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This

>>679425480
damn this hit close to the heart

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I'm so fucking stupid...

>>679425168
This book is from a homos POV, overly faggotlike in every way. just thought id put that out there

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Op here
I just wish the few people who love me wouldn't notice I was gone...then they wouldn't be sad.

So around a year ago I lost the golden girl. I kept telling myself that if I don't think about her I'll be fine. Why am I not fine? It only lasted a little less than 3 months.. Why does it still hurt?

>>679426339
whats wrong anon?

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMErlY2CIs0

Some music for you guys

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Op again
I'm coming up with all sorts of good little quotes so I'll keep posting

Im the reason my girlfriend is dead. And I'm going to kill myself tonight. I'm fucking worthless, just a drug addicted depressed bitch. Spend my last moments with me?

>>679427998
greentext it first so I can judge your reasoning for suicide

>>679427998
dont an hero anon!! take a seat. share whats on your mind. maybe we can talk this out

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>>679427998

>>679425480

God damnit. Saved...

>>679428449
You can't. I've tried to forget her for almost 10 years now. She was killed and thrown in a ditch. The only person I ever loved. Dead because I wasn't there for her. I had a sketchy past and I think it's to get revenge on me. After she died I wanted to kill everyone. Thats why I get on this site, Im trying to find answers and not kill myself but it's not worth it. I only lived on to try and make something with this time but I'm addicted to drugs and drinking. My friends are all gone because they have moved on or died. If this is all there is for me I don't want it, I've dated so many more women to try and forget her but it's not working. I don't love them.

Every time my birthday comes around I get severely depressed. I'm another year older, and I've done nothing with myself. I've just turned 18.

I've dreaded this day, since I was just a little insomniac laying awake in bed thinking about where things go from here. Just being a kid who couldn't sleep who lived in the middle of nowhere with a hectic family and no one to answer his questions, how does one recover from that? I was never a happy child, and I knew I'd never make a happy adult. I'd never be functional.

And now, here i am. Sitting in my older sister's apartment with no job. I rarely go outside and I rely on anti-depressants to dull the ache of my painful life. Those pills are really the only thing keeping me from ending my pathetic self. Nobody needs me around. I do not benefit those around me, just leech.

I think about death a lot, mine specifically. I could hang myself behind the library on a cherry blossom tree at night. Nobody would find me for at least a few hours. I'd be gone by then. More so then not I think about sitting in the shower and stabbing myself with these metal scissors I have and just ripping my flesh. I'm alone a lot, so again, nobody would find me for at least a week tops.

I wonder what its like to not be me. I wasn't meant to make it this far.

someone posted feels music in the last thread and shit was calming

anymore like this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXbSfl0O3qU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=43UdW-Uhu7c

>>679426006
eh lets see you write a book thats considered a masterpiece

I don't feel like sleeping right now, /b/
it's 6am and I have shit to do today

hold me, /b/ros

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Guys I'm going to shoot myself tonight.

>>679429335
I'm so sorry to hear anon. Have you ever talked to family about why you do drugs or anything? They may be able to get you some help for everything

>>679425980
I told her, that was when I realised I don't actually mean anything to her

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>>679429387

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>>679429147

Was me. Posting one here.

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>>679429872

>>679425980

bruh

>>679429517
No one has ever told me they loved me anon.

>>679429387
so much of this describes me
except I'm 24

>>679430165
Love you anon <3

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>>679430118

I have lots of acquaintances at school, but I don't know if I have friends. Why can't people just invite me to stuff....

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Welp. Everyone's gone again.
I'm dead.

But once again, if you want to talk about something.
Skype: pipnetskype

>>679430361
Same. Ive been invited to two things and they were both just so more people would be there and because they felt bad for me.

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>>679429717
Don't.

Life its all we have, there's nothing better nor worse after it, only emptiness.

Make something out of yourself, fill the void.

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it's time to go cry myself to sleep
night, /b/
hugs for everyone

>>679430206
How do you do it?

I'm plagued with PTSD (from childhood) and an eating disorder. I never felt I should be alive, but because of these issues I'm made to work so much harder at it.

I doubt I'll make it into my 20s

I hope not

I can't take this much longer

today i had one of those moments that you go to sleep thinking about why did i say that you will remember in 9 years

>>679430635
>it's time to go cry myself to sleep
Yeah, I think I might do this. Sometimes it helps.

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>>679430341

>>679430826
>that last panel
oh gosh did he kill himself or did he just leave the graveyard or what

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hmm

http://imgur.com/a/M5a2O fuck it.

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>>679429387

This is why I was shipped off to a hospital for a week...I couldn't cross the street. I'd dissociate and everything would just scream at me to stop walking..in the traffic. I almost got run over twice.

>>679430826
What is the point of this comic? the message I get is the feels bad dad is an instigator and now the family is being selfish

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>>679430859

>>679431338
I know this feel

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just played russian roulette with myself again

and no i cant afford mental help

>>679430973
left the graveyard

>>679431423
I wish I knew you..I'd play it with you

>>679431423
Did you use that gun?

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just layed in bed for an hour after taking my sleeping meds trying to fall asleep, doesn't do shit
fuck insomnia

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>>679431986

>>679425798
Just found out my girlfriend was planning in leaving me for her Ex girlfriend and she was gonna try to get me to share her with her ex so im dealing with that right now

>>679429717
don't do it Anon. Just because you don't feel happy now doesn't mean you should kill yourself. Eventually you will find the purpose in your life and you will look back to today to see how far you have come.

"As soon as I jumped I realized all of my problems were easily fixable, except for the fact I had just jumped." -One of the few survivors of those who have jumped off of the golden gate bridge.

>>679429387
I think tonight, I'll finally do it.

I'm gonna cut through the vein.

I wont be found until 5pm tomorrow

>>679427998
I'm with you friend.

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Still waiting for the contact popup.
I'm here if you want to talk.
Skype: pipnetskype

>>679431058
thank you anon.

>>679430570
what if emptiness is a vast improvement?

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>>679424853
>feels thread
>baww she don't like me

Is REAL bleakness too much to ask /b/?

>>679431171
what is life like in the hospital? I know I need to go too but I'm really scared

>>679433333
>>679429387
good enough?

>>679431423
Yo anon where you at so we can play together?

>>679432791
Remember along the side walk not across the street.

>>679433566
It's alright, I made use of the art supplies while I was there and made friends with the resident hot homicidal guy, deaf kid, and some fat girl.

The girl brought me candy, deaf kid followed me around all the time like a lost puppy, and the homicidal guy was just a casual bud.

The food wasn't too bad either for hospital food. I slept through breakfast and even lunch sometimes though so I dropped a lot of weight.

Other then one cunty nurse ripping my art and regular blood tests, it was fine.

>>679434060
there's no better way

>>679433333
when youre alone you try and hold on to any bit of attention you can get

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>>679429994

I'm putting another one in.

>>679434090
did they fix you?

>>679434307
I'm very much thinking about killing myself tonight

so no

....however I did feel a little better upon getting out. It helped for a few weeks..then i dropped again

>>679434567
Ya I think about that every day too
Doesn't seem worth it if they don't fix you

>>679430118
Fun fact: More sleep = More often feeling tired, exhaused without energy.
The paradox nature of life. Activity awakens the body. Inactivity powers it down.

>24
>still live with my parents
>jobless
>don't even have a license
>all my ambitions are things that I can't get a sturdy career out of
not depressed, just tired

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tell me to go deeper

please

>be me
>everything average
>nothing interesting about my life
>after a day of talking to girls they stop because im boring
>had one gf who was amazing but broke up over stupid shit

>>679435738
it's not about going deeper, it's about getting sharper tools

>>679434995
it might be different for you...

>>679435944
If i push hard enough it'll go in

As I get older I only worsen.

>>679436091
how old are you?

>>679431338
"Welcome on earth, human #6.246.485.954. You were born for no special reason. You are replacable. You are unique in your mind but that doesn't matter much. Welcome to life, it'll end with your death. Try not to be useless too much."

>>679436213
doesn't matter. it just gets harder every year.

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>>679436219
that makes me think about something. What if every human born into this world is numbered and ranked? like, the oldest human on earth would have #1 rank, and as you grow older, older people die and you move up the rank. It's like a live death timer to remind you the day of your death is getting closer.

I could binge eat...sleep...or kill myself tonight..

>>679436999
trips say binge

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>>679436999
it's too early. you wouldn't get trips like that in the future if you kill yourself now

>>679436999
The sad truth is it does not really matter which one you pick

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Why were you guys depressed anyway?

>>679427998
I've been in the same place you have. Killing yourself isn't the answer. Just wait it out, hang with some friends and take your mind off of it all. Don't quit. Keep going. It worked for me, and it will for you.

>>679437627
I was born like this. I can't remember a time where I was really happy.

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>>679424853
Hey guys.

I don't normally come to these threads, because I think they're pussy shit and I'd rather get drunk.

Lately I've been getting too drunk. Like, drunk all day for a year or two. I have a good family and a better girl, but neither know how much I drink. I told them I'm quitting, they don't know I'm still drinking. At this point, I know drinking will kill me if I don't stop.

Frankly, I don't give a shit what you guys have to say about this. I think AA is probably the best option, and I've been going every day. I just wanted to say my peice, and read about other people who have it as bad or worse. I am not a robot.

>>679438053
cool story bro

somehow i made it to 2016

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>>679436710
This isn't a video game.

>>679427998
Once you accept the fact that you're already dead, then you're at perfect capacity and will to live just a second longer, to see just what you're missing.

>ptsd

> 13 - 16

Sometimes I wake up in the room I spent four years in, unable to function, deathly anorexic. That room full of near death experiences and hallucinations to keep me awake at night, and everyone who turned a blind eye.

>3
Other times I see my father freshly hauled out of a god forsaken car with his eye swinging in the breeze. The smell of blood in my nose. The hospital noises, clamoring of doctors and nurses. A calm voice asking my mother to leave children can't be here. I threw up in the car that day. My little body couldn't process all that...all that mortality.

>1 - 12
And those times my brother got into trouble so many times they'd scream all night long, and our dog was a nervous wreck on my lap trying to hide while I stared into the dim lit hallway towards my brothers room towards the screaming and crying. This was normal everyday. Then, the next morning I could be shipped off to school where nobody cared about me, nobody knew.

>>679429387
I feel the same way except I've been like this for 3 years. Every birthday feels like I should've accomplished something by now. I have only one friend but I can't tell them how depressed I am because I feel that might push them away. Don't worry anon, life will get better. When you get a job; that'll distract you, you'll make acquaintances and you'll feel of use.

Girlfriend of 5 years cheated on my with 3 guys and left me for one of those dudes. I fucking hate my life I honestly cant function properly anything I find to distract me only a couple of minutes then i get depressed again. Please help me guys i need to cheer up.

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>In third grade
>I cheated on my history exam
>In fourth grade
>I stole my uncle Max's toupee and I glued it on my face when I was Moses in my Hebrew School play
>In fifth grade
>I knocked my sister Edie down the stairs and I blamed it on the dog
>when my mom sent me to the summer camp for fat kids and then they served lunch I got nuts and I pigged out and they kicked me out
>but the worst thing I ever done
>I mixed a pot of fake puke at home and then I went to this movie theater
>hid the puke in my jacket
>climbed up to the balcony and then, I made a noise like this:
>hua-hua-hua-huaaaaaaa
>and then I dumped it over the side
>all over the people in the audience
>And then, this was horrible
>all the people started getting sick and throwing up all over each other
>I never felt so bad in my entire life.

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>>679438053
it's your choice to drink or not to drink. If at your current point you have acquired dependency, I suggest you get help. or get help anyway, unless you plan to kill yourself.

>>679438747
I can't function enough for a job...i wear out so easily..im always hallucinating

The only thing I ever see on this is being alone in some type of way. One bad experience and everyone wants to die. Odd stuff people odd stuff

I dont like the unfulfilling life i have lived. Life is so dull and boring. I have lived an odd life, like its just a dream.

>>679438852
fucking kek

>>679430570
By accepting the fact that you could've died, you also realize you are still alive. Live to feel alive, knowing that you've technically died already.

>>679438852
Fireworks are the next step.
Keep reaching for the stars, champ.

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>>679438852
I think you're overthinking it. I think you're awesome.

>>679439050
Its like Im already dead on the inside.

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>>679439456

>>679438840
Hello anon, I'm sure you're feeling so much anger and pain and thats ok. It shows that one day you can give all that love and dedication to someone who deserves it. I've been cheated on too and it hurt for years, my best advice is to pretend her life is/will be going to shit ,which I'm sure it will. I know you'll cry, but once you stop never cry for her again. Being angry and saddened is just giving her power. Don't let her continue hurting you. Cry for a day, week,a month, but don't let her waste more of your life after that. You deserve better than that slut.

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>>679439456
wanna go skydiving sometimes?

Man, for a good few years, I've been wondering why anyone would drink to "solve" their problems. I would think to myself that surely there was a better way to deal with things. And then I would go right back to my anime and video games. The real world wasn't pleasant enough anyway.

Here I sit, reloading a feels thread, like everyone else. I, like most here, have gone through shit, mouth open, and tongue out. Some days are easier than others. More often than not, some are harder. Life for me is just going through the motions. The monotony, at this point, seems to dull the pain. Pain. More of an echo, a hollow ringing, a kick in the mental testicles.

If I've learned anything in my years of depression, it's that you have to keep going(as cliched as it sounds). Fuck this world and everyone in it. I've seen the best in life, now I want it. This fucking universe dared to birth me into existence. Now I'm going to claw and scratch and tear at any second I can squeeze out of this god damned world, and I'll be damned if I don't get something worth while out of it.

Keep going Anons. Life's 13-inch black cock isn't going to get any easier when it's ramming you up the ass. The trick is to squeeze your ass cheeks together and break it off. Break the cock, walk away.

>>679440228
I wish for the day I have the energy to try

>>679438899
Clean the house, make the meals, fix anything you can, volunteer, all these things are helpful. Happy Birthday Anon. Sorry I didn't mention it earlier. Do you have an illness that makes you hallucinate?

>>679438392
I've heard cooler
>>679438886
What do you know about it?

Most days, nearly all days, I'm fine. But every now and then, I feel like all the depression I skipped out on catches up to me and it rips me back to the ground.

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>>679440228
this post has some truth to it

>>679440467
im manic depressed with ptsd and an eating disorder

I either hallucinate or dissociate..cant figure out which ones worse

>>679440228
I've felt this. Not the big cock up my ass, but the will to fight. Sometimes I can fight, even though it seems like I'm just rebelling against the inevitable, and its a battle that cannot ever be won. But as I've gotten older, I've just lost the will to keep fighting. its like I'm getting tired. Already fought for a while, and I'm losing the rage to continue, and I know if I lose that its over. But I'm just tired

>>679440500
nothing, but If I had money to buy drinks, I would probably drown myself in it. My uncle is an alcoholic, it was not pretty how he passed. I just want you to not end up the same way as him. Not that you care though, I'm just some random person on the internet typing on a keyboard.

>>679440089
Thank you.

I need help
I am slowly losing my memory
I don't know exactly when it started but I know I used to have promise
I had people who believed in me
I had someone who loved me and who I loved back
I had promise damnit I could do anything
And then I started forgetting
Little things
Like due dates
Or random tasks
No matter, post it notes and alarms are inconvenient but fix the problem
He didn't think much of it and tells me to stop worrying
But
I started forgetting more
And more
GPA got lower
I couldn't concentrate anymore
Things got confusing
Had a history of depression and it started leaking back into my life
He is annoyed and gets angry that I am depressed
So I stop telling him how I feel
Its okay though I know he loves me he's just busy and stressed
I start to forget people
This is weird because I value people and their friend ship a lot
So I always make it a point to know them apart
But
Their faces become blurry
Is their name josh? Or alex?
Is justin the one who draws really well?
I'm not sure
This bothers me
He tells me he forgets names sometimes and its nothing and stop bothering him
I try to
But
It gets worse and now
Now I can't remember his favorite color
Or his laugh
His face is blurry now
Like everyone else's
I am concerned
I don't want to forget him
Maybe we need to spend more time together
And then I'll remember him again
I feel like a bad girlfriend
A horrible one

>>679441307
Because I can't even remember clearly what his face looks like
Its not like we never see each other
Not ldr
But i try to make an effort and make plans
"R want to meet for lunch?"
"Hey R, Netflix?"
"R want to just hang out? You can do your class work and I'll be quiet and I won't bother you but i really just want to spend time together somehow"
>no
>no
>no
Always busy...
Oh well it's okay though
I can't expect to have all your time
But
I just want a little of it
Please
I don't want to forget you
I love you R
Well
I still love him but he doesn't love me
He broke up with me because he didn't want to deal with my problems anymore (his words)
Its been a while now since then
I can't remember what I did two days ago or what my favorite color is, even
Doctors don't know what is going on
No body does
Least of all me
Everything is very confusing and a little bit scary now
I don't understand many things anymore
Time doesn't really have a meaning either
Sometimes it is light and sometimes it is dark
2300 might as well be 1100
I am forgetting everything and I don't know why
But I still kind of remember you R
You have short blond hair and blue eyes
You think you're some sort of cowboy even through you've lived in the city your whole life
You want to join the military?
You used to hold me and say you loved me more than anything else and I would feel safe and whole and protected against any misfortune
I was so lucky and happy and I loved you
I'm sorry I started forgeting
I'm sorry I got depressed again
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough
All I ever wanted was for you to be happy and I'm glad you are happier without me
Even through you have long forgotten me
I don't want to forget

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>>679440895
Eh, I didn't mean it as an affront I guess. It's just that I've been pretty intimate with this my whole life. My dad, his dad, my mom's dad, my stepmom, all five of my mom's brothers, my brother, every male cousin I have are all heavy drinkers. I think my problem is that I know how bad it gets, and I know people who have turned around after being worse than I, but I still feel like my race isn't run.

I suppose I was too belligerent ealier, I humbly ask for forgiveness.

>>679439456
You are. As soon as you accept the fact you're dead, then you can live on just to see what you missed. For the fun of it, or for the extra suffering. Feel alive, if you're not a coward. Dare to flaunt your acceptance of reality, and never take anything other than that feeling for the rest of your life.

>>679441386

I know this feeling all too well. Change the pronoun and it is exactly similar to me. Had this thread open since the beginning.

>>679441467
It's alright, I understand. I just wish you for the best and hope you're ok.

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>>679442001
I think this is the most positive interaction I've had in my ten years of browsing /b/. I don't know how okay I'll end up, but you didn't make it any worse. Goodnight, anon, sleep well.

I have to watch my gf die of MS or leave her to die alone. I'm also in love with a different grill. I have no clue what I should do or how I should feel. Do I stay and lose my chance with the other grill or leave and live with the fact I left her to die alone, heartbroken and afraid?

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I feel like my dad is letting his bitch wife manipulate him into driving me and my sister away. Literally can't discuss problems in the house without him saying "If you don't like it, get out!"

He doesn't even love this bitch, and he's been super bent out of shape ever since CPS took his children. And he was given the ultimatum that if he wants custody, he has to get rid of his wife.

She's a clinical retard who had two kids before she met my dad. And what was supposed to be a cheap fuck turned into four children in 8 years. She's 30 and hasn't had a job in her life.

My dad would tell me stories about his father who abandoned him for his wife, and it obviously fucked him up cus nothing stops him from bringing it up any chance he gets. And I haven't pulled out the "You're doing what your dad did to you" cus I can't help but think it would destroy him further.

My sister was living with him before me, but got driven out by his wife after begging him to get rid of her and him giving him the lipservice "She's gone tomorrow" and then never did it.

I'm about to lay this shit on him, say "I'm outtie" and live in the house me and my grandfather (Mom's side) are fixing up because I'm sick of his bullshit.

So... found out I have herpes today. In a long term relationship, never cheated. So....
And the kicker is, I was finally happy. Truly, all consuming happy. She was perfect, my job is great, I was confident.

I think I got to taste two days of happiness.
And to be honest. I wish I'd just stayed sad.

Depressed as fuck tonight*

FTFY

>>679443162
underage b& fag

>>679443211
Are you serious anon?

Lost my best friend of fourteen years, only friend during parts of it, died in my fucking arms on the way to the hospital. My grandmother is dying, getting worse and worse every day, my sister might lose her kids. I miss my friend, I hate being alone here and I haven't slept since.

>>679443309
I'm 20

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>>679429444
that picture really hits me actually. thank you anon.

>>679443211
what changed?

>>679443370
then of course he'll tell you to fuck off if you don't like it, you're not entitled to shit. how does this need saying?

>>679443211
Forgive and forget. People make mistakes, If she made you happy, why not give her a second chance

>>679443391
Quite clearly the herpes fucknut

>>679443482
He's been trying to patch things up with me and my sister after the past 13 years of shit between him and our mother. But he's changed noticeably and is essentially excommunicating me over some broad he hates.

>>679443358
Yeah.... my dick Burns like nothing you could imagine

>>679443211
>>679443726
Plus you already have the herps, you are toxic to normal people

>>679443877
id sue the bitch. does she have money?

>>679435738
Any one who cuts is a fucking faggot

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>>679443381
here, have a fully animated one

>>679443726
Cheaters don't stop cheating. Dysfunctional relationships have an end date. Best to get out now and cut your losses than to drag out 2 more years of self hate and misery of why she just doesn't love me. Im not the dude who got cheated on, but it doesn't make sense to stay in a relationship when you're bound to get hurt.

>>679443211
And to herpes dude, I'm sorry this has happened. Truly I am. I don't know you, I will never know you, but here me out as a strangers voice. Don't put yourself in a situation you know is only going to hurt you. Don't let your mind get pounded into dust as you try to figure out why this happened. Accept it wasn't you, but her poor judgement. There was nothing you could have done but have the foresight to predict this, and I don't think that was possible. Learn from this, grow stronger, and enjoy life. Life is a precious gift, don't waste it with people who don't deserve it.

>>679443919
Good point. Shotgun marriage

>>679442947
You have to stay with her
Do you really want to be known as the guy who left his dying girl friend?

>>679444569
Thanks mate. A strangers words mean more anyway.

>>679442947
Put yourself in her shoes. If she just left you in your final moments of life, how would that make you feel? Probably fucking isolated and a worthless peice of shit. Its going to be hard but be there for her until she passes, the other girl isn't going anywhere.

>>679444033
That is the dumbest thing I have ever heard. Thank God I don't live in America.

>>679444734
he's right though, it's not your fault, i don't know what you're going to do but the first step is to talk to this bitch for sure

>>679444734
Anytime friend.

>>679444871
> dumbest thing you've ever heard
You think that suing someone for giving you an incurable disease is EXCESSIVE? You're a cunt

>>679444871
btw I'm Canadian

>>67944487
She's getting tested first chance she gets.
For some reason I trust her. She's a crazy bitch but she doesn't lie about her fuck ups. An she's been tested within three months so I just don't fucking understand

Seeing my father die in Front of my eyes changed me.
Since then i take everything Personal and feel like everyone wants to do something Bad to me.
It's been four years now but nothing has changed.
I'm a failure.

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>>679445082
I think it's nobodies fault, and financially crippling someone for something they didn't even know they did is a greedy move.

>>679445114
Is there any way that she could have gotten herpes from another way? Dirty needles? A bad blood transfer?

>>679445373
Actually that's what I'm scared of. No chance for her, but I'm an RN.
Spooky.

>>679445366
pic made me smile for the first time in three days, thanks anon.

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>>679443726
and here's the occational cuck stepping forward.

>>679445373
Yeah, it was probably from a blood transfusion... You fucking idiot...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrUGosaQMRE

>>679445210
You're not a failure. You witnessed something traumatic. Probably one of the most traumatic thing a person will go through in their life. The first step to recovery is accepting the situation and figuring out a way to get better. Understand that not everyone is out to get you, and once you start thinking that way, catch yourself, and ask why you're thinking that way.

But most importantly, do not ever fucking call yourself a failure. You're a person. No one is perfect. You're suffering, but not all is lost. You will get through this my man. But the first step starts with you.

>>679445498
Oh boy. Good luck.

>>679445210
Seeing my mother die in front of my eyes at 13 was fucked up. I know your pain bro :/ it's been 8 years for me tho but I still wish at 1111 and on shootong stars n shit that I was dead just so I can see her again

>>679433333
Lost my brother to an IED in Afghanistan three months ago. Last thing I ever said to him was that he looked like a dumbass when he vaped. I miss him.

>>6794455>>679445577
Never had one. And if you understood the safety checks blood transfusions go through.... it could never happen.

>>679444322
ex cutter here.
This is the truth. Cutting is a fucking faggot move, but sometimes it's all you have.
Still doesn't make it less faggoty though

>>679426339
This is exactly how I feel Anon.

>>679444825
Honestly it would be horrible but I would understand. I mean I'd still probably an hero but I would understand. Also the other grill won't be around forever, It's not like she will wait around for my current gf to die

>>679445628
Thank man. Right now im sitting on a fuckin toilet at work crying my eyes out, i just can't take the pain of him beeing gone forever.
I'm too ashamed to tell anyone how i feel cuz i'm Fucking paranoid that they will somehow use it against me.
I'm only twenty Stil have a long way to go, but if i cant fix myself i would rather end it.

>>679429335
Do it anon. There is no cure for that. I'm in the same situation. My boyfriend died 12 years ago, and no amount of men/women i date makes me move on. I still love him and cant move on. Im a junkie and gambled most of my money because i have no one left anyways. Im just currently trying to find a new owner for my dog and then die.

>>679445861
Kill yourself so you can join her in hell and she'll see how much a failure you are.

>>679445861
My Brother is doing fine, no idea how he does it. He has a gf and everything, im just not moving forward anymore.

>>679446236
Sadly suicide is a mortal sin nigger I can't

>>679442947
Stay anon, at least let her go peacefully. Show the world 4chan isnt entirely heartless.

I'm in love with a woman that doesn't love me back, and I can't stay away from her. We can't stay away from each other. My heart is shattering.

Dont know if someone gives a shit but im letting it off my chest anyways. I just woke up and i had a dream of me and my only friend (who killed himself) walking on a beach and being happy again. I woke up realizing its just a dream and it will never happen again. His last words in the letter he sent me "I'm really sorry for leaving you."

>>679426019

damn this one got me

>>679446236
And I'm also actually enrolled in a good college and 2 years away from getting my CPA. So hopefully I don't fail. Oh and I have my future wife set in place will be a year in 2 weeks. Still sad everyday :/ but I know there milestones in life you gotta get to ro reach maximum potential and I want it so bad.

Just think about when you have kids and you can buy them a nice brand new car when they learn to drive (not right when they turn 16, get em a beater first )

>>679429517
Jokes on you, I have a stupid friend who says he loves us all the time

>>679446314
Dude you gotta try. I'm in college, with support of my dad of course, and I just know one day ima see her again, so why the fuck not rape the world while in between? Just think of it that way. See what u can do IRL and you can be amazed if you use your talents. Sadly my only cool talent is video games, and every time I play when my friends and I chill they all crack up from how much I destroy people. That's kinda fun for me I guess

>>679446584
How does it feel knowing you weren't enough to keep your friend alive? He thought about you enough to send you a letter but even everything good you had together wasn't enough?

>>679447108
I didnt know he was depressed. No one did. He was one of those popular kids. The letter was found weeks later after his death, he wrote letters to other people too.

>>679447108
How does it feel knowing you're so fucking stupid what you said was actuslly incorrect. The letter said "I'm sorry I left you" meaning he cared for him but there WAS nothing anon could do to save him. Fucking nigger

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>>679447108
I think this is the saddest post here. What makes your life so pathetic you'd attempt to hurt a stranger like that?

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>>679424853
ITT: Pussies

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>>679447477
literal and contextual savage

>>679447069
I'm also currently stuck in a Job that I really hate. But can't leave until next year, so everyday i come to this place achieve nothing and go home.
I'm really trying to understand and like this stuff (mechanic shit) but i just don't get it.
I never experience this in school before, even if i hated the subject i could still understand it
Well, i play guitar and like to draw but i wouldn't say i'm.good at either, i guess i should Focus on them and see What I get out of it.

Also: Although english is my first language, i lived in germany most of my life so its a bit rusty

>>679447353
It means he wasn't enough, plain and simple. If he was, the kid would still be alive. Well that statement really should be to all the friends and family but he is the only one around right now

>be me, nearly 19
>have had crush on this girl for some time now
>she is really close to one of my best friends
>every time I see them I wanna punch him in the face So hard
>wat do

>>679447363
Oh I'm sorry, didn't think this was the hugbox that is tumblr. It's the fucking truth and it hurts. He was already thinking it, what a better place to get this out in the open so he can handle it instead of internalizing it

>>679448639
See >>679447335

>>679448639
Did daddy touch you in your hugbox?

>>679447335
Pay more attention. I'm sure he showed some signs, you probably brushed them off as nothing. Also get better at reading people, everyone lies, figure out peoples tells. Maybe next time you'll be the one to catch it before a .22 hours through there skull

>>679448551
you can
>man up and beat him in his game
>stay like this and watch as they drift away from you