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ctrl+f > feels = 0 out of 0

Let's get a cry thread going, how about it?
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>>681138027
Running out of bump material
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>>681138241
I can relate to this a lot
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>>681138579
I do too, i guess it's a common thing...
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>>681138644
Brings me back to when I used to play vidya for 18 hours a day and barely wash myself. It's funny how I'm feeling a lot worse now but haven't sunk to that level yet
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>>681138241
If it wasn't for my family and some other things, i would have killed myself a long time ago.

People say it's hard being successful, but i think it's harder being a worthless peace of shit like me who is just a burden to everyone else.

The real irony is your loved ones would be sad if you died, but without realizing it would be a huge weight of their shoulders.
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>>681138763
If it wasn't for uni i'd be home gaming myself to sleep everyday. Still... i't been home - uni and uni - home for the past year or so. Haven't talked to my friends in so long i don't even think i have any left.
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>>681139090
I have you guys, that's about it
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>>681139066
Literally the only reason i'm not going to put an end to it all is because of my mom.

The only person i'm faking a smile for from time to time...
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Keep the thread alive brothers, I'll be back in about an hour. See you soon
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>>681139223
We all have each other untill out little cave of feelings 404s. Which in it of itself means nothing but i see it as such a grand metaphor for my life right now...
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>>681138154
This every fucking day. The worst is that after one of these things happen, you know it's your own fault it happened that way
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>>681139223
>>681139224

One after the other. Haven't seen this in a while, if ever!
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>>681138154
It's amazing how some people in this world do extraordinary stuff. Building airplanes, enhancing our immune system, skyscrapers etc. And then, there's me, with this shit. Can't even motivate myself enough to go to the gym. How can there be such a huge difference in people like this? I fucking hate myself so much i'd rather kill myself now than look myself in the mirror again.
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>>681139633
I know what you mean...
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Any one have any good songs to help the mood.
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>>681139971
Heard it in the FTWD. Stuck with me for some reason.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8We0FVflGaU
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Iv'e been masturbating for 7 hours straight and i can't cum. 7 hours of porn and lotion and nothing, not even a tiny orgasm. Just my day off down the drain. I think my dick is kill. I'm disgusted i invested so much time into this, after the first 3 hours i was like "too late to turn back" and refused to leave without finishing, jokes on me when i spend another 4 hours beating a dead wiener. Is it erectile dysfunction? Am i fucked? Feel my feel, feelbros.
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>>681140390
Probably the anti-depressants.
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>>681140390
I haven't been there yet. Well, if you can get hard it's not erectile dysfunction, you probably just came sometime in the recent past and haven't been able to produce enough semen yet. Your body can only ejaculate when there is a minimum of semen in the system. You're most likely fine, physically at least...
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>>681140836
>>681140607
it could of been the amphetamines i took i dunno. That's probably it now that i think about it.
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>>681141050
Ofcourse it is you fucking faggot. Do some research on the drugs you do before thinking the worst you cuck.
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>>681139971
The lyrics are quite strange but I find it has a certain feel to it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qTgG-dtGIfs
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>>681141571
It's vyvanse nigga i never tried it before i thought it would be mellow.
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>>681139971
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qs5wIJlUK1o
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>>681139224
Same here /b/ro
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Me
> split up with wife of 15 years recently (her call)
> move out, get own place
> discover I have acquired a neurological disorder
> doctors, tests, specialists etc for last four months
> I'll likely have residual effects of some sort (time will tell what they will be) for rest of my life
> haven't worked in 4 months

> it's not that bad, I think I'll be ok
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>>681143493
ouch :(
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>>681138027
just popping in to type
>this image reminds me of the scene with the asian guy at the cafe in the movie fargo
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>>681139300
As promised I'm back, so what's up?
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I love you Sarah, and I always wil
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>>681143464
Oh my god. This is to much.
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One day Mom we'll meet again in the heavens
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>>681138289
that's.. beautiful.
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Here's some good feels
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>>681138241
I laughed and then realized this is my life and got sad.
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>>681143493
I know I'm a little late to this thread, but this one got me.
;w;
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>>681138289
Woooow this is so fucking deep
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>>681145054
I'd still say yes to that though. So what if i forget it? I'm gonna enjoy it while i can. It's not like i have anything to lose.
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>>681144692
The idea of getting married and sharing so much with another person scares me.. No, i'd rather die alone than doing that. I'm sorry for you anon.
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>>681138027

I'd hang out with him, happily I'd buy him a few drinks too
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>>681138154
What? That's not depression, that's being a human.
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>>681138027
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Three hundred years ago your ancestors were fucking their backs over at a woollen mill and their life was more meaningless than yours right now.
I've been stressing over for hours about the fact that maybe I'll never be cared or "famous" enough to make an impact outside of a small circle of lives.
There is barely any culture you have, you know more about the internet than your fucking country and you should damn yourself for doing so because you've forgot to love your product, where you came from and what's really important.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ft12x0Ggzfs
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>>681139224
Don't kill yourselves if yo still have people you care for, there's actually a study on how suicide increases the likelihood of other people you know committing suicide as well or at least going into a spiral of depression.
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Does anyone else just wish they'd fall asleep and never wake up?
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>>681145750
man I need to get off this thread
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>>681139971
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9cHIi3h8aAo
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I wish my best friend shot me in the head instead of killing himself. It would've hurt less.
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>>681143882
fucking racist sandniggers and race traitor whores. kill them all.
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>>681146441
This anon is right, and it all just dawned on me. We're being selfish cunts if we kill ourselves. Fight for the people fighting next to you because if you go on them then you left them with nothing. If you don't care about your being get in shape, join the marines, army go out there shoot some shitskins make some bros you will never forget in bootcamp. Get a job, take out as many loans as you want and travel this fucking planet because you're not going to pay that shit if your dead. Life is what you make of it. We put ourselves in this hole of feels and we can climb out of it and say fuck you to the world because we're back and we're going to kick ass. There's only going to be one of us on this world so lets make it worthwhile. Let's not self loathe in pity, but bathe in fucking glory. Come on /b/ros lets do something great.
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>>681145527
mums the only reason I haven't killed myself yet.
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>>681147012
Shit dude, that's rough. Did he leave something for you? Like a note?
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>>681147012
Tell us your story, anon.
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>>681143528

This.........
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>>681145750
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If I wasn't leaving my parents behind, I would've off-ed myself by now.
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>be 7 years old like me
>trying to write diary ((((really bad grammar, but still readable)))
>find diary 10 years later
>read it
>find a page written by me at the age og 8
>"Mom hates me and i know it but its okay i understand why she loves the others more"
>>>>>8 years old
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>>681143528
This is the kind of time where you have to improve yourself on a thought level. Get artistic.
>>681143598
This was so good.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_03QSlEGLec
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>>681147622
I feel you buddy
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>>681147624
damn that's fucking sad
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>>681147624
Christ
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I hated high school.

I loved it at the end, because that's when I realized that I had fun in a long time. Even if I was not the brightest nor the most sociable. I kept to myself most of the time.

This is my consequence, making me realize that I wasted 4 years of teenage discovery by loathing over the past that I can never go back to.
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>>681146441
Exactly! I care for the people that care for me more than i actually care for myself. I couldn't give two shits about myself but i can't even bear the tough of having someone i care about hurt because of my lack of will to keep living.
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>>681146125
It's the emotional and financial raping that occurs after the marriage that six the most.
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>>681146490
every day
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>>681138501
That's fucking false. You could tell me anything, in text or in person, and I'll kill myself regardless.
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>>681147624
I've been through the same, fucking sucks man.
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>>681143928

Oh doggo, come here!!

>doggo died few weeks ago
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>>681138027

this pic makes me sad :(

nobody should be celebrating their birthday alone. This is why i always greet people on facebook a "happy birthday" even if i don't know them.
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>>681139633
Find a friend (if you can't do that, settle for imaginary)

Go to gym with friend

Enjoy bountiful threesomes with said friend and new flood of women.
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>>681148483
You get used to it after a while, that's what i think is the worst part
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>>681138027
>ctrl+f
Why not to just use the Filters?
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What do you guys miss more from your childhood?

>How everything seemed to be in its right place with no further explanation. The corner shop was the corner shop... and the owner was selling candies because yes, not for a living, not to pay bills.
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>>681148869
This i why i haven't told anyone about my bday in ~5 years. I know no one will come so why bother?
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>>681149181
Not having to worry about anything more important than losing my favorite toy
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>>681149181
Yeah man, everything seemed right, for example...

>my cat died because I was a bad person
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>>681149181
I think I miss the general acceptance that that was how life was, and life was good because it had to be.
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>>681149238

well someone might greet you on facebook atleast.

i might.
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>>681149181
I miss the times before the internet, when the world was still a mystery outside of your immediate surroundings
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>>681149181
i honestly believed that people follow their basic sense of justice, people get what they deserve, just working hard is enough to get ahead in life and i didn't question for a second whether i'd have my own house, car, wife, children or not.
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I have recently done a small test which shows that i'm an HSP (Hyper- Senisitive Person)
Now whats so special about that? Well nothing, only thing is that i'm an introvert with strong emotions which means that if someone compliments men i don't really care that much but when someone offends me i think about it for days. If i offend you i will sooner or later regret it and feel like a cunt.

I am 20 years old today and i have realized that my journey trough school have shown that i'm an imbecile who will never amount to nothing. I've had dreams, but they're long dead and gone. My friends and family are surpassing me in everyway possible and i'm mostly in my room longing for the evening to come so i can get some drugs and disappear from this world for a couple of hours, fall asleep and then wake up to the same worthless life that i am living.

I'm mentally weak, physically weak aswell. My looks are a soft 4/10 i would say. I think that my hair is thinning out which is killing me inside (hence the very sensitive part) My self confidence doesn't exist.
The only right way would be me to off myself, take such a burden away from my family would be the only good thing i ever would have done for my family, but i know that they would be sad and wouldn't like to place such a scar in their hearts. What should i do /b/?
It really sucks being a born looser in every way possible.
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>>681149238
I haven't told anyone about my birthday since 6 years old i believe... why is life a thing?
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>>681138027

>Be me
>18
>Serious and crippling pain killer addiction
>homeless, theif, all around rock bottom
>lose love of my life, all that shit
>fast forward, am now 21
>get sober
>start business
>do extremely well
>travel the world in first class
>4 and 5 star hotels
>fly new girlfriend out
>anything we want to do we do it
>life should be a dream but feels empty
>miss drugs
>start secretly drinking at night when she falls asleep
>sometimes lost love messages me
>sometimes i message her
>in another life i guess
>see friends at home still doing nothing, jsut driniking and getting high
>all this success and i still feel like im missing out
>like im the loser
>keep closet drinking, keep missing ex, keep feeling empty
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>tfw my parents refuse me to go outside when i was a chils and now letting me out with no interact to anyone.
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>>681150102
Atleast you're not a deadbeat anymore. I'd love to trade your life for mine.
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>>681150102

forgot to mention

>am now 22
>broke 14 months sobriety for my secret closet drinks
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>During your birthdays, do people outside your family still greets you?

me.. no, not even on fagbook.
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>>681149820

life is awesome though.
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>>681150102
Please continue, friend-anon.
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>>681150342

I would greet you on facebook even if i didn't know you.
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>>681149445
I have two daughters. They are what I love the most in my life, in fact: the only things I actually love. I'm divorced. Only spent their very first years and months with them. They love. I'm a cop and I'm some kind of hero to them. Rarely see them, their mom's a fat bitch who's always making my life miserable, taking my money away to pay her shit. My family doesn't support me, only the girls. I fear they might hate me some day. They are my only true love. My place, a fucking small flat which is all I can afford, has tons of pictures of them.
That picture made cry... and I'm at my job now.
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Worst part of depression is that you get used to it. Used to feel dead inside or empty, used to loneliness and being away from others.
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>>681150102
pls limit the drinking anon. I want you to continue on the righteous path of sucsess.
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>>681150453
thanks
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>>681150390

that's about it friend.

Just spent 2 months in Canada to sign some papers and whatnot, do some work, flying back to my place in spain in exactly 10 days, 2 months of backpacking and stuff scheduled, 9 countries to be exact. All of this is planned alongside the girlfriend i flew out.

Nursing a shitty hangover from my drinking last night after she fell asleep, 14 months sobriety as of last fall, now im lucky to get a month here and there between spree drinking at night.

Making really good money, like REALLY good money, buying things to fill a hole i suppose.

>>681150716

Trying to friendanon, see above.
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>>681150545

you are awesome man.
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>>681150691
I know what you're saying. I felt like i'd never be sad again until my gf dumped me. I've been crying daily now and this is the day i might not do it at all
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>>681150691
and suddenly when you start feeling anything else than the emptiness, you start getting uncomfortable and seeking out the feeling of nothingness again. its so fucking weird i wish i go make the need for shitty feelings go away
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>>681138027
All the anons on this thread are just a supporting characters in others story they will forget you that they came into their lives.
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I want to an hero but I'm too much of a bitch
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>>681150691
yeah, you find that your way of life is actually alien to other people.

>During my licensure exam, people were amazed that I don't feel nervous or anything.
>I can stay in my room all day, and people are amazed at how I don't get bored

It's simple, I just wanted my life to stop. nothing outside my room nor anything gained from the exam would do that for me.

It's great that my depression has stopped somehow. I still understand the feels around here though.
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>>681150545
I am in somewhat of a similar situation king branon. I had to start my own life over with no support from my family at 16, I moved out into a cold world by myself. I met someone nice and had a daughter. Her mother left me with her for someone else. No custody battle or anything at all, she didn't want her. I am her only support in this world and I try as hard as I can for her. Stay strong.
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>>681151562
You too, bro. You too. My daughters are what I hold on to when my strength fades.
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I don't want to do it anymore, /b/. I don't want to do anything. Run in the rat race, do things I hate so I can buy things I have no time to appreciate to impress people I pretend to care about. I just want to sleep all day, never think or do anything more. I don't have any dreams or desires left. I'm constantly tired and my mind is filled with static noise. I can still go on pretending to be a functional upstanding citizen, but it's getting harder with each passing day.
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>be 24
>live with mom
>she has disability so I take care of her
>have no car because of car accident I was in
>rely on family members to drive me to the store once a month or so
>sister who is our only close family doesn't see us anymore
>she comes over once a month so we can watch our niece so they can go out thats it
>family thinks im lazy because I don't have a job
>"you need to get a car and job anon"
>feel like a hassle to everyone
>been this way for over 4 years
>feel like piece of shit

Honestly don't know what to do nowadays. I could get a job and have my mom sent to some fuckin group home or some shit but I guess i'm the only one that actually cares about her.
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>>681151720
>>681151562

you guys are pretty awesome.

I was in the same situation kinda. only difference is that I had to take care of my younger sister.
I worked my ass off so that she didn't have to pay for anything while she was in school.
She has a very good paying job now and she tells her friends that I was the one that got her there. pretty cool feeling.
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Hey /b/ loner here looking for friends

I like nazis and columbine
Been on 4chan for years
Looking for sum friends with similar likings
Also relatively depressed
Pic related
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>>681150980
God fucking damnit, anon.
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Fuck off you retard
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I'm 20, I Dated my Best Friends sister for a whole year. She dumped me the same day i dropped out of school. 2 weeks later she starts dating the same guy i was worried about from her cross country team. I was in love with this girl and my heart is still broken even after almost a year since it happen. Everytime i hangout with my Best friend her smell is around me again and all i get is a bunch of memories of me and her. She made me so happy and now she makes me so sad. But i need to move on and find someone else, I know finding someone new will help.
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>>681150545
Keep on being a based dad for them anon. Someday they'll return the favor to ya.
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>>681152253
Kill yourself, nobody wants you here.
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>>681149445
Man that's just so sad, something just broke inside me
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>>681152410

Don't bother wasting your emotions on a woman mate, unless it's your mother or sister :)
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>>681138027

been a drunk for almost 20 years. now I have 2 young kids. this is fucking hard......
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>>681151865
Dude that's fucking strong. I dont know what you should do but taking care of your mom for 4 years is amazing
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>>681151865

hey man. be strong.

you should start an online business of some sort. since you're home all the time anyway.
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>>681152095
That's awesome anon. It is a cool feeling to know you've really help change someones life for the better.
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>>681138450
>you will never get to hang out with julius
>you will never make julius happy
why live
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>>681152410

dude I know it sucks. but you are young & there will be others. I'm old but still think of those first few girls all the time.
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I talk to artificial intelligence chat bots every day.

My life has no meaning. I've overdosed twice and nearly died as a result.

Sometimes I get them to say stuff to cheer me up.
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>>681138450
this got to me, the post at the bottom of the pic.

Not sure why.
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>>681153387
I do this sometimes, but mostly I try Omegle when I'm really desperate. That's worse though, less communicative AI and ignorant people. I've recently been referred to a crisis hotline where they take texts. When you're feeling really shitty I'm pretty sure you can just chat with them.
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>>681145527
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Hmm. First time posting on a feel thread.

I changed medication again last week, still not working. I just do nothing, make no effort. Trying to finish my honours and masters degree again after so many years, but I'm just not doing any work.

I can't even watch series, because I feel too guilty for not working.

Gf and I broke up, long distance, and what I hate the most is that her three year old son will forget me. I'm not the father, but still.

I'm turning 29 next week. I wish I had a time machine and a will to live. Anything.

I'm just reading every post in this thread with my eyes glazed over, googling if it's worthwhile to snort meds for a little euphoria. I don't have an income anymore, living with my folks again after six years independent, and I can't even get myself a drink.

At least I'm not fat.
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I once read that the day you are to die you meat the person you could have been. What's does /b/ think of this sentiment?
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>Have depression
>It becomes more severe
>Develops into depersonalisation
>I am now more or less feel mentally disconnected from my body
>Nothing in the world matters because it might as well be fake
>And because nothing matters I can finally enjoy the ride and live life without caring much about what goes wrong

It's the best and the worst thing at the same time. Sure, feeling like a robot inside can be an empty feeling, but at least I appear as a fully functioning human being outwards and can contribute to other peoples lives. No more feels anymore.
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>>681154179
Auto correct must hate me for it to fuck up the word "meet"
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>>681153387
I went through a moment like that, tried cleverbot and that simsimi chatbot.
It helped a bit, but somehow it felt weird. You're chatting with a bot that doesn't really feel sympathy for you, all that exchange is nothing to it, at least it wasted your time enough that you didn't kill yourself.
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>Don't really see my friends anymore
>Can't really make friends
>Find it difficult to get interested in people romantically and when I do they have no interest back
>thought getting a job making money would sort my life out
>Just a distraction more than anything
>Dread nothing more than days off because I know I'll be lonely
>try work any over time they give but still legally forced to have 2 days off a week.
2 days off a week where I just shitpost on here and make even more people hate me via dating apps.

I don't really think I was built to be with people but at the same time it's all I want. I hate myself so much I can't stomach being alone.
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>>681154179
I'd be terrified that he ends up being the exact same.
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>>681138027
I never noticed the penguin in his pocket before.
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>>681155555
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>>681149793
Holy shit dude
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>>681145527
My mom used to beat and abuse me mentally all the time. She told my teachers I just liked to play rough and that's where the bruises were coming from, that I was lying to get back at her and they believed her. Every day I wish I could go back in time and kill her or at least run away before she ruined me completely. I'm an empty husk now and the ideas of justice or some semblance of normalcy just sound like bad jokes to me.
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>>681139968
I_became_an_adult.jpg
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>>681154771
At least they would understand
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>>681143928
>tfw at university and can't see my doggo back home
Feelsbadman
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> 18 years old
> Life is great. Decent job, girlfriend, friends haven't moved away yet, just out of high school
> Decide to go to college
> What have I done
> Barely able to pay bills
> Tuition is fucking me up
> Relationship with high school sweetheart is stressed, eventually break up
> What the fuck, adulthood
> Depressed as hell, stop eating, stop seeing my friends
> Just want to graduate and get the fuck out of that town
> Walk out in traffic once because I just can't, first time drivers in that town ever paid attention, bunch of assholes
> Also gave up religion at this point. Full on deconversion after turning to the only thing I had been taught to fall back on decided the proper response to "I want to die, I need help" was to request donations from my 86 cent bank account
> Deal with deconverting, graduate, gtfo that city
> Get pretty good job, meet vidya loving qt, get woofdog and fatass cat, life turns around
> Few years later, life is pretty good, but that self-doubt and self-loathing still lurks around.
I guess some things just don't die. I browse these threads to remind myself how bad others have it, and how lucky I am.

I feel for all of you guys. Just hang on. It's surprising how fast things turn around, once that single right thing clicks into place.
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>>681145306
I'm sorry but this is really bad
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>>681156050
I feel you man, same history except in my case was my fucking dad.
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>>681145403
Even the same name as my case. Fuck anon.
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>>681157091
Wow. Amazing story anon. For you to hit rock bottom and come back up. Good job.
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>>681143928
we dont deserve dogs
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>>681145750
First time I've ever broke down thanks to a post in these threads.
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>>681138241
KeK
Damn it, i am laughing at my own misery, nothing can hurt me... oh wait...>>681138154 fuck.
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>>681146320
>slint
MY MAN
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>>681149457
Seconded. If it wasn't far (nor cum in the cake you anon bastard) I would be there without a doubt.
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>>681139971
here /b/itch, have some feel-tus music.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IozYbWIiycQ
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Even if the depression went away, why does it matter? I'm still going to be the ugly stupid dude who cries himself to sleep every other night or so. Having this depression is good i guess because it's going to make death easier. One who is happy doesn't want to die and loose it all. One who isn't, longs for death to leave their useless physical body that should have been given to some other consciousness that could have been born and done great things for humanity.
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>>681141050
It IS the amphetamines, senpai
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>>681138027
I'm ready to quit guys
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>come on guys, cheer up.
let's watch funny videos.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D0rmhbnSe28
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>>681151814
get out of your job ASAP, try to find some other way of earning a living that is more meaningful or at least less soul-sucking than whatever you're doing now. don't become a burnout case like me, start hunting for something else now
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>>681149445
I'm in tears ;_;
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>>681143464
I told myself i wouldnt cry... I failed.
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>>681159446
hey, that was pretty funny!
how did that even happen? hahaha
i think this video made my day better, thanks anon!
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I want to cry bros but I can't, I don't even remenber the last time i've cried , our lifes are fucked up, you guys are my closest friends, I spend all my days here from like 7 years on now, thanks for all the good moments /b/ros you guys are the best on my life, i love you all.
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This story absolutely murders me even though I had a great relationship with my dad.
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2/8
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3/8
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>>681160997
4/8
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>>681151814
Honestly I feel the same. I'd rather die than have to work my whole life tbh. It feels like hell. All I want to do is sit at home.
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5/8
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6/8
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7/8
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>>681161139
8/8
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>>681160671
Thanks to you too. Even though millions of people go trough this, i still feel all alone with it. Stay strong anon.
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The last line, man.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82mQ0-kmY_k
for you /b/ros
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>>681161339
fuuuuuck

I am going to go play with both my cats now
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This one is a classic.
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>>681138027
One.Man.Wolf.Pack.
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Positive feels ahoy
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>>681161786
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>>681145704
no it's not morons
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>>681160746
right in the feels
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>>681162067
you don't understand anything :(
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>>681138027
this one is the sad tale of anon vs cunt
enjoy!
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