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What's her name /b/?

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>>681631553
Right in the feels

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> tfw a hamster has a better love life than you

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>>681631238
Levine

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>>681631858
Can't be that hard for him. He's got her alone and has plenty of time

>>681630956
Why would you even want to waste so much time, effort and money to commit to another human? All that awkward shit in the beginning and then you are tied to another person. Fucking yay. The worst thing I can imagine is to live with another person without privacy.

>>681631968
That's actually really sad.

>>681632122
Care to share what happened with them?

>>681632164
I don't think you'll ever have that problem

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>>681631238
Misty

>>681631238
Chris

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>>681632164
I'm guessing you've never been in love?

>>681631238
Fang

>>681631238
I knew her only as boobs.

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>>681632265
Nothing. Never got the courage to tell her

>>681632282
That's the name of my cat lmao

>>681632570
Post picture I'll fap to it

>>681632644
You are at the wrong place, bro.

>>681632282
>>681632349
>>681632430
>>681632505
Stories?

>>681632530
I know that feel. Don't let it get to you. There's always another girl and another chance.

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>>681632282
She's here for you anon. Dont lose hope.

>>681632739
Misty from the Original Pokemon Series

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>>681632644
Seems legit.

>>681632644
You are an idiot, she did not deserve that... hot vid tought..

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>>681632838
Oh. Well if that's the case you should probably give up on that. I'm sure there's some misty-like girls in real life.

>>681631238
Alice

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Bumparoonie

> 23 years old virgin
> met a girl at work
> she has a be
> shes mad at him
> uses me to boost her ego
> finally had sex
> fall in love with her
> goes back to bf and leaves me completely destroyed

I would have actually preferred to remain a virgin.

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Anyone got any feels/stories they wanna get off their chest?

Anyone feel anything?

>>681633534
Good skills mate, now find a girl you actually like!

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>>681631968

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>>681633534
It's easy to fall for the first girl you fuck, but it's usually folly. If that's all it was then so be it, at least you fucked her. There's plenty of girls to be had.

>>681631238
Ricardo

>>681633534
Have any nudes?
>If you have any nudes send to bf via decoy account
>bitch blames you? 4chan hacked my pc/mobile
Don't have any nudes?
>Stalk the hell out of her and know her patterns. Take pics.
>Better more, infiltrate her house. Protip#1: buy small cams, wear gloves, don't leave any hair or saliva, not even a sweat
>Place cam in rooms where she get naked or get fucked
>Make sure it records the shit and keep it in a memory storage with solid encryption
Have the nudes? Good.
>Infiltrate house again remove all cams
>Send via mail (ofcoursh with a fake address) with dates and shit. Protip#2:Follow protip #1
>Send via email preferably protonmail to her with threats. Make sure to use some program so that forensic linguistics won't get you.
>Protip #3: Do this all in Tails if you choose the electronic route.
>Blackmail
>Spread the nudes to immediate circle anyways. Make sure you edit the video
>Play games with her.
Or don't do anything. It's all up to you.

>>681633549
>20yo virgin
>Rejected once
>Meet (and quickly fall for) >>681632122
>Never act on it
>She leaves probably forever
>Think about her constantly
>Lose virginity to escort
>Fuck like 10 escorts since
>Other aspects of life go downhill
>Likely joining the army soon

>>681631238
Sarah but I wouldn't want her to waste her life on me. Better I just move on with my life.

>>681634416
I actually sent nudes to her bf and he broke up with her.

Bitch deserved it.

>>681634702
Why not take the next step anon-kun? I can teach you. Also post the nudes or faggot.

>>681634517
Are you serious? You just summed up my current life. (except the escort part)

>>681634879
She said she was going to call the Police and shit so I erased them

>>681630956
Fucking Pepe lol

>>681634994
But they are on the internet right somewhere they still exist

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I'll share what's got me down lately.

>be me
>be perpetual underachiever/fuck up
>been on drugs since 14
>get out of hand in college
>lose many friends, family is disappointed
>OD'd twice and was arrested twice
>somehow I graduate
>realize that I need to get my shit together
>manage to get a really good job
>I work there for 2 years
>first time in my life that I feel like I belong at a workplace
>meet girl of my dreams at that job
>start dating
>feel better about myself than I have in a long time
>one day I get called into the bosses office
>apparently my status has been under review for 2 years because of my criminal record
>I'm going to have to be on leave until decision
>gf breaks up with me, she didn't know about my history
>parents are acting like I've somehow let them down again
>that was 6 months ago, decision still not made

Trust me dudes. Not being in a relationship, you're not missing out on anything. I've been in tons and they all suck, so don't worry.

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< 21 > Yeah she was a huge whore. Today I will be leaking all her nude videos cause I love you guys. http://s000.tinyupload.com/index.php?file_id=00183735076971786813 Do note that I will remove it in a few minutes so & before it's removed.

>>681635185
Oh yes I actually postes them here a few months agosto, luckily, maybe somebody saved them.

>>681634517
>>681634940
The fear of rejection is a powerful thing. If you want to get over it, you've got to keep putting yourself out there. You will be rejected sometimes, but you will learn to deal with it,

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>>681635331
Sure

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>>681635331

>>681634994
>>681634702
>Buy ketamine, or if you have chemistry knowledge make one
>Obtain small hypodermic needle
>Ask for a meeting, preferably somewhere crowded
>Stealthily inject her with that shit
>You have a car? Put her in there, backseat.
Before doing all of this, prepare a room or any decrepit secluded structures will do. Items needed:
>Gloves
>Detergent
>A big container (UUUU)
>Chair
>Ropes
>Torch
>Food/Water supply that would last for 2 weeks max
>A black hood to cover her head
>Water bucket
>Plank
>Scalpel
>Plastic wrapers
Is she in the base?
>Take vids for the glory of /b/, making sure you remove any metadata and disposing the device.
>Take pics too.
>If any incriminating evidence is in vid edit it out
Torture her
>Sleep deprivation
>Waterboarding
>Sensory Overloading
>Drug Her
>Prolonged stress positions
Do this until food/water supply runs out.
>She will tell the authorities if released.
>Kill her methodically, make sure to cut her slowly with the scalpel.
>If you want a quick death, just stab her carotid artery right by the neck area
>Store in container
>Oh I forgot. You have to cut up the body.
>Put in another big container with bleach to dissolve proteins
>Secure the base and let the chemistry do it for you.
>Bury bones in separate locations
>Dispose of the blood first. Sewer system.
>Everybody walk the dinosaur

anyone still her

>>681633549

I don't usually participate in these threads as thinking about it makes me feel worse. But since you got me thinking about it anyway; here goes:

>be mid twenties
>granddad is taken badly ill and passes in days
>sad, but he was pretty old. Probably oldness got him
>few years later my dad is diagnosed with a hereditary form of leukemia
>same as killed my grandfather
>recommends getting checked
>me and two bro's get checked (I was middle son)
>older bro clean
>me and younger show
>older get's kid tested
>he shows
>now 33
>lost younger last year. Rip
>nephew is in and out hospital
>just waiting like a time bomb to get bad
>no point in having a kid (only thing I wanted in life)
>waiting to die but strange to know outside of "accidents" pretty much defiantly how I will die.

Side note
(don't know as I'm not a doctor but the going theory is it is linked back to my grandfather dismantling a shed with asbestos in it
>tfw that shed might have single-handedly wiped out 3 generations and by proxy my lineage

>>681635935
For the moment

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>>681631238
Dawn.

>>681630956

>being born in the 90's

>>681636152
>>681635935
No one here unless needed anon!

>>681635858
Can I just shoot her in the face ?

>>681635858
What the fuck

>>681631238
Angelica

>>681636321
Yes anon-kun. I was just being edgy and I know no one has the time to do that shit. Proving that moving on is much more better

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>>681631238
Don't do this to me you fucker.

I can't deal with these feels right now.

these threads are way funnier than ylyl threads.

>>681636487
Indeed

I was a skinny, 5/10 looking guy in college. Wasn't very popular, but I was into sports so I hung out with the popular people. I was quiet, not bc I was shy, but bc not interested. Not very lucky with girls, but there was this girl that was in love with me so much. She even had the guts to tell me in face, and laugh after that. I never gave her a proper answer. She was a solid 8/10, her lersonality totally different than mine-always cheerful, laughing and cracking jokes. I saw her cry just once, and it was because of me. The biggest mistake of my life was not dating her. Now I can't stay in a relationship for long because I realize that no girl will ever be like her. I don't know where she is now, don't have the guts to contact her

>>681631238
Judy

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>>681636097
You've got to think about it eventually.

But that's rough man. Hopefully you feel better and go enjoy life, it sounds like you should hurry.

>>681636097
http://www.d-e-f-i-n-i-t-e-l-y.com/
read this b4 you die faggot

>>681635881
These ones hit me really hard

>>681636892
Man, fuck that, I've got a dog right now that was a rut but he became a part of my life. I don't want that. I love him too much.

>>681637136
Will definitely read again, 69/420

>>681636933
>tfw when minecraft was barely popular and 4chan had comfy threads everyday
>mfw play some recently
>splash text says "Woo, /v/!"
damn youtubers and marketing.

>>681633549

>molested by father
>beaten and molested by stepfather
>no one actually explains what happened to me so i find out from a sexual education class in school
>mother is a shit parent,
>move towns every 4 years since childhood to 18 (just enough to get freinds and then leave them)
>DRUG ADDICTION
>go to killmyself older freind saves me
>start dating older freind (she turns out to be crazy as shit and still screwing her ex/husband (MORE DRUGS)
>get shitty apartment, get clean of drugs and can't deal with life
>go to my grandparents and decide to kill myself
>grandparents tell me how proud they are about how far i have come in life
>can't go through with it
>get new gf, get job
>gf had abusive ex and still has control over her
>gf gets drunk and fucks him
>no more gf
>business goes bankrupt (GAME Au)
>every entry level position prefers someone younger and cheaper
>go to UNE
>realise that i just put myself in debt so i could look up information about shit on the computer and listen to "teacher" read from over priced text books
>realise that global warming will probably kill us all in 20 years anyway and i should have just killed myself

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>>681631238
Kennedy

>>681631238
oh ffs, grow up you fucking toddlers

>>681631238
No one

>>681636892
Tears!

>>681636616
I know that feel. You aren't in love with her, you are in love with the idea of her. You've built her and what a relationship with her would be like up so much, that you are always going to be disappointed. The truth is that it probably never would have worked out.

>>681638301
Yeah, she was too perfect, would've made me feel bad and unworthy of her. She never complained about anything, always smiled, was so kind and always there to help, she always put others before her, she never spoke badly of anyone, and she never fought with anyone cause she didn't have the reason to. She was really too perfect, and she chose to love me. Some say she never had a boyfriend

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>>681637574
Ya college is a scam, but once you've got that degree you'll be glad you did it.

How long you been clean for? It can take a while for the depression to go away.

>>681636787

Spent two years coming to terms with it.

First I meditated on it. Figured it would be just like before I was born. Kept thinking of how all the pressure of life would be gone. No expectations. Just relaxing.

I was kind of ready and had almost romanticised the idea when I started thinking of simple things I could no longer enjoy.

Secondly; I tried high doses of lsd. Made me see my life for what it was in the grand scheme. How matter is never truly gone and how I can live on in memories of people who i had an impact on.

I have never been spiritual bit that is as close as I became.

Now I am just supporting my family as it falls apart around me.


I have enjoyed life. Sometimes the rug just gets pulled out from underneath you.

>>681633549
i choose to be this sad.

>seeing a girl
>she gets pregnant
>we decide to get an abortion
>we both pretty bummed about it but we have our whole life ahead of us
>we get it
>we are both bummed about it, seeing kids movies is really fucked for a few weeks
>we break up
>fast forward a few months
>with a random girl, balls feel really fucking tender after
>think i might ahve picked up an something
>go get checked it chekced out
>nope i got cancer instead
>get operation
>everyone else is having kids, making jokes about how i am "waiting it out" never realising that i can't ever have children of my own...

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Love is just a biochemical reaction in your brain. Just a fucking reaction, nothing more. If so, why can't I just stop thinking about her /b/? I though it was all right, that I got over the fact that I am just the one that can make her happy. No, I could but she didn't want ME to make her happy.
Why can't I just forget and stop thinking about her.

Fuck me

>>681638976
That's fucking stupid.
If you're a worthless piece of shit and you know it, then why wouldn't you regret past decisions if they could have made you a better human being?
There is nothing wrong with regret. Rather the opposite, not regretting obvious mistakes, is what makes you stagnant idiot.

>>681639407
Cause you're a fag?

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>>681639407
Feel you bro, but we all have to move on..

>>681639340
Fuck feels anon! Big hugs /b/ro!

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>>681639460
Nigga

>>681639407
If love is just a biochemical reaction than your mind is just a biochemical reaction.

Think about why you're in love with her, probably you'll find out it is bullshit.

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>>681638844
Trust me, no one's that perfect. We've all got our issues. Girls are more or less like guys, if she liked you then you only saw what she wanted you to see, what she thought you wanted to see.

>>681636562
I think I'm reaching that point.
Only reason I'm not like that is probably my girlfriend.
The only person that is actually coping with me although some times I think she doesn't.

>>681639493
There's things I wish I could take back. If I could do it all over again, I would do it entirely differently. But regret is pointless. Life is far too unpredictable to regret anything, for all I know this was the best case scenario. I have no idea where other paths could have lead me, but I know where this one did and I'm alright with it.

>>681639823
Then she was a great actor for four full years. She was like that to everyone, not just me, and I would never have guessed that she liked me if she didn't tell me herself. Literally noone could say ONE bad thing about her, except she was a little chubby. I forgot to mention, we were friends and we went to same class

>>681639932
this hit me close too. i'm growing to be so hollow feeling. my "depression" for lack of a better cliche word has done something to me when it comes to wanting more. the scary thing is i'm starting to like it. im starting to like being alone.

>>681638976
my sister had a kid and i got named the Godfather... so i picked my shit up
i am clean as a fucking whistle, no drugs in 3 years.
i dont drink, dont self harm, eat healthy, regular excercise, read lots
the worst thing i do i smoke cigarettes and i have cut down both in number and strength of what i smoke
even went and tried to get "help" ended with the psyc having to go into therapy afterwards

i need to be a good male role model so i cant just kill myself
but goddam if i don't think about it all the time

>>681640354
i feel like you hafta give yourself obligations to keep yourself.

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>>681639040
I feel you man, that's why I like coming to these threads. Despite all my efforts, shit still gets bad sometimes, and it helps get me through.

LSD is an amazing drug though. It helped me get my shit together, and it seem to have helped a lot of others.

>>681640109
That's stupid.
Regret is not about wallowing in self-pity, it's about learning from past mistakes.
Not regretting anything means repeating the same mistakes because you aree not even able to identify them as mistakes.

>>681631238
Erin

>>681640111
Checked

>>681640193
Even at times when I go out to hang out with some "friends" after a short time I just feel that I want to return home. Be alone with my music.

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>>681640448
^^^

>>681640595
Sasha is that you?

Hey bros, sorry to hear about your troubles. I just wanted to stop by and let you know that it gets better. Really. Even if it might not seem like it now I promise that it'll all work out in the end. Maybe you're like me, maybe the girl you thought you'd spend the rest of your life with fucking destroyed you. Who's to say that better things and better girls aren't around the corner? That goes for anything. Good things are on the way, I promise. Please just hang in there bros.

>>681640680
made me chuckle.

I am so scared I won't get accepted to the med school. So so scared. I didn't get in last year. Why do I suck so much, why can't I just study harder. I am such a good for nothing.

>>681640731
I keep hearing the same thing for the last 14 years.
No fuck it lets say 11 years because until you finish school you're an immature fuck.

Life is like a roller coaster. You have the good times and the bad times.
But what happens when most of this ride is shitty and going only down.

Dude this hits me hard, reminds me of my story

>Be 4 year old me parents divorced
>Start preschool in South Africa
>Have ADD and be a spastic kid
>Meet friend named Jesse he is spastic too
>Get along with him really well and start having sleepovers every weekend
>Basically become family call his mom aunty
>Few years pass now 7 years old still hang out every weekend
>Find out were moving to New Zealand
>Be excited until I realize I will not see him again
>End up visiting dad in SA at the end of every year
>Get dad to drive me halfway across the country so I can see him (he moved)
>When I am there we give eachother presents and have time of our lives
>Both 15 at this point I visit him again after missing a year without seeing him
>He seems different less energetic more sad
>Pretend like nothing is wrong and end up having the time of our lives
>Week is over and I'm about to get in the car to drive home
>He tells me he has a last gift for me before I leave
>It's a photo of us in a frame
>15 year old me wondering what guy gives gift like this but thankful anyway
>Few years pass couldn't visit him bc of money
>She tells me he had killed himself about a month ago
>Cry for days on end
>Realize the only friend I ever really cared about is gone forever
>Wonder why I didn't do anything to help
>Eventually learn to function knowing he's gone
>Figure out why he gave me the photo and get very attached to it
>Always look at it and feel happy that I kept this gift and didn't break it
>House next to ours catches fire and it spreads to our house
>Too busy taking care of our dogs and forget about photo
>Only thing I had left of my friend/brother is gone forever
>Have nothing left of the person that made my childhood happy
>Don't know how to live without it

Still don't know how to, I'm 23 now and cry at least once a month that the person that kept me happy through childhood ends up killing himself, and I didn't do anything about it and the only thing left of him is gone.

>>681633005
Well, we're housemates so your picture is invalid faget

>>681631238
Ploy

>>681640751
>I grabbed it for the times I don't reply to others posts.
multitasking.bmp

>>681640871
At least you're aware of it.
Seriously though: See if you're accepted one more time, if not, switch your course of studies to something more realistic.
Med school isn't everything. Some people just aren't cut out for it. And don't expect it to get any easier even if you manage to get accepted. Being accepted just means you have taken the first step on a road of hard work for years to come.

>>681640981
Forgot to give context as to who 'she' is

'She' is his mum who was calling me

>>681640561
Everyone's different, but for me regret didn't help at all. Trust me, I know what things in my past were mistakes, but it took letting go of them to stop making them.

>>681640448

It has helped me more than any advice from friends and family. If humanity doesn't start studying it they are fools. It can help so many people.

thanks for listening /bro

>>681640981
Damn anon... I feel sorry for you, /b/ro

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>>681640680
I wish. Even seeing the picture gets me exited about it.

>>681640981
Big hugs /b/ro, at least you're in NZ now! Saffa Kiwi Bro welcome.

>>681641780
Thanks reminded me to take a timtam!

>>681631238
Sara. She broke up with me yesterday morning due to an ongoing struggle with some personal demons. In the year-and-a-half that we had a relationship, she helped me cope with my depression tremendously and thanks to her I'm now medication-free. I think I owe my life to her.

But you know what? I'm not going to sit down and lament this loss. I have spent most of my life alone and I just need to get used to it again, that's all. We had an absolutely beautiful relationship and I'm happy I got to spend this time with her.
Now it's time to work on my education and start a career as the Netherlands' finest piano technician. Quality me-time.

I know what it's like to be lonely, and it's hell. But you can cope, guys. If there's no one else, there's no one to stand in your way to greatness. Go be awesome, you can do it.

>>681636640
ouch my feels

>>681640981
Always tough bro. You can't help but wonder what you could have done, but at this point there's nothing to do.

I doubt he would have cared about the photo, he'd probably just be happy that you still care about him.

Jesus, these threads are fucking pathetic.

>>681642580
It's nice to see you again

>>681635536
You mean vodka?

>>681642320
Glad to hear that you are being optimistic. No shame in being sad though, sometimes you have to let it out before you can really move on.

>>681642414
>>681641715
>>681642042

Thanks /b/ros that's the first time I've explained the story to anyone, it's hard

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>>681631238
Sera. God those 3 years sucked.

>>681642721
Pretty much any drug will do the trick.

But really it's just a learned thing. Once you've made it through something enough, it stops being frightening.

>>681642872
Oh, I am sad. Fuck, I'm really sad. That's a year and a half gone. Being sad isn't going to get me back out there though, it's not going to get me a job that's becoming increasingly rare in this cesspit of a country. Being determined will. Optimism, even if false, is a stronger drive than sadness will ever be.

... And hell, perhaps she'll beat those demons and discover she doesn't want to let the relation go to waste. Also good!

anyone still here

>>681643030
No problem brother. It always helps to talk things through, even if it is just with strangers on be Internet.

>>681643030
No probs /b/ro have you got friends here? Are you north or south island based?

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>>681637860
that's the real kicker

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>>681631238
Olivia

>>681633549
>be me
>be 6 years old
>love buzz lightyear
>new toy came out
>wanted it really badly
>beg my mom to take me to go get it even though it was really late
>we go
>soexcited.jpg
>after getting the toy we leave the store
>suddenly my mom screams in pain and I'm sent to the floor
>my mom had been stabbed and robbed
>he last words
"Run son, run away"
If it wasn't for me she would still be here.

>>681631238
Sierra. She got me through my senior year of HS, all of college, OCS, and all now 3 years as a Marine. She told me she didn't see us romantically anymore and now I feel like I'm worthless. I've cried 4 times in the past week about it and I feel absolute shitty, I'm a fucking Marine I shouldnt be allowed to cry but I am, it hurts so fucking bad knowing she doesn't want me anymore

>>681643534
I have a big circle of friends now, but I never get very close to any of them because if anything like it happens again I won't be able to take it.
Anf i'm North Island based

>>681643279
Good luck man! Don't ever lose that attitude.

>meet girl online
>text for about a month
>decide to meet up in person
>even prettier than i had imagined
>live 100+ miles away from each other
>spends 3 days at my house
>sex
>seeing each other every 3,4 weeks for the next 5+ months
>day before christmas
>can't do this anymore anon
>she gets back with her ex
>3 months pass without any form of contact
>slowly start texting again
>a month a go
>a lot of "ive missed you in my life anon" texts
>occasionally get those texts every now and then
what gives?

>>681643713
Wowsers are you the new Batman? I've always wanted to meat Batman!

>short version, life is barely worth living
>start working out, forcing myself to be social
>i'm an autist in conversation
>holy shit, people actually like me anyway
>getting attention from girls despite coming across as cold
>think i remind them or their fathers
>get close to one girl in particular. shy but kind, beautiful, blonde, etc
>hard to believe life is going this well. everything is on track
>start shitting blood
>crohn's
>can't bring myself to explain why i am able to meet her anymore
>gradually stop talking
>all gains gone. lose 15kg, look ragged as fuck
>friends all lost interest
>spent the last 6 months stuck in my room apart from hospital appointments
>will probably end up with a bag soon

Would trade it for cancer any day. Give me a few years of actual life please.

>>681643815
Sweet, all good that's what feels threads are for I suppose. Thought I'd check I'm SI based.

>>681643784
Sorry to hear that man. I know things seem bleak, but they will get better.

>>681643963
You make her feel good about herself and he makes her feel like a dirty little worthless whore. Opposites attract.

>>681644215
I know, thanks /b/ro, it hurts so much, this is the hardest thing I've ever done

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>>681631238
Cheri


She was cheating on me we have a daughter now she has a new family it's been 5 years and I tell myself I'm over it but deep down inside I know I'm dead I haven't been able to be in a relationship since then.

>>681644377
Nice dubs and 1337!

People change you'll find someone better I'm sure of this for some reason. Just be you and help where you can.

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>>681631553
This actually hit me very hard. I wish I had a dog.

>see qt grill on a bus
>think about wanting to have a gf
>think about myself as a bf
>tfw you wouldn't date yourself if you were a girl

>>681644337
is that the case?

>>681643963
Could be a lot of thing. But either way she still has feeling for you, even if thu aren't romantic. Maybe see if she wants to meet and talk sometime?

>>681644630
nah, she told me that her ex is "the guy she wants to be with her whole life"
no point in meeting up or anything

>>681637574
>realise that i just put myself in debt so i could look up information about shit on the computer and listen to "teacher" read from over priced text books

Yeah, thats basically college.

>>681644598
I have no idea, I've been dumped a couple of times for being too nice. Total laugh as half of them have asked for me back in the past and I always upgraded until recently.

>>681631968
oh ffs , that nigger cant respond cuz hes in jail currently

>>681643973
Nah my shitty dad is still here, not Batman yet

>>681645068
i have too, but never have i been "use" as a rebound

>>681644026
Damn, I wish you luck my brother.

You may not be able to do anything about your disease, but how you view your life is always up to you.

>>681630956

>be me
>live in a small country town
>big group of friends cause everyone knows everyone else and everyone hangs out with everyone else
>there is ten of us who went to preschool, primary school and highschool together
>we pretty much do everything together, we go to church together (we aren't religious, but its what we grew up with), go to movies with eachother, we are always hanging out together, rain hail or shine, at our "hangout spot" "old soccer frield with undercover area
>one of our group gets cancer, she doesn't make it
>her boyfriend kills himself a week later
>a few months later one of the guys od's
>his little brother gets drunk and dies in a "car accident" a few weeks later
>our friend in the car dies as well
>substitute teacher goes through home room roll call (we were all in the same home room because we would always just go to the same home room regardless) teacher asks for their names each fucking time. my best freind sends a table through the window and attacks the sub telling him to shut up, gets suspended
>he can't cope, so he kills himself
>his family moves away from the area
>i was dating his sister
>she overdosed just before graduation
>live in a shitty apartment with one of the other guys from the group
>we never liked eachother before but now...
>we barely talk, its like we are waiting to see who dies next
>one of the other guys from town kills himself (not from our group)
>we meet up with the last of our group after the funeral and go to our old "hangout"
>invite the girl to live with us
>she is like a fucking zombie
>we all kinda just exist, everyone in town looks at us with pity, talks in hushed voices
>we barely even sleep in our own rooms anymore, we just sleep together in each others beds, hoping to god we don't wake up to find one of the others dead.
>sometimes we go to our old "hangout spot" and just cry
>we weren't even that close before. now i panic when i wake up and can't find them.
>

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>>681644587
Why don't you like yourself anon?

>>681645361
I've been the rebound guy a few times it's great, you secretly know it's not going to last so you just fuck and date! It's great. Fell a little in love with a few.

>>681645681
yeah, well, it sucks cause we both fell in love with each other

>>681633242
I've seen this so many times but I can't help but aways watch it.

>>681636892
Why did I read this right now...blubbering at work

>>681645525
it's not that I hate myself, I just don't think I have anything to offer in a relationship.

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>>681631238
claire

>>681645425
thanks, man. it's hard when most of the things i value in life are out of reach but i'm keeping on going. suicide not an option because i couldn't do that to my parents, and who knows, maybe things will improve soon. if they do, i'm going to make the most of it.

>>681646152
I totally could have done with a high velocity feels warning. But this is /b/, love, hurt, cry, spew, sometimes in the same thread!

>>681635209
Just hang in there bro. She obviously didn't love you, if she did she wouldn't have cared about your past. And i hope you don't get fired for the stupid shit you've done.

>>681645466
Shit, that's got to be rough. There were 12 of us who went from preschool through high school together, so I know how close you can be with them.

If things are that bad, maybe you need to get out of there. Get away from it all. Negative thinking can be contagious, especially in situations like that.

>>681639407
Because that's part of the reaction anon.
The reaction is that you will care about even if she doesn't care about you.

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anyone got some music?
i want to feel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RScZrvTebeA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4oInT79CUk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAA3KF-VBac

>>681646191
I don't believe that. Everyone's got something to offer, something that they are good at.

>>681636267
Being born in the 20s but raised as a 90s kid

>>681632422
Yeah. Negatively of course. I wish I was asexual.

My story is simple but I'd like to share it with you my friends. I'm diagnosed with depression since my 10 years, when my parents divorced and they put each other's guilt on me. I'm just living for join my country's army then hopefully die as a sort of hero when I met her. She is not so smart, so beautiful or so perfect but she was the first person ever asking me if I was ok. I felt in love almost instantly with her, I even decided to go to university for her and for granting her the best life she could have. I live for her.. Or at least I lived for her. She is no more the same person as before, she don't care anymore about me even if we are still together. She just keep saying that we miss something. My depression has returned to hit so fucking hard, I'm refusing to go to university, to hang out, I knew I'm just stopping her from what she really want. I just want to die, let her free and let her live an happy life that she plenty deserves. I love her and even if I had to return to not to live I hope she would live the better life ever. It's so hard leaving someone you really live for cause you can't anymore give him what he really want. Sorry for wasting your time, it was just a way to feel a little better

>>681646734

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFGvmrJ5rjM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yO25aBGP-BQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v8TlgTYWOn8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g_KIJGCqZz8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XM_hIwvI7uU

Pretty sure I got the last one from a feels thread some years back

>>681636521
Oh s**t

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>>681646553
Thanks. I know I'll be alright either way, but that job meant a lot to me, even though I pretend it didn't.

Also, having my past fucked me over like that brought back a lot of old feelings that I thought I'd gotten over.

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>>681633005

>>681639340
just kill yourself and go see your baby in heaven
t. religious fags

>>681631238
Desire(e)

>>681647298
this is a feels thread, gather round and warm yourself through knowledge that you aren't alone in suffering, This is 4chan the shitty corner of the internet that suffering rejects like us congregate and mumble away to express our pain to others. no need to apologise

>be me
>meet this hot n sweet af grill on a bday
>get to hang with her
>become real good friends with her within no time
>eventually start dating with her
>get into a relationship together
>do lots of things together, like travelling, going out and so on
>after more than a year find out on your own that she has been cheating on you for like a month already, doing shit like fucking and dating, even seeing nudes
>name the guy to her, and she lies to you that he's "just a friend"
>eventually confront her with it, and break up
>now still in pain and having alcohol as a good friend
>also trying to find another girl with who you could have all the fun again, yet not finding her
>down most of the days because you're lonely, and having the feeling that you'll never find somebody else again

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>>681647006
What happend?

The way I see it, even when it ends terribly, there's something to be said for falling in love. You saw something in someone that you thought would solve all your problems, something that have you hope. Something that you might be able to find again if you keep trying.

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>>681647717

>>681643784
lol what a whiny fag

you stayed with her that long, of course she got bored. you should have moved on first, too bad you didnt have someone tell you that staying with a girl from high school is 99.99% doomed to fail

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>>681644026
fuck man

>>681635881
story? fake? what? why dad bad guy?

>>681631968
>being this autistic

>>681645285
kek

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fNy5umFAnDo

>>681636521
fug.

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>>681630956

>>681647298
It's not a waste of time, that's what the threads for.

It'a hard, but you can manage your depression. If need be, you can get over her. People change, you both probably have, and that's part of life. If things work out with her, then great. If not, then sometimes it's for the best.

browsing this thread while having a gf makes me feel good, thx guys

>>681631858
Just look at his eyes, poor guy have to live with her 24/7, in the same 30x30cms cage, poor guy cant even go to work and watch some bitches, dont fool yourself bros, this guy is dead inside

>>681648182
Sorry to hear that she was cheating on you bro. There are plenty of girls out there, I'm sure you'll find a better one if you keep the faith.

>>681632224
It happens.
My Dad died when I was 15. I spent the first few days calling his mobile hoping he would pick up.

>>681649117
browsing through this thread secretly hoping you don't find pics of her on any of the other boards

>>681648398
I don't know if there even is a story behind it. But I think a lot of people can relate to it. My dads a great guy, and I often feel bad about not responding to him or not spending enough time with him.

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>>681649445
I met a search and rescue person in Ozzy once that had found a body in a car and the phone has texts and it was ringing.... they had to tell them they're sorry but they've found a body.

>>681649411
Yeah I know, and I'm trying to find somebody else y'know, but yeah.. sometimes it's just hard to keep faith man..

>be me
>gets dui
>go though bs
>gets license back tomorrow

What should I do first b
Is there still hope for me to get a job as a truck driver

>>681649710
I know how it goes man, I've lost it many times.

>>681649799
I know a guy who managed to get his cdl even with a duo. I'm not overly familiar with the laws, but there is definitely hope.

>>681649640
:(
Yeah. A few years after my Dad passed, my childhood bestfriend had an accidental OD on morphine and they found his body in the car 3 days later. So I can also relate to your post, 'Cause that's how his family found out.

>>681648182
you fucked up for two reasons

>become real good friends with her
and because you 'confronted her'. should have just broken up right then and there with no explanation.

she was too comfortable in the relationship, you have to keep them on their toes if you want to keep them around. it would be better if it could be how you wanted it, but thats not reality

>>681640871
I went to med school, graduated and hated being a doctor. Now i'm rudderless, living in a country where I'm not licensed to practice, and with no idea how the fuck to move forward from here.

In other words, fuck med school.

>>681650487
so in short, you're retarded?

>>681650144
I'm sorry to hear that, man... just, somebody to talk with about everything, just all the fun and good times back, that's all I want you know, but it's just... hard I guess.

>>681636970
Sweet Jesus those feels

>>681650581
No, just smart enough to coast through something that surely you're too retarded to even attempt yourself. I moved because I hated my country.

>>681650413
yeah ur right, unfortunately it isn't reality nah
sounds like you've been there too tho

>>681647298
I hope it gets better man, good luck. Also maybe abandon gf

>>681636892
As someone who recently lost his best friend (full blooded black lab) this brought tears to my eyes.

>>681650691
That's how it goes. The main thing I'm looking for is someone who I can be honest with. Sometimes I feel like most of what I say is a lie.

>>681651039
yup, only way to learn really. luckily i didnt waste that much time with her, but a few years still. she got way too comfortable in the relationship, felt secure, started talking to another random guy that gave her the tingles and i peaced out

the funny part is i eventually got her to cheat on him with me and now she still wants my D because i started ignoring her. feelsgoodman

i dont recommend it though, too easy to catch feelings for her again for most guys and you fall back in the same patterns


>>681650989
funny because i was accepted and started medical school myself before i said fuck it and left.

but if youre not retarded, why not save some money up being a doctor where you were and then move? you couldve used that and bought some small business somewhere else and lived nicely the rest of your life ?

>>681650144
Thanks that's reassuring,

>>681651352
I'm sure he was happy when he was alive. In the end that's all you can do for them.

>>681651446
Oh god I know exactly what you're talking bout.

>>681651463
well you know, we actually talked after the break up like 2 or 3 times about that cheating of her, and that was the worst thing I could do, because yeah those feelies came back again, fell for like a really really short time in the same patterns, and then got left alone again in pain, it's too easy indeed, and it's definitely one of the worst things you can do

>>681652026
live and learn man, all we can do

if you learned from it then its all good. i did for sure

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>>681652174
learned? Oh definitely?
Live? If that means like feeling like you're alive, well no I actually don't really feel like I am alive rn

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>>681631238
Elizabeth.

>>681652331
What makes you feel alive

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The time I was hurt the most, the time that made me who I am today happened when I was 18. I was chubby but not fat, and had a low self esteem that was matched only by how beta I was. One day after talking to this female friend I had I finally, after days of planning, asked her out on a date. And she said yes! I was that happiest I have ever been, however the next day she would not reply to any of my messages and the day after that she said she was having second thoughts. I was crushed. All of my friends laughed at me and berated me for even attempting to ask someone out. The thing that hurt me the most I think was the the fact that I thought that someone actually cared abut me, only for it to be swept away as quickly as it had come. I decided from then on I would let no-one close enough to hurt me like that again.

>>681652331
how long ago was the breakup? if youre still not over her, just consciously make an effort to keep her off your mind and go meet new girls. youll forget about her sooner than you think, i learned that too

>>681652454
at least someone to talk with about anything, not just the feelies or something, nah just... everything and anything you know? Because right now, it's like I can do stupid and fun shit with friends, but it's not the same shit you know.

>>681631238
Erica

>>681652659
like 6 months ago and well at least I don't think about her anymore, and it doesn't matter for me whatever she might be doing right now, so I guess I'm pretty much over her yeah. Also I'm meeting new girls, but every girl seems to just reject or friendzone or whatever, no matter what I do

>>681652624
Avoidance only goes so far. Sure you avoid the immediate pains of rejection and humiliation, but it's not worth it. Life's tough, everyone gets rejected, everyone fails. You have to keep putting yourself out there.

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I will share story of my life here too.

>born in small europoor city in casual traditional family
>I almost dont remember childhood, but I will FF to my puberty years
>not popular guy, not smart, drawing good but lack of social skill, prefer to go hiking alone or with few {2} close friends
>met girl, thought I fell in love. Kill 4 years of my life. She didnt love me and she cheated on me so we broke up
>met another girl - she was perfect. I was amazed by her beauty and she was really smart and pure but she was not into me because I was not popular underground artist/architect or similar type guy
>my parents died, I was totally broken. I had nothing - girl, house, future.
>get rest of money I had and started to go UNI so I lived on college
>shared my thoughts and secrets with girl I liked. I was friendzoned hard and she was still into underground guy
>my grandparents died
>year by year - she thought we are very good friends and we should date - so we started

should I continue? its story about me - living sad and alone life, getting everything I should ever want and then loosing it again in even greater depression and misery.

>>681652790
Having that one person you can really open up to dose make a big difference, I use to have a couple of them in my life but just like everything else they kind of fade away.
Now I just open up to anybody I feel comfortable with, but not just anyone because people like to hurt people

>>681636562
This....
I thought i was going insane but slowly this is becoming my life
>lost my gf (we were engaged)
>lost my house
>lost my job
>lost all my friends
The only people i interact with are the people on B/
And it saddens me knowing b/will never be my real friends something i extremely want but dont have the energy nor the motivation to go out and meet some