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>>678604753

Hey everyone

>>678604926
Hey my friend. How are you?

I'm shotgun anon, glad there's a part 2.

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contributing

The anon with 2 weeks to live

>>678604927
This was the best story I ever heard.

>>678604974
Hanging on, I guess. How's life treating you?

>>678605114
so are you gonna wallow in self pity or go have fun?
now is like, the best time to do everything you want.
kill someone, go to vegas, fuck 12 hookers, whatever.
shit, not like you're gonna live to clean it all up.

>>678604983
I'm sorry to hear of what happened.
I don't know if this is any consolation, but his death was inevitable, whether he had the shotgun or not. Your death is inevitable too, as is mine. We just have different end points, but we'll all be together in the ground or scattered into ashes one day. You'll meet him again for certain.

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I posted this in a dying thread, let's see how it does here.

I have story
I have feel:

>Be me
>Be nigger
>like gal
>gal = Aryan Princess
>gal = Anime weeaboo
>gal = lonely
>gal = no friends
>I want friend
>I want gal
>I have talent
>I play nine instruments
>I have rich family
>I have 4.0 gpa
>I am going to UC Berkeley
>gal has none of that
>just pretty
>and socially awkward like me
>I want her
>I am the only one that shows her friendship
>I am the only one that shows her affection
>"I don't like niggers" she says to my face
>tfw you live in the south
>tfw everyone there hates you for the color of your skin
>tfw even though you're a hardworking person from a hardworking family that earned their living and is better off than almost every white family there, you'll never be "nothing but a nigger"
>tfw you contemplate suicide
>tfw You forget you can't do it because niggers don't commit suicide.
>or are you just too weak...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=faG8RiaANek

>>678605114
:[ you'll be okay, anon. We'll join you soon enough.

>>678605194
I have everything an 18 year old needs to have, but I'm still displeased with my day to day life.
I'm meeting my girlfriend today; she's shopping for clothes for a job interview, since she hates the one she's at already.
Are you doing anything special today?

>>678605287
thats..
thats actually pretty comforting.
we're all gonna die, he just took the express train.
works for me.

I want to tell you guys....

My dad, was a total fucking asswipe.
divorced our mom when I was 10
she was devastated, barely made it by, lived in a shelter for 2 months. we picked up and it got better.
he comes along and mooches off of us, my mom still loved him in a way, he didn't.
when I was 14, asshole runs away to brazil, often sends me messages like "I hope you're doing well", most kids would feel sorta bad right? I don't, not to be edgemeister, but because of a promise he made me long ago.
I was 7, and I asked him what a man does for his family. His answer?

>A Man Provides.

Thanks for all the advice you gave me, and you couldn't even keep it...

>>678605277
I just booked a ticket to vegas. Flight leaves tomarrow.
Goodbye my brothers

>>678605564
My father never gave me advices donts saying i got worse father than you btw

>>678605461
whiteboy here, I'm really sorry.
we're not all that shitty so don't give up.
can you get out of the hell that is the south?

>>678605461
im a racist piece of shit. but youre the first nigger i feel bad for. im sorry i hate you because of your skin

>>678604753
Hey man, that was really mean.

I would like an apology.

>>678605277
You told him the same thing I told him; it must have some relevance.
Hell, if I had 2 weeks to live, I'd ask everyone what they'd want to do before they die, and I'd go fucking do it, and tell them how it was. I'd climb mountains, snort coke, kill someone (just to watch him die) and I'd fucking enjoy my last days on this earth.
>>678605556
As the great Nietzsche put it, "to live is to suffer". have a great day today.

>>678605461
being black doesn't make you a nigger.
just like mexicans aren't all spics
jews arent all kikes/Jews.

Being the living meme, "that One fag", that makes you a nigger....
Fuck her man, forget her
there's more to come.

>>678605491
Wow. Are you me? I'm 19. No major problems in life, but somehow I feel... I'm forgetting something. I'm looking for something, I don't know what it is. The only thing that keeps me going is my love of math. I have a bright future... I think... but no one to share it with.

Nothing special today. I hope your girlfriend gets that job she's aiming for :]

Escapism guy from last thread checking in.

To the guy who asked if I had kik, no, I don't

>>678605826
yeah, I'm a racist fucker too.
not to blacks though, but I live in NM.
mexicans around here make me want to take a crowbar to babies.

>>678605793
you probably do.
but man, I just needed to get that out.

>>678606127
makes 2 NM fags here /b/rother.
Albuquerque?

>>678605826
Im racist i dont feel bad for him but would make a friendship

>>678606054
Thanks man, she doesn't know how skilled she is.
I feel exactly the same way, not to circlejerk or anything but it's weird. I do have diagnosed depression though, and lately anxiety has hit me like bricks.
You should watch Tom Scott's videos on YouTube, as well as Numberphile, they're amazing. Also, the school of Life channel on YouTube is great too
>>678606076
You should get it man, we could chat a while if you'd like

>>678606308
yup.
whereish are you?
I'm on the RR/ABQ line, by the cvs and mcdonalds and shit.

>>678605461
You're not a n*gger, okay? Get it out of your head. N*ggers are to black people as white trash are to white folks. You clearly have a lot of potential, no way you're a n*gger.

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posting again because why the fuck not

>>678606463
Ah, I live in the warzone, near that Talin market.
my neighbor got arrested for drug possession yesterday
>kek

>>678606238
Na he provided money for the family listened to good music stayed only that everytime we talked we fighted verbally or physically but he was like a fag never do any sport only tennis i did box and won everytime and it was funny when mom and dad fighted

>>678605461

>>Be nigger
>>I play nine instruments

Go start a band. What do you play?

>tfw depressed with anxiety (dr diagnosed, not a tumblrina)
>shit tier genetics
>can't fucking keep a job thanks to fucked brain and meds
>try to go army mechanic
>not even the fucking army wants me
>literally the only thing I had as a major goal in life since military family
>can't bring myself to off myself since family
>have to just live as a numb neet faggot and wait for death
>life is cruel

>>678605096
Relevant... but im sorry anon, no matter how long you fight. You wont escape the abyss.

>>678606637
fuck man.... i'm crying.

Hey guys. All you guys have nicknames to remember eachother by. I'm just me though, I wasn't in the last thread. I feel lonely. I have a girl but I left someone I meant the world to, to be with her and she lives ~16 hours away. It's all pointless because we're young and dumb but what the fuck ever. I'm gonna graduate this year. I have one friend who lives 8 hours away and we sit on discord for hours a day while I listen to him browse things. That's my social interaction besides school, which too will soon end. I have no plans for my future. I need to go to University (Canadanigger here btw) so I'm not a total disappointment to my parents but don't know how well they will want me with my sub-par grades in a land full of smart chinks. I have a stable life and family but it all feels so empty. You guys know? Sorry about venting. Maybe I'll dig out my folder and dump some shit. I love you guys, you have been the reason I've lived before /b/.

>>678605461
stick to your kind, faggot. You make black women sick

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>>678605994
>jews arent all kikes/Jews.
>jews
>Jews

>>678606949
Here for you. You'll figure it out, /b/ro. It's part of the journey.

>>678607064
jew>Jew
jew is better than Jew because haves a capital letter
jew>Jew>JEw>JEW

>>678606463
NM /b/ro....
I'm joining the Navy, sent to Boot in august.
I don't want to tell my mom, that's how she lost her brother and dad..... fuck me....

>>678606637
mellow out negroid

>>678606637
this is the first time i've ever cried on 4chan.
I cried like a fucking baby.
just, dear god.
I'm gonna go to that website.
fuck man, I can't even think.

>>678607281
why navy?
fuck man, august is my birth month.
I'll have a drink for you.
what'd you go for?
as for your mom, tell her that you're peacetime navy.
shit, the navy hasn't been in combat since like, desert storm.
you'll be fine.

Not really too bad, but that's because I just made it through 36 hours of staying awake and got 16 hours of sleep.
Pretty much everything feels better after that.

But I'll go back to normal eventually.
Deadpool was right, happiness is just brief commercial break; and now back to our regularly scheduled programming.

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>>678605817
I'm about to be off to Cal in a month or two so yeah fortunately. Thank you.

>>678605826
It's alright anon. Don't feel bad (even though it's the point of the thread.)

>>678605994
>>678606474
I'll try to keep my head up, though it's very hard to find reason to live. I'll try my best. Thank you

>>678606748
I play (in order of learning):
>Guitar
>Piano
>Trombone
>Drums
>Bass
>Banjo
>Tuba
>Sax
>Harp (currently learning)

I really like these instruments. I think Music theory is fun to study alongside the instruments.

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can i help anybody that's lonley? if u wanna play steam game thats cool. we can talk.

>>678607674
>Deadpool was right, happiness is just brief commercial break; and now back to our regularly scheduled programming.
that joke hit me really hard when I saw the movie.
really hard.

>>678607738
Im 6 months into lead guitar. how do i gttgud?

>>678607670
Well my grades in HS weren't so hot, taking core shit at CNM, life feels pointless, and gf broke up with me. fuck my life man.... fuck my life.

>>678607738
Couldn't you be a one-man band in one way or the other?

>>678606637
fuck...
i did.

https://talkgadget.google.com/hangouts/_/q4stojp3vjhbza35w4hlz6pague?hl=en&authuser=0

>>678607931
To stop being mediocre you gotta learn to improvise well and write your own licks mate

>not black music man

>>678607970
well, a gf is basically a fleshlight that talks so that's a non issue.
the navy doesn't give a fuck about grades, only if you can take it up the ass.
good luck man.
when you ship in august, I'll remember.
and i'll drink to you, wherever you are, you glorious /b/astard.
>>678608097
yeah, I cried too.

>>678607931
Not that anon, navy fag here
I got good not from learning sheet music or that fuck stuff.
I played because i needed something that felt real, made me feel alive, when you can play through one song without fucking it up, you feel like you have purpose.

Find an Excuse to Win.

>>678608255
how to not play scales up and down and actually do a fucking improv

>>678608385
cool!

>>678608316
>gf is basically a fleshlight that talks
My gf completely turned my life around with her unconditional affection and general positivity. I got in a band and started enjoying things again.
Also sex is a million times better than a fleshlight

>>678608316
well man, this girl was my life for a long time.... had been with her for... fuck, 4 years.
That was the last straw, a day after we broke up, i signed up. Thank you /b/ro...

>>678608602
>not realizing that it was because i'm dead inside and will never know love so i must make fun of it
have you ever even been in a feels thread?

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>>678607813
That's so nice. You will have good memories ahead. Your are a light amidst the total darkness that is 4chan. Never have I seen unconditional kindness on this website without the true intent of political gain or trying to convert someone to your religion. Just estute kindness. I search amongst the animal torture, rape, loli, and absolute degenerate breads for posts worthy of keks blessing. You have earned it. Valhalla, cthulhu, heaven , god , baal, mary. What ever it is you can imagine. Paradise awaits you.

>>678608494
Idk man. My guitarist (i main bass) tella me he actually has music in his head that he plays as it develops, but what works as well is just intentionally skipping notes and playing others until you find some tricks that work for you that you can play around with.

>>678605461
I think things like that are changing with the next generation when it comes to racial issues at least around the types that go to college and learn what the world is like for people other than themselves..

I hope your kids won't have to go through the same hardships. Good luck to you anon

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>>678607931
Lead guitar is alright, and to be honest, it's easier than rhythm guitar. I play(ed) Jazz Guitar at my high school and and was the band leader. It's kind of a big deal since I live in New Orleans. But sometime I was the lead and sometimes the Rhythm. Rhythm was much harder because you actually have to keep rhythm. But for lead just know your scales (Practice your natural scale on every fret) learn the fret notes (string by string, not all at once) and if you really want to sound beautiful learn your 7th, 9th, 13th, 11th 6th, augmented, and suspended chords. Other than that just use finesse to sound good.

>>678608093
I tried it once. I stopped after finding I couldn't hold a guitar and banjo at once

>>678608842
not original poster

>nobody on 4chan is really a bad guy
>people just put up edgy bullshit to be funny
>everyone actually hates their life and wants to die but find solstice and meaning in ironic jokes.
>generalizing people this hard, anon?

>>678608805
I thought i was dead inside up until 3 months ago mate. If i got out of this place, you can too

>depressed
>smoked marijuana
>made stoner friends
>no longer think about suicide every day

story..?

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Dropping by to maybe give someone reading this hope.

I was a piece of shit doing nothing for 6 years after dropping out of college, but I'm finally getting on track to become a "normal" functioning adult. I enrolled in an EMT program a few months ago and just had my first ride along today.

We responded to a car crash. Got to work with firefighters as we put the guy on a backboard. I maintained manual stabilization of the head. As we loaded him into the other ambulance, we got his wife in our rig. I sat at the bed of the bench while the paramedic did his thing. He finally asked me to hold her arm up as he started to check out her humerus and radius. For just a brief moment, she squeezed my hand. For the first time in 6 years, I felt like I had done something meaningful.

What I'm getting at is, if any neets or folks who think themselves losers are reading this, know you can change your life tomorrow. I am aware of how "Just bee yurself lol" can be taken by some, so if you want to blow my post off I get it. But you just gotta find something and work towards it. Don't settle for being mediocre. Don't continue living your life if you're unhappy. I was unhappy. I was depressed ( I still struggle with it). But for the first time in a very long time, after many many nights wanting to end it, many nights fucked up on multiple narcotics, many nights crying myself to sleep, I can go to sleep with a smile on my face tonight for the first time in a very long time. And if I can do it, so can you.

You CAN change yourself. If you don't believe in a higher power ( I don't, it doesn't matter either way) at least believe in yourself.

I'm sorry if this came off autistic or retarded, but if I can make one person think their lives over and search for a goal to achieve, then it was worth it.

Good night /b/

>>678609268
You could possibly record yourself playing one instrument at a time, and do something with that over on youtube?

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>>678609392
I find it hard to believe that

>every time someone posts gore porn and loli they are just joking around haha very funny guys
>implying there aren't 50 or so anons fapping to armless hanging 8 year old anime dolls

Keep bumping guys.
It's a shitty night.

>>678610119
so fucking what?
does it even fucking matter?

>everybody criticizing others to feel superior

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Black music guy here as one anon dubbed me,

If you want a visual this is what gal looked liked kinda.

>Bonus points for the anon who can tell me who this actually is.

But this was basically gal, but with brown hair.

I can't shit. I'm constipated.

>>678610119
i think he meant more along the lines of ylyl and rekt threads; fetishes will remain fetishes.

>>678604753
OP that post is a punch in the feels
Holy shit dude.

>>678609776
<3

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>>678606949
Hey anons. Back to do a small dump. Love you guys

>>678604753
Lately I've become aware of the consequences of with what seems an altered butterfly effect. I havent had a mom or dad, just a mother and father. I have learned from them, by creating my own morales and beliefs. I have been condemned for experimental drug use, my actions whilst depressed, judgement and sexuality. I have a very hard time expressing myself without drugs of satori because I don't feel comfortable with anyone. I'm unloved and alone. i tried to tell my mum to be fragile, lack of better words, because I'm still a kid and I don't want what is left of my soul to decay. I didn't want to play the game blame, so I told her that there is consequences to every action. She spit venom in my face and didn't hear a word I said, replying with the exact words I said to direct shame on me. The judgement cycle fluently connects. I have to stay here while I study, it's for a year. My problems may seem minuscule compared to your own, and you can take it however way you please. but it is toxic on my psyche to stay here, often of times I wish to die a fish swimming In sewage because the wait and unknowing of pure water is far and unclear.

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>>678610303
Why would I do that? I had a paragraph response but it kept telling me it was spam soooooo fuck.

>>678605461
Fuck her man, I know finding that one qt pie you just have to have, and them just crushing you is just terrible but, she wasnt worth it to start with. She was, just a superficial bitch, as 90% of girls are.

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>>678607386
... The website was taken down, as there was not enough traffic and it was burning up domain space and funds.

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RIP Will Smith

>>678613075
FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ME

>>678613075
I can't do this.
not today.

If anybody is still listening I've got a bit of a story..

>Be me
>Senior year of high school
>Kind of an average run of the mill guy
(Not super popular in the cliquey sense but I liked everyone and most seemed to like me)
>End of school day on bus about to leave for a track meet
>This girl, we'll call her K, sits next to me
>She says hi asks for my phone number then leaves
Just a total whirlwind that left me baffles
>We talk we spend time together and grow closer
>All the long drives, late nights staring at the stars, and just holding each other for hours without a single word
>K was the best thing that ever happened to me

I'm not exactly the most sympathetic person in this story but at the time I thought I was doing the right thing.

>I have a near death experience(heart was stopped for 4 minutes).
>K is the first one I call
>K is the first one at the hospital
>K is crying her eyes out over the idea of losing me and I'm just sitting there dead silent
>I couldn't feel anything
>I tried for months putting on a face to bring it back but I couldn't
>I felt like I was wasting so much of K's time by not being able to show her how much I had valued her
>I break up with her
>K is completely devastated and even tries to hate me for a while.

Fast forward 2 years

>There was a long string of girls in college, too many to talk about.
>Not a single one of them came close to her
>One hurt me so bad that I punched a hole in the wall
>At that moment I realized that I had slowly been coming back to the person I was before
>I try to reach out to K
>She'd been dating my best friend for a half a year at this point
>I can't believe this
>I try to be supportive no matter how much it hurts because I want them in my life and I'm the one who broke up with her
>Time passes this way, the pain dulls
>We start becoming actual friends again over time
>I leave to study abroad
>I talk to her more than anyone else back home
(Will continue whether or not anyone's interested)

>>678613710
cont

>>678605193
can you post it? I haven't been on /b/ in quite some time and I want to read it again

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>>678610476
Search for eliza chan 4chan on google, bro. Thats all i can help ya with.

Hey guys, I need some help. My gf and I have been dating for a while now and we're both and high school. I know we're pretty young but I think she really might be the one. She's a class higher than me and graduates next year. She has plans to go to a college and Canada while i'm lost and don't know what to do. I love her so much and I don't think I could ever love anyone quite like I love her. She has no plans of dating after she graduates and I don't know what I should do. Any advice anons? I need it, please.

>>678606054
using emoticons makes you look weak, never forget that anon

>>678613710
>I come home from abroad and she's the first person I see
>Turns out she transferred to my university
>We start spending a lot of time together again
Shit I'm done greentexting this is a pain on my phone..
So basically this is almost up to date here I'm about to graduate college and I've been spending this last semester with my ex who is also my best friends girl. There got to be a lot of tension between us and she almost broke up with him over it but backed down at the last minute.
I was devastated again and had to avoid her for a while but recently thought I'd be able to give friendship another go.

Now I don't know what to do again since she called me drunk a few days ago and asked me to help her get home since she didn't want to walk back from the bar alone.
She was excessively clingy and I loved it and hated myself for loving it and then she asked me to stay the night with her so we slept the whole night holding each other like we used to.

This is driving me insane she remembers every little detail of how we were and what we did and it honestly feels like the way it was before the accident when we were together. I want this girl back more than anything in the world but sometimes it just feels like I'll never get to see what could've been

>>678604753
walk down the main street in your town
count how any vaginas you encounter in one hour of walking around.
subtract that number from the number of tears you are crying over a girl who obviously has plans whic dont count you in them .
get over yourself and go bang some nice chicks , have fun young fag

>>678614463
This is from the guy writing about K. I say go for it, if you have no plan then make your plan focused on maintaining the bonds and relationships you have...
But maybe that's because I know I fucked up :)

>>678615354
I don't know how to pursuit that without coming off as a stalker

>>678615354
I'd also like to hear more.

>>678609689
doing drugs to stop you from killing yourself turns you into a drug addict, I know from experience. My advice, just stick with the marijuana and you'll be fine as long as you dont start with drinking daily etc

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>>678605461
if she's socially awkward like you, then she said it, because she fears to get emotionally hurt by opening herself emotionally to others

>>678615302
why must you do this to me

Good night /b hope you find the solution to your problems https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4UoPYv0Kq-0

>>678615854
Ah I gave up on a lot of the little details since it would take forever but the gist of it is here>>678614834

for all you anons with girl feels
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=raswrhXsfWg

>>678614463
Hey man, if you want it to work then try to make it work. We can't decide what happens to us or what others do, but can decide how we handle these things and what to do. Do the best you can.

>>678616796
Preffer this one not that quality of video but the lyrics

Why can't I cry? Nothing not even my self pity gets me. I feel like its all i want to do and i can't. I have to get it out and i can't. I'm lonely and sad and never show it but when i'm alone I just wanna cry but i can't. What the fuck.

>>678615567
I know it's harder to do things this way when you're still in high school but you're going to need to have to sit down and have a serious discussion about your relationship. Tell her that you want to stay together and that you're willing to make it work if she is. You don't want to do it in the "ill follow you anywhere" way but in more of an I don't really mind where I end up because you're what's important way. Hell if I'd been honest about the state of my mind at the time I might still be with the girl of my dreams right now

>>678617057
I can cry how does that make you feel inferior right? im better than you

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>>678617166
yes.

>>678617057
I can only cry in pain, I can't do an emotional cry.
I mean, I can feel empty and lonely and everything, but I just can't cry

>>678617057
Because its not worth the effort when you are alone. A few years ago after a few drinks id cry alone, now, I can't. No matter what. Hell. im sad as fuck cause of this thread, and I feel the tears welling up, but nothing...

>>678617043
>Preffer this one not that quality of video but the lyrics
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TNqjfaKtFhQ forget link im a faggot

>>678617273
>>678617413
Its like its right there and i might feel better if it happens or maybe its just me hoping ill feel better can't say.

>>678617621
Crying wont make you better. Fixing whatever you want to cry about will...

>>678617413
>>678617273
>>678617166
Fucking newfags I can cry easy only need to rub my eyes with force then goes liquid with practice you become an profag of crying

>>678605461
>>678605461
damn son I go to cal and I have literally not seen a person who seriously says those things, whether because of the caliber of people admitted or because of the fear of God of people backlashing because of the "political correctness" hype here

im absolutely wasted and depressed as shit.

>18m senior year f hs
>beta lonely virgin fag had a coupl of casual girlfrierdns but thats it
>meet girl in class
>absolute 10/10 in my mind would have no chance with
>sit by her for a few months just kinda mess around with her become okish friends
>overhear her talking with other girl about how she broke up with ex
>she makes a FB account (who the fuck doesnt have one its the 21st century)
>message her and hit it off, work up balls to ask her out
>she says yes, everrytning is great for awhile, lose virginity to her, in love with herr planning future with her
>she starts talking with ex eve though she knows i dont like it
>suddenly she starts losing feelings for me and blames it on me leaving fir the air force soon
>breaks up with me and gets back with ex day later
>he fgucks her over and me being gullible bitch get back with her
>process repeats a few times
>finally start talking to other girl who likes me
>ask her tio prom and she accepts
>super smart nice girl who wants me to ask her out but im afraid of emotional attachment and im not over my bitch ex

what do /b/ i dont know what to do and the whole situation has me depressed and fucked up

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KpnItCSwje8

This song makes me cry like a baby

>>678605461
>me get everything wanted
>me want person now, but person no want me
>me no handle
>me so saaaaaad
>life so unfaaaiiirrrrrrr
nice song tho

>>678617740
Fixing is good and i am trying with myself but things are out of my control and honestly when i say i am trying i mean i am trying to pay the bills and work and just be happy. I never do this but im just kinda going with it. I hate wakig up for work but when i get there everything is better and i'm useful (good worker) i get praise and i can focus on work but when i leave i just wanna go back and forget it again. I get home and it all comes back and settles in. Just being lonely. I had a gf for 6 years and now shes gone because i couldn't keep up. It didn't matter how much i cared and still do. Its been almost two years. I doubt i even cross her mind when she is all i think about. 6 years lol its nuts its such a long time and i just can't wrap my head around her not being mine. I can't even take other girls seriously.

>>678618247
>air force
of course you're a bitch.
have fun taking it up the ass over your whole deployment you fobbit fuck

>>678618679
i wanted o join a different branch beacuse i want to actually serve my country instead iof chair forcing it up like a 9 to 5 bitch but my parents are being anal fucking faggots about it

>>678618247
Keep trying. Oh get ready for shit like that if you go in. My girlfriend of 4 years, left me while I was in the field not long after I got to my first duty station. And it's pretty much standard in the Army for everyone to have ever made E-6 to have had atleast one divorce.

Anyways, on a happy note, I was actively avoiding a relationship before I began my "deployment" but I met a girl who is pretty awesome and makes me want to try again. It's different with her and gives me hope.

So just hang in there dude and drive on, don't let bitch exes rule your life from the past.

>>678618807
you're 18, you can do what you want.
go army, 11B or some shit.

>>678619122
idk if id wanna go infantry cause i scored high af on the asvab and the army recruiter offered me any job i wanted i was lookin at K9 officer or some shit

>>678618807
It is your choice, not their's. And you have not yet begun the 9-5. Give combat arms a shot and only then you'll begin to understand what "forcing it up means.

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>20
>balding
>NEET
>5'6
>mildy deformed penis
>no car
>social anxiety
>no friends
>virgin

who can top this

>>678619959
>21
>bald
>NEET
>5'5
>moderately deformed penis
>no transportation
>strong social anxiety
>0 friends
>live in virginia

>>678610476
should have told her, you got the big black meat

>>678618663
Bro I do the same thing every day. Its the mask you put on. I hate my life, im in the process of changing everything, but its still rough. Work I fell needed.... Thats the feeling, but don't let it fool you, if you don't work at a self/family run business, you are replaceable. Thats one of the things that eats me when I leave everyday... Not knowing when they are cutting me loose...

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more pictures pls

>>678619309
go marines then. I missed 1 damn question and up until I was 24 I had recruiters calling me monthly... I was a fat sack so I turned them down, but I mean if you scored high, go somewhere that will appreciate, and let you pick the job. From what I hear (brother in the service Chair force/army wouldnt let him pick job) pick something other than army.

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>>678613075
Shit, I told myself I wasn't gonna cry in this thread...

>>678621148
Jesus fuck. This is awful fucking advice.

>>678605461
Black dude that lives in SF here. I'm sorry to hear that, bro. I know all too well how you're feeling. If you need anything, let me know.

anyone still here?

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>>678621770
yep.

>>678621770
shotgun friend anon reporting in, I don't have any real big stories left.
but if anyone wants to just chat I'm here.

>>678621868
any idea how to let go off a girl? eventhough you're somehow ok with texting with her after she broke up with you?

>>678621770
everyone here should kill themselves

>>678621948
Fuck if I know.
None of my relationships have ended well enough that I wanted communication with them afterwards...

>>678622144
well damn

>so me be 16 a odd on again off again with this girl kalie we get each other i love her so much never tell her
>we both get older are feelings for each other grow me being a poor fag i would ride my bike 3 miles down the road to see if she was even there
>skip a few years join the the marines after a year talk to each other more and more untill i go back home and we have a amazing time together shes all i dream of
>i spent every night with her drunk and look at the stars and talking about are lifes
>im odd and hate talking on the phone i dont even talk to my family they just found out last month i picked up cpl in October and im deploying at the end of this year
>i just stop talking to her about a month after i come back to cali
>she texts me and tells me she is thinking about dateing another guy
>i just care if she is happy so im just like okay i understand
>he tried starting some shit with me when i tride seeing of she was doing
>i wished the mother fucker whould but sadly i was not in ohio
> she stoped talking to me
>crushed.jpg
>and now here i sit a year and 5 months till im out of the Corp and all i do is think about her and how i let my sweet little county girl go and its all my falt .

We're a freak occurance. We're matter that was never meant to interact, to feel, but because of a highly unlikely series of events, here we are.

For this brief moment, we are more than matter, we have transcended the physical plane of existence and reached consciousness. It is brief and will all disappear soon, returning us to dust.

>And you people take this brief moment of transcendence and use it to complain about the gift you've stumbled upon, through no effort of your own. Fuck you

>>678615302
fuck thats sad man

why do people break up with someone, fuck around, go back to said ex and start texting the guy she fucked with for months stuff like "i miss you" etc?

yes i'm the guy

>>678618679
do they actually get fucked in the ass or do you guys just say that?

>>678622601
ass-fucking is part of air force basic training, I figured everyone knew this

>>678604966
Crying right now. Fuck you.

>>678604966
I dont get it, why does one survive and the other dies?

Ok, ill do you guys my sad story... Even though its only sad to me.
>About to graduate HS (2008 im still young, kinda)
>My mom tells me I have a different dad than my
>bro and sis. I was led to believe we had the
>same one. Moms tells me otherwise.
>6 months before I go to college(uni).
>My bro/sis dad was a PoS, but he never told me
>Bro/sis didnt know.
>Fun fact, im the MIDDLE CHILD.
>Everyone knew besides me,bro,sis.
>Start not doing work in school, dont care
>Can't trust anyone now.
>She was my mother, she raised and cared for
>me, ALWAYS said she never lied to us,
>Never did before that. No santa/easter bunny
>I can't believe a word she says now.
Now, she always asks why we cant get along, or why im angry with her. She knows.
>Wind up having a mental breakdown in HS
>Ask to xfer to a local school not 3 hours away
>She says "you have a full ride go"
>I go, skip all classes play WoW
little bit more, but its getting wordy. can cont if you guys want.

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Im in my last year of high school and im shit scared that I will never have any contact with all the friends I have made when I finish school.
Anybody got any advice?

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one that I quite like seems to make me a little happy at least. Little bit about myself. Never seem to be able to get a girl to care I mean Pick up maybe once a year if I'm lucky then somehow I'm not a guy that they want to stay around but meh fuck it I probably won't be here next year. Love you /b

>>678623246
story?

>>678623442
I have limited contact with my mates from school no point stressing if it's meant to be it will happen. Easy to say hard to remain calm about it

>>678623696
idk. Just some disabled guy that knows he can't get any girls because of his disability restricting him

>>678623442
Life is about remembering the past while moving forward. Don't be afraid to make new friends, and you don't have to stay in contact with the old. Just try not to forget the times you've had, especially the good times.

Because at the end of the day, your life is what you remember.

>>678623566
please stay. don't an hero man.

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Story time

>be me, 17
>edgy teen, hate life because I grew up with an abusive father
>going to school in a town a couple of miles away from mothers place, live in a shitty apartment with a friend paid for by our parents
>decide to skip school one day and take the train to closest city to walk around and do nothing
>get lucky and find a seat that isn't occupied
>put my bag next to me because I'm an asshole
>enter unknown girl
>she's gorgeous. average height, hair dyed red, rocker girl outfit.
>the most beautiful thing were her eyes
>super blue, full of life and energy
>asks if the seat next to me is taken
>"nah, not really", remove bag from seat
>she sits down and says "haven't seen you around before, are you new to town or something?"
>tell her yes and the name of the town where I grew up
>"no way, that's where I grew up too!"
>turns out she was in the same class as my sister way back when. 2 years older than me
>she's got shit to do in the big city, but agrees to hang out when she's done

>fast forward a couple of weeks
>girls name is Willy, she had it legally changed because she hated her given name
>we're inseparable
>do all kinds of shit together
>steal a flag from the local supermarket just because the chain is called Willy's and hey, it's her name on it
>we naturally flow into a relationship
>didn't even bother to actually talk about it, there was no need
>stopped going to school save for tests because of her
>barely even spent time in my own apartment, preferred staying with her
>she was my everything
>taught me how to give no fucks about what others think, as long as you're happy about yourself
>she was pretty much my first everything
>stopped hating life because of her

cont.

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I miss my ex GF so much..
I miss having someone to talk about my feelings.
I miss having someone to hold hands with.
I miss falling asleep next to her and waking up with her smiling at me.
I miss her touch on my skin.
I miss being loved.
I miss having a purpose and having someone worth fighting for.
I don't know how long i can take it anymore /b/

>>678624028
I'm trying my best find solace in the small things but who knows. Have a few things to do first. Might write my story a little later on a new thread

>>678605461
Hear me roar
°°°°RWAAAAAAAAAAAAR°°°°

>>678624424
I would love hearing it. Stay strong man.

>>678605994
This
neil degrasse tyson Isn't a nigger, ice cube is.

>>678624544
Give me like 2 hours not really sad just continuous shit

>>678605461
fuck this racist fucking hoe. fuck her.

>>678624263
Sure go on.

>>678624297
I know that feel anon. I'm sorry.

>>678624598
Completely agree with you anyone who is able to aid society no matter skin color isn't a nigger. Would consider Angela Merkel a nigger before him

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>>678624263

>couple of months go by
>happiness is temporary
>she had loads of personal issues
>tried my best to help her but didn't really amount to much, being 17 and all
>eventually, her issues broke us apart
>felt like I lost a piece of myself
>flunked school because low attendance
>have to go live with my mother again
>she decides we're moving closer to the rest of the family
>haven't been back to that town save for when driving through it

>the move turned out to be great
>got friends that I still hang out with
>get my first job and become self sufficient
>get new gf after a while, still together
>generally, life got better

>fast forward to present day, five years later
>talking to the only friend from old town that didn't turn out to be a complete dickface
>conversation leads to us talking about the time when I lived there
>suddenly remember her
>didn't even realize I forgot
>decide to check her up on the good book
>she's a husk of her old self
>changed her name back to the one she hated
>no more hair dye, boring plain jane haircut
>dresses like she's 40
>engaged to a man who's below average looking, 6 years older than her
>she smiles in most of her pictures, but her eyes
>her eyes are dead
>no energy, no life, no spark
>Willy is dead, replaced by this unknown person
>close browser, go lay down in bed
>feels worse than if she had died
>she's living her own personal hell, everything she didn't want is now her life

pic very much related

>>678605461
>Another black guy here
Grow the fuck up you're from a successful family good but you gta work on the awkwardness if you fix that then itll be much easier to get girls

>>678604927
This always gets to me. I don't know why, I haven't been to war or anything.

>>678625140
>>678625140
where you from, bro?

>>678625304
Florida which is half racist af and half liberal bullshit

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one of my favorites

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This one made me laugh and cry

>>678625686
i wonder if this type of love even still exists, maybe not when you're young.

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I fear this will happen to me

>>678626055
I hope so

>>678625859
Everyone, just take a second to read this. We're all /b/tards. We spend a lot of time on here.

We've all seen this man's death. We've all laughed at some parody of his death as well. Tomorrow, we'll go back to doing just that.

But tonight, let's remember flight 175, and the victims of that day.

>>678626273
What if I don't want to, you fucking faggot?

>>678609776

Great to hear you doing so well ....

I'm lost.

I know I'm only 21 and that's young as fuck and I have so much ahead of me. But I feel like I've wasted so much. I feel like I should have gone out and made shittons of friends and got drunk with them and should have done stupid shit. I put all my effort into this long distance relationship that ended up not working out. I shouldn't have put all my effort into that. I should have made time to go out and actually make friends. I should have tried harder in school so I'm not a 4th year Computer Engineering student without any work/programming/anything experience struggling to find an internship. I should have tried getting help for depression earlier.

But maybe that doesn't even matter; I ended up seeing therapists for a long while. Intensive outpatient program. Partial hospitalization. Anti depressants. Many anti depressants. None of it was really for me--I'm sure it helps some people, but I gave it my best shot and it just didn't work out in my case.

Now I'm filled with so much regret. I could have done so much. Instead I did fuck all. I hate it. I hate myself. Maybe I should have fucking driven my car off that cliff that one time. Maybe I shouldn't have bothered telling my therapist I'd almost done it. Maybe I'm just making bullshit up.

In the end, I think it just comes down to: do it, or don't. I've chosen not to do so much

so fucking much

and I knew it was happening all the while, too. Depression's no excuse--it really isn't. I don't have it that bad.

After college, I hope there's still hope for meeting people and making friends and shit. As fucking lame as that sounds. I got fuck all from college so far. Barely even learned shit. Didn't make very many close friends.

I fucking hate myself

dump whatever you feel like except CP

https://link.getsync.com/#f=4chan%20dump&sz=0&t=2&s=BEPAA3EXT5ZMOWIKSYWCAK22WA3MTQVRQ65CGYJ3IHJLHG724UUA&i=CQMZVBW2CF4W6YBAFC5XOYPZMWE4N6DE3&v=2.3

I still think of her, its been 9 years. Doesn't get any easier

>>678613075

Whats this wet stuff dripping from my eyes...
God damn you

>>678627100
Who was she?

>>678622065
go fuck yourself .. u dopey cunt

>be me
>mother has rare terminal cancer in liver and lungs, no cure
>been though treatment most my life
>moved 7 schools, 2 countries
>go to new school get labelled as a druggie
>even teachers talk shit
>no real feeling of emotion
>life lacks purpose
>only reason to live is to get high
>everyday is just more problems
>cant get my shit under control
>know i aint gonna grow up to be shit
>even nearly overdosed on opiates and alcohol at 14
>didnt stop me from carrying on
>now addicted to weed and ciggies
>mfw all i want to do is do more drugs
>especially hard drugs
>i dont see any reason to be happy or to strive for something better in life
>all i want to do is forget

>>678626688
i want to drink myself to sleep tonight but i have a 5K race I feel obligated to run tomorrow with people that aren't really my friends

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>>678623442
This is where you will know who your real friends are. The ones that will ask what you've been up to and care what you're making for yourself. I was lucky to have my crew and keep in touch on Facebook chat for years. So do the same with your friends. Don't be afraid to make new friends either in your career path but don't forget your inner circle friends.

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>>678613075

>>678610684
>fetishes will remain fetishes.
talking about fetishes, i discovered they are inherited.
it makes me feel strange that your children will have have what you got too.

>>678627366
An ex i had planned a life for, she left before my 21st birthday. I had gotten a great job, started putting things in motion for a new house. Then before i knew it she was gone. I still go to that good job. I still go to that beautiful house, just now its only me I'm doing it for. All the fun and love has long since left. My friends think i have it all, when all i really wanted was her.

>>678605461
Woot Woot Cal :D

>>678623427
Continue anon, tell us more.

>>678627864
I'm sorry anon, I hope you find another woman that you'll live a happy life with

>>678628266
Thanks, I have had other women since her but none have been able to do what she did. When i think of the whole situation i wish i had never met her.

>>678604753
If anyone ever needs someone to talk to
[email protected]

>>678628456
Even if there's someone out there that may not be able to do what she did, I'm positive there IS someone out there that can do plenty for you that she didn't/couldn't

>>678628698
Was just about to do almost the same. Kik: Meester_guiy

If you need a friend or just someone to talk to I'm here

>>678619959
>40
>bald
>landwhale
>just lost job and gf
at least you still have a chance at wife, family and career

>>678629668
never do creatine

>>678610476
That's Eliza, whos just some stupid namefag on /r9k/

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>>678624297
Stay strong bro, know that feel too. It's been way too long for me to still think about her every 10 minutes but I still do.

Wish you guys the best.

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has /b/ reached a new level of ironic posting while I was away?

what the hell is this thread