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Selfbump

poor feels thread is alone too

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I got you /b/rother

>>679466564
You can't bump your own thread newfag

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>>679466564
>tfw no one ever told me

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>>679468351
>tfw not even my parents

The best porn to watch is the ones where the woman has been lured or pressured into it. Like when they believe they are showing up for modeling, but instead, they get blindsided, and convinced to take part in a porno instead.
I like these pornos because the woman is usually reluctant, but in the end she swallows her pride and accepts her degradation.
The dejected hurt, and shame in her eyes is the most sexually arousing part.
Always good to see vulnerable women being exploited.

You whiny faggots.

I just parted with my girlfriend (for 6 years) last week, and I don't feel like being weak.

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I still wonder why haven't I killed myself already.

>>679466489
Sucks for you have had that experience in you pic several times. Feels so fucking good.

>>679468690
the first couple of weeks are peanuts, anon. us faggots get the god tier feels only after a few weeks of being alone

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>>679469121
Me too anon, me too

>>679469182
Good for you, mate. At least you have a good life

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>>679469066
>>679469121

>>679468940
>>679469252

Meh.

>>679469320
No I just have a life. There is no point in sitting at your computer wallowing in self pity. Get out there and tell the world to go fuck itself. Once you stop caring about it all you start to realize how much you enjoy yourself.

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>>679469121
I want to die so much. But I don't want my 13 year old little brother to find me hanging from my pull-up bar. I hate seeing him cry.

I wonder if people realized that things hurt others would they do anything about it..? I mean everyone seems to be so unfeeling about some things. Then even when they realize it, they seem to not care.

>>679469479
Thanks, I needed this to jerk off.

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>>679469354

>>679469354
Whaz if the reasons all drifted away and the last one is beginning to leave too?

>>679466564
I tell myself that everyday when I see a mirror.

>>679469541
Pretty much this.

>>679468526
>>679468351
>>679466564
No one had either told my so, guess what, i dont care.
Stop feeling sorry for yourselves

>>679469541
You wont have to see him cry if you arent alive

>>679469121
Because you don't want to die.

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>>679469541
god fucking damnit anon

>>679469541
this picture always gives me goosebumps

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>>679466489
Here, have a drink.

>>679469208
This one made me laugh.

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>>679469836
thanks :$

>>679469479
I have a bloody life, man. But the problem is that it's all meaningless. My friends always abandon me when I need them and I am not really the type of guy who makes friendships easily. I know, I know it's all my fault.

>>679469283

>make someone else my happiness

wut

>>679469927
It is your fault. Stop relaying on others. You are the only person that gives your life meaning. Stop being a baby.

>>679469931
>wut
Im glad youve never expierenced having somone beeing the only thing making you happy and then loose that person

>>679470052
Not the faggot you respondef to.
But i also feel my life is meaningless, i do have friend, i go to school etc but it all feels meaningless

>>679469541
>Local Florists
Absolutely shameless.

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>>679469541
It is now clear to me than I am nothing but a burden to my little brother.

Is it worth it if I kill myself? He will have to bury me, but his life will drastically improve with me gone. I love him so much.

>>679466489

I don't get it.

Seriously, I don't.

I don't understand why people are unable to get used to melancholy and loneliness being their default state of being.

Just makes the occasional bright spots shine more.

>>679466489
>lonely autofocus

>>679470320
+1 internets to you anon

>>679470320
That's why I'm slowly falling for her.

I wonder how would she react to my depressed suicidal true self. I'm tired of pretending to be Chad for a night a week.

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>>679470407

Thank.

pic unrelated

>>679470320
you can be that way if you want. You just cant depend on people and say you're helpless because of your fucking anxiety. My sister pulls that shit everyday w my parents. Shes 24 and weighs like 250 living with them.
Fucking.
Disgusting.

>>679470556

Depends on what she is like, from my experience people I get even remotely close to are depressed messes compared even to my shut-in self, though I like keeping them above the water if you will.

>>679470320
I was used to it, but suddenly I started wanting more. I don't know why I changed like that, maybe because I got older and I really realized that my life is FUBAR and now I'm too old to do anything about it. There's no hope at all now. It's a curse. It's not enough for me anymore, and by the way, I never have the occasional bright spot. I'm continuously miserable. It's ridiculous.

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>>679470691

ok.

>>679470891
you're a man.
You always will be
Neglect from women doesn't make you biologically attracted to men.

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>>679470846

Yeah, shit happens anon. I was talking about the state of mind of most anons and how they seem to act all depressed even though they are the ones that wallow in the miserable feelings themselves.

Sometimes, life is just a fucking cunt and fucks innocent people over because the universe has a sick sense of humor.

My only advice is talk to others about it, pretty much the only way to help it.

>>679470691
>>679471046
Cute legs, shame it has a penis.

>>679470610
fucking elves

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>Hurry up and kill yourselves I have shit to do

>>679471129
Hey anon, what if i cant adresd it, i have a decent life, but im always feeling melachonic and empty

Well I for one have no idea what to do.
I thought I was doing well, not feeling melancholic and alone all the time anymore and felt like I was being happy again like in my childhood days. But since the last week all these thoughts and fears have come creeping back into my head and I can't do anything about it.

>>679469541
I still email my dead friend.

>>679471129
>My only advice is talk to others about it
>others
kek

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>>679471109

I'm a biological male, and I probably won't live long enough to see the day when that can be actually changed, not to mention I'm comfortable with my reproductive organs. Also, I like men, women, traps, MTFs, pretty much everywhere on the spectrum.

The fact that I enjoy being feminine doesn't make me delusional, anon.

>>679471367
Used to call my dead girlfriend to hear her voicemail FeelsBadman

>>679471315

Fuck off grimmy, I've got seventy years left at worst.

My genes and diet say so.

>>679471488
:clem:

>>679471336

No idea, I've got no experience with full-blown depression.

Therapy will probably help.

>>679471549

Grakata.

worst thing when you try to chat with someone else but they actually have something better to do :^)

>>679471625
>>679471549
>>679471488
Get your warshit out of here

>>679471535
>Don't give a shit. Bag, now

>>679471672

Skoom.

>>679471678

>throws modern medicine

>>679471727
>modern medicine cant even fix the modern man. Sure as hell can't fix death, now get in the fucking bag

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i feel like I fucked up dumping my gf last june. haven't felt anywhere near as happy since. nothing else comparably good has happened in the rest of my life before or after those shitty 5 months of fucking some chick

>>679471499
I still look up my old messages of my dead friend on wechat. I feel lonely when I do that

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Yeah I know its some sandnigger shit but whatever.

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>>679471823

Nah.

>>679471963
Yeah... In the fucking bag with you

>>679471835
Where's this from? It's a concept that I came up with a long time ago, we evolved too much for our own good. Animals don't care about the meaning of life, of anything actually. It was never supposed to be like this, animal just procreate and that's it. In the end that is the mening of life, but then the question is: why procreate? What do I care about the human species?

>>679468226
where is this from?

I lost my wife and kids last year in a car accident. I've thought of suicide multiple times. But I could never bring myself to do it.

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>>679472053

Fuck off mate.

>>679472077
In some religions, one of the only creatures that have free will are humans. Almost all others don't. That's what makes us different.

>>679472340

Sapience is a blessing and a curse, blah blah blah, you have to come up with your own meaning in life.

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>>679466489

/b/ros, what do I do.
My best buddy took his life and it's fucking tragic.
This shit is too much guys. You know I used to be able to deal with everyone I meet being only concerned with drama, because when he was alive he seemed to break up that monotony. He seemed like the only person that I knew that actually felt real, like he wasn't just trying to act like some sort of archetype. I don't want to be narcissistic, because I think anyone can do or be whatever they want, but what do you do when the only person that made everything feel a little less lonely dies? Do I just join him? You know there's always that one person in your life that just grounds you, you know I mean? I've met a fuck ton of people, befriended a good amount too, but it's really not the same. They don't care about anything other than larp'ing some sort of archetype. I don't hate them, I don't look down on them. I get it, but it's genuinely maddening. I'm alone.

>>679471519
That one hits right in the feels.

>>679472399
I can almost guarantee you'll be disappointed with the real meaning of life.

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>>679471519

Would be kinda sad if I did, I was the one that dumped the crazy bitch for her own good.

>>679472145
Don't do it mate. Just hope for yourself that you find the solution to your sadness.

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>>679471519
This shit really kicks my ass.

I mean, fuck - The time I spent with her still stays with me every minute of the day - I don't think I go 5 minutes without thinking about her.

I don't know why she got so cold I literally did nothing wrong. I'd rather she told me she didn't like me instead of just stop texting / wanting to hang out with me out of the blue. It never got romantic, but what could've been is what fucks me. She's out there now meeting people, making new memories and I'm still here drunk and alone holding onto moments that probably didn't mean shit to her, but meant so much to me.

>>679472552

Reproduce and die?

That is the "real" meaning of life.

Pass on my biological legacy and help propagate the human species.

I got over that existential shit a while ago, it helps if you can genuinely enjoy the little pleasures in life and have an actual sense of self-worth unlike many others, for whatever reason.

>>679472728
It's just hard. I was married for 5 years and had a 4 year old and a 2 year old. Now I have nothing.

>>679472553
Dying is the only meaning of life. You can reproduce all you want to try and forget the act that you and every other human will die, but dying is all life's destiny.

See:
>>679472553

>>679472771
I am a muslim. There are two main things we're here for.

1. To worship Allah
2. To take care of this world

>>679472771
Dying is the only meaning of life. You can reproduce all you want to try and forget the act that you and every other human will die, but dying is all life's destiny.

See:
>>679472553

>>679472842

Take it as a fresh start.

Carry on their legacy and be the one to keep the memory of them alive.

Make your mark on the world, try to build a business.

Do what they would want.

>>679470319
Shit, i have a dead sister. That hit me right in the feels.

>>679472842
This is absolutely tragic, seriously. But what matters from now on is how you deal with the dread.

>>679472971

The destination is not as important as the journey, though I do not expect you to understand.

>>679472967

That is a perfectly legitimate meaning of life, just respect your fellow inexplicably sentient apes.

>>679473144
>The destination is not as important as the journey, though I do not expect you to understand.

I don't expect you to come to the realization that you will one day feel the pain of death. I don't expect you to come to the realization that it's selfish to create life and give them the burden of having to suffer and die.

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>>679473317

You can try to carry your own misery over onto me as much as you want, but unlike you I know that I am valuable to those close to me and do am not a self-loathing piece of shit.

Being disillusioned does not mean I have to be miserable, asshole.

To get stoned or not to get stoned that's the question I must ask myself

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>>679468351
I love you, anon
(I wish I could say your real name)

>>679473494

Get some work done and then get stoned?

Get stoned and try to get some work done?

>>679473486
But you're still going to die though. No amount of unmiserable living will change the fact that you will feel the paid of dying.

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>>679473518
I love you too, /b/ro

>>679472992
Thanks man. Some days are better than others and you are right I gotta push forward I know that's what they would want

>>679471651
forget that ho

>>679473141
Thanks some days are better than others. Honestly it's at night that I feel the worst when in laying in my bed and my mind wonders.

Filthy mudslime here again. Another reason we were put on this Earth to suffer and die is to prove that we are worthy of paradise. You were given access to knowledge of Islam weren't you? No one's stopping you from embracing Islam. After you die, you better have a real good reason for denying the truth, even after Allah gave you so many chances.

>>679473879
Fuck off faggot

>>679471519
yes you do, you fucking do. Girls think about stuff constantly, not imprtant stuff, just thing that happened to her: This is where you come in. Then she thinks about the stuff she wants to have in the future, she thinks that she deserves all of them and how wonderfull it will be to have them. Can you provide that for her?

...

That's why you stay at the past.

>>679473916
I should have expected this.

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I had to break up with my gf yesterday because she is gonna studie abroad for 4 years.. That moment you walk away and know this was the very last touch hurts so bad. We both still love each other very much, but this is her dream since she was young..

>>679473601

Uh... Okay?

That does not bother me at all, and in fact you can never know what dying feels like unless you have experienced it yourself.

For instance, death of hypothermia is often accompanied by ecstasy and beautiful dreams.

Depends on how I die, really.

Not to mention, the reality of death is not a reason to make life miserable for myself.

In fact it is the opposite.

If I have a good life, the memories and pleasant experiences, as well as the knowledge that others will carry on my legacy will lessen the pain of death.

>>679473757

It's why I come to these threads, I ain't letting others wallow in depression.

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>>679472493
boo, it's reality!

>>679474175
>the memories and pleasant experiences, as well as the knowledge that others will carry on my legacy will lessen the pain of death.

>being this naive

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>>679474263

>boo hoo how dare you refuse to wallow in misery and self-loathing

>>679474245
I just wish people would let people who want to commit suicide, do so

>>679468723
fuck man, deep shit

>>679474485

Fukken saved, better than actual YLYL shit.

>>679474624
I wish I was my cat sometimes. Imagine all this pain gone.

but doctor, i'm pagliacci

>>679467946
thanks for this anon

The love of my life broke up with my recently, I've been seeing and fucking other girls but it feels like I'm trying to fill an endless void, I wish I was religious

>>679466489
Can i give you all depressing person a philosophical advise?
Don't take what you feel so seriusly, your mood ussualy change every 4 fucking hours, there is nothing real of it.
Feeling are overrated, read some stoicism, buhddism, and nihilism.
And always remeber:
INDIFERENCE IS POWER

>>679472967
it will get better
it would
could it?
it should.

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>>679475057
Why did she break up with anon?

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>>679472927
I disagree. Though death may be the destiny of all living things it isn't the meaning of life. The purpose of life is to continue.
What is the purpose of a cow's life? To continue cows.
What is the purpose of a tree's life? to continue trees.
Calling reproduction the meaning of life is too narrow I think, as it doesn't easily allow for lifeforms with a slow reproductive cycle or old infertile organisms clinging to life. The purpose of any division of life is to perpetuate itself, in general, with no real focus on a specific member.

>>679469283
True happiness is found within

>>679471742
that was some heavy feels, hope he's doing alrighthttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGJTaP6anOU

>>679474492
we do

>>679472468
I had a bud off himself in 2013. Don't join him man. You have a whole world to explore with people to bother and make this life a beautiful adventure. Find some goals to do and invite people. Go somewhere and just talk to people. Be an ally. Be a friend.

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>>679475206

FINALLY.

>>679475172
I knew something was up for weeks, she started ignoring my texts and would never want to see me, the final reason she gave me was that we're at two different points in our lives and she's too busy for a relationship right now. She told me that she'd 100% want to give it another go but I can't help but feel it's just a lie to elevate my mood somewhat

>>679471884
whyd you break up?

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Guess i'll share my story.

>be me, get paired with girl in Agriculture (rural aussie school btw)
>become friends, other kids joke about us "dating"
>just say we're acquaintances when questioned about it
>about 5 weeks later, become friends
>jokes still go on. Learn about her explosive anger
>learn that other people avoid her because of it
>Eventually asks me out, saying we could just "try it" for a couple of weeks
>turn it down saying i'd rather just be friends (this was honest btw)
>Early next year, she asks me out, calls me "cute".
>accept, i didn't "love her" but i was scared of upsetting her.
>she actually loved me
> Not in the sense of triggering her anger, but just making her cry. This was high-school after all.
>after a few weeks break up. We didn't talk much so we both agreed to just stay friends.
>become distant, stick to my small group of friends.


I knew one day i would love someone who never loved me, but to be loved by a girl not to love her back in a more painful existence to me.

>pic related, it's a Facebook message she sent a month later.

>it physicallt hurt to see it, and it sent me in a panic attack knowing she cares this much about me.

Maybe this incohrerent to you all, and i just seem like i'm rambling, but i honestly can't think straight after looking back through those messages. I need to go calm down. Thanks for listening to me.

>>679475206
Only, I'm not arguing that reproduction is the meaning of life. I said the meaning of life is to DIE. Dying is the fate of all life. No amount of reproduction is going to change the fact that ALL LIFE WILL GO EXTINCT WHEN THE UNIVERSE "DIES."

>tl;dr u gon die

>>679475533

Quantum Physics beg to differ faggot.

There is always a loophole.

>>679475367
Well obviously this show's she is not 'the love of your life'
Cut all contact with her and continue, knowing that your love of your life is still out there
If you have the funds and time, I would suggest you go out on holiday somewhere

>>679475533
we will all die. but until then, we try our best

>>679475139
It might not actually get better in this world, although it could. What you should be aiming for is to make it better in the next, after you die. Don't kill yourself though. That'll backfire hard.

>>679475617

Desu.

We all gon die, but until then we try to make it so the next generation lives longer and hope that at one point we will reach lovecraftian levels of technological advancement.

>>679475599
Quantum Physics
>>679474653

Who actually believes this shit? And they actually call this modern SCIENCE. They even claim it's backed by MATHEMATICS.
>schrödinger's cat
>quantum suicide and immortality

THEY LITERALLY BELIEVE THAT THE CAT IS NOT DEAD UNTIL IT IS SEEN OR OBSERVED
THEY LITERALLY BELIEVE THAT DURING THAT TIME WHEN THE CAT IS NOT SEEN IT IS BOTH DEAD AND ALIVE AT THE SAME TIME

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>>679475480
More that she sent me
There's an entire page of these emojjis or whatever their called.

>>679475614
I know that's a logical point of view, I'll let this quote from the beach convey my perspective.

" When you develop an infatuation for someone you always find a reason to believe that this is exactly the person for you. It doesn't need to be a good reason. Taking photographs of the night sky, for example. Now, in the long run, that's just the kind of dumb, irritating habit that would cause you to split up. But in the haze of infatuation, it's just what you've been searching for all these years."

And funny you should say that, I'm planning on travelling the world, there's too much shit out there to see.

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Major feels

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>>679466489

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Posting a classic

>>679476765
First time reading i didn't know it was about a dog, let alone scooby doo. Suddenly realizing that guys best friend was a dog just made more saddening to me.

>>679473571
I should do the second one

>>679476407
Here they are. The manly tears.

>>679473571
Thanks anon

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>>679466489
speak for yourself peasant

>>679476341
The feels man ..

>>679469541
Don't do it man. I cut my older brother down and it destroyed me as a person.

>>679466489
>>>/trash/

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>>679466489
Right in the feels anon I can't tell you the last time I really felt this much

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>>679469121

>>679466489
>be me. 2 years ago
>Meet cutie Asian in my home town.
>she comes back to my place, we Fuck.
>Next morning she has no where to go as she is only visiting UK, staying at her friends and her friend not pick up the phone.
>didn't pick her phone up for 4 days. She stays with me this whole time.
>meet up again, spend a few more days together until she flys back to Taiwan.
> stay in contact, I promise her I will go see her,
>1 year later book flight.
>since this time she now a bf, I have a gf back in UK I miss so much, not gunna see her for 3 more months.
>I'm currently in a hostel in Taiwan, not many people speak English.
>I'm so lonely
>only friend I have out here is a guy from my hostel,
>he lies, talks about people behind their back
>because I don't speak Chinese. I watch him talk about me to other people as I stand there.

Today I met the girl. I nearly cried of happiness. Thst was nice

>>679466489
My dog is

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whats her name /b/?
> celeste

>>679468690
You must first be weak to become strong, anon.

>>679479581

eric?

>>679471970
that was a good read

>>679471519
That's why I try my best to never break up on bad terms. My ex's have new boyfriends and some married and they still come around for a fuck.

>you know how you just kissed your girl, hows my cum taste?

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I've got a greentext. It's pretty sad.

>Be me, 21.
>Gonna have a big ass party.
>but some retard forgets to bring drinks.
>It is I, of all people, who is sent out to get drinks.
>I'm pissed about it, but someones gotta do it.
>Pretty late, but I know some stores that are open at this hour.
>Walking down an ugly street full of bad gardens and crappy houses.
>The orange glow of the streetlight throws rays of light towards the hard surface of the asphalt.
>Getting really poetic.
>I hear footsteps.
>ninjamode.exe
>Nobody there.
>Except a friend (lets call him Paul), who wasn't at the party.
>"hey Paul, why weren't you at the party?"
>"I don't drink" he replies.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YaG5SAw1n0c
>He walks off, leaving me alone.
>I'm lonely. At least I know where the footsteps were coming from.

Continue?

>>679480399
Fuck yeah my favourite emperor

i love her so much

>>679480496
go on...

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>>679480496
Okay.

>Walking along.
>been walking a while.
>hear footsteps again.
>turn around again.
>"Paul? is that you?"
>no reply.
>I smell sweat.
>I'm getting kinda stressed.
>Hell, I don't even know where I'm going.
>Lost. Everyone's probably left the party.
>It's late. Will the store even be open?
>feelsbadman.jpeg

Last part is next.

I am

It's friday.
Everyone else is having a fun night out.
You're here again.

have you told her yet /b/?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIiwQnJYhEU

>>679480786
waiting for last part... (I have time to waste)

>>679480786
This bit is long, but worth the read.
Final part.

>I'm crying.
>This was supposed to be the best party of my life. and I have no idea where the fuck I am.
>Now in a really crappy street.
>Getting smelly.
>I hear a dog barking.
>Get to the house with the dog. The dog is on a chain.
>The house is the worst crapshack I've seen.
>Chipping paint, dead garden, and It smells like trash.
>I begin to walk off. The dog struggles to get closer to me, and whimpers.
>He's got bruises on his face. I walk towards him and give him a pat.
>He's visually happy.
>Time for some fuckin' vigilante justice.
>I begin to unchain dogger.
>Thudding footsteps come from inside the house.
>Trying to escape with dog.
>Door opens, and with it comes an explosion of cheeto dust and sweat vapor.
>When I can breathe, and when the dust clears, I can see who is at the door.
>A furry.
>A big ass, obese furry.
>Jizz and spaghetti stains on his red dog suit.
>He starts howling and barking in a horrifying manner.
>I turn to run as fast as I can.
>Too late.
>I'm tackled by the monster. He barks excitedly in my face.
>Once he's done playing with me, he repositions himself on top of me.
>I hear a zipping noise and prepare for the unthinkable.
>Doggy style.
>I try to scream for help, but his paw covers my mouth.
Before you continue reading, it's best you listen to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jofNR_WkoCE while reading this bit.
>He pulls down my pants as I cry in hopelessness.
>He makes gleeful furry noises.
>and penetrates me.
>I'm being raped by a furry.
>He starts thrusting with the power of three-trillion suns.
>"YIFF! YIFF! YIFF!"
>He then blows a giant load up my ass as I weep.
>He runs off, leaving me dripping with furry Jizz on his driveway.
>After a solid fifteen minutes of crying, I get up and run home.
>Everyone left.

Worst day of my life.

>>679466489


i'll share

>be me, 3 years ago, was 24
>dated my girl since jr. year in hs
>got married summer after we graduated
>love of my life
>she got uterine cancer
>could not have kids
>she made it through
>clear for a year
>cancer came back
>pancreas this time
>she fought hard
>year later, scans clear
>routine breast exam, found lump
>cancer was back
>took both her breasts
>she died after another nearly 2 year fight
>she was the love of my life
>i visit her grave every day
>i will be forever alone without her
>go through life like a zombie
>no friends, dont care to have any
>dont see family, dont care to see family
>only social contact is through /b/
>yeah, pretty bad huh

all my feels

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>>679469121
because you keep hoping tomorrow will be the day when you are actually happy

>>679481842
bro hug

>>679481979

thanks bro

I wake up early in the morning wanting to be dead. The good times are behind me, I still live at home, have gotten laid in 5 years, no friends, dreams are dead, going nowhere fast. I'm done crying though. Thats all I did back 3 years ago and shit didnt get better, but I don't feel like moping anymore. I feel even though I am in a shitty situation, it can be worse. It makes me want to look forward to good shit and at least muster the motivation to change shit in my life. Not saying theres a light at the end but I believe no one should settle for less if they strive for it, in that case the light doesn't come to you, maybe you gotta find it through the dark depths. Maybe I will find it, maybe I won't. I have my demons and until I conquer them, I'd rather be alone and friendless until I confident to let people in and strong enough not to throw myself down when life doesn't go my way. So yeah, if we can address that things are fucked and come here, then maybe the healing can begin and we can fix ourselves. Thats my 2 cents on it, maybe we will succeed, maybe not. Maybe we will eventually be happy, maybe we will blow our brains out, but not today. Today we begin to heal.. if we want too.

>inb4 anon is a fag using useless words. Pathetic beta fag.
I am whatever you say I am, /b/.

>>679481567
Wasn't worth the read at all.

>>679482397
WAPAPAPAPAPA-POW!
WAPAPAPAPAPA-POW!

>>679482267
how do we begin to heal? and what's killing me is the fact that all the years that I spent feeling like shit are never coming back, and the pain is never going away. Even if I start feeling happy, that pain will always be within me. it's part of what I am now.

>>679482240
dammit anon :'(

>>679482633

sorry bro

I just want to thank you /b/ro's. My life is going to hell, but this is the first time I've been able to cry in years. Thank you, all of you.

>>679475756
No, they don't. Only popsci nerds literally believe that, since they don't know what quantum states are, or that schrodinger's cat was a joke to mock quantum physics because some idiots misunderstood it.

Literally teenage scientists misunderstanding a mockery based in misunderstanding. If anything quantum physics is more interesting how for it's been so screwed over by science communicators than anything it has actually proposed.

>>679481842
Her life had meaning. More than mine ever will. She had someone that loved her though all that.

Respect anon. Sorry for your loss.