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Pre-emptive bump

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>>681629182
Thanks Makoto.

No one around that needs help? Anonymous?

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>>681629038
Good morning! I haven't seen you in a while!! Things okay?~

>>681629038
I´ll bite:

girlfriend broke up with me some weeks ago because I was too clingy and jealous. I wasn´t going well before and I thought I could fix it by just investing a lot in too the relationship. Needless to say it was too much and she didn´t feel like seeing me anymore. I got a bit into stalker mode and she blocked my phone number.
Some days ago we talked and I told her I understood the nature of her frustration and that I´m gonna work to get myself back.

But I still want her so bad, every morning I wake up and its just too much. I smoke copious amounts of weed and shitpost all day just to stop thinking about her.
She said we are not getting back together anytime soon so what do?

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>>681629261
Just been sick. No big deal. Love never dies, after all.

>>681629038
Why do people still spam bananas?
They were literally never funny or clever.

>captcha: click 3 banana pics
>fuck

i hear voices but don't want to tell my doctor
am i nuts or what?

Hi uh I have a weird relationship. People have talked shit about it and it rubbed me the wrong way. I was unhappy with it for a while, my whole relationship that is. But we recently worked out some problems and I've been happier, but it's nagging at me at the back of my head that maybe things were as fixed as I thought and I might just be subconsciously denying that things are still not that great.

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>>681629344
Question: what you you think a psychologist actually does?

Hint: it's not relationship advice.

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>>681629344
The first thing you should do is stop smoking weed; that's not aiding you in any way, and is probably making you worse by temporarily forcing you to relax (which inhibits your ability to relax normally).

Have you been to a doctor yet?

>>681629384
To annoy you. Welcome to /b/.

>>681629450
First, tell your doctor dummy! They are there to help!

Second, how often, what kind of voices, and what do they say?

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I have no idea what to get my boyfriend for his 29th birthday! He is perfect and I love him! Help!

Hi

>>681629038
How to feel self worth? I criticize myself almost all the time and if I'm not doing that, I'm idly thinking about killing myself.

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>>681629038
Welcome back bad person that does good things!

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>>681629477
Yeah, that's more of a life coach. People don't seem to get that...

Relationships aren't my area of expertise either.
>>681629473
That's not enough information to go on; what is weird about it?

>>681629526
Deepthroat.

>>681629528
>p
Hey!

>>681629504
But it annoys nobody. Everybody ignores them, scrolls along, nobody cares even slightly...

Do newfriends not know this?

>>681629038
I find motivation in knowing I'm doing better in life and earning more money than the girl who broke my heart. We were together for four years and cut it off without any warning. It was a perfect relationship. Rarely argued, hung out a lot. Not sure what happened. I'm still depressed about it but am finding comfort in knowing I'm doing better than her. I want to become so successful she'd wish she never left me. Is this normal?

>>681629477
at least half of psychological stress is caused by relationships with other people so pls stop shitposting

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>>681629551
How to "feel" self worth? It isn't an emotion. But my question is: why do you consider yourself worthless? What are your critiques? What does your doctor say?

>>681629553
Good to be back <4

>>681629610
You are the newfriend; you just complained!

>>681629638
It clearly wasn't perfect if she cut it off man; abandon that fairy tale interpretation of your relationship.

And while not abnormal, it's still dangerous; live for you, not to beat her.

>>681629672
Not even close!

>>681629585
Oh fuck it, it's a 3 way relationship. I've known you too long, I should you don't give a damn as to turn away someone that wants help.

>>681629038
Is it sick to fantasize about my gf being raped?
I mean I don't want that to happen in real life, but its just the fantasy that turns me on.

>>681629610
Youre here complaining about it aren't you? Bannafags stick with banana because it is truely fucking retarded autistic bullshit that no one finds humorous outside of shallow stupid office stuffing type of people. Who ever created it is either a trolling genius or needs to be exterminated immediately

I'm lazy and unmotivated as fuck. I could work, but am to lazy to make money, even though I have bills rapidly approaching I won't be able to pay for if I don't work. All I want to do is lay around all day and play video games.

I have these ideas as to what I want to do with my life, but those ideas change every week. I've had this same problem since forever. How the fuck can I just concentrate on one thing? How can I get motivated?

>>681629504
Yeah I went to see if I could get a doctor´s reference to see a shrink but the doctor I used to have retired and I had too see this fat girl who was really annoying and wouldnt just give me the reference, so I decided to not continue this.
should I?
There are some other motivational problems in my life that I can´t seem to work out by myself.

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Hi psychologist anon, I'm just kind of a desensitized person and feel a bit broken. How do i fix?

>>681629735
Well it was perfect other than that really. And now all she does is complain about being single and I tell her that was her fault

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>>681629735
Yeah, haven't seen those threads in a while, took some time to relaxe?

>>681629735
You're a terrible psychologist, considering i never complained. I asked a question about strange behaviour, and you refuse to answer.

I hoped this might've been a "mild chuckle" kinda thread, but this is just sad

>>681629735
why not even close, explain pls

>>681629735
I'm fat, but I'm working out. It's one of the few times I don't think negatively about myself, probably because I'm too busy thinking about what I'm doing.
I'm ugly, can't really change that too much.
All my friends are gone and the one friend that's still nearby is too busy with his girlfriend to hangout with me so I'm lonely all the time.
I recently turned 28 and I'm still single, I've never been in a serious relationship. It makes me feel like there's something terribly wrong with me but I can't see it. Even fat ugly people date. And it's not like I have super high standards where I won't date a girl because she's only a 9.9/10. I just feel like a ghost that nobody can see. It also doesn't help that I work night shift now so my chances of meet anybody new is slim to none.

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>>681629797
*scratches her head* Are all three parts equally satisfied and happy with the arrangement?

>>681629853
It's not on me to add a value judgement to such a thing Anonymous, but it is definitely bad if it progresses. Have you talked to her about this?

>>681629877
Well, you may have ADHD. Have you considered seeing a doctor?

>>681629882
Yyyyyyyyyes. Go and demand a reference, and if she doesn't give you one, find a new doctor.

YOU hire THEM, Anonymous.

>>681629884
Tell me more. That's not enough for me to do anything with.

>>681629905
Wait, you still talk to her even as you try to beat her?

>>681629934
Got sick. Felt too disassociated to be competent to help people.

>>681629947
No, that's clearly a complaint; people don't note things for no reason Anonymous.

>>681630005
Most stress is internal not external; it's self driven. So no, not relationships. That's just where most people complain.

>>681629038
Well, I've been suicidal the last couple of months, but i don't know if I should do something about it, i don't feel need to get out off bed, and actually go to school.

>>681630069
>Have you talked to her about this?
No, and I don't plain to honeslty.

I've been meaning to start NoFap but I'm just a fucking weak faggot. I've been fapping everyday 85% of the time for the last 5 months. Help. I think I might have depression too.

>>681629038
i feel like i'm dead inside, my motivation in life in gone long ago, what should i do?

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Mmh...
This reminds me that "Fortune telling thread" ran by Reimu.

Though I want to ask a thing, is being emotionless in stressful situation/days a thing that you can get from childhood experiences?

>>681629038
What is your area of expertise and what are some topics you are currently interested in?

>>681630069

You don't even understand the definition of "complaint"

Sage goes in all fields.

>>681629038
Fuck off Chishop, you giant fucking cocklord.

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>>681630055
None of that explained anything about self worth; people who are fat and ugly can still have self worth. It's about valuing your own life and your own experiences, not about how OTHERS interpret you.

It doesn't seem like you have a lack of self worth, it sounds like you have a lack of self esteem.

>>681630095
You SHOULD do something about it. Seek medical attention NOW.

>>681630136
Then just don't make your fantasy a reality.

>>681630189
Okay. First, masturbation is perfectly normal and healthy, and not doing it can cause prostate cancer.

Second, tell me more about the depression.

>>681630225
Reimu is a friend of mine.

Tell me more about the emotionless.

>>681630216
Tell me more; have you been to a doctor?

>>681630235
neuropsychopharmacology!

...usually people ask more drug or medication questions.

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>>681629038
Here we go...
At night before i go to sleep i set goals for the next day. (You know, "from now on.." (go to the gym, work on school,...)
But when i wake up my motivation is just gone, this causes low self-esteem and it makes my family and friends think im a lazy fucker.
Is there any explanation why this is happening, or how should i keep myself motivated?
(English is not my native language, sorry.)

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>>681630281
Who?

>>681630314
You've got it backwards; motivation comes from DOING, not from some ethereal pool.

Force yourself to do the first item on the list; that will help you knock down all of them, by giving you motivation for the next, etc etc.

>>681630069
We all seem to have the same problems. We want to spend more time together, but it feels like when I do spend time with them, I find myself bored, slightly annoyed, or just not really having a fun time in general. So I spent less time with them which made me feel distant, which in term made me feel not involved in the relationship. But it hurts too much trying to break it off. Which is why I'm worried I might be deluding myself into believing things are getting better.

But of an annoying situation, ain't It?

>>681630069
We talk yes as we don't hate each other. We've been friends since we were in the 3rd grade. Although friend, I also see her as a rival who must be below me.

Explain my sexuality towards sneakers plz

>>681630301
>>681630216
I feel healthy physicaly, so no

>>681629038
What should I ask about ?

>>681630069
No, I haven't seen a doctor about potential ADHD. A lot of people my age have already decided wtf they wanna do with their life, but not me. I mean, I always come back to the same shit.

For instance:

One week I'll want to Work on YouTube.
Next week an author.
Next week I'll want to work on my website.

I'll be motivated for each one for like a week, and then rinse and repeat. Always going over the same 3 fucking things, never really sticking with one. I know consistency is the key, but goddamn I can't stick with one thing long enough.

>>681630301
Fapguy. I've been gaining the weights that I've lost in these 5 months. I'm too lazy to start doing anything. I mean it's not just masturbating, but I think I might have a porn addiction. I also always go back to this sick fetish of mine watching mom son porns. Fuck, I'm sick.

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>>681630405
Sounds like you all need to talk it out man.

>>681630417
That sounds like a pretty messed up relationship. You need to let go of that anger and grudge Anonymous.

>>681630447
....do you think doctors only deal in the physical? Being dead inside IS A PHYSICAL SYMPTOM actually; mood is physical, it occurs due to neurotransmitters in the brain.

Seek medical attention Anonymous! You have anhedonia!

>>681630467
Anything you like. Just not my sex life please.

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Oh boy alice returns, /b/ is alive again.

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>>681630511
Ah, so YOU are the reason those are so popular!

>>681630505
That sounds a lot like adult ADHD to me dude; see a doctor.

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>>681630467
About anything that ails you, or just random things.

>>681630531
Now I'm curious about your sex life ._.

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>>681630562
I'm n-not that important.

>>681630607
Doesn't exist! Next question!

>>681630069
>>681629884
I'm sorry i don't know how to explain it, feels like i'm just missing a few pieces, don't know where to go to look for em. Thank you~

>>681630606
Well how are you?

>>681630301
Are you practicing at the moment (y/n will do)

And for cases or major depression and anxiety do you tend to prescribe or recommend pingers straight off the bat or do you try find other solutions before mucking with body chemistry?

Personally I'm suffering from both those things and I feel like my current specialist wrote out a perciption day 1 and I am quite against taking mind altering drugs of any form

>>681630574
Psychiatrist anon, help :(

>>681630397
Thanks!
I'm happy there are still nice people in this world.

>>681630531
thanks for your help

>>681630639
We can have sex if you want, I'm kidding, I'm asexual. Nevada linked this to me yesterday and I was wondering what you thought about it
http://www.latimes.com/local/lanow/la-me-ln-couple-killed-san-jose-20160426-story.html

>>681630574
What do doctors usually do for adult ADHD?

>>681630531
Well the biggest issue is that I'm aware that I have a problem. And there's nothing I can do about it other than just keep breathing

I have too much to talk about via text. But the short of it is i fucking loathe myself and see no future with anything, and ive become this gross nihilistic mess who works around the clock just to distract myself. Should i get an actual psychologist?

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>>681630301
It isn't something that bad, I mean, I got used to it so I just go on with my day and it goes away when I can relax a bit.
The thing is that I feel kind of lost in the void, like, I don't know what to do or what to think and I pass my day mindlessly.

Reimu is a friend of yours?
I always asked myself, do you like live near each other or is something else?

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>>681630655
I'm actually pretty happy, it seems like some random deity accepted my request to get a good mark in electronics.

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>>681630648
Have you been to a doctor? Sounds like you may have some form of PTSD or mood blunting, maybe anhedonia?

>>681630706
N
I'm a psychologist, not a psychiatrist; I cannot prescribe. However, current evidence for major depression is SSRI's and SNRI's are most effective, and for anxiety, beta blockers are very effective.

Therapy and group can help, but medication is FAR more effective. Why are you against mind altering drugs? Do you refuse to eat sugar of any kind? Protein? The myriad of food items that contain psychoactive chemicals?

Everything alters your mind Anonymous; why do you think a class of medications designed to help is any worse than the food you eat?

>>681630713
I'm a psychologist. And it sounds like you need to make a schedule and stick to it, to regain your motivation.

>>681630301
Poor choice of words then, whatever. I still feel like I'd be better off dead and any joy I feel is fleeting. I've struggled a lot through life and it feels like every time I take a step in the right direction something brings me right back to the same place I was. The setting might be different but the shit is the same. I end up alone and feeling nothing but sadness or anger, or nothing.

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>>681630639
[spoiler]b-but your important for me.[/spoiler]

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>>681630639
How long has it been?

>>681630869
i need help from that deity then

>>681630869
Oh are you in school for electronics

>>681630531
Heh, ain't that just the ideal answer? It's not so much the fact we won't talk it out, so much as its my own insecurity saying that I'm just fooling myself.

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>>681630762
My pleasure.

>>681630766
Who is Nevada?

>>681630771
Adderall.

>>681630827
Sure there is. Go to a doctor.

>>681630854
YES. Or any doctor really.

>>681630866
I have a chat room we hang in.

That sounds like disassociation then; still doctor worthy.

>>681630921
Your login still works. anekihou.se/chat

>>681630899
So why not seek medical attention?

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>>681630639
Seems like something occurred.

Can depression be fought with sheer will power?

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>>681629038
I have a court date today. In less than 4 hours. It's supposed to be the finale over the 2 years of nothing happening as the other side can't gather any evidence. Since I didn't do anything.

Over the past two years I've been getting increasingly stressed to the point of the stress reflecting in my real life (I've been excreting blood. A lot of blood. I rarely sleep, and I've been having nightmares every nights for 2 years. I've gained about 30 pounds.).

The stress is literally killing me. What should I best do to prepare for the trials and tribulation ahead of me?

I've considered killing myself already, yes.

... Also Alice is mai waifu.

>>681631043
Uhh that girl from your chat, she posted in our threads before Kermit swooped her away.

>>681631043
But isn't adder all fucking horrible for you? Idk if I'd wanna be sucked into that shit.

>>681630886
Nah i've never been to a doctor, about this at least, it's more of a quality of life problem then any kind of emergency.

>>681631043
I go to metal health, but don't take any meds, I refuse to cure sadness unless I'm suicidal, which I'm not

I have no willpower. My life is going slowly downhill and I'm really doing bare minimum to slow it down. Up all night, sleep all day, hardly leave house.
When I really need to get shit done I try hard at being better for maybe a week at most, then I'm done with it.
Moved so many times, only friend I had here moved elsewhere recently, so now my closest friends are all online.
I want a girl I can be close with, someone I can tell what i'm thinking instead of sugarcoating and filtering everything I say to everyone, im at the point where I just don't like talking to anyone I know.
All I dream about in my sleep is sad shit about people I used to know and how I wish things turned out.
There's one chick i've been chatting to online rn, she hooked up with her best friend and i went full beta support mode. She says she doesn't open up to alot of people so she mostly just listens to my shit, its pretty nice but makes me think shes gonna get sick of hearing it from me.

I don't really have a question, just wanted to tell this. Any suggestions b?

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>>681631028
Wait, so you know it's just you, psyching yourself out, and you can't unpsych yourself out?

Let me ask you this: Truly, are you happy with this?

>>681631110
It can be held at bay, but it cannot be cured, no. And it will break you eventually.

>>681631143
What? Don't kill yourself! Baka!

I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry you have to go through all that. But it's almost over; just hang in there! I'm cheering you on Anonymous, so don't give up!

>>681629038
I hear voices in my head and i really wanna follow around, rape and cut women

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>>681630921
YOU STILL OWE ME A COMIC CON MEET UP YOU FUCKER!

>>681630886
>Why are you against mind altering drugs

I do understand the effect of diet on mental well being, I feel as though they are more of a crutch without helping address the issue. And maybe the stigma that comes with medication puts me off aswell

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>>681631167
N-no? Why the fuck would you think that?

>>681631175
....that's what general practitioners are there for. Quality of life. I didn't say "hospital", so I'm not sure why you said "emergency".

>>681631197
It's not sadness, it's depression. They are VERY different.

>>681631270
Seek medical attention immedietely.

>>681631327
.....twisted wreckage?

>>681630854
>>681631043
But dont a lot of psychologists not do much other than diversion tactics rather than actually help solve the problem? (Aside from you, of course)

Im just worried my problems are just like anybody else's and that im supposed to be sucking it up instead of immediately wanting help like some incompetent child.

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>>681631012
Yes but i kind of regret choosing the school that i'm currently in.
It's not like i despise what i'm doing right now or something like that but i'm struggling a little at the moment because i'm really bad in math, really i can't complete even the easiest of things, and unfortunately math is highly required.
How are you doing btw?

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>>681631043
I don't really think that I need a doctor, I've been confident with myself since long ago.
No depression, no life motivation problems, everything is pretty normal.
I just have these days sometimes when I lose myself in my empty mind.

>>681631382
Still not medicating until I desire a gun to my head

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So uh.. this might sound stupid but I want to ask sense you are actually giving out good advice. What is a conscience? Do other people actually have guiding voice that tells them right or wrong?

>>681631382
I know people sell and buy adderall. I've seen people on it and they literally act like meth heads.

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>>681631327
Yeah, well it's gonna have to be Tokyo this time. I'm going in September.

>>681629038
Fellow psychologist here. How the fuck do we get a job apart from volunteering on /b/?

How do you deal with erotic transference?

>>681631401
You should just drop out then

>>681629038
so psychologist, i have general anxiety, came from a single panic attack i had 2 years ago, since that day i'm afraid to do everything, i was smoking a lot of weed hash at that period, and was making 50 miles a day to go work 5/7 days x week, had a bad accident the year before that panic attack, i smashed a little van on a wall at 60 mph, hopefully i just broke my shoulder, so since that panic attack i can't go out anymore, whit friends, at pubs, even in the supermarket i fell unconfortable and fell the urge to run out any place i go, i keep working every day but now i'm 1 mile from work cuz driving is a problem, i don't take anything (like benzos or so) stop smoking and drinking... wat do?

>>681631043
I haven't been to a doctor in over ten years. Haven't really felt the need to. Travel time between work and home doesn't make for a lot of free time as well. I'm also not very keen on going to a doctor who will take a glance and then prescribe a pill that has a dozen different side effects. I was also on prozac when I was 12, don't remember it doing much for me.

>>681631382
and get locked up in a psych ward? No thanks

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>>681631359
The stigma? No one has to know but you Anonymous. That's dumb; this is your health we are talking about.

Would you refuse to put on a cast for a broken leg? It's just a different kind of crutch, after all.

>>681631430
Yeah, that's disassociation, which can, if untreated, progress to schizophrenia.

But hey, it's your life.

>>681631495
That's stupid. But hey, it's your life.

>>681631508
Because they snort it? So don't do that?

>>681631506
Well. That's more of an abstraction, a convenient way to describe it. I don't have a voice, but I still feel right from wrong. It's probably a learned response to social mores.

Does that make sense?

>>681631529
I got a job programming for a big financial firm! Double major is where it is at.

>>681631589
That's....not at all how it works, but okay.

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>>681631661
Also not how it works. Why the hell do people have such weird understandings of the medical system?

Close to time for me to go to work, so as always, send me an email at [email protected] if you need help.

>>681629038
I am doing some research...

Say you had a patient who was referred to you by friends/family. He's become distant, reclusive, depressed. Also developed a quick, uncontrollable temper/anger issue. Suspected alcohol abuser. Doesn't want to talk or open up at all during sessions...

What would you do to try to get him to open up to you? If that makes sense...

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>>681631259

I am not sure. Even if the trials are over, what's lost will never come back to me. The girl, my life that the court case ruined, my health. The time that I've spent.

I've attempted suicide numerous times already. It's surprisingly hard. I've discovered that 20 sleeping pills won't kill you, three out of three times. I am now on antidepressants, but the local law on suicidal thoughts are extremely draconian to the point where I not longer want to seek help from professionals IRL. Since it almost guarantee psych ward.

But I guess the worst part of this is that I don't know how to talk with "her", the main character in the story, again. She never meant to get the law upon me, and from what I've heard she's depressed. But I am also too hurt to reach out to her, but if I do nothing she'd be ripped away from me.

Just thinking about this is making different parts of my stomach hurt again. So I won't think too much.

Here's chocolate for your trouble, doc.

>>681631670
Like I said, I haven't been to the doctor in over 10 years. I wouldn't exactly know what the process is.

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>>681631382
Of course it's me. Who the hell else would come to YOU specifically about these kind of problems?

And no, I'm not sure if I'm really happy. I'm still completely obsessive. But I'm keeping myself distracted from it, so I don't think about it often. When I do think about it depresses me, pissed me off and stuff. You already know the whole deal, don't you? The situation at least?
>>681631525
Now that's just cheating!

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>>681631670
That makes a lot of sense OP thank you. I have a follow up now. What If I don't feel that feeling?

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>>681629038
I have been unmotivated for what it seems like a lifetime, I'm almost 32, dropped out of university because I was depressed as fuck, I lost confidence in my own intelligence because I was studying biology and sometimes I had a really bad time in making my brain function properly, it's kinda hard to explain but it seems like I have a constant fog inside my mind and whenever I need to really use my brain it gets all groggy.

I also have really low self esteem, everytime I look in the mirror I get disgusted, I'm not a hamplanet but I put on a few localised fat in my belly lately.

I have had low self esteem issues since I was little but now it's way worse, I haven't been in a relationship for almost 12 years now.

The only good thing in my life right now is I started drawing again (I quit drawing when I was a child, and I don't even remember why) but that also brings me down because I know I'm just too old to make it as an artist.

I just don't know what to do with my life, can't find a job, can't get motivation to finish university... I just draw and try not to think about anything all day.

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>>681631809
Well, I might meet up with a friend in Petaluma next year. Keep in contact and we might just end up meeting up too!

I have extreme trouble finding motivation to do stuff. I'm not necessarily bad in social situations, but I just avoid them to the best of my ability cause I usually don't enjoy them. Procrastination, too much and too little sleeping are some of the results. I'm often very tired throughout the day, but still go to sleep around 3 AM. I can't find energy for anything.

Any tips psycho anon?

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>>681631661
They used to do that in the past but luckily enough people learn from their mistakes, you're not getting locked anywhere they're just gonna help you.

>>681629038
Am i gonna an hero? I inspected my an hero site last week and completed my plan, now just need something to tip me over the edge.

>>681629038
Psychologist huh?

Ever had a person come in with a split personality that they not only could control but also actively communicated with and cooperated with?

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>>681631771
What I'd do, is I'd say "We can use this time to talk, or we can simply sit in silence. Your choice". And then do it.

Usually, within three sessions, they start to talk.

>>681631809
Ah. It's almost time for me to go to work, so maybe you should email me or come to my chat or add me on steam. I'd be happy to discuss this in length with you, Aniki.

>>681631856
Then come back and we'll work on it more.

>>681631777
*hugs tightly* You can always move forward, Anonymous. Just don't give up, okay?

Alright guys, it's time for me to get to work.
I'll be back on at 8PM

If you need me for any reason, email me at [email protected]

With love,
Alice

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>>681631670
Wew
This really scares me now.
I don't really know though since it happens only once every 4-5 months.

ALLLLL DA LEEAVES ARE BROOOOWN AND THE SKYS AREE GRRRREEEY I'VE BEEN ON A WAAAAALK ON A WIIIINTERRRRRZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

>>681631887
YOU FAGGOT I FOUND THE ANON YOU'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR WHEN YOU LEAVE THE THREAD

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>>681631887
What's that?

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>>681632009
No, because split personalities don't exist; the human brain doesn't work like that.

*vanishes*

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>>681632009
She has and we call her Flandre
>>681632017
Can I e-mail you? I have something I need to get off my chest (no homo)

>>681631947

Not here in BC, Canada! If you are a threat to yourself or others - and that includes suicide - you are forced into a psych ward for at least 48 hours, as long as two doctors that check up on you after the police that detained you under section 20-something forcibly drag you to a hospital.

Which taught me to never ever tell anyone else IRL that I am suicidal ever again. Even closest friends, I have to be very, very careful about it. They might "do it for my best interest" and hurt me instead.

The world is a horrible place.

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>>681632017
Come back when? Ive got time to kill.

>>681629038
I have manic depressive bi-polar disorder. I've had my world shattered and put back together more times than I'd like to mention. How do I deal with the crippling reality that I can never truely know whats real and what isn't. My entire reality is dictated by what people tell me is or isn't. I don't know how to deal with that.

god this thread is such a faggot fest, go suck a dick you pretentious dumb fucks

>>681629038
I've started hurting animals and think I'll move on to people soon. Probably the homeless. I don't think anything you will say will help but hey give it a crack.

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>>681632179
She said IN THAT VERY MESSAGE she'd be back at 8

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>>681632051
I only leave threads when they 404
>>681632073
Fuck if I know

>>681632174
*2 doctors in the hospital says "Yep, this patient is suicidal."

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>>681631777
noice tripes

>>681632186
lol m8 get on them meds, if they don't work, try some others, they'll eventually put you on some shit that makes you so fucking zombified you don't give a fuck. and that's good right?

>>681632017
Research guy here. Want to go into further detail... email ok?

>>681632017
I am the bi-Cucklar, pls respoduru most based op.

>>681629038
I'll try to stick to the short version, but here we go. When I was 13 my best friend was diagnosed with a very serious cancer. Every other friend he had vanished when they found out, and I was the only one left. I wasn't about to walk away too, so I made sure I was always there for him. Now, 8 years later, and when he was finally starting to have a normal life again, he was re-diagnosed.

I can only see it in hindsight, but when he was first diagnosed I realize that I put my own life on hold in order to always be there for him. So for about 7 1/2 years I had one (close) friend. I didn't date, I didn't go to parties, I made sure I was there. I've always said that if I had to I would do it again, and since life is so unceasingly merciless now I get to. But the thing that's eating me up lately is that I can't help but feel selfish for some of the reasons for being upset this time.

Don't get me wrong, I had to take a week off work and skip out on classes when I heard the news, and because of the news (directly and indirectly) I know I'm failing 3 of the 4 classes I signed up for this semester, and really I love him like a brother, but this time beyond feeling horrible for him, I also felt bad for myself. I can't even begin to try and compare fighting cancer to being friends with someone who is fighting cancer, and I'm more than a little ashamed that in the wake of him going back to the begging to something we thought he had beaten I'm sitting here thinking "Am I going to have to be single for another 8 years?".

Do you have any advice or insight about this? Truthfully, I know my actions are my own and I think it's a lot more important that he has someone there for him than me getting laid, but I'm lonely more than anything else. I've never been good at sharing what I feel, and I would certainly never tell him or my parents about this.

>>681632322
don't believe a fucking thing this douchebag cunt says

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>>681632242
Why are you laughing?

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>>681632245
look how unobservant I am lol..

>>681629038
Alright fuck it.

I got my own house, good money I'm in shape all the good shit right? Every time I date a girl after a while they always say "I'm too good for them" or some shit and they break up with me I don't get it. I have everything these chicks could want.

>>681632379
How so?

>>681632287
I have the medication I need and I don't take it for that exact reason. Ontop of the fact that they make me feel like I'm someone else. I fucking hate everything they've tried to give me and I'm not about to live my life in the ward until they get it right.

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>>681632174
Wow, is that a real thing? I'm truly sorry i knew nothing about this.

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>>681632249
Lol what the heck I didn't saw you replying to anon that you've always searching. Anonymous doesn't knew me so I didn't talk to anon too much

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>>681632384
Because i found your response about split personalities very entertaining, duh.

>>681632516
I wish it was fake and it was all in my head and a horrible nightmare instead of about two weeks of my life.That's not too bad - I met people that's been in there for 14 years, and some dude that just cried the entire time and had nurses strap him down and send him to solitary room.

I pretended the whole time. I smiled the whole time. It was at least not hell, and as long as it's not hell itself I can pretend.

Because I was suicidal, not /crazy/.

>>681629038
Ever thought about fucking one of your patients?

>>681632515
eh, i kinda just tried to accept the fact that they kinda helped and left it at that. I'm addicted to other shit though so blurgh, i dig though, everything they give you is pretty damn fuckin shit..

>>681629038
are you legit?

Is imagining about this perfect imaginary girl that I'd totally wife and making up this whole backstory for her life and for our future (how we met, etc) healty?

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Hi :3

>>681631393
Bumping

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Ok everyone the psychologist is already leave please come back later.

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>>681632775
Not doc, just been depressed for a while and dealing with enough stress to cause problems.

Is it hurting you in any ways? Are you doing less in life because of it? Will you never marry or date anyone unless they fit your image of perfection? Will you shape someone into your image?

If you answered no to all three, you are perfectly fine. Fantasy and dream keeps the hope up, and keeps you alive, instead of a dead walking husk.

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>>681632620
-stare-
>>681632660
I'm serious though, there is another person from her chat with a split personality. One moment she's really cutesy/childlike and stuff and the next moment she's the smartest person I've ever talked to and I can't even keep up with her in out conversations v.v
>>681632806
I wanna do my hair like that

>>681632491
Are you an uggo? Small peepee?

>>681632966
Notice that my stress is making me unable to count. All four, not three.

I need to fuck off and prep for court in 3 hours.

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>>681632968
O jea,thats nice :3

I also lik her hairstile . But tbh, i like girls like pic related more :3

>>681632981
Nah I can get a hookup at a bar pretty easily not socially awkward or anything good group of friends pretty good sized dick too some girls think it's big

R u gay Holmes

>>681631901
hey m80.
you have got like 50-60 years left. 4 years of intense drawing would make you a very very good artist.
by intense i mean 20-30 hours of drawing per week, combined with a critical mind (chances are you already have that being 30 years old.) visit /ic/ sticky if you haven't already, get a lot of art books and videos from cgpeers and you got something going.
of course you can stay the way you are now and get worse for the remaining of your life too.
starting to workout too would not only give you body confidence but free happy-hormons and confidence in putting yourself on the line.

>>681632966
>>681633072
No, thank you anon. Hope you're doing fine.

>>681633177
wow

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>>681633177
Why do you like those kinds of girls?

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>>681632968
Wait, are you referring to the actual character or to someone else?

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>>681633072
count backwards from 10 if you still feel stressed increase by 10. and keep doing that till you fell a little less anxious. the game of court is gonna be all about appearances based on what your post said. I suggest you do your best to get and remain calm. and just go with the flow man itll be okay.
>your in my prayers

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>>681632715
>be 26 next weekend
>be neet
>living with mother and 2 cats
>getting driving license soon.. probably. if i don't fail.
>no friends
>no gf
>i know i'll never have a girl i'd love as much as she was a little sister to me
>people despise me
>be the useless one of the family
>avoid family meetings
>i just want to get a job in my profession
>do my 8-10 hours
>get enough money to afford a decent solo crib
>enough to have free weekends and go hiking somewhere /out/
>alone
>i don't want to have people around me
>i don't want to have family
>i don't want children
>people despise me for this
>feel ashamed

wat do?

I feel lost. Like i have no purpose.
Dont really know what to do with my life, probably changing majors for more a more successful slave life.( from dietetics to comp sci)

No friends, closeted bi, virgin at 20.. feel like im wasting my youth. Had a hard time growing up with an alcoholic father and a drama queen mother, that now has a type of blood cancer.
To top it all off im a manlet and already receding

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>>681633345
Somepony else

-sips-

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>>681633291
>>681633323

I dunno. I think they look cute and more... Interesting and appealing than normal people.

>>681633285
I'd hate to dash your hope, so I'd not get your hope up if I were you.

But thanks. Remember: Dreams and hopes are fine. Just fine. I hope you will find someone that you will be satisfied with, and have a happy life with said girl.

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What weapons should I use to shoot a large crowd of people

How do I find a good psychologist? All the ones in my area I can find online tend to have very heavy Christian ideals, and I'm not the biggest fan.

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>>681633498
Please don't group link me

>>681633521
Negev and drum mag rpk

>>681633498
out of all the hentai I've watched over the years
>a surprisingly high amount for a guy who doesn't watch anime
I've never seen that kind before.

>>681633437
focus on single things bro, get your license, focus on getting a job and money, focus on increasing said money, expanding social groups and finding ladies. Getting out there and living, doing, working, being, is the only way to get somewhere. No matter what age, it isn't to late to start.

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>>681633490
Of course, seems like there are a lot of /b/ users that are using Touhou characters as their avatars.

>>681633358

I will try that .Years of depression and being hurt by other people has prepared me for this moment. Hopefully I can pretend to myself and everyone around me that I am sane, cool and collected, and not a sorry sobbing mess instead.

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>>681633552
Sorry wrong reply>>681633700

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>>681633633
Okay, sorry wont happen again :3

>>681629038

I started dating this girl about a year ago. Then 6 months ago, I moved to a different state and we do the long distance thing. I come back on a long vacation, planned on staying with her a bunch while I'm back in town. My first night back we go to a party, she gets a little fucked up and starts cutting herself at the party. We break up (she broke up with me) and then several days later she wants to get back together. what do?

>>681633817
Hey thanks

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>>681633817

Too late. Ow.

Stop stealing (?) ideas for other people.

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>>681633734
Alice forced Hata no Kokoro on me. I don't even like loli moe characters. I wonder if she forced Flan on that other anon
>>681633835
What if that bloodied person was your mother?

Why do I have urge to kill?

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>>681633777
If that's what it takes for you to make it past this. then let nothing stand in your way.

>>681633951


my apologies

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>>681633835
Triple h you silly bitch, stop killing cute anime girls with you're sledgehammer.

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>>681633958
Thats a good question

I think i cannot answer that. I guess i would be angry first and then seek revence for the sick fuck who did that.

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>>681633958
Then why are you doing it if you don't want to?

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>>681633958
Lol hata is not a loli but yer right she is a moe.


but damn we have two alice but different personality

How do i get of my addiction yo financial domination? It's ruining my life... Also i'm too lazy to do anything wat do?

>>681634362
What would you do to them?
>>681634539
I like to give things a chance
>>681634592
.....tell me who you are

>>681634326
he's just burying some "young talent"

>>681634814
Best post

>>681634792
>.....tell me who you are

A depressed engineering student from reality.

How do I get benzos prescribed for my anxiety without directly asking for them?

>>681635033

Fuck reality. Let's go, Gensokyo!

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>>681634792
>what would you do to them

Same thing they did to my mother :3 just in a way more gruesome way.

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>>681635033
Reality is boring that's why people invented movies and videogames, you aren't alone -hug-

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>>681635241
You would seriously enjoy hurting other people?

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>>681635107
I'm going to hunt merry and renko first so I can enter gensokyo in my dreams

>>681635269
Please >>681632378

>>681635241
How can you enjoy those pics without being a psychopath?

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>>681629038
I am very scared of getting tested for cancer today.

I am scared it is going to hurt very badly.

Can I have a hug?

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>>681632378
Even if you asked for someone else. I wish to voice my opinion on the situation. You are a saint for sticking with him for so long, you have gone above and beyond what anyone else wanted to do. You devoted very precious years of your life to him. Which no doubt in my mind he appreciates. But sometimes your own life has to come before other people. Failing classes can lead to a detrimental shift in life. A bad one. Sometimes you have to put yourself first man. I know your don't want to be selfish, but you already proved you're not. You need to work on you before you can work on others. My advice might not be what you want, but its what I have to give.
>Praise the sun.

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< 47 > Yeah she was a huge whore. Today I will be leaking all her nude videos cause I love you guys. http://s000.tinyupload.com/index.php?file_id=00183735076971786813 Do note that I will remove it in a few minutes so & before it's removed.

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>>681635436
Holy fuck I don't wanna read all that

And I'm not the OP

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>>681636037
fuck off and die.

Best way to kill myself besides streaming?

Why do I enjoy the thought of slaughtering a teenage girl?

Do you know what the hell is wrong with me? I don't care about everything but at the same time everything bugs me. I feel depressed even if there is nothing to get depressed about. I feel sad everytime i am alone even if there's no reason to be sad. I think of dying because i think there is no point in living, but i think there's also no reason to die either. Is this a psychological illness or just a teenage phase?

>>681635439
I am.

How do I get registered you raging fgt

>>681636460
That makes sense, you don't sound like a bad pal tho

I missed you

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>>681636398
>Best way to kill myself besides streaming?
Be a hero join army and save others.

An anon posted a chan for this two weeks ago you dumb niggers. He is a real psychiatrist and created a site to help out plebs like you guys here's the link. http://shrinkchan.simdif.com

>>681630189
>been fapping everyday 85% of the time
nobody can fap for 20 hours a day

>>681629038
alright doc.

i now only go to sleep when im bored not because im tired, sleeping pills dont really help anymore either.

i never feel hungry i only eat like 3-5 meals a week.

nothing really makes me feel happy and the sense of euphoria i get from mdma and xanax just annoys me. i think the idea of feeling good annoys me.

i have no trouble getting girls but at the same time i dont really want to meet new people ive gone on a few dates and just had to tell the girls that i dont think im ready for a relationship or that id probably just bring them down or something because i feel like id just be disappointing more people when i kill myself.

im just hanging around and fucking one of my exes. she asked me if i was interested in getting back together and i just avoided answering the question with a joke, im sure she got that.

ive never cared for my parents, brothers or friends. i dont really feel like they have any impact on my life.

i have no motivation to do anything. i dont enjoy anything and i dont have any goals. id just like to have a lot of money, not have to work and just do coke til my heart blows up.