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>>680957612
I can dump some, I have a few

hundred

>happened yesterday and i want to share it
>i have a cousin 10 years old lets call her lydia
>i really like her because she reminds me my self when i was a kid (i have 4 little girl cousins but i like her the most)
>She is clever and shy like i was she hates technology like i was, all her friends have facebook and post selfies( for fucks sake they are 10 years old ) but my cousin hates that like a clever girl she is
>last 2 months i bought an ipad to another cousin i have (she is 8) i bought it cos her parents are really poor, she was so happy
>Fucking yesterday i visited my mom and she was talking via skype with my aunt
>i asked for lydia i always make a funny face and she does the same and she leaves laughing we do this at skype everytime
>my aunt told us the school teacher called her to talk about lydia
>he told her that lydia is constantly alone like i was at her age, lydia told her mother that kids talk about facebook all the time and because she doesnt have one girls dont hang out with her
>my aunt told us she left school and saw lydia alone in the playground just sitting there
>first time i saw my aunt sobbing
>i couldnt sleep last night
>that brilliant kid too wise fore her age following my footsteps being alone
>i know she will be smth in her life like i did
>i m a journalist
>but what is better ? good childhood and stupidity or wisdom and loneliness?
ignorance is bliss...
I m so alone no matter how many things i will accomplise in life.
Buy her a bad ass phone so she can takes photos for facebook and be a moron? or dont and let her be wise but lonely?

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>>680958018

>>680958511
>that pic
Ahh, the (il)logic of the typical normie

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>occasionally read about guys losing their shit after dropping out of colloge
>"thank god this will never haappen to me, I know what I want to do in life"
>finish high school, enroll in college, majoring maths
>it's not what I expected at all, can't keep up with my studies
>new city, no friends, no job, no money
>drop out after the first semester
>work some small jobs to try and stay afloat

>tfw no idea where to go with life
>tfw no passion, no interest in everything, and no one around to give a fuck about it

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>>680958511

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>>680958954

>>680958918
I feel you. Same thing here

>been on track whole life,
>run into issue with discrete math that sets me back.
>Programming stops being fun for me.
>now what

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>be me
>dont have many people in my life
>weekend comes, think ill spend it with someone and not be on here feeling miserable
>bf ignores me for the weekend because of an argument we had
>mfw he ignores me even though he knows i tried to kill myself

>>680960142
rebecca?

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>>680960276
oh shit man is this real? Even though I do have some friends I almost never feel interested in even meeting them out of uni or even speaking to them, they feel like accessories I keep around just to say I have them.
I really don't give a shit about that aspect though, how do I regain my motivation?

>>680960298
No. I think youve asked me this before, or it was another name. Not sure.

>>680956205
Holy fucking shit

>>680958420
I don't think anyone here can answer that anon
I think about it every day yet I can't decide if I would have rather been a stupid normie

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>>680958420
>like a clever girl she is

>>680956265
That one hit a bit way too close, thank you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSyYYfUvO14
feels

>>680961190
Im kind of in the same situation. I only have 2 friends left but we are in the same class so it doesnt require effort to hang out with them. We rarely hang out after school though. Its been like this ever since i was 17 and im 19 now. I had 5 online best friends, some left me, some drifted away. It used to hurt but now it doesn't. I don't feel anything anymore. I'm ready to accept that i will lose those 2 i already have pretty soon. I used to be interested in meeting people, real life and online. I loved sharing things discussions. Now i hate sharing anything anywhere except on an anonymous site where i know no one knows who i am and no one will remember what i've said. I used to have something to look forward waking up to. Exciting job, to draw, a love you good morning text, texts from friends, groups. Now the first thing i do when i wake up is go on 4chan. I don't even want to kill myself at this point. I don't feel alive. But at the end of the day, when i'm up at 2 am, then it gets awful.

>18 y.o me, senior year
>act very social, have many friends
>I hate them all
>But have this special friend, used to be a room-mate, we used to hang out a lout, jam on the guitar, smoke and drink
>I was ok with it
>Last decembre
>Go to a guy's 18th birthday party
>He meets his cousin there, pretty girl, but really short
>I try to hook her and fuck her, fail miserably
>Some other guy still gets her, and they make out all the time
>It's really annoying
>Anyways, the bar closed, we just had a few beers
>"What do?"
>We go to my pal's apartment, and the one with the birthday says we can drink all the booze he got for his birthday
>Get wasted, apartment gets wasted, about 15 drunk guys in three rooms during the night
>The following they I promise I will visit in the christmas break to fix shit around
>Weeks pass, he doesn't call, find out later that short, hairy bitch that seemed nice is his girlfriend, and they been hanging out the entire month
>"Ok, doesn't matter"
>Things go on as usual for a time, just that he texts a lot and during night he leaves to see her
>One particular night, he asks me to stay overnight, because he is bored (I'd stay there every thursday, just for fun)
>Ok
>It's about 8pm
>"Hey man, I gotta see my girlfriend"
>"Okay, for how long"
>"an hour tops"
>"Fine"
>1 am, he is not home, I boiled of boredom
>leave, spend the night in the town
>get really upset, don't talk to him for a week
>We got in some thing, and we spend time together again
>Friday night, I also stay there (bitch is out of town so he doesn't go)
>We plan to grab a beer and some snacks and play Skyrim
>bitch calls
>"Hey, honey, I'm home, I'm preparing to grab a beer with rocky"
>"No?Ok, ok"
>"Dude, we're not getting any beer
>How come?
>My girlfriend doesn't want me to be a drunkard
>Yeah, it's like just a beer, dude. Don't tell her
>Nah, man, can't do that
>We really got into a fight where I made him choose
>He choose her, I left, got drunk, beat a hobo and that was it

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>>680962480
cont
>Now they still together, after months, I speak to him, but on rarely
>He's just his whore, buys her food and lot of shit
>His cousin told me that he sends him to another room when she changes clothes
>so, no, I was not replaced by a sex partner, I was replace by a very short, hairy bitch (pic related), that wouldn't allow him to fuck her...and it's been 5 months
>I don't speak to anyone now, just at school
>And I don't speak to my girlfriend either, because mostly I'm not in the mood
>Now I watch movies, play video games, read and play guitar all day
>All by myself
So fuck you pal, I put my trust in you and you ruined it.
Fucking fake stupid friend

>>680956053
>tfw no one notices you're on the ceiling

>>680958420
Get her the phone, the kid is still going to be smart but you just have to make sure she doesn't become a slut. If you really care about her you'll make sure you keep an interest in her hobbies and sex life. Sometimes all it takes is someone who cares

>>680956265
Something similar happened to me.
>be me
>lonely kid, constantly bullied
>one guy felt sorry for me so he tried to befriend me
>was kinda hard since i was an autist
>he didn't give up on me
>we eventually became friends and he helped me get somewhat social skills
>everything was nice
>his mom passes away
>dad gets remarried and has own family
>he was an only child so he didnt belong anywhere
>tried to be with him as much as possible
>we took up shooting together to let out our anger, he had an uncle working in a shooting range
>i kinda sucked, but he was a natural
>he ended up shooting himself one day and passed away
>still go shooting sometimes
>if he told me maybe we both couldve went out as heros
>have dreams constantly wishing hed come back and encourage me to go on
>or come back and shoot me in the head
>because that would be less painful

>>680960276

never seen anything that hits home like this.

a while ago i met some old friends. "anon," they said. "we thought you were dead."

that's happened twice now.

i don't talk to anyone at work. stay quiet and do my job.

bumped in to a good old friend. it was amazing how natural it felt talking to him. he gave me his new number, we should catch up, blah blah blah. been, i guess 2 months now, haven't bothered contacting him again.

i once worked at a place for over a year without knowing anyone's name but my boss'.

i no longer exist on social media. only have 1 person on steam i say hello to every few months and 1 person i email every now and then. have not heard from any family since 2009.

very oldfag. now and then lurker.

>>680963341
You ever think about taking antidepressants?

>>680963341
turns out if you don't talk to people, they don't talk back
put in some effort or things will stay the same

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>>680956205
>>680956265
>>680956348
>>680958954
>>680959183
>>680960276
>>680962410
>>680962480
>>680962862
>>680963314

>>680962862
Wow youre really dumb. Of course he'd choose that thing (fucking gross btw) over you, shes got a vagina. You got mad for no reason. Because he got a girlfriend and she didn't want him to be a drunktard? How is that a bad thing exactly? You shouldn't have made him choose. But yeah he ended up being a dick too, you could've come to a mutual understanding.
Btw please tell her to shave those arms. Idk how someone can bare to look at that.

>>680963870
Like, that pic is on facebook.
And that's the problem.
Not only he lost me as a friend. He has no friends at all. He doesn't hang out with anybody. He's young, he could use a drink with some guys.
And we were speaking about getting a beer there, not a fucking jack bottle.

>>680963232
ye i cant make sure she will not become a slut she lives 2 hours away where i live .
also dude she is 10 what sex life lol
>>680961750
there are times i wish i was a stupid normie douchebag, i mean i have a sex life i have friends but i m always kinda bored of how shallow and stupid ppl around me are. i wish i was like them interested about what kardashians did what to buy to make impression what oprah said and stuff like that, instead i care about politics world economy i care for migration crisis climate change and stuff like that.

>>680964071
Yeah fair point. Well in that case its your job as a friend to help him. If you guys were such great friends then dont give up on him anon. Dont let him fall into the hands of that hairy beast. Who knows, maybe one day it will pay off.

>>680963628

i have. i once talked to a man with bipolar about it. he encouraged me to do so, gave me the number of his doctor, and i did nothing. one less friendship.

>>680958918
same here, pulled out of college due to depression, currently working part time 5 days a week, see gf on weekends, fill rest of time with PC
> no drive
> no interest

>>680964315
see
>>680963640

>>680960142
My bf is doing the exact same thing this weekend....

>>680964687
Rebecca?

>>680956205
... :(

>>680959683
>>680964332

at least there's people in the same boat, eh?

It's just so oddly paradoxical. How to work up a hobby or interest if nothing interests you and you have no motivation?

>>680960142
>mfw he ignores me even though he knows i tried to kill myself
more like he ignores you because you tried to kill yourself.
just do it faggot.

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anybody got some music?
I need to feel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cN_5GGIihP0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RScZrvTebeA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fhOm7uzm_Ss&list=PL4D61021DBD99C9E0&index=16

>>680964280
He's a lost case, and there's no way I could make him listen to me.The only person he listens to is that bitch. He doens't even listen to his old folks.
But one day they will separate, and he'll realize he has no friends anymore. That day, the justice will be served.

>>680964687
Why?
>>680965010
True i guess.

>>680965010
It's a feels thread, no need to be such a dick about it.

I'm feeling severely depressed after being dumped by my girlfriend. I had issues before where I would almost break down once a month and this is now daily, I know it will get better but I just don't know when. She was really the one and I just wish I could go back in time and get shit straight. I'm going to talk to someone about this but I don't know what I would say. If anyone read this far I'd like to thank you for giving a fuck about me

>>680965137
that is just retarded, lines are not sad

>>680964726
Lol no

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v27TRan1SBI

>>680960142
Don't guilt trip him with the "I tried to kill myself"

>>680964315
You should give it a shot. I had depression too and one of the big things I thought about a lot was people saying they thought I was dead or just the "OMG you're alive!" line. I isolated myself a lot like you did so I lost many friends and even family members. I got to feeling very hollow, finally someone convinced me to try antidepressants and I did. You should go see a doctor, it gets a lot better

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>>680962719

>>680965393
Your choice i guess.

>>680956205
oh fuck

>>680962719
>tfw when you die, nobody will send you this

>>680965427
Tbh, i have no idea. I tried calling him, but he didnt pick up, then went batshit crazy, because he's playing league of legends, which i should know so i shouldnt be calling him? Havent heard of him since.

>>680965651
fuck i forgot about this song, ty anon

>>680965533
Honestly it doesn't get better unless you make it better. If you don't, then you just get used to it and think it got better.

>>680965701
You sound like him. But i kinda didn't guilt trip him though. I've been miserable for a while. I just wanted support.

>>680965540
>im going to miss the point and no one can stop me!

>>680965870
I don't know how to make it better

Dou you also wish sometimes to sleep and never wake up again?

>>680965702
Bullshit. I've been on antidepressants for 5 years. It doesn't work for everybody.

>>680965831
Seriously? Because he was playing that shitty game? Jesus he should be glad he has someone in the first place.

>>680966128
I can confirm this. For me they worked the first few months... But then not anymore

>>680966108
Everyday. My best friend prays every night before going to bed to die in his sleep.

>>680966128
Sorry to hear that, something's gotta work for you

>>680966270
Isn't it the same for weed? If you take too much of it, it has no effect on you anymore?

>>680962594
The only more accurate depiction of depression I've seen is having a broken limb and people tell you to just ignore it and that it will heal. Brings me back to when I was at my worst and my mom couldn't stand seeing me by the computer for 18 hours a day

>>680966401
I've tried a variety of pills but it was pretty useless.

>>680966108
Basically ever day. I'm never happy when socializing irl anymore

Threads like these make me kind of realize I am, indeed, depressed. I dtill have joy in life. I just spend a lot of time thinking about how I spend my life, about politics, economics.
I always think of the civil war coming.
Sometimes I question myself, if I would rather be stupid and completely happy in life, or I would want to stay partly sad and rather intelligent.

>>680966481
This is always the worst. In most cases you can't help but be depressed and people around you eventually get tired of putting up with you, which makes you feel even worse until they eventually all leave and you have no more energy left to start from the bottom again. You're scared to kill yourself so you end up being like a ghost.

>>680966758
I'd rather be mentally retarded and get joy from seeing triangles than live like this

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If you guys want feels, listen to this song:


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=B9tqvCYlZSQ

>>680966033
Then he's a dildo;
He's kinda supposed to be there for you, being your bf and all. Just talk about the argument when you can and try to fix it; and if he's still childish enough to ignore you after that he's a dick.

>>680966440
I didnt care for the details. All i know is that i lost another hope for happienesd

>>680961190
I really don't know, but I used to feel like that and I can completely relate. Now, IDK, things just changed.

>>680966758
>>680966897
This. Ignorance is bliss. I'd rather be stupid but be happy than like this. Plus stupid people don't know they're stupid.

>>680966881
Speaking of killing myself I've been close to truing a few times but once I was planning on going to school and try to stab people to death. I just felt like killing myself would be so useless that the only option was to take others with me so I'd do something big with my life

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GHBXIldhTDk

>>680961190
Try going places and doing things you never thought you would, fry to find yourself an adventure, IDK. A lot of shit happened to me and I just somehow got over it that way

I'm a recovering alcoholic.
I work 60-70 hours a week because I have no one to hang out with and I'm terrified of going back to drinking because I know I will.

I don't want to give up hope but I'm so thirsty.

>>680967129
I'm not even joking about rather being retarded. I've seen so many of them and they're always fucking happy, I'm jealous that I can't have that

>>680966897
Wasn't there something about most geniouses suffering from depression?
My mother also told me her opinion about it, that it wad better when people were stupid, because the more people know, the more depressed they become, not being able to put up with reality and truth.
I think I'd rather stay intelligent.
Because the dumb people will be shocked even harder by war, out of surprise.

>>680967282
You always have us anon, it might not be much but I love it

>>680967399
If geniuses are more depressed I must be a walking, talking Steven Hawking

>>680966897
Wasn't there something about most geniouses suffering from depression?
My mother also told me her opinion about it, that it wad better when people were stupid, because the more people know, the more depressed they become, not being able to put up with reality and truth.
I think I'd rather stay intelligent.
Because the dumb people will be shocked even harder by war, out of total surprise and not being prepared in any way.

>>680967051
We resolved the argument and everything. I'm hard to put up with sometimes and i get it. But so is he. I don't complain though, i always put up with it and support him. He said he wanted to cool off for the weekend, because he wanted it to pass. He also said he does this to others too, but for a longer time and that i'm "special" because it's only for 2 days. He is childish and sometimes i feel like i have a son instead of a boyfriend.

a song to cut to

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FG7R6zuVufE

>>680966897
Wasn't there something about most geniouses suffering from depression?
My mother also told me her opinion about it, that it was better when people were stupid, because the more people know, the more depressed they become, not being able to put up with reality and truth.
I think I'd rather stay intelligent.
Because the dumb people will be shocked even harder by war, out of total surprise and not being prepared in any way.

>>680967658
>cut
That literally solves nothing and won't bring anyone happiness, trust me

>>680966897
Wasn't there something about most geniouses suffering from depression?
My mother also told me her opinion about it, that it was better when people were stupid, because the more people know, the more depressed they become, not being able to put up with reality and truth.
I think I'd rather stay intelligent.
Because the dumb people will be shocked even harder by war, out of total surprise and not being prepared in any way.
Fucking annoying captchas.

>>680967784
Why have you posted the same thing four times?

>>680967185
Actually i was thinking the same. But instead of stab, to shoot. Thing is i'm not sure if i have the balls to. I don't live in america so access to weapons is kinda hard. I gave up on doing that, but sometimes it's fun to think about. Maybe people will hate me after my death, but at least i won't die and be forgotten that soon. World is too populated anyways.

>>680967784
4chan is fucking bugged on mobiles.

>>680967284
Yeah that's true. And i had a friend that had a furry brother, and he was always happy. Maybe he was a furry, that we all consider retards, but he had other furry friends and was happy.

this is not too tragic but still, it's hard

>have gf
>go to same uni
>skip the uni social life, rather hanging out with my gf, movie nights, beautiful girls trying to get closer to me etc.
>3 years later relationship is bad, we broke up
>now lonely af
>have only my high school friends, they all got their circles at uni
>all my good friends are males
>at uni usually I sit alone, sometimes with some people who at least know my name
>some people at uni know i'm not a loser, kinda like me, but it never goes beyond basic conversations about school etc.
>lonely, do not know how to get close to uni people
>don't know how to get a decent gf
>sometimes I even see some nice girl wants to talk with me, but expects me to approach her (at uni, or when i'm traveling home on train etc)
>realize I became fucking boring and lost all my passions and ideals in that relationship, don't even know what to talk about with new people

>>680966239
I know right....

>>680967921
Shit man I think about going out guns blazing a lot. Even thought about getting a gun, calling the cops and then try to shoot them

>>680956174
This

Everytime i come to a feels thread, i see some people who just post, that they post something. They post it from their fancy mac they got on christmas. After they finished posting, they went to bed the bed in their mothers room and sleep in their sheets. And in the morning they went to shool and moan around because of some girls, or some shit.

This makes me angry.

These people who post such shit here, make me, a antisocial aphatic depressed man angry. I dont go angry over alot of things, mostly because i dont care. But then, this....

You idiots know nothing about the life that awaits you. Stop waisting your time posting about your jungster and hipster problems. Enjoy your childhood and your juth, it will never come back after you gone trough it.

Do with it whatever you want, i am always drunk.

>>680967908
4chan didn´t notify me when I posted something on mobile. Fucking hell.

i just want one person who when they want to do a thing with someone else, im automatically the go to guy. im sick of being the afterthought who all too often is completely ignored.

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>>680967419

thanks anon!

pic semi related - its my happy coffee mug.

>>680962719
>tfw your name is Tyler and you can at least pretend someone sent this to you

>>680968095
Does he have other issues or something?

>>680968340
Thanks for the stupid smile, made me cheer up a bit

>>680965533
i feel exactly the same

>>680956205
That's fucking haunting

>>680968539
The same thing happened to you?

>>680968097
Why would you kill cops? I'd kill bullies and people that don't deserve to live. You'd have parents cursing you their entire life.

>>680956435
The exact reason I'm here

>>680965533
do you have social media of some sort so we can talk about this privately?

>>680968350
:(

>>680968624
yeah

>>680968644
Because I'd be remembered forever, as a bad guy but at least I'd be remembered

>>680960142
oh boo hoo

>>680968691
You can kik me DoYouLikeMelons
>>680968780
Why did she dump you?

>>680968931
You'd be more remembered if you did a massacare in a school. People hate on people that harm children below 18.

>>680968985
>oh boo hoo
If you're not interested in people complaining about their lives then don't come here

>>680969078
Killing cops isn't something regular here

all of these posts are about not having friends
>the internet

>>680968985
Did you really have to reply with that? It's not even an argument, it just straight up tells someone "hey you should feel bad"

>>680969184
>>680956435

>>680965533

2 and a half years later and I still miss mine. I wish I never met her.

>>680969183
Oh you from the US? Killing students isn't regular here.

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>>680965533
(came here from the toenail thread)
Hey nigga, I'm in the same boat.
I know exactly how you feel.
>no need to thank me for caring about a bro :^)

>>680969184
Not really. But most of them yeah.

>>680969375
:(

>>680969357
I'm from Sweden. Neither are very popular here but both are tempting

I just want to tell all of you that you're literally the best people I've ever met, I'm kind of shaking as I write this because of all the feels. You guys have always been there for me and I want to thank you. I don't care that I probably will never meet you irl I just feel better talking to people who care about me no matter what. I love you guys

Sincerly, >>680965533

>>680969821
no worries cunt. just make sure you repay the favour.

>>680969959
This is also why I love you faggots

>>680969821
Yesterday I met a guy on a Germanon board, turns out he lives right next to my city and comes here pretty often and even shares my political views, not even kidding. I´m so surprised and happy with this.

>be me, 20
>met 9/10 grill on halloween approx 2 years ago
>we're close
>see her every weekend on town
>im always in the club with my friend
>she always try to talk to me
>i heard from her friend that she loves me
>been drunk
>saw her with another dude, says its her friend
>i call her a slut cause every week shes with other friends doin w/e
>mfw i realized we're just mates, tho i love her
and she can do whatever she wants
>too pussy to ever tell her what i feel
>i see her every week tho
>sad aboutwhat i've lost

>>680970275
That's cool man

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>>680956205

>>680969821
No one really cares about you personally here. But people are in somewhat similar pain and hey they are already here so why not help someone out while at it. Sometimes i relate to someone so much i actually feel for them, even though i know i'll never see them again.

>>680970326
dude girls dont appreciate being called sluts, hint hint she probs thinks ur a 'nice guy cunt' cliche

>>680970346
Yeah, we´ll meet next week an we´ll go to a meeting in a political and economics club next month.
This is so exciting. First guy I meet with my political views in this city.
This story sounds like in some cliche movie.

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>>680970275
That's great anon. I met a guy on here from the same country which was kinda rare and we even talked and he showed interest in talking to me but he was kinda attractive and i'm kinda fat so i never logged in that skype account since.

Moved away for work for a few years and all of my friends messaged me saying how much they all missed having me around, fast forward present day and all the messages i sent to people to catch up are unread

>>680970617
I know no one cares for me personally but they care enough to help me sort shit out. That's more than what most people would do

>>680970674
It'll be good. I'm happy for you

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is there really a point?
should i kill myself?
i've been contemplating it for a while now.

>>680970869
People move on anon. It's what humans do. No need to deny it.

>>680970869
People give up caring pretty quickly, it's sad but true. Try to find new friends

>>680970919
Yeah that's true. It's kinda sad how anonymous people on an image board are more helpful than people you see everyday. Most of them just pretend they care anyways.

>>680970823
You have to continue! I´m also a overweight fuck and I still have the confidence to talk to people. Don´t give up on life!

>>680960142
Tits or gtfo

>>680971028
The only actual point in our shitty little life is to reproduce. But it's not meant for everybody. The world is too populated anyways. I'm gonna kill myself as soon as i find a new owner for my dogs.

>>680970823
Are you a femanon?

>>680971195
It's sad but it doesn't change the fact that I'll always prefer to go here than talk to someone who pretends to give a single shit about the fact that I'm on the verge of suicide

>>680971333
>gays don't exist

>>680971333
It's feels thread. Go get your stupid autist crap somewhere else. Plus they never said they were female.

>>680971424
Same boat to be honest.

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I'm sorry.

>>680971293
I don't. I've been bullied a lot for my weight. I'm too depressed to do anything. I got left by a lot of people so i put on weight. Don't you feel like you're worth less than other people?

>>680971369
>as soon as I find a new owner for my dogs
How the fuck do you have the guys to just leave them behind? If you don't know a single person who loves you I bet that your dogs fucking do. At least wait until they die instead of just passing them on to someone else, I've seen dogs miss their owners and it's fucking depressing

>>680971424
>>680971195
People can open up a lot better when they´re anonymous. We should make a Telegram group.

>>680971403
Why? So you can be like this guy >>680971333 ?

I like these threads, it's nice not feeling numb for the brief time this thread is up.

>>680956404
Hiphon in the wrong place. Fail

>>680971449
Then gay tits? A nipple is a nipple. Just give it a tickle

>>680971424
>>680971792
That's true. I recommend a site called blahtherapy. It's not the same as here, but you can somewhat have a conversation with someone and it's anonymous. It's helped me a lot. Plus you can listen to people vent too.

>>680971506
Like where? /b/?

>>680958511
That's fucking brutal damn

>>680971600
I've read this before. It's sad, even for a newfag

>>680971715
I don´t, I did a test, that showed I´m a narcissist in my thoughts and sometimes actions.
Don´t lose your point in life. Do some sport, you´ll feel better when you´re out in the fresh air and move your muscles, even though it may be difficult at first. I also go jogging, I have been doing it for about a week now. My mother motivates me to go outside with her. We go running in a nearby forest.
You will sleep much better and getting more attractive at the same time. I don´t know what motivates you, you will have to find it.

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>>680969821
Love you too m8.
I'm >>680969375

>>680971783
Yeah but that's kinda rare. Not saying dogs don't have feelings since they obviously do. But my dogs aren't that kind. They go after anyone that will feed them. Sure they might be confused where i am but it's not like they're gonna go cry on my grave or wait for me til they die. They're both 5 years old. I'd have to wait at least 5 more years or more. And i don't want to. I love my dogs and all, but they're not humans. No amount of dogs is gonna replace the emptiness i feel due to loneliness.

>>680972091
On other threads. Not where people open up about their feelings. Plus they never said they were female.

>>680971811
No, just out of interest. I don´t have it in me to be a dick to random people I don´t know if they deserve or not, even on the internet.

>>680961454
Noo I didn't order all those feels!

>>680972517
Oh that's pretty nice of you anon. But yeah i'm a female.

>>680960276

this

>>680972636
When this thread dies, come to this one: >>680972773

>>680960142
>be me
>just an average guy, normal interests and social group
>have a girl with the psyche of a 15 year old that is obsessed with me
>she thinks we are dating
>just want her to leave me alone but every weekend she texts me some long and drawn out incoherent ramble about 'us'
>threatens to kill herself almost everyday, crazy bitch actually tried it once too
>wants me to love her out of pity or something
>thinking about getting a restraining order and a gun soon

>>680956053
Prepare your amygdala.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NMj9TqsS3mQ

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>>680971600

>>680973141
His crying was the part that got to me, feels bad man

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I got a pretty weird story incest related.
>be me
>kind of a social autist but had a few friends whilw i was still just an innocent kid
>got bullied so was left with only 1 autist friend irl (who betrayed me a year ago)
>turn to online friendships
>made some great friends, including this one guy, let's call him A.
>so me and A were friends for maybe 6 or 7 years, not once have we argued, the perfect friendship
>he was pretty unique and as we grew he got weirder
>had an unhealthy relationship with his dad (both were obsessed with each other)
>he never shared much about it, but i found out through his irl friends he got sent to therapists a lot and he still does
>he ended up being pretty depressed, and when he hit 18 he was pretty suicidal
>i didnt want to be a bad friend so i and his other close friends told him to confess to his dad as a joke but he took it seriously
>he did and long story short his dad (36 at the time) had a weak spot for him so fuck it
>end up meeting him last summer
>never doubted him but he obviously didnt make it up
>eventually his mom found out and she was on a high position law related
>he got paranoid, and was a diagnosed bipolar, very unstable
>ended up killing himself
>his dad passed away a few days later
>they were buried together
>log in fb a week later and see the last message he sent me
>cry myself to sleep everyday
He was the best friend ive ever had. He encouraged me to live my life and i know if he was still alive he would be proud of me. He pulled me out of my hole, he was there with me through the worst times of my life. If only people understood you the way i did.

>>680972959
What the fuck. How long has this been going on?

>>680972959
Is she hot?

>>680972959
I would love to have a girl obssesed with me. Or just as a friend.

Broke up with my boyfriend because I fell in love with my best friend during that time.. told me he has feelings too but I feel played now because I left everyone and everything behind for him and he just talks to me whenever he feels like it..
I just feel so sad and angry that I wish I could break all my bones and feel pain instead of feeling like this.

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>>680973141
>>680967227
>don't cry
>don't cry
>don't cry

>>680973602
Link to 4chan Telegram group: https://telegram.me/joinchat/CZoLYwYiqOaYxJYGbCkwrA

>>680973878
>>680973741
>>680973723
Read the post I was replying to

>>680973986
My boyfriend does the same. He only calls me when none of his friends are giving him attention, i spend most of my weekends on here alone.

>>680973986
That sucks (femanon?).
Hopefully it will get better.
I try to take solace in the fact that my ex-girlfriend dumped me.
But, for me, it seems like it will never get better.

>>680956205
I don't get it. Did he hang himself on the bus?

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>>680958511
my ex told me the same thing every fucking day.
i dumped her.
>mfw she wants to get back together really bad now

>>680973986
I don't get how someone can be sad after breaking up a relationship. And assuming you are a girl, you can get a man any day.
Even if you are chubby i love chubby, and there are plenty of man who share my taste.

Guys, before this thread dies, please come to the new one: >>680973079
or just join our 4chan group https://telegram.me/joinchat/CZoLYwYiqOaYxJYGbCkwrA
Would be nice if we could get some people to join.

>>680965188
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZF9Qbjk8V9I

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>>680956053

>>680965188
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5x8ue3-np2c

>>680960142

maybe try not being a manipulative cunt

>>680974174
We aren't even dating.. I told him I'd wait for him and he eventually broke up with his girlfriend. Still waiting. It's always me who talks or texts first.. I feel like I am annoying him.
I will see him tomorrow in school and I feel so anxious about it because I don't know how I should behave that it makes me sick again.

>>680974209
I really hope so too because I can't go on like this. I was a mental wrack when I broke up and taught he'd catch me and such but I figured he's broken himself.
I'd love to be there for him but he won't let me.

>>680974370
Yeah.. I dont know. We've been together for a while and I broke up because I couldn't handle his behaviour anymore. The hitting and insults. I thought I'd have it better with my "best friend" but it's just as bad.

>>680965533
Same thing here going on with my bf, sorry to hear that. I don't know where it went wrong, he just stopped replying to my messages after he moved away, didn't want to call anymore, we didn't even broke up properly.
It's been 4 weeks already and i just don't know what to do. He says that he's depressed, full of stress and that noone can help him... hell, i don't even know his new adress and i have no way of contacting him...
be well!

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>>680975013
....You kind of sound like my ex, not meaning that to be rude, btw.
>all of my feels

>>680974999
How am i a manipulative cunt?

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Why can't I stop thinking about her /b/? I want to but I just can't

I always thought I had discarded all hope to be in a relationship but I my heart doesn't want to stop. It's just so hard to really give up on this... I KNOW I'm gonna be alone forever and I will never have someone huging me and saying "it's gonna be okay" but its hard ...

>>680958918
I´m about to start studying history.
I feel ya.

can I have a hug please?

>>680974999

ok maybe cunt was a bit harsh, but people dont like people who are clingy and threaten suicide if they dont hang out with them and stuff.

My ex was like that and it really wears you down.

>>680974346
Tell her to fuck off

im only 20 and im already dead inside gona kill myself in next 5 years or so
life is great

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>>680971865
>Hiphon

>>680960276
>>680962410
You prety much described my life as it is now. I stopped talking to friends and family because i lost interest in talking with people. Everything i do feels pointless. But still something keeps me from ending my life, not sure what and why.

>>680971600
Bloody hell.

>>680978610
That just means deep inside you just wish things were better and dont wanna die.

>>680978103
19 here, dead inside as well.
I feel you.

Good luck to you all. Hopefully you will meet someone and get that flare back again.

Goner - 21pilots

>>680956205
As soon as I read that last sentence, I got fucking chills man. Holy shit

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>>680972959

>>680960276
tfw I desperately try to talk to people pretty much everywhere I go. I'm not creepy or dirty, I just want to talk, I want to hear words but they all slip away like slippery fish.

I honestly just want to off myself really badly but I just want to feel something. Anything. I even thought paying someone to just spend time with me, to be human. To brush the skin on the back of my hand or breathe the same air without suffocating.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvJtrbj589c

>>680956205
Hahahahaha holy shit I fucking remember that fucking fag ha! That faggot bitch was weak enough to actually take it serious damn sure did fucked him up thats for sure.

Yeah I remember when everyone was doing the boo hoo shit no one was actually seriously crying for him or missing him but we only did that so we don't get in trouble with anyone else.

Jesus y'all fucks need to lighten up and get over it a faggot killed himself big fucking deal!

>>680981226
Fuck man... That hurts...

>>680960142
>hugs you

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the feeling when out of nowhere your girlfriend started ignoring you for weeks. hanging out with hot guys. avoiding you when u look for her. waiting for hours for her but she ignored your text and avoided you. then it hurts so much that you decided to leave and told her everything but she just ignored you. so i focus on college. get a job. to go back to her when ive fixed myself and everything. after 2 years she's the most beautiful out there and youre not even relevant to her now. the feeling that you still love her and planned to go back to her but... but she doesnt even acknowledge your efforts before and the relationship 2 of you had.

>>680965137
>finding feels in every bullshit

>>680975013
Fucking kill yourself you stupid underage cunt. These threads aren't a blog for your faggoty high school byllshit. Goddamnit

>>680981274
Fuck THE FUCKING UKRANIAN GOVERNMENT FUCKING NAZIS I FUCKING HATE THEM
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

>>680960142
how bout you get a job and dont use my good belt next time kayla

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>>680981226
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>>680960142
GTFO
most of us would be happy if we had somebody to hug/talk
killing yourself do it

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This is the worst feels thread I've seen in awhile. These threads are good when they're about deep and permanent pain, the kind you don't recover from, the kind you bear. It's not about fat little bitches in high school whose crushes don't like them. It's not about autists who annoyed their only friends. Nobody fucking cares if you're a fat little pig and cute boys don't like you. That is not suffering. Go back to Tumblr or whatever piece of shit social media hell hole you slithered out of. If you must stay, then lurk moar. Read the greentexts that actually deal with the inexplicable and unnecessary cruelties of life. This isn't your blog, we aren't your friends, we don't care about you, and we probably wouldn't like you if we met. We have gathered here to commiserate over the kinds of pain and loss that do not get better, that serve no purpose, they merely remind us that in life nothing is guaranteed and nothing is sacred. The anon who was nice to the outcast who killed himself, whose mother thanked him for befriending and defending her son when really he was just being nice, that is fucking feels. Fuck you and your banal problems.

>>680960276
I know someone who I only think is in that situation, I haven't talked to him in 7 months and check his steam profile every once in a while. I used to have >100 steam friends, I started cleaning them out every once in a while and now I'm down to 20. I talk to all of them except for the one. I want to message him and see how he's doing but I don't know what I'm scared of. I miss him but I don't think he misses me.

Sorry just rambling