feels thread? coud realy use one, shits fucked up
>be me
>what do?
>>681681059
What's going on?
>>681681059
what's up ?
Is there a reason things are this way? God i'm so miserable
>>681682553
Of course there's a reason, no one but you knows what it is though.
>>681682553
I wonder the same... I'm so miserable too , nothing go right with me , I wonder why life goes this way... Maybe I'm not designed to have friend or life...
Maybe I'm designed to be a loser...
>>681681059
your time to shine is coming. Dig through the dirt to find the gold anon
>>681682744
I think it's because i'm ugly af
>>681683579
Fuck man. I don't know why but this gif is really hitting me.
Anyone have the tramp anon story?
one day is like the other, only one good friend, but we live very far apart,
I have a good job, other employee's are friendly, but more conversation than "hello" isn't...
>>681683579
why would you post this
Also thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojasq626CgQ
>>681683808
Faggot
Just remember at least you're not this guy
>>681683986
no u
>>681683324
I doubt that's the reason. I'm sure it doesn't help, but plenty of ugly morherfuckers lead perfectly happy lives.
>>681682259
im very lonley im broke, my parents think im 12 year old mentaly speaking( im 19 btw ) so im ysut drinking away my pain. oh and also moved to the middle of nowhere. nothing to fuckung do, al my friends left
>>681682553
Remember, there are nights where the wolves are silent, and only the moon is howling
yea man I prefer to be in this thread, the rest of /b/ seems to be porn
More green text?
>>681684467
yeah give us somthing man
>>681684075
maybe he turned out to be gay
if any of you guys had my life you would have kill yourself long time ago. but i cant do it. i tried but im too pussy to take my life. im too 'depressed' to change it.
Just wanted to stop by and let you bros know that it'll all work out in the end. I know things probably seem awful right now, but nobody knows what the future holds. This loneliness and heartbreak, it just makes the inevitable change in our fortunes all the sweeter. Please believe that. How could we ever learn to appreciate our friends and loved ones if we'd never known life without them? Dont feel down about how things are right now, instead think about how wonderful all of those unknowns could be. I know it's hard, but please believe me when I say that life gets better anons, don't give up yet.
>>681681059
I got a couple reasons that i'll stick around, but for the most part this shit is foul.
>>681684075
closer to pussy than i am.
>>681684848
This is a 4chan feels thread, if you are ever going to find people as fucked up as you are, then this is the place. What's your story?
>>681685442
Well his sister was right. That was a stupid fucking idea pushing someone into joining army.
>>681684075
>Implying he's not either her boyfriend or a professional esthetician.
>>681683808
More like
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xPk2YKNFDXI
>>681686448
Does depression run in the family? Or maybe it's something I can be more prone to.
I'm usually a happy enough guy. At least at work/with friends I can put the mask on of a normal, well adjusted happy person, keen to impress at work and hang out whenever anyone is free.
But I come home and I feel alone, even though my whole family are there. If I really needed, I could get on the phone to friends and meet up that day.
But I haven't had a gf in about 7 years. The girl I'm currently interested in, I've asked her out. She's in a complicated mess with her ex so she's said that she needs to deal with that. But it's easy for me to think that was just an excuse to not hurt my feelings. I invite her out to various things and occasionally she will come out. But 90% of the time, I just get no replies at all from her. No texts or anything for weeks. And it kills me. I hear about others hooking up, finding dates, and I can't. I'm not focusing on her. I'm trying tinder, I'm trying to be more outgoing, but I seem to be that nice guy.
I'm already 27. Women I date are going to want kids. I don't want to be that support network for a girls ambition to have kids. I want to take my gf on an adventure. Holidays, snuggles, all that shit.
I just want to be loved.
This still fucks me up.
>>681687570
Any mental illness can run in the family. Several run in mine, and I managed to hit the jackpot. First step in overcoming them is to accept them. After that, it's possible to get it to a manageable level. It won't be easy, but it's possible.
My current situation
>start college with a few friends
>alot of shit happened earlier in my life which has left me a little... sociopathic?
>barley felt anything at this point, hadn't for a while
>meet a girl in my biology class
>get talking
>become friends
>shes beautiful, funny amazing etc
> find out she's not interested in a relationship and tbh neither was i so we just stayed friends
>cut to 7 months later
>the more time I spent with this girl the more my feelings started to come back
>for the first time in a while i felt happy and my anger issues were under control
>tmw I've fallen in love
>she confided in me about her having anorexia and bulimia and i have helped her start to overcome it
>she also told me about her abusive ex and I've helped her with that too
>one day at a party I blurt out how I feel and she says she loves me too and we kiss
>best moment of my life
>she becomes my GF
>....4 months later
>she's not the same person
>shes makes fun of me and flirts with other guys in front of me
>she doesn't help me with any aspect of my life and even refuses to touch me in public which makes me look like a needy bellend
>shes recently told me that all of the stuff i helped her with has gone and she's back to how she used to be
>whenever I confront her she plays the victim
>my anger is back and more severe, I popped a knuckle punching a wall today when she told all of her friends a secret that I confided in her and asked her not to share
>im constantly miserable but i can't leave her i'm still in love and im positive if i do then her eating disorder will get worse and shes already so close to being hospitalised
>worst part about all of this?
>I fell in love with this girl because she made me feel again, but right now i would give anything to go back to being numb
>Be me 18
>Be on friend's 18th birthday party
>Be drunk start to talk with her best friend
>She's qt and have similar interests as I have
>Get number from her
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>Ask her out one day
>She agree
>fuckyeah.png
>After several dates we are couple
>One day, she wanna to talk
>"I think i see you more as friend not bf"
>Die inside, it's castration
how fucked up am I?
five months and fourteen days... And still not a day without trying to picture the three wounds... I'll never know if you felt anything...
>>681689234
You're not in love, you have an unhealthy dependency to a girl who does not have your best interest at heart at all. There is no way this will end well so you best break it off.
>>681689234
Anon you need to leave the bitch. She'll only make your life worse and if her eating disorder kills her, you can't blame yourself.
The only way to stop it getting worse is to leave her.
>>681689028
My brother has depression. I've always been the "got my shit together" of the family. Worked hard through school and uni. Got a job at a really good firm and working hard there. Seemingly sociable enough with friends.
Compared to most people, my life is good. But the lack of women is entirely crippling to me. To hear about so many people getting with people, finding the one, heck even marriage. And i'm just nowhere near anything.
I have little in my life to be sad/depressed about, but I drive to work and hope that some twat crashes into me. Just to break up that daily grind. Maybe even get some sympathy from others for once, rather than always being the good friend that supports everyone else. Why the fuck do I have to be the one that does everything!?
I'm a woman who previously had a crazy sex drive and suddenly I'm not interested in sex at all. I used to masturbate every morning and have sex with my boyfriend every evening, now I feel sick at the idea and I never feel horny. It's been a month since I've felt like this. I feel like boyfriend is really suffering from a lot of stress from his ex and job, and I feel horrible for not comforting him with sex.
This morning he snapped "what's the point in having a girlfriend if we don't have sex?" I just apologized and told him I'm just turned off right now and I'll go to the doctors. He then realised that he was shouting and apologized but started hitting his head against a wall and screaming.
Last week he took scissors and scratched his wrists and I feel like this strange behaviour might be more than I bargained for. We've been together 5 months, and it's been a fantastic relationship where we talk about our problems, listen to music together and find each other very attractive.I want to believe th7s is a blip in the road and we can work through it.
Is it reasonable for a man to act like this after not having sex for 26days?
His ex had bpd and I'd never say it to him but he's very vulnerable from his past abuse, he's very chill and normie 99% of the time but there remains a 1%. I can tell by his behaviour that he's really unhappy with his job too and I think the stress really brings out the worst of him.
But I do think maybe it's a cycle , his unhappiness causes him to be hyper sensitive which is causing me to feel less comfortable and lose my libido.
all the fucking normies in this thread. back to r9k for me.
>>681689945
Not having sex, sure that's annoying. But taking scissors to his wrists? Banging his head against a wall?
He needs real help femanon. You can't take the blame for that kind of extreme behaviour.
>be me
>an arrogant asshole tells me I'm shit at swordfighting and I have no right to call myself a master
>challenge him to a duel to avenge my honor
>tfw stabbed
was not a good day
>>681689945
Sounds like you're in a pretty shit relationship and you need to break it off. His behavior definitely isn't reasonable.
>>681689480
Why? What happened?
>>681689480
This looks like a girl I was at school with years ago
>>681689783
Your life doesn't have to be in shambles for depression to hit you. Some of the times when my life has been going great, I've been miserable. Don't compare yourself to others. Figure out who you are and work on it. If no gf is what you are depressed about then work on that.
>>681692063
Ah, where was that ?
>>681691890
She was hanging at a bar, drinking, she got shot
>>681681873
> pic related
>>681681059
>be me
>23
>Nevada
>have gf
>workout
>mom has cancer
>dad is sick with health problems
>going for IT associates but starting to look like it is a shit degree
>best friend is "red pilled" spends free time drinking and watching trump videos.
>3 close friends stop talking to me and blow me off after I've always been there for them
>gf is going to cali for 3 days with a friend
>says they will have some drinks. She doesn't handle liqueur well and I'm worried she'll fuck some dude possibly
>off SSRI after 4 years and it's tough as shit mental atm. Feel like I'm a jitter bug who annoys people possibly
>At least every other day thibk about suicide
>>681692532
If only it was that easy. I work where there are basically no women. I go swim and there's no way of speaking to women. I don't like clubs and have no "wing men" for pubs.
I work friends that are girls could also think about becoming girlfriends. Its the way I'd prefer to date. Impossible it seems.
I'm 30, fat kissless virgin, diagnosed dysthymia, shit job, suck at Uni, my degree is at stake, but I'll fight.
I don't know how or whit what, but I'll fight. I don't have a choice.
I don't know how this even fits there, but I definitely have "the feels" right now. I don't see where my path is leading, or if I'll even make it at all, but I'll go it.
>>681693073
It won't be easy. It will be hard, maybe the hardest thing you've ever done. But it will be worth it.
>>681681059
Got this one just for you, mein fuhrer!
>>681692623
that's how terrorist attack works
deal with it.
Thinking about going back on anti depressants. Haven't touched them since I was 19/20. 23 now and life is genuinely starting to look up but I can feel myself starting to ruin it.
It feels like this big shadow and the more light there is on be the bigger it is there behind me. I don't know if that makes any sense or if its a good idea to get back on them.
>>681692623
Why would someone shoot her?
>>681692084
Lol wtf
>Who else /LosingIt/ here?
>>681682872
Sometimes I feel like I could use some time in a padded room. Like right now, my meds wore off 6 hours before my next dose for some reason and I am becoming manic.
Good thing I don't have anywhere to be, last time I drove during a manic episode the needle on the speedometer went past horizontal on the right side
>>681693720
they didn't shoot "her", she wasn't a person to them, she was just another "example". Or whatever... Long story short, because terrorism. our great countries sell weapons, send bombs, their countries send ideas and bullet... and some people are in the wrong place at the wrong time.
Things are going really well for me recently
Full time job
Lost weight, actually approaching becoming somewhat slim now.
Quitting drugs.
Actually have a date coming up with a girl from work. Legit 8/10. Chicks beautiful.
Now for some reason all I can think about is how I'm going to fuck it up. I'm expecting it of myself. I can feel myself slipping as I realize things are going good. I'm not sure if I should go back on anti depressants. Been off them 3 years now because I fucking hated them, but maybe they'll deal with my paranoia. The only thing going wrong is my expectation of myself to fuck things up again.
>>681687936
Stay gold Ponyboy
>>681694205
Fuck. I feel sorry for you man.
>>68168943
she at least is being soft bro, maybe she likes another boy or doesnt feel the same as the begining
>>681694828
feeling this so hard
Is the anon her from the other day when I posted this? I want to know if he's doing okay.
>>681694828
Oh shit this is exactly what I feel.
>>681693699
Hey dubs of wisdom, just dont go with antidepressants, they are bad shit
keep yourself distracted, find what you enjoy the most and dont leave it
>>681692946
You have a girlfriend, you're in school and you're bitching about how your friends aren't there for you at your beck and call? People drift apart, it fucking happens get over it you little bitch. The only real problems you have are your parents are sick.
Harden the fuck up you pansy
>>681695113
this really hit me hard
>>681694906
Things seem to be going well, don't let that shit get to you now. Even when you are feeling good, the depression will come back eventually. I'm sure you've been through worse.
>>681694994
Well, I'm only the creep who fell in love to her nine years ago... There a poor devil who actually lived with her for years until it happened..
>>681697217
Aww man, that's hard. And uncomparably harder for the other guy.
Good thing my crush is still alive. Not that she knows about that or is anywhere within reach...
>>681695746
And that he is poor.... you retard.
>>681692946
It gets better man. Keep working at it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
Sometimes, I wish I had a magic button I could press that would instantaneously, and painlessly, wipe me out of existance.....countless times I would've mashed that fucker.
>>681699651
What's your story anon?
guys so many things happened in my life to encourage me to end it.
This is the worst tho, it only gets better - i cant at least say im not unhappy
>>681698375
hah is it just me or is this NOT what this guy wants to see right now
>married young
>get cheated on and divorced
>pretend to be alpha about it... but it killed me inside
>haven't been able to hold a relationship for more than 4 months
>treat women like cock holders
>gives0fucks.jpg
>find a girl who is stunningly smart/beautiful/funny
>stereotypical.jpg
>fall fast and fall hard
>cut all ties to the cock holders
>treat her like a princess... on my mind all the time. See a future finally
>lasts 2 months and she dumps my ass because it was going too fast
>I go back to how I was before and treat women like shit
>have 2-3 girls any given time that I'm "dating" or at least physical with
>the more women I sleep with / date ... the lonelier I become
Found out she got into a relationship a couple months ago... I died inside.
>>681701092
What's her name?
>>681700254
I feel incompetent all the time.
I feel like I have to compare myself with others.
Seeing others who are happy sickens and angers me.
I'm insecure.
Virgin at 23 (stupid reason to be humiliated, but that's what accepted in our culture; 'humiliate the virgin').
Everything else is slowly eroding away: finances, future, my health, "family".
Etc...etc..
>>681701428
Cassie
>>681701092
Sorry /b/ro
>>681687009
you don't get through airborne school and rasp without personal commitment, and that's something you can't force into someone
>>681701607
I know that feel. It's possible to get that shit in line. Focus on the things you can control. If being a virgin makes you insecure, figure out the cause and to to change it.
I want to post my story, but it is too long and i need to pre type it. Will i make it before it 404s?
My antidepressants cost about a dollar a pill. The money doesn't bother me, but the concept that I need to pay to not want to kill myself does. I feel like a fucking World Vision commercial. For the price of a cup of coffee a day you can save an underprivileged Canadian from blowing his brains out. I can't afford therapy, even working full time. There are government subsidized therapists but essentially you have to attempt suicide to qualify. And I've always been a believer in doing something right the first time. But the most frustrating part is that the pills just don't seem to do it anymore.
>>681701825
You think there is a chance of getting her back? I know how it goes, but you have to be realistic.
You retards have digested what academia has fed you, ILL preparing you for the real world.
Nobody gives dick about your greentext stories of woe.
N
O
O
N
E
Life is not that bad. Just fucking exist and make your own nirvana.
Nobody is watching or gives a shit anyhow
Get rid of your Mangina's FFS
>>681703468
This thought goes through my mind at least once a week... it used to be daily (progress right?)
I don't really have the self confidence to put myself out there anymore. I became so demoralized after she left me.
>>681703035
When's the last time you've been off of them?
>>681703989
Any kind of progress is good. Gotta get that self confidence back, set some small goals and build up.
>last summer
>dad goes to hospital for a while
>comes home, mom tells me he has a year left
>watch my mom take care of him as he rapidly got worse
>2 months later he passes
>eating disorder gets dramatically worse
>january, get in a bad wreck
>february, watch my mom take care of her own dad until he passed too
>want to kill myself every single day
>>681704163
Today, but I'm picking more up tonight. I want to get off them but I'm moving at the end of May and it's enough bullshit to deal without the added.
>>681704640
True /b/rother right here
>>681704975
You got any other coping mechanisms? You ever try exercising? There's a lot of shit that can help.
>>681687936
Same here /b/ro, I sadly can relate to this story to much.
test
>>681695922
what else can be done?
>>681695113
I fucking lost. Jesus....
>>681683579
Fuck man.. That's all I fucking need. Is a cuddle from her. But at this point, I don't know if she even cares about me anymore.
>>681704942
Sorry to hear about your dad and grandpa. Death is a part of life that you'll have to get used to.
Sounds like your issues go deeper than that.
>>681694197
Would I be helping all you crybabies by offering my sincere condolences that you're still alive?
Anyone got any good feels music to go with sitting in the dark alone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BmErRm-vApI&ab_channel=LauraD
>>681706377
Why can't you ask her?
>>681706690
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ki-fATpXa00
the greatest
>>681687290
Thats a weeb shirt
hes definitely friend-zoned
if not by her then by someone else
>>681703778
IKR ?
Pussies all around
>>681706690
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4JdqsHH4iBc
>>681705778
I do a lot of hiking. Play a metric shit tonne of music. Weed to take the edge off and help me sleep. Also very open to suggestions.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGL5SXrCFXk
I'm not giving up on any of you.
You aren't broken.
You just lost the light.
You are now in a place where you think all there is left is a dark abyss, waiting to suck you in.
You are so wrong.
You are a strong person.
You can get out.
You made it this far.
You have to push further.
You have to draw strength from the pain.
You will want to collapse most days.
You must power through.
You can't let the doubt in, not even once.
You can do it.
You.
Will.
Make it.
I'm here. And I will be, until such time as I no longer need to be.
When these threads stop showing up, only then will I cease to post this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wh-n7Y6hPk
>>681707873
I don't want to make it I just want to drink vodka all day everyday until I die.
>>681707508
Do whatever makes you feel better. I smoked a lot of weed, did a lot of running, spent as much time as I could with people ,the times when I got really bad I just did whatever I could to get my mind off it
>>681707873
>I'm not giving up on all of you.
> You are broken.
> You lost the light.
> You are now in a place where you are in a dark abyss, waiting to suck you in.
> You are a weak person.
> You cannot get out.
> You haven't gone far enough.
> You have to push further.
> You have to give in to the pain.
> You will want to collapse most days.
> You must cave in.
> There is nothing but doubt.
> You cannot do it.
> You.
> Will.
> Fail.
> I'm sorry what did you say ?.
Get over yourself
The gene pool is self correcting
>>681708099
I don't think that's true.
I think somewhere deep inside of you, there's a desire to be more.
If you don't want to see it, I can't make you. But I'm still going to try.
>>681708583
I can still find hope. I guess you've lost that ability. I'm sorry anon.
>>681708583
Jokes on the gene pool, I've already got two kids.
>>681708252
You're a good dude. I don't really talk about this shit much, it's just one of those things. I appreciate it. I'm lucky enough to have a lot of good distractions, music is going well, marijuana edibles are my super power. But some days nothing is quite enough.
>>681708938
Are
You
Bob
Ross
?
>>681708099
Shouldn't be too hard. If you couldn't drInk vodka, what else would you want to follow?
>>681709527
Nope. Just an anon who realized something had to change in his life, so that he wouldn't feel empty forever. I'm trying to help others see the light. I don't want the world to need these feels. So, I try to make a difference in any way I can.
>>681709373
No problem brother. I've been there and these threads got me through a lot of shit.
>>681710109
well cannot fault you for that
even if you are goofing on everyone
Bump
>>681710231
Deep, fucking deep man.
>>681709560
Something that would make people hate me before I die that way I wouldn't feel bad for leaving them
>>681711297
I know she'll never feel the same way, and I've accepted that. It doesn't make it hurt any less.
>>681706476
well youre right
i've always been sorta mentally ill
but i was able to deal with it and be okay, and its a spoiled brat thing to say but ive never been through any real shit outside of my head til that
>>681705807
This is so sad, but the posts are October and the article is June with a death in May.
>>681711386
I like to think that it's true. At least the last part, the thought of people going through the type of shit I did literally hurts me.
>>681711516
Sounds like you've got a lot of hatred anon. What are you angry my about?
>>681684467
you want green text heres a long ass one. HAve fun .
>>681712464
Anon plz, I don't wanna cry tonight. This week has actually been pretty great so far.
>>681711720
It happens. You'd better learn some coping mechanisms, mental illnesses can improve but they never completely go away.
Do you still have an eating disorder? I struggled with that for a long time, and there are much healthier ways to get a good body.
>>681687936
original feels thread
>>681712595
Never hurts to cry.
>>681712595
if im crying im taking u fcks with me
>>681691261
Man that's fucking rough
>>681712280
The fact I let myself become obese
The fact I have no education or training
The fact my head is so messed up I can't get into any education
The fact the one woman who will even talk to me is so far away ill never meet her
The fact that my dog is my only friend
The fact I want to end it but im too much a pussy
>>681712660
I have no clue how to cope except for wait it out.
It started developing when i was 15, but it was managable except i lost a lot of weight. I just turned 18 and ive lost control of it.
i was never trying to lose weight. i was already thin. It came out of nowhere. now im too tired to feed myself. when i do eat, i feel very sick. its hard to explain. like everything tastes like shit and i crave nothing. eating is no longer a human pleasure for me, just a chore. it's basically choosing between being hungry or being sick.
Anyone else like me?
>tfw 18 kissless virgin
>social skills are terrible even though no autism
>ugly as fuck
>stupid as fuck, i suck at school even if i try
>don't know what to do in life
>>681713500
Seems like you have at least somewhat of an understanding of your issues. That's the first step. Now you have to fix them, whatever that takes. It's not going to be easy, it's going to be hard. Really hard, you'll probably fail a few times. If you want to do something easy you can drink vodka all day. But somehow I doubt that's what you want to do.
>>681714192
Ill stick to the vodka till it takes me getting shit on track isn't worth the effort
>>681713694
Mind if I ask what problems you've been having mentally?
As for the eating disorder, you've just got to break it. If you can manage to go a few days eating normally you'll get over it. Loss of appetite can go along with depression.
>>681714009
I'm with you anon.
>>681714616
Be honest, have you ever really put forth the effort? Your best effort?
>>681714009
>>681715088
First of all, don't worry about it. Lots of people are socially awkward is high school and even through college, most of them do adjust. If your trying to get a gf, just know that any halfway decent guy can get a girl if he tries.
Learn some social skills. Watch how other people do it, copy what works. It's just like anything else, it can be learned.
>>681714784
ive thought about killing myself sense i was around 10 or 11, i started hearing voices then too
when i was 13 i had a psychotic episode that lasted around 6 months where i literally thought my parents were trying to poison me and everyone wanted to kill me, idk why i thought that at all
when i was around 14 i lost a lot of hair. it really effected me but no one was supportive of me through it
i guess im fucked up
if only recovery was that easy anon
Im a mongrel and I dont deserve love. Im lonely
>>681702644
Diff anon here.
I've only had sex once. It was on a horribly drunk one night stand and she kicked me out. That was the only "intimate" time I've ever spent with a woman
>>681706281
whoever wrote this doesn't know what depression feels like.
>Have to write a self-reflection thing as part of my coursework.
>The brief says that I should relate what I'm saying about my skills not just to what I've been doing in the course itself but also to extra-curricular activities.
>I don't take part in any
>Literally being marked down for not having a life.
>>681715609
Thanks fam
>>681715656
Damn, sounds like your fucked up. If you don't think this is gonna if away, you better accept it. Know what your problems are and try to fix them. Find some shit that helps you and do it. Life is too short to let this shit prevent you from doing what you want.
>>681706281
>I never got why people kill themselves.
>Goes on to write some bullshit logic that implies he knows best and has some kind of insight into life that nobody else has thought of.
Speaks for itself, really.
>>681715978
Why have you only had sex once? Was that the only time you tried or have you been rejected?
>>681716502
No problem, good luck!
>>681716696
I never wanted to have a one night stand. If rather have someone to love and feel for. That whole night was one mistake after another
Please vote here.
I know this is unrelated but please don't let the Taylor Swift faggots win. Please.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10023492
>>681717018
Also sorry didn't answer the other question. I've tried several times. I've been rejected 11 times only for asking for a date
>>681717018
Most people are looking for the same thing. Why are you waiting for? A girl who blows you away at first sight? When you get rapidly obsessed with a girl without knowing her it usually doesn't end well. Go out with some girls, get to know them, maybe you'll hit it off.
>>681707873
I want out of this pit of self pity. Thanks Anon.
>>681717430
Why do you think they rejected you?
>>681716542
u right tho
thanks for listening to a sad sack, anon
>>681717533
No not even. Out of all the girls I've asked out 2 were acquaintances, 1 a friend, 1 was a girl I gave a ride home from the bar (long story about how that happened) and the rest were either bk randies I asked for their numbers or back in school
>>681717979
No problem man. When shit gets bad talking it out with someone always helps, even if it's just yourself.
>>681717825
No idea. My friends that are girls say I'm good looking. I come off confident. Make decent money. Can't figure it out honestly.
>>681718358
>Shave
>Stop wearing that piercing
>Laser remove that tattoo
>Stop wearing clothes that match the color of your hair like some kind of gimmicky cartoon character.
>>681718358
Pic is outdated. I basically look the same just filled out a little in the face
>>681718628
Piercing is gone as well. Don't have a tattoo
>>681718358
I know how that goes. In my experience, if you are being consistently turned down, then you are doing something wrong. Did any of them give you a reason?
>>681718756
What's that heart thing by your eye then?
Remove it at once.
>>681718768
The friend. She said having me care about her reminded her about her ex gf (she's bi) and they got back together
>>681718916
Bad lighting from the stupid filter.
That photo was taken about a year ago. Can update if wanted.
>>681682259
"but dying's such a hassle"
*sigh*
>>681718968
Hmm. Are you overly shy? Are you overly polite and try hard not to offend them? There's a lot of shit that can be immediately offputting to many girls.
This one still haunts me.
>>681682872
this kinda just makes me feel like I'm looking at collective on iFunny
>>681681059
This is such bullshit I'm sick as fuck my grades are shit I'm tired as hell and I'm broke. Fuck me.
I'm tired of being tired
>>681719375
..goosebumps
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cGiQjZ1-9FI
>>681719334
I typically try to hold doors, and if a certain feature sticks out I'll comment on it. But other than that, I just find something we both like and let the convo roll from there
>>681718358
Try not to look like Tom Brady
>Fag
>>681719476
What's been going on?
>>681719757
Being the opposite of a fag is what brought me to the feels thread
>>681719774
Its all my fucking fault I got myself into this piece of shit mess now I have to get myself out. So basically I got lazy after spring break and now my grades show. I've had to work overtime just to make due because my stupid cunt of a cat destroyed my apartment. And now I am being threatened with eviction if I don't get my shit together by june. And this of course has not been good on my health
You ever wonder why a lot of people go on here? Well it's the anonymity sure but it's because unlike the real world here we are somewhat equal. In the real world you're pressured to interact with people, here you can just not go in a certain thread or ignore it.
You make a fool out of yourself? Doesn't matter, no one knows who you are, thread will 404 and it will all be gone.
We all play a certain role in society, and like it or not some lives are worth less than others. Most if us here are the losers, outcasts. But being on here, makes us feel like we belong somewhere.
>>681719432
This better not be what awaits me.
>>681719684
That shouldn't be an issue then. Women are just like men, they are attracted to all sorts of things. But there's a few things that typically work.
You can be polite and even a little shy, but girls don't like guys who are scared. Don't be a dick but be willing to mess with them a little bit, they like that.
You've also got to leave them wanting to know more about you. Don't tell them everything the first time you meet, give them a reason to be intrigued.
> 27
> shit retail job
> recently divorced
> I sit and know there was a lot of things I could have and should have done..
> battle thoughts everyday and keep myself occupied at shit job picking up overtime when I can.
> get home to parents lost house in divorce.
> sit and stare at my phone hoping any text or call is her. > never is.
> I know it's hard the first year or so.. I know it'll get worse with the days/weeks/months to come..
> I just want my wife back..
> I love you shannon.. I always will.. for always babe..
>>681719432
every fuckin time
>>681687936
Muh nigga.
One of my favorite books.
Lots of feels.
>>681720482
Suppose the only reasonable thing to do is keep trying. What brings you here anon?
I really need your help, guys, i am fucking scared
> be me, 18
> autismo beta idk
> have social anxiety
> can't talk to girls
> everyone thinks im gay
> a couple of months ago a girl in my class told me that she liked me
> i didn't know what do so i ignored her
> she recently got a boyfriend
> realized she is a 10/10, plays vidya and browses /b/
> realized how stupid i am
> thats the closest i have gotten to a gf
> become depressed
> eat less
> skinnyasfuck.jpg
> had to go to the doctor because of vitamin deficiency
> skip school alot, tell my friends im just sick
> play vidya, because its the only thing that makes me think of something else
> my best friends becomes addicted to weed
> i only get bad trips, so i dont smoke
> lose contact with friends
> tries to get new friends, but i can't
> long story short; now i have no friends, can't talk to girls, failing school, tried killing myself
> my sleeping schedule is fucked up, i spend 80% of my time playing vidya, losing contact with my family
> don't want to live more, can't bring my self to commit suicide, too scared to talk to a psychologist
i really need your help /b/ros, i don't want to live, but i don't want to die without ever having a girlfriend, driving a car, getting married, etc.
im not asking for attention, i am asking for help
>be me 18
>i start talking to girl that's a 10
>she likes someone else
>she isn't happy though so i swoop in
>she starts to like me but still talks and gets ride from him to work and from work to home.
>i go on a feels trip every time
>feelsbadman.jpeg
>later find out she was talking to her ex
>i show my friend and he knows the guy
>friend uses my phone to send ss of conversation to him
>it ends with that guy
>she said she loved me
>I say it back
>i shared my first kiss with her after i visited her house
>first time a girl has ever loved me
>I don't believe it all and only doubt her love
>start to believe it
>skip to 3 weeks later(last week)
>she told me she was talking to him that night
>he told her about how he loved her and how she broke his heart.
>i send something to her and she doesn't reply until she goes to bed
>that same night she tweeted "i wanted to fall asleep in his arms" killmyself.png
>i walked out of the house at 11pm to walk and came back at 2am.
>had to think about all of this. Am I going to lose her? Is it over? Why is she talking to him again?
>ask her about it next morning
>she says "it's not even like that. I was tired lmao"
>i was tired... wtf reason is that
>i say fuck it and play along
>she seems distant and tweets very specific things that could be about me but i ignore it and don't mention it
>last couple days i feel like i've lost her.
>she doesn't reply until i text her again.
>we used to text so often and now it's turning into hours
>I think i lost her even though she's saying that she loves me and still texts me in the morning saying "good morning baby"
>help i've been contemplating suicide and shit for the last couple days because this shit is fucked
>>681681059
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FRnACPDXx4A Check the upload date.
>>681720095
The stress probably hasn't been helping your health. Why do you keep slacking on your class work? I'm sure your capable of it.
>>681720553
>> sit and stare at my phone hoping any text or call is her. > never is.
God fucking.
>>681687936
suicide by cop with a empty gun only used for show. dem feels.
>>681720405
lol
just welcome the end, it's always sooner than expected, next time might be better
anyone got good advice at swift and easy suicide?
>>681720124
everyone is just as pathetic as you, they just never show you in meatspace
on here, what we really are can come out
>>681706548
I think you are confuaing me with an emo bitch. Just gotta get the psychiatrist to tweak the dosage on my antipsychotic and I will be right as rain.
>>681720749
Depression is hitting again. I'm doing well these days, but I've been off work for a while and it's getting to me a bit. It will pass, it always does. These threads have always helped me before.
>>681683579
Makes me wonder if I'll ever get this again.
Wasn't really at that point before, since she was just as emotionally unstable as I was.
>>681684467
fuckk
>>681721773
I understand that. I'm normally pretty content with life how it is. I don't mind being single, really. But sometimes.. God just pokes the feels button
>>681720905
You don't want to die, and you don't need to see a psychologist (although one might help). You've got a lot of self hatred. That shit will consume you. Where do you feel like it stems from?
>>681718358
You look so similar to me it is scary
>>681721132
waiting as well
>>681722235
I'm just so tired of not being able to do anything right. I'm never gonna be able to do anything, because I can't get myself to get a job or talk to people. I'm invited to a party this weekend, but I won't go because it will destroy me physically afterwards. I get these anxiety-attacks or something.I don't work out, I don't have a job, I can't do anything, so why should I even be alive?
>be me 19
>was a kissless virgin
>never had a gf
>go to friend's party
>start drinking
>cute girl flirting with me
>it's late. start making out.
>more drunk than I thought.
>fall asleep.
>wake up. Everyone's gone.
>Don't know who the girl was. Never got any info on her.
>Friend isn't even sure who she was.
>Now that I've had a taste, I crave intimacy.
>Go into periodic depression now.
>I need a girl to love.
>>681722513
It's an outdated pic by a year, but let's see anon. I don't actually know my biological father. So as far as a know i could have a bro
>>681703778
You seem a bit upset
> each week
> 40-50 hours at work
> 40 hours of physical training - gymnast
> 20-30 hours of online classes
> Dad died
> 6 hours of sleep a night
> "sleep"
> night terrors/sleep paralysis/intense hallucinations
> SleepProblems.jpg
I only hang out with friends on occasional holidays. I don't go out. I no longer play video games. My free time is spent doing laundry and prepping meals for the next day. It's not hard, and just having motivation to "better yourself" isn't going to make it happen. you have to fucking do something about it - every day - without rest - until your life improves.
>>681722577
Eventually, if it does turn out to be here, I'll be too pussy to even read the fucking text for like three hours
>>681694001
>Losing
Lost.
>>681723070
Pic related
Any good albums to help with the fact that the girl I love will never love me back?
I keep posting threads every so often, but I only have one album I've found that I like so far.
> be me
> bipolar
> autismo
> severe depressive episode
> try to an hero
> survive
> no longer allowed to make suicide jokes
>>681699651
Same here
>>681722812
You are able, you just aren't willing to try. I'm not talking about trying to a few days and giving up when it gets hard. I'm talking about really trying, failing and not giving up. You have to give it your best effort, this isn't something you can half ass, it has to be your honest best effort. If you can do that, you'll be fine.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=67ZTYD97vlg
>>681723328
Try Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday And Everyday Is Stupid by crywank
or Aware/Whole Again by front porch step
What one album were you talking about?
Not sure if this is my fault of not
>flashback to 7th grade summer
>confess to a girl I've been into for almost a year
>she says yes, I'm so excited, but had no phone so I could only use FB (looking back at it that was really shitty)
>only condition was that we had to keep quiet about it, I was fine at the time
>cut to the end of the summer, grandma dies and I have to move out because house got foreclosed, can't talk to her for a week cause no internet of phone
>first day of 8th grade, still riding same bus, haven't fully moved yet
>we rode same bus, I was sitting in the back when she turns around and says she though I broke up with her, I say no I didn't I had obligations and she says she fell in love with a different random guy her friend introduced to her
>I say its fine and sit back in the back, entire rest of the ride in sniffling like a bitch, I don't let others see
We got back together 2 more times and such and things basically got worse, I could share those too if anyone cares
>>681719310
My best friend died one summer after being away at college for 9 months straight. I came home, hung out with him he seemed so somber, the very next day I went with my friends to a convention. He died.
One day... I know he fucking waited for me to be home that one day. And I didn't even think anything of it. I was gone the next, and so was he.
>>681724138
You still obsessed with her?
>>681723740
Currents by Tame Impala
It was pretty alright
>>681719432
>too real
evening anons
>>681687009
Fuck off man.
>>681719432
This is so true, nothing to do versus not be you.
I'll tell you what to do.
>Finish education
>Find satisfying work even if it doesn't pay much.
>Fuck
>Lust
>Love
-In that order
>Find the person that's missing from your life.
The End.
...j/k
>Have that one rip your heart out and start all over again.
>>681689945
We don't care about you or your bf.
>>681689700
Nailed it. I don't know why but occasionally I forget there are intelligent people on here.
>>681724229
Saved. Thank you anon. I'm going to spread this.
>>681724617
Shit dude, if i didn't stop smoking, this would be fucking great to get stoned to.
>>681711297
I wish I could unread this
>>681692946
Just part of growing up man. It was rough for me when I first moved to another town for Uni because I no longer had all my family and friends all the time. You just got to be tough and know that things get better as time goes on.
im going to sleep /b/ros thanks for the thread :)
>>681723328
Bumping for myself, need more to listen to if I wanna get through the school day.
