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>>681707110
What about it?

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-pets tony Alice-

Should I seek clinical help if I sometimes think about my death, even though I would never go through it? Main point being I think about how the people around me would react if I were to end my life and therefore deducing which individuals in my life really care.

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>>681707529
How often do you think such thoughts? Also, that's a really poor method of deducing anything, given it's inductive logic.

Looking for as much info i can get about PTSD. Are you familiar with the topic?

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>>681707745
I am; what do you want to know?

>>681707177
its pretty stupid isnt it?

I had to study it in psych class in highschool

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>>681707816
Odd, given it's not part of psychology.

how do i get over her?

>>681707660
It varies a lot, sometimes once or twice per month, and at other times more often, the variable being my emotional state at the time being.

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>>681708040
Wait. It can take 2-4 years to get over a relationship. All you can do is wait.

I'm sorry Anonymous, I'm so so sorry....but that's just the facts.

>>681708106
Sounds like you are causing these thoughts to happen; they aren't intrusive, they are comforting in some way.

I'd recommend trying not to do that sort of flawed analysis.

How do I develo iron will

>>681707005
Is is possible to recondition your brain (after abuse) on your own, or is it better to get professional help?

>>681707806
My best friend got back from the military, and I think he has it. He's not the same person he was before he deployed. I want to understand what he's going through so I can better relate to him and his struggle.

Looking stuff up online just feels like reading a textbook (stuff like "person will experience symptom a, b, and c"), rather than understanding it and what my friend is going through. Does that make sense?

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My mom thinks I got Aspergers, pros - cons, on get it on paper?

>>681707005
Evening, Alice! How was work today?

>>681707816
Pure pseudoscience.

>>681707005
how much does a psych eval cost? I'm not sure if I have anxiety or depression and I'm a poor fag

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>>681708408
...why would you avoid help?

>>681708382
You don't; it's something you force, you don't develop it.

>>681708445
No, because that's how understanding works.

>>681708501
There are no cons; go get diagnosed.

>>681708528
Tiring.

I cant find my passion , purpose or even myself

how much does a psych eval cost? Not sure if i have depression or anxiety, and I'm a poor fag

Do you believe that Freud's idea of the Id, Ego, and Superego reflects the functions of the Hindbrain, Limbic System, and the Lobes?

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>>681708601
It...doesn't work like that. You don't request a psych eval; the justice system demands you get one.

As for just talking to a psych, that varies from provider to provider and if you have insurance or not.

>>681708722
Have you looked in a mirror? That's where I check if I lose myself.

>>681708812
I think it's a LOT more nuanced than that.

Hey I fucked up Recently

>be me a mid 20's beta virgin
>feeling horny out of sexual frustration
>decided to lay upside down to take self facials of cumshots and took pictures of it.
>leave camera on table in bedroom with shameful evidence while I take shower
>company comes over but can't hear since in shower.
>come out to weird looks and stares.
>oh shit.jpg
>tell everyone to get out bedroom and I search for camera....it's gone
>my Sketchbook with my self drawn g/fur comic with two bats in college is gone as well.
>fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck fuck

What is the worst that may happen? I am scared shitless, already gnawing on my T-shirt at the moment.

What should I do?

>>681708602
Maybe I'm looking in the wrong places then... Do you recommend any resources to someone in either of our positions.

Also, would you recommend trying to reach out and get him to talk about it or just leave him his space? I have no clue what to do, or how I can help him.

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Why Dio its so handsome?

>>681708602
Pretty helpful on the iron will. I see it clearly now.

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>>681708954
I second this

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>>681708909
Alpha and beta have absolutely no meaning in science and no evidence backs them up.

As well, what do you mean what is the worst that can happen? Nothing can happen; you are an adult, you are perfectly free to do whatever the hell you want.

Don't let people shame you for no reason, Anonymous.

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Do I have a problem if I feel guilty for smoking weed? It's legal were I live.and it helps me get much more done in terms of work and exercise. I've tried: Lamotragine, trazodone. Ambient, and bupropion. They all made me feel like a zombie also sucidal idealization. Kicked in after a week of ambient and bupropion.

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>>681708932
I would recommend trying to get him to go see a military psych; they have TONS of programs JUST FOR THIS.

He needs help that neither of us can provide, Anonymous.

>>681709230
I wouldn't recommend smoking weed; it merely makes depression and such worse in the long run.

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>>681709123

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I didnt find a real relief for depression or anxiety until i began taking LSD. How do you feel about that? And i dont use it as a medication for it, i mean i tripped a few good times and I have a new outlook on life

I've been in and out of inpatient and outpatient,
and talked to many therapists and psychiatrists which don't really help me. Even though my anxiety is gone, and my depression isn't that bad, I still have suicidal invasive thoughts even when I'm not feeling depressed.

What might you suggest about dealing with this?

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>>681709358
LSD doesn't cure or treat depression; all you've done is mangle your chemical receptors enough to disassociate.

When it fades, you'll need to take more to keep the effect up, and multiple usages of LSD come with increasing side effects and the potential for HPPD, which can have severe impacts on life.

Seek medical attention.

>>681709511
How many intrusive thoughts a month do you have?

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How do you convert time (hours, minutes) into microwave time?

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>>681707005
I am late to this thread!

Hello Alice, how are you?

>>681709595
I couldn't tell you if I tried, the thoughts don't last more than a mere consideration, but it's at least daily.

>>681707005
If you're Alice2 then who is in the running for becoming Alice3 when you retire?

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>>681709654
W-what?

MICROWAVE TIME?! The fuck is microwave time?! It's...it's all the same time...

How could anyone be this stupid? It's too dumb to be real...how is the ball involved....

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>>681709654
1 hour = 60 minutes

>>681709654
Force the time to meditate and once it has reached an enlightened state it will turn into microwave time

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>>681709825
No one.

Also, how do you even know I'm Alice2?

>>681709819
Daily indicates a need for some sort of therapy; I would recommend asking your doctor about CBT.

>>681709781
Hi Sanae

>>681708602
Partially to do with cost, being scared because of past problems with psych and also there's wait lists that take longer then I have.....I'm falling apart at a faster rate then I ever thought and kinda need a quick fix til I can find someone. Hence the trying ot recondition.

>>681707005
I listen to people around me who say they cry.... They say some things make them cry for hours.
I can't remember in my life to have ever had such crippling emotional breakdown to have cried for hours or days. Most crying I have done was due to physical pain.

Not to say my life has been easy. The cryers stuff seems trivial to shit I have gone trough.

I have tried to cry over sadness, misfortune and my relatively miserable life... But it seems fake to me. I don't know how to cry.

Why can't I cry? I think I want to cry... I think I should and should have cried.

this is b8, right?

>>681709322
You have a good point. It's just tough when you see him in that downward spiral and you are helpless to do anything about it...

>>681709936
I think I recall someone calling you that in the past few threads, why?

>>681710078
If it's b8 then you must medit8

>>681710030
I relate to this except for one instance where a young nephew of mine drowned in a community swimming pool. After that I've always felt emotionless and numb on the inside and when I do in fact cry it's really forced.

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>>681709953
The fastest path is always through the medical professionals. What past problems with psychs have you had?

>>681710030
This is actually genetic; some people are more prone to crying, and women in particular cry easier (independent of social context).

So you are crying just as much as you should, Anonymous!

>>681710127
I know. It's tougher for him. That's why you need to be strong for him and get him the help he needs.

>>681710180
Just odd. I'm just Alice now. No history, no mother, no daughter, just Alice.

>>681707005
How come its so easy to greedy people to kill for money? How come its so easy for them to just throw someone elses family away for "respect" and money?

Gangster wannabes

>>681709936
but we have two alice here who is the other one ?

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>>681709936
Hiii~ How has your day been? & you anonymous?

>>681708893
Horrible psych
Look I'll give myself better advice
Hey man. Take it easy. Try different activities and have patience. Mental clarity comes with age and some thinking.

Bitch

>>681710314
Can I be your daughter and you can groom me into the next Alice?

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>>681710371
Can you try rephrasing this? I'm not getting it.

>>681710422
No, there is just one Alice here.

>>681710502
That's shitty advice; age often obscures mental clarity. Maybe look at some research next time.

>>681710551
Noooope.

I have thoughts about murdering/hurting others. I've planned it to a t, but know I will never go through with it. I already see a psychologist, should i tell her? Am I doomed?

>>681710502
It also comes with many hours of meditation

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>>681710621
You should tell her. You are not doomed; intrusive thoughts are easily managed.

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>>681710614
Can you be my mother then?

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>>681710551
Those who ask to be, shouldn't be.

>>681710614
How come its so easy for drug dealers to call out hits and stuff on people when they fuck them over? Like, is there something wrong with them?

>>681710805
Do you want to be the next Alice?

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>>681710740
I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry Anonymous, but as much as I would like to, I simply cannot.

After all, I already have Anonymous to take care of; he's quite the big baby you see.

>>681710831
No, they just are far removed from the actual action. It's easier to kill someone through a drone than a gun, if you catch my drift.

>>681707005
I realize my childhood friend is the exact opposite of me and he is constantly wearing me down to the point I can barely hang out with him. He has multiple mental problems and I'm his only friend and his parents do not care about him one bit. He is so depressing to be around that I've been put in my own depressed state. What do I need to do? I've been trying to help him for years but nothing seems to work.

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>>681710930

>>681710614
Ive noticed my mind becomes clearer as I age. And its better advice than .. I don't fucking know

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>>681710930
I'm sorry, my name is Sanae, isn't that answer enough?

>>681710956
So basically you are saying that drug dealers and their cohorts just wave their cocks out and shit and fuck someone over then forget about it? Basically?

how do you avoid starving to death being a psychologist

>>681710740
too bad alice is canonically male in touhouverse

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>>681707005
why does everything annoy me

>>681710956
i need a mother...
>>681711043
okay i'll be quiet
>>681711117
but alice was osaka before she became alice

>>681711191
sounds like you know the world and its true form

i fuckin hate everything

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>>681711191

>>681711175
Why?

>>681707005
I am entirely disconnected from the concept of social interaction and remember things incorrectly. Why?

How do I turn straight?
>>681707005

Now I get why many say psychologists are fucking useless. And I didn't want to believe it.

>>681711359
Drugs

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>>681711378

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>>681711243
Sorry, trolls only get one reply per thread.

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>>681711027
How old are both of you?

>>681711068
Did it? Or are you merely comfortable with the current state of cloudiness?

It's hard to tell; your brain conspires against your mind. Touch your toe and nose at the same time; notice how you can feel them at the same time, despite the fact your nerves are so far away that it takes almost 100-250ms for that signal to reach your brain.

You live slightly in the past at all times, yet you think you can somehow meta-cognate how clear your mind is? Absurd.

>>681711140
More like the distance between them and the mark makes it easier to justify.

>>681711243
You seem to know a lot about me, but not enough.

>>681711359
Probably damage to certain sections of your brain. Have you ever had a CT or MRI?

>>681711400
That isn't a question.

Hey doc. I keep having feelings that I'm not living in the real reality. Nothing is un ordinary, it just all seems fake. Like I'm looking at the world through a screen, almost like real life is virtual reality

What do?

>>681707005
How to get over depression

>>681707005
What's with the stuttering?
No shaming here, just curious.

>>681711585
I know everything about you.

>>681710730
I'm worried they'll send me to the 48hr lock up.

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Why is my fucking power out?

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>>681707005
Do you remember me OP?

Am I conditioned to be straight?

>>681711461
I don't do drugs. I have been this way since I was a child, and my grasp on reality has gotten worse.

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>>681711609
You have seen the truth.

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>>681711661
That is super creeply dude

why do most psychologist insist everyone should be happy?
what if my "normal" emotional state is being semi-pissed off most of the time?

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>>681711609
That's called disassociation; it's the most common form actually. Have you ever done any drugs, even things like prescription meds or weed?

>>681711628
Seek medical attention; you can't do it alone.

>>681711635
It's my thing, as Alice.

>>681711679
Why? Are you a danger to yourself or others?

>>681711661
Ahuh.

>>681711745
I do indeed, from this morning right? Why does no one just email me?

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>>681707005
OP, i suspect i might have Aspergers syndrome, i dont know but here are some of the things i experience

>hate socializing
>but i get s little mad when i see people having fun without me
>fascinated by space and interstellar traveling
>prefer pets over people
>anxiety
>extremely low social skills
>i get angry over little things that dont even matter

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>>681711661

>>681707005
I am here again too fuck you !!!
Anova is my name and i am gonna siege your results fucking nigger wetback

I have really bad anxiety, i feel like dying. What to do?

>>681707005
Fuck you filthy nigger, trying to pretend tl be a psychologist

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>>681711851
No psychologist insists everyone should be happy. The normal base state is "content"; if you are semi-pissed, you are not in a normal state.

That's just how it is.

>>681711911
Have you gone to a doctor and gotten an official diagnosis? If not, just go do it.

>>681711968
I'm asian. Use the right slurs at least.

>>681711805
see >>681711532

>>681711870
Yup, Gray told me everything.

>>681711953
I like that game.

>>681707005
I'm a compulsive liar. How do I stop.

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>>681711870
Yes from this morning. I'll leave then, you seem busy.

>>681707005
Well, i have some problems sometimes i phantasize that i.am a descendent of lathino america and I my mum was a whore and I pretend to be a psychologist.
Haha gotcha motherfucking piece of shiet

>>681710314
Since I was seven years old most of them just hop you up on meds and don't help you with the root problem. Yes I know it's not all of them, and some were alright but with my delicate mind set right now I need one that's understanding and wanting to help not just one who wants to put me on the highest dose and forget about me.

>>681712041
why the hell would i want to be content then?
so i should be fine with how everything is?
no fight or anything to try to better how things are?

why am i here?

i.am

>>681707005
This is all for today. Tomorro I am gonna be in a radio program doing what you are pretending to do here. I am going to get paid. Fuck you nigger. I bet you even like Andrew Weiss

>>681709178
Not the same anon and not for the same problem (worst think that happened to me was some acquaintances finding my fap folder)

Anyways, I want to know how psychologists advice patients to stand for their ground and face people wanting to humilliate or abuse others in way that doesn't leave any place for assertivity.

The psychologists I had had no idea of how to be aggresive and get respected, not humilliated or frowned upon you.

>>681710314
Yea... easier said than done though. I've been trying to get him to talk to someone about it (either me or someone better qualified). It's just a big mess... further complicating things is the fact is wife is unable or unwilling to understand anything that is going on (keeps threatening to leave).

One last question before I take off... What are some red flags I need to be on the lookout for? The last thing I want to see happen is to see him hurt himself or others (I don't think he will, but that suicide statistic and the horror stories you hear nowadays scare the living daylights out of me)

>>681707005
I fantasize about having been sexually used and abused as a child. I fantasize about pleasing my abuser and even enjoying it despite having no control and hurting. I imagine being fucked that way... Yet I don't think I'm gay.

What could be causing those fantasies?

Shota is good reference.

>>681712041
i feel a little embarrassed going to the doctor to ask him questions ahout my mental sanity, i need someone to tell me if my symptoms sound like Aspies or not

>>681712041
Hey, could I have your email? I have some issues I'd like to talk about in a more private place..

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>>681712102
Haha! Gray knows about as much now as anyone else; it's been like three years since I talked to him.

Good try though.

>>681712128
Seek therapy; usually pathological lying is due to underlying anxiety that can be corrected.

>>681712148
I'm happy to help now, I was just expecting more emails.

>>681712229
No, that's not possible; a psychologist CANNOT PRESCRIBE. Sorry, you are talking about something else.

>>681712235
Content doesn't at all mean any of that, but okay.

It's called the hedonistic treadmill; what you do to make yourself happy makes you LESS happy the more you do it. The base state is "content" but you always hunger for more, thus you do things, thus you get sweet sweet dopamine for some transient happiness.

"Sort of pissed off" ain't the base state.

>>681712361
Not sure wht you are even doing.

>>681712370
No such thing; there is always place for assertiveness.

Also, aggression is bad; assertiveness ain't aggression.

>>681712400
Sounds like you could probably make an anonymous tip to his CO or somethng.

Red flags? You already outlined them all; having PTSD is the mother of all red flags.

>>681707005
You are asian? Well fucking gook then it is a point for me. Yeah, I still lurking and spamming . And I wont stop until you graduate on psychology fucking subhuman chong. You are probably descendant of the Zhao zones. Or a gyon. Only Quin rocks faggot.
Chink, major on psychology and i will stop doing this

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>>681712524
Stop feeling embarrassed and go to a doctor. Would you avoid a doctor if you had a broken leg?

It's literally the same thing.

>>681712566
[email protected]

>>681712678
Wrong asians kid. Think farther east.

Also, I already...did? Like, what?

>>681709595
But if he has a new outlook on life and is driven to that new outlook, who is to say he'll fall back into his depression? I've had SSRIs mangle my mind for quite some time with no improvement and yet I've heard multiple stories of people who have improved their lives through changing their outlook.

You just seem dead set against that drug having helped and I'm curious as to why you would brush it off so quickly and with with such certainty.

I have been losing memory recently. One moment I'm at the gas station, another moment I'm somewhere in California, talking to a person that I've never met in my life. This has been happening since I was like 10, I remember being put into GT, then a second later I'm in a hospital.
I sometimes meet people or get random phone calls from people that say they know me but I've never met them in my life, even stranger, they say that I lost my accent.
Last year, I woke up to my room being completely trashed with a noose hanging in the middle of the fucking room. Just yesterday, the police were at my door saying that it sounded like I was being murdered. What is wrong with me doctor?

>>681711733
Seriously, why?

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M-may I have a hug, please?

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>>681711635
The first alice poster in /b/ since 2005 she was became a forced meme after that.

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>>681712102
Does not affect the level of creep that may or may not be

>>681712678
why are you trying so hard man

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do it

how to stop fapping

>>681711870
I've done some drugs yes. And this feeling only occurs every now and then. Am I alright or am I fucked

>>681709936
Who is this Alice?

>>681712605
So how a psychologist would deal with a group of people who enjoy being cruel to you, don't respect physical limits (like your private space, your stuff, etc.), who enjoy you being assertive to point to everyone how stupid and weak you look like, and the rest having a giggle about it.

That's an extreme case, but in general, the most common problems within that case are "forcing others to respect your limits even if they don't want to" and what to do when they damage your reputation and public image. Ignoring them only fuels their pleasure since they see you are not a threat.

In other cases you are not in position to create consequences (not that I know how to do it, since I'm quite incompetent socially), like your parents or your boss.

>>681712605

so i told you im almost pissed off most of the time and you imply im doing things because im "happy"?

i really despise the idea of wanting to be happy, i think if we were supposed to be happy or content no one would had done anything in history and we would still be content with being eating by saber-tooth rats or carnivorous ducks

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>>681707005
hey remember me? I am the mtf who talked to you a week ago? I had the surgery over the weekend and i am healing. Thanks for showing me I am a girl though and through.

>>681707005
I was beaten by my dad as a kid.
I have two kids of my own, and although I have never laid a finger on them, I yell at them for the tiniest things. Although I realise I am doing it at the time, I cant seem to control it.

When we chat about it, they tell me they know I get angry, so they just try and hold back their tears so I stop being angry.
Which kicks me right in the feels.

I have found that smoking weed before going to sleep (about 2-3 times a week) calms me down a whole bunch. No more yelling, and I generally have a lot more patience for everything else in my life too.

I even tried microdosing mdma, and although the results are a lot more positive, it dulls my reactions, so I havent continued that track.

What do, OP?

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>>681712823
SSRI's don't mangle your mind, so that's clearly wrong. Also, because depression isn't caused by outlook or perspective.
And I brush it off because we have a wealth of studies showing LSD doesn't improve depression. A few other disorders, yes. Depression, no.

The entire point of major clinical depression is it is unresponsive to normal attempts to change things; that's why medication is more effective than therapy in this case.

>>681712870
2004

>>681713076
You need to stop doing drugs; this form of disassociation is a precursor to much worse things, like schizophrenia. If you stop doing drugs, you'll probably recover.

>>681708408
You can do it anon

>>681713228
Hey dont know if you remember me but i posted here about my gf breaking up with me after 2 years and i wasnt able to eat for a week. You really helped me at that time. just wanted to say im doing a lot better and hope you had a good day!

>>681707005
How do you stutter with a goddamned keyboard?

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>>681713133
Uhh, in that case, they'd tell you to seek the police; that's clearly harassment.

>>681713151
That's utterly absurd and goes against basically everything we know in science about how mood works.

So I'm going to go with "you are wrong"; doing things begets dopamine which begets happiness and motivation, so no, people would continue to do things even if happy.

If you disagree, look into cocaine; people who do it get a rush of dopamine and often end up extremely motivated as well as having elevated mood or euphoria. Often this results in them cleaning their entire house in an afternoon.

Read a book man.

>>681713171
My pleasure!

I sometimes have these random thoughts/urges of doing something that will result in death.

They just come out of nowhere, ie. when driving just suddenly think will, "turning the wheel at 80mph and ploughing into a ditch that would kill you right." And then i freak myself out need to try and get my thoughts back together.

I used to have panic attacks when I was younger fearing death and the eternity of being non-existing afterwards.

Dafuq is wrong with me?

>>681713228
I don't do drugs anymore, haven't for about a year or so? I do drink though

>>681707005
Is the OP a legit psychologist, or is this a circlejerk anime-avatar thread?

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>>681713215
Stop doing illegal drugs with unknown side effects; weed is known to increase anxiety and such long term, and MDMA is neurotoxic.

Go to anger management classes and a doctor; stop self medicating.

>>681712830
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>>681707005

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>>681713658
OP is legit.

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>>681713228
woah 1 year after 4chan released -

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>>681713460
You too!

>>681713495
V-very carefully <4

>>681713581
How often do you drink? It's a sedative; it can make the situation worse.

>>681713577
Sounds like intrusive thoughts; ask your doctor about CBT

>>681713658
Yes

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>>681713802
I was there. I saw her first rise. But I suppose that was Alice-2 at this point.

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No hugs from Alice... I thought she loved me like she loves everyone else... I guess she lied to me

>>681713215
You're good to go with weed anon

>>681709358
I have this poster

>>681707005
Why do I like talking to the voices in my head so much?

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>>681714100

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>>681714131
Weed will make his anxiety worse in the long run which may lead to very bad effects, such as increased anger.

>>681714164
Do you have anyone else to talk to?

>>681712918
I am a former psychologist, I have been btowsing fourchan quiet a time I dont overflow with fuck you, whore , suck that cock faggot anything. But when it comes to proffesional pride I need to release my stress. I think that if you are a psychologist you are terribly naive and you misjudge a lot of cases. You ask the wrong questions when basically the diferencial diagnosis is based in work, sex life, depression quizzs, interactions with social life and comorbility. You are literally just giving common sense advices to people that will forget it in one week. And thats bad. You are selling pill for flu that only low the fever until they have walked 100 km far from the pharmacy. You are not a good psychologist. I have followed your posts for almost 2 months and your advise lack of practical vision and clinical recommendation.
Thats why I call you a nigger, a gook and chink and chonk. Becouse you are dishonouring the reason why Freud inhaled tons of cocaine, jung locked himself in a tower,luria fought the stalinism, carlson discovering new ways of teaching, even Olyver sacks hiding becouse of his homosexuality was less faggot than you. Study. Work on your diagnosis and be a proud psychologist not the piece of google academic shit that you are.
From now on I will return to my usual hate speech, hoping that at least, the hate towards me encourage you to sstudy more.
Fuck you, deeply.
Mr. Ingver.
Pd:no one will believe you

I have issues with limerence, every time I meet a girl I tend to get very obsessed with them, often to the point of not being able to concentrate on other things, and thinking about them 8-12 hours a day easily.

Currently I have had intrusive thoughts about this one girl every day and every night for 240 straight days, it will not go away.

is it worth getting professional help for shit this neurotic? I can't imagine this would be your usual therapists area of expertise.

>>681713577
And to think, I was the only one who did this! I've had that EXACT same thought! Or I was on the balcony 20+ stories up and got a strange urge to jump haha. Also same kind of thought, but far less serious, almost EVERY time I walk by a fire alarm, I get the urge to pull it. Not that I ever would...

Is this something to be worried about?

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>>681707005
Help me, i can see faggot peoples on this thread

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>>681713665
Weed is not illegal where I live.

So should I go see a psychologist or a psychiatrist?

>>681713842
I only drink on the weekends, but sometimes it can be heavily

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>>681713460
You should have killed yourself

>>681707005
What is the best way to stop masturbating?

>>681714344
Hahaa if you dont send this guy to the clinic he will suffer from a panick attack in two months or.major depression. High chances of bipolarity type2. And also bullied as fuck.
Go to the therapyst you are fucking bananas man.

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>>681714344
Yes? Absolutely? You should have gotten help after a WEEK!

>>681714512
You should see your PCP, and have them give you a referral to whomever you need to go to. I'm not qualified to recommend between the two.

>>681714613
Cut that shit out for a month; see if it goes away. If not, you may be stuck with it.

>>681714315
Psst, that's not me kid. You are talking to the wrong person. Also, I haven't been posting for two months.

*sips tea*

>>681713842
I'm worried that I have gender dysphoria or something like that, and I'm afraid of talking to people about it because I'm a shut-in and most likely have some sort of social anxiety or something.
I guess I'm asking for advice on what to do other than "talk to someone". I know I should, I just have a hard time bringing it up and talking about it (at least when I'm not anonymous).

>>681714273
Yeah OP Snoop Dogg is the most angry and anxious man I've ever seen, also those rastafarians smoking weed all the time are a real danger, they can't contain their anger anymore.

>>681714461
Memeing to the truth

>>681714273
Twice a week? I doubt that will cause increased anxiety in most people, unless they have a particular succeptability to anxiety anyway.

>>681714273
No, no I dont.

>>681707005
I am currently at the most successful point I have ever been in in my life, yet I'm slowly drinking myself to death. I am not depressed. I'm also not happy, sad, angry, or anything else really. I don't actually expect help, since I know there is none. Life is strange.

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>>681713842
OK, so these intrusive thoughts, they don't come that often.

So I've always had the idea that if I don't think about it that often it will eventually pass. I fear that focussing on these issues and getting therapy or whatever might result in them coming around more frequently.
Is this a rational fear, or is this really something that can be effectively treated and completely 'cured'?

I remember this started during a pretty shitty period in my life, and I got them a lot more back than.
Is it possible that, now I am in a good state and looking at an even brighter future this problem might just fade without help?

guy that has obsession issue again, where do I start when looking for help? I'm basically broke, and it seems like not very many councellors would have any idea how to help me in this circumstance.

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>>681714788
Why do you have a hard time bringing it up?

>>681714795
Ever seen them near a homosexual? Or actually listen to their raps? A lot of hate on that island.

>>681714874
The effects build over time.

>>681714876
Then there is your reason.
Find some close friends, Anonymous.

>>681714885
There is plenty of help; you have anhedonia and mood blunting. Easily treatable.

why do i want to kill other people

>>681714783
Wrong person? Literally the same shitty anime blonde fuccking girls. Fuck you chong. I hope your tiny cocked son gets cucked by niggers in a future if you can breed further more than an average white beta slug who jacks to waifus

>>681714512
Weed can make you more aggressive I used to smoke my mood would just get progressively worse until I got home and smoked. Personal experiences may vary.

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>>681714989

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>>681715057
It's definitely something that can be effectively treated and cured.

Anything is possible; you wanna gamble with your mental health?

>>681715066
Go to your PCP or look for a free clinic.

>>681715159
That's Sanae; she has green hair. I'm Alice; I have yellow hair. Neither of us is from an anime.

Also, I'm infertile and alpha/beta is not a useful descriptor for human relations.

>>681714783
I have been losing memory recently. One moment I'm at the gas station, another moment I'm somewhere in California, talking to a person that I've never met in my life.

This has been happening since I was like 10, I remember being put into GT, then a second later I'm in a hospital.

I sometimes meet people or get random phone calls from people that say they know me but I've never met them in my life, even stranger, they say that I lost my accent or call me by a different name.

Last year, I woke up to my room being completely trashed with a noose hanging in the middle of the fucking room. Just yesterday, the police were at my door saying that it sounded like I was being murdered.

What is wrong with me doctor?

>>681713538
Yeah, good luck trying to prove harassment. If nobody stands for you fearing social rejection for going against the "normal conduct", much less will stand on your side. Maybe some will, yeah, but mostly people only care about their own bussiness.

Most people I know who are able to get a respected image of themselves among others, usually face the problematic person and show them there's a reason for not making them angry (not necessarily violent, but they are able to harass you if needed) I'm not that good with words to not to look stupid, like a humilliated kid trying to look tough to face his bully, but scared of consequences and not able to start a physical fight (my mind simply stops me from that)

>>681715115
Because you think you are inferior to others because your peen is 2 inches erect, measuring from your perineum.

Size doesnt matter.

>>681714380
Always wondered if there were other people experiencing this same thing. I don't fear heights but I tend to avoid them for the same reason. And well yes, I do get these ideas with simpler things in life but I'm not too worried about those.

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>>681715340
no my peen i about 6,5 inches faggot

>>681707005
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>>681707005
I have had problems in the past with being severely delusional ( experimented on ) It took about 2 years of experiencing what I thought to be false memories then finally got to the point where I was convinced without a doubt that I was experimented on during an MK ultra like scenario. The things I experienced were waking up in my apartment seen the scientist, someone would come up behind me inject me with a sedative and I would wake up somewhere else. They would keep doing this but I would wake up to different scenarios like mock executions or interogations about crimes

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>>681715310
It's pretty easy if you collect evidence; look up what the laws in your area are like.

Even if it is hard to prove, you still do it; that's the correct thing to do Anonymous.

>>681715275
I'm not a physical doctor; I'm a psychologist. You need to go to the ER; you may have any number of illnesses, none of which I am qualified to diagnose.

>>681707005
Doc, I pretty much dont find "fun" in anything I do anymore I feel hopeless, everyone I ask for help just say "it will pass with time" I'm seriously considering suicide, any tips?

>>681715115
Because you're an edgy faggot

>>681715252

My family doctor is someone I haven't known for a very long time, hasn't lived here for a long time, doesn't live on the same end of my city, and probably isn't someone with any meaningful experience or connections in mental health, I'm looking for straight up mental health help not health help.

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>>681715237
>>681715410

>>681715073
I feel embarrased about it. And scared. I also feel like nothing would get accomplished by saying anything, like "Oh, he's clearly not right in his head, what a loser" and that's it.
(I'm >>681714788 )

I'm a psychopath and if given the chance, I would mentally ruin you Mr. Physiologist. How does it feel knowing people like me exist?

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>>681708106
thats nothing i think of an heroing upwards of 5 times a day

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>>681715488
Okay. Have you talked to a doctor?

>>681715565
That is anhedonia; it WILL NOT pass. You need medical attention. Talk to your doctor.

>>681715652
Your PCP can refer you to another specialist; they would be far more qualified to do it than I am.

>>681715695
That's....ridiculous. Why would a doctor say that to you?

>>681715700
Ms.

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>>681707005
Both my Grandpa's died and the girl I was dating lost interest in me this month. I don't even really feel sad though which is weird right? Should I feel sad?

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>>681715410

You know the rules, tits or gtfo...

>>681715815
I'm not looking for a specific person just looking for advice on what kind of specialist I would probably end up needing to talk to anyway. Psychologist? normal counsellor? psychiatrist?

I have no idea what the distinction is or where to start really, I don't think my doctor would be of much use honestly.

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>>681715554
I've gone to the ER before, they couldn't find anything wrong with me.
I feel like I'm fucking losing it, some day I'm never going to wake up again.
Is there anything you can tell me? Anything at all?

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>>681713538
i still think people do things out of need, not because they want to be happy

i think that being happy should be an additional reward for not having a necessity anymore

i just feel everyone is trying to achieve happines on its own, just because they're endlelessy told they should

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>>681715947
You may simply be in shock; the human mind can only take so much at a time.

Just let yourself feel what you are feeling; don't question it too much.

>>681716020
I would say counselor or therapist.

>>681716069
You replied to the wrong person. Also, I don't hate anything so...

>>681716151
The ER is not equipped to deal with such problems; you need an MRI. Have you gotten an MRI or CT recently?

Why do I hate re-watching movies/shows?

>>681715073
Yeah I'm a big fan of Snoop, also rasta man sing about peace mostly, I don't really get why the homosexual reference but I can tell you don't really know what you're saying. Nobody lives whitout hating something and rap is a great and creative way of getting that hate out.

>>681715073
easier said than done..

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>>681715786
>>>
> Anonymous 04/28/16(T
thoughts>>681716283

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>>681716262
That's still wrong; happiness, or the dopamine response, is the hill climbing algorithm that keeps us achieving.

Have you never seen Maslov's hierarchy of needs? Sure, people eat because they are hungry, but also because they ENJOY eating; it's satisfying because it releases dopamine.

it's a carrot and stick system; you seem to only believe in the stick, but we KNOW the carrot exists.

I feel you are trying to reject a societal trend and end up ALSO rejecting basic biology. Don't throw the baby out with the bath water.

>>681716334
People do it on accident all the time; it's easy.

If you like, you can be friends with me <4

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>>681715815
I don't know, they probably wouldn't (the example was meant more for the few other people I interact with), but I still think it'd be what would most likely happen. I guess this is what stops me from bringing it up to anyone, or seeing a doctor about it. I feel like I would just start crying as soon as I'd get a few words out, and that feels very uncomfortably embarrasingly - to the point where I don't want to do it. Am I really this shallow of a person?
( >>681715695 )

>>681716283
MRI, yes, 3 years ago, right after my first "awakening".
They couldn't find anything.
>>681716283

>>681716283
You don't hate anything? If I meet you I could definitely solve that problem.

>>681707005
Will u mary me?

>>681707005
I have a hard time just doing things. Like ill lay in bed and tell myself to get up and go to class, and want to go but i cant make myself go. So mlst days i juat stay in bed. What do

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>>681713171
Transanon? <3 I Was one of the others you talked to

>>681716526
I dont know how

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>>681716554
Hmm. That's not good. Not a tumor then. Any ideas from your doctors?

>>681716557
Not anything at all. I'm Alice, avatar of love. Hate isn't something I'm capable of.

>>681716549
Okay. But they wouldn't. So just go do it.

>>681716740
Don't believe in marriage.

>>681716814
Go to a doctor; you have depression.

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>>681716871
Just send me an email
[email protected]

>>681716151
>>681707005
>>681707005
>>681707005
Go get the latest version of DSM categorize your symtoms and try to identify your condition/conditions stop using drugs and booze eat healthy and exercise. Find the correct doctors and see them on a regular basis. Pay close attention to what causes and makes your symptoms worse. If they seem random they either are or more likely you are not being unbiased enough or paying close enough attention


They also put me in less severe situations like placing things in front of me throughout the day so later when a certain situation would come up I would make a certain choice and not really be aware that I was being influenced. I am over it know though. I was persribed chlonodine and diphenhydramine. I was hosptitalized twice. I don't take my meds anymore and now pretty much just deal with an insomnia and anger/anxiety problem. I don't put to much effort into it but it is getting a lot better. I just have to eat healthy cut caffeine and exercise on the reg. I think that what is effecting my psychie more so lately is my lack of financial success and have been working on it ( I think my business model will do fine just look at scientology if that can work theres no reason mine cant). I have noticed that doctors don't really have a realistic understanding of healing and life though. My intent is not to go all naturopath.

Like although these people went to school for 10 years. I don't think they understand the aspects that actually go into mental health.

>>681708602
>There are no cons; go get diagnosed.
any pros?

>>681716903
why do i constantly think about suicide

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>>681707005
im horrified of any and all social interaction

online as well as in person

how 2 fix?

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>>681716996
The DSM isn't very effective for PHYSICAL disorders such as MEMORY GAPS.

Fuck, this is the worst post I've seen all night.

>>681717024
Yeah. You'll finally know.

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Jeez, do you do these things all day long again woman?

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>>681717024
>any pros?
Yeah, knowing if you have a disease that they can help treat???

>>681714726
Pls don't ignore me
Pls

>>681717184
They haven't been all day long since 2011.

>>681717055
>>681707005

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>>681717184
Before and after work is all. I can't exactly post from my phone all day.

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>>681716903
I was told that I needed to have a psychological evaluation.
I didn't do it because I didn't (and still don't) want to be locked up in the loonybin.

>>681715815
Anhedonia? Wrote about that in my psychology exam today finally enough. Anyway I'm an intelligent, middle class white kid who has quite a number of good friends and loving family. Why do I literally not care about anything? I want to but I'm past two years I've pretty much ceased to react emotionally to anything, people have even pointed it out. Have a half-serious drug problem as well. Any advice?

>>681716903
If someone kills your family in front of your eyes would you still love him?

>>681717394
>ceased to react emotionally to anything
>drug problem
cough

>>681716526
im not trying to reject anything uh "doc?"
i have never feel the need to be happy, im not being an edgy fag or anything

just confused because every dam mental doctor i've been to tells me i should stop being so grumpy and be more "happy", if someday i managed to achive happines i would be the most smiling idiot, but im not looking for it

then again there is a slight autism running in my family so eh

>>681716903
>>681717376
They didn't know. I think they said something about stress from work, but I don't really remember.

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>>681717376
That's not how it works.

>>681717394
What drugs?

>>681717466
I don't have a family, so that is a non-starter.

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Why are we here?

>>681713228
After my trials with SSRIs, they most certainly screwed with my mind and it's a common issue discussed in the group I meet with; you must not have much experience in that field.

He didn't say that he had MCD, but I get where you're coming from.
After some research it really doesn't seem promising for him, but I genuinly hope he sticks to that new outlook. Maybe I'm just being too optimistic.

Thanks anyway anon, keep on being helping out.

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>>681717272
Oh, you got a job?
>>681717254
Anon, that's 2012 you're thinking of.

>>681717521
The drug usage started afterwards.
>>681717562
Ecstasy, coke, ket

>>681717601
I can assure you it was 2011.

>>681717562
I'm not surprised at all that you don't have a family

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>>681717798
depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain.

>>681717090
Not OP, but just try to interact with people. You'll get used to it, and the fear will go away.
Source: Had the same problem after graduating, and stayed in my moms basement 24/7. So yeah, go out and just train yourself in interacting.

>>681717986
so eat your vegetables kids

>>681714100
I'm sorry my little Ikaros poster, but that's how she is.

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