>be me
>be a faggot
>be no good at anything

>>681072234
>25
>5 year morphine and oxy addiction
>About one and a half 80s a day.
>Haven't had sex in 2 years. No time for women only dope

>be me
>be alone

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>30
>vet
>college, gi bill
>ptsd
>bipolar
>ocd
>wore out physically
>no friends here yet
>cant drink, meds
>do nothing but workout, mostly to stay sane
>glide thru classes because easy
>hate people, the world, events
>no reasons or purposes for anything
>manic epiphany one day brought on suicide attempt
>back of mind always says that i know too well how pointless it all is and may overtake me again some day

>20
>kissless virgin
>only one friend in my state
>depressed and I have horrible social anxiety
>still not over this cunt who rejected me two years ago
>I want to have more friends but I'm a boring mother fucker with nothing to offer.

> be me
> study at home uni like things
> alone every day
> dads in prison because keeping me as a hostage
> spend every day on 4chan cause i have nothing else to do

>OCD
>Depression
>"Why did you stop taking your meds anon?"
The meds never made me any less suicidal, just took away the motivation to act on it, or anything else.
>poorfag
Yeah, that sums it up.

>>681072234
>because i cant greentext
>im a new fag

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>be me
>awesome gf
>got oppertunity to go to school far away
>wanna go
>gf says no and is quite sad
>I'm gonna go and I'm in her bathroom right now cause I'm too pussy to tell her but we need to have this talk
>came to 4chan for strength

>>681072234
>Can't help everyone who is hurt no matter how hard i try.

>be me
>19
>life is good
>get the fuck over it you fags

>go downstairs
>look in cupboards
>cry
I'm about to run out of cheese crackers

>>681075801
So you still live at home.

Dead mom, raised ineffectively, genetics?

>>681072234
>Dunno where I'm going
>Try not to think of it too much.
>Too afraid of failure and crazy chicks to get another gf
>Don't like sex, its weird and I hate doing it.
>Scared no one will love me.
>Definitely afraid of the future, not mine, but of the world. Feminists and shit.
>All my friends are dating people, kinda jealous.
>Kinda want to kill myself, just not yet, wanna wait until I can do it in a REALLY fucked up funny way.

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>>681075801
Oh, you'll get there. You smug lil shit.

>>681074869
Tell her that you're gonna fuck some bitches abroad, after you bang her one last time.

>>681075971
No, but in a house with just me and gf.

>be me
>be 18
>haven't had a gf in 5 years
>high school is almost over
>didn't get the girl because I'm an insecure dick who hides behind a "mask" of happiness
>realize I am probably one of the most boring persons ever
>can't hold a conversation with a girl for more than a minute without awkward silences or repeating what I've already said last time
>feel like I'm going to die alone

>>681072234
>22
>Picked up a drug charge at 18, ruined my Marine Enlistment, ruined my chances of my career path in the Criminal Justice field(Ironic right?)
>Mom died at 16, Dad died at 18
>Girlfriend of 2 1/2 years broke up with me a little over a month ago
>Still madly in love with her
>Everyone ignores me when I hit them up
>Beyond lonely and just tired of being super depressed all the time
> I have a week of sitting on my ass and debating if when I get get paid on Friday if I'm going to buy a pistol and kill myself next weekend

I've for real been fantasizing of killing myself for awhile now, I've attempted strangulation, was considering crashing my car but bitched out...so might as well take the quickest/easiest way out.

>>681077391
Take somebody with you, or at least do something news worthy, for shits and giggles.

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>>681072234
>be me
>crippling sexual anxiety
>no sex in 2 years
>have not been touched by a woman in 2 years
>be in band
>play basement shows
>fucking gorgeous women everywhere
>mfw I know I'll never have a chance with any of them
>mfw I'm a limp dicked piece of fucking trash
>mfw I can hear death calling me

>>681072234
>25 yo
>no gf
>scared of women
those are all my problems

>>681072234
be me
sad that orange never gets any love<

>>681077577
No. I don't want to hurt anyone else in the process. I'll do it in a public place though so some random person finds my body, like a park.

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>>681077857

>>681077391
Start hanging out with some of your coworkers, maybe they'll be able to perk your sorry ass up.

>23
>just recently got first gf in January
>her first bf, too
>had a lot of fun learning stuff together
>suddenly she has family drama
>I try to help but she replies to my texts less and less
>haven't seen her in over two weeks
>last time she replied to me she was mad because I asked her to make us facebook official
>she had had a horrible week and it was 'the farthest thing from her mind'
>no replies since then
>want to be there for her, but she won't let me
>don't want to lose her but I feel like I already have

>be me
>22
>living in rotherham

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>>681077661
Glad I'm not you.

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>2016
>still alive

>>681072234
>life has been shit from square one
>be born
>my dad didn't want me
>ran away from family
>emotional abused by family for it
>"I caused all this pain"
>slowly turn into an apathetic person
>no feelings no hurt
>dad comes back to us in a really low time
>we move in with him
>we reconnect
>he is okay he had hard times too
>we move out
>he OD's a few months later
>18 years of pain and suffering come flowing out
>I move out on my own and start from square one
Sad. The only high point for my life is my room mate who has been helping me.

>>681073404
this hits home

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>be me
>be 18
>fall for 7/10 exchange student frenchie
>be fukboi at first want to tap it
>we are really different but i like her the same
>she says she's a virgin
>pop cherry
>bound for life in my mind out of pride
>have chemical imbalance bipolar 2 official diagnosis
>never happy
>tell my now gf
>tries to make me happy
>never can but lie
>still think how much i want to die but too many people care and I'm not a dick
>waiting for natural causes
>use generic ass file for my first shitty green text on a shitty board

>>681078830
What kind of family drama?

>marriage over
>still living together
>haven't talked to wife in 1.5 weeks
>akward as fuck

>be OP
>first day on /b/
>post thread where other people are sad so I feel less pathetic

>>681079220
sorry for shit greentext

>>681077391
Have you considered going back to drugs?

>>681078830

go see her asap faggot, or lose her, your choice, dont go official, thats just what the gman wants you to do. think.

>>681079407

dont listen to this faggot

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>be me
>see that Western civilization is falling

>>681072744
same here bro.. opiates are hell
only have 2 suboxone left and no money till god knows when
i really dont want to rob a drug dealer but it could come to that

>>681079302

divorce?

make her jelly

>>681079245
My nigga, I'm also bipolar II, but I'm on meds. Been on them for years, and life is tolerable. Also, been single as fuck for longer than that, but I still manage to cope. Not expecting you to, but consider getting medicated.

>be me
>like any sane human being be excited to watch GoT season 6
>streaming site I watch them on doesn't have it in at least 720p yet
>shits in 240
>unwatchable

>>681072234
>be me
>have gone through this bullshit when I first got to uni
>skip two years
>have qt gf
>work full time
>still go to school full time
>live completely independently from parents but still go home for major holidays and breaks on occasion
>everyone is happy to see me and loves my gf

Sure is nice being a normal, well adjusted person in American society.

>>681079629

meh, just go with the flow, the world aint ending.

>10 years ago
>living in x country
>dad is beating the shit out of mum every day
>worthless bitch mel gibson style
>mother drinks herself into a coma
>dad turns and starts taking shit out on me
>one day he downs a bottle and a half of vodka
>angry steps to my room
>ohgodno.xcf
>door flies off the hinges
>grabbed by throat, pushed up against the wall
>notlikethis.tga
>was eating curry, spit hot fire
>he stumbles and falls down the steps
>blood everywhere

>>681079407
Weed helped, I quit to get my current job, but I'm qutting it cause it only depresses me more.

I was considering getting a summer chill landscape job and smoking weed to take a break, but it's one of the things I'm going to think about during this, "hell week."

>>681077391
listen to this guy >>681079407

>>681072744
I know those feels. I'm about to be dope sick for the next week due to out of pills.

>>681078830
Just give her space. Apologize, tell her if she needs you you'll be I understand this is tough, give her space. You don't need to be all up in her grill all the time. People like space

>>681076495
You'll be okay man, keep your head high and keep looking. Don't worry about love, it'll find you.

>>681079970

how is your gpa,
stay strong anon-senpai

>>681080020
I recommend experimenting with other things that help you with your problems. Find a drug that helps you cope and stick with it.

>My wife left me.
> Have severe depression and anxiety
>Suicidal tendencies,its why wife left me.
> so far in debt that I'll never get out.
>lost both my cars in the last few months.
> Can't do my dream job, and I work at a deaden job.

>>681079384
It's ok, no one read all that bullshit anyways

>>681079257
She lives with hey mom (just turned 20) still and watches her sister's kid
Sister is not a good parent, but is now trying to get her kid back
Both mother and sister keep trying to drag her into the middle of everything, so she doesn't look on her phone thanks to the iText crap so they don't know she's seen the messages
Father's (parents divorced) wife has twins on the way with a multitude of complications, as well.

>>681079777
Going through withdrawal from box is some shit

>be me
>work in oil industry
>oil prices are shit
>beginning layoffs
>never know when I will become unemployed
>job pays well so don't want to leave, got lucky as shit with this job so probably won't find another that pays nearly much
>choke back tears every morning before leaving my house

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>be me
>young handsome muscular smart
>got married
Die everyday. Doesn't get sadder than that.

>>681079510
We had talked about going official a week or so beforehand and she was all for it. I would go see her if I wouldn't have to go through her mother, she might not even be home, she could be with her father at any time. I wish it was that easy

>>681080433
haha yeah.. thats why i usually sell them for drug money.. but i crashed my car so i have no ride to score even if i had money
so im just gunna take these subs till i run out and hope that the w/d's arent too bad

>>681080397
Good. I don't like people knowing how pathetic I am.

>>681079980
this happen every couple of years, get used to it

>>681080571
I just got divorced. Never been happier

>>681080692
Trust me, everyone knows

>18
>Fresh out of high school
>scared shirtless of the world
>Salvador Dali levels of hating time
>can't stand it, it just moves on and on unending
>Scared of death, scared of not dying
>Sad cause it isn't an actual problem, just something with no solution that I have to get used to

>>681080335
Just be happy you don't have a child to pay alimony and child support to. Also, have you considered drugs?

>>681073703
>be me
>came to this thread
>thought I was sad
>I realize that I've kissed a girl before
>my problems aren't as bad as this guy
>now I'm happy
Thanks random /b/ro...this sounds kinda mean I'm sorry. The only thing I have to tell you is that be glad you didn't have the love of your life cheat on you

>>681078830
Listen to >>681080081
Be there for her and give space but not too much and for social media, fuck that it is a trap and it is as depressing as the news. And tell her what you are feeling for communication so she can understand your pov

>>681080081
I'm trying but it's hard to go from constantly talking to never talking without feeling like there is something wrong. I've only texted her stuff like "If you need me to bring you anything to make you feel better, just let me know." (Only about twice in the past week, and that's it) and never get replies. It's just incredibly frustrating. It's like we're not even together anymore and I know it's not her fault. Just feels like a girlfriend would want to confide in her man, to vent or just anything.
>>681081155
I'm avoiding telling her how I feel about all this exactly because I don't want to add relationship drama ON TOP of family drama, if that makes sense. We're still in the rocky early phase and I'm trying not to be just another thing she has to deal with.

Thanks guys, by the way. This helps.

>>681075138
I feel it. I feel it hard.
Wouldn't it be nice if this world allowed everyone to get a happy ending?

>>681080995
Drugs can definitely be a good coping mechanism when things get hard. Have you considered using them?

>>681072234

>shitting fire

>>681080008
cont.
>next day, mum still in coma, dad in hospital, calls me
>"i'm pressing assault charges on you"
>fuck life
>next day, dad comes home, never makes eye contact
>keeps saying what a worthless bastard i am
>court trial comes around
>i'm innocent on account of my neck being purple
>he starts to abuse me harder every day since trial
>get job, move away, leave "fuck you" letter in the remains of his prized bugatti's windshield
>he got a gps tracker on his phone to find me
>knock knock open up the door
>it's real
>starts trying to murder the shit out of me in the open door frame
>woman sees him and cold cocks him in the fucking jaw
>coughs blood
>cry, kick kike-man pops out the door
>feel like shit, migraine every morning
>get call about a week later
>"your mother has critical brain damage due to the coma and likely will not survive"
>new phone

>be me
>Getto High School in New York City (1990)
>Group of friend hanging out in the cafeteria period 7
>We make fun of one of our friend named Jordan everyday
>He would tell us to stop
>We didn't care what he think
>One day me and one friend Claldio see Jordan
>We run to him and talk
>I said to him we joke around with him and really don't hate you
>He thought that we hate him since his skin color was black but he was from P.R
>We walk to his apartment
>The place he lived next to was a recycling center and smelled like piss in Downtown Brooklyn
>Hiw apartment looked like it was falling apart
>He invite us in
>We go upstairs to the 4th floor and to his room
>We played on his NES
>We talked for a bit but then Claldio left we said goodbye to him
>I stayed for a bit longer playing and talking with him
>l felt bad for him because we were making fun of him not knowing about his life
>Jordan starts to cry of happiness he tell me
>He told me that he was going to kill himself today because there were other kids bullying him
If we didn't walked with him he would be would have die
>I begin to cry and I gave him a hug
>I told him if he needed someone to talk to come to me and someone who was bothering him i would kick there ass
>I told him we should should hang out sometime and agreed
>I unlock my bike from his gate, lucky me it wasn't stolen and rode off
>My life changed forever

>>681072234
>My dick is big
>I live in California
>I have had sex
>Many
>Many
>Times
>I am almost finished getting my degree
>Life is good right?
>WRONG
>World is fucked up
>No chance of redeeming it
>I do not know what i am going to do next
>Money is always fucked
>and fuck this shit
>
>

>>681081008
I wanted kids very badly and we talked about doing that but she left me several months later. I have taken some medication but I have such a weird chemical imbalance that it's hard to get the right stuff to set me straight. Everyday now I just pray that something will happen to kill me , because I can't do that to myself. I miss her , but she's already with someone else now and happy.

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>I'm in a hurry to get to the destination, and never appreciate the journey.

>>681072234
>got a 90 on my philosophy of cognitive science paper, shameful
>blacked out twice this past weekend, drank 30 beers in the span of about 20 hours
>realize I'm becoming an alcoholic at age 21
>didn't make a fool of myself, but could have hooked up with a really cute girl if I wasn't so devastatingly drunk Friday night

Gonna get my shit together soon. All in all though, pretty happy with life

>>681081510
Considered but never wanted to. I smoke, but haven't in a while, and I'll never do anything more than acid and shrooms

>>681077391
why dont you just move, just drive and go as far as you can. Why kill yourself? Your going to die eventually anyway, might as well do as much as you can. Just save up as much money as you can and just start driving out as far as you can. You're at an advantage cause you have no attatchments. You gotta find happiness, it wont just come to you out of nowhere.

>>681081440
Tring to better others to feel better about myself

> youngest of 3
>me 6, brother 11, brother 20
>walk into living room one night late
>see brother (11) crying talking to my mom
>tells me she has to leave for a while to see brother (20)
> brother (20) was driving home from party high and drunk
>tries to out run cops
>slides of bridge
> is now brain dead but alive
>take him off life support before brother (11) or i could say by
Forward 9 years
> now 14
>wake up, and wants drink from basement
>walk downstairs, smell awful
>sees brother (now 19) on couch with brains against the wall
>dont say anything and starts shaking
>walks up stairs and crawls in bead and cries until mom comes to basement
>now an only child
>well fuck
>I tell people i dont care when they talk about suicide and shit
>totally fucking does

>>681072234
>be me
>be on /b/
I cri evritiem

>>681081682
I recommend experimenting with other things to relieve the stress. Alcohol, cigarettes, different types of drugs, whatever works for anon.

>>681073703
Ohio mayne?

>>681072234
>John snow came back to life.

>>681080418
Family drama like that sucks dick because it'll always take priority over you :/

>>681081760
Well, I can honestly tell you that you're missing out. But it's your choice, your life, so you make the call.

>be me
>fairly high up in fast food management
>only one person above me in the store level, 3 equals and all other 35 employees under me
>boss constantly talks down to me recently, always on my case about the littlest things, stuff that they'd give a pass on for anyone else
>coworkers notice as well
>boss has trained me from bottom level to here, always being the best boss I've ever had, only had a few issues in the years I've worked here
>new manager promoted. Everyone knows she's sleeping with boss, they apparently think it is secret
>doesn't get trained for anything, boss becomes extremely lazy
>other managers see this and also become extremely lazy
>don't want to be lazy because the crew cannot do everything alone
>even if I wanted to boss would be on my ass
>tired of getting shat on and expected to say thank you
>applied for new job, marketing, slight pay cut at first but will be about the same base salary soon plus uncapped commissions
>dropped nearly 1k on a suit for interview, can pay for it but money will be tight.
>scared about not getting new job
>scared about leaving current job
>pit in my stomach for last two days

>>681082329
I like the allure, but God, the thought of being a drug addict scares the shit out of me

>i have no more friends because they all hangout with my ex

>>681079407
>>681080280
>>681081008
>>681081510
This nigga

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>>681081558
cont.2
>dad decided he's gonna pull the plug on mum to spite me
>get the call, rip mum
>weed every day to try to forget the prior 3-4 months
>new mate pops up
>"hey bruv you wanna try some acid?"
>why the fuck not
>do it
>ohgodthecolours.gif
>nothing works, still remember it crystal clear
>get a shitty toshiba from a yard sale
>this site called 4chan is bookmarked
>still here today
>mrw

>realize in a cosmically speaking short amount of time the universe will stop

>>681082742
This

>be that guy
>my father has cancer
>he think I don't really love him
>I do

>>681077661
>no sex in 2 years
>have not been touched by a woman in 2 years

ive never had a girlfriend or a friend girl for that matter

i have no fucking friends,im 20 and going to mech eng to university next semester... im so fucking lonely that my dad tried to introduce to a friend so i can go out with him...
its slightly depressing and it get more depressing when i took the redpill, and understand the worlds problems and how i cant do shit to help

Smallest to biggest problems keeping me from genuine happiness

>24
>fat
>no money
>no job in years
>no physical contact with women
>stay in home all day
>feels like a jail cell
>abusive parents
>no car
>no bank account
>I don't have any friends.
>I pretty much live like those dudes that stay in their cell for 23 hours but I have my family to "talk" with and a tv.
>steal money

So there's that. Your life isn't as bad as mine is it. I wish everybody happiness.

>>681082317
Exactly, and I don't expect it not to! It's just... shoot me a text once in a blue moon. Let me know you haven't forgotten I exist.
It's making it painfully obvious just how much more I like her, than she likes me.
Is how my gut reaction is. I know she just isn't used to having someone to help her hold the world up with. I know she isn't used to venting without judgement or consequence. I know she just isn't that much of a talker most of the time. It's overcoming the initial feelings that is so hard, though.
I'm used to rejection. Every time something seems to be going right in my life, it gets ripped away from me when I think it is there to stay. I'm extremely worried about that happening, even with little evidence to point towards it.

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>not greentext

>>681082511
You just have to remind yourself who's in control. And when you're use to something, it is difficult to change, but the willingness to changes exists in you. I'm sure you can handle drugs no matter how alluring and heavenly it might feel.

>>681072234
> Have GF
> Emotional Wreck (prior rape victim), Suicidal thoughts, severe anxiety etc.
> Meet up for a Date before she goes out of town, thing go 98% smoothly (I think I may have gotten snot on her cheek when I kissed her but was too embarrassed to ask)
> Goes out of town with family for a wedding
> I text her halfway through, making sure she's alright, she responds, says it's all fine, she's having a good time etc
> Tells me we'll talk more about it when she gets home
> Gets home last Monday, posts a status on facebook about her trip etc.
> Text her
> No reply
> Text her a few days later
> Nothing
> Text her a few days ago
> Not a word
> Proceed to ask a bunch of her closest friends if they've heard anything from her.
> No one has heard anything, in fact, I was the last one to talk to her

I'm really fucking scared /b/ I'm thinking of going over to her house tomorrow to check in on her. I really want her to be ok.

Please be safe Victoria

>be me
>edgy memelord 24/7
>antisocial asshole, procrastinates in class
>diagnosedmyselfwithdepression.jpg
>wanting to be a rapper
>wtf I'm white
>all I do is listen to music and post trash memes
>can't function in basic society
>lonelyaf.avi
>life is an endless stream of fuck-ups
>parents are disappointed in me, and rightly so
>nose big af, one ugly motherfucker
>virginity.mp3
>what girl would want to fuck a guy with no self esteem
>smh I have white privilege
>smh I just want to die

>>681082712
that story sucks anon you ok

>>681080827
I am proud of you.

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>25
>never had friends(got shit-talked about because of it) actually attempted to be a normie and got feelings hurt really bad by them
>on and off years of college, finally going back in the fall for GD.
>have good interest in art but always draw fur(s&g) to express my lonely feelings. recently started painting flowers/ auto & shit to keep a low profile. really thinking to start to go to furry conventions since I'm an outcast anyways. and want to meet people(what else I have to lose?)
>feel really shitty seeing life pass me by
>have a severe bitterness with people that I can't stand being around anyone especially in my age group.

I hate being that guy. Everyone is some type of oppressive despot that have to step on you when you're down.

>>681083055
>24
>abusive parents
fuck this society

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>>681082742
>cosmically speaking short amount of time the universe will stop

Like using makeup, hairstyles and shit? I mean if you get older, you can alway use different types of makeup to fit how you look as you age.

>>681079629
almost finished reading mein kampf and believe me im a Canadian of Lebanese Descent {born and raised canadian/ not a muslim nor where my parents}, and everytime i see what is going on in europe my heart hurts...

hitler might have taken it to an extreme but the EU fucked up. i hope its not as bad as /pol/ shows it to be.

>>681083344
White knight fagget

>>681082742
My motto on life is just make sure that in your life you do what you think you should, money is unimportant unless there's something you want that requires it. I've devoted my life to following my dream and love what I do for myself and I can't expect anything more from the universe or other people

>>681083344
You fucking idiot, get your ass over there now. That's not the kinda shit you waste time on.

>>681082941
Have you told him? Also, hoping he doesn't die, but if he does, do you have any coping mechanism to help you? Like drugs.

>Be me
>Play Dota 2 with my friend every night
>One night he is busy
>Spend the entire night staring at a wall and listening to "Medicine" by Broods on repeat for a good 2 hours
>Realize that the only reason that I don't do this every night is because of my friend
>He has become my anti depressant
>I'm scared of what I'll do if he is busy again

>>681083814
ill play games with you anon.

>>681083574
>cosmic
Not
>cosmetic

>>681083814
Maybe it's time you tried real antidepressants or experimented with drugs. Have you considered this?

>>681083814
Mmr?

>>681083814
I'll play some games with you dude

>>681083662
> Forever alone basement dweller confirmed

>>681083704
I can't tonight, I don't have a car and no buses run out her way this late. I would have skipped work to go, but I'm one fuckup away from being fired and by boss is a soulless asshole

>be me in the armed services
>drink a lot, but trying to not drink as much anymore, already had multiple run ins with the law as a civilian cant fuck up military
>realize when home on leave that people dont understand what kinda life i live in the military
>want to go to college, want to go to iraq
>brother has kid and steady job
>"de-sensitized" but want to have a normal family like that
>know that either i stay in or i forever feel like im at a lose for getting out
>dont know where im going, what im doing, or what it means to be "successful" cant understand what it means to be normal anymore or if i even want to be

>>681083814
Play a game that doesn't suck

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>>681084023
I'm a little high right now. Forgive me anon.

>i live in a pineapple under the sea

>>681072234
>be me
>not sure anymore

thats the worst part

>senior high school 18
>friends suicidal
>no feels no hurt
>got first gf
>best thing every
>she's bi and I am fine with that
>she's a gamer
>had sex, it was great
>I ask for a three with a friend
>she gets mad
>weekend weekend break up
>still both love each other
>she doesn't trust me
>most days are uneventful
>but when she talks to me
>days are unbearable
>thought she moved on
>asked me for advice for next gf or bf
>helped her out
>I ask for advice and that blows up in my face
>goes to prom sees her with new bf
>week passes she texts me
>I get scared because she is going 100mph and texting me of all people
>she says she wants to talk.
>herd her smile and back down the rabbit hole I go
I know that I am the biggest beta fag

>>681084307
All good homes

Greentext why I'm sad? Okay.
>why would I be happy?

>>681072234
>have hash oil lab
>partner opens door when cops knock looking for some asshole kid.
>cops force their way in my house having no idea what the fuck i actually had in my house thinking i was hiding some kid
>find my closed loop system and hash oil lab.
>find sealing room, with over 100lbs of weed, as well as 8lbs of oil.
>loved doing that, and cost me so much money.
>can end up going to jail for almost 6 months worst case scenario.
>live in northern california, sorry should have mentioned that first.
yeah I'm really fucking bummed out. I already have severe anxiety and depression and smoke oil for my problems.
already can't sleep or eat most days but being high helps a whole lot.
my largest concern aside from dealing with the crippling sadness of so much loss is, how do i deal with loosing my medication in jail if i end up going? they don't let you take your weed prescription in the fucking jail. i'll have to be doped up on some crazy shit.

>autism

>>681072234
>school
>gF bad depression
>gf bad anxiety
>gf bi polar
>random girl walks by me and gf and says hi anon
>gF yells out loud wtf hey who the fuck is that
>explain I don't know and to stop yelling
>there's classes in and teachers where right next to us every one was looking
>I leave her because I'm pisst
>start arguing over text
>started to hate her for causing a big ass scene
>I find a place to be alone
>gf finds me throws orange at me and yells fuck you
>she looks bad mascara running makeup a mess
>I say sorry for going away I'm just mad need to calm down
>she says
>WHY DON'T I JUST KILL MYSELF
>she walks away
>I yank her hard back to me
>yell at her she can't always threaten to kill herself
>girl comes says what's wrong to gf
> I walk back sit down start banging my head against the wall
>starts to bleed
>hear girl say what's wrong? Is it your bf
>hearing that I snapped
>got up punched a metal door and walk off school campus
>starts remembering things
>starts to cry
>I hate my life I hate my fucking life
>I just want to smile have fun
>see gF walking to a very active and busy street
>yells to her
>I sound abusive as fuck
> go up to her ask where she's going
Cont?

>>681082543
Really trying to sell drugs

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> be me
> 22 kissless virgin
> always been that guy with lots of female friends, who see me as their bff
> meet girl, 8/10
> start talking, we get along, I fall for her
> turns out she's fucking engaged
> has trust issues, insecurities, trusts me enough to open up to me, she tells me everything
> relationship is in trouble, thinking about ending it, asks me what to do
> tell her to think it through, that it's her choice
> mfw I'd rather hold on to my emotions than break up a 2 year engagement

They're still together. I'm probably gonna end up a best man on their wedding or some shit. See her and listen to all of her stories, problems and shit almost everyday.

It fucking sucks.

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>no gf
>barely have friends
>failure in most ways such as
>25 and living with parents
>no job
>still in community college for the 8th year
>poor mental health
>most of the fun I have is in dreams
>where I have most of the mentioned things

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>be me
>2nd year of uni
>been with girl for all of uni
>engaged, happy
>living at her house in the summers, her fam loves me
>life was great
>two weeks ago she just drops me and screws another guy
>classes are ending soon
>no home
>no income
>nothing
>my life is blown to pieces
>I thought I had everything I could ever want
>I had a future
>I was going to have a family
>and its all gone
>no desire to continue trying
>anxiety of lack of house and job are destroying me daily
>barely sleeping
>barely living
>resisting urges to drop into drug use are harder and harder to fight
>just want to feel free of this pain, even if for a moment
>I just want to stop this nightmare

>>681077391
lol and in my state i got let out of jail for having 100lbs of weed, 8lbs of oil and a lab.
this court bullshit is figuratively fucking killing me inside.

>>681076495
It's be okay Bobby

>>681084032
It's more that he provides a distraction for me from my own mind. I don't know if antidepressants would be able to do the same thing.

>20
>White
>Studying pre-law
>classes are filled with SJWs, Minorities
>paying way too much for my education
>tfw when White, so not good enough for Scholarships where I go ("Diversity #1! White People are oppressors!")
>considering dropping out of Private University and going to trade school to do something useful

>>681083814
>"Medicine" by Broods
i have no friends
i have no one
i tried thinking of something else so i started reading books {philosophy, historical books},
Slowly start to notice what the world has become and how i cant help change it, how we are repeating the same mistakes and we are going through a horrible cycle.

i had a major headache
look outside the window see a guy and his girlfriend walking down the street notice i have never had a girl friend or a friend {girl}
my headache increases till i start hitting my head

i go play cs:go to forget and browse /b/

>>681084451
faggot

>>681084169
Do you have anyone that can go over there now? I hate to say it but if she hasn't contacted you in days then something is wrong.

>>681084500
Cont pls sur

>>681084925
fuck you asshole.

>>681084169
Job? Maybe your girl needs more money than you do now?

>>681084451
dude that fucking sucks dick, i would of atleast went out hitting the cops, and get a extra charge.

>>681072234
my fukin life bro is all that the problem is my fukin life no fuiin job no friends no gf nothing bro and my mom died last year fuk

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Music for your sadness https://youtu.be/d3q_0UP6sck

>>681084940
No, not right now, I live at home cause lolpoorfag but my moms car is in the shop and my dad is at work
>>681085161
Wut

>>681084500
Pic

>>681084292
I normally play counter strike, he only plays Dota so that's why I play it.

>>681083733
I smoke weed it let me escape all those for a bit

>>681085402
I should mention this isn't the first time she's done something like this, She Isolates herself when she gets really depressed over something

I don't know, I love her to death, but this whole thing has just been so draining

>>681085334
my bail was $500,000 but they let me out on statue of limitations because they had to charge me with some manufacturing charge which is what they charge people who are making meth with.
i thought because the entire thing was so sloppy that they might just drop the entire case, but after i spent 5 days in jail and got let out on statue of limitations, i got called back to court 3 months later.
shit sucks man. i know it could be worse, and where i live is SUPER lenient on this kind of thing compared to other states. it just sucks. we had security cameras too my partner is just stupid and thought it was no police fucking obviously.

>be me
>dont really have anyone
>hate parents and brothers
>mental disorder runs heavily in family
>diagnosed with depression when i was 11
>saw therapists my entire young adult life
>when i turned 18 i moved a few states away and didn't tell anyone
>wanted to escape this fucking shitty life that i had because family and mental illness
>cantescape.jpg
>mental condition is deteriorating
>don't want to get back into that life
>whatdo

To all you engaged niggas. FUCKING STOP IT NOW!

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>>681083374
fuck, me too pal

>30 years old
>G/F and I broke up
>Living back at my dad's house
>Job isn't good enough to really live on my own without being poor and shit
>Drink often as a result

>>681085884
engaged at 22? SOMETHING WENT WRONG M8

>>681072234
>Be me
>Be hated by own family
>Have no talent
>Have a shitty job
>Be alone
>Virgin

>>681072234
i'm not sad. i'm content with the decisions in my life.

i would be more sad if i didn't make the decisions i made. the best advice i can give is that you will regret the things you didn't do more than the things you did.

>people think that making other people feel better matters
>people think that "the world going to shit" matters(I don't believe so personally)
>people lack such a firm grasp on reality that they will gladly waste their time on anything but themselves
>realizing that even thought I have full control over how I feel I can't have other people act the same and chill the fuck out
>try not to be too edgy
>fail

>>681073703
kik?

>>681072234
>22
>can only find motivation when I get high
>can't stop getting high

>>681086014
I forgot to add
>No dubs

>>681085571
Just stick with her, be supportive and most of all just love her unconditionally. I went thru the same stuff she did, ( I had depression and suicidal tendencies) my wife left me when I needed her and it's cost me so much pain and heartache. Just do all you can for her.

>Be me
>In Highschool and I'm not able to talk to other people outside my friend group
>Every single one of my friends are smart while i'm a dip shit who can barley get a C on my tests.
>Also being fat and lazy doesn't help.

>be me
>13

MODS MODS MODS le XD

>>681086014
Same, but I do have a talent I'm working on, but since people hate me anyways they shit on my creations for fun.

>>681084500
Cont
>gf says she's going to the park to calm down a little
>say that's bs and that she was going to kill herself
>gF crystal
>I hug her
>tell her I'm mad and stressed about home shit
>parents found out my sis is gay and I smoke weed mom's a cop and dad was a cowboy fag who grew up doing bad but wanted to live his life good the whole way out
>doesn't help really
>today we argued about the girl
>subject changed to this guy who molested her
>she hasn't told me everything
>I start gettin mad
>say fuck you for not telling any one
>start saying how much I hate her because she didn't tell any one and he's still out there
>telling her how she didn't get better from the previous times she went to the mental hospital
>tells her she lied just to get out
>tell her she should go back to get her shit straight
>tell her she needs to talk about getting that cunt In jail
>hopefully she will tell all her problems and come back not over emotional
>I HOPE SHE gets better
>I HOPE she learns to love herself
>I start crying
>looking back on my past wondering why I changed so much
> why am I like this
>sometimes I wish I was forever alone
>sometimes I wish I never met a soul
>sometimes I feel the world would be better without me another less fuck head
>another less failure even tho I tried all semester but ended up with two G's
>wishing I was away
>alone
>scared of the future
That's why I'm sad

>>681086064
come join us in california!
seriously, weed in off the street is dirt cheep. and the good indoor nug is 40/ eighth at the weed clinic. if you ever think you might have some sort of condition which weed can make the everyday function of your life better, this is the state to be. seriously. here there is no problem with needing a dab or a bong hit to get out of bed in the morning.
simply put if it actually motivates you its helping do something. you can work you can smoke just as much.

>>681086422
why are you like what even?
told her to figure her shit out? its called growing up man. you can't give a shit about everyone. or frankly most people. if she's going to kill herself she's going to do it anyways. this has literally nothing to do with her.
next time fuck her and dip when she wants a relationship you idiot.

>>681086470
What about people with jobs is there a rule saying you can't be high while working? Cause I feel alot of people would be high at regular jobs and just be stoned

>>681077296
I'm in the same boat as you anon. I still have time, but it's running thin.

>>681086893
What are you a nigger?

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>gf broke up with me 3 months ago
>all of my friends revealed that they were pretending to be my friend until she dumped me
>I think about it everyday
>think about everything I could have done differently
>best bud in japan with marines
>failing community college
>going to take 3 years for transfer
>I live at home so I have no confidence
>Father sees moving out as a waste of money
>I can leave home when I transfer
>can't function on a day to day basis because LMAOnoconfidence
>community college filled with highschoolers so don't feel like I can make friends
>can't even be bothered to play video games anymore
>all I do is watch anime and shitpost
>I just want to move out and live but I'm too scared to confront my dad
>Continue everyday on the path to destruction

I just want someone to talk to without feeling like I'm annoying them

>>681086932
i work in a cafe part time as well and take dab breaks every 2 hours but my boss is like 20 and smokes weed (i'm 25). many jobs around here do not drug test, and if you have a prescription they're usually good to go anyways. some places it's just company policy not to higher anyone who uses any kind of drug prescribed or otherwise, but those are actually a rarity. it depends your county though. i live in the emerald triangle so shit is pretty fucking chill here.

>>681075971
Yea, so. My mommy says i can stay as long as i want cause daddy has lots of the money stuff.

>be me
>highschool
>attempted suicide
>"really smart"
>33 act
>148 iq
>shite grades
>not going to college
>in hospital for 2+ months for all for years
>parents fucking hate me at this point
>idek know what to complain about everything is shit
>not even living a bad life. No beating or abuse or anything
>just really fucking depressed for no reason
I want to wait till I graduate in 2 like a month b4 I an hero
Idk if I can
What should I do /b? Would turn to drugs but no job=no money =no drugs

>>681085756
It's all in your head.
>kek<<

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>>681079970

i was almost you, and i will always envy you

dont ever become an alcoholic, thats what fucked it all up for me

>out of oxy

>>681082999
I will be your friend inverted demonic trips!

>>681087287
Do you have a limit on how much you smoke so you don't get to high and drop shit?

>>681087496
my brains?
>well fuck i hope so annon

>>681072234
>be me
>Palmeiras lost to Santos
>cry entire night

>>681087396
I looked back on this after I posted it and I realize I sound like a stupid white faggot

>>681087247
Dude, you don't have to confront your dad, just pack and move out, block his number/all contact and move on, life is too short to stagnate.

>be me
>be gross eczema acne monster
>be lonely faggot
>want cuddles
>can't love unless love self
>don't
>be sad

>be me
>nearly 24
>in love with my male best friend
>trying not to be
>have talked with him about it but don't wanna make it anymore uncomfortable than it is
>great guy, totally understands though
>very insecure about my body and myself in general
>jealous of my best friend also
>accidentally saw him naked today
>in every way superior to me
>still in love with him and shaming myself currently
>just being selfish and wallowing even though I know I should just grow up and get over it esp for our relationship's sake

>>681072234
>be me
>be in college
>on a daily basis i can't stop thinking about grill
>dated for years
>still love each other
>both resent each other
>not gonna happen
>think about her on a second to second basis
>literally my love for her has not diminished in the slightest
>"time heals"
>please, maybe it gets easier to deal with, but nothing has changed
>continued....
>been busy with school
>class i'm taking's grade can dictate my future career
>talk to manager at work
>i have to take school srsly
>"kk, school's number 1..."
>i feel bad, lmk if you need me to work more hours
>"nein, school's more important, this job will be here for you in the summer"
>cool, thank you based god
>"np"
>this was a convo between one of two managers and myself
>manager #2 (1 i had convo with) quit
>ask for more hours last week from manager #1
>"no problem, i'll throw you on the schedule"
>the following week i received no email with the schedule
>i receive one even when i don't work
>call in, "manager #1 will contact you when he's not busy"
>k
>ask friend/coworker if my name is on the schedule
>nope
>fuck me
>sit in bed watching old WEC stressed out wondering what the fuck is going on

So /b/, any advice on how to forget a grill who I dearly love? It's been 6-7 years since we've dated, but we periodically hang out and talk throughout each year. Also, my finances aren't a huge problem, my parent's would help me out, but in the event I'm fired, I do need to find another job. I'm just worried, I truly enjoyed my job and was making great money for someone my age. Any idea what the fuck is going on? One of my friends said they were cutting the guy's that are "on call," technically I wasn't on call, but essentially, I was; I even requested and was verbally granted more hours the following week, the same week I didn't receive an e-mail.

>>681087670
i've been smoking everyday for almost 10 years and have been exclusively only dabbing for almost 5. i have the thc tolerance of a large bear. i know being on 4chan you see kids post their shit weed and say some kind of bullshit like that, but i am not joking when i say i have severe anxiety problems. i should be on medication but instead am high literally any time i am awake. not being high is something that never happens. i couldn't tell you what it felt like for weed to be super strong because it hasn't hit me that hard since i was maybe 16. sometimes working an 8 hour shift at the cafe i can smoke like a .7 of some REALLY good hash oil. like 40/g at the weed clinic. more than if i was just sitting at home on my computer.

>>681087809
Nah your good it's people who had it easy in there teenage years that say your acting like a whiny white fag
I feel you it sucks but you will grow out of it one day you will go this is stupid and the depression will dissappear and turn into nothing you won't know what to do in life you just gotta live

>>681075848
>Cheeeese gromit

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>>681072234
>Met fenamon on /b/ while ago.
>Is actually real grill contrary to logic of /b/
>Seems quite nice, fantastic body.
>A lot of same interests as me
>howcanthisbe.iso
>Am afraid that I'm developing real feelings for her.
>Fully aware that it's weird to do that.
>Know this probably will never go anywhere.
>Still want to try, despite inevitable truth.
>mfw I re-read this.