Life is pain

>>678478149
mostly what keeps me from suiciding is parents and close friends... cause i dont want them to be sad for me

i don't have friends either and the one friend i had died in a car crash in 2010. girls don't even look at me. i was physically and psychologically abused from age 3-16

>What is keeping you from killing yourself ?
i'm not a self pity wallowing faggot

I'm going to fuck a beautiful girl tonight and I'm not pulling out. I live for pussy and money

my life is breddy good mate, don't see why I should end it now.

I just want to see how far the tech industry goes before I die.

>>678478149

>What is keeping you from killing yourself ?
i'm not a self pity wallowing faggot

^this

also friends and family

>>678478149
Porn keeps me afloat

Ass

Same

>>678478149
i have a friend that talks like you, its annoying and nobody wants people like that to be their friends, stop being such a faggot and ull find a gf, friends, get a job too, so leave 4chan 4ever faggot and start being a gymbro if you are dumb, that will give you something to attract people and women

>>678478149
Sucks for you then man. Everything may be shitty right now but life is actually pretty worth it. I used to be like you. Then I started doing drugs.

Made life interesting to say the least. And now I'm pretty happy I got a decent part Tim job while I'm getting my degree and doing drugs in college helps you find friends.

My advice is start smoking weed or dropping acid with other people. Then if you don't like it keep on being a bitch on the internet

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>>678479342
that's right op.... but I want to know. are you in HS?
because in HS is (kind Of) easier have friends... try to be the guy that tells bad puns on purpose (I'm that kind of guy)...eat healthy, get out of this shitty place,9 go to a psychologyst, take your pills(like I do), If you believe in a god ask him to help you(that gives you hope), and mostly important try to be happy... turn of this screen take a walk on the twilight or the dawn (use a bycicle if you want to hear the wind louder)

Hope, hope that it will get better. Hope that me and the girl I love will be together. Hope that one day we might raise our children the way we werent . Hope that one day I can make someone happy, hope that Ill have someone that makes me happy.

But so far Its been nothing but a cesspool of shit. I tried to get off the ride, the constant feeling of a void in your chest, the lack of motivation for anything, the suicidal thoughts. I started exercising again, when I was younger I somehow won a lot of competitions in many sports. I started studying properly, straights A's came easily. I started socializing again, I couldve fucked any girl, loads of people told me Im the greatest friend they could ask for, that Im the smartest person they know. But in the end those are just words not meant for me, and to find a honest, good person with a pure heart is something one can only dream of

Life is shit, life is pointless, and so is complaining about it. Either kill yourself or try to change, but in the end youll always be miserable

I'm waiting for a giant disaster to wipe out humanity so that I don't have to die alone.

dude nothing matters lmao

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>>678478149
Tell your doctor you have trouble sleeping because of aniexty
He should prescribe Zolpidem
Zolpidem will change your life

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>>678478149
I have a wife, my own place, my own car, am in the military. A year and a half ago I was high 10/10 times, worked at a dollar store, lived with my mom, and didn't have anything but my record collection and pretty good blunt rolling skills. It's all good, OP. Life is what you make it.

>>678478149
all the awesome stuff SpaceX does atm. That is keeping me from going out in style

>>678478903
Cool story bro !

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Jesus, I remember when I was a virgin too. Just bang a hooker. Your depression and anxiety will be left in the condom you use

>>678481773
Will a hooker fuck me, regardless of how fat and awkward i am?

>>678478149
because im fucking scared of dying and beeing dead
i had some near death expierences
the first ones, when i was young, i laughed, and told my buddy "kek im dying"
didnt care
when i got older, 14 or something, i nearly overdosed on propane gas, i could not move anymore, i could only hear my heart beat, and my vision was like in a tunnel shape
i was so scared
and as older i got, everytime i nearly died, i got scared more, because i knew ok thats it
you could do anything you wanted with your life, and you achieved nothing and now it ends
there is nothing you can do
fuck, also i hate thinking about my body decomposing, getting cold and stiff, getting eaten by worms
also death fucking sucks, everything is gone forever
you wont know that you lived, and this shit will never end , never ever
i get scared by that thought
i fucking love my life, even though it sucks, but im so glad that i can live
life is cool, even more right now, with all these new vr shit coming up, you can live in virtual worlds and do nearly anything
i just love it, but i cant aprechiate it, because everyday i think about, maybe this day is my last, and the horror begins
i would never kill myself, the only chance is when i have cancer or something and i know in 2 weeks ill be dead or anything like that
sorry for bad england

>>678481981
yes, find one that doesnt speak english at a massage parlor

>>678478903
Kill yourself

Sounds like you need a good holiday. Travel somewhere, anywhere, meet people and get fucked up

>>678479043
strangely this
I want to see VR and try out a virtual waifu before officially offing myself
Seeing a self driving hover car would also be cool

Turn off your computer, go outside.

It's fine.

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>>678478149
My personal pursuit of banging chicks like the one in your pic is why I keep going.

Hell here's a pic of what keeps me going

Some days suck but just remember no matter how shitty you think your life is, someone else has it worse.

Also every morning I wake up and I'm glad I'm not a nigger.

And I don't believe in an any "afterlife."

I keep my expectations of everything low. When something good happens I know something fucked up is coming haha.

>>678478149
depression ive always been able to resonate with but anxiety is just being a beta faggot, kill yourself today plz

>>678478149
Cool ass

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>>678478149
Hello, /b/. After browsing this site for 2 years now, I have seen people from all walks of life. All kinds of different people with different experiences, views, ways

of doing things. Everyone going through a phase or weird stage in their life. I've seen many people want to end their lives, over things small and grand, which is

saddening to see. I don't care who you are, to see another human go through some bullshit they didn't put themselves through to the point they want to off themselves

is kind of disturbing. But that's the way of the world. This is to those going through something along those lines, to those with a dream they don't know what to do

with, and those that are lost.

Here's where I talk about myself and toot my own horn. When I was growing up, I was always with my father. I had many friends, but my father and I shared pretty much

all of our hobbies. We would ride dirtbikes on track and trail, and we were very much into firearms and building rifles. As you can imagine, I learned a lot through

these experiences and aged quicker than most kids. So early on, I was already thinking of my future plans. At first, I wasn't sure exactly what I wanted to do. I would

stay home from hanging with friends, and would read about machinery of all types. Now, my dad had a lot of friends. Both from work (he's a carpenter), and just

childhood friends. I would see my dad and a friend or a few friends he worked with walk into our garage. Eventually, I joined them. I took it for granted up until then

that my father and those guys were very skilled in their fields. They were normal every day people. But, when it came to work, they were very professional. I remember

sitting there listening to them talk about plans for a customer, and seeing how each of them worked with one another. There was a machinist, my dad (a carpenter), a

mover, a plumber, a painter, an electrician, and mechanic, a welder, a farmer, and a consultant.

>>678482573
The machinist was insanely skilled. To watch him make a program for a part, set up his machine with the correct tools, and run hundreds of those parts exactly the way

the customer wanted with absolutely no fuck ups was amazing to me. His work ethic was outstanding. He'd be able to work from 5 AM, to sometimes 10 PM and call it a

"half-day". He was the one who made all the money. He taught me "the only way to make real money is to work for yourself". He ran his shop by himself mostly, and was

able to provide great customer service. I always looked forward to working with him, learning the trade and his success story. My father and I lived vicariously

through him, as he would buy new trucks, cars, firearms, bikes, anything like it was from a gum ball machine. He had no filter, listening to him was entertaining. A

true character, and true professional in his field.

>>678482622
My father was very, very skilled. Since high school, he'd been working in the construction industry. He was punctual, professional, and took on every job he could with

enthusiasm. He worked for some companies before, but eventually started his own contracting company after realized the money wasn't as good as it could be. It all

started with a $5,000 box van. My dad was also very witty, which would help him throughout his life and help me. Sometimes in the summer when I worked with him, it'd

get so hot I'd have to sit and cool off, or I'd be done something and wait for a new job. My father would walk over to me and ask "What are you doing?" "Waiting" he

would always reply "Wait? Weight slows us down. Weight is what broke the camel's back. Wait is never good". Again, a true character, and true professional in his

field.

>>678482664
The mover was very good. You would think moving doesn't require a whole lot, but after working with him for a few days I realized how he made so much money. He was

fast, tolerated zero bullshit, but polite and often times funny as all hell. It was never a dull moment with this guy. He went from house to house to house so fast

it'd make your head spin. He knew how to do everything it seemed. He was also very very good at driving. One day while working with him, it was snowing a good bit. We

had around two house to go, and it was him and I in his big box van. We were quiet, just listening to radio, when suddenly we heard a boom. I saw him move his hands

fast on the steering wheel, as he remained calm with only a faint "shit" come out of his mouth. He was able to pull over, and I got out to check what happened. The

tire blew out. Where normally someone would have trouble steering, I only saw straight and clean tire tracks from our van. Again, a true character, and true

professional in his field.

>>678482701
The plumber was not your typical plumber. Sure, he had plumber's butt when he squatted, had a bit of a belly, and lived a simple life. But hanging out with him and his

son was interesting to me. He would always be on the phone, talking about work. He enjoyed, as did everyone else, who let work creep into normal conversations as well.

But, he loved it. It was non stop. He also taught me "the only real way to make money is to work for yourself". Like everyone else in the group, he didn't need the

newest tech or the biggest house. He had a nice KTM dirt bike, though. I could ask him any question aout plumbing, no matter how dumb it sounded, and he had a great

answer that even a complete retard could easily understand. Again, a true character, and a true professional in his field.

>>678482733
The painter was, uh, interesting. He was the real redneck of the group. To where we just did redneckish things, he was a proud of it. Nothing wrong with that, and it

made for some good stories. He had absolutely no filter, lived a simple yet comfortable life, and loved to work. He truly had a gift for painting. Every time my father

brought up a job to him, he would jump at the chance to paint. Now, he worked for my father, which made us glad since he was so good. Not exactly a true professional,

but he was a professional, and DEFINITELY a true character.

if your really that sad you need to find something that you really love and makes you happy to do. For me that is building and riding motorcycles and dirt bikes. Whenever im sad or mad i just ride and it takes the pain away. if im bored i build and fix bikes. I live to build

>>678482768
The electrician knew it all. He'd be in the game since high school, and never turned away a job. He was more on the quiet side compared to everyone else in the group.
He also had his own company, and was very good at managing it. He went from doing the work himself, to having others do the work while he handled supplies and money,

to not having to work at all at one point. I worked with him one day while working with my father, and he could show you everything you need to do with a calm I never

knew (my father was sometimes impatient). He really was a true professional (see the theme here?).

>>678482100
how much money would they expect? I got about 200 that ive saved for no reason.

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>>678478149
life is pain, if my girlfriend didnt do the things for me she does i would have killed myself by now.
The important thing in life is to realize the rapid decay in cool people is leading to the creation of these psudo-cool people like viners or vapers.

Advice: Be the person someone else needs you to be, lead by example and in a way others can understand - while not playing judge jurry and executioner to(terrible sentence) emphasize your actions, therefor making you lead by example.

>>678482818
The mechanic was a good man, and also loved what he did. Paid very close attention to even the most extreme details. If he wasn't working on vehicles, he was reading

about vehicles. If he wasn't reading about them, he was thinking about them. If he wasn't thinking about them, he was probably asleep and dreaming about them. The only

time he'd stop thinking about them is if he was dead, and he certainly is not, so he is right now thinking about vehicles. Lived and breathed cars. Sometimes he'd

sleep in his shop, I'm not kidding. And it was so great to have him when I started driving. Again, a true character, and true professional.

>>678482878
The welder was my father's best friend since high school. He knew everything about welding. In fact, he taught me every now and again. If my dad fucked up a weld for,

say, a target stand, he'd be right there with the best weld dimes we've ever seen. He could make a weld look like it's there for aesthetics. He was the funniest man

alive, too. One night while my dad and I were over his house, I was with his daughter. We were just watching TV, and he comes in "let's go". Knowing something is going

on, we hop into his car. He whips out a bag of pomegranates, which he said was going to be used on mailboxes. We just drove around neighborhoods, doing drive-bys with

pomegranates for the remainder of the night. A TRUE character and a true professional, I miss him greatly.

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Op, don't listen to any of this. Just choose.

>>678482500
Some niggers have it better then you. Not me, but some do

>>678482944
The farmer was another good friend from high school. He was as into firearms as my dad. I recall many night spent on the work bench with him building rifles. He was

hilarious, and made even the manliest of men look like goddamned homosexuals. He worked his ass off day and night taking care of the farm and sell his crop. He had a

really nice house, with a track and didn't worry about spending the money for firearms, so he obviously made plenty of money. I worked with him usually in the summers,

and goddamn, that's where I learned to "embrace the suck". He was a true character, and very professional even as a farmer.

>>678482819
that would get you the time of your life my friend

>>678483001
Now, the consultant. The consultant is where I learned how to handle business. He came over every once in a while to discuss ideas with my father and test them out in

the garage. He always dressed nicely, was very quick in everything he did (even speaking), and was very very witty. Think of Atticus Finch from To Kill a Mockingbird,

but faster with speaking and very into firearms. He always had an answer, as that was part of his job, which he took very seriously. My father and him would talk about

an idea for hours. I would often just sit and absorb it. He was probably the most professional man I knew.

>>678478903
more depressing than anything

>>678483063
As you might be able to tell, I have an obsession with professionalism and skill in any field. May it be with a gun, wrench, hammer, set of calipers, pen, or a brush,

experience and skill trumps technology and college degrees any day of the week.

So why am I telling this to you? Everyone has a purpose, something great to contribute. Whatever you do, anon, make sure it's worth it. It may be your passion, it may

not be. You could find a job with decent pay, work from 9-5, and be content. Or you could take $4-5,000 and start a business with it. You could get up at 4 and work

your ass off until 7 or 8 pm. Play your cards right, put all your energy into it, and I promise it'll be worth your while. It worked for me, it can work for you. Go

make some fucking money, or, go do something great with yourself.

>>678482035
I remember when I was 15 too.

>>678483033
Sweet, might go do it now. thanks anon

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>>678483118
OP, I made this for people like you to read. If it doesn't help, fine. But I hope it does. It is what keeps me going.

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>>678478903
Wha you gonna do with child born?

>>678478149
What keeps me around is the fact that as far as we know, we can't masturbate in the afterlife

I don't often save pictures on /b/, but I had to save OP's picture. That's my fetish. Raping girls in the woods, fuck yeah.

damn that's a real nice picture

>>678483366
Doesn't looks like she's being raped idiot

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dude weed lmao

srs

>>678478149
Because I want to prove to myself that i'm not a piece of shit by straightening out my life before I die.

OP is a guaranteed faggot. Life is a beautiful thing, even if it is "pain". Grow the fuck up faggot, because that family that loves you won't be there forever, appreciate what you have mother fucker because everyone dies alone. Life is beautiful, you fucking cunt.

>>678483215
just paying it forward nig

>>678483467
No but I like to fantasize.

>>678478149
>Even if you have a "good" life, it still sucks.

Nope. That's not how it works.
It may be hard for a little pussy emo faggot like you to believe, but there are people out there in the world that are genuinely happy.

>>678483170
Ahh, One month ago - the memories

>>678483489
its funny how our lives went from, i'll never do drugs to wholy shit i need weed because theres so many fucking retards in my life.

>>678479043
Maybe someone will create a new drug, like heroin, but without withdrawal simptoms, only the good things. Maybe aliens will take over the earth and start a new hierarchy and women start being slaved for the sake of men's sexual needs. Maybe we can create clones in the future, se we can have sex with them, it's inmoral but fuck it.

>>678481357
> .RAR
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>>678482963
I mean niggers, not black people. I know lots of black people that have it better.

>>678478149
kill yourself faggot

>>678483540
Shut the hell up

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>>678483696
Sure. I don't like your attitude anyway. So. Mad.

>>678478149
>no girlfriend
Lol why do faggots and betas always imply that having a girlfriend would reduce their anxiety or make them any happier. You can't feed off of another person for your own fulfillment, you just end up back where you started, if not worse for the fact that you have a qt3.14 and find that you're still a miserable piece of shit at the end of the day.

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>>678483924
Idiots argue semantics and points that have already been established aswell as had multiple-consensus formed on

>>678483657
Gods a nigger

>>678483529
Nigger advice

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>Here's where I talk about myself and toot my own horn.

>>678478149
Vidya. Without it, I wouldn't hesitate to an hero

>>678478149
>life is painful
Yup. Now that you've learned the most valuable life lesson imaginable, it's time for you to get to work. See someone about the depression, even if it's just to talk. Meds are an option but don't think it's the only one.
As for life in general, set goals. It's sounds corny as fuck but if you actually set out a plan to get what you want, you'd be surprised by the result.
If I can go from no job no life no friends living in my parents basement to living on my own working a job I enjoy all in the span of 3 years then shit, anyone can. Just need to be motivated.

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Wanna kill youself?

Fix your fucking life or end it. Weak, whining bitches all of you.

to all the social retards here, just keep going, keep trying.
Try to overcome that awkwardness, practice makes perfect

>>678485111
>I'm edgy to help cope with my pain

Because we fear the unknown, life may be an asshole and full of miserable shit.. but we really dunno for sure what awaits on the other side. It could be worse than what we're experiencing now, an eternal dimension of confusion and relentless nausea. Good Luck!

>>678478149
no balls is the only reason

>>678478149
Do you have anything that you find enjoyment or satisfaction in, OP?

My dick is always hard so I focus on constant masterbation and for get I hate myself

Friends family and doggo. Mostly doggo, I hate it when animals are sad

>>678483596

clone sex is literally my fetish

that and portals

>>678478149
seek enlightenment friendo

>>678478149
I like living.

>>678485815
kill yourself

>>678478149
What keeps me from killing myself?

Suicide is for quitters. Everyday I live is a giant FUCK YOU to the universe. Simple.

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>>678484788
Well since no one else is i hafto.

>mom never there, and is drunk
>working to keep me and sister alive
>mother was raped as a child by her own brother and claims to be clairvoyant
>uncles are xkkk or xblack panthers
>be too white to be black and too black for your white fam
>parents are divorced
>be an angry child - that is conceptually smart but never had a parent around to explain this situation
>take out anger on others while becoming overprotective v friends
>get put in sped (anger management - dont sugar coat being in retard classes not everyone is retarded but some kids legit need guidance or structure just like the psudo-structure your looking for on an annon board)
>continue with self destructiveness
>dont learn anything in sped classes and teacher gets fired for not teaching in about 3 years (we didnt care at the time we were kids)
dispite all of that i got into highschool as a b+ student
my sister was pregnant again after already loosing her previous baby to my father whos also a pill popper and i hafto watch her making my attendance about 40% i still get C's.
i take time off to watch my niece and start my ged even though i know i barley have a future and not one supported by either of my parents
then i try and connect with old friends on social media who are more concerned about weed and sjw problems than real ones. theres also a rape problem where i live, i live in america- seattle.

stop bitching about your terrible lives because someone will always one up you

>>678486163
Until you die

>>678478149
A lack of religion keeps me going. Knowing I only have this life and if I die I just stop altogether, my consciousness diapering into the ether just scares me into not commuting suicide.

>>678478149
I want the pain to end but at the same time I don't want to vanish. I mean my life doesnt suck. I have a nice and loving family, good friends, I am good-looking, unfortunately no gf rn, so I would have no reason to be unhappy, but there are moments in my life where out of nowhere and for no reason I start feeling incredibly depressed, thinking about life and existence, morality, whether what exist and whatnot... I really dont know, maybe I am too reflective, maybe too intelligent, maybe Im just depressed, but Im only 19..

Because I have a good job and I'm not a failure like 90% of you dribbling self loathing faggots on here.

>>678478149
Dude, when's the last time you got laid?

Because I'm a fucking white norwegian.

>>678486233
That wasn't shit tho

>>678478149
>Girlfriend
>Young
>Attractive
>Fit
>Party a lot

>>678486507
Right on, keep being a slave drone working your life away for meaningless cotton paper, oh yeah, your successful

>Have friends
>Have hobbies
>Look good
>Tall
>Smart
>etc.
I enjoy life

>>678478149
>work 24h shifts
>sit on tinder at work
>fuck different girl every day I'm not at work
>feelsgoodman.jpeg

Just get Tinder and start fucking bitches. Fills every void you have in your soul.

>>678481357
this legit?

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>>678478149
I would fuck my mom's life if I killed myself. Besides, I don't want to simply commit suicide; I must destroy some people first and, hopefully, I'll die along them.

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>be me
>be young
>be 5/10
>i havent worked out a day in my life but i have a fast metabolism
>went to __________ dome twice for a mainstream rave and now considered themselves party god.

then again maby he aint as lame as the guy taking jabs over the internet over someone elses oppinion of themselves.

what the fuck is this site even lol

>>678478149

>Even if you have a good life it still sucks

No that would be a crappy life dumbass.

Nice white booty like the one in your picture.

>>678487028
is this a mod!? or just a pic?

>>678487120
wholy fucking shit who cares the game came out years ago.

>even if you have a good life it sucks
>good life
>it sucks

Shut the fuck up. I love my life, I really enjoy my day to day experiences, I have everything I want. Go chase what you're after!

edgy faggot

>>678478149
I don't know how to end my life properly. It's not like you can learn how from experts.

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>>678478149
you have just described my life in your little paragraph. but the reason i am still around is i am a coward. i really wish i lived in the states where i can just get drunk and pull the trigger. im scared of the pain of slitting my wrist open.

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>>>678487370
>i dont know how to live my life properly
>"its not like you can LEARN from experts."

you know how dumb you sound.

>>678478149
>it still sucks.
Not really.

>Life is painful.
No it isn't.

>I have depression and anxiety problems.
You are insane. Not your fault, but there's your problem.

Advice:
Take a sizeable quantity of LSD. It might "reboot" your brain and do you some good.

>>678478149
ran out of ammo

If my sister can cope I'll kill myself Permanent chronic pain, every day is bad, no sleep, going mad slowly. No fix. No drugs work.

>>678487624
Taking the lsd is what made me relise how much of a slave he was in the first place is what lead him to post this thread.

>>678478149
this .
You're born, you take shit. You get out in the world, you take more shit. You climb a little higher, you take less shit. Till one day you're up in the rarefied atmosphere and you've forgotten what shit even looks like. Welcome to the layer cake son.

Idk, i dont do anything anymore, dont go out and havent spoken to someone who isnt a parent in weeks. Last time i went out was to buy a soft toy bunny for myself

>>678478149
Lol fucking pussies crying about their lives. Quit being a bitch

>>678478149
I tell myself I bear witness,
but the real answer is that it’s obviously my programming,
and I lack the constitution for suicide.

>>678478149

Because i made a promise to my daughters. IF it wasnt for them, i would have died a long time ago.......

>>678488065
Edge

>>678488179
thats gay bro if you told them that
puts them under pressure
if my dad told me , son i only live because of you, i would be scared to fail

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>>678478149
I stick around to keep looking at the picture you posted.

But no seriously, I'm depressed 99% of the time, but life is not exclusively pain. I just kind of accept that I'll die eventually, that it's a pussy move to be motivated by pain, and the spend the vitality I have toward cool shit whether or not I'm sure it will reward me.

I'm 27, I have a good job, 19yo gf, 23yo second gf and will buy a new car next week. Life is good.

I have enough friends too, but that's obvious.

>>678487920
thats cute after all that green text shit happend to me i became a recluse, seriously everyone is worried about sjw's but dont even understand being spoon fed by media and internet outlets like facebook which i remind everyone here regulates specific adds and marketing based off region meaning my liberal wa/sea got flooded with bernie campaigns - even if we didnt like him he would have won here. the helplessness really kicks in when you feel like your loosing control - honestly i was and i just had to man up and yell at a couple of people. they got there shit together.

>>678488594
btw i ment dont have any control in the first place*

>ITT: My depression is greater than yours
>inb4 its over 9000

>>678478149
>What is keeping you from killing yourself ?

European gun laws.

>>678489101
Helium tank is better

I've been a depressed piece of shit most of my life. I'm turning 22 soon and as of last year I decided to start improving myself in whatever ways possible.

I've started krav maga, boxing and I've picked up languages I used to study. I'm on my way to learning french and then I plan to learn a few more and then enlist in the army. Who knows, maybe some day I'll have some tacticool job filled with excitement and the possibility of me dying a sudden and painless death. Win/win really, get off your asses and do something about your sad lives you faggots, plenty of people have it rough only difference is they deal with it instead of sulking.

>>678488855
nice maymays

>>678488855
trips and dubs you a RockStarz

>>678488518
Smug little cunt

>>678489181

Would never had a nerve for anything that is not instantaneous.

life is what you make it dude. if you chose a life a pain then thats on you. you cant blame the world for your shitty life dude. u are probably just lazy.

>>678478149
Literally the only reason is that i'm pretty sure feeling anything; whether good or bad, is better than nothing at all.

>>678488518
Bullshit Faggot 11yo GTFO

>>678489635
>typical arrogant optimist with all of life's answers.
Not every was as fortunate as you.

>>678489622
dubs
Nerve Gas ?

>>678489923
How would you know tho?

>>678478149

Knowing I haven't "peaked" yet.

>>678489622
You wont feel a thing and will just drift off. With a gun you could acrew up and have to live with brain damage for thw rest of your life

>>678478149
I've tried to slice open the artery in my wrist. Not some attention-whoring half-assed cut across my wrist -- I tried to cut a slit along the artery so that here'd be no way that it'd close. I was caught and stopped.

Since then, I've had a loaded gun in my mouth a couple of times. I finally decided that if I'm not afraid of death, then I might as well do the most ridiculous shit that I can to see if it's any fun. I blew all my money on a fancy sports car that I drive recklessly on empty country roads. I've been skydiving a few times, and now I'm training to climb mountains with the goal of Everest in a few years.

So at this point, the only reason I'm still alive is because I haven't died yet. I keep going because I'm numb to the pain and there's no reason not to see if there's anything else out there.

>>678478149
Death is boring.
Life is fun.
Find what you like to do. Always expose yourself to new realities. Your brain feeds on new realities. New possibilities for your brain are like cocaine.

i.e. last year i was living on my own finishing my final year of HS while doing boxing and working as a line cook to pay rent.

Start of this year: Met girl online, now living with her family in England for the past few months. Leaving soon to go home. Having crazy S&M sex while doing TKD, getting my citizenship, doing some online courses, and prepping myself for university.

It boils down to seeing a reality and making it.

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>>678489944
Then fix it, you lazy piece of cry baby shit.

>>678489944
>implying im fortunate
lol. what are you even talking about dude.
op said "most days are pain" therefore most of his days will be pain. hes already expecting it. waiting for it. probably doing nothing to change it. obviously hes gonna have painful days.

>>678490149
and if your mask for the helium tank falls off when you pass out and have a seizure, you could wake up blind and permanently brain damaged, too.

>>678489635
>White and lives in a nice suburban area with >only slightly scummy public schools (but went >to a private school just in case). Graduated. Has a nice group of friends around 5-8 really >close ones, a girlfriend and parents that earn >around $70-100k annually.

Does that sum up your childhood?

Dim the lights put on some jazz music light a candle and have a slow and sensual wank.

>>678478149
>oh boohoo life is pain life is darkness, no one understands me, why am I alive, everything sucks
Gee anon I wonder why you don't have friends?
Everyone knows life is completely futile but it's all you have so you might as well not waste it. The fact that you're even here is incredible in itself. Nowhere else in the universe has life, from what we can see. Do shit, make shit, just experience things while you can. It won't all be good. You're right that it's mostly shit, but feeling SOMETHING whether it's shit or not is worth it.
>>678489944
>waaa my childhood was hard
You aren't a child anymore right? Lots of people come from fucked up origins. You can choose to harp and resent that origin or you can make something of yourself. You are autonomous.
I fucking hate when people say shit like that. It's such a cop out, quit feeling sorry for yourself.

>>678490022
I dont, but there is no one who can tell me otherwise so i just assume, i'll find out eventually anyway.

>>678490305
You sound asinine

Pain never bothered me. It was drama and small talk that almost killed me. But i finished school got a nice job have some money, bought a car an a motorcycle. Got a nice 6/10 gf who minds her own business. My life is really really great now.

>>678487789
Or, seeing as it is OP we're talking about, he just has sucked too many cocks.

>>678490252
Edgy little cunt, why are you on this thread Mr oh so perfection everything is all well if you just BELIEVE ?

Fuck off

>>678490353
The mask has a double strap. Guess every method has inherent risks

>>678490252
>Then fix it
God you are stupid

is that nakedjackie photo on the post

>>678490403
im hispanic live in a house with a widowed mom who has no job. my dad died when i was 8 months old. im the main income of the house about 14k a year. i went to shitty highscool and failed out of community college twice. i have 2 really good friends that i hang out with. i do have a girlfriend.

you where way off dude. to top it all off, my grandmother on my dads side is a multi millionaire owner of a meat packing company. but do i ever see single cent? nope, when my dad died my mom cut ties with that side of the family. lol
pretty fortunate huh

what keeps me from comiting suicied >>678478149
is fucking your mom

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>>678490715
Are you fucking stupid? Are you so fucking dense that you think doing nothing is gonna solve your pathetic fucking problems? You have to solve them yourself, so fucking solve them or fucking end your pathetic life instead of siting there whining like a little bitch. Grow the fuck up mr, high school.

>>678491013
typical behavior. always crying for help but when someone lays down the truth they get all fucking butthurt.
fuck op and his gay thread. cant help someone who doesnt even care about himself.

>>678491013
Just your typical entitled little brat who got spoon fed his entire life. You could never last in my shoes. I can tell you are a weakling simply by how angry you just became. Go back to Facebook you mainstream fag

>>678491000
Lovely trips, good sir, for a fine comment.

My brothers just won't get it.
and I don't want to cause them pain.

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>>678491347
Right. Youre life is so fucked up that you cannot solve your problems. Youre such a special little snowflake, man. wow. No one understands you. There is no one like you out there.


Fucking retard cuck

>>678491347
if you are not weakling what are you being whiny about

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People with the mentality that their life is shit and everything is shit and their childhood was shit will continue to have a shitty life because they have zero motivation to raise their quality of life.
You don't really want a better life. You want to sabotage yourself so you can continue wallowing in your own pity as if it was an excuse for why your life is shit.
And you're sitting inside on a computer or networking device, in a first world country, complaining that you have it bad? Give me a fucking break.

>>678491529
you are being ultimate trolled my friend. OP actually really enjoys his life and has made a buffoon of you.

>>678491747

Nigga, oh no.

name of the actress on the photo

>>678490457
People like make me sick. So blinded by your own glory you could never see just how much worse off you could be. If you had really come from my world and people like me you wouldn't spout such happy go Lucky diarrhea as you do. You are a weakling at heart; you are likely to be one of those cowards to commit suicide on webcam just to garner sympathy. I despise your kind, you aren't fit for this thread

>>678491786
hes made a buffoon of us all comrade. i hate to say it. ive never been more razzle dazzled in all my years of meming

What is there even to do in life if you've done nothing so far? Too old for college, too inexperienced for a job.

>>678491347
You're going to stay fucked up because you have no motivation to improve your life. You don't even have the desire for it.

>>678491912
what exactly makes your life shit though?
your AC wasnt cold enough in the summer?
ran out of coca cola too often?

>>678491912
Tell me what's so hard about being you. I'm sure it will be an insurmountable challenge.

i usually come nto these threads because people are generally cool and help op out. but jesus fuck op you need to get a grip on reality and grow the fuck up asap. stop feeling sorry for yourself. take all the negative shit in your life and use it to grow dude. use to it become to the person you want to be.

>>678491943
Lol, you don't even know. But continue on my arm chair psychologist. You have the answers to the worlds problems right? Mr self help book expertise, that's why you troll 4chan isn't it? Look, get real you pathetic blind fool. Life isn't as sunny as you were raised to believe, but you'll never know that

>>678492300
fucking bait

>>678492300
No one has said it is you idiot.

You are one of those people who expect others to solve your problems and its pathetic. Just end yourself already.

>>678478149
My death would make my wife unhappy, and she is my only priority.

>>678492300
>only responding with "you will never know"
>completely ignoring actual posts containing actual advice

fuck this gay thread. please please just kill yourself already OP

out of here.

>>678492471
damn daniel you gotta make yourself #1
everyone and everything else comes after.

>>678492088
Ac?? Some weren't even fortunate to have ac lol. Fucking rich snobbish brat. I knew you were some middle class SUV riding piece of dung. I hope you go bankrupt and get a taste of real life. You wouldn't last fuck boy, I promise

>>678492674
>real life is not having AC
lmao you must be 14 dude. dont wory you will grow out of your depression

/thread

>>678492471
if your wife is ur only priority you better watch out because if she finds out that ur such a pussy shes going to bring home a whip

Listen bro, love will save you, no matter how fat or lonely or miserable you are, as long as there is someone who loves u it's fine, we love u anon

>>678492433
Presumptuous. You don't know me, faggot. All I hear is projection. Let me guess, you are white and upper class right. You would DEFINITELY commit suicide. And you should. All you do is consume. You are a parasite living in your little plastic paradise cut off from reality lol.

Happiness is achieved when obstacles are overcome and others awknolwedge your efforts in overcoming them

>>678492300

If you don't have disabilities try just with working out and get car/bike so you can move around.

Didn't work out for me but it did for my friend.

>>678493019
All i want is a gf, i dont really care about skin, smarts or money, just want someone happy and who i can love (and that helps me be social)

>>678492674
damn you sure showed him you really been through some rough shit havent you! haha pussy, you would let me put my ring on before i punched you in the face!

>>678478149
start smoking some hash man and buy a hooker ore 2

>>678492471
But are you hers

>>678492674
And then you quote things that weren't said. You can't even argure a valid point, so you are stupid as well as snobbish. I hope you die in a firey car wreck. Serves your kind right

>>678493164
oh man you're doomed bro let me ask you how much money have u donated total to twitch girl streamers?

>>678493027
White yes, ofc. Upper class? now, yes. When i grew up and before i made something out of myself? no.

faggot.

>>678493115
Some one with a little common sense. Bless you anon

>>678493164
Work on making yourself happy first. A GF will only give you a false sense of happiness for a little while, and getting one could put you in a worse place than you started, focus on yourself and your family

>>678493164
it starts with loving yourself dude.
come to terms and accept who you are.
realize that things are not permanent and that change is very possible. but also realize in order to change things you need to work for it. change comes from within. and no matter how impossible something seems, you at least have to try dude.

>>678493164
I believe ur gonna get a gf, and when that happends ur gonna look back at this moment and be like, damn daniel dodging them bullets

>>678493168
You would be to afraid to physically attack me, and you sound life a oussy ass 13 yr old white kid blowing off steam online. Probably get your ass handed to you at school right? LOL, pathetic

>>678493359
You lose.

>>678478149
because I feel so sporty spice right now

>>678493654
>13 yr old white kid
>white kid
Are you a nigger?

>>678478149
what about you start to do something for your self. go to the gym. get a dog. smoke some good hash and fuck some hookers. just fucking enjoy your self. you dont need anybody

>>678493654
haha "you would be afraid to physically attack me" thats exactly what you would say right before i punched you in the face thats wat the kids call it these days punched you fucking whippersnapper

My father was a shell shocked alcoholic and my mother was mentally ill. He abused the whole family. We had nothing growing up, dirt poor. All the money went towards booze. He'd stay out drinking all night, come home, then beat us. Mom didn't really have the capacity to raise 4 kids (one of which was also mentally ill).
All of us kids left home before 18 except me. My brothers left home at 14 and two at 16 to escape the abuse. I hated when he came home. He told us we were worthless and would never amount to shit.
We lived in the worst section of town that at the time, was the blacks area, everyone there was poor. I was bullied in school for being poor.
At 16 I was already working two jobs on top of school to support myself, because I wanted to get out ASAP but wasn't going to let the home life rob me of a high school education. I walked to and from these jobs, often at night, through freezing NY winters.
>will continue

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>>678493713

Whatever you wanna believe. I made something out of myself, fixed my problems, got an awesome job where i work from home, beautiful wife and are about to get some kids up in this shit.

Have fun in your room crying because life is soo haaaard. Faggot.

>>678493924
At 18, I left home. The same day I graduated high school. I never even let my parents know, I was packed the day before and just left silently. No one ever came looking for me.
I worked my ass off to get where I am now, 16 hours a day for almost ten years. And I never once told myself it wasn't possible or that I was irrevocably fucked because of my past.
I would've liked to go to college but I couldn't afford it and there surely wasn't anyone else to help me. My brothers made similar success stories. One hitchhiked to michigan to work for GE and now comfortably supports a family. The other went into armed service and comfortably supported a family he died of cancer.
The mentally ill brother made it to texas and found a decent living, unfortunately he died rather young at 32.
Do I pity myself? Nope. Do I wish things were different? Of course. But I never let that stop me from improving my life. No one else can decide your fate but you. My story isn't even that bad compared to others on this earth, I'm fucking lucky to have been born in the USA where it was possible for me to do all this.
Wipe your eyes, get out of the basement, and give yourself a nice firm tug on your bootstraps.

I've been where you are (close to 10 years of anxiety and depression).
How about u stop being a bitch and do something about it. Took me too long to realize it, I still don't enjoy much but atleast I got my shit togheter. If you do nothing you'll just screw yourself over in the long run, so make a decision and stick with it. You can end it like an hero, be a little bitch for the rest of your life or actually try for once and make a change.

I don't live in a free country where you can have a gun and am to scared to jump off a bridge.

>>678493304
Nearly did to jts glad i didnt

>>678493371
>>678493374
Thanks, i guess you're right i have to fimd happiness in who i am first.

>>678493532
Whos Daniel?

>>678494102
PLEASE READ THIS GUYS THIS IS WISDOM
My nigga turned his life around and got a job at burger king! ayy wee eatin tonight

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What's the difference between a broken person and a happy innocent person? Memories. Just stop rehashing them then. Just experience new things and think about something else every time the memories come up.

Soon you won't even remember the color of her eyes or the sound of her voice. Soon, knowing you can't remember won't even make you sad.

>>678493963
You sound like a kid. I don't believe a word you just said. But OK, whatever makes you feel good about yourself.

BTW, this is 4chan

>>678483323
I'm gonna love the shit out of it and give micro me a great education

And theyre gonna shit all over me when theyre in their teens and maybe see reason later on
And its going to be awesome starting a family

time flies when you're a faggot

you should try it

>>678492674
>dodging
For some reason, you won't give example of your life is hard.
That's probably because it really isn't.

>>678494459
Wow dude thanks for getting that off of youre chest. Does it feel a little bit better to let us know that ur a total pussy? btw "she" is fucking other dudes that arent as lame as you, haha, sukka.

Haven't left my mark on the world yet, which gives both spurs me on to carry on living but also causes me the most distress.

I'm not depressed or suicidal though so I don't know why I would kill myself.

If I was going to though, I'd glue my hands to my head with razor wire around my neck and hang my self with it so that after I jump my head will be cut off and whoever finds me will think I ripped my own head off.

>>678493919
Sure thing kiddo

>>678494102
Me again here, I know I'm harsh af here but it's the truth. I could have stayed the same unhappy fucker for the rest of my life and no one would know/care. Start by reading/self-improving and actively going out of your way to do new/different things. Even if it sucks balls at first. Took me 2 years to get back in a decent place but it was worth it. Self-improvement starts with yourself and no one else will be able to help you with it.

>>678493027
Just like a nignog to have no long term goals or aspirations.

>>678494649
If that sounds unbelievable to you then i truly feel sorry for you.

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>>678478149
No offense OP, but you probably don't have any friends because you sound like a self pitying faggot. Nobody likes that.
Here's some cliches for you (that I found to be true). Might be a little incoherent because I'm buzzed but it might help some fag so whatever.
>Don't focus on your problems, focus on what you do have. And be thankful for that
>Try, do your best. Try to be happy, if that doesn't work, try to be nice, everybody can do that. Just try to make yourself a better person in any way you can. Try to avoid thinking "What's the point of it al boohoohoo". I think that once you realized you improved yourself in any way you'll at least feel a bit better.
>Persevering through hard times builds character, people with no problems are boring.
>If you don't see the point of life. Just live life to feel good. Sure there's a lot of shit problems in the world, but even overcoming just one of them will make you feel good
>Stop thinking about people who you think have it better than you. Everybody has problems and worries about them. Once people have no problems, they start worrying about trivial shit. Everybody just keeps up appearances.
>The little things and shit
>The world doesn't owe you shit
>/b/ is shit and will make you hate humanity if you take stuff on here too serious

>>678494676

>gay
>happy and excited : cheerful and lively

when you take it up the ass you got some sass

>>678494943
you cant hang with me youre not tough enough

>>678478149

Can't believe nobody asked for source, you fags.

>>678478149
Life is beautiful and wonderful.

Things that keep me from killing myself.

>me being a handsome white guy
>being somewhat social
>family
>drugs
>cheese
>BEER
>hamburgers

The day I get tired of cheese and beer is the day I shoot myself in the face

>>678495053
You have such a good point. That is the best advice for a depressed person that I've ever heard. Most people need to get their heads out of their asses, including OP.

>>678495008
My man who got the burgur king job also got booked a commerical for devry university! we still aint payin child support to that bitch aye aye

The fact my whole family is split up, my parents are divorced and my brother is dead

If I killed myself it would ruin my mother and my sister, and as much as I hate this shit I can't do that to them just yet

I haven't finished construction of my plane yet, hoping I can get it up and running and then fly it into a mountain while trying to jump out with a parachute, most likely gonna die but it'll be a fun way out and if not I got a hell of a story

>>678495555
those quads insist that you kill yourself promptly dude
dont ignore the quads

I think we would be helpful if u told us the reasons for everything you've wrote

>>678495717
but sadly it would only be another story no one would listen to :( haha fag even ur fantasies r shit

>>678478149
my little sisters.

>>678478149
Because I'm not a weak emo faggot.

>>678495053
You're right, the people just get bored of this kind of people

Old fag here.

There is life, or there is nothing. Alive or dead. Experiences or nothing. It's an easy choice.

>>678495737
Quads is just for truth, embrace the quads

>>678495961
no you are strong german boy!
SEIG HIEL fag

>>678495905

It won't be fantasy and it's not for the story, it's to feel the most extreme adrenaline rush I can think of plus I'm enjoying building the plane, but thanks for the reply friend!

>>678480141
This is actually how I lost all my friends, fiance, business, and everything that was good in my life. Running away from the underlying problems which cause you to escape from reality with drugs is probably the worst thing you can do. It really doesn't help in the long run. I'm in therapy now, and I'm clean, and things are starting to make sense and feel more positive. Exercise is really important, not just for your self image, but for the brain chemistry. Hitting the gym and getting addicted to feeling healthy and powerful is the best drug I have ever found, and the side effects are that you become more healthy and more attractive and more self confident. It's win win. I know having the motivation to get into a good routine is the fucking hardest thing in the world when you suffer from depression, but there is really nothing you can do except want to feel better and be determined to force yourself to do the things which will improve your body, mind, and life situation. Work on yourself, love yourself, forgive yourself for all the mistakes you have made, release the past and let go of all the negative bullshit you think about that doesn't help you, and be kind to yourself and your body. When you are improving yourself and loving yourself, others will love you and want to be around you. When you are wallowing in self pitty, being pessimistic, and doing nothing to improve things, no one wants to be near you. i have done that for the last 6 months and isolated myself completely. I am only just coming out the other side of it, and trying to be healthy, clean, and productive, and every day people are approaching me and connecting with me. The funny thing is, as soon as I decided that I was gonna be happy being alone and take the opportunity to concentrate on myself, that is when I found myself surrounded by people who wanted my company. It all starts with self acceptance, self love, and a personal decision to make your life better for you, no on else.

>>678495555
hey dude. my family too is split up lol. shit happens dude. things change. you cant get stuck wishing things would be like it was before. its called growing up man.it took me about a year to come to terms with my family hating each other but fuck it dude. it is what it is. only thing you can do is accept.
accept your place in life accept who you are, accept whats happened, acceptance is the key bro. just know thats its okay. and you are okay. and everything will be okay. youve probably only lived 1/5th of your life so far man. imagine the next 20 years, or 40 or 60 or 80. many things will change but its all just a journey dude. life isnt about the destination its about the journey.