Proof? Legit article required.

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Can I observe?

Just think of me as an intern

>>681870051
Did you even read what i wrote? I never mentioned that medication isnt medical treatment.

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>>681870175
Just don't stare at my magnificent blue body.

>>681869599
Is it worthy it tho,people repeatedly stabbed me in the back in the past...but i guess another chance won't hurt thanks mate

>>681869662
Nah drugs will just make shit worse also drugs here are hard to come by and the prices are outrageous.

Why cant i communicate and create bonds like a normal person?
It seems so easy and natural to everyone, yet i never had any close friends or even a gf. I cant even keep a conversation going, its like my head goes blank.

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>>681870017
Ah?

>>681870005
That's anhedonia and the hedonistic treadmill; basically, things won't always have the same impact forever. That should be obvious really.

>>681870128
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/20420572

Serotonin depletion always results in neurotoxicity, and one of MDMA's metabolites is neurotoxic in it of itself.

MDMA should not be used more than once every three months, to allow the serotonin levels to recover. Once every month is the absolute limit.

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>>681870444
How many close friends do you have? What was your life like growing up?

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>>681870321
Your pecs are safe, I'm captivated by your blue eyes

>>681870128
I mean if someone is fucked up beyond return he might as well keep fucking up his brain with them drugs, It's one's choice, I know drugs are bad but whatever.

I have a friend that used to be really intelligent but since he started smoking marijuana he's become a total retard, is there anything that can be done?

>>681870051
Because I could buy it from a person instead of buying online

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>>681870530
Is that so?

>>681870592
Steal his weed and sell it

>>681863972
I am 17 and I am not sure wether or not I should pursute happyness or not.
I feel like happyness is jut a reaction from our body.
I am also pretty antisocial, At school I always do group works on my own because I am better at it on my own than with a team (I have better Marks if I do a presentation on my own)
and I feel superior to others.
Is there something wrong with me?

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>>681870530
Rumia? What are you doing here?

>>681870575
"but whatever". Yeah, that's what we call "ethics".

>>681870592
Yes. Get him to stop smoking it.

>>681870621
2B-C is available on every dark market I know of; that is no excuse for risking your life so flagrantly!

>>681870452
Just for my academic curiosity, how fucking terrible of an idea would it be if my bipolar ass dropped mdma while on an atypical antipsychotic?

s-stop s-stuttering f-faggot

>>681869552
did i get skipped :O

I'm actually a senior in psychology that's going for my Master's in Clinical Mental Health. Ask me shit.

i have literally no friends that i talk to often

like i have people i'll talk to every few days and most of them are unfunny cunts, i have no best friends

how do i be happy???

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>>681870723
Leave this thread before I disintegrate you.

>>681870827
>>681869552

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>>681870706
You feel like that is what it is? It's obviously that; we know how dopamine works. That doesn't make it any less real dude.

You've got 8th grader syndrome; you aren't actually superior, you just think you are. Have some perspective.

Also underaged ban. Mods?

>>681870710
REALLY REALLY BAD. like SEIZURE bad.

>>681870827
What is your focus? Mine was neuropsychopharmacology.

>>681870848
Well. I could be your friend if you like?

>>681863972
Ever since i started taking meds 5 years ago.I never get an erection naturally,and i have to maintain constant stimulation or its insta soft.Current psych says it isnt something to be worried about since i can still manually get an erection

How do i get erection back.What i get now is soft and soggy.Nothing like when i was a teenager
watdo

>>681870707
You mean 2C-B?

>>681870707
Everybody has slightly different "ethics".

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>>681870935
What medication are you taking? I assume an SSRI.

>>681870945
Yes. Hahah, sorry! Getting sleepy.

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>>681863972

y-you're a f-faggot

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Why doesn't anything make me happy?

>>681870452
Thats legit enoug. Now i have new argument when talking about drugs. But too bad its not reaserched enough.

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>>681870707
Hi Alice, how are you?

I just kinda felt like stopping in and saying Hi, I haven't been in an Alice thread in a while.

Why do you insist on bullshitting me about how psychedelics are irrefutably detrimental to mental health?

https://www.theguardian.com/science/2015/mar/05/psychedelic-drugs-like-lsd-could-be-used-to-treat-depression-study-suggests

Schizofrenic. I hava a girlfriend and a family that love me. I know someday I won't be able to remember any of them. Every day I feel less human, every day I feel more suicidal. I cry almost every night. Im mot alone but i feel like it. I had friends but lost em. Plus I spent a lot of money trying to find the hapiness before going really crazy. Didn't work and now I owe so much money to the bank.
>inb4 im not a native english speaker, so yeah, this is the best I can get/be

>>681869552
The diaper part sounds like a fetish disorder. Why and how adult things cripple you?

>>681863972
Sorry to be pushy
>>681869552

>>681871014
No ssri's,got rid of that shit within months of being diagnozed, fuck that toxic acid..Antipsychotics and mood stablizers with lithium

>>681871154
How do you know you are schizophrenic?

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>>681871008
Yeah, and you are clearly unethical.

>>681871080
Anhedonia. You need to see a doctor.

>>681871084
It's getting some much needed research since 2014.

>>681871091
I'm fine. How long has it been?

>>681871122
That is not a reputable source.

>>681871198
....SSRI's are toxic, yet LITHIUM you consider suitable? Lithium is one of the most toxic treatments we have outside of oncology, which almost certainly will give you life long Parkinsons like symptoms.

>>681871014
I can't find any of that, only BK-2C-B

Do you believe psychedelics can be an effective treatment for depression?

why am I so obssesed with death and murder? I would commit it btw

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>>681869599
>>681869246

i'd really like to let myself feel again. sometimes i have the feeling that there's some kind of bitter and loudly screaming sadness in my inside which is captive under some kind of "stone dome". i have the impression that there can't come anything out nor in.

i don't like this condition. i guess i can only try to make this wall get fissures.

>>681871157
I just get incredibly anxious thinking about bills, work, aging, the mundane. I'm sure anxiety about things like this arent so uncommon, i just deal with them in an odd way. The diaper thing isnt so much a sexual fetish if that makes sense. Its a regression tool that i find comforting.

>>681863972
ITT: First year psych student thinking they can diagnose people. Fucking retard.

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>>681871319
It's on Hansa.

>>681871342
More research needed My current anecdotal evidence suggests they do not, long term.

>>681871245
Diagnosed some years ago. I think im fine but you know...thats the deal with this...ill? Disorder? There is thoughs that arent mine in my head. Is really fucked you know? Always doubting about my mind. Is this my mind speaking?
>So sorry for the bad english.

>>681871287
I can show various and there's a well-documented resurgence in the study of psychedelics for the potential health benefits.
Even though you're embarrassingly wrong, why is the guardian not a reputable source?

Would LSD be a bad idea for someone with schizotypal personality disorder?

>>681871342
They can have a positive or negative effect with you have depression. If you become addicted to the drugs, your depression can even become worse than it already is.

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>>681871413
You keep being so mad. Did you honestly think people were looking for a true diagnosis here, on /b/?

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>>681871485
Then please do so. Make sure their sample sizes and controls are adequate as well; all current research has been case studies, not actual substantial studies.

>>681871515
YES.

>>681871564
You know, for a minute there? Yeah. I did.

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>>681871287
I couldn't rightly remember. Several months, I suppose.

>still working towards my goal of being a little girl monster
>no progress yet

>>681871287
I sure am from your point of view. I care more for the well being of humanity than for the well being of the individual.

>>681871482
DO NOT stop taking medication! You may think your fine, but eventually, the hallucinations will come back.

>>681871383
OMG I MEANT TO PUT WOULDNT I WOULD NOT KILL

>>681870706
Underaged&

>>681871555
I've never heard of an addictive psychedelic.

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>>681871668
"He who saves one life saves the world".

More than that, evolutionarily speaking, variety is much more important, so losing an individual hurts the whole.

>>681871767
They tend to be anti-addicting actually.

>>681871287
LIthium killed my bipolar depression like no other drug has ever managed to do in a month.

Only shit thats given me shakes was mood stabilzer,tried 2 or 3, before i found the current ones, and they gave me hard tremors and full body twitches i wasnt on lithium at this point though.

>>681871383
Could have Antisocial Personality Disorder (i.e., a psychopath). As long as you don't commit crimes you're fine.

>>681870452
>>681870005
Seeing the fandom spinning around both anime and gaming I thought it was something wrong with me for suddenly stopping to give a shit about either, I guess I just didn't care as much about them as I thought, thanks for helping me realise I guess.

I was molested and now i can only get off to people that remind me of the people that did it, is this fixable?

>>681871675
I do take my meds. But the world itself is not the same with em. Anyways, even if I take em daily, there're always hallucinations. Trying to kill me. Telling me to do a flip. Telling me that this isnt my body and I should Trascend to another dimensión by killing myself or others. Yeah. I know this shit is fucked up. I wont do em ever. But they always tell me to.

>>681871767
Every drug can be addictive in its own way, be it mentally or physically.

>>681871627
Don't listen this cunt. She has little idea what she's talking about even though her current level of education is being turned on its head.

Please write a letter to the huffmeisters explaining how they're wrong cuz I said so.
http://m.huffpost.com/ca/entry/6817854

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>>681871829
Sure, it's highly effective at doing that. As well as giving you Parkinson's like symptoms.

Lithium is poison that happens to help some disorders. SSRI's are medication that sometimes has side effects. It's kinda weird to call the latter toxic while the former is obviously so.

>>681871942
I think you misunderstand what "caring" is; everything is transient, in flux. Nothing lasts forever, Anonymous.

>>681871995
Yes, but also not my area of expertise.

Seek medical help, Anonymous.

>>681872008
Not even close to true; dopamine reverse agonists are even POSSIBLY addicting.

Are there any pills that will make me happy/ make life more enjoyable?

>>681871823
I got nothing against variety but mentally ill people aren't exactly something we need more of.

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>>681872076
Huffington post. Also not an actual source.

>>681872123
Yes they are. Otherwise, why would many of them be evolutionarily conserved?

>>681872101
Absolutely. Don't take them; they are highly addicting.

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>>681863972
She reminds me of a box that I used to fuck.
She never actually showed me her pussy but damn did she let me feel it.
It was a little further up her ass crack then I expected tho. (virginfags won't understand what that means)
She had to wear a wig some days because of the cancer and sounded kind of like Kat Von D. (a bit deeper voice though, just a tad)
But when she came she squealed like babs bro http://youtu.be/dPiEVyd3-4k

PS betafags, period blood is brown because it's not actually blood. It's a female fluid.

>>681872004
Schizophrenia is one of the worst disorders there are. You should go back to your doctor to enhance the medication because you shouldn't still be suffering from the hallucinations if you're on a medication.

>>681872216
>>681872101
What are they called? As long as they make this shit hole more liveable i want them.

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>>681872350
Why is your life so unlivable?

>>681871157


>>681871408

>>681872216
Notice the trend in how they're European doctors pioneering the studies rather than Ameribunk psychologists who have big pharma wedged deeply into their assholes.

https://www.rt.com/uk/238061-lcd-drugs-study-cure/
Please cite evidence explaining how they're actually harmful.

>>681872089
Not him but lithium occures naturally in water in many southern american states.I dont buy this toxicty shhit.If there is too much sure,but getting blood work for managing it,i dont buy it

>>681872216
>psychologist saying we need more mentally ill people
Of course, you would have more clients

>>681872282
I know. I think im going back to.my doctor as you said. The only thing is that i hate doctors. They dont trust you, they always treat you like some kind of idiot and if i tell them this they try to ehm how to say it? Put me in a sanatory? Mental hospital? Dunno how to spell it, sorry. Today is my sister's birthday.

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>>681872557
Okay. There is also cyanide in many water supplies. And lead.

So your argument holds no water.

>>681872582
I'm a programmer by trade; the mentally ill don't pay me.

>>681871408
Truthfully, I'm not sure what issues you may actually have. If I were you, I would talk to a trained professional to help you with your issues.

>>681872720
thanks anyway anon

>>681872670
Oh, I thought for some reason that you were a psychologist, my bad.

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>>681872837
I am. Just not by trade anymore.

I dual majored.

>>681863972
i am living with my god father he is mentally ill and has muscular dystrophy i work 9-5 and for the past month he's been awake all night, and sleeps all day, idk if i can take it anymore, i get about 4 hours of disturbed sleep, it seems like i am doing is looking after this person i sacrificed a relationship and i honestly feel like killing myself

>>681872647
As long as you aren't a risk to yourself or others, you shouldn't be put into a mental hospital. That's typically for people who plan to hurt themselves, but not for someone in your condition.

>>681872479
Because im black

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>>681873025
And I'm yellow. What's the issue?

>>681872904
AKA not licenced, not certified, not reliable.

>>681872904
I see... So the psychology thing didn't work out that well

>>681872904
I am a cs major but I seem to be do better in my psych minor. Fucking love abnormal/clinical/research. Should I switch over to dual major?

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>>681873025
I'm blue.

>>681863972
All this racism is making me depressing what do I do

>>681873177
Hey, at least you're not black.

>>681873082
All i got is a big dick, i cant get a decent job because i fucked up at 12 and got caught with a G, and pussy is no longer doing it for me.

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>>681873130
I was more into designing A.I. and such; now I do entire financial models for it. Pays great.

>>681873106
Not at all; you don't need to have it as a job to be certified.

>>681873139
YES. Dual major that shit; they are VERY related if you can abstract enough.

Also, learn lisp.

>>681873177
And naked.

>>681873130
It doesn't pay well comparatively

How do i smoke weed without feel anxious?

>>681873293
You need your Master's to be certified, along with 3,000 hours of supervised training.

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>>681873287
Caught with a G?

Sorry, I live in NYC not Baltimore; wouldn't your juvenile records be sealed?

Altruism doesn't exist, right?

>>681873387
Take a xannax.

>>681873022
I think Im a risk to myself so yeah...sometimes I can't remember how I got to some places or where the fuck I am. I fight every day for being a normal fag like anyone. It feels good to talk to someone that doesn't judge me. Thank you for that. Now Im going to eat some of the best cakes; birthday cake. Also nice dubs.

>>681873139
If you enjoy it, I would say yes. Even if you do not go into the profession of psychology, it will still look good that you have two majors instead of a major and a minor.

>>681873413
They charged me as an adult where i live (germany).

>>681873413
I live in the Bronx where do you live?

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>>681873281
Hey, at least you can sense time as something linear.
>>681873293
Yes, I'm not wearing clothes. Are you mentioning that because you want me to put some on? I am not going to.

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>>681873387
You stop smoking weed. Or you smoke something with high CBD content.

>>681873396
Depends on the state, but generally, yes.

>>681873430
It clearly does.

>>681873644
...that doesn't sound right.

>>681873654
Manhattan.

>>681873293
> related
I nearly shit bricks when I noticed that the diagram for a neural network is IDENTICAL to the one for the visual processing system.
Because they are basically the same thing.

>>681872089
>lithium v srri
Im sure you're aware of SSRI withdrawl syndrom,and the premenent penile damage that ssri/ssni can cause.
No brain zaps on lithium.No "buzz"/zombie effects from lithium
Im within the safe limits each month on my serum.The only thing that a "side effect" is watching my salk intake.
Quick check on nih,i showing multiple samples,and the constant factor was overtoxicity,which should be constantly moniterd to prevent

>>681873542
I don't see a reason to talk down to someone because they have something they are unable to control. I don't agree with them putting you into a mental hospital at all. Enjoy the cake and hopefully you go to a doctor that isn't a dick!

>>681873396
I'm pretty sure OP doesn't have 3,000 hours of supervised training.

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>>681873733
We live so close to each other maybe we can meet?

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>>681873733
>Manhattan

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>>681873714
It must be nice to travel through space and time

Posted here before about how I'm starting to have trouble distinguishing reality. It's been getting slightly worse though recently. I feel like these other humans don't exist and everything is all just in my head. Sometimes I'm at work and suddenly think, "Where am I?" because it feels like I've been on autopilot.
My question is, is this just me fooling me and telling me that I'm thinking this way just to think this way? I'm really truly normal and okay, but I'm just psyching myself out for no reason, right?

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>>681873714
Just an observation, big blue. I know a fairy that looks kinda like you.

>>681873789
Yup. I even do RNN processing, so I get to see it live in action. Here, let me show you:

http://karpathy.github.io/2015/05/21/rnn-effectiveness/

Not my github btw

>>681873830
Lithium 100% causes brain zaps AND parkinson's like symptoms.

As well, SSRI induced ED is reversible.

>>681873873
No thanks.

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>>681874088
No, you have severe disassociation. Seek medical attention now.

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>>681873965
I mean I do live close to her. We could hold hands and share an ice cream cone
>>681874098
May I ask why?

>>681874098
You skipped me
>>681873188

>>681873873
Go stalk OP.

>>681873733
How does altirusm exist? please explain. Even if there is no physical gain for those who "give selflessly", theres most definitely social or mental benefit to it.

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>>681874270
You don't have a metro card.

>>681874319
you didn't give me enough information to go on; elaborate please.

>>681874185
But you telling me this makes me think that I don't. Like...when someone makes a bigger deal out of something than what it really is.

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>>681874270

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>>681874356
I am
>>681874411
I have my school metro card but it only works on weekdays

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>>681874063
>travel through space
I am not the only being that can do that. My satisfaction does not come from the act of traveling. It is the act of admiring the beauty. Would you like for me to show you around Mars?
>time
A concept that only has meaning to beings like you.
>>681874098
>Just an observation, big blue. I know a fairy that looks kinda like you.
If they stole my hydrogen atom look I'm going to fuck 'em up

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>>681874441
Huh?

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>>681874383
And? If they didn't do the thing for such rewards, they are merely incidental. It's still altruism.

And what of people who do things in the dark, and never come forward? They exist; people have talked about being helped and that person never seeking any attention.

How do they fit into your world view?

>>681874431
That's the opposite of the truth.

>>681874500
underage ban pls go

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>>681874625
I'm legal in the state of NY, love

>>681874627
Huh?

>>681874583
Sure m8 if I'd be immortal time won't mean shit, take me whenever you want.

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>>681874627
>haha I was acting retarded and you didn't know why?
>haha that must mean you're actually the retarded one haha

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>>681874803
That doesn't matter to 4chan, dear.

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>>681874803

>>681874803
Pay someone to find OP's IP, find her location and make her a surprise visit, it's not really that hard.

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>>681874956
Rules are made to be broken, love
>>681874958
Are you posting pictures? I can't see imgs on my phone atm

>>681874411
>>681874411
I feel like everyone hates me because of my race and I don't know what to do. I kind of want to kill myself but if I do that they win. Is there a way to make it not bother me or something?

>>681874098
>lithium
>naturally occuring in space,earth,and humans
>you have lithium in your body now
>you will slowly develope PD when you're 200.
NIce bait
rate/8

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>>681875124
The paying part is going to be hard cuz I don't have any money

where's Derium

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>>681874893
OK.

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>>681875285
You don't really mean that do you?

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>>681875193
I don't hate you, and I'm yellow!

>>681875245
Cyanide is also naturally occuring and found in space in giant clouds. Do you disagree that it is a poison?

Your argument doesn't hold any merit...or metal.

>>681875124
I gave out my address freely and no one did shit. Ain't gonna work.

>>681875193
Are you sure you're not just ugly?

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>>681875382

>>681875291
But you're going to gain a friend, think about that.

>>681875245
Arsenic is also natural, in our bodies, water and food but I'm not going to take it to cure anything.

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>>681875385
Give me your address
>>681875480
I'm going to stop responding if you don't tell me who you are or if you don't write something

>>681875385
I wasn't talking to you OP