>>680742009
>why i have 5 cats

http://www.citynews.ca/2016/04/22/exclusive-goose-euthanized-after-being-attacked-by-man/?show_id=1738

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>>680741935

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>>680743276
dumping btw
keep thread alive, anons.

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>>680743313

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>>680743029
fukin kek

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>>680743426

i'm lurking, keep posting

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>>680743642

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>>680743736
>>680743668
I gotchu anon

I'd like to talk about my life again. But it has never done me any good. I'm thinking about suicide.

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>>680743773

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>>680743844

>went to the doctor a few months back because of a lump on my testicle
>doctor checks me out, says that I probably don't have cancer, but they can't be 100% sure unless I have an ultrasound
>I don't have insurance, so I have to delay getting an ultrasound until I can get insurance because without it, an ultrasound is pretty damn expensive
>finally get insurance, but it's still expensive
>have to approach my parents for help. As soon as I tell them and ask them for help, they don't act concern at all and just shrug it aside
>here I am alone, fucking feeling like I'm gonna have an anxiety about this shit and they don't even act like they care
If this was happening to any of my other siblings, they'd be freaking out.

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>>680743892
>>680743870
Story pls

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p1/2

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>>680743940

>>680743366
This one always gets me a little bit, because back when I was living alone my dog was the only thing that kept me from becoming an hero, because I know he would never understand why I wasn't there anymore.

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>>680744006
p2/2

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>>680744070

>>680743870
>>680743940
http://www.examiner.com/article/devastated-man-grieving-over-death-of-his-dog-shows-emotional-bond-of-our-pets

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>>680744141
Thank you

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>>680744415
Alright anons, thats all I got

>>680743773
thanks to you and everyone else. had been having a good run after this laptop and haven't really been frequenting these threads, but nowadays I feel myself needing to make another baww folder

>>680744238

this hurts. getting older is the worst feeling. i just can't accept it.

>>680743642
I should get some hermit crabs.

I install, configure and test medical equipment all over the US and sometimes internationallly.

Constantly away from home in a hotel room alone somewhere. I have to be over 500 miles away by Monday morning for a job which will take a week.

That's another week alone spent isolated and working with people I'm not really friends with.

I hate my life anons.

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>>680744238
"The Jews conned us all into a life in their service"

pls bump to keep thread alive anons

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>>680743800
Used to talk about mine too, but you never accomplish anything.

Few times you get cheers from anons here=>but you forget it next day when you wake up from the resetting sleeping time.

Most times you get insults and attacks ("it's your fault", "you deserve it", etc)=> you feel worse than before telling about your problems.

Solution? Getting solace from videogames, music, your dogs (if you have them) or yeah, death.

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>>680745141
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3/4

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4/4

>>680744517
I know exactly how you feel. Whenever I get aware that time continues to pass and that eventually my consciousness essentially will evaporate, it puts me into a complete state of panic...which will begin now.

>>680744703
Would you like an internet friend?

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>>680745490

>>680744238
I feel as this with 31. That I never could live my youth and that my future is very dark makes it worse.

>>680745655

Is turning 30 as scary as I make it in my head?

>>680745145
Idk anons have gave me some good advice, I use it and the end up in another shitty situation. We just always end up in the same situations because that's all we know, because that what makes us unique. You have to look at other peoples life's and copy theirs if you want to be happy. I got a fucking convertible that a drive when I don't ride my Royal enfield. Year ago I made fun of people who drove motorcycles and convertibles. I cut my long hair and started to wear polos. Now I get women to fuck, not to really love. Since they are the kind who you should not love. Idk.... I miss who I used to be but I know that guy wasn't really happy. He just didn't know how miserable he was.

>>680745577

What good would this do?

>>680745580
Try again anon.

>>680745865

Nowadays it is not. Physically I never looked as good as now.

It is just that if your life is shit it sucks big time because the '30 is supposedly the best part of your life. But if your life sucks, you aren't young enough to have hope though.

>>680745865
I turn 30 this year. All I can keep thinking is "it's the end of my youth... and what do I have to show for it?"

>>680746008
You can rant and talk and overall just not be lonely and have some stability. I will just say that there are definite perks, without going too much into depth.

>>680746636

Are you male or fem?

>>680746117
I'm sure you won't believe me, but judging by what all old people have told me, by the time you get to ripe dying age you don't have very many regrets and you remember things more fondly than they might have been, so I wouldn't worry too much about it. It'll get better because your perception of it also will.

Stangers > Friends > Best Friends > Lovers > Strangers

>>680745580
quit fuckin up bro

>>680746538
I'm in the same boat brother.

Turning 30 this year, and I have fuck all to show for that 30 years of life. Those are supposed to be the exciting years, the dangerous years, everything after that is adult years till death. Never been in a relationship, shitty job, take the bus to work.

I look to the future and what the fuck am I supposed to see? Another 50-60 years of this? I cannot fathom being 40 years old, I cannot fathom things will have gotten better.

>>680743892
>two controllers
my heart broke

>>680747046
I am 39 yrs old and virgin. I am abandoned for 10 years now. I have never touched a girl for purposes of pleasure before

>>680747046
That's me, only that wihout the shitty job because I live in a nation with +20% unemployment. At least with a shitty job I could focus on videogames, dating other girls working in dead-end jobs, etc. But not even that I can have.

I hope you get happier anon though.

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>>680744097
As a Type 1 Diabetic myself, that just fucking hurts to read

I need to leave this thread now.

Good luck to all of you. I'm being honest I truly wish you well, I don't care if your problems were your fault or not.

These threads are getting harder to bear. They just kill my hope even more, and on the other hand I suffer for the people that is as me or even worse. Especially when I see a lot of you are more valuable than me.

>>680742151
true but only because we are neets that go for 8,9, and 10's. I'm pretty sure a fatass chick would do this for us or an uglyass chick.

>>680747720
Smoke some weed man, get a high tolerance you'll be good to go

>>680746760
guess you'll have to find out

>>680748024

No thanks.

I have people I can message but don't really like having to type shit all the time.

>>680748024
>>680746760
it's a trick! he's a jew and wants to have gay sexs

>>680746926
right in the feels man

I've been contemplating suicide lately and honestly, it just seems like a better and brighter option for me. There's a lot to take in in this world and it's too much. There are things that will go wrong and in the end, I'm just going to be biting the dust when the family I have won't be. I'm a fuck up and a dumb one to add to that. Lately, every night is just full of fear of the future and what comes after death. Religion only scares me and my family only makes it worse when they talk about the end times. I'm not worthy. Suicide seems like a bright idea and it's the only stress reliever I can think of. I used to think that I could find a girl who could take my mind away from this but I've given up hope on that. I'm a loser. Everyday I seem to just hide deeper in my mind and I'm losing touch with reality. I'm not worthy.

>>680748024
I'll take another person to talk to
Snapchat is bosssnikrot

>>680749213
Know that feeling bro, you are not alone out there.

>>680749738
I still feel alone. I've made efforts to be out there and make something of myself. Even as simple as being with old friends. I'm still alone. Everyone is caught up with everyone else.

Later guys.

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>>680750698
A good way I've found if you need someone to talk to about basically anything is Whisper. try it, trust me, it really helped me through a lot. You just have to remember, you are definitely not alone with this stuff. Just being around other people or talking helps

>>680751096
I'll try it out

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>>680750966

>>680751258
>if you need a hand with how it works, give us a shout, i'll be on this thread

>>680751258

Plan killing others. You will find it is not as easy as you think and you will resume your old ways. Always keep self defense as a secondary and you will achieve your goals.

>>680743283
moar and sauce

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so what's got you up late and contemplating life anon?

>>680751545
see this isn't sad because he prolly called every time he texted that's what I do with my dad

I'm really lonely tonight, /b/.

>>680752277
Yea same here, feels shit as

>>680752277
I feel ya bro, what's on your mind?

>>680752277
>>680752414
>>680752417
Not the same anon but do you guys ever just go home alone and stay that way and act like a dick for some reason to ur friends then only talk to them when you have no one else to talk to?

>>680745145
while no ones told me I deserved it they don't know how to respond other than "shit that sucks" and "stay strong".

>>680743921
sry m8. for what little it's worth, I hope you don't have cancer and are ok.

>>680752570
I used to do that in highschool. Then I lost all my friends and here I am. I think we do it just cause we're angry and sad with our own pathetic lives.

>>680753014
thats funny. im diagnosed with stage 4 leukemia. its pretty much gg from here. 2 more weeks and ill just be in a hole in the ground. its been a fun ride /b/oys

>>680743276
ouch

sigh... it's time to catch up with her again. She was pretty much my best friend for a few years, but me being in love with her made our close friendship too awkward, so we only catch up every 6 - 9 months or so.

Now I have to pretend like I haven't missed her literally every day since we last spoke... Usually the manic side of my manic depression goes into overdrive and I seem pretty happy when I see her, but I've been going through a phase of depression for the past few months. I want to say I miss her so badly but I'll just feel like I'm guilt tripping her. And I think her only ever finding time for me once or twice a year makes it pretty clear she gets nothing out of this friendship anymore.

Why does she suggest to catch up at all? She's so good at pretending there's nothing weird between us... I just don't know if I can keep it together this time...

This website is the only place that I feel like I belong. Goodnight, anons

>>680752570
Sometimes, really I'm more of the kind of person who people only seem to hit up when they need something. I'm always there to offer people rides, spot them a favour, or to hear them out and be supportive when they're going through hard times. The problem with this is that when people see you that way they really don't have time or care to reciprocate that.

Basically I'm lonely because I'm just useful to others. I've been feeling an odd blend of lonely and antisocial lately. Like the feeling of wanting to reach out to someone, but simultaneously knowing there really isn't much point. When you realize just hoe instrumental and contingent relationships really are there really isn't much motivation behind them any more. Realistically I'm probably being used, but being useful in a group may be better then being useless and alone.

>>680753289
damn /b/ro, would cure you if it was legal....

>>680752570
That's actually what's on my mind now. I see people as very hostile and exploited, even when they're behaving civilly, so I feel like I have to be a dick to them or else they'll take advantage of me.
I'm very isolated as a result.

>>680753383
In a similar situation man. Shit hurts. For what it's worth I'm wishing you the best of luck in your scenario. Tell me a bit about her. What makes her so special to you?

>>680753289
See you, Space Cowboy...

>>680753547
its stage 4. 200,000 been put into this fucking treatment. not gonna burden anyone else anymore>>680753743
thats where i hope i end up,. space

>>680753815
you don't know what I know.....

>>680753815
I'll meet you up there, /b/rother

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Do you believe in true love /b/?

>>680753879
oh do tell as 2 weeks is a short time
>>680753926
hopefully not too soon
say your goodbyes. ive written about 50 letters for each person that needs one
>>680754073
i did once, but it just becomes a cruel joke at a certain point

>>680754073
Not for me.

>>680754146
worked on t-cell therapy... could create the modified t-cells necessary to eradicate your cancerous cells if I had access to the technology without any roadblocks, just pure science

I know better now and I cannot help you without firearms or a shitload of money.

>>680745511
Same here, the thought of absolutely not existing and having no consciousness ever again is the scariest thing. Makes my stomach drop and my mind race when I think about it deeply for a few seconds and fully understand what it means.

>>680753454
yeah true dude, goodnight anon

>>680754146
Rest easy you wonderful bastard

What keeps you going? I'm starting to lose hope and I'm not sure what I'm really even living for anymore.