do a flip.

>>679767263
I cant do flips but I am thinking of streaming it live, not that you'd get to see much

go to a church and get right with god...

>>679767113

why are you going to die?

>>679767437
God has rejected me and hates me

>>679767545
I'm going to be an hero, been planning and contemplating this for about 8 months, date and time is now set.

killing yourself is the most beta thing to do.

Oh you feel sad so you kill yourself and spread your pain to others. Grow the fuck up.

>>679767113
You're dying on 4/20? What are you planning?

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>>679767838
ok thanks I'm better now, I won't do it
kek

>>679768306
what I said, an hero.

WOW I feel so alive and happy knowing this is almost about to end /b/ro's!

>>679768562
:^(

Go to george street timezone arcade in the Sydney CBD and beat some little fags on the street fighter 4 machine you should fell fine after that no suicide needed

Why not go out with a bang literally a bang shoot up a school or something and say it was because of some political thing like Trump

>>679769421
this. especially with it being on 4/20 OP. columbine happened on 4/20 and sheeeit

>>679769421
At least then maybe your dad has some meaning or could accomplish something

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theres advertising for lifeline all around that area. recommend calling.

>>679769620
fuck off. good day mate

>>679769531
OP here:
No.
I am not going to do that. The date is just a coincidence.
You can all go fuck yourselves I dont want to talk anymore.

>>679768306
Tell us op, make it cool

>>679769782
Find peace in the Embrace of the Goddess

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>>679769782
LMAOOOOO

>>679769620
lifeline is just a good way to get yourself into a public system mental institution for a few weeks where you will be given a new set of problems on top of your own and let out again. Fuck'em they're useless.

>>679769782
Then fuck off and go kill yourself

>>679767838
Faggot, you know nothing about heartache or pain if you say that shit. You must be some badass pothead faggot edgelord who will be stuck riding a bike around in his 30s. Anybody worth anything in this world has thought about killing themselves. The world is shit, and full of faggots like you, who think they are just the coolest faggot ever. Fuck you and this gay earth.

So what lead you to your decision, OP?

>>679770110
thank you I will

>>679770194
my life and the big lie we get told that "it gets better"
Nothing gets better and I just dont want to see just how bad it gets.
Is that not a human beings right?

>>679770361
Okay first off, how old are you anyway?

>>679770575
Over 35

>>679770838
Don't know your life story but you still have so much life to live. Imagine everyone around you being hurt by your decision. No matter what anyone thinks, you're worth something to someone.

>>679767113
Dubs and you don't do it, it gets better fam

>>679771485
Nothing gets better only worse

>>679770361

That's rather vague.

I'm genuinely curious about the events that lead you to decide life isn't worth it.

>>679771414
How do u know that, people think im an asshole anyway from my defensive attitude. There is literally less than a handful of people who will care.

>>679771677
Its beyond the scope of this bread

>>679771485

Things don't get better on their own. It's up to you to make them better.

>>679771849

Synopsis plz?

>>679771920
Yes. But im just too damaged, if i were a car you'd write me off.

>>679767113
Why?

>>679770361
If nothing truly matters to you, OP, then I suggest you go through with it. Do your best to keep posting right up until the last moments; I'm curious about what it's like on the other side, whatever it is.

>>679771997
History of abuse as child
History of drugs
History of failed relationships and a failed career
Current alcohol abuse and health issues
Social issus, no friends, possible borderline personality disorder
Etc

>>679772195
Nothing, go to live leak and see what happens when people jump, its not pretty

>>679772085
You aren't a car sir edgy. That's the worst justification ive ever heard for anything. You can't compare Cars to people

>>679770838
What was her name? Does she have kids now?

>>679767113
You dead yet?

>>679772386
You should try acid. If you still want to do it after that then it's probably the right thing. I recommend it to open your eyes regardless. If you did it on acid it would be easier i bet. Might give a bad name to a beautiful compound though

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>>679767694
You're just a whiney faggot, goddamnit and I thought you had a terminal disease.

>Your disease is faggotitis

Stop posting this bullshit I really don't care if you kill yourself, but I have zero belief that you will, you're just an attention whore piece of wretched shit.

>>679772878
Shut up faggot. Nobody wants your chemical bullshit you crackhead fuck. If anything he should eat 2 grams of mushrooms, but here's the kicker, if you are suicidal, it isn't good to ingest any hallucinogen. Back to errowid forums with you, moonbeam or whatever gay shit they call each other

>>679772533
Tells me nothing of the cerebral side to do what you suggest. Perhaps you misread my post.

>>679769421
Do it OP you fucking pussy

>>679767113
Where is this?

>>679767838
Fag

>>679770192
Fag

>>679770361
Of course "nothing gets better" there is no bad or good there just is. You have to make the good, or the bad it's all perspective. Your perspective is fucked up, so eh fuck it there is no fixing the pieces of a shattered mirror. Your reflection is damaged the only thing to do is melt the mirror shards down and mold it into a new sheet of glass.

>>679769782
Fag

>>679773104
Chemical bullshit? Confirmed for loving to be ignorant. Whatever makes you happy bro, at least Im not a close minded fuck. Have fun with your ignorance

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>>679773288

>>679770199
Fag

>>679773104
Crackhead lol you've never tried acid. Back to bed kiddo

>>679770361
Fag

>>679773336
>>679773288
>>679773253

Re-fucking lax

A goddamn two year old is browsing 4chan

>>679771414
Stop lying to OP

>>679771485
HAHAHAHAHAHA

>>679773386
It's made from the smut that causes st. anthony's fire. It's nasty shit. Yeah nigga, let me get some o dat neve toxin, bruh

>>679773400
>2287
>keep returning to Sanctuary

>>679773104
If he's going to kill himself what's the difference if he ingests an entheogen?

>>679773531
Fag

where is that magnificent place?

Whats important in life.

>>679767694
God doesn't hate you. If you repent of your sins, he will forgive you regardless of the past.

>>679773386
Fag

>>679773670
Right because the government never spreads propaganda. Way to blindly swallow that huge propaganda pill there kiddo good work you really had to choke it down. Need some water? Close mindedness is ugly, unfortunately some of us (you) can never be enlightened and will always be a sheep

>>679774020
Pretty sure god hates him

>>679767113
Are you a virgin OP?

>>679774082
No, it was made to slow the speed of contractions in childbirth, and you baited me hard, asshole. Also, Alex Jones is a faggot, the shit in his basement, gay porn.

>>679773670
Please don't spread misinformation, and do your research before you inadvertently spread false propaganda. I don't want you to try anything you don't want but don't scare others away from what could lead them to happiness. I'm not asking you to understand, just don't spread bullshit

>>679774082

...you're retarded.

How can I be a better father? (14 yr old maternal twin girls)

>>679774035
Gud 1

>>679774082
>>679774233
Doesnt change the fact that you're both faggots

>>679767694
The "God" you refer to is the embodiment of evil
>protip : God and Satan are two names for the same entity

Forsake it, and find the light within yourself.

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Here's the thing that chaps my ass about these threads, no one that makes them is going to "an hero" they make these threads for the same reason little fucking girls cut themselves. For goddamn attention. No one that starts these fucking thread has a goddamn clue what to do to start these off correctly, They need to have a live stream ready for everyone to connect to. Like pic related

>pic related "not a faggot"

>>679774299
Post a picture of yourself, and then tell them to do it.

>>679774233
It was discovered on accident. Seriously do your research on non biased sites. I'm not baiting and I don't give a fuck about alex Jones

>>679774350
Doin my best fag

>>679774329
Good argument I'll consider that and get back to you. Seriously talk then don't just be a fag, I'm open minded enough to realize I could be wrong

>>679774343
Jesus fuck! Serious question here!

>>679774414
I'll post a picture of myself. Why though? And tell you to what stop spreading lies?

>>679774503
Yes, he stirred his coffe or something like that, but the compound he made was meant to be made. It just had unintended side effects, and I have taken a few hits. I wouldn't do it again. Not because of bad trips, it just kind of makes you think slower over time.

>>679774343
>maternal twin
Wut

>>679774822
I tripped Tuesday for the first time ever. I feel like my brain is working better than ever. It could wear off though I know it's still in my brain

>>679774343
Killing yourself and them

>>679774943
It means the mom gave birth

>>679774943
it means they aren't identical. they were just born at the same time. FFS do some research.

>>679774822
Are you the one that called me a crackhead?

>>679774343
>>679774943
The retard probably meant fraternal. As in non identical twins.

>>679775069
what are you 10?

>>679775123
Lolol are you baiting or just dumb

>>679775123
It's fraternal not maternal you numb nut, and no one gives a shit fucking drown them.

>>679775123
That would be FRAternal.

This was good bread

>>679775229
>>679775197
yeah FRATernal, my bad. Jesus! u guys knew what i meant...

>>679775408
Just funny how you're telling us to do OUR research

>>679775408
>>679775123
Here's the thing you'd get a free pass if you didn't tell us to do our research.

>>679775573
but you fucking guys KNEW what i meant!

>>679775700
Not the point arrogance in ignorance is annoying, and no one respects it.

>>679775700
>seriously guise
>guise serially

>>679775206
12 you fucking faggot

>>679776176
11. Gotcha.

At least spend all of your money on a kickass vacation, fuck hookers, do drugs, etc.

>>679776176
>>679776358
I'd tell you two to shake your dicks because this pissing contest is over but that'd ryle up all the goddamn NAMBLA fucks.

>>679775899
Arrogance in ignorance is the perfect way to put it. Ill remember that anon thanks

>>679776699
It's what I'm here for.

>That and dick and fart jokes.

>>679775899
CHRIST!!!!!!!!!! Can someone just tell me how to be a good father?!?!?!?!?

>>679776856
Do you hate acid too?

>>679776665
Shut up, Off-By One Kenobi, I was teasing the kid.

>>679776358
>>679776699
FAAAAAAGS

>>679767113
>Be OP (not actually OP)
>Decide on date and time of anhero because of shitty lyfe
>As time gets closer, gain new clarity and appreciation for existence
>Do not anhero
>Turn my life around, start eating healthy, stop fapping to degenerate porn, get fit
>Get cancer
>Die anyway

>>679777000
Nice trips bro

>>679776886
Fuck bro really? First off be way more patient. Never get mad at your kids for thete feelings. At the same time don't raise a pansy. But let him know to deal with his or her feelings not bottle them. No one is ever ready to be a parent, literally just always try your best. The fact that you're asking at all makes you better than half of all father's right off the bat. What's your name? I'm greg

>>679777134
This

>>679776886
First know what you even have, next thing you're gonna fuck up is their goddamn ethnicity because it's not the same as yours, and make sure they're girls because contrary to the goddamn trap threads up in this board girls don't have dem pee pee's I say to check because at this point you're batting 1000 with what your kids even are.

>>679777293
Fag

>>679776977
I'm ambivalent towards acid I don't hate it but I'm not going to seek it out either.

>>679776886
Just eat acid bro it will make sense later

>>679777377
Dude you have some serious homophobia. Are you sure you aren't a fag?

>>679777458
Super easy to get and legal if you are interested. Good answer though I respect you. I'll call you mike

>>679777350
Fuck you. Two WHITE 14 yr old girls. If they were anything else, I would have found a way to just kill them and make it look like an accident...

>>679777293
Have some fucking sense in your head, you do not come to /b/ for fatherly advice you come here to....to......jesus why do we come here? I'm not sure why we come here but it sure as fuck isn't for fatherly advice.

>>679777841
Wait they're 14 and you're just now wondering how to be a good father? Dude you're fucked they are teenage girls. You can't forbid sex, you can't forbid anything with kids it will just make them do it

>>679777841
You're the one saying you have two maternal twins man.

>>679777868
Idk if you responded to the wrong dude but I aint no baby daddy

>>679777293
>>679777350
>>679777465
The RIGHT answer is: Love them. That's all you need to do. Just love them. No matter what.

>>679777678
This is acceptable, and no worries I can definitely get it if I desire. I'd be more interested in peyote though. Always wanted to go on a spirit walk.

Well God hates fags so

>>679778223
And do your best. But love is certainly the most important. I didn't talk to my father for years, but I know now everything he did was out of love, and he tHought he was doing the right thing. He's one of my best friends now

>>679767113

age and qualifications

we can find a use for you yet m8

>>679778223
You need to specify with the dipshit with two "maternal" twins that love is not the same as make love so he doesn't diddle them.

>>679778332
Look up proscaline or escaline if you want the easy way. I'm in cali, in the states it's legal ro grow the cactus. I might have a tek image saved hang on

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>>679778332
Here homie

>>679778332
The hard way would be obtain the cactus or grow it. Still pretty easy though

>>679778150
No you were the right guy I was responding to you because you were the one giving out the advice. Not because you're a baby daddy, keep dodging that bullet for as long as you can, so you don't have no "maternal" twins.

I also have a dmt extraction tek image if anyone Is interested. From mimosa hostilis bark. And a few other drug ones let me know I'm here

>>679778552
>>679778659
>>679778797
Thank you kindly my friend, you have done me a great service this day I'd let you fuck my sister if I had one.

>>679778939
Yeah but I figured maybe the guy has no friends or family. And I'm jot qualified but I'd give a better answer than most btards just saying drown them to be edgy. But I'm never having me no maternal twins I promised my mom

>>679779107
Glad I could he of service! You're the arrogant in ignorance guy right? I'll remember that little phrase it was a good trade. I didn't make the tek but it's a good one. Want the dmt one? Or crack if that's your thing ?

>>679779107
Btw proscaline and Escaline are research chems but they're stupid easy to get. There's some amazing psych chems on the market if you're interested. Seriously like the best time to be alive for psychonauts

>>679779107
And I hope you know that mescaline is what's found in peyote. The tek doesn't specify I don't think

>>679779192
For the sad sack that has the "maternal" twins drowning them isn't viable since they're out of the crib and two 14 year old bodies are kinda hard to hide, so he's stuck trying to better himself to be there for his two spawn so that they'll not end up on a pole with "daddy" issues.

>Maternal twin guy the drowning thing was a joke Don't drown your children it's not a good idea.

>dying on 4/20

At least do the world a favour by going on a shooting spree while on marijuana so we can get that filth banned again.

>>679779368
Indeed I am. Happy to provide you with a new quote and I'm very grateful for the information you have provided on peyote and mescaline. So I say thank you good sir.

>>679779991
I read on the show breaking bad that you just need to leave them in a tub of acid, but make sure it won't eat through the container. Also he should molest them, girls at that age need to explore their bodies. Probably do the second thing before the acid thing

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OP's pic is at The Gap in eastern suburb Sydney where a lot of people an-hero by gravity.

Do you want to talk, OP? Sydneyfag here, nothing's so bad that you gotta leave the gene pool to be repopulated by normies and apple-buyers. I'm here for you.

>>679767113
where in auckland is this?

>>679780217
I've read it can be kind of tricky doing a successful extraction. Not sure why, I don't even have any cactus yet. I found it on Craigslist like a 6 footer for 30 bucks though. Check Craigs for deals. Anyway good luck with extraction! And happy tripping!

>>679780081
There are way better things out there to hate other than weed, Wouldn't that hate be better suited denying a minority the same rights as the white man, or striking a homosexual with a righteously indignant fist, or maybe forcing an unwed mother to go to full term for an unwanted pregnancy?

>>679780703
Confirmed devils lettuce addict

>>679780360
No more Half Measures

>More lubrication the other way round.

>>679767113
Send sheckels on PayPal? Samuelgreen117@gmail

>>679780853
Does that confirm that? I think you should recheck your facts I'm not a person to partake in this alleged "devils lettuce" I'm more of a lets focus our hate on other things that can ruin lives rather than a shitty little plant.

>>679775140
Get over it crackhead. Stop obsessing over it.

>>679776176
MODS MODS MODS

>>679781259
Lol I'm fooling bud. I'd have a bong in hand if I had any green. But No entity should ever tell me what I can and can't put it my body, that's horseshit

>>679780653
I never thought of looking on craigslist. The paranoia in me gets itchy thinking of doing it on craigslist.

Do you really lump psychedelic users in with stimulant abusers? You're so close minded

>>679774020
This.

OP, I'm genuinely sorry you feel this way. Really, I am. But please don't do it. You say you're tired of being told things get better. Have you ever taken s real hard look at your life? Do you not have things to be thankful for that you didn't before? Things really can get better, you just have to look for the opportunities that present themselves.

Whatever you choose to do I hope you feel peace in the end OP.

>>679781419
That may have been funny like an hour ago, I'm afraid you've missed your mark.

>>679781523
It's legal to grow and harvest. Pretty sure it's only illegal either once concentrated or ingested. I just always think I could claim it was for spiritual, religious use. But the cactus just looks like a normal damn cactus too

>>679781449
No worries, I took no offence. I'm honestly having a hell of a time in this derailed an hero/oh look at me I need attention thread.

>>679781679
That post isn't an hour old even

>>679781857
Same here. Favorite thread in a while. You should eat some acid man. it does make you a crackhead on the con side but as a pro you think about life in a better way

>>679781912
Woopty fuckin do it's 11 minutes from being an hour, point is you missed your fuckin mark. Lets not split hairs on how far past your mark you've missed.

>>679782168
I'll miss as many marks as I want bro you should see me with a hammer and nail

>>679781628
For fucks sake, you're so late to the damn thread he's been dead long enough for the necro's to get a hold of him. You're beating a dead horse man.

>>679782271
Are you all thumbs?

>>679781769
I see, I'll remember that.

>>679782477
Nope all bandages and blood

>>679782601
I'll remember you remembered. You can call me as a character witness if need be. I'll show up

>>679782082
I've never heard that lsd makes you a crackhead. You would think that crack would do that, but as it turns out that just makes you a Pentecostal go figure.

>>679782767
Thanks bro.

>>679782802
Clearly you didn't read the thread. I thought I was enlightened but this whole time I didn't even know I've been a crackhead all along. Anon set me right, now I know I'm a crack whore. Btw thanks anon I needed to realize that. Actually since tripping I'm done with drugs that just make you feel good. Feels pointless now

>>679782878
Might wanna write my post number down

>>679783126
Done, I've now immortalized all of them.

>>679767113
OP just came to say that you should not do it. My dad committed suicide when I was 16. He was an introvert and also probably thought nobody would care. After him and my mum split up, he pretty much lost contact with all of his friends, family never really came to visit, he developed an alcohol problem, etc. But when he died, so many people were heartbroken. I saw so many people cry at his funeral. Even some old school friends who he completely lost contact with over the years. It devastated me especially. My mum lived in another country, so I was on my own. You dont realise how much hurt you will cause to your loved ones. People who you think might not care will be heartbroken. Im sure whatever youre going through, no matter how bad, will get better. You just have to put in the work. And heck, if you think you really have nothing to lose or nothing to offer this world, why not go do whatever the fuck you want? You can go travel the world, do crazy shit, take lots of steroids and become a fucking animal, whatever you want. Just dont give up on life. Life has a lot to offer, you just have to go out there and find it. Im not a fag like most people here. I only come on 4chan for a laugh mostly, and sometimes when i need some inspiration for a fap, so i dont normally post. But reading your post, i had to say something. Im sure there is something you can do OP, just dont give up so easily. I hope this post makes you reconsider. Youre awesome OP, you just dont know it yet.

FYI im a /fit/ browser. If i can ask you one favour before you decide to end it all, take some steroids. Use a high dose of testosterone and get some arimidex to ensure you dont get bitchtits. Not even joking, that shit will change your life. You actually feel like a superhero on a high dose of gear. For all you know, you might love working out and find a new passion, a reason to live. It could be your therapy.

All the best OP

>>679782993
I wonder how many people are left in this thread, and if it's just the two of us refusing to allow the inevitable to happen and this thread expire?

>>679783484
Goddamnit he's dead he died days ago it was live streamed, you missed it there was cake.

>do you wanna buy a palm tree?

>>679783568
There's still a few people who discover it, post, get scared of us then leave. Before 404 I hope you have a good life sir it was good chatting

>>679783568
And how do we even know we're actually even in this thread? Let that sink in

>>679783568
Reality is only how you perceive the world. Everyone's reality is wildly different

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>>679767694
>God has rejected me and hates me

There is no way to know that.

If he allowed you to have some type of fatal disorder he is sending an engraved invitation home.

Death is a blessing not a curse.

>>679783870
Same my friend.

>>679784170
Solipsism, the only thing I know for sure is that I exist.

>>679784332
OP here:
No, he has cursed me. Life is a torment, everything always goes wrong and when I try to get things right he throws something new my way to fuck everything up again. Like he's vowed that I will never taste happiness. So yeah, I stand by my statement. Unless he is like a kid with a magnifying glass tormenting ants then there is no other explanation.

>>679770361
Faggot edge lord detected please kill your self and live stream and never breed

>>679784630
I'll look up the fancy word but I think it's just I think therefore I am correct?

>>679783484
OP here:
thanks for sharing that
I already lift but will never touch steroids just out of principle
not that it matters anymore anyway

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>>679767113
honestly only your relatives are going to give a shit and everyone else will forget you in a week. How about making something "big" before dying? I mean what do you have to lose.

>>679784748
i gave you the time and location come watch it live faggot

>>679784705
Eat acid and explore the world. It's like you don't even want advice bro! Stay with us and talk though please me and my bro here wanna chat

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>>679767113

You are a coward. Oh noes! Life is get too hard... Darn!

>>679784705
On a planet where life eats life to survive you have to ask.

His goal is not your Earthy happiness fool.

It is for you to die swiftly and return to him.

>>679784705
You're full of shit, you're not OP OP has been dead for a long time.

>>679784705

2016 and still actually believing in God. Yeah you should kill yourself. You're a retard.

>>679784891
OP here: yes I am a coward I know this.

>>679784705
Btw I'm the guy that had suicidal thoghts. I took apart my shotgun and hid the pieces so well I'm still missing two springs. The gun won't work

>>679784852

Honestly though, you haven't given us anything. Even if you do stream it live, you are a nobody a nothing. You have contributed nothing to this world and your live stream will be forgotten as fast as you died. What a fucking waste.

>>679784705
Why not try to do good in this world first? Even if it doesn't matter that's okay. You need to find what makes you happy. Even if it's drugs or backpacking. No one can tell you what to do

>>679784759
I think therefore I am means there is a cognitive mind basically that I am a thinking creature that feels and am alive. Solipsism is the belief that you're the only thing that exists in reality because it's the only thing you can truly objectively say exists. everything else is filtered through perceptions that can very easily be distorted, anyone that's ever had a fuzzy mind due to injury or drug use can attest to that.

>>679784973

Stupid is as stupid does, proceed.

>>679784973
But you're so much bigger and stronger than that. You are a perfect person anon! You just need to realize it somehow

>>679785244
Even self perception is distorted though

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>>679785288

Teenager Detected!

>Edginess 1/10

>>679785380
This is true for self discovery, Solipsism is mainly saying that you know you exist on the most basic of levels.

>>679785670
Octogenarian detected.

Carol O'conner for fucks sake?

>>679785670
Idk what you're trying to say? I'm 24 but I don't want to be edgy so good? Is this a compliment or insult I'm confused

>>679767113
I hope you die in a bit under six minutes.

>>679785695
Yeah I gotcha. I'll look up your slippery word for sure. I'm glad i opened my mind up on chemicals though. It's crazy how you aren't really hallucinating, you're just perceiving things the way they truly are. You know what I mean right?

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>>679785288
OP here: yeah bud that was a bit lame, as a suicidal person on the VERY high risk on the scale your comment was pretty absurd. kys

>>679786039
Harsh

>>679786039
why 6 minutes?
if my maths are correct I wont even see the impact or feel it

>>679786202
It's the truth man. If you want to be ignorant and waste your life away and end it then go for it. I can't stop anyone from taking their journey

>>679785670
>>679785943
Me and peyote gentleman were having a good discussion about reality and perception, then you faggots gotta come in and ruin it. Goddamnit no one cares if someone is "edgy" on this site jesus this is site is beyond redemption if you want to worry about such things go to reddit and bitch at the fucks that show skin or say bad words or whatever it is that gets the asspain going over there.

>>679786202
But I'm not stupid enough to kill myself. I was as a teenager, I haven't been for many years

>>679786420
>be cactus bro
>come to b
> get called an edge lord
>ok let's try thus thread
>not edgy enough faggot!
I swear there's no winning with you fucks. Why do I come here besudes to find cactus brethren?

>>679786167
I believe I do know what you mean. It all could be a hallucination to be honest. There are some that believe that we're all the same floating point of energy experiencing ourselves in an infinite unique was.

>>679786669
Do you ever feel psychic? I do sober but I was so psychic when tripping. I competent believe in a collective consciousness. Not to get too hippy dippy but do you know about indigo children?

>>679786645
haha I just saw the word edge and click on the number I have an irrational hatred for that word since it's been over used on this site so goddamn much. Sorry cactus bro

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>>679786669
Check this out

>>679772386
what a giant fag you are, all of your 'problens' are your own fault and easy to fix.
stop being a pussy

>>679786851
We're all human. You're perfect too. Zero edges to be found

>>679786806
I have not heard of the starborn children but I'm very intrigued by them now. When it comes to collective consciousness I believe it could exist but more as a background noise in our minds something we can't activate on a conscious level, Like when you know what someone is going to say before they say it type of deal.

>>679787255
I completely believed our minds have so much untapped potential. Especially since I've tripped haha. I feel psychic regularly and have such strong deja vu I know whats happening next, but it isn't controllable. It was controllable tripping. Not to brag but if an indigo child is a real thing then I am one. And I read about peopke like ooh I'm special that's me! That's not the kinda dude I am haha

>>679787255
I'm on my phone ignore my typos I just am not bothering to fix them. You just get me man I know

>>679787571
Deja Vu they say is a split second delay in synaptic relay, or bleed through from an alternate reality.

>>679787889
Split second delay meaning what? You understand it before you realize you do? I've predicted things minutes in advance, even 10 minutes I'd say. Alternate reality doesn't really explain my happenings either

I've never done this before but I'd probably see your email if you have any more cactus questions or life talks even. Let me know if uiu want mine.How old are you?

>>679788114
As in the information gets sent twice from one synapse to another. I'm not saying that's what it is only what I've read on the matter my friend.

>>679788249
I am 28 myself. If you want to provide me with your email. I'll shoot you a line. How old are you?

>>679788279
Yeah that doesn't pan out with my experiences, I know you weren't saying it was fact I was just saying I don't think so. But with quasi-philosophical stuff like this there are no answers

>>679788427
I'm 22. [email protected]
Don't judge I'm a hunter and its from when I was like 12. Greg btw

>>679788427
Ahh shit are you in california too?

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OP here: I'm glad you faggots found love on my thread. <3
#LoveIsLove
#Equality
#LoveDontHate

>>679788598
No worries Greg, the names Nate I'll be sending you an email from my Atomicmushroom email address.

>>679788671
Afraid I'm in Ohio, so a long way away from Cali.

>>679788790
Weren't you going to be killing yourself? I'd hate to hold you up.

>>679788792
Would of been really weird if you were my brother. He's the same age. Atomic mushroom being a more secure email service? Or just your personal name? I have a tutanota address if you wanna be secure
>>679788790
Don't kill yourself. Or do its your journey but I don't think it solves anything

>>679788984
Lolol you prick. Made me laugh but come on you're kicking the homeless dog

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If you're serious about it and excited to end it all, why wait? Why decide to do it a certain day instead of doing it ASAP?

>>679789009
It's just my personal name.

>>679789103
Nigguh feeds on the attention

>>679789119
Gotcha nate

>>679789066
If you're legit know this life is what we make of it. I'm not going to tell you how to find happiness just that it can be found it the worst of lives. I've lost 3 of my immediate family in 2015, and my mother is in jail again because she's a drug abuser, but here I am finding happiness in life because I choose to see it.

>>679789315
Oh I know that's the truth brother. If you choose to be happy you will be. It can just be so hard to realize that it's all in your mind. Once you do though, it's like breaking out of a cage. So freeing

>>679788984
wednesday bro, todays only sunday

>>679789624
You have like 72 hours to realize how stupid of a plan you have. Understandable, but stupid