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Don't you die on me thread

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bumping. Long, sad, but good.

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How much did I just fuck up?

My ex that I still have feelings for just started dating someone else. I could use a good feels thread

>>678468649
Sorry, anon.

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>>678468863
humongous betafaggotry right here

I think the "feels" that you faggots have are more closely related to how hugely beta you plebs are than to anything else

please consider suicide.

>>678469247
I have and I have tried, probably will again

>>678469225
Don't be sorry, it's okay, I probably did something wrong, again...

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>>678468649
see
>>678469247
what you just did was 100% cringeworthy and you should consider suicide

>>678467660

I enjoyed this one

>>678468649
Let it go,anon. My highschool crush that I dated dumped with a message and didn't answer her phone. I wanted to get back with her but she said that she didn't think '' It was right for us to be together''. Then she went on to being jealous when I put some pics on the social media. Same shit happened again. My point is, there is a girl like this for everyman, a girl that fucks them up. Do not let them control you, because frankly women don't care, no matter what empty words they say.

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>>678469402
Don't treat yourself like that, anon!
Things (might) get better!

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>>678469338
Woe is you ;(
Use a stronger rope next time, duct tape your hands so you can actually commit to something for once

>>678469247
nice use of a shitty show and a paint edit you fuckin beta

>>678469664
Things get better is just a fancy way of saying you're screwed you fucked up and there's no coming back from that.

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Re-posting from earlier. I got in a caturday thread

>>678469847
Yep.
But we persist forward, anon. I lay here as i type on a mental comedown off MDMA, laying beside my now 11-month girlfriend that i practically hate, but im too scared to dump her, because i dont wanna be alone.

So i will drink myself toward Monday, grind for the weekend and hope things get better. Rinse repeat.

Happy one year, babe...

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>>678467660
Im Danking it well

is there an australian equivalent of xanax?

>>678470716
Bullet.

>>678470844
is it over the counter?
explain friend

>>678470716
methylated spirits you brown cunt

>>678470941
Over the counter?
Fuck yeah.
Paid my dealer $60 for it.

Also sent from lg g4.

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why are you sad anons?

>>678470554
Those eyes.

>>678471610
i wish a girl would look at me like her.
I miss my ex, I miss being loved.

whats something like xanax where you don't need a prescription for it?

>>678471767
>something like a Xanax where you don't need a prescription for it

(^:

Just do heroin

I can't do this anymore

>>678467399
This is absolutely retarded.

>>678471692
Iktf

>>678471908
If i knew where to procure heroin, I'd be dead.

>>678467877
Yeah, it's worse than starvation, poverty, war, etc. Such useless emo facebook-tier garbage can be found in these threads..

>>678472162
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YUPA0C60YDE

>>678472208
Agreed

>Malcom fucking X

Give me a break

>>678472239
There is nothing like Xanax OTC, at least in the states.

tfw no food and no money and hungry af.

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>>678467877
the fuck is this shit OP? Tumblr general?

>>678468649
Riley, just let her go desu.
I know how it is m8 its not worth all that pain, the nights where you want to cry yourself to sleep and they don't care. You know why, because no one thinks about others. Sure we say sorry but that's to make ourselves better, we convince ourselves that sorry is okay. Just don't put yourself through this you're better anon. Besides, girls that can't "figure" things out are no good.

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>>678472994
Dumping

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>>678473454
Dont die on me, thread.

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>>678473317
that hit me hard

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>>678473677

Turning 28 in a few weeks, work night shift so I have no time to see the few friends I have or meet new people. Moved to a new city to get away from the small town but my problems are still the same. Loneliness and feeling isolated from the rest of the world.

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>>678473648
fuck dude stop

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>>678473741
A bit cheesy but, hope it all turns around.

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>>678473859
tears were shed

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>>678472683

oh man

>>678473868
I don't think so. It seems like everything I do ends up failing and I end up right back where I started. I've never been in a serious relationship and I think I'm too old to make new friends or fall in love. Not that I have the opportunity to do either anyway.

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>>678473579
;_;

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>>678474029
That's all I got, Anons, hope your days get better.

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I wanna fall in love again /b/.

>>678474054
It's never too late, I plan to join the army if my life ever turns to shit, If all works out I'll have some armybros and be home safe, I've seen some other posts about having armybros going to bars and getting girls for anons, either way, you leave this hell ridden earth, or you stay on it with an actual good life to live.
Never too late.

>tfw lack of human contact makes you get really attached to everyone that's nice to you

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>>678473579
Fuck I teared up at this one

reading these threads are all I have.

>>678466753
why not post actual feel stories not "I feel sorry for myself for no reason" otherwise that shit belongs to /r9k/

>>678474082
fuck

>>678472994
God dammit Timmy

>>678474407
It can always be too late. Life isn't like a movie, sometimes you just keep getting fucked over and things don't get better. Things don't happen for a reason, they just happen.

>>678474861
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hu0xlyLwK7Q&feature=youtu.be

>>678474690
I love you anon.
It's okay.

>>678474861
You seem like a good person, it's a shame that society shines the light on the very top of it.

>>678475237
>>good person
Not even close.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwYBDkYFg80
If you have an absent father, this song hurts. Funny how I ended up almost exactly like him.

>>678473976
>be me 15 years old
>go to another country for 6 months (for dads work)
>find a stray dog in front of the apartment we lived in
>stray dog gets hit by people and mistreated.
>he was very agressive because of the people mistreating him.
>gained his trust after 2 weeks bringing him food
>he became my buddy. followed me everywhere i go
>feed him everyday, wash him and play with him
>he was my best friend.
>6 moths almost over, we had to go back.
>parents didn't like the dog, couldn't take him with us because parents.
>the day we had to go it was early in the morning.
>dog was asleep but woke up when i walked passed him
>he looked me in the eyes with his big black glisting eyes
>its almost like he knew it was a goodbye
>i hugged him and got in the car.
>we drove off
>he ran and followed us. running after the car
>on the busy road
>he got hit by car and but stood up and kept running
>car was too fast so i didn't saw him anymore

cry everytime i see something like this involving a dog

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>>678466753

> Be me, 20yr old
> lazy as fuck good for nothing that leeches off parents.
> in 2nd year uni.
> hate it there.
> don't think i can handle it.
> won't stop.
> don't want to disappoint parents.
> get moment of anxiety, know it'll pass.
> Get moment of joy, know it'll pass.
> Parents keep supporting me
> mfw i don't think deserve it.
What have i gotten myself into.

>>678475378
i try to tell myself that i dont want a father around shitting up my life, secretly i want nothing more than to meet him

After hours I just finished reading the "Ella story"
>got me pretty bad

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=drkhPPLuNs8

>>678468574
no shit

>>678473843
Fuck man, this is my idea of hell on Earth. Can you imagine that? Goibg more anf mote crazy evety day in there.

>>678476849
?

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>>678477375
You can do it anon. Fuck everyone else. The worst word I have ever heard in my life is "almost". Don't be a fuckin almost. I've worked at Walmart for ten years.. since I was 18 because I felt the same you did but didn't have parents that pushed me and supported me. I've seen so many adults and teenagers come and go at Walmart.. and they always had the "almost" story. "I almost graduated college." "I almost graduated high school." "I almost got that job or that promotion." The saddest thing to me in the world is all the people that have died in their Graves without succeeding at their life. All those dreams and goals are gone. Don't fuckin give up anon. Don't be a "Almost"

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>>678474347
it's funny you say that man, it's been five days, and I still love her, but she just doesn't give a shit. I can't imagine anything worse

I love you all <3

>>678479169
I know these pepe feels

>>678479177
Is it worth reading? I just wanted the story behind the image.

Am I the only one here who isn't sad because some girl doesn't love me back?

>>678480208
thx bby

>>678481159

No, I dont have any females in my life.

I'm just trying not to kill myself every day.

This girl I've been texting was supposed to show up last night for bootycall and never showed. Fuck. Tfw still a virgin.

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>>678466753
>actually can't stop laughing

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>>678481159
no but it's a serious source of emotion, there's few things I've ever encountered that are shittier than the realisation that you're a shitty person, who will continue to be shitty as son as you come to true terms that the person you are in love with, no longer or doesn't love you back.

>>678474039
unfrtounately, i feel you right now man

>>678481314
I just can't understand how anybody can be sad because a girl doesn't love you.
They are all replaceble pieces of meat, why care?

>>678466753
I'm gonna tell you all a Story /b/
I come here, each and every day, looking for Laughs.
I'm horridly, Depressed, I see help on a regular basis, and Have friends/family who give me support.
And yet, I still feel broken.
I'm broken because the one who fixed me ended up breaking me, And I'm just too fucked to be fixed again.
I loved her /b/, I had a reason to live.
I was happy.
I was finally Happy.

But she ended up not being happy.
She left, and we stopped talking.
I tried to keep in touch, she didn't.
She knew what'd happen if she ignored me, she knew that would hurt me the most.

I had so much love and affection to give, and now I'm empty.

No one Has held me in a long time.
No one has kissed me in a long time.
No one has said they love me in a long time.

And here I am, at 2 am in the morning sobbing to myself, hoping to get a little affection from strangers over the internet.

>>678482968
I feel sorry for you man, I know how you feel. It's shitty now , but things will get better. Keep your head up

Gods a fag

>>678483380
Thanks Anon
I try, but I don't see a light at the end of this tunnel any time soon.
But I keep trying, it's all I can do

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>>678482968
goddamn, I'm sorry. And I feel exactly the dame way.
It hurts so much.

>>678482968
i can relate heavily to this one, I think we can all relate to someone important giving us so much love, only to stop. It is honestly one of the worst feels ever

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ITT pathetic whiny faggots crying about girls.

Anyone wanna hear about my troubles?

>>678484271
No if girls are related.

>>678484271
yes, we're here to listen.

>>678483822
It's not a nice situation at all Anon.
Stay Strong anon
>>678484194
It seems to be a trend Here Anon :/

>>678484271
Go on Anon

>>678484194
It definitely is.
And all I wonder is when it will stop hurting.

>>678466753
jesus faggy fuck that graffiti reeks of whiny teenager

>>678467119
pretty deep if you're 12

>>678482968
Another Part that stings into my wound is that she's an artist, and a talented one at that.

I'd always support her, She had a dream of having an Art Stall at a Convention.
I'd always prompt her to do it, always encourage her.

She's finally got one booked.
Thanked a bunch of people for the support.
I wasn't thanked or mentioned once.
Even as a message.

I was supporting her before she was even known.

Thanks Ex

>Realize I have work in two hours
>Realize it's walmart


>one more call off and I get fired
hmm, what to do what to do

>>678485167
Work Anon.
Being unemployed isn't good.

>>678481159
no
I'm sad because some girl does love me back but she's not in the same country

>>678485253
I disagree
full time NEET for 3 years here

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>>678466753
I'm sorry I let you down Katie. I still can't believe you're gone

>>678485167
quit the job and suckle closer to mommy's tit

>>678485253
Was so enthralled with just being outside for something other than work yesterday, forgot to fill out applications.

Would almost rather have my soul back than a couple extra pennies, especially having been neat for 5 years 3 years ago

>>678484409
Aren't they always?
>>678484423
>>678484559
Cheers boys.

Anyways, so I started university this year and I've met a girl. She's great. Nice. Funny. Couple of problems but who doesn't have those?
Anyways, were chatting for a bit. Wasn't sure if she was into me or not.
Went to a bar crawl with uni, met up with her in the city. Bought her a drink, zero expectations of anything back, which was fine, but we ended up making out.
Since then though, idk. Massively mixed signals.
She'll tell me about guys she likes, but we've gone on a few dates. I'm pretty sure I'm her backup, but at the same time I don't think she's got a realistic shot with these guys. Just dunno whether I should be waiting around.

>>678468649
"You and I both know that's an excuse. I think its funny how the right choice often scares people. Are we afraid of success? Are we afraid of the chance if failure? I can't stop you from walkinf away from this, from us, but I do know I'd rsther look back on my life and say "we tried" rather than "what if". You can still find yourself. I just wanna be there to hold the light"

>>678485782
you sound just beta enough to lose her. you're acting as her confidant as she tells you about the dudes she wants to fuck, waiting around timidly and hoping she'll b ur valentine

>>678485782
don't wait. being the backup just sucks. It's just a matter of time until it hurts you badly.

>>678482968
I love you anon

>>678486000
Trips don't lie.
I'm definitely not being timid about the whole thing. Like, I just feel like I'm getting involved with a slut.
>>678486028
Probably right. It's first year uni. There's plenty more.

>>678486309
>Probably right. It's first year uni. There's plenty more.

exactly. try to find a girl that really appriciates you.

>>678485468
>Oi i loved you so much
Thts fuckin hilarious m8

>>678486457
/watch?v=3EnHd9ToPZ4&nohtml5=False

Yeah. Feel like my problems are pretty minor in this thread.
Mostly just don't get why she kisses me.

>>678486595
nice song. btw, where are you from dude?
>Feel like my problems are pretty minor in this thread.
I feel like that often too. but I think no problems are minor, and we are just here to talk about the stuff that fuck with our feelings.

>Mostly just don't get why she kisses me.
Hm. Maybe she actually likes you. Or she just wants somebody to fuck. Idk to be hontest, many possibilities.

>>678487117
I'm from Melbourne. Not normally up this late but got a Literature assignment due later today.
Thanks. Love the song.
Yeah I mean, I guess problems are relative. Nobody says "you can't be happy because someone else just won the lottery today, they're way happier than you"

Maybe she does. Maybe she doesn't. That's what confuses me.

>>678486522
she killed herself

>>678468643
fuck

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Ok I have a story. Its a long one, so bear with me
> be 5 years old and get off school buss
> walk into my home and hear mom crying
> wtf. Jpg
> she's on the phone
>"Please were a team! Talk to your son"
> Dads on other end.
>"Alex I need you to be the man of the house. I need you to protect your mom and brothers and sisters"
> Confused
> tell him ill be good and begged him to come home
> give phone to mon
> she yells some more then hangs up
> looks at me
>"Why didn't you say the right thing" she screams and throws phone at me
> go to my room and lay down on my bed
> eventually go take a bath
> mom comes in out of nowhere and holds my head under water
> eventually let go and I come up gasping
> avoid her for a week
> she sets up yard sale
> sells everything my dad ever gave me or owned.
> end of the day all I have is the clothes on my back
> we move to iowa
> moms in car with some fuy uve never met
> pull up to a house in the middle of night

Can go on if anyone's interested hearing more

>>678487445
<3 My Friend
Keep Strong Anon

>>678487975
cont pls

>>678487445
oi

>>678467399
What the actual fuck is this steaming pile of crap.

>>678487443
>Maybe she does. Maybe she doesn't. That's what confuses me.

Yeah, i can understand that. women are fucking confusing. Just try not to fall in love with her too much before you know what she really wants.

>>678467660
Going in dank, except I don't like to drink alone.

>>678472606
I know that feeling bro

>>678488110
still in highschool? must be rough. I remember when I found /b/

>>678488076
Thanks anon

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this

>>678488268
Not worried about falling in love with her. Might be disappointed if it doesn't work out but I'm not an idiot. Anyways. 2.42am, finished my assignment. Gonna get called racist by my teacher but whatever, I'm out.

Good luck all. You're all gonna make it.

>>678488099
>>678487975
> guy that drove us to iowa turns out to be moms boyfriend
> makes us call him dad
> my little brother and I refuse
> he hits us and mom occasionally, usually punching my brother and I and slapping our mom
> goes on for a year
> one day walk in from school
> little brother is screaming at top of stairs
> mom and bf are laughing cuz they belted him to a chair
> mom, not her bf, mom pushes her son down the stairs
> he survived but has a giant dent in his head
> she and bf are laughing and kissing
> I'm crying and untying my brother
> Run with brother to neighbors house
> they let us in and we call my dad
> a few hours later he calls the house and says he's at the des moines airport
> he comes to get us and fights with mom and her bf
> eventually get on plane with dad and brother
> he explains to us he has a girlfriend back home
> says she's different from mom
> she wasn't physically abusive but holy shit she was abusive

Shall I go on? This is where it starts getting dark

>>678482404
>be 12
>go on 4chan
>see feels thread
>mfw I am edgy 12 year old splerg, I have no feels
>"women are poopy meat and don't have feelings kek"
>rub hands with glee "this will get me internet friends" I say
>mfw I got friendzoned once and think I knew something about women
>mfw I am actually as autistic as they come

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>>678489073
yes,cont

>>678489073
I want this to get better, but I fear it's just going to end with you been a neet in his basement :(

please say it get's better for you anon

>>678489073
go on

>>678489073
> dad was a marine right out of highschool and never went to college
> worked 3 jobs to support us
> his gf (would become my step mom later so ill just call her that) was ok at first
> she just expected a lot of a 6 and four year old
> cleaned whole house every day
> never allowed outside
> never allowed to have friends over
> never allowed to watch tv
> must either clean or sit in silence
> eventually break talk to brother about it
> he says he misses mom
> stepmom kicks down door and grabs brother
> spanks the fuck out of him.
> bruises down whole leg
> after that we are told every day how stupid, ugly, worthless, useless, retarded,smelly, etc etc we are
> every day. It doesn't sound bad but when you've been stripped of hair (shaved bald) clothes that aren't gray or blue and almost all social interaction, you stsrt to break
> think dad doesn't know
> try to tell him
> says we just need to give her a chance
> surprise she's pregnant
> start going to counceling every day
>step mom says I'm just trying to get attention
> I don't even wanna go
> brother and I stop talking during the pregnancy idk why we slept in the same bed and all hut never talked
> she gives birth
> up to me and bro to watch her kid while she's in her room watching tv
> gets upset when she has to feed the baby
> never changed him
> never
> keeps me up at night to get baby and have me do my homework which could be done earlier if shed give me time to do so
> start writing stories about killing women
> start writing songs about hating life
> have my first suicidal thoughts
> this goes on until I'm 13

Cont.

>>678468643
SIDS is a term made up by paramedics to lie to unexperienced parents that they didn't kill their baby.

>>678490450
keep going

>>678490450
keep m comming

>>678469976
What kind of retard doesn't take his cat home after finding. If somebody tries to make a problem just show some pictures of it when you first got it and you're all set

>>678485468
Her name was Katie aswell anon. I miss her so much. I wanna fucking die

>>678490450
go go

>>678475841
This is actually quite motivating

>>678477375
Hello me.

>>678490450
> at this point she's started calling me hopeless instead of alex
> when dad is home she just says you or hey
> haven't heard her call my name in years
> as always come in from school and dad is waiting on couch
> says we need to talk
> heart isnlike a machine gun
> says brother and I are going back to iowa to see mom for a summer
> he has no choice. All this tine he's been oaying for child support for us because on paper mom has us and she says shellstop it if she gets us for one summer
> cry and beg not to go
> that summer we oack a giant bag and I look out my plane window at a lone figure staring at the plane go
> never asked if it was my dad
> feels better to tell myself it is
> arrive in iowa
> mom and my steo dad are waiting there
> step dad cuffs my neck and leads me out to car
> ryan and mom follow behind mom is talking really fast about how happy she is
> we drive in silence for two hours to house
> step dad asks me to do dishes so I do them
> we actually had a month of nothing happening
> then the tine for us to leave is on horizon
> mom sits bro and I down
> explains that bro is not my dads. She cheated and step dad is his dad
> bro is staying in iowa
> I'm going back alone
> we beg to not go through that
> steve laughs
> try to tackle him out of anger but I'm skin and bones
> he picks me up and drops me on my head
> calls my dad and says I'm coming back early
> Drive me to airport next week
> spent the school year alone taking careof stepmom and kids and cleaning house
> dad confirms what mom said is true and he always knew
> didn't wanna seperate us
> next summer comes and I'm going back

Almost done

>>678474082
They did but only ironically and called me a faggot afterwards.

>>678491865
this shit good

>>678474082

Only my parents, which is a good thing I guess... at least I have that.

>>678485337
Same here, except I'm an idiot who hates social media so I don't have any connection to her until she comes back.

>>678466753
numb
>>678472606
wish i knew this was real or not, i would send some bitcoins to you

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it's me

>>678491865
> this summer is amazing
> bro and I hang out every day
> towards end of summer can't sleep at night
> get on computer one night and go ti yahoo chatroom
> meet a grill
> its stupid but at 14 this mildly cute grill was video chatting me and telling me how cute I am
> system error
> we talk every night and day
> phone calls and messages on computer
> even start falling asleep on phone together
> remember first time she told me she loved me
> was standing in doorway to brothers room
> heart exploded
> immediately said it back
> decide I have to stay in iowa with mom
> beg and get it
> dad begs me to come home but I need to maintain contact with this girl
> I stay in iowa and step dad says i need to be different
> pretty much just shifted duties
> clean this house
> take care of mom and step dads baby
> just need to talk to this girl at night
> step dad occasionalky screams and hit me and mom
> breaks my stuff on regular basis
> I'm an idiot and never complain just talk to gril for 2 years
> she comes clean one day
> has a bf back home all this time
> liked taljing to me
> I turn to beta fag
> say i don't care just don't leave me
> we stay "together" but I'm even more ofa wreck

Next part should be last

can anyone here share the wallpaper with the Russian roulette gun? i forgot to save it last time.
i believe the line was:
'whenever i hear the click i hope to feel something other than disappointment'

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>>678472606
priorities, friend.

>>678467660
Made me laugh because it's true.

>>678467399
>jesus
probably never existed and was a pussy beta bitch if he did
>gandhi
fucked his 12 year old niece
>lincoln
biggest douchebag in american history. ruined the nation by increasing the feds power too much and killed 600,000 americans over something that the industrial revolution would have made obsolete in 20 years.
>the kennedys
corrupt shills that made their money bootlegging. decided to talk shit to the cia see what happens?
>MLK
uppity communist nig nog that cheated on his wife every 30 minutes. also plagiarized half his speeches as well as his dissertation so he wasn't even "dr" king.
>medgar
some nigger
>malcolm x
you think this guy was peaceful lmao? he incited racial violence.
>john lennon
some pussy that made shitty music. glad he got killed.

>>678493372
weirdo

>>678492689
> the girl and I obviously don't make it
> have a series of "gf's" in iowa but always end up cheating
> idk why I just always cheat now
> fast forward to senior year
> meet grill well call A
> A and I connect but were never interested in dating
> she's my best friend
> one day walk in from not school and step dad is hitting mom
> snap.jpg
> walk over and grab him
> just start punching
> mom pulls me off
> she kicks me out
> little bro comes with me to A's house and he explains to her parents my situation
> he goes back home and I stay at A's overnight
> she comes to check on me
> recommends I call dad
> do so and he's cranky its late at first but I tell him all that happened
> tells me something that hurts in a goodway
>"You're my firstborn son. My favorite. I love you Alex. I'm always here for you. I'm not dad of the year I know. But I tried. When I was your age I was in a similar place. I joined the marines. It got me away and I got what I thought was life together. Not saying you should but that worked for me. "
> I enlist into marines
> that was 4 years ago
> 2 years ago A and I started dating
> 1 year ago I cheated and she forgave me
> we have a baby boy
> getting married next fall
> college student to be a lawyer
> brother and I are roomies and he's going to marines boot next month
> doesn't know it but I'm going to his graduation in my blues and asking him to be my best man

Sometimes you need a shit ton of dark before the light. I love you guys.

>>678493796
Tell me what you guys thought of this. I've never laid my story out before.

>>678487975
>>678489073
>>678490450
>>678491865
>>678492689
>>678493796
wow, made me tear up :-(

>>678493796
>>678493935

I was going to say I'm happy for you that it turned out good. Until you said you cheated on A. That shit is not cool man.

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>>678472683
Fuck.

>>678494157
I know. I had an issue but now its gone. Idk why I always had to surround myself with women and get them to fall for me. I really don't. But A is all I want and she knows it. It wasn't forgiveness overnight but we got through it together

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>>678493796
Sorry to hear about all the shit you've been through but congrats on your engagement anon

>>678470270

Can you be any more of a cuck?

Just dump the hoe. There are chicks you can actually ENJOY that trip with.

>>678472810
this

> be me 7 years ago, loser ugly high schooler with good intellectual potential
> decide to change my life, HUGE efforts were made during 1 year
> sucess is absolute, i got the girl, got to prestigious uni, be on top of all my classes, get money, live in a cosy appartment without almost no debt
> gf and I live the perfect harmony for 6 years, not a single cloud, life is bright and everything is fine, I start my math PhD
> some time ago she takes a 3-day holidays with friends
> told me she kissed a guy while drunk, dumps me "even tho I love you so much, you're perfect"
> since then I'm just waiting there in shock realizing I had no friends apart her and her parents cause I didn't need anyone else than her

in the end all the efforts of the world are just useless

>>678494462
Thank you anon

Back when my mum died, I always saw my dad putting his phone to his ear, then removed it, pressed something and returning it to his ear, he repeated untill he passed out.

A night, I was curious, and when are a 17 year old, you can't help yourself.

I picked it up, and the number and it said "honey"

I tried calling the number

All I heard was my mums voice saying "Hello!, well if you hear this, I can't come to the phone right now, please try again later!"

All that time.

3 years he did that, just to heat her voice untill he passed out.

Never confronted him about it.

>>678473738
D'aaaaawwwwwwwwwww

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>>678479169
Comparing this to my life, the timing is pretty accurate, I'd say.
Before I end like that, though, I want to try spending the 30K in my possession on quality drugs & hookers. Might as well.

Jesus Christ these threads are the cringiest shit in the world

>>678495825
you must be new here

>>678496162
I usually stay on /lit/, /fit/, and /biz/. Been around for 3 or so years now.
This is all so embarrassing, it's worse than an angsty middle-schoolers facebook feed

>>678482968
you can't ask anyone to love you back, if anything the fact that she knew it would hurt you the most mmay have driven her further away. get in her shoes. you have love to give but you mostly have love to recieve, and probably a sens that you deserve and are entitled to it. but the universe doesn't owe you shit. and if you aren't hypocritical and you actually have "love to give" it doesn't have to be all to a single person. give love around to fucking strangers. they're just like you.
I, for one, love you man, you're one dumb faggot but i get that it's hard. but it's hardeness is matched by it's worthiness that you can believe and hold on too.

>>678495825
why don't you just leave the thread?
go to 9gag if it makes you feel better. No one forces you to be here...

>>678496396
>/lit/, /fit/, and /biz/
>proceeds to call people with emotions "cringy"

sure thing pal, no hate though, have a good day :)

>>678496995
most people in this threads are bitches, and some have real reasons to be broken, i just come to see if a good quote appears.
>>678496396
you think you are better than some guys that cry, but here you are sharing a thread with them

ITT: babies who dont know what real problems are and faggots that think they are manlier for calling someone bitch, just admit we are all in a online shithole

>>678481087
To summarise, guy knew girl from years ago good friends as children. classic story of girl gets popular and guy gets lonely, he consistently tries to be nice to her for years and she keeps betraying him and making his life hell, in the end he kills himself after talking to her for a final time.

> be me
> be autist
> finally able to pass as normal summer before grade 12
> get gf
> do amazing in school
> get in to university
> life is going great
> half way through uni
> family history of bipolar decides to include me
> everything goes down the shitter
> wait times for treatment are eternal
> can't afford private care
> barely getting by self-medicating
> totally get why cousin became an hero

>>678497411
We are all in an online shithole. What I'm calling cringey is shit like this:
>>678485468
>>678482968
>>678475841
>>678474667
>>678474504
>>678474347
especially >>678474029
and so on

>>678485468
>>678487445
>sending messages to a dead person's FB
that's just disrespectful dude

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>>678472683
>>678472994
>>678477661

>>678473317
this one fucks me up everytime

>>678477661
lmao
>hours reading ~3 pages

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>>678493372

Biggest faggot on /b/ right now.

>>678497962
yeah i think the same thing, but >>678475841 its pretty good tho

>>678493372
>2edgey4me

Realize you are in a economy driven society where you at always either choosing saving/living with nothing or debt/having decent life/family/career.

College graduate with debt, living on my own, rents still pay insurance/gave me shitty leftover car, cannot make enough to save money or pay loans. Basically stuck. That feeling of wanting a family/career and always thinking I'll be be to poor for anything or to support anyone else other than me

>>678475761
jesus fucking christ dude

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>>678466753
>living the single life
>no baggage from having a gr8
>feels good
>invited out to a concert
>meet up with friends
>cute grill I work with joins up
>we drink
>we nosh
>she ends up coming home with me cause she lives too far to drive
>have more beers at my apt
>fool around
>wake up with her pulling me close to her
>we chat and bs till I drive her back to her car
>not a single quiet moment as we laugh and share
>she leaves in her car
>I watch her drive away and realize I am getting feels for her

It's been years of me being alone and not having a care about dating. She's a friend that has been recently getting closer to me. Oh yeah, she has a bf. She also pissed my bed

>>678475761
sad af

>>678477661
>>678499221
whats the ella story?

>inbf4 newfag

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>>678475761
This hit hard

>>678501287
Ella story is here: >>678474199
Pretty fucking long winded and sad af.

>>678501099

If she has a boyfriend and she acted that way with you, she's a slut. If you start dating, she'll do the same to you.

>>678502055
This

>>678501710
ty anon.
maybe will read it

>>678502055
Very true, I plan on breaking contact and just going about my life like before

This one is what my life is right now, don't get upset if it doesn't have a sad ending or whatever, it's ongoing
>be 17
>meet girl
>she's a cute chubby girl
>says she's a virgin
>isn't, we have sex immediately and it's like the loosest shit ever
>her childhood best friend laughs when I ask if she was really a virgin
>get really attached because that's just how i am
>maybe it's because my mom died and I have mommy issues, whatever moving on
>be 18
>dating "virgin" for like a year
>she starts to cheat on me with all of my friends
>flirts with literally everyone and drives me insane
>eventually i get really insecure, she was that one for me
>she tells me i couldn't get another girl if i tried
>believe her, even though i was probably a decent 7/10
>eventually everything goes to shit and I get horrible anxiety and depression
>be 19
>I get horribly ill
>doctors can't find out whats wrong, lots of shit
>no diagnosis though, like a mix between diabetes and fibromyalgia
>bedridden for 6 months
>move back in with family
>in this time, she gets pregnant
>swears up and down it was me, even though doctors said the timing was 14 weeks ago
>tfw I couldn't even get out of bed 14 weeks ago
>bitch was fucking someone else when I was barely able to breathe
>still wouldn't admit it
>be 20
>I get a little better, not really but okay
>am able to work enough to save a little money
>get her into an apartment
>get her a car
>she just screams at me all the time, is the fucking devil
>starts going to bars with friends
>comes home and fights with me every night, pisses herself or vomits
>I have to clean it up because she's so lazy
>eventually I stop being a fucktard
>tell her we both know she hates me, and I'm just codependent
>she loses her shit once she realizes i'm leaving her
>tell her i'm moving out in a week, never do this /b/ros
>in this time, she starts drinking even more heavily
>the fights get so much worse
>one night, she hits me in the face really fucking hard

Read everything in this thread, cried for a while, think I'm good now. Anon out.

>>678502263
>>678502055
I could use a brother, my actual one I never get to see. I'm glad I have all of you anons. Don't ever leave me and I'll always be here for you

>>678466753
>that picture
Just drop your phone or turn off your computer you idiot

>>678473514
My grandpas getting old, and hes barely holding himself together. My dad was a drug addict and was never around and he was basically my father figure. Hes already showing signs of alzheimers. This hits me hard...

>>678502512
By the way, she has gotten really fucking fat by this point. Chubby might be cute, but when they gain 125 pounds and you're a skinny fuck, it's fucking horrid

Moving on.

>she hits me, doesn't hold back at all
>i'm like fuck this, getting the fuck out of here
>she doesn't agree, stands in front of the door
>throw her on the floor and fucking run like hell for my car
>peel out while she's running after me
>it honestly wasn't going to end any better than that. I was about to hit her.
>get a call a couple hours later, her sister and bf and friends are at my apartment
>tell me they're bringing all of my belongings where ever i'm at because I abused her
>lose my shit, tell them to leave my shit alone or i'll come in my apartment and go columbine on their asses
>they don't listen, pack my shit up anyways and take it to my brothers house
>not even 1/10th of all my shit
>thousands of dollars in shit missing
>go there, they won't let me in. Name is on lease
>I call cops, say let me in to get my shit
>cops are feminist, only let me take what she says i can unless I have a lawyer
>figure she will destroy the rest before I can take her to court so I just call it a loss
>take my name off lease, never talk to her again
It continues, story not over

>>678503350
Post faster, I'm genuinely interested in where this is going

bomp

my life is probably shittier than most of you faggots, but i thank the lord for not making me a whiny faggot bitch like you, thanks God.

if your life is shit, it's probably your own fault.

>>678494404
T_T

What's good music for feels threads?

>>678504376
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p37_Ux1G_BI&nohtml5=False

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uh4dTLJ9q9o&nohtml5=False

>tfw my ex-girlfriend called this song stupid when we went to see that movie
>tfw I was holding back tears
>tfw beneath my façade I just want a woman worthy of loving all my life, to start a family with
>tfw my ex-gf was just a brat when I took off my rose-coloured glasses
>tfw I will never trust a woman again
>tfw bursting into tears at a song about two volcanoes

fuck

>>678504879
It's hard to trust again

>>678504879
Your ex-gf is right, that song is stupid.

i honestly have no idea like
i'm 25 still live at home, have a trainee job but other than that? no idea

for me a job, money is all just stuff that i need, but i tend to be more after something more emotionally, a girlfriend, hard to describe if you're not natively english.

anyone still here?

>>678505220
a song for a better world than this one

>>678505106
I will never ever allow myself to love someone like I loved her.

Life is shit.