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"I wish I could have had a prom picture of you Son"

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>have this face
>feel a lot

>>678671011
>...so i'll fix it by damaging public property!
i hope he jumped off the fucking bulding.

>>678669437
Luckily as a man you most likely wont have to know this feel, because you'll most likely die before your spouse.

>>678670827
Not horrible. You could get a good 4-5 chick with the right attitude

>>678671531
It can get worse, you can be a parent burying your child.

>>678670827
look like a guy a know. he is a bit skinnier. gets girls everywhere.

>>678670827
Everything seems to be in order here. Imagine NOT having a face. That'd be awkward.

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>>678671640
>>678672183

just kidding
thats me 2 years ago
i lost some good weight (7 kg)
i red a hole bunch of books
did some good workout
now i look like this, have a gorgeous GF i will prob marry and i am really happy

but thanks a lot for the cheer ups, guys like you make this world beatyfull

>>678672662
>mfw

My grandfather died yesterday. The only father figure in my life

>>678673289
Can't decide whether you thought this was a cringe thread or a YLYL thread.

>>678670827
not even bad why are you bitching loose some weight maybe and youre fine

>>678673243
you're awesome!

>be me
>be 16
>sitting with the girlfriend watching re-runs of friends
>i'm a poor fag so it was a CRT TV
>ross and rachel kiss
>gf gets emosh
>"Anon, will you love me forever?"
>i think hard, she panics
>no
>she tears up and starts crying
>I try to hug her, but she runs away
>trips on telephone cable
>head smashes against the TV
>implosion.gif
>I lift her lifeless body cursing god (i'm an atheist btw)
>whisper
>"I will luv u 5ever.

dat mean I luv her moar den 4evr

>>678672131
>the only thing keeping me from killing myself

>>678673534
mines on his way it right now. Like literally drugged up, incoherent and in bed. We said our goodbyes and im not even sure he heard them. we're just waiting now

>>678673705
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mcn1Q9fWahM

>>678670004
fuck no, i know this story. hell no i am reading that again

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>>678673672
That's pretty edgy

>>678673243
Well done faggot

She will never love you

guys i need some advice

>been depressed for the past 6 years
>nothing i seem to do helps
>have a gf that loves me and i love her
>still depressed
>have been working to improve myself for past 2 years
>still nothing
>at this point i dont even know why i am depressed just am
>inb4 man up

should i just kill myself?

>>678671531
MALE PRIVILEGE

>>678674587
>have a gf
>depressed
Go fuck yourself you will never know loneliness

>>678674587
Go to Africa and see how millions of people live in utter shit and despair

Come home and get a fucking grip you soft cunt.

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Last slice of bread i got

>>678674587
Weed my b/ro, it will change your life.

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>>678674830
Le starving children meme
Just because someones life is worse than his doesn't mean his problems are not legitimate. That is like saying someone shouldn't be happy because someone else has a better life than them.

>>678674587
Have you tried cush?

>>678673534
Mine's 96. Been steady as a rock but starting to creak a little. Getting to the point when I want him to go on his terms, before his mind goes. Many feels anon, many feels

>>678674830
i live in africa lol

>>678671531
reminds me of a joke

why do husbands die before their wives?

Because they want to

>>678674820
i was just like u before i had a gf. it didnt change my happiness when i got one

>>678674517
fuckin jesus man...

>>678675088
Except this nigga said he doesnt know why he is depressed. Which makes it sound like he doesnt have a resson. Like he is depressed just for depressions sake

>>678675088
>legitimate
depression. Please, take the pills and get on with life

>>678669437
Sauce on the gif? Is it from a movie or something?

>>678675375
Kek. Was gonna post about how that guy in the OP must be so relieved to be free of her

>>678673675
this
>>678673243

>>678669437
how dose he have a picture that moves

>>678673694
oh i believe all people here are awesome and have great potential

>>678674587
>>678675088
>>678675562
i live in a 3rd world country with no medical aid. things arent that easy.

>>678673243
not gonna lie you still look like a goof

I think i'm going to kill myself

>>678674485
thanks

>>678674587
Na my g, Killing yourself isnt the answer. My man go do something fullfilling with your life, go help other people and let them help you. Go build something in a 3rd world country for children whatever, just killign yourself isnt the answer

>inb4 Guy who wrote this is a fag

>>678675972
thanks man. Only good advice so far

>>678673956
Yep mine has been on hospice for a month before he passed yesterday

>>678673672
I cut myself on all that edge

>>678675447
when you got a bad one, she can make you feel even more lonely
but when you got a good one, it feels like living on another Planet.

>>678674587
>should i just kill myself?

Yes, and if you can work out a way of taking all the other subhuman dross Baaaw-ing in this thread with you....That'd be great.

>>678675854
where do you live Anon?

>>678676088
I got you bro, just seriously dont kill yourself. Everyone has a chance in this world and you can do it.

>Except Weebs
>Fuck Weebs

>>678676248
south africa. in a shitty area.

>>678676250
agree. no matter how depressed i am at least im not a fucking weaboo

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>>678673243
Arent you the host of bully beatdown

>>678676416
are you White?
one of my favorite musicans is from South Africa

>>678669437
a better ending to this gif would be if the photo got blown away in the wind.

you could either end it with both people gone or just the old man still sitting there alone, either one would be fitting depending on the level of feels you want to go with.

>spent my holw life playing wow
>no social life

>>678676687
yeah im white. makes it even worse with the anti white racism going on here

>>678676621
hahaha what?

>>678676745
I wasted my youth watching YouTube videos

>>678676810
yeah i heard that. Nice way to thank you for building up the Country, right?

>>678676951
yeah. whole country would be living in huts still if it wasnt for us. Who's that favourite musician you mentioned?

>>678676416
at least you have them

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Uee_mcxvrw

>>678677145
this
>>678677243

>>678677243
>Chappie was shit

>>678670004
Feels: activated.

>>678677243
few people here like them tbh. i do like some of their songs tho

Hello darkness, my old friend.

I know this won't be something like a feel thread material, but still, want to let it out of my chest.

I always wanted a girlfriend. Always. and now, that I'm close to getting one, I don't know why, I don't want anyone near me. maybe it's because I have a lot of work to do and I have bachelour's thesis to write and 2 jobs to do. I don't want anyone near me, and I start to understand that my friends are assholes and I'm feeling that I'm acting really weirdly against them. I always was nice to them, friendly, but now I only want to inflict more emotional pain on them, bringing up all the fucked up shit they have done. Maybe that's just because they did this for a while and I'm just done with this shit.
I got 1 month 15 days to finish my bachelors thesis and the program for it (yeah, I'm the /g fag ), and I haven't done anything. Today I started to do some shit but I really don't feel like it.
I don't know how to feel, how to react. I just know that I want to be left alone.
And I'm thinking to leave the country. because fuck it, nothing good happens in this place.

and sorry for beta fagging and stinking up the place

>>678669437
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7EyniGvsVg8
This one always gets me

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>>678677465

Hello autism my old friend...

Kill yourself holy shit. Also don't reply to this I get the feeling you're desperate for attention and I don't want to talk to you, I just wanted to let you know you're fucking awful and be rid of you.

>>678673243
>i red

>>678677414
i like like 2, and i am usualy high when i listen to.
can you leave SA? i mean for good. where would you live if you could?

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My younger cousin is a better version of me. Better looking, taller, charismatic personality he's had sex with over 20 girls and he is 17. I'm a kissless virgin loser. His mom couldn't even remember my name last time we went to visit them. All of our family friends love him, but like my aunt, they can't even remember my name and don't give a shit about me. I hate him so much. Every thing in life has been given to him. Some people have perfect lives. He is so arrogant that he is 10 plus pitchers of just himself in his bedroom. Fuck.

>>678677945
just go

>>678677465
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0vHhzJHH1VM

Man appox 45 days is a long time, if you start tmw you can finish it by the start of may ez
Things will sort their shit out dw my man

>>678677465
Maybe it's because you're realizing the root of your mental ailments and problems aren't because of the lack of a girlfriend/significant other

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>>678678139

Make me you unsocial faggot :o

Cry more? I'm getting super erect.

>>678678069
Leave and go somewhere else

>>678678069
Bump

>>678678283
Roses are red, Violets are blue go touch yourself you son of a loo

FUCK U i dont know where i was going witht htis but i was so fuck

>>678675050
Shit made me cry.

Probably fake tho.

Wife has a stroke after birth and then SIDS?

Plus mum and sister T-boned just before pregnant?

I would kill myself too...

>>678678058
planning on leaving. going to canada. cold but better

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>>678678400

>You were so fuck?

Tell me more you old dog you

>>678670004
as if i´m gonna read dis shit

>>678678498
Jy moet maar gou fokkof. Dinge gaan vinnig lelik raak.

>>678674849
I am crying holy shit

>>678678525
HaHaHaHA nice meme my friend

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>>678677465

ok

that was me >>678670827
thats me now >>678673243

the pic is my Girlfriend

now let me explain how your Brain works:

you always wanted a GF. Now you re close to have one.
you re afraid. you re afraid that your hopes and dreams crush. you want protect yourself from that. so your brain tells you, "oh i dont like her really"
its easier then to risk that she dump you
but you have to go that way
you have to risk
regret is the worst feel you can have
good luck anon

>>678678498
Canada is ok.
if you preffer hot, why not USA. had my best time there

>>678678069
And why the fuck you wanna be like him? It is a curse you know his situation
He will be just another clueless pleb. Shallow little fuck living his life like a fucking slug. You are something else. You have the potential. You are a tragic figure. You are an anon

>>678673672
You're a fucking faggot and should seriously consider suicide.

>>678678654

Don't give me that cop out bullshit

Are you seriously this incapable of talking to someone?

>>678673243
with this "trap" you just showed the world what an dick you are, as you had to tell fucking everyone how you changed. Probably because you now think that you are better than the guys that bullied you before, but with "power" comes great responsibility (I hope you understand the meaning of that). But you seem to have lost control of your minor self by becoming something where you are now the one who sets yourself above others.

>>678678768
nice. she looks like she will leave you soon

>>678673672
Kill yourself now you piece of shit

>>678678597
Trust me, it's worth it

>>678678605
ek weet. alle wittes moet maar fokof

>>678671294
>being this autistically lawful

pls go

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>>678674587
Advice: Find your calling. Whatever that may be.

>>678679217
god how wrong. Today i was sitting in a Bar and some guys made fun of two not so well looking girls. And i wanted to go punch them in the face. Well insted i ordered some free drinks for the Girls. I know how much it hurts to be called ugly, or just be invisible for the other sex.
and if i cheered up just one person here with my sory, it was well worth it writting and filling the fucking Capcha 100 times.

>>678679246
:/ well

>>678670827
You look like this lesbians girlfriend that i know

>>678679735
How does one go about doing this, anon?

>>678678171
I don't know if I'm worrying. I just don't feel the use of my bachelor or anything. I just need to get the fuck up, stop acting like a bitch and do it.
>>678678278
Yeah, you could say that. I think I just starting not to give a fuck. I'm my personal problem and I need to get shit done.
>>678678768
She is beautiful. Yeah. I might be afraid or I might just understand that I really don't need one yet. Maybe I'm not ready for it. Money/Knowledge before bitches.

>>678679646
oh look. a nigger. haven't you hang yourself yet?

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>>678680559
you are a pathetic beta faggot and still trying to reply. lmao.

>>678674233
KEKOSLOVAKIA MY SIDES

>>678681269
I got nothing better to do, why shouldn't I?
Give me your best bait, faggot.

I'm perfectly sane. No depression, no anxiety or any other mental disorder. I'm perfectly ok. But I still feel shitty and miserable all days since a long time. Anyone here like this?

>>678681597
Yeah that's called denial

>>678681822
That's what my therapist said actually. I'm not denying anything.

>>678670827
guy's look is only like 20%.

If you are very good looking, it's getting girls on easy mode, but with hygiene, style, and most important: not crybaby & visibly beta you can play it on medium, which is still pretty good

>>678678768
This nigga solid, Anon.

>>678682043
well
this >>678673243
and this
>>678678768

but thanks and you re right about that

>>678681990
What, you think you're just meant to feel shitty all the time? Maybe if everything is alright, good relationships with family and friends and significant other and self, financially secure, physiologically accounted for, then you're not getting and fulfillment out of life. You're not experiencing what life has to offer. Everything isn't okay if you don't feel okay.

>>678674587
>have a gf that loves me and i love her
>should i just kill myself?
Anon, if you care about her at all you won't put her through pain like that

how i stop being retarded?

>>678683063
hit them books anon

>>678682809
it's the only thing stopping me

>>678683279
then nurture that shit nigguh.

Be the best fucking bf there is without being a cuck.

>>678683279
From what I've heard, from every unsuccessful suicide attempt, when the body realizes it's about to die, every single urge inside of you tries to stop it. So if you're in a situation where you can't feasibly stop death, like say jumping off a building, that fall is going to be filled with intense regret, as every problem seems trivial and arbitrary at best. If you end up trying, your very last moments are going to be filled with a deep regret that you won't be able to escape, maybe not even after death.

To all the suicidals here: cope with the pain. Nothing is actually unbearable. Why suiciding? What you have to lose? You're going to put a stop at this pain in any case right? Bear with the pain, let it know that you're a tough one. Don't give up like this yet.

>>678683146
i mean really retarded
like as soon as i met this one girl i started talking to anyone she is my gf. And yesterday she told my she got a BF and now my parents and friend expect me to introduce her to him. god i am so retarded

>>678670004
fuCK YOU I DONT WANT TO FEEL.

>>678684534
wait what

I'm having a hard time understanding what you're saying. Is English not your first language? (not intended as an insult if it comes by that way)

So I need help /b/ros
Meet girl at work while still have gf
Coworker and I start hanging out
Things really click
Enjoying more than actual gf
End things with gf for better chance
She has feels for someone else
He has feels for ex and her
Lies to her, she doesn't trust him
Tell me they're just friends now
Tells me we're officially talking
Then suddenly texts trickle to a drip
I know she's been with other guy
Still attempt to text like before
She barely responds and only with excuses of being busy
Tries to get her to answer question of if we're working towards common goal
Never answers
Lost cause? Should I confront her about it?

>>678675786
Its Harry Potter. Duh.

>>678684881
Don't confront, she's probably confused about it, and confronting her would just push her away. You need to accept in your mind that she is over you. That way you won't feel like you've lost anything if she doesn't search you out, but if she tries to come in contact with you, you'll be for a pleasant surprise.

>>678674820
Aww

Try having a family that all hates each other then you soon find out what real lonliness can be.

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>>678673289
:'(

>>678684850
no is not
met girl
just friends
but i told anyone she is my GF
then she say she have new BF
she will be soon here in my country again
and then anyone will know i lied....
worst case she comes with BF
oh my god.....

>>678684881
oh god how i hate when they suddenly get cold
thats plain cruel.
well my GF does that offten
she is busy sometimes, workin 12 or more hours a day
but you got still time for a simple "Good Night"
right?
pfff

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>be me
>have a problematic family
>little brother is really weak and basically by my dads side most of the time
>they were really close and did eveerything together
>one day my dad just disappears, all his stuff here
>was very suicidal so we all accepted he killed himself
>my brother hasnt, he sits on a bench where he and my dad would sit every afternoon with the dog then dad would leave to work and my brother waved at him
>ask him why is he sitting there all day
>"im waiting for dad to come home"
>mfw its been a year, he still hasnt lost hope
You just wait little bro.

>>678685369
this
100 % true
maybe there is no problem at all and he is just paranoid....

>>678685369
Good advice. The thing that throws me off is that sometimes she'll reply something "flirty" and so I just don't know where to leave it. I don't want to go cold then she loses interest because I went cold and I don't want to push for the reasons you listed below. Also she has a hoodie I'm fond of and I'm thinking of using that as a way to get her face to face again. But I don't know how to approach the situation without seeming like I'm getting it because of the anxious thought I'm having about her.

>>678670582
>tfw I missed prom because of chemotherapy

>>678686661
Yeah see I'm onboard with you because I just think it's anxiety getting the best of me.

>>678679077
Fuck you. Just fuck you. I never realized i was at this point til i read that. Im crying now.

>>678686424
Or a good morning after I send like a goodnight or something.

Bear with me, as this may be a little long.

I had a hard time being a kid, especially in school. I had no friends because I was a weirdo and got terrible marks. I remember seeing these specialists all the time asking me questions and shit, having these social workers who would follow me around all day. I thought there must have been something wrong with me as I got older, because I never felt right compared to other people, I have trouble understanding people's emotions and connecting with people for reasons other than my own needs. I also can't hold a job, I always fuck up somehow, I'm a terrible worker. I'm 22 now and finishing high school at an adult program since I dropped out early on. I went to go apply for this thing where you fill out a form and they give you some credits for free. The guidance counsellor went off to grab my file and came back with a folder that has every single report card, school picture, note and all kinds of other shit from the day I started attending school. The counsellor even mentioned that mine was "unusually large". Kek, don't read too deep into that. Anyways, I wanted to read through everything but wasn't just going to sit there wasting the counsellor's time, so I did what I needed to do and left. I thought I would tell my mom that they have some school pictures and see if she wanted them. The moment I told her "Mom, they have all my school records" the look on my mom's face was horror. I noticed it but kept going and mentioned the school pictures and she was like "Oh, ok!" and changed the topic right away.

I'm scared to take the time and look into those records, I'm scared of what I'm going to find about my self. I specifically saw a paper that mentioned a diagnosis. I'm afraid but at the same time my curiosity is going to get the better of me and I will get all the records photocopied on monday. I need to know the truth, but I have a feeling it's going to be ugly and end in my suicide

>>678687229
Do it. Read it. Remeber though, it doesnt change who you are today, only explains.

>>678686708
right
mine goes like
texting me 2 days like crazy
2 or 3 days not at all
then sending really lovely things
invites me to her place for some time (she lives in another country, and has a own flat)
then again 2 days of barely answering me, super short and cold

it is soooo anoying
well the best way for me is to stay cool, dont bitching around, and be kind and flirty even when she is not, but never needy.

>>678687024
right?
a couple of times i tried not texting her to see how long she gonna need to text me first, and mostly (not always) i ended up texting first again. It kinda hurts

>>678687582
Well she was texting me like crazy, we hung out every day, and one day I was going no to pick her up from work "oh I forgot I promised I'd hang out with my friends"
Cool you have a social life and we have not commitment towards each other yet.
See snapchat of her with guy she's just friends with. I mean it's nothing crazy or insinuating, but then I get blocked on snapchat and since then I maybe get like 3-5 replies from her.
That was Thursday. So of course my anxiety would step in. Which is fine if she'd only tell me that she just wants to be friends.

>>678688299
Yeah I went one full day without texting her, it was a big day for her so I wasn't too butt hurt about it, but yeah I text her midnight day of then midnight again.

>>678687468
What do you mean by that?

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Holy shit, the calendar pedicted this thread!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9t0u1qN1-k

>>678674820
you are fucking stupid

I bet you're one of those beta faggots who cries himself to sleep after a feels thread because no woman will find your pussy ass attractive

>>678688382
i have the problem that we are in a long distance rel, so its even more difficult to read her cause we cant talk in persona. we gonna se us in like 2 Weeks, and i hope i can settle thing to something more serious

>>678688588
you know, i think about mine very often, she is literaly on my mind. Well to think she dont think one time about me in 2 or 3 days is driving me nuts sometimes

I was groomed and molested when I was 14 by a man who was in his late twenties. He would entice to hang around him with free drugs and promiscuous friends who would ride my dick for free. One night when I was all strung out on coke and alcohol he started kissing me and touching my penis and my ass. I was so fucked up I could barely move, let alone defend myself. I never saw him again after that cuz my family sent me out of the country shortly after. I don't feel manly. I'm homophobic now as well and I think I've been in the closet for years. Saw a therapist but it didn't help me much. Don't know what do.

>>678677585
gimme link to that

google search gave me shit

>>678688947
I still miss him

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>>678689393
what the fuck dude , that is deep please see someone!

>>678689092
Whoa, long distance rel can be a tough one so I'm rooting for you /b/ro. Hopefully everything can work out for you.

>>678689360
Yeah she used to send me shit that made me know she was thinking about me and it just made my day. But now, and think this is the biggest issue, I think I'm being forgotten and all I can do is think about her and how I felt when we were hanging out.

>>678689811
I already did, I said it didn't help much, the therapist just told me things I already knew.

>>678674849
What a cuck, too bad he didn't follow in her footsteps.

>>678673705
>dat mean I luv her moar den 4evr
right in the fellerino

>>678677585
source

>>678689992
thanks bro, i need the roots.
sometimes i think its just my Brain messing with me. Cause we talk sometimes about big plans, like moving together to another Country, getting old together, jokes even about marriage. So the cold days dont make sense.
Could it be that this is just her way, that she dont need to tell every day at least a Good morning or a good night?
any opinoins here?

>>678690990
if you can't meet up soon and quite often it will end up. LDR is just temporary, can't last long.

>>678690990
I'll say that, the relationship I mentioned earlier went on for 2.5 years, in my relationship we we're comfortable enough to have days where maybe we didn't speak as much, or weren't as emotional towards each other because we knew the ultimate bond was still there but we just needed some space.

I wish I could use that train of thought with this new girl because it would ease a lot anxiety, but I knew emotionally she still wasn't locked onto me.

>>678691508
I will say that military people are able to make such things work so it's not impossible, but it's fraught with so much more trouble then a general relationship
(Not the guy in ldr)

>>678687229
I have no parents, you pretty much described how i grew up. Take anything from your past you can, any fucking thing that can help you figure out who the fuck and what the fuck you are. Be happy that you at least get to define yourself.

>no friends
>no gf
>fucked up in exams
I am interested with music.what should I do ?

>>678671294

>damaging

>>678688726
That whatever it says, it doesnt change who you are.

>>678690727
this shit legit?
he one of us?

>>678691508
yeah i know its fucking shit. i had a great relationship before this, but it turned into a LDR and finaly it ended. But i would have to marry her to move together. And actualy it would be fine by mine side, but i cant figure out what is on her mind.

>>678689393
Try to let go of whatever has got a grip on your neck, breathe deeply and figure it out.

>>678690539
truth

>>678692040
Explore your interests. Develop your music talent and use that as a doorway to find females.

>>678688947
This made me tear up

>>678692204
it's just a passage from one of his books. no he's not an emo fag

>>678691780
what would indicate for you that you could trust she is yours without a doubt, without needing permanent evidence from her?

>>678692023
No parents? That's messed up dude. I had my mom, but my dad was a faggot and ran off with other women so I only saw him for bits and pieces of my life. Revolving door father as they call it.

How come you have no parents anon? What happened?

>>678692658
The sad part is I do, never

>>678673672
Fucking shit im going to have to get stitches now, a regular band aid wont cover the cut I got from that edge

>>678692368
They dont really care about quality stuff. They will suck your dick when you can play a shitty 2or 3 chord song. I don't want to be with someone like this. Am i the faggot ?

>>678688860
This video was uploaded 23feb, fucking how?!

>>678669437

That one made me fucking cry...

Nice going OP... fucktard..

>>678692658
about 10 minutes ago, when my daughter fell alseep on my arm. Feelsgoodman.jpg

>>678689393
let it go

>>678692239
>>678693169

How do I let go of what's been clinging on to me for years?

>>678692627
Fuck you actually really caught me off guard with that one.
I guess consistency, shit it's a good question. I guess a big problem is I don't trust her enough yet. I'll reverse that question, what's a good way to tell?

>My dad worked hard all his life. He worked to the point where any movement in his body made him feel extreme pain, even though he worked hard we were poorer then dirt
>When I was younger still in middle school /high school he would pick me up after school to take me home.
>If I was ever upset or mad, he would look for change in his pocket and stop at any burger place to buy us an order of fries we could share and we would talk about my problems and I felt better.
>Now I'm in med school, pulled out so many loans I'll never be able to repay, I got home mad that I didn't have enough money to pay for cpr course which was a 75 dollars,I had about 6 dollars.
>I got home mad, I could see my dad was watching tv in the living room and I thought oh great he's gonna ask how much day went, I wasn't in the mood for it.
>I guess he heard me pull up and he turned off the tv.
>I walk in and he goes "hey son how was school" I lashed out at him with why do you always have to ask and went straight to my room.
>I layed for a while I could hear him outside trying to start up his old truck (it's carburetor is messed up so takes a while to start.)
>He takes off and come back a half hour later.
>I could hear him walk up to room and hear him with some kind of paper bag.
>He knocks twice and walks away.
I opened the door and see a bag on the floor, i bring this white bag inside my room.
>I open it up and it's a small order of fries.
>I feel my face turn hot and tears run down my eyes.
>I walked out of my room and he was fast asleep in his I walk back to my room and my mom stops me to talk and I tell her my problems.
>The next day I had to face the teacher and tell him I didn't have enough money for the class.
>I went into my car and there was an envelope on my dash board with my dad's name.
>Inside was about 77 dollars and some change with a small note saying hope this helps.
>He had 80 dollars on him and he had spent 2 dollar and change for some fries.
>I cried the whole way to school.

>>678674517
fuck you. you made me tear up

>>678693450
you just do

first, decide you will and you will find a way

>>678674517
these are man tears

>be me
>two days ago
>diagnosed terminal depression
> wont see sister birth our son now

>>678677558
got me

>>678673289
Damn... My SO is pregnant, this is one of many nightmares I have about being a father... Shit.

>>678693999
look on the bright side. at least you rolled one last set of trips

One thing /b/ros, I feel my hands itching, and abdominal pain, what could it be?
Am i dying?

>>678694227
my sides

>>678693999
> wont see sister birth our son now

Does this mean what I hope it doesn't mean?

>>678694335
extreme friction from over indulging in too much masturbation

>>678694440
Didnt fap no homo

>>678694227
Fuck never expected to laugh in a feels thread cheers anon

>>678693496
welllllll
no Idea
maybe its a problem we have, some kind trust issues. Can we just act we already know they belong undoubtly to us. I think that would work way better, then constantly analising what she said, how and when.

>>678693656
that's a good father

>>678694698
I'm still trying to think about ways.

I mean we could but then that's saying that you're theirs and then you're stuck not moving even they are. Even though fuck I really want her.

>>678693656

Your dad seems like a good man. I'd keep him close to your heart.

Wish I did same for my dad.

just gonna put this out here
I get bored of people within a month and push them away, I can never build up a relationship
even though I really want to and start regretting it afterward, trying again, but the same thing happens every time
it's depressing as fuck, the only thing that brings me joy anymore are my two packs of cigarettes a day
what the fuck is wrong with me, am I destined to die alone or what

>>678695314
i am totaly lost in my thoughts about this shit right now. Mine had some kind of a race today, or a marathon i dont know. last time we heard us was this mornig. and now i saw she went to sleep at 9 pm. i know she is exhausted, and i know she has to get up tomorow at 5 30
but damn, 5 minuts chating, or one picture. is that to much?
or was she waiting for me to text? god i hate this shit.

>My mom dad as soon as I was born.
>My dad pretty much just lived out of his van.
>I lived with my 3 let's just call them mom's since I had no real connection to them.
>They were always around to protect me, not sure why my dad dint want to he close to us be he mostly minded his own business.
>I always felt like my mom was there with me everywhere I went, as if she was protecting me.
>I have a lot of shit ahead of me but I think I can handle it since I'm Steven Universe.

>>678695351
>am I destined to die alone or what
Everyone dies alone because the last door is only as wide as your shoulders. The point is: Who is there right before you go through it?

>>678693026
This threads not for you

>>678674233
>every faggy feels thread
bless this picture

>>678670004
This hit me hard

>>678686495
Aww, poor guy

>have mate
>we bros
>go to different colleges
>still bros
>he finds new friends
>so do I
>we still bros
>he gets gf
>still bros
>get invites to all their parties come uni
>his mates are a decent bunch, we get on well.
>still bros
>time passes
>still bros
>one day, they all out in the town with out me
>yeah fine whatever
>starts being a regular thing
>still see him though, so broship intact
>find out that he is literally apologizing to his mates for me coming.
>why?
>Weeks go by
>eventually decide to phone him and get it off my chest
>who doesn't like me? It it you? Your gf? One of your mates? Have I pissed you off somehow?
>At least do me the courtesy of being honest with me.
I don't know how this story ends /b/, but I feel I might be about to loose a good friend.
Sorry for being a downer, but I'm terrified that this is it for me and him.

>>678696566
Did he answer you, or did i misunderstand and you never asked?

>>678696015
I'm exactly in your train of thought man. I wish I had some type of solice for you, but even I think the same way. I mean maybe a text wouldn't have hurt, that lets her know that you want her to acknowledge you today. But still I mean why, if she's into you, would she not be able to just pop in say hey then let you know she's tired and assuring you when she'll talk to you again.

>>678696788
I'm asking him tomorrow. I'm a fucking wreck about it. He's my oldest and arguably closest mate, but looking at it now, he hasn't made an effort with me for a good few months and its got to be something to do with his college mates, him or his gf. I just dont know which.

>>678697161
>a few months

He isn't worth it m8, move on. He clearly has

>>678697300
I've known him nearly 20 years. It's like cutting a fucking arm off.