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>>680905428

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>>680905428

>>680906807
jesus man

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>>680906807

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>>680907273

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>>680907450

>>680907409
Tits now

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>>680905951

some how relevant,

because ass chocolate milk always helps depression.

>>680905428
>be me, today
>birthday
>go to local lake with two of my female friends i've known for 10+ years
>let's call them rose and tulip
>have crush on rose for two years
>cuddled with her a few times for hours
>walked alone together in the dark and held hands
>(kind of) flirt with her while she's on vacation
>hang out for a few 30-40 minutes on top of this huge pipe thing
>tulip calls her boyfriend to come over, let's call him nick
>rose calls one of her (also my) friend, male, let's call him chad
>chad and i are similar, both used to play basketball
>he had more of a muscular build
>im more tall and skinny
>more emotional
>nick rides his bike over
>we hang out for a bit
>chad isn't showing
>"he said he'll be over in a few minutes" rose says
>"do you still like chad, rose?" nick asks
>"yes" mumbles rose in response
>pretend to not notice what was just said
>have to leave early, right when chad arrives, to go to family dinner
>run home for a few miles fueled by anger
>sprint like i never have before
>listen to music to get my head off of her
>shower without music, depressed as shit

cont.

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At what point did you guys realize you'd lost control of your life?

>>680907273
This fucking slayed me.

>>680908532
You never lose control. everything you weren't born with is your fault.

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>>680907987

>>680907450
tl;dr

>>680908491
sorry if this is shit, but i want to share

cont.
>return from family dinner
>buy food for friends that are still hanging out
>ready a fire in my yard
>text rose and tulip, ask them where they are
>"we're at the movies, anon"
>mfw
>"with chad and nick?"
>"yes"
>nonononono
>this can't be happening
>feelsbadman.jpg
>"ok, whatever, see you guys soon"

my day so far, what about you /b/?

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>>680908611
This is what I worried was the case. It seems a bit harsh to say, but maybe some people are just fucked from the get go. Maybe some people just never really had much of a chance to begin with. Thanks bro just needed to hear it from someone else.

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>>680908539

>>680909114
whoever this is should atleast try with their father because he is putting in an effort, for real.
im sick of this shit being posted

>>680909114
cunt

>>680908866
That's pretty shitty man. Sorry to hear it. I hope things improve with your relationships and that you can all be happy someday. For what it's worth happy birthday though anon. Hang in there.

>>680909114
What an asshole

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Thinking of trying my new 12 gauge anti depressants tonight bros.

I may be passively fishing for attention but
is it honestly worth not going through with it?

>>680908540
It is almost like if I could hear him yell "mom" when he opened his mouth. And his mother was crying there...

>>680909405
I mean at least I got a great dinner. I'm trying to be optimistic about what I have versus what I want but I basically devoted a part of my life to this girl.

>>680909586
No not really

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>>680908981
>>680908611
i used to be like you guys (thats why i am here)

but i found peace...
how you ask?
i simply anderstude that my life is in MY hand and i can do whatever the shit i want... what could i mean by that?

>you can leave everything and leave a rural life

>you can leave everything and leave the life of a mercenary

>you can leave everything and do a masive shootout
your life are on your hands and only yours

>>680909612
I feel you man, I'm having a birthday in about a week or so myself and part of me is hoping that the girl I've wasted too much time trying to get together with will remember. So I can't help but feel for you bro (since I'm probably gonna be in a similar situation of despair in a while here)

Tell me a bit more about this gal of yours anon, what makes her so special to you?

>>680909793
liar

>>680909586
Just get a shitty old enduro and go cross country like a bad mother fucker, lot of stuff better that dying.

>>680910051
well, as i stated, i knew her for nearly 16 years now and I got to see her evolve as a girl to a woman, and damn she is so great. the way she acts is so cute and bubbly and her body is rocking. she's one of the first girls that gave me a chance, and the first girl i cuddled with. I don't know anon, I just feel like I wasted a big part of my life chasing some girl.

OC

>me
>21
>with this girl for 6 years and a half
>started dating when we were fucking kids
>grew up together
>went through shit and joy together
>2013
>move to big city, start uni
>we both major law
>I didn't like it, drop out by the end of 2013
>late 2014 she gets an internship
>basically, she grew into adulthood while I didn't
>looking back now, I mark that as the day our relationship died
>fast forward to today
>we've been broken up since february 2016
>at this point, we were fucking living together
>I had an internship, but didn't last long. Didn't like it
>her mom and li'l sis are in town for her birthday, was this thursday
>even though we're not together, her mom, sis and family love me like a son
>So the four of us went to the mall today
>she says she holding tears because her mom is here
>just got off the phone with her, 2 am right now
>she said she hook up with some friend's cousin a while back (we were no longer dating)
>we still lived together
>she omitted that from me for weeks, maybe a month
>her story is... weird. She usually would sound or verge of crying, not that casual
>don't know what's worse: She changed, or she's lying to me to tell something bigger
>I pressed, she told me she's pregnant
>I'm the only one she ever had sex with, and that she can't lie to me
>I'm not convinced
>"we'll talk tomorrow when mom and sis are gone"
>Literally the only reason I didn't slice open my arm with a butterfly knife

Just felt like putting it all out. Judge me if want. Judge her, too, it's not like I know anyone here so I don't care

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peace
peace
peace
p
eaceep

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>>680909965
for the rest of you stop wasting my O2 by being zombie/slaves of the capitalistic system that made you this way and kill your selfs

>>680909965
Your advice is helpful in some ways, but some things cannot be overcome just by force of will alone. One can't just rid themselves of a disease, or make someone else love them by believing hard enough. Your optimism is somewhat refreshing though I will admit that. Sure we can will ourselves to do certain things but we're still constrained by circumstances and possibilities that may be outside our control.

>>680910539
Why do you choose to keep pursuing her?

>>680910575
Forgot to mention that:
>I moved on to a biology major in 2014
>I love her so much it physically hurts...
>...while she said she can't love me as a girlfriend should anymore
>some people say this is temporary and we'll get back together

I dunno /b/. I think it's over, specially after hearing this. I mean, I do love her... But I have principles. Hearing this didn't make me contemplate suicide. It just pushed me over the edge. If I do it, I'm not doing it because of her. I'm doing it for me. I can't deal with it; not this, not the shitstain my life became.

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>>680909586
Only one way to find out :^)
I kid of course, but what's got you down enough to the point where you're considering becoming an hero?

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>>680910730
>One can't just rid themselves of a disease, or make someone else love them by believing hard enough.
>or make someone else love them by believing hard enough.

7000000000 fucking humans and you chose to limit your self to 1? one?

this is what you deserve >>680910714
now go win that Darwin award

>>68091095
I don't know really. Every other girl just seems useless compared to her I guess.

>>680911020
That's a real shitty situation to be in anon. What do you see yourself doing here? Like what do you consider to be possible options for this?

>>680910959
see >>680911654

>>680906807
What a selfish bitch. To leave her corpse to her brother like that.

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>>680911270
I'm going fucking nuts dude
im hallucinating like every single day just weird shit
bugs crawling around my room and inside of my skull sometimes, behind my eyes
i am trying to get clean
i was doing heroin for a while and im on my 3rd week of being clean
its hell its so fucking bad and honestly it would be
soeasy just to shoot myself
besides i have no more family left and then aboiut 3 weeks ago my boyfriend shot himself too

sorry for weird typing my hands are shaking allot
PLEASE
DONT
FUCKING
DO
HEROIN
EVER

>>680910079

Fuck. That is so fucking sad. He doesn't understand what is going on with his buddy. Why does this shit have to exist. I hope he eventually moved on and lived a full life.

>>680908866
Easy anon, just lose contact with them.

>>680909114
Whoever this this phone belongs to, you are a worthless pile of shit, and I hope your dad regrets ever giving birth to you.

>>680909114
Aw...

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>>680910575
Well, shit doesn't last forever.
>love
The only one you should love is yourself. That's mildly exaggerated though. You get the point.
Sometimes you get real unlucky, as is your case. Move the fuck on.
Also, abortions, abortions, abortions.

>>680909114
I hope you guys realize the kid killed themself.

>>680912522
Fuck. That took a turn.

>>680912522
Story behind it?

>>680912522
I dunno man, that's a lot of food we're talkin' bout.

>>680911870
>boyfirend
Either your a faggot (kill yourself)
Or a tits beast (tits tjen kill self)

>>680911450
>generic comment about an inability to will oneself into a committed and caring relationship of a loving nature
>assumes it's a specific reference to unrequited romantic love

Careful with assuming what you want to read into things anon. That comment is ambiguous enough to cover the potential for finding a significant other like you suggested or even to suggest that one cannot will themselves into having loving parents for example.

Why so belligerent anon? surely there's a reason you're in this thread other than to suggest to potentially already suicidal people that they should off themselves. Not trying to be rude or unnecessarily argumentative here, just genuinely curious. What's on your mind tonight /b/ro?

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>>680912813
im a worthless faggot man, but hey.
I could be an asshole, atleast i'm not that.

>>680911870
That sounds rough. I've had a lot of friends who've messed around with that kind of stuff, some were able to overcome it and get to a better place, others weren't. The important part is that you're trying to turn your life around though. It's a rough journey, but if you make it through it the potential for better times lies ahead. I hope you can make it through this man. Hang in there.

>>680906807
Fuuuuuck

everyone complaining about lost love.

does anyone have problems with people you hate or am I the only chump that got stuck with people I don't care for?

>>680912383
Not legal in HUE HUE HUE
>>680911690
Suicide. Not because of her or anyone. Because of me. Call me coward, weak, whatever. I have perfect sense of how wrong it is to say this, but... She was the only good thing in my life. A lot of people say I have other stuff, but that's how I, ME, MYSELF see it.
It's ironic: I love the concept of the internet and the "fix shit with a patch", but I cannot apply that to my life. It either works or... You start over. Which I plan on doing.

IF she is really pregnant... I don't know. I told her if she had any hope of us getting back together, she wouldn't as much as kiss someone on the cheek. She says she did worse than that, so... Not going back on my word. Besides, she --we, to be honest-- wasn't happy. Getting back is not happening.

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>>680913266
I want to live I think but it's this weird feeling of
"I've got a shotgun, I've got some buckshot"
I could just pop my brainstem at any second and make
the pain of withdrawal go away but I have no idea what tommorow could bring, or the weeks following my suicide especially. >>680913525
I hate tons of people, but the idea is to push them out of your life as hard as possible. Don't kill anyone though.

>>680912522
>>680912746

Exactly. Doesn't excuse the fact that they should have at least responded. I feel sorry for that dad :/

>>680913525
It seems like the irony of it is that when someone loves you it's never who you want it to be. Somehow I tend to attract all the people who I honestly can't stand or who have irrevocably fucked up their lives and are somehow hoping I'll salvage it for them if they say they love me. Then again I'm generally a pretty antisocial motherfucker so the people i genuinely appreciate are somewhat few and far between.

tell me more about your situation, I'd be interested to hear about your experiences.

>>680913715
>Don't kill anyone though.
why not

>>680913679
>>680912383
>Well, shit doesn't last forever.
I was kind hoping to be the exception to that. If only you knew us, anon... You'd understand why I thought that. Y'know, if you look closely, you can see the problem in our relationship: I need to grow up into an adult. Get a job or a fucking internship, what-the-fuck-ever. Just have to be responsible, make her see I can giver her --us, or, simply, myself-- a future. No one can live in the past.
But, like I said... If she really did that... No going back. I have my principles.

>>680908866
That bitch texts in a movie. You don't want to be with a bitch like that.

>>680913995
brother is degenerate. sleeps on living room couch. borrows money off mother. treats my mom like it's his wife asking for rides and such. comes home coked up at 1am and reorganizes my fridge slapping dishes and cabinets. threatens my life when i criticize his actions.

I wanna dispose him but I'm drawing a blank

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>>680914025
Because if you kill somebody you WON'T get away with it.
You either off yourself afterwards and die a simple murder-suicide (Unless you decide to go all columbine, in which case you won't be remembered because you won't kill as many people as you think you will). So you go to prison, or you go to the grave forgotten by everyone.

>>680913923
Kinda hard to reply when your dead

>>680914548
Do you want to stop doing drugs?

>>680914592
If you cared, you'd find a way, selfish bastard.

>>680913679
You seem like the kind of guy that has a strong set of values and sticks to them. It's admirable in it's own way, but often you get backed into a corner like this if you aren't willing to give up on those values. Values are great and I have a lot of respect for people who can uphold them, the thing is that they tend to ironically cause more issues than they solve sometimes. Still worth having in my opinion though.

That aside, I can understand your position pretty well. I can't really say for sure, but if I were in your shoes I'd probably be having a pretty similar thought process. Not to say I advocate action one way or the other. It's just a little sad to see people end up in situations like that. Its one of those situations where it seems every move is potentially a losing one. Shit's harsh yo. I'll never really know for sure how things turn out for you once this thread dies, but for what it's worth I'm wishing you the best anon, regardless of what happens

>>680914548
he looks like that deformed kid in Mask. i'd shoot a bunch of people too if i was as ugly as him.

>>680908866
Tell her how you feel dude, I know it seems hard and uncomfortable, but trust me you don't want to know that feel you get a few years later when you start wondering what could've been

Just say something like "listen Rose this is how I feel (insert feelings), I just wanted to let you know that, it's cool if you just want to be friends but I just want to tell you that

>>680914706
yeah. its the only way ill find happiness

>>680914442
Assuming you still live at home (which is what it sounds like in your story), how far off is do you think you are from potentially moving out and getting your own place? You could always just move out and even take your mom with you if that's you jam, and leave your brother behind to either get his life back together or suffer the consequences of his poor choice in action.

>>680905428
>be me around 12ish
>Brother has friends at the house
>They start drinking and make me drink
>It burns but I act like it doesn't
>I start to get sick but friend makes me drink
>Friend locks the door
>Brother in corner staring at me
>Friend pushes me on my back
>Friend starts touching my tits
>I'm starting to cry
>Brother in the corner just staring, jerking off
>Friend starts forcing my legs apart
>I can't stop him, too strong.
>Friend shoves it in me, it hurts and I cry
>Friend finishes on my tummy
>Suddenly mom opens door
>nobody could pull up there pants in time
>Stares at us in silence.
>I just sit there, feeling like I was in trouble.
>Suddenly screams "We're going on a trip!"
>Brother: "In our favorite rocket ship!"
>Friend:"Zooming through the skies!"
>all of us in unison: "Little Einsteins!"

>>680914929
What do you hope for in your future?

>>680914929
Then stop doing drugs. You are a human being, one of the most resilient creatures on the planet. We are capable of astounding feats. We got to the fucking moon. If people can strap themselves into a rocket and literally leave earth with less technology than a flip phone, you can kick drugs.

>>680912383
Pathetic underage fool.

>>680914840
The hardest part is what I made my motto: "Mind > Matter". Even though I WANT to get back with her, I WON'T because of what she did. It's unacceptable. Almost SEVEN YEARS and she does this?
Also... You're to kind. Wish I had a way of letting you know. Maybe... Yeah, mail me on this old-as-shit mail, if you're really interested: [email protected]. I don't know why or what's the point, but I feel I should give some stranger closure.

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How do you learn to move on? What keeps you going?

>>680915340
not even close. it was so unbearable today I spent 6hours at the park on my phone. sleeping outside sounds more feasible.

can i just change the locks on the door?

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>>680914074
Sucks that coat-hangers aren't allowed then.
Don't have any other bright ideas.
Well, you literally went through the same shit as some friend of mine a couple days back. Now that I think about it, that dude's sorta' homeless now. No spawn on the way though. Just a boring ass divorce.
In any case, most of us wish to be the exception to that. But I learned that shit goes sour really fuckin' fast, do what you may. So being paranoid really helps. Not the kind of paranoid that you start feeling insecure. The kind where you have some cash saved up and a bail plan. This way, you still get the cake if it's as you thought, and if not, well, you got another free starting point.

>>680908540
Not a YLYL thread...

>be me around 12ish
>Brother has friends at the house
>They start drinking and make me drink
>It burns but I act like it doesn't
>I start to get sick but friend makes me drink
>Friend locks the door
>Brother in corner staring at me
>Friend pushes me on my back
>Friend starts touching my tits
>I'm starting to cry
>Brother in the corner just staring, jerking off
>Friend starts forcing my legs apart
>I can't stop him, too strong.
>Friend shoves it in me, it hurts and I cry
>Friend finishes on my tummy
>Suddenly mom opens door
>nobody could pull up there pants in time
>Stares at us in silence.
>I just sit there, feeling like I was in trouble.
>Suddenly screams "We're going on a trip!"
>Brother: "In our favorite rocket ship!"
>Friend:"Zooming through the skies!"
>all of us in unison: "Little Einsteins!"

>>680915722
>can i just change the locks on the door?

This seems like a fairly solid option. Though I suppose if it were just a simple as evicting him, you probably wouldn;t be in this situation in the first place. Though kicking his ass to the curb and calling law enforcement if he decides to get violent or something doesn't seem like too bad an idea if you think it would solve things.

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nothing you do matters existence is meaningless, the universe is infinite so nothing in it matters.we will never find happiness.

>>680915731
Coat hangers are legal, anon... But she would never do it, not even if there was a medically-assisted way. Protestant family.
Well, my backup plan is a butterfly knife. Like I said to the other anon, it's not being edgy or faggot. This, her, was the only good part of my life. My friends are gone chasing some yellow chick, my biology classmates suck, my parents are both disappointing... Maybe I'm just saying and thinking this with a hothead, but I don't know. All I need is a minute and it's all over.

>>680913715
I love mayhem

>>680915676
Hope for a better future. It gives me something to work towards. Doing things like holding on to an ex gf means I'm holding myself back. It's not easy by any means. I broke up with my last gf and I still see her in class every day because we're the same major. I miss her from time to time but sitting around being sad about it isn't going to get me anywhere.

Right now I'm trying to find the motivation to go back to the gym and commit to being /fit/. I always start but can never seem to keep it up

>>680915629
Yeah. Sometimes a man's gotta stick to his principles, I can respect that. No point in having them if you're always willing to make exceptions or bend them from time to time. Thanks for the e-mail, I'll probably write at some point down the line to check up on you and you situation. For whatever reason I'm just genuinely interested in your situation and can't help but wonder how it's going to play out. morbid curiosity is a strange thing sometimes I guess. Best of luck to you man. Hope it all gets resolved, one way or the other. Keep sticking true to your values though, not enough people who can do that these days.

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Today is my birthday and no one noticed.

>>680916721
Thanks, anon. Don't know if you believe in such things (I don't, but I say it anyway)... but pray for me. You take care, too.

>>680916918
Happy birthday M8

>>680915608
Not quite close. I'm probably wrong from some pov, right from others. But hey, let social darwinism fuck me up, right?

>>680907450
Heard this one a few days ago on YouTube narrated by Otis Jiry.

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>>680908532


"That which Fortune has not given, she cannot take away." -- Seneca

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>>680916918
happy birthday faggot, How old you turning? Also what's your name or nickname? Gotta know so that I can properly take a shot in your honour. Seriously though people forgetting your birthday is the worst, nothing says loneliness like people forgetting to remember the idea that you were born.

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>>680916918
Don't be sad, anon. We strangers care.
Here, have a birthday card I made in photoshop for a friend, some months ago:

>>680905428
"I am the hope of the universe. I am the answer to all living things that cry out for peace. I am protector of the innocent. I am the light in the darkness. I am truth. Ally to good! Nightmare to you!"

>>680906807
Ugh why can't I stop laughing.

>>680914294
This is the only advice you'll need

My girlfriend is cheating on me. As i type this, alone, shes either blowing or fucking someone. I feel dead and like shit but so does everyone else here and its nice. Its comforting knowing your not alone in your own sadness. I cant get over her and i feel like shit. Thank you for being sad with me.

>>680913923

>Father was fucking pissed his son could be so incompetent and disrespectful, after all he had done, all the effort he was putting in now, why?
>The police come knocking at the door the next day
>He's broken, crushed
>See's this text in his son's phone, forgets why he was ever angry all he wants is his son, the food, the 100$... who the fuck is really happy about that, all he wants is his son and it is destroying him
>Shoots himself in the head the following month

Sorry Dad...

>>680916918
Happy birthday faggot

>>680916918
no one notices my birthdays for years even my parents. it's not a big deal.

>>680916220
But, it matters to me. It fucking matters to me so I'll do it

>>680917582
Happy late or early birthday.

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>>680917497
>My girlfriend is cheating on me
Hopefully she won't be your girlfriend for much longer. Dump that right away. You deserve better than that anon. I wish I had some better advice or something to say that would make it a bit better, but instead let's just be sad in this thread together. Sometimes it helps to just let it all out and vent a bit. The catharsis is strangely helpful in granting clarity at times.

Random depressing facts about me

>I've had depression and suicidal thoughts my whole life
>earliest suicide attempt was kindergarten

>there are 11 people in my immediate family
>9 of them have been married
>7 of them have been divorced (two of which have been divorced twice)
>in any case with children (7), the woman retained custody

>I have dated two girls in my life
>first lasted two years
>call her Anna
>she cheated on me and we broke up

>fell in love with one woman
>call her Barbara
>didn't tell her, because I was dating Anna
>Barbara gets engaged
>after breakup with Anna, I tell Barbara how I feel
>she tells me she loves be, but she can't break off the marriage
>if only I had told her sooner

>second girlfriend lasted three months
>call her Carol
>we never felt love for one another and we broke up
>I suspect she cheated on me, as a male roommate move in with her a couple weeks before we broke up

>fell in love with a second woman
>call her Darla
>she is my friend's sister
>call him Ed
>told a mutual friend about my feelings for her
>call him Frank
>I decide I'm not good enough for her.
>I'm out of shape, still finishing my degree,
>don't think that Ed would approve
>after a couple weeks, Frank asks if I mind if he asks out Darla
>Frank is in the same situation as me: finishing school, out of shape.
>Frank lives with his parents
>Sure, Frank. That's fine
>I'm not fine
>six months later, they are engaged
>it could have been me

>>680917628
Wow. This got to me harder than anything else in this thread.

>>680917358
19.
Wil.

my friends are all having a movie night and im at home getting drunk on admiral nelson surfing /b/ cause i dont feel like being around that one girl anymore..

>>680916918
hey happy birthday friend. how old? where you from?

>>680917497
why don't you kick her ass and move your life with dignity instead of feeling miserable

>>680917497
A shitty, cheating girlfriend is only going to get shittier and cheat more. Dump her and over time you'll move on. Unless you enjoy being cucked it's not going to work out.

>>680918006
>im at home getting drunk on admiral nelson surfing /b/ cause i dont feel like being around that one girl anymore..
Story of my life right here man. Cheers m80. Internet rum buddies. Gotta drown the memories of her somehow, why not with rum?

>>680918259
I can't wait to finish this semester so I can get absolutely trashed and lock myself away for a week

>>680917508
As a dad, I would not be "crushed." I would be fucking pissed if my son didn't tell me that he killed himself. He deserved it.

>>680918259
seems like a fine way to forget about life even for a night

>>680916407
Eh. I'd cool off a bit atleast. I know how the protestant family thing's like. 10/10 would not do that shit again. Other good things you can get, pretty sure of that. Whatever you decide, good luck.

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>>680917898
Thanks bro. Hang in there. Sorry to hear nobody remembered your birthday. Gonna be in the same situation about a week from now so I feel for ya man. Hope that by your next birthday you have some supportive people in your life who will give you a damn fine 20th birthday. A lot can happen in a year, so don't lose hope.

>>680917857
Also

>father was an alcoholic
>mother is an alcoholic
>brother is borderline alcoholic
>cousin is an alcoholic
>told myself growing up I would never drink
>changed to "I won't drink before 21"
>after 21, changed to" I'll only drink on special ocasions"
>after 24 changed to "I won't drink alone"
>now, at 28, it's "whatever..."

>>680917838
I want to dump her but i love her. So then what. Then im just in love with an ex and she has no reason to try to hold back. Fuck. I love her but she doesnt love me. Fuck.

>>680918617
I don't think you get it. I like her family, despite what they believe. They (her mom and sis, at least) know I don't share their beliefs, but we still like --hell, love-- each other. Call me pussy or whatever, but if it's not her, I don't want anyone else. If I don't off myself, I'll live alone. May sound stupid, harsh or whatever, but it's what I want.
And thanks.

>>680918872
Wait, what's wrong with drinking alone? I fucking hate people, and drinking alone is what I enjoy the most. O.o

I think I may actually have an alcohol problem, but honestly it's hard to tell. Even if I do, I'm not sure I really want to fix it, escapist drinking is far too much fun, and it's not like anyone cares enough about me for it to really hurt anyone besides myself.

>>680918471
jokes on you I do that even during the semester. But good luck on your future plans, be sure to enjoy a solid mixed drink or something fun on my behalf Since I can't buy you a drink or something.
>>680918601
Escapism only goes so far though. It's fun while it lasts. Gotta make the most out of life right?

>>680916918
I noticed, happy birthday /b/rother

>>680919210
Just a rule I figured "if I never cross this, I'll never become an alcoholic."

>>680918082
I cant move on anon. I cant fucking move on, ive known her since the day i was born, grew up as family friends, fell for eachother in middle school and dated from when we were 14 to now, when were both 18. Shes more than a part of my life. And i feel like thats something that i cant just move on from. Shes all that theres ever been.

>>680919136
Hey, I'm this anon >>680910575
Bro, I know it sucks. I know it HURTS. And exactly because it hurts, you have to let your mind dominate here. Mind over matter... You have to convince yourself, or, as I'm doing it, discipline yourself to let go. To not care. To... forget. It's hard, it hurts... But you can't do anything about it. Unless you want to die, like I do. In that case... Chose your method and go for it.

>>680919234
i know that the escapist drinking isnt the most healthy mental or physical thing for me to do to deal with shit, but honestly no one i know cares enough about me to help and its all i know...

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Shit started getting bad when I caught my girlfriend cheating on me. Like, pants down and penis in and the jazz. I can tell you anons that shit gets better, but right now, for me it hasn't.

>>680919136
At least start looking for someone else. She's going to start fucking more and more guys until you take the hint. If she's cheating she obviously doesn't love you. Either you brake it off now and maintain some self respect or you spend a few more months in a toxic relationship until she dumps you.

>>680919136
>I love her but she doesnt love me
This is the important part here. It's better to just move on. You won't be happy in a relationship where you already know you aren't being loved or treated right. It's better to be alone than "together" and treated like shit. I grew up in an abusive situation and I can tell you leaving things can seem difficult at times, but sometimes moving on is the best thing you can do for your own personal happiness.

You have to tell yourself you're worth more than that. You deserve a girl that'll make you happy anon. Don't waste your time on someone who doesn't care or tries to hurt you. A good girl is worth a thousand bitches, go out there and find a girl you want to share a happy life with.

>>680919512
Shit, I fell like I wrote this cringe when I was in high school

>>680919603
Yeah. I hear you so much on this. What is it that drives you to drink most of the time?

I just want to help people be happy, I only wish the people I knew wanted to help me too

>>680919504
Thank you. Thank you man. I would love it if you could talk more about mind over matter. How do i do it. Help me.

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>>680919316
With all my sincerity i'd really like to thank you all for the kind words L':
It really means a lot for me (:

>>680919624
> be me, December time
> for a week I went to Mexico to celebrate a cousins wedding
> told gf at time, our 3 year anniversary was coming up
> she said have fun and she'll be waiting for me with a Christmas surprise
> TFW she doesn't know you bought her a wedding ring in Mexico that cost 2k to finally propose
> told her I was gunna stay a little longer, I'll be home soon
> get home, prepare to surprise her at school (college student)
> I drive to her usual parking spot, don't see her there
> weird wtf ok
> driving around to find her car, I finally find it
> oh no
> no
> car shaking, I make out two shadows
Let me know if continue, I'm not the most sober right now so my storytelling might be le shit rn

>>680919910
stress, depression, no one seems to care to talk to me for more than a couple minutes at a time. my friends all act like they mean well but they usually just use me as someone to blabber to. it all just gets too much and between dealing with their shit and not being able to deal with my own in a normal way i just drink. how about you anon?

>>680920142
I don't know how to explain. It's not magic. It takes effort. Mental effort, sometimes physical. Basically, you occupy, distract yourself. Live your own life apart from her. What I do... Well, for starters, I moved out (we lived together). I changed her contact name from the pet name to her name (well, just the first letter). Stopped messaging her everytime, every single thing, like I used to. Basically, phase her out. "What the eyes don't see, the heart doesn't feel". I don't know if you 'mericans have that expression, but we down here do. It's what it says on the tin: If you're not seeing it, you can't feel it. Or at least you shouldn't.

>>680920032
Shit fam, that's how I used to feel too, /b/ has gotten me through more shit than anyone i know irl has.

>>680919722
She is a good girl. The dude shes fucking used to be one of my friends. Hes an amazing guy. Shes an amazing girl. Shes leagues hotter than me and she only ever liked be is because i was vaguely attractive when we were younger. How do i move on from someone who is inherently better, more attractive, more succesful than me in every way. Fuck. I wish i could be in a time loop if those 4 years we dated. She loved me with all her heart. And as i type this, shes probably swallowing that guys cum.

>>680920418
more, pls

I had been betrayed for people that i thought they were friends, and now i cant trust enybody

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>>680908532
Never accept reality keep living in the fantasy
"Truth is like poetry, and most people fucking hate poetry."

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>>680905428

> be me, yesterday
> having lunch with peers
> hot girl suddenly wants to dance with me
> panic and forget how to dance
> after a few seconds, she stops dancing
> gives me a weird look that I can't get out of my head

Why am I so autistic /b/? I didn't even attempt to dance with her, I just stood there.

>>680908866
I've always had plenty of friends but i'm very quiet in general and just a really good person. I cant even tell you how many times this has happened to me in exact or similar situations. So, I'm sorry for the way you feel I know it all too well. Just keep moving along though, I couldn't tell you much past that as i haven't done it. I still talk to some of them but when it happens it reminds me how much others think more about themselves than others or as a group. It may sound selfish to say but unless you are taking more than an hour its nothing to someone like me or maybe you, because i would wait hours for friends. I'm in a great place in life now if that helps you to have something to look up too, but every time i remember moments like that.. I remember it hurting, so just know that you have /b/ros there with you. No one is alone really, 2 am here good night bro, you're not alone

>>680920639
I like that saying. Its a good saying. Thank you. Honestly, thank you. I wish i had something to give you. My life is shit in mud for every aspect. I havent done anything right in a long time. Im starting to believe i physically cannot do anything right or well

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>>680920560
Pretty similar stuff to what you described there actually. It's a bit stereotypical and kinda lame but I also drink because of a woman. Part of it is that I have a medical condition where I don't recognize faces well, (prosopagnosia or face blindness) so drinking helps me to forget about that and feel normal for a little while. I'm in love with a girl and I can't even remember what she looks like, but if I can't remember anything else then that's alright. I have a bad habit of getting drunk and looking at old photos I know of are her trying to memorize her face, obviously to no avail. It's a little pathetic really.

Sorry to have rambled a bit about something so stupid. You know how some people get a bit too talkative when they've been drinking.

>>680921157
cant bring yourself out of the worried mindset

>>680921381
What do you mean exactly?

>>680921272
its quite alright anon, i can respect that and im sorry about your condition. itd almost be nice to forget certain faces at times though. vent away my friend we all need it

>>680920418
Fuck it. I have to get it off my chest
> drive up to it
> her and her ex from a long time ago in there, pants down.
> emotional, me and her cry, i tell him to leave before i kill him, he leaves
> I just drive home, don't go anywhere rest of the week
> text from her a week later that said
> I love you anon
> but I want someone who wants to be committed to me, who wants me in there future with them, and who'll selflessly give themselves to me
> at time I was working McDonalds and Denny's, graveyard shift at McDonalds and morning shifts at Denny's
> whatever free time I had, I spent it with her
> I was killing myself so I can save up for us and our wedding, plus I had a job interview with a big time company full time and benefits so I'd be set
> she said she wanted to see if we can salvage our relationship, or what was left of it
> attempt, she finally just dumped me last week of February
> I never told anyone I was proposing, and as soon as I caught her I flushed that ring in the toilet
I fucking hate myself because I want to ruin her life for breaking me, but I haven't even so much touched her. The longer we tried to salvage, the more she told me how much she's always hated me. She blamed her cheating and her unhappiness because of me and my annoying bitch ass bullshit.

>>680921724
mm i didn't explain myself well enough. You're mind is in a constant state of worrying. 'What's this girl going to think of me?' 'Are people watching me and my dancing (whether or not you can dance)?' 'do i look like an idiot?'

It's a difficult task and something thats very difficult to bring yourself out of but through practice you can learn to just give less of a fuck i guess. I know it sounds simple 'give less of a fuck' but it really isn't, i think you care about what others think of you too much.

>>680920721
She may be a good girl, but not for you. What I mean by that is that relationships are a two way street. Find someone who makes you happy. You have to detatch and let yourself know that it ain't happening. It'll take some time and a lot of working through emotions but you'll be able to get over it eventually. Sometimes you look back on these things and think that you really dodged a bullet.

A girl I dated back in highschool who dumped me and I thought I'd never get over is now a terrible SJW blame white males for everything type. Personally looking back on it more objectively I'm glad I'm still not stuck with that, really dodged a bullet there. The point to my shittily told anecdote is that you gotta find a person that is willing to give as well as take. Relationships are two sided so find someone you feel happy with. You can still wish them the best, you just have to convince yourself you aren;t the one who's going to protect her smile is all.

>>680921724
You give a shit about how people perceive you in public, just stop giving a Fuck about it and lifes a shit ton easier and people will admire your confidence because youre doing whatever the fuck you want. Say shit and realise there is virtually no consequence as long as it's not too extreme.

>>680921262
Not being like me, not following my example, anon, that's everything you can give me and everything I want in return: To know I helped a stranger. Use your mind to draw strength like a well draws water from the deep. Meditate, but not like the movies bullshit. Meditate by thinking peaceful, positive things, listen to a nice song, read something good, DO something you like... Make yourself feel better. I know it's hard and that you WANT to keep feeling like shit, but you can't. You can't, because you'll just be giving in and you'll never get out of the pit, out of the mud. I'll not lie to you, IT. IS. FUCKING. HARD. But you can do it, because, no matter what anyone says:

Mind is superior to Matter.

Your mind commands, your body obeys. It has no choice, as your mind is the ruling force. But only if you let it.

>>680921791
All of February I've been depressingly drowning myself in alcohol, just completely gave up on life. I got bored at a fancy restaurant with semi good pay and I quit Denny's and Mickey D's for it. My first check I bought a gym membership and I've been building the gainz since. The only thing worst than watching the person you love hate you is letting them destroy you with no remorse. She blamed everything on me. Why she's unhappy, why she was depressed, why she cut, everything. Like our memories meant nothing to her, our moments had no meaning.

>>680921791
you deserve better than that anon. ill take a swig of rum in your name. i had an ex who was just like that when i worked on the gas wells. killed my body earning enough money to buy our house and make a good life and all she'd do is complain that i didnt make time for her

>>680922109
Thank you. A million times thank you. I understand all of that though, but i cant move on. I cant force myself to not love her. How can i stop loving.

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>>680922134
I think that you guys are right. I don't curse, interrupt, or start conversations, as I don't want to be judged. I should be more outgoing but I don't know how really.

>>680907273
What a pussy.

>>680921791
Im sorry man. I dont know if your religious, but ill pray for you. Im sorry that had to happen.

>>680922327
You don't famalam

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>>680921740
It's got it's perks like you said. I never have to worry about seeing people in awkward places. Can't be awkward if I don't recognize them. Checkmate. It's also given me a terrible weakness for cute women, imagine being able to see a really beautiful person for the first time, over and over again. It's got its obvious downsides, but I try not to let myself play the victim card, most of the peeps i know irl don't even know I have it. Thanks fo letting me chat with you about it. It feels nice to get it off my chest.

How about you? what's on your mind tonight to bring you into a thread like this?

>>680921791
Don't. Just forget about her, do what I said to this anon >>680920142 (read the replies). You'd be no better than her if you go full petty and destroy her life. Be the bigger man, emphasis on the "MAN" part. I used to thing this "man" thing was bullshit, but son, it is not. It may be to you, to me, but to the rest of the world it's not. NO ONE respects a male that doesn't act like a Man. Not friends, not co-workers, not your boss, not the hobo that lives under the highway, ESPECIALLY your girlfriend. Respect yourself, have principles, and everyone will respect you, even if they don't like you or don't agree with you. Stand up for yourself and don't let anyone, like Mercury said, "spit in your eye".

>>680922520
You just do man, in the beginning it's hard because you will still be very worried about what people think, but after a while it'll be second nature to just be comfortable everywhere you go and to just strike up a conversation or do something you normally wouldn't. Go at your own pace but don't stop.
t. I used to be the same way as you.

>>680910575
sorry to hear that bro sounds like an awfuly sad day. Get a paternity test because if you told the story correctly in greentext it sounds fishy. The way it sounds is that she would rather have the child with you rather than the person whom the child may actually belong to (along with her of course). So if the test says it is yours then mazel tov, I would bet she probably still has extremely deep feelings for you. But if the baby is not yours then you shouldn't be with her, you can say "I love you" but she had her chance, and as humans we fuck up, but we have to deal with the consequences. We can't run from them, and if she hates the idea of a paternity test don't feel bad if you start too for asking for one from someone you love, you both have been free and most likely sexually active so the chances are there and she verified that herself.

>>680922520
what is being judged really? people seeing you for who you are? or maybe not liking who you are?

So the thought of being judged makes you scared and not show your true self.

If you show how you really are deep down and you get 'judged' then are those people really relevant in your life? I mean if they cant take you for who you are are they really your friends?

Be yourself and love people who love you, its better to be hated for who you are than loved for something you are not, after all

I hate my gf but we live together. I feel trapped in the relationship.

>>680922327
This >>680922581
You may not be able to stop caring, but you still have to do something else. Wish her the best and even keep a place of fondness for her in your heart, but know that you two just wouldn't work together. Convince yourself it's for the best and try to find your happiness elsewhere. I wish I knew how to stop loving someone, but that kind of thing is a real difficult problem that I don't think anyone really has the answer to.

>>680922323
>then dub dubz tbo
I stopped believing in love anons. I don't think I'll always be this depressed, but at the moment, there's just no meaning right now. I'm going to the police academy next month and if all works out I'll be working corrections. Hilariously, 4chan is how I met my best friend, how I've gained /b/ros, and I've been an active lurker of /b/ since '12. All I can say anons is try to become the best ever at something. Because when you finally succeed everyone that broke your heart will want to be there with you, and you can't make them feel any shittier about themselves when they realize what they missed out on. I promise you bros the day I finally graduate, y'all will be the 2nd peeps to know. The 1st? Well, she can just go back to sucking dick

>>680922327
It may be just a personal belief, but you don't simply "stop" loving someone. Love is forever. The other things aren't: Patience, for instance. What you do is learn to think of the time you had together as a loving memory, like the one of a friend that has left this world. You cherish the good times, and leave it at that. Preserve the memory, knowing that it'll never return, like a deceased old friend. Morbid, yes, but that's the only way I know...

>>680922634
always happy to lend an ear anon.

and honestly its my own pathetic self that has me drinking and here on a feels thread. just in one of those terrible moods where the thought of being around other people makes you almost sick thinking about having to pretend shits ok

>>680922194
I will make you proud.

>>680916918
Happy birthday you fellow bastard!! :D I'll take a big swig for being here with ya now

>>680906807
Dude.. Jesus christ that would be horrible

>>680923216
It helps alot. Really. Thank you, thank you.

>>680912653
im crying

>>680922993
Thank you for the advice anon. Thank you for caring. Thank you for affecting me.

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>>680923145
Maybe I'll share my full story one night, when I'm sober and tell you the heart wrenching story that is that last few months, but right now I have a bottle of whiskey a d cereal waiting for me.
Godspeed anons.
> pic related. I hope I live the day to see her regret ever hurting me /b/ros, but tonight's not that night.

>>680910079
>(wake me up)
>wake me up inside
>(can't wake up)

>>680923334
I hear you on that one. It's a paradoxical mood really, where you wish you had someone to talk to and just be honest with how you're feeling, but simultaneously feel so antisocial and just sick of the contingent nature of everything. It's like being both lonely and antisocial at the same time and it's the worst.

I don't think it's pathetic for what it's worth. I'm doing the same thing. Drinking and browsing a feels thread because it's the closest I'll get to having a real conversation with someone who at least pretends to care. There;s no shame in that anon. Sometimes we all just have to let it out somehow.

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>>680922903
>its better to be hated for who you are than loved for something you are not, after all

its so true it hurts

>>680922839
No, you don't get it. If she is pregnant, there's no doubt it's mine. She (says she) made out with some guy at a party and nothing more. I know it was nothing more because a) she's not like that, b) I knew people at that party who'd DEFINITELY tell me if she snuck out and c) we lived together (yes, even though we were no longer dating), I knew what she did, when she did and with whom. She does not oppose tests. The test I want is a pregnancy one, that one where they can tell by the blood.
This whole "hooking up with some guy" thing sounds weird. She, indeed, has deep feelings for me. Her actions don't deny it, nor her friends. Hell, we've been together for almost 7 years... If she did that, she wouldn't tell me this story that casually. But, like I said... I don't know what's worse: She's lying to tell me something else (and I have no idea what or why), or she changed. I don't think I want to find out which one is it. Both sound terrible.

>>680923801
take care anon. i hope to read your story someday

>>680923754
Thanks for sharing, Hope it all turns out well for you anon. Best of luck to you /b/ro.

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>Aliens will never take you into space to explore the cosmos

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rvg6ZQ-Rk8s

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>>680907450
pretty garbage tbh

here is better story

>>680908866
Anon start lifting weights and tone up your physique. Learn from this experience. Don't be someone's choice b. You gotta get the chick from the get go.

>>680924130

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1SkepihYLE

>>680923974
im glad you know what i mean and honestly it really does help. I'm glad im not alone at least

>>680923449
Anon, I don't drink alcohol, but I'll raise a glass of whatever my next drink in your honor. I believe you, and you WILL get better. Know that an anon from the shithole country that is Brazil has you in his thoughts.

>>680923982
mm, well anon i love you because i once was you and i know exactly how you feel. You are your own worst enemy. I love you because you want to improve yourself just as i did, i believe in you, goodluck.

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>>680917497
I've read your other comments and i know how hard that can be i went through that already. It's been 3 years and i still can say that i love her deep deep down those feels burn strong, but I had to let her go. It was either my sanity or her fun, she felt bad after a while, you can have as much fun as you want but when she becomes that " fun chick " no one really cares for her like you did. And she'll realize that, we talk now frequently but there isn't a chance in hell i'd let her back in now, honestly i don't know if i can let her in that close again and it hurts, cause i miss her more than just a best friend. But it's like i told her recently, "you pissed on my trust and emotions and then threw dirt in my face, i miss you but how can i ever let you back in again?.. You did this yourself, hopefully i was your lesson and you'll never do it again, because finding my replacement may never be possible." She has had many guys, but as she has said more than once now, none of them are me. Remember that anon, you gotta can this bitch,love, woman, girlfriend, bestfriend, whatever you want to call her she is a betrayer, and you cant have someone around you whom you know will stab you in the back. It's worse for you then just letting that person go entirely, trust me because she wont get better

>>680905428
Just started dating a sought after girl and things have been going good. We were cuddling the other night and i dont know, I just thought it would feel different i guess.

>>680924876
different as in better or worse, do you feel loved?

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>>680924511
Thanks for the image m80. Looked into it and found a bigger verison. Rene Margrite is a pretty cool artist overall. I had no idea this second work existed. It's kind of sweet really. I'm drunk enough to take that as a good sign and hope that I'll be like the faceless people in that art someday. Thanks for giving this anon a little hope today.

>>680907273
Damn.....

>>680925013
Better I guess. We have fun together. I just don't see myself ever really marrying her. Still going to fuck her though.

>>680924876
never mistaken being content with someone and being bored with someone. Once the initial flames have dulled and the dramatic beginning is over, sometimes youre just left with a cozy warmth. it might not always feel like the most exciting thing in the world but if you have that person and they have you that can be all it has to be.

>Bestfriend and me in highschool
>Friends for 12 years
>spent most of our time playing video games or spending the night at each others house
>senior year starts
>notably distant but don't really question
>becomes very distant half way through the year and I ask him why
>tells me he's just stressed because his family is in a bad economic situation and he's stressed with school
>try to cheer him up and help him in school
>buy a couple games for him just so we can do what we enjoy most
>he seems better and almost back to his original self
>next month, he stopped talking for a week or so
>didn't show up to school
>he's gone and I thought he was just fine

I still think to myself how I could've helped him out. Could I have helped him /b/?

>>680924359
Hope things get better for you man. Thanks for the chat. It's nice to have a drinking buddy even if it's only till the thread 404s. You;re alright anon.

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>>680925079
Thanks for telling me who painted it, and no problem anon.

Roy Liechtenstein is definitely my favorite. especially this one idk why. makes me sad.

>>680925255
nothing wrong with liking what you see.

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>>680915456
>Actually believing the lies of the establishment about imaginary moon trips

What a fag. lol

Do you believe in the eagle of freedom too? He's gonna drop french fries and hamburgers just for you.

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>>680925669
Lichtenstein is a pretty interesting artist. It's cool to think of how art really gets at one's emotional states or has to power to make people feel or think a certain way. Really cool stuff when you step back and think about it.

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Do you think we'll ever be happy /b/?

>>680925637
honestly anon its possible that you couldnt have done a thing as harsh as it sounds. some people will be set on doing themselves in no matter what. A few years ago I was out with a friend and finally spilled everything to him that was killing me inside and we talked for a couple of hours and he truly thought he fixed me for the time being. Because I let him believe that. on my way home directly after that i tried to kill myself by crashing my car. i can tell you now that no matter what was said to me that night by anyone, there was nothing that would have made me change my mind. its not your fault anon and you should never feel it is

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>>680926277
Of course not. It's why every western country on earth wants more Syrian immigrants and feminism.

The wishes of my brothers at Frankfurt school will prevail!

>>680925654
same to you anon. hopefully things get better for you my friend

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Can people post any Courage the Cowardly Dog sad pics? Been watching that show recently and I know I've seen some feels pics about the show

>>680921791
Dude sell the fucking ring back, God damn!

>>680921791
Honestly, fuck that stupid whore. Believe me, I know I'm an anon, and I know love is a hard feeling, but completely erase that whore from your relationship.

If she wasn't seeing how committed and how much you loved her by working your ass off just for her, then you don't need her. She is worthless to your life.

Take a break from relationships, hang out with friends more, get into a hobby or collection, spend nights on /b/ with your /b/ros, and start working out or going to the gym to get those gainz. Trust me, working out and getting muscles REALLY boosts your confidence and life.

You got this anon, fuck that bitch, you deserve better, hope everything works out /b/ro

Hey /b, I'm back again. The only time I ever really comment on anything is on the feel threads, so cheer to you guys, you've brought out a lurker.

>I met this one chick which I really love
>Seriously feel like she's perfect for me, I absolutely love her personality and who she is.
>I talked to her for a about 2 months before getting my shit together and asking her out.
>She always seemed somewhat interested in me and always used to compliment me on how nerdy and smart I am and she loved it
>I figured why the fuck not and asked her out, etc.
>She turned me down and said to "wait" because she's having issues with this other dude who likes her and to ask her at a better time.
>About a month passes and she goes everywhere with this guy
>I love her and hate her so much at the same time and it's starting to get to me
>Tried to leave about 3-4 weeks after asking but she nearly broke out crying about how she didn't want me to leave because I was one of her to st friends and everyone always leaves her.
>Feel bad for even bringing it up, but have to do something.

>ffw to about 2 weeks ago, we had this huge fallout about how that other dude asked her out and she didn't know what to do.
>I said go for it, I don't care because I knew she wasn't going to get with me anyway.
>This makes her sad and she starts going on about how this isn't fair to me
>I strongly insist she just dates him so I can be done with this shit

She keeps refusing and keeps acting like I have a chance, to this day she still hangs with that guy religiously yet isn't actually dating him according to her. Normally I'd be fine with this and wouldn't care, would cut my losses, but she keeps coming around and acting all flirty and shit. Everything is really weird, so I've come for some advice, what do I fucking do? I legitimately feel like I love her and I've even told her this repeatedly and all she says is "awwwww" and brushes it off.

Do I leave or stay?

I've crushed on the same girl for five years, going on six. We use to be best friends and then it all fell apart. I don't understand why, she just left me. She has tons of friends and is very smart, absolutely beautiful. I'm a fucking beta loser with social anxiety who can't keep his shit straight for more than 48 hours at a time. What makes this even worse is that I planned on telling her I loved her. Before I said anything, she said she was in love with this girl and that she was bisexual. I felt it was just some sort of phase, because she had bad experience with other boys. I was so fucking wrong. Her and her girlfriend have been dating for 6 months and I haven't spoken with the girl In question for over two months, and haven't seen her personally since January. Every day I think about her and how she was the light of my life, and I couldnt wait to be hers. But that never happened and now I am close to suicidal, despite the fact that I would never be able to do it.

>be me
>turn 22 a couple weeks ago
>not even mom acknowledged it
>cry self to sleep

>>680926949
Dump that bitch right away. Tell her to go fuck herself.

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>>680926949
You leave, who are you Carl the cuck? lol

Fucking faggot. lmao

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>>680926621
That show was my favourtie growing up. Not sure I has any feelsy pics for you but there is this. It's the closest I had sorry m80.
>>>/f/3068348

>>680926949
I cant say whats best for you, but honestly it sounds like you need to cut her out. She's leading you on and it isnt right to do to you anon. Don't let her guilt you into staying in her life just because she wants you there. If she acts like this now then it would be a rocky relationship even if it went anywhere, and if all she wants is to be friends, then go find someone who doesnt give you a boner to talk to

>>680907450
That's "The Egg" by Andy Weir

>>680926277
Yes, as long as you a willing to work for it.

>be me
>was 16
>really liked a girl I had known for several years
>call her Hannah
>had a few classes together
>betafag so too afraid to really strike up an actual conversation
>shes the most beautiful girl I've ever met
>one summer night she messages me
>"hey anon I've been meaning to tell you that I think you're really cute and I really wanna hang out sometime"
>sneak out that night to see her
>instantly connect
>make out all night
>turns into sneaking out almost every night to see each other
>some nights shed sneak into my parents house and spend the night
>love her so much
>one night we're laying together and she starts sobbing
>tells me her dad died in a car accident several years back
>id noticed before deep cuts up and down her arms
>I know she's in pain, besides her dad she had a really hard life
>make a promise to take car of her
>she was extremely depressed and I could see it
>wanted her to be happy more than anything in the world
>fast forward three years
>both 19
>still together
>deeply in love
>we have our own little apartment
>both working server jobs and making decent money
>happiest I'd ever been
>I treat her like a princess
>her smile lit up an entire room
>she had stopped cutting, I'd never seem her happier
>we both do a lot of drugs together
>mostly mdma and weed
>one night we're both low on cash

>>680927201
Happy couple weeks late birthday.

>>680927201
hey anon happy late birthday friend

>>680927832
Continue?

>>680927201
>>680917582

>>680928595
absolutely anon

>>680927832
>both wanted to get high but couldn't really afford anything
>knew a few kids back in highschool who huffed computer cleaner and said it was a decent high
>both go to Walmart pick up can
>huff the duster that night, have some fun, think nothing of it
>fast forward a few months
>she starts to become distant
>not sure if I did something wrong
>often find her crying in bed
>she refuses to tell me what's wrong
>loses her job
>stops going out
>I'm working overtime trying to support the both of us
>just want her to be happy again
>one night we have a few friends over and she tells me she's going to take a bath
>about thirty minutes go by and suddenly I hear the sound of compressed air coming from the bathroom
>she's fucking huffing duster
>hear that she's doing way too much and know she's going to pass out
>run to the bathroom door
>"HANNAH! HANNAH! STOP YOURE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF"
>no response
>break down the door
>both her wrists are cut and she's unconscious in the tub, under the water
>pull her out and start giving her CPR
>sobbing the entire time
>scream at a friend to call 911
>after about 5minutes she comes to
>starts crying "I'm sorry anon I'm so sorry I don't know what I was doing"
>gets taken to the hospital, hope to god they'll take care of her

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My little... Feel better song. A much needed song me right about now.

>>680929243
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Jz706sJMjg

Didn't even add the fucking song...

>>680929193
oh fuck

>>680926949
Tell her to fuck off. She's being a selfish cunt, just like all women.

>be me
>be 13
>have 3 friends known eachother longer than ive know them but we all understand eachother
>one day in class
>teacher gets me up to solve equation
>dick falls out
>i am known as a faggot to entire class
>friends still hang out with me
>5 months go by
>friend tell me that they dont want to hang out with me anymore because anyone assosiated with me is known as a faggot

>>680929303
Fuck dude thank you

>>680911870
Your almost through the storm man. Hang in there a little longer. (:

>>680929193
>take the next day off work, no idea how to deal with the situation
>around 3pm she walks through the front door
>astounded that she's home
>thought there had to be at least a 72 hr hold on suicide attempts
>to this day no idea why they let her out
>hannah tells me they didn't see her as a suicide risk and let her go home
>start sobbing worried as fuck about her
>we both go to bed that night and she starts repeating over and over again
>"I'm so sorry anon I don't want to hurt you anymore. I'm so sorry it won't happen again"
>tell her its okay, go to sleep
>I have to go to work the next day
>ask one of her friends to come over the next day and keep an eye on her
>worried sick my entire shift
>she texts me "I love you" sometime before my shift is over
>didn't see it my phone was dead
>make it back home
>nobody is there
>call out her name
>no answer

>>680930205
she ded?