>>681427528
No thanks

Whatever, if you are too weak to keep yourself alive, you are too weak for anything at all. Survival of the fittest nigger.

>>681427696
I completely agree. I'm no longer in the correct state of mind, body or soul to keep fighting.

>>681427793
Before you go listen to some logic (the rapper) all i got to say. It's your life do what u want

You selfish faggot, if you can't think of anyone or anything to live for then maybe we're better off without you.

On topic: What piece are you going to do the honors with?

You do realize by purchasing a firearm, you are adding yourself to a statistic that liberals use to show gun violence.

This ruins it for all of us

>>681427966
Wrong. The selfish people are the one's who think I should keep enduring this pain I've been fighting for the past 10+ years and keep acting like I'm happy, further hating myself even more daily.

The gun of choice is a toss up. I'm going to go to my local Cabellas and look at used firearms, and get something reasonable, with full metal jacket rounds for maximum potential.

>>681428369
Yet, I'll be dead...so why should I give two fucks?

>>681427932
specifically the album "under pressure"

>>681428379
>get something reasonable
Why? you need to save money for something? on a side note, post some credit card info, you won't need it anymore.

>>681427932
>>681428669

I've listened to Logic before, not sure which mixtape it was, but the song "5 AM" was on it. He's solid.

>>681428379
Wtf, u dont need fmj if ur shooting urself in the head. For maximum potential, u want the bullet to break inside ur body, or in this case ur skull. Fmj will just go through u. For maximum potential, use hollow point if it's legal in ur area

>>681428719
Because I get paid on Friday and my paycheck isn't exactly going to be huge. I also want to buy a decent amount of Cocaine.

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Why kill yourself when you can just fuck everything and live your life? You obviously don't give a shit and have nothing to lose, so just go wild with it. Nothing is worse than nonexistence. Don't waste your only life anon.

>>681428379
You have an opportunity nearly no one gets: to live life without fear of dying. You can do all kinds of crazy shit people wish they could but are too afraid of doing.

>>681428939
Hollow point will break at contact with the skull, therefor a lot of the shards will stop at the skull. FMJ will make sure it's a clean cut through the brain.

>>681427528
Hey, OP. Try to contact me from the other side if you can. Good luck on killing yourself.

stream it

>>681429150
Which will creates a larger are of damage. I'd say ur brain being shredded to pulp is a higher potential than a small hole being made through your skull

go murder whoever is causing you pain and then off yourself

>>681429015
I've attempted this. Damn near every single woman I've hit up(while drunk mind you) is clearly not interested in me...the few that have "bit the bait" just don't interest me enough to pursue.

Stream it

>>681429464
Pursue? Fuck and run, homie.

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OP, stop what you're doing and think about it. Is this really how you want it to end? And why now? Surely, it will get better OP. Please don't do it. You have more than you think to live for.

>>681429130
Not motivated to leave my apartment except to buy alcohol.
>>681429180
I'll try.
>>681429355
No. It will be in the news though
.>>681429429
Nope. Not going to cause harm to anyone(physically) other than myself.

>>681428974
Open some credit cards, like seriously. If I was going to off my self, I'd get as many credit cards first, max them all out on strippers and hookers (get aids? fuck do I care, I'm going to die), and then do it.

>>681429743
>Not motivated to leave my apartment except to buy alcohol.

Haha.. I've been there.
wew

>>681429663
I've battled depression for the past 10 years of my life(since I was 12) with parent issues, etc.

It's only got worse...everytime it starts to get better...it ends up getting worse. I'm tired of fighting a lost cause.

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>>681429743
>Nope. Not going to cause harm to anyone(physically) other than myself.
Why not get yourself recruited by -redacted- and then blow them up with their own suicide vest?

I almost killed myself years ago. Instead, I decided to just take a whole bunch of risks, do anything I'd always wanted to, then if things still sucked, I'd kill myself. I ended up travelling, changed my life, and never looked back. Sometimes things just suck because you can't see out of it, but when you take yourself out of it, things may be different.

>>681429846
No, cause that will leave a debt for my family. Plus, I'm not looking for a short temporary reason to keep living, or those, "what ifs."

>>681427528
Make sure you live stream it

>>681429949
It's not a lost cause. Trust me, I understand the pain you are going through, but it WILL get better. Please OP, I believe in you to make the best choice.

>>681430322
Things don't always get better. Love isn't a fucking movie.

>>681427528
Do you believe in morality?

>>681430171
How will it leave debt for your family if they dont cosign

>>681430171
Why do you care? you obviously don't care what pain they will go through when you kill yourself.

>>681430015
I was enlisted in the marines at age 18, picked up a drug charge(Felony) which stomped my chances of joining, and ruined all chances of the career I wanted.
>>681430152
I've been beyond depressed for years. I found a woman who brought happiness into my life, and we dated for 2 1/2 years. Things were great, we broke up over a month ago, and after two weeks of us being broke up she has a new boyfriend...tells me how much I meant to the love of my life.

BLAH BLAH BLAH, obviously she didn't care about you, other fish in the sea, etc...not looking for that advice.

>>681430171
OP at least rob a bank and just get in your car and let money fly everywhere. Do SOMETHING nigger

U prob don't want to hear this right now, but idc. If repent from ur sins and turn to Jesus, you won't spend an eternity is hell and torment, but an eternity of pure joy and happiness. To be completely honest, idk if you'll go to hell for killing yourself while believing. But I invite you to try and live your life for Jesus Christ, maybe you'll find new purpose and meaning.

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Listen to music fag /mu/ here... And if you kill yourself can you listen to this while you do it

>>681430401
Exactly! Why do you think love will make you happy? Do you want to feel wanted?

>>681429949
You're in your 20s and you are contemplating suicide, wtf dude? Shit always gets better, you can't just give up...

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Pretty much all of these threads have white knights, what happened to the old /b/

>>681430967
The black ones hung themselves from the pressure

>>681430322
It is, dude. I've battled the "what ifs" for years, I've dealt with the depression, the "maybe;s" I've literally tried everything to remain happy...nothing ever worked, except one person.
>>681430574
When you're 22, with no Credit, but potentially bad credit due to unpaid hospital bills from 3 years ago from a broken hand, it will be on them.
>>681430578
Like previously Stated, I'm not the selfish one, they are if they think I should keep pushing myself through shit to maybe have a good day once a week.

>>681430967
Old /b/ has been dead for like 4 years nigga, this is facebookchan now.

>>681430808
Living his life for Jesus
>4chan.org

>>681431102
>Like previously Stated, I'm not the selfish one, they are if they think I should keep pushing myself through shit to maybe have a good day once a week.
So, again, why do you care?

>>681430643
You killing yourself over a girl? What a fucking fag, might as well do it

Never forgetti Rest in spaghetti

>>681431356
Ramen

>>681430643
>tells me how much I meant to the love of my life
If I were you that would be the biggest reason of all not to kill myself. You are basically killing yourself over someone who doesn't give two shits about you. How pathetic is that? Why give anyone that kind of victory?

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Fuckin Faggot Do It

I know that life is hard , I don't know a single person that's happy and contempt with the way things are. Not gonna try to stop you or even read all the other stupidass comments on this thread, hopefully you'll read this. I just want to tell you , I'm sincerely sorry .

>>681427528
Don't listen to the fags saying you can't/shouldn't do this. I was going to become an hero the day before my 18th, but I met someone who made life seem worth living. She's moving away for college next year, and I'm probably going to end it once she's gone.

>>681430718
Nope. As previously stated, not looking to harm others.
>>681430808
lol.
>>681430814
Not even going to bite, fuck off.
>>681430827
That wasn't me, but love was the only thing keeping me fighting. Yes. I feel extremely unwanted.
>>681430888
I've been contemplating suicide since the age of 15, but over the past two months they got 10x worse, to the point where I'm even self harming(I use to make fun of people for doing this.)
>>681430967
Don't worry dude, I've been around these boards wayyyy longer than you, so you can fuck right off with your non sense.

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>>681427528
are you not aware of the waiting period after buying a firearm?
5 business days after the purchase, you'll live another week of your pathetic life, retard
can't even kill yourself properly, can't ya

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>>681431630
why? its a great album

>>681427528
what are you buying to off yourself?

>>681431235
I don't want to put more pain on others other than my death...yes, I know it will cause some pain and grief for some, but they will get over it.
>>681431292
Nope, it was the straw that broke the camels back though,
>>681431501
I already know it's going to be far from a, "victory" feeling for them...plus, although it may seem they are the reason I'm doing it(yes, they are a huge part) it isn't the main reason, I.E. read above.
>>681431617
I appreciate it as much as anyone who could from 4chan. So not really.
>>681431622
Truthfully, that's a lot to deal with. I don't know your prior feelings or anything, but I can only assume the current...that's a lot of pain and hardship to deal with...like with me, losing the only *hope* I had left was the worst. Maybe things will be better for you if you express how you feel to her, but I've expressed and done everything within my human nature to this woman, only to be chewed up and spat out...so I truly have nothing.

>>681431766
Actually, I will be issued it right away, but have to register in 3 days you non-cap using cunt.
>>681432363
Read posts above.

Lol, dumb little bitch got the feels and wants attention. Like fuck if anyone cares about you or your 'problems' op. Off yourself for the good of humanity, you don't even have the will to stay alive. Pathetic bitch-made nigger finally notices that he's been walkin his baby nuts around in a man's world. You're a bad joke, OP.

Can I have your credit card bro? And shit Godspeed. don't fear the reaper.

>>681427528
don't kill yourself.

>>681432798
Lol...you put, "Nigger" in your response...does anyone take you seriously in life? Probably not...

>>681427528
Well, mate, I understand you, even more, I Comprehend you. And, if you are really willing to do it, I cheer you and wish you good luck, may the release and freedom you most need and desire from all this torment and degradation, that is living. But somehow, is there anything else that you could/should try before it? I mean, quitting job, leaving family, town or whatever to purse some meaning, or, at the very least, some relief?

I'm in no position to make a statement or give a shinny example of my theory, but it's just a thought that came to me. Philosophically, Life has no purpose or meaning, except to Nature, that is us in the role of reproducing, and Society, that is us within our social roles, but then, people like you and me, and so many others, are the ones who realize that there is no happiness or achievements in life, and Suicide is a direct fuck you to Nature and Society, as you assuming the role of God of your own will, of your own destiny, which makes me point out to the question: Isn't there anything that you want/should/could do to improve your existence now that would make it more tolerable for some more time? You already have the odds at your side: You have no fear of Death, thus you became God of your own Will. One day, maybe, I will achieve this will, but for now, I envy you, in a very Nietzschean way.

>>681427528
stream it please

>>681429130
Fucking This. I will never get why anyone chooses to commit suicide when they have this opportunity to do whatever the fuck they want. or at the very least spend your final moments in a thrilling way for example jump off something extremely high or whatever gets you off

Anyways, I'm signing off. I'll either be back tomorrow or before Friday at some point, guess we'll see...see ya then.
-OP

How about before you kill yourself, do it up. Get a loan, a bunch of coke, go to vegas or whatever, get some hookers and see how shit goes from there. Then at the end of the week blow your fucking brains out.

>>681433190
so who you gonna blame in your letter?

see you next week OP

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dumping suicide notes to give you inspiration

>>681433054
Bitch you reduce an entire argument to one word, fuck your shit. Nobody took you for serious since you shit your pants in fifth grade.

>>681433283
Dude at least write a note that isn't gay as hell

>>681427528

Good on you. I've been meaning to get around to it. When you're too lazy to kill yourself, you know it's time.

>>681433103
I feel like I actually wrote this a few years ago

If Ill be honest to hell and back, you mean nothing. Youre 1/999999999999. If you do end your life youll impact not even a fraction of that number and eventually just be forgotten because you just killed yourself like a maggot. Doesnt matter what the fuck you do, but just know you dont matter anyways and either way.

>>681433693

Glad someone finally shared this one.. the ramblings of a drugged out loser.

Fuck Cobain.. the faggot.

>>681427528
Or you could not and go on the path of righteousness to create the reality you see fit for yourself.

>>681431102
>I'm not the selfish one, they are if they think I should keep pushing myself through shit to maybe have a good day once a week.

You have no idea how wrong you are. Ever have anyone close to you commit suicide? A kid I grew up with hanged himself two winters ago, we fell outta touch but it still affected me and I don't consider myself emotional or anything like that. His funeral was like going to hell, I'll never forget the sound of his mom and dad crying. It didn't even sound like crying it just sound liked pure pain. Unless you're an orphan living in the middle of the wilderness and you have never had any sort of relationship with another human being, you offing yourself is going to destroy people around you. They'll spend the rest of their life wondering if they could've done something, why it happened, all kinds of questions that'll never be answered. It's selfish because you're willing to put others through hell to give yourself the easy way out.

The fact that you can't see that your life is something that's connected to so many of those around you shows you have some growing up to do and that's a good thing. OP, think about your 3 favorite things from 10 years ago. Sleep overs, video games, mcdonalds? Now think about your 3 favorite things from 5 years ago. A car, a girl, and a bag of weed. Think about your 3 favorite things right now. Now think about how different you could be in the next 5 to 10 years. We're constantly evolving, what you're feeling right now isn't permanent and you have the power to change not only yourself but your environment.

I had a very depressive phase about halfway through college. At one point I said fuck everything, moved into my parents' place and left the house exactly 3 times within a span of 4 months. For 4 months I stayed in my room and jerked off, played video games, and became this zombie like thing with no resemblance to what a human being should be like. I fought and I changed myself, can you?

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>>681434091
Ya, he was too easily triggered

>>681431766
>All areas have the same laws

Durrrrrr

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Suicide is for cowards who dont care about their loved ones... But if you're going to do it, don't use a gun! That'll leave a mess and a nightmare for whoever finds you. At least be considerate.

>>681434188

I see what you did there. Nice.

>>681427528
I wanna kill myself too. But you should eat a fuckload of Psilocybin mushrooms. Apparently it puts life into a way different perspective.

honestly i am kinda in the same boat at the moment... if you find yourself board though i have a movie list for ya while youre waiting for your gun

1) Pulp Fiction (fucking classic movie everyone should watch it, shows that in life we truly are out of control in the circumstances we find ourselves in but are given choices and chances of redemption. over all good film lots of gore)

2. Archie's Final Project (basically film student wants to film himself offing himself. pretty decent movie and subject matter is relevant)

3. Into the Wild (cool movie but i like the book better but both helped me a bit also based on a true story which is kinda beautiful)

4. not a movie but super short book Siddhartha (kinda like into the wild but different in a few areas)

5. Samsara (MUUUUST WATCH IF YOU ARE GOING TO DO IT!! fucking seriously dude. basically a silent movie showing everything the world has to offer..good bad and the ugly.. no narration just pieces of beautiful cinematography. can be a little boring in the beginning but it picks up trust me)

anyways thats it! my suggestions for your last movie night! i really hope you can find something worth living for, 22 is a young life there is still time to find meaning in it. see ya around space cowboy

>>681427528
Can you live stream it?

>>681427528

this is ridiculous, you can't even kill yourself properly.. why would you use a firearm, when you could jump off a fucking building or a bridge.. if you really wanted to kill yourself you would have done it already in one of the above mentioned manners.. as a gun owner how about you choose a different method and quit giving excuses for gun grabbers to come after our firearms?! kthxbai good riddance etc

If I don't see you die on cam, you're gay as fuck and your life was pointless

>>681433555
I can't contest against trips.

Just fucking do it if you're not gonna try to have any fun. We don't need to hear you bitch about your love and family life. What a bitter twat.

>>681428379

use large calliber hollowpoint, not FMJ. And dont do the through the side of the head bullshit, make sure its in your mouth and its going to sever your spine and fuck up your cerebral cortex or theres a 50% chance you'll just wake up a vegetable if you're unlucky enough to be found in time.

>>681433283
>tell dad he is the best and he can have my Xbox and games
I dunno why but this kinda fucked me up... oh ya, probably because I'm a fag

>>681427651
/thread

>>681431165
Ye, I am a hypocrite. Just trying to do something good in my shit-infested life, you know? No one's perfect, and I'm far from it. Just trying to get this guy to find happiness in his life. Hey OP, I advise you not to commit suicide.

>>681428379
>I'm too much of a pussy to do the basic work it takes to improve my life
>Instead of being slightly less of a lazy shit, I will blame others and cause them misery by killing myself
You disgust me.

>>681427528
Depending on where you live, you may well be damaging the reputation of law-aiding citizens who own firearms for their own purposes. Often, suicides get ruled as negligent discharges, especially when people want to make it look like an accident for the sake of their families/friends, sadly.

Why not take a hallicinogen trip as a last hurrah to really know deep down if you want to go? And if you do, perhaps to OD on something quick and pleasant. You owe yourself better than a bullet my man.

Hope you find peace one way or another.

>>681427528
make sure it is a high caliber.
Probably some good advice for someone in your shoes;

Most handguns dont kill instantly. For a solid 5 minutes you'll be in hell. Be sure you pick thhe right one. Unless you'd like a more painful death in which case go as low a caliber as you can find.

>>681428379

Get hollow points, trust me. Place the barrel between your teeth aimed at the back of your throat throat with the trigger pointed at the ground. You want to try to hit the brain stem, instant lights out. Shooting from under the jaw with FMJs can leave you brain damaged but alive, as most of the damage is to the cerebral cortex. JHPs are made to bloom on impact, causing a wider wound channel, and aiming for the medulla ensures you don't just wind up wheeling around shitting in bags.

Don't fuck this up.

>>681435086
You're a good guy anon, ignore the assholes

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"I wanna die, I wanna die, i'm useless, it's too unbearable" *takes key bump of coke, smashes back 5 brews, smokes a joint*

"i just can't get where i'm going look at all the shit I'm stuck to, I can't change myself to achieve my goals, I work a shit job, I will never achieve my goals, i never have enough money, I hate everyone. Fuck i'm out of beer, going to the bar"

You are the only one who can change your life.. i was down for a while, didn't want to quit my nice paying job because it paid well off as fuck... but it was hard labor (masonry).. when i got in, I could do nothing but hit the bottle and pass out, or play some non-competitive game or watch some tele. Needless to say i was miserable
I had a revelation the other day, a couple days after slicing my eye and then holding the blade to my jugular and inching it in.. i spoke to a psychiatrist, and though i have friends that listen, you don't want to dump on them, they have their own problems... dumping all my shit on someone who's paid to hear your pleas is a thing of gold, or even just meditating and/or thinking aloud... she didn't have to speak but her guidance of the thoughts was a welcomed utility. stringing all the thoughts aloud only fleshed them out to exist for what they are... a string, all coexisting.

I quit my job, i'm getting a lesser paying job so i can concentrate on what make me happy, quitting the abuse of my bodily health through ingesting crap and fucking around with my time, the sacred time which is all i have to experience here on earth.

All these things aren't the path to the goal: they are the goal.. oneness type deal for without the coexistence of all, one thing is not what it was intended to be

i know you're looking for answers as much as you don't want to admit it.. you may take what i said with a grain of salt, because i worked hard to fathom that understanding to it's utmost extent...
i hope you can figure out the algorithm that brings you to the most definable answer to you

>>681427528
Take DMT and rethink about it

>>681435245
Edgy

>>681434185
I've dreamed heavily of killing myself for the past 8 years or so with only rare pauses where existence was tolerable

>>681434861
Truth. Had a guy put a 9mm in one temple it made a skull protrusion on the middle of the other side of his head so definitely crossed midline, fucker lived like 6 more hours with stable vital signs while he was prepared for organ doning and when I started the IV on him about 15 minutes after he shot himself, even though he was unresponsive he still withdrew his arm to the needle stick so I'm sure he was feeling that gunshot.

>>681435310
how to get?