Man, my head is broken. I can't tell if this girl wants me or if she is just winding me up.

Years of being told I was an autist when I wasn't have really taken their toll

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Just gonna leave this here

https://youtu.be/52Gg9CqhbP8

>tfw you spend the whole night trading rare pepes on /b/.

Still, I love my fellow /b/tards, you are the only /b/ros I have.

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kek I fucked up and uploaded a screenshot instead of the actual image. Sorry, im on my phone

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This one gets me everytime

How do I meet people who are worth meeting? I have never met a single person who is worth being around in my entire life. Everyone has turned on me or abandoned me or has never really cared. I just want to be wanted before I'm ready to an hero.

>>679559670
Help me plz, I need somebody to talk to. My mum is dying and my brother is cutting himself too.

I just need help and somebody to talk to

>>679560864
Why is your brother cutting himself?

>>679559554
You only have to die once though.

>>679561007
Because my brother is going through puberty, his dad is a pretty much confirmed sociopath, and his mother is dying slowly.

>>679560417
anon from last thread reporting in

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>>679560417

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>>679559554

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Listen to this shit

>>679561098
What's happening to your mother?
What makes your dad a sociopath?

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>>679561212

>>679561151
were you the anon who posted the pic with my reply in it?

>>679561327
$uicideboy$ is my life transfered to music

>>679561346
Mum has kidney failure
Dad is psychologically abusive, and occasionally physically. He is evil I think

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>>679561098
That's a fucked up situation anon. But it helps to let it out.

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here if yall are willing to lisen ill tell a story
>be me
>be 13
>live in 8.5/10 home
>play vida
>suddenly realize that if i dont do good ill be washed away like a footprint on a beach
>love science
>know more that most kids at school
>life is good do work go home play vida
>over time i learn how to deal
>one day im smoking (i do this to cope with life)
>hear mom walking up stairs
>nope.avi
>put smoking tools away like a boss
>your too slow.gif
>mom smells it
>is mad
>tells me that im retarded
>*sound of glass breaking*
>ive been told that im dumb all my life
>kek have iq of 136
>but this this is different
>she goes away after insulting me some more
>i cry silently as to not bother anyone
> be later in the year
>got over it
>but on the inside
>snap crackle pop
> dont kill my fam
>too much work
> slowly over time i become meaner and meaner to friends
>dont mean it
> friends gtfo
>im sad
>spend rest of year feeling empty like a unused can
>get girl
>feels good man
>turns out to be abusive
>she hits me all the time
>ignore the pain
>dont hit her back cause im a gentlemen
>she breaks up with me telling me that im not good enough for her or some shit
>dont care
>write suicide note
>keep it with me at all times
>just in case life is too much
>even if im murdered police will think it was suicide
>at least i wont cause them or their family pain >i dont want someone to be put in jail for life
>if i die then i do someone will find the note and think that it was too much for me
i think im nice /b/ am i?

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>>679561764
dont worry anon :)

All I want is a job. I'm 19 going on 20 and have never held a job

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>>679561410
no, I'm this guy

>>679561764
Time heals all anon, remember that in your worst moments.

>>679562365
23 and haven't worked a single day in my life

>>679562519
25 and haven't lived a single day.

>>679562365
Then go to the local walmart or whatever and ask the manager if he has a job available

>>679561764
here i think i will beome a namefag on this bored
how about.......................the meme team

>>679562640
>haven't lived a single day.
same tbh
dropped out of college, just play vidya, watch tv, fap, and browse /b/

>>679561675
Yeah, it used to get to me, but I got over it.

More worried about girls atm tbh

>>679562489
i want you around anon dw lad

>>679562685
I went through two interviews with Target for a job as a cart attendant, but was rejected

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>be 24
>seeing 43 yo azn milf
>calls me
>"husband out of town and you should come over"
>fuckyeah.wav
>drive over around 1am
>raining hard, almost accident
>realize I am mortal
>freak out
>get to her place, still pretty shaken up
>"it's ok anon. you didn't accident and now you're here" *wink wink*
>sorry milf, just can't get in mood
>limp as white bread in toilet
>"stop wasting my time anon! you better fuck me right now!"
>she pulls my pants down
>death grip on cock
>get hard without my consent
>"no means no milf!"
>"go ahead anon, call the cops"
>jerks my cock
>forces me to cum, shoryukens my balls as I do
>tfw I was raped
>pic related

Feels bad man

>>679561764
you write incredibly annoyingly
I couldnt even finish your shitty story
Stop trying to turn every line into a shitty meme

>>679562899
Why, how did the interview go?

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eh eh? i like memes they helped me through the rough but now im in the green
>pic related, me

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someone hold me, please

Are there ever happy threads on /b/? or a place I can ask for girl advice?

Also, if lewis is here, luke says hi

>>679559554

I feel like a fraud because I have no reason to be yet I am cripplingly sad. I have never suffered a trauma, never seen a loved one die and never been crippled with overwhelming responsibility. Yet, I am sad every moment I am awake. I suffer silently, hiding it from even the people I trust the most, because I believe my pain is not worthy of helping, not like the pain of those who have suffered. I feel like such a monster knowing my life is easy and fine but I still want to end it. Of all the things I could wish for I just wish that I could feel like my pain is valid.

>>679563349
/b/ probably isn't the best place to ask for girl advice

>>679563399
Oh come on he could have at least shot him with the fedora on

>>679563418
Yeah, I can imagine. /adv/ is wank, don't want to use leddit since I am not a nu male. What the fuck do I do?

>>679563575
I wouldn't know
I don't know anywhere/anyone to ask for girl advice

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>>679563298

>>679563399
a marvelous story

>>679563206
Does anyone have the original post?

>>679563637
Well, I don't think here is the place. I mean, people get understandably very irritated at it, especially when they have been dumped or have issues.

>>679563895
This image kills me inside every time

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>>679563959

>>679563959
Least this nigga got a cake. Gtfo. I would come home for my birthday wishing for something, a party, ice cream, a surprise. No, it was just "Do the dishes" or some bs.
Suck a dick privileged white boy.

>>679564128
>>679563959
i don't know why but these birthday pictures really hurt

>>679563959
Pretty much like my 18th birthday. I didn't want to do anything, my mother insisted and I didn't care enough to actually fight about this. That wast my last birthday.

>>679563940
or some of us are hated by every girl we talk to

>>679564337
Or that. Still, I can't see people liking hearing about potential successes in a feels thread.

>>679564128
You see, this is why when I was a kid I had accurate dreams. I wanted to become a policeman, a economist, or a software developer, not a goddam astronaut.

>>679563959
Id feel sad too if I lived with a macfag

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>>679564589
>dreams

Look at all you little sad faggots.
Cry it out losers.
Pathetic
I hate myself.

>>679564334
My parents had a fight on my 18th, and I joined in.

>>679564589
I didn't have dreams so I think I'm doing ok

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>>679563895
>tfw wife died 2 years ago
Still have my phone with texts from her
Still send her texts

>>679564778
Alright then, expectations

>>679564742
Its alright we are here for you

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>>679564828
I'm sorry Anon. Must be tough not being able to let go.

>>679564845
Doesn't look like real blood to me, not sure why

>>679564828
I would hug you if this wasn't a computer mate. Stay strong, she would want you to be happy

>>679564828
im sorry bro. damn. right in the feelies

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>mfw

>>679564845
this is some edgy tumblr shit

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>>679559554
idk if this is feels or not but,
>mfw someone you are friends with says they want to kill themselves because of a temporary and curable problem with their body, and they sit there and tell you about how shitty their life is because of it.... BUT they dont know you have a form of autism and will never have a cure.. but their life is the one that sucks to the point they they think killing themself is acceptable

>>679565153
My friend tried to kill himself at a party on saturday for no reason. I know this feel, I had to sit with him and look after him for 10 minutes until anybody else noticed.

>>679564414
my dads last words to me were "go play, well talk later."

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tfw your bestfriend that youve known since middle school just sort of gets new friends.

Honestly dont know if i could ever connect with someone like that again. like hes the only person i wasnt awkward around and could joke around about dumbass memes.

>>679565455
what happened

>>679565613
I had this friend once
4 and a half years ago

>>679565353
what?
My point is their problems are tiny and they are being a bitch about it. They think they have it bad when my brain is fucked, and even though I'm smart as fuck, I am condemned to a life of isolation and will die alone.

>be me
>married three months
>on parole in texas
>wife with kids somewhere else
>im always depressed
>work everyday, eat, shower sleep
>life
>wife answered 2 of last seven calls
>she is always laughing and happy, and driving somewhere
>texas wont let me go
>need my wife
>the stupid decision i made
>mention to her I want her
>whos fault is that?
My fault, its my fault. Im scum. Have more money.

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>>679564828
Aw shit man,
My dad died and i send him texts all the time, one of the few things that keep me goinf

>>679565772
Yes, I was saying I know how you feel.

The fuckwit is out all the time having fun, while I am stranded looking after my family

>>679565721
>be 90's
>mom and dad fighting
>mom takes kids and runs
>couple months later get to see dad
>he tries to work it out
>tells me to go play, that way me and brother dont hear mom and dad are breaking up still
>be day before court hearing for custody
>dad is kill

>>679563485
Someone hasn't read it...

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Who remembers this?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MmgV6vN0Evs

>>679565972
I have read of mice and men.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_azCIe_0Kk

>>679565977
Who doesnt..?

>>679565153
Sadness is not objective anon. Your friend is convinced that their sadness is the worst because it's the only sadness they will ever know, your friend can't feel your sadness so they don't have a good perspective. Just how your sadness it the worst sadness to you because it is the only sadness you will ever feel. Please don't think it's important to put the sadness of people into perspective, just be there for your friend.

>>679566126
newfags

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>>679565764
its probably the worst ive felt tbh lad.

Like ive been rejected by girls but ultimately they are shit anyway.

But in a totally not gay way its like ive lost a part of me, you know? idk about that actually but like we would chill almost every night on winter break and smoke and watch tv and shit and just bool. We could talk about history and shit and he would actually give a fuck. idk man. thats life ig.

>>679565926
oh, yea. idk, it just pisses me off seeing all of these people kill themselves for nothing.

I also hate seeing people that can think clearly do nothing with their lives and waste away watching tv or on facebook.

Post sad songs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ODTv9Lt5WYs&ab_channel=AliceInChainsVEVO

why am I awake at 3:27am, /b/?

>>679566222
Yeah. I think that killing yourself is generally cowardly, except in the case where you are terminally ill or something

>>679566369
Its friday bro

>>679566434
and I'm sober and on /b/ because I don't have anything better to do

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I believe that Hank Hill is one the most complex and realistic characters in Animation. Although on the surface he appears to be nothing more than a redneck, if you actually watch the show and read between the lines, he's a lot more.
Hank Hill, and by extension King of The Hill as a whole, is at its core about showing that one group is not always right, and one group is not always wrong. It's not just blind Liberal bashing by some angry Texans, or angsty Liberal bawwing like Family Guy, it's somewhere in the middle.
Hank is a man who represents traditional family values. He works a just-above blue collar job, has an ugly wife, and a kid he fails to understand. He enjoys working on his lawn, grilling, and selling propane (and propane accessories).
because he represents traditional values, he often butts heads with newer, more liberal ideas. Now about half the time, he will have a hard time adjusting, but ultimately realize that it isn't that bad, or is even correct. But the other half of the time, he exposes it for the bullshit it is and tries to save those who have been brainwashed.
And that's the thing, Hank isn't a racist or Homophobe, or even a devout Republican. If that was the point of the show, he would have voted for Bush in that one episode. No, Hank is a good man who just has a hard time adjusting.
Hank stands by his family, his friends, and his family values, and this is why he is a good character. He has a hard time understanding his son, like a lot of parents, but ultimately loves him and accepts him for what he is.
When you really get down to it, Hank is so much more than your average sitcom father. Unlike the bumbling Homer, he is a very real man who many people can relate to THEIR fathers. he is the next progression in mature cartoons and sitcoms, a complex character, not a 1 dimensional caricature.
In short, he is the Average Joe the typical person represents, and that's a good thing.

Is there any point in living if you know you'll never be loved?

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>>679566486
So am i

>>679566486
Come over anon I'll chill with ya

>>679566509
Fucking A, well said anon

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>>679566887
>it is a copypasta but yeah its brilliant

>>679562365
>>679562519

Seriously, why not?
My first job was as a busboy when I was 15.

Are you guys 'too good' for certain menial jobs?

>>679566194
I understand that.
I don't see my condition as the worst thing in life, only an inconvenience. Also I've come to terms with my fate. I am usually numb to it, though it does bring me down sometimes. I also know that everyone experiences depression differently. But you cant argue that it is stupid to literally wish for your life to be over because of a cosmetic defect that can be corrected at any time. Compare that to knowing that science will never come close to correcting your brain and that you are condemned to either waste away as a neet or struggle through life only to have noone in the end.. the two are really two different levels.

Noone should wish for their life to be over. This world was not meant to be easy. This planet is a proving ground and we are suppose to do our best to overcome every obstacle put in our way, not commit suicide over a slight setback.

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>>679567103
When you're an anemic piece of shit with only a brain going for ya yeah.

>>679567103
because health and mental problems prevent that

>>679567628
my life

>>679567232
That image is bullshit. Just get money and obey the fucking laws of your country.

>>679567232
Not very familiar with the condition.
What does it do to you?

>>679567488
Treatable issues?

>>679568177
no

>>679561764
Terrible writing. Story makes little to no sense.

If your IQ is actually 136, this is more proof that IQ is a shitty measure of overall intelligence, because you're clearly fucking stupid.

>>679568239
We're in a feels thread on an anonymous board.

Want to talk about it?

>>679567103
No, I'll take any job. My parents wanted me to focus on high school and I graduated last year at 19.

>>679567210

Yeah, it is quite silly to want to end your life over a cosmetic issue that can be fixed medically, it's a tough thing to understand. It's okay to not understand it though, aslong as you do understand that, to your friend, that cosmetic problem is very very real and can you really blame them for feeling that way? Brought up in a society which puts so much importance on looking the right way, having a defect is a sure fire way of feeling like you are not worthy of being a part of society. You're right though, the world is a proving ground and we shouldn't just give up at the slightest setback, but some of us really struggle with what are simple obstacles to other people. Luckily, a lot of people fall back on to their friends and family and they get helped back to their feet but, sadly, some others don't have that support to fall back on to. So, please, just be there for your friend even if you can't fully understand it.
They will eventually move past this tough part of their life but until then they really need all the help they can get.

>>679560417
>I just want to be wanted before I'm ready to an hero.

I'm in the same boat
I've come to the conclusion there isn't anybody in the real world worth giving a shit about.

You either get left behind by somebody who's just using you as a life raft, or you get stabbed in the back. Sometimes by the same fucking person.

Fuck people

>>679568702
Your parents didn't want you to have even a part time job while in high school? I thought that was just an assumed part of high school, even if it's just one or two nights a week, it at least exposes you to the real world.

Just got from the casino bros, lost the hundreds I made yesterday. Winning somewhat distracted me from the pain of the love of my life breaking up with me a couple of days ago, now I'm just wallowing in self pity listening to feels music.

>>679562963
Are you trolling?

A girl asked me how big my dick was compared with a seal, does she want to bang me?

>>679569223
Oh shit wrong thread sorry

>>679569047
I was a shitty student and most of my friends didn't have jobs either.

I was rejected by Target for a cart attendant position after two interviews. I hope I die in my sleep

>>679569047
Those are the kind of parents you hear screaming

"DONT TELL ME HOW TO RAISE MY CHILDREN" When their kids are drinking bleach and putting pennies in light sockets.

>>679564128
...

Where are his arms?

>>679561327
Fuck yeah boy

>>679569370
I wouldn't put alot of stock in that decision. Did they give you a reason?

Because more than likely you were one out of however many applicants applying for a single opening. So they gave it to some other asshole instead of you, so what?

There's any number of reasons why they would do that. Doesn't mean it has to be any reflection on you. I've been turned down for jobs too. I've gotten others. It's just how shit works.

>>679568702
>focus on high school
>graduated at 19

>>679569370
Congratulations.
You are the grit in the wheels of progress.
You are actually a bigger waste of resources than the retards you despise; at least somebody loves them.

About 20 years ago my dad killed some guy that was threatening his brother, there were in there late wow at the time my dad had moved to a different state . My uncle still lived in the same city he did and still does do dope around that time he was fooling with some women who was also sleeping with some scumbag drug dealer and thief, that guy didn't like that so him and his friends when to my grandma's house were my uncle lived beat him up and trashed his house when my dad found out he made him tell em who did it and found out where each one lived according to my dad he went to each guy's house, kicked on there door and best them up leaving a message for the guy who was also messing with the same lady as my uncle. What ended up happening is the guy got the message and said fuck him when I see him he's dead my dad found out where he was and confronted him he tells the guy you said fuck me, no fuck you and pulled out his gun and blew the guys brains out in front of all his friends in his old neighborhood he got away with nobody told and nobody asked nobody cared about the guy he killed even still this still haunts him and he always tells me this story whenever he goes on a drinking binge

>>679565180
This

>>679565613
Should be "descendants", not "ancestors". Otherwise concur.

>>679568829
>if you can't fully understand it
I understand it, and I appreciate you being nice. I'm not a full blown autist, I actually pass for normal in real life. I mostly just appear as an asshole as a result though, but better to be an asshole than autist imo.
I guess you could say I've studied people, allot of times I can tell when they arn't interested so I know when to stop talking, force myself to maintain eye contact except when I absolutely have to recall detailed information. And I'm aware that stuff is important to other people even though its not to me, and that everyone else interprets things differently.

Its cool that you took the time to explain that though, do you have experience with the autistics?

>>679569086
Also i'm playing this right now if anyone wants to join the baww

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RB-RcX5DS5A

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>>679563804

how to not give a fuck that you're lonely as fuck and will probably die alone?

>drugs don't work
>video games don't work
>having a job doesn't work
>masturbation is just depressing anymore

is suicide really the only way?

>>679569370
You do realize that you have your whole life ahead of you to find something meaningful to you right?

>>679560131
Tfw studying Schopenhauer in lectures
Gonna bring this quote up next week.

>>679571063
>is suicide really the only way?

No, dude.

You gotta get out more. Find something outside of those 4 walls that actually makes you smile.

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>>679571063
Please refer to oysters >>679566785

>>679571587
We'll that was better said than anything I could come up with.

>>679571063
Keep yourself occupied. Do sports for fuck's sake, we men are meant to be physically active. Read, learn an instrument, a new language. When you are so tired and busy, you don't have time to think how shitty your existence is. Before you know you'll own your own little place you worked so hard for, and trust me, you'll be so proud and happy for yourself

>>679570485
No, I don't have any experience with autists. I've just lived my life with an irrational mind so I've come to see certain irrational things in a rational way. A few people over the years have implied that they think I may be an autist, I've never seen a doctor about it though nor have I ever taken their implications seriously.

>>679572372
If you have autism it would be obvious, there is no scientific backing for "minor autism"

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>life is 99% boring
>friends and internet tell me it's because i'm a virgin
>fuck a prostitute
>literally worse than masturbating
>friends called me gay
>life is 100% boring

what the fuck do i do now

>>679572734
You fucking moron you're not supposed to fuck a prostitute, you're supposed to fuck your girlfriend.

>>679572562
I never claimed to have autism anon, I guess some people have just noticed certain things about me over time is all.

>>679572734
kill yourself

>>679572956
i'm a math major we don't get girlfriends

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>>679559554
Rekt

>>679572734
Damn, dude. I don't even know what to do with that.

For one, if life is 99% boring to you, that's an issue with you. Being a virgin has nothing to do with it. You have a shitty outlook on life.

You have to either change the way you see things or find some new things to see.

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>>679564128

>>679573248
ouch

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>>679573111
>math major
lol what are you going to do with a math major?

>>679573111
Anybody can get a girlfriend.

The world is full of women.

>>679573663
>Anybody can get a girlfriend.
false

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>>679559554

>>679573663
>Anybody can get a girlfriend.
Not really

>>679573701
There's your problem

It is 8:07 on a Friday night.
I am home. I have no plans.
I can count on a single hand how many times I've had plans for the last two months. Probably longer.
I have friends, at least I think I do.
I try to make plans, but they either flake out last second or are busy. At this point I don't want to bother them anymore.
I guess I have friends in the sense that if we happen to be in the same social setting, we get along and have fun. But no one really wants to spend time with me otherwise.
Maybe something is wrong with me?
I take showers and dress okay. I don't talk people's ears off.
I think maybe my ex told our friend group lies about me after we broke up.
I know he did tell at least one mutual friend that I had threatened to kill or seriously harm myself if he broke up with me.
I never did that, or would ever do that.
I do have problems with depression, but I would never ever do something so drastic and shallow. I had been steadily improving, anyways, and was at the healthiest and happiest point I had been at for years when we broke up.
He knows this. I don't know why he would say things like that.
I don't know. I just want a real friend.
It is 8:25 on a Friday night.
I am lonely.

>>679573833
I've tried, I have a hard enough time getting a girl to talk to me

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g'night /b/

>>679573943
goodnight, anon

>>679573913
How old are you?

>>679574092
23

>>679573776
Do you see the male garbage out there that finds a woman? Absolute slobs of a mess that get a wife?

If it's possible for them, it's possible for you.

>>679573943
Rest well anon, tomorrow is a new day.

>>679574419
>Do you see the male garbage out there that finds a woman? Absolute slobs of a mess that get a wife?
Yep, and that's why it's so fucking frustrating.

>>679574263
And where are you talking to these girls?
Or trying to, rather

>>679563940
There's occasionally some girl problems threads, if not make one. People give advice because most of the time someone has gone through the same shit as you and can give decent advice

>>679574583
It's okay anon, your equal is out there somewhere in some form. Promise.

>>679572562
the minor autist here, as much as I hate to admit it, I can see it. Some sensory things drives me insane, I cant remember faces very well. I get by with remembering hair color, style, and length. If someone has something like rosy cheeks Ill look for that too. People will say hi to me and I have no clue who the fuck they are if we are in a different setting.
There are very few subjects I give a fuck about so its next to impossible to get school work done. I fucking hate trying to do stem in a liberal arts school, I will be transferring as soon as I can.
I don't have all of the typical traits of autism like hand flapping, Ive never hit my self or bashed my head, I only echo myself, I dont pick up on voice tones or facial expressions.
I could go on but I'm bored of typing now.

>>679574635
internet
real life girls avoid me

>>679560134
Fuck, this again? It gives me nightmares whenever I see it.

>>679574894
you just described me

>>679574913
how, why?
do you look at them directly and ask for something?

>>679574749
Every day that passes, I find that much, much harder to believe.

That's something I'd tell my son when I just know there's no hope for him.

>son

hah

>>679574583
Yea it is, I know that. I've been there.
I was depressed and lonely when I was in my 20s. Thought of suicide more than once. I hated where I was in my life.

Now that seems like so long ago. I sometimes find it weird that I even ever thought like that.

I had girlfriends here and there, but also went through bouts of extreme loneliness.

Thus is going to sound like an after school special, but this shit does get better.

Or more correctly, it CAN get better, depending on you. I learned alot of my problem was how I approached everything with a negative attitude. I had alot of growing to do between then and now.

>>679573340
Well shit, now I'm crying

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>>679573911
guy sounds like a total bitch
we're here for u anon

>>679572372
If people are saying you have it, it sounds like you know some assholes. Its none of their business and if they don't like it then they should be talking to you, that's the way I see it.
You should look into aspergers syndrome and see if you can relate to that. Look past the super autist stacking cans on the wiki page though.

The girl of my dreams and ex-kindafuckbuddy is in love with someone else, and she told my best friend at college that she felt better with him on one date that with me on all the dates we had.

I started seeing another girl after her and she friendzoned me the next day after my guy friend told me that. Tomorrow I have class with both girls... I give up on women, sorry for my bad english.

She's left me, and all the fucking and seeing other girls makes me feel like i'm filling a bottomless void

>>679573911
area code?

>>679575120
are you the anon Ive been talking to?

I live far from her...
Being close and far at the same time makes me go deeply sad...
too poor to go and see her

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Please don't let the thread die, I don't want to be alone.

>>679574913
I'm not very familiar with using the Internet to find dates, but I'm guessing it's not the ideal way to meet someone.

>>679573340
my dog of 16 years recently died, we got her the day i was born, we did the exact same thing to her on the last day, on the final night, I lay down next to her and told her just how much she meant to me, I don't care what people say, dogs for sure know what you're saying when you need them to know. I miss her so much, I'm glad she had a happy life

>>679576090
right here with you bro, we're lonely together

>>679575461
But why waste time being positive when everything just turns to shit?


>the few times I went into something with a positive attitude, just turned to absolute shit

>>679576145
Ah shit dude.
That just kicked me right in the feels

>>679576060
no, different anon

Thank you, you incandescent bastards, for always making me feel better. I will never know a single one of you but you always help.

>>679569086
Oh hey. Same boat. I'm stuck living with her the next five months pretending I'm okay and helping her move on from me. Never again can I imagine pain like this.

>>679566245
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snhkO-c-S0c

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>>679559554

>>679576580
then see: >>679575693

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all these people with legitimate reasons to feel sad and here i am with a perfect life feeling sad for no reason

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>>679576387

>>679559886
aawwwwww yeah anon. This music video is the shit.

>>679575693
I actually appreciate it when people tell me how they see me, even if it hurts my feelings a little at times. If people kept telling me that there's nothing wrong with me and that I'm perfectly fine I might never learn how to improve myself.

>>679576657
>Never again can I imagine pain like this.
Try whacking your funny bone on a wood pallet and getting stabbed by the splinters

>>679566261
always gets me.

>>679576657
hey man, thanks for replying, i'd say cherish her in these last few days, i don't even have the liberty of seeing her face to face to even just gaze into those eyes that saw all the memories we went through

>>679575692
thanks anon
I hope it gets better someday

>>679575941
619

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>>679577374
it will
but youre still going to have to try

>>679576912
the comfort of knowing an actual person is replying to what we have to say and feel is nice huh

>>679573585
not him, but i dunno, maybe have a well-paying STEM career?

I am sad as fuck.
I try. I really do. I talk to people. I put on a happy face. I really want to be happy. But whenever something good happens the universe comes around with a crippling testicle kick.
I've been friends with this girl for a long time. She's cute, and I really want to go out with her. But I feel like a cuck when I'm around her and I can't work up the courage. I also want to give her space because she's been in an abusive relationship.
But whenever I get close to her something happens. Something shifts and I don't see her for a month, two months or so. What do, /b/?

>>679576399
Yep, had that attitude, too. It really can't happen quickly, because you being positive has little subtle effects that you won't even notice for a long time.

Here's one thing...
Did you know that people around you, male or female, will find you more approachable just based on your body language?

Confidence, positive attitude, smiling, etc makes you seem more personable. It doesn't mean that anyone WILL approach you, of course. That's still a conscious decision.

It's more like, if someone sees you and considers talking to you about something, whatever it is, your body language will subconsciously tell that person whether to just move on or stop to chat. That's what I mean by subtle.

A positive attitude makes you stand out, as friendly and personable. Does any of that make sense?

>>679577080
I've never thought of it like that. Usually it just sounds like they are talking shit to me and I respond negatively. Also people are usually dishonest about how they feel about you unless the really don't like you. I have tried to ask people if I did something to annoy them and they say "no" or "don't worry about it". I know something happened because they started acting differently towards me.

>>679576903
If you're sad here because you empathize with other people than its never for no reason.

>>679577537
I know
I usually do a good job of doing that, but sometimes I just feel sad for a bit
Like now
But I will feel happy again tomorrow

>>679577436
fug. well if you are looking for someone to chat with online drop your email.

>>679561764
In all honestly quit being a bitch man. Stand the fuck up for yourself don't let any bitch hit you or anyone talk down to you. Your a man so be one

>>679577734
Depends on if she sees you in that friend zone or as that possible boyfriend that still hasn't worked up the courage.

>>679577734
If you aren't man enough to say then why would we want you around.

Mom died last July, when she was in hospital in a coma I would text her all the time to let her know how me and the family were doing. One day her friend that was staying with her replied and so I stopped

>>679561764
These anons are dicks, you're a nice guy

>>679577436
You're a girl in San Diego and you're lonely?

Pretty sure you could just step outside and find a new boyfriend.

>>679577557
It is, comforting to know that I'm not the only person like this, and that not everyone is the same as the people around me.

>>679578380
I really don't know anymore.
I've tried to hint subtly. I've done the opposite, bought her a stuffed giraffe and actually asked for her to go out with me. That was almost a year ago.
I feel like shit, man. I feel like I don't have any friends. Only reason I haven't hung myself is because of how it would affect my family.

>>679578600
Jesus your heart must have stopped when you saw a reply

>>679578179
eh not very comfortable with email on /b/, but do you have a steam account?

>>679563387
Just because there isn't anything clearly wrong doesn't mean that nothing's wrong. Human psychology is much more complicated than that - instead of feeling guilty about being sad, it's important to recognize your feelings of sadness as legitimate so you can focus instead on what's causing them, so you can eventually get rid of them completely.

You can do it, I believe in you :)

>>679579058
I knew it was bad so I wasn't expecting it to be her, I was more hurt that she had seen my private messages to my mom over anything else

>>679564414
>tfw your parents are pretty much the only people you can rely on for support/affection
>ftw you are now reminded that your time left with your parents is increasingly limited and eventually they, like everyone else will leave you
Feels bad man

>>679577764
I don't want to be positive though, it just seems like the universe punishes me for being even remotely happy

I don't feel like greentexting a day, but long story short

Today was a pretty decent day. Then my car's battery died.

At the parking lot of my job.

>>679578746
>Pretty sure you could just step outside and find a new boyfriend

Instructions unclear, now betrothed to Vladimir Putin

But in all seriousness, I get what you're saying but I guess I'm too ugly for that. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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It's 4:50, why not tell a depressing/comforting story

>be 16
>pretty standard guy, live in the UK, average grades and average life at the time
>do all the stuff the kids are doing, partying, smoking weed, I'm pretty damn happy
>3 years ago
>used to suffer with depression
>dad got drunk a lot
>one night I come down stairs after playing SuperMario sunshine
>look into living room
>dad is on top of mum with a fork in her throat
>"GET HELP!"
>I listen to my mum and run straight to the house phone
>999, please god
>dad comes running in
>snatched phone out of my hand and throws it against the wall
>hits me across the head
>ear is bleeding, ringing
>i don't give up
>run past him pushing his slightly to the side
>get to front door, open it as quickly as i can
>he grabs my arm, shirt tears but i get out
>sprint to neighbors and smash n their door, dad doesn't follow
>call police, they arrive and arrest him, mum doesn't press charges and gives another reason for the stabs in her neck
>they treat mum
>the night scars me for life, I was just glad my brother was away for the night
>this happened when i was 11
>this started my downward spiral kinda thing
>next few years I become more of a depressing piece of shit, teenage hormones don't help one bit
>he continues to get drunk and harass the family
>fast forward 3 years, now 14
>I learn about cutting from some friends, talk about how some kids in class are doing it
>try it out
>fucking stupid idea
>but it fucking helps
>this carries on for about a year and a bit
>find out my closest friend also cuts himself, his step mum used to beat the crap out of him
>we show each other our cuts, feels good to tell someone
>get even closer to him with friendship
>get super fucking sad one night, more than usual, looking back on how shit everything is, looking at shit grades
>what's the fucking point
>go up to my window sill, 4 stories up, should be enough
>I stand there for a while looking down, the wind feels nice

out of space. Cont?

>>679579046
>Only reason I haven't hung myself is because of how it would affect my family.


Fuck that, dude.
Fuck that attitude right in the ass.

First off, she's not the only girl in the world. There's millions of them. If you hook up with her, great. If you don't, she's still your friend and you'll have someone to give you a woman's perspective when you do have a girlfriend (this actually helps sometimes, particularly during a fight).

Girls are like busses. Another one comes along every 20 minutes.

>>679577956
Yes, unfortunately a lot of people have an issue with speaking the truth. That's why I really appreciate the few times that people are brave enough to actually tell me the truth even when it's painful to hear. I also do an in-depth analysis of any event of significance where I may have done something wrong. I've been doing this for a few years now and it has helped me to completely overcome my serious anger and violence issues as well as my jealousy issues. I'm far from being a perfect person but I'm a much better person now that I was before I started analysing my behaviours.

>>679579111
You feel better talking over steam?
Yes I have one, but I don't use it. How could you not feel comfortable with email?

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>>679579921
Yeah, go on /b/ro.

>>679579792
>I get what you're saying but I guess I'm too ugly for that.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Yeah fucking right. If a black girl can get laid, anything with a vagina can. Now, just go talk to almost anything with a penis.

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Just saw this from another thread and it gets me fucked up

>>679579921
Always cont on a feels thread /b/ro.

>>679565613
This happened with me and pretty much every friend I've had since I started having friends. I think that I've met a person I connect with and can actually be myself around. Then they either just get new friends or turn out to not be the people I thought they were. I guess that's the viscous cycle of friendship

A good friend of mine died two nights ago, at home, his heart, we think. We'd been friends since high school. I had dinner with him and his fiancee a week ago. I got their wedding invitation in the mail the day he died.

He was strong as an ox. I asked him at dinner what he was benching, 360 he said. He was just solid muscle.

I couldn't have done a better job if I'd been trying to eat and booze myself into an early grave for the last 20 years.

But no, he dies, I live. Figure that one out. Fuck.