thats hard!
Which one?

>>681107483
you're dad is going to die being disappointed in you

how bad?

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>>681107650
Wew lad

>>681107650
Actually quite the opposite. I'm the only one whom he's told yet.

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Sorry for you, /bro.

so after graduation i decided i wanted to join the military. being 100 pounds over weight, it wasnt going to be easy. but i started dieting and exercising for the first time in my sad life. after about 6 months i had lost 70 pounds... after 3 more i had lost 100. Finally i decided to put in my application. this recruiter though was a fuck head, lost my paper work multiple times and stalled the process for about 8 months longer than it should have. but it was a good thing in the end, because thats how i met her.
This is kind of a sad story, anyone want me to continue?

>>681108202
let's hear it fam

>>681108202
Fuck off, dude.

>>681108202
>>681108410
historically i have never been an attractive male. think of the fat beta who was kind of good at academics and i would probably be a tier just below that. but after working out and dieting for 9 months, i guess i didnt look too bad. This girl was someone who i had no business ever talking to. she was beautiful /b/. not even looks, just the way she existed. nothing she did was ugly. our first date she ordered a fucking chili cheese burger for christ sake and ate it gracefully. needless to say i was in love in no time. she was the whole package, cooked, cleaned, sucked dick like a whore behind on her rent, and her father was loaded. paid out the ass to take us on family outings and all that shit.

my dad died of cancer. or rather the radiation therapy he was undergoing destroyed his lungs, leading to his death. it sucks. dont try to lie to yourself. just accept the truth of the matter.

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If it makes you feel any better I didn't feel bad for my dad at all when he got cancer. He's a smoker,all his fault.

>>681108838
nothing the government ever does is fast. over time i forgot that i had even applied for Navy OCS. for the first time ever I was happy. this led to contentment, which led me to make some poor decisions. like accepting a job i hated just to stay in the same city as her. ((had been living with parents at the time, beta as fuck)). about a year into it we are inseparable. only fights we ever have are about children and religion. many years of abuse from both my parents, school, and the local christian groups had made me non-religious. I hate christians with a passion. other than this we get along very well. talking about marriage and all that. in retrospect it was fucking stupid.

>>681107483
I am sorry man. I hope one day soon you will again find peace and happiness. Thinking of you and yours.

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>>681107483

>>681109358
2 years later... i get a phone call. it was that dumbass recruiter. apparently my kit got accepted, i was going to Rhode Island to be a Navy pilot. was 24, still a beta in my mind, knew that this was an opportunity i wasnt going to ever get again. accepted it. Tell femanon about it, she understands. quit my job and move in with her for about 4 weeks before i get shipped off. we spend every day doing something fun. she cooks for me every day, every night unbelievable sex. makes me promise her we will get married when I get done.

OCS is no joke. its 3 months of every fiber of your being telling you to stop. pushed to your physical and mental limits every day. But she sent me letters. every day for 3 months. On my birthday she sent me 25 letters all at once. outlining every sexual thing she would do to me and meal she would make for me.

Finally i graduate, they ship me back home for 6 weeks before i go to my next stage in training.

>>681110043
things went back to the same for those 6 weeks. moved back in with her. but even though they were the same... things were different. i dont think she noticed it, but i did. we were supposed to get married. she wanted children. I grew up with a largely absent dad, a mom who usually didnt give a shit. I couldnt do that to a kid. I mean... I dont own my freedom anymore. I couldnt raise a kid now. when it came time for me to head out, i started acting like a royal prick. ignoring her calls, texts. whenver she called me i would be short with her. after 3 days I told her I would never have kids with her and I would never change my religion for her. she told me it was over... so I guess my plan worked. she ended up, thought it was on her own terms. she was so pissed she blocked me on everything. no way to get in touch with her anymore. I hear she has a new bf now and is quite happy. me? I am sitting here on /b/, thinking of her. have PT in 4 hours. did i fuck up /b/? did i do the right thing?

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That sucks OP. Nearly the 11th anniversary of my father's death, was lung cancer, happened 8 days after my 11th birthday. Not too sure what I'll do that day, I'll think of something.

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>>681107483
just don't think about it until he's on his deathbed

it's what i did

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>>681111124

wonder if it'll fuck up again like last time...

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>>681111196

Yay it worked

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>>681112060

why must you lie and say gif?

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>>681112143

and then you play dead as a jpg... it all makes sense now.

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Mine eyes have seen the glory
Of the desu of the board
She is spamming out the desu
Where the maidens of wrath are stored
She has loosed the fateful desu
Of her terrible desu sword
Desu is marching on

I have seen her in the replies
Of a hundred thousand breads
They have builded her a garden
Laced with ribbons and with threads
I can tell apart her visage
From those two eyes, green and red!
Desu is marching on

I have read a fiery desu
Writ in polished rows of jade
For all who would condemn her
Of Suiseiseki, be afraid!
Let our heros, Desu Legion
Come swiftly to her aid!
Since desu is marching on

Glory, glory, to DESU! Glory, glory, to DESU!
Glory, glory, to DESU! Desu is marching on!

She has sounded forth the desu
That shall never call retreat
She is sifting out the dreams of men
Before her desu-seat
Oh, be swift, my heart
To march for her, be jubilant, my feet!
Our Desu is marching on

Glory, glory, to DESU! Glory, glory, to DESU!
Glory, glory, to DESU! Desu is marching on!

In the beauty of sakuras
Desu was born across the sea
With a spirit in her bosom
That transfixes you and me
As she tended to the soul trees
Let us keep our boards strong and free!
While Desu is marching on

Glory, glory, to DESU! Glory, glory, to DESU!
Glory, glory, to DESU! Desu is marching on!

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>>681107483

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I'm back.
If anyone wants to talk about anything
Skype: pipnetskype

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Collegefag here.

Dad getting sick too. Family history of diabetes, high blood pressure. Feelsbadman. Wanna go home.

>>681110519
no man
im crying man why tf did u let that girl go
get her the fuck back and marry her

>>681110519
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https://youtu.be/1uWfTUby9IE

Maybe a little music will help

I will pray for you & your dad anon.