Tell us op. How do you feel /b/ro.

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>>678158216
My whole life i was "that guy" who no one knows.
I have always been friendzoned by cute girls and treated like a dog.
I am lonely person even if i have people with whom im going out once a week.
Every day looks the same i just read books, listen to music and browse internet.
Dead end job with low pay.
Once had a gf, she cheated on me i met her online, we were meeting for twice a week.
There wasnt a girl who had a crush on me.
Excuse my english if i commited mistake.

I feel like shit too. I try to cope with the pain everyday, its hard. Everything feels fading away, love, friends, life, just fading away always. Everything i love hurts, and alwayd fall in love with wrong people. Not really a beta but i never had sex, well im 18, so i guess. Its this year or never. Tbh im not about getting laid, just feeling the love. I felt it but it came from friend who had a boyfriend already. I guess i have kept the things secret, but it burns me inside to go everyday like nothing happened. And it hurts even more to know it didnt make any matter. Well atleast it felt good and i miss that feeling

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>>678158623
I mean girls cant get a crush on me if they're meeting me normally.

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>>678158811
Yeah and the time is going so fast. Never having sex at 18 is quite normal. Tough times are ahead of you. Stay strong mate

>>678159028
Indeed,all school work is stressful, and after i was (i wouldnt count it as sex but damn close to it) with her i have felt worse everyday

And its very stressfur because my school is really big and that stresses too. So many people i dont know and they look at me

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Am i left alone even here? No one is feeling the same? Come here bros, lets have a talk.

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>>678159457
So many people around and you still can get lonely.

I feel you man, i remember touch of her body to this day.

>>678159550
Where are you from?

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>>678159672
Poland

>>678159664
Yeah, it feels so bad to remember how it felt

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>>678159981
When i look at the girl i like right now i recall the feeling of breath and touch of ex. It makes it harder to trying to do something to have her.

>be me
>be lonely
>very long time
>get used to it
>met girl
>she seems into me
>someone besides my mother loves me
>what a feeling
>she turns ice cold
>barely answers to me
>feel more lonely then ever before

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>>678160103
Thats my story 2 years ago.
Women are really cruel beings.

>>678159730
Why dont you visit >>>/r9k/ ?

>>678158623
I know im just an anon on /b/. But read me /b/ros, dont turn back on life, please. I've been here for too long, waiting for someone who can see through my lies and see my true self. I've seen a lot of /b/ros an hero. This board changed so much. This is even a more depressing place when you know they left. Right now im in front of some pills, wondering to myself if I should an hero. But when a I think of who was left behind, I feel like I should keep going, for those who didn't make it,/b/ros, wherever you are browsing now, hell or heaven, I will go to the very end.

>>678160097
thats good
i hacked into the facebook profile of my crush, just to figure out:
she has a bf
she sex with him
he admires her bj skills
still love her
feel like shit of shit

>>678160194
how are you now?

>>678160103
How much time passed between her being into you and then going ice cold?

>>>/r9k/

I felt like shit waking up today. It was my day off. I had enough energy to do a load of laundry and make breakfast. I feel much better now 4 hours later.

Do something small to feel better. Last week I spent an hour cleaning up my computer (deleting files and such). Small accomplishments help.

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>>678160289
Why should i?
>>678160318
I'd love to die my /b/ friend but i cant. I just cant do an hero. I want to reach being old. I want to read so much books and write my own some day.
>>678160329
I feel you man. My choices are shit too.
>>678160423
Now im sad person who cant enjoy anything "real". Im running away from reality to books and games.

>>678160470
actualy thats just half of the story
she have done this a couple of times
then she gives me signs of interest, hints that she really likes me, then again cold
last time i wrote her on Monday, and waited till today that she text me first, but she didnt, so i texted her first again today.
still dont know what to think

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The reality of life is difficult to accept in a world filled with amazing fictional lives in games, tv and film.

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>>678160650
Sometimes it works anon, sometimes it doesnt at least for me. Im just sad for most of the time.
>>678160843
She is really stupid person, cruel one.
I hope you'll find the good one.

>>678160776
The /b/ro in front of pills here. Which kind of book would you like to write friend?

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Hang yourself, OP. You are clearly a pathetic βήτα cuck. The reaper's loving embrace is your only escape from the pain.

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>>678160981
Thats how it is mate.
>>678161061
Thats exactly what im believing.

>>678161061
and its easy to feel ugly and unatraktive in a world surrounded by supermodels on every screeen

>>678161199

Dubs have spoken

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I'm tired of beeing alone and empty...

>>678161222

Lovely trips

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>>678161175
Romance/Gothic Horror. Just like Edgar Allan Poe.

I'd love to mix love and bizzare dark world together. Dont die dude, live like me even sad, lets still have hope.

>>678161199
Even you "alpha" bro can feel bad sometimes. This is the thread for you to speak in that case.
>>678161222
True. People are shallow.
>>678161379
They did, but they never told me when to do so.
>>678161405
Same here.

>>678161111
nice quads bro
i dont belive she do this on purpose. i know her last bf had similiar problems with her.
and i know that she is actual a kind person. I wish just i could deal with me own thoughts and doubts.

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Why do you people need girls to make you happy? Not having a gf isn't worth getting depressed about. I mean, I could understand if you were depressed about your own mortality or the lack of meaning in the universe or something but it's pathetic to see a man become so pathetic over a girl

like... just jerk off and you'll feel a lot better, I promise

>>678160776
You should visit r9k because there are people like you there, you could make friends and share your stories

>>678157932

> went to my class reunion
> wondering how my friends have changed
> thinking bought a certain girl
> hoping to find her there
> she caught my eye
> she was standing with another man
> the years seemed to fade away
> wondered if she still remembered me
> i remembered how we kissed and my heart stood still
> making love 'neath the stars
> when the world was young
> some things you never forget
> introduced me to the guy she was with
> i asked her if she'd like to dance
> she said yes
> the band began our favorite old slow song
> i pulled her close to me
> i heard her whisper as she closed her eyes
> "god it's just like it used to be, i wasn't sure if you'd remember me"
> i told her "how could i ever forget"
> she started to cry on my shoulder
> "let's be fools for one moment in time"
> i held her close and remembered when she used to be mine
> we parted without saying goodbye after that song
> talked with old friends as i watched her from afar with her new boyfriend
> left the dance early
> i loved her and still do
> those dreams last forever
> at least for that one moment, we were together again

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>>678157932
I still miss her bros. I will always miss her. Thats love. Pic related.

>>678158623
at least you have a job and a steady income /b/ro.

do you know what it's like to have major financial problems? to struggle to sleep because you whole body aches from stress and to wake up 4 hours later in a cold sweat worrying about how you're going to pay your rent?

it could be much worse for you.

>>678158623
of course there was a girl that had a crush on you bro, you just didn't see the signals or it was some girl you never noticed


Anyway faggots, find a hobby, and vidya is not a hobby. Go to the gym, start running, eat healthy, feel better physicaly and soon you will feel better mentaly. You will feel more confident. You will still feel apathetic, at least I do, but you won't feel suicidal and depressed.

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>>678161575
Thanks.
Maybe she just doesnt know how to love another person?

>>678161709
Because it feels like im not a man anymore. Imagine that girls never liked you in person. How you would feel?
>>678161727
This is like one big feels thread ? Maybe i will anon, thanks.
>>678161813
I know how its like, i've been there. At least for now im "safe"

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>>678161992
Believe me there wasnt. If there is one thing im good at its reading people's signals, emotions and thoughts.

Doing sports could be a good idea if i wasnt so tired after work.

Hey /b/ro i'm here to share my suffering
>Be me 18
>beta
>Virgin
>one girlfriend so far
>2 years younger
>started going out 2 months ago
>broke up with me today
>Just said we need to talk
>huged me
>we said down
>she put her head on my shoulder
>stayed like that for 15 minutes
>told me that she's not what i want and that she just cant be in a relationship righ now
>she stood up because she had a train to catch
>her phone fell
>I pick it up
>give it to her
>walks off
I literally thought about suicide everyday before i met her but she gave me a will to live...
Now I wanna kill myself again

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Sometime I whish I have the guts to end it all , or that I will just wake up from this nightmare...

My life is so fuckin empty and without any sense...

>>678161551
I hope I can read your book one day anon. I wont die. You go and write that shit, make it the best of it's genre. I will be waiting to read it.

>>678162597
I feel ya mate, op here, i understand

>>678162723
The pills fag here. Tell us /b/ro. How do you feel.

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>>678162735
Maybe one day you will if some people will translate it to english.
>>678162723
Exactly same feeling here, you're not alone.

>>678161992
Is airsoft a hobby?

>>678162959
Yes it is i guess just like paintball.

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The worst feeling for me is when I'm in a group of people and I feel lonely as fuck. You seem to get along with the group you're with, but nobody is as like you and you just sit there and thinking, can I find someone that is gonna connect to me to a level where I can just feel happy around them

>>678162786
I went on a walk through the woods earlier today and relieved all of my anger with an axe i had with me ... now i just dont know what the fuck i'm feeling and what to do ... i'm just sitting here at a desk, staring into a blank page of a notebook and feeling empty

to all the /b/ros who are feeling bad. Listen to this song, it cheers me up.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YxQvswtyog4

>>678162026
huh thats terrible. i dont know man, i am crazy in love for her, she is he first thing in my mind in the morning and the last in the night.
and then think she can find no 2 minuts in 3 days to write "good morning" or "good night"
and on other days we chat the hoe night, keep each other awake

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>>678162894
>How do you feel.

All the back ground text on the pic

>>678162928
Thanks bro' but I whish so much someone in real life could help me , I'm feelin so much alone in a desert that never ends

pretty much like vids related:
(sorry if you don't like anime)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sXB_IIRbtqU

Fucking hell you guys need to get over yourselves, you come from a developed nation in the world where the only real concern you have is 'girls won't look at me'. How about you devote your time to a real cause, go to a country in Africa, South East Asia, middle east or South America that is still developing and help the communities there that are struggling to survive on a daily basis. Then you might be less of a crying faggot when you realise what real problems are.

>>678157932
>cant into sentence structure
>feels thread
yea you need em

>>678163041
Then I have a hobby. Still doesn't help me feel anything more. Maybe just the brief adrenaline surges I get when I'm under BB fire. But that's all. I just can't connect with people on an emotional level. Emotions seem so stupid to me. Especially ones like love or happiness.

>>678161992
i started working out and watching what i eat, and it does make me feel better.

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>>678157932
>>DAY ISN'T OVER KOMRADE

>>YOU STILL HAVE TIME

>>LOOK UP NO MORE ZERO DAYS


Trust me annon, you are worth something and your potential is greater than a majority of earths citizens, or just enjoy yourself homeslice!

>>678162959
ofc it is, however I doubt you can do it daily, more like once a week/month. You need some shit that will ocupy you through the day so you don't think about the crap you usually think about. And gym is probably the best for that

>>678163414
But anon, I'm 3 lazy 5 this. And besides I'm more or less physically capable, so I don't feel like I need to go to the gym.

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>>678163180
Like one black dude in WoW said to me few years ago "bitches be crazy". We will never understand them.
>>678163403
I might be worth something, but there are no people to see it and use it.

Also guys im sorry if i wont respond, there's so much of you there. Thank you for replies tho i'll do my best.

>>678163215
Just like me here. Welp, should I an hero? Nah. I'm don't feel that bad. Just bored of being depressed. Maybe a bullet would solve this.

>>678157932
>Another day in your worthless day
How many days do you have per day?
Do you have some worthwhile days in a day?
Can you teach me your method to fit multiple days into a day?

>>678163722
not the op but stop being a smartass faggot

>>678163563
i guess its true...
damn i wish i where gay, to avoid this bullshit

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Anons i appreciate your feelings and the fact you understand me. Feeling sad together is really nice experience, better than laying in bed and thinking about death. Thank you.
>>678163722
Holy shit i havent noticed it anon.
>>678163785
i wish i had good woman

>>678158623
Tfw never had a Gf it's all about perspective anon I don't really mind try making friends first I'm sure you'll find someone

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>>678164035
I know its all about perspective. I just cant change it. Believe me i tried.

>>678160910
Shit. This anon was right

>>678163783
fuck off idiot. i think its funny

>>678164288
It actually is haha op here
>>678163783
chill mate we're all cool in here

>>678160910
the human body is really only designed to last about 40 years. it's due to medical advances that we've lasted this long. some would speculate

Op and other entities which consider this common. My advice or warning will only heed as much as you convey.

>>678164288
>>678164387
sorry - just dont really feel like laughing

>>678164520
its okay, its empathy evening today in this thread

>still living with parents
>failing classes due to lack of motivation
>i was never diagnosed and i hate to use this word but depressed
>only hobby i have is giving old guitars new life
>father called me (divorced parents) , he spoke to my uni teachers , if i dont improve shit he will literally destroy my small workshop
>know that i wont
>know that i cant
>dont know shit cause i never studied in school
>a bit overweight
>living on 100$ a month
and literal shittiest thing happened (for me) today the only lesson i enjoyed was my guitar lesson , i tried to learn something for a month , i can finally play it but make mistakes , teacher and his best student straight up laugh at how miserable i am
>fake a call leave
>now in tears on my eyes browsing /b/
when did you realise it all went wrong anon?

>>678161737
Is that true?

Life seems so simple.
Get a hobby
Make friends
Get a girl
Make kids
Die happy
yet i cant do those simple tasks i guess i really am betafag

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We all tasted dirt here anons, is this all we have to hang to? I'm alone right now sorrounded by Jehovas Witnesess in one of their meetings, typing on this small bastard, they all smile at you and are kind. It's a shame that I'm an atheist, I would think i'm part of something bigger and be happy. I'm just a weak fag who was left behind by family and friends.

>>678164805
you may all say man the fuck up or something among this lines , ill agree ,so dont bother . music means world to me more than anything , now with father threatening to break my guitars if i dont fix shit in the uni , life got even more miserable. why am i so weak ? why do i feel crying every time ... why am i emotional , why cant i just fucking be like others.

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>>678164520
meh?

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this thread needs more greentext stories

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>>678157932
The worst thing about how i feel is when i see someone else that is the same as me, that lives their lives day to day with the same fake smile and force to keep going, i cannot do anything to help them

>>678165144
Thats the way you are anon. Im sensivite person and my type of art are books. I dont know how to handle this shit with your father but i just feel ya.

>>678165099
I understand, in sects there is at least a simulation of caring for each other.
I hope you'll find friends anon.
>>678165244
go ahead anon post it, we'll feel with someone elses stories too

>>678165244
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>>678165374
hooray! the fags have arrived!!moarrr

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>>678164860

I'm not killing myself because of my family. They just handled a loss.

I want to die and every day i'm alive is killing me inside. How do you cope, /b/? How do you cope with wanting to die but you are unable to?

>>678157932
Ya man, this is the worst day since today

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>>678165459
We, sad anons are those whom you cant help. It isnt your fault man. You can just listen and undestand.
>>678165584
If you cant die, do whatever the fuck you want. If you wish to go bare foot to russia and rape a bear do it. Life is your oyster isnt it? Think of yourself as if you were already dead.

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>>678165758
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>>678165158
Ok that one made me chuckle haha thanks

>>678164879
No it doesnt work like that. I have hobbies, i have friends, welli dont have work because im stiöl in school, and well girl situtation is more complicated, i have had one, but never had sex

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>>678165942
let's take a break from the sad feels

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>>678165918
So is it about getting pussy and fucking money?

>>678165782
>go bare foot to russia and rape a bear do it

i can't do too radical shit because of the reason i mentioned

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mftc6GS1CWw

>>678165483
recommend me any books with a sad story , i like sadness because its way harder to fake than hapiness and it makes you feel human , makes you think

>>678164805
a rock cannot drown

>>678166227
So do shit that wont hurt you. I guess if it doesnt hurt you it wont hurt your family.

>>678166394
Read Poe's stories. These are my favourite.

>>678166417
since i mentioned being an autist before mind explaining what you mean ?

>>678166524
edgar poe ?

>>678166645
Yeah, Edgar Allan Poe.

Yeah, why not, im going to share some suffer also.

>be 16
>Betafag
>Studying highschool
>Wanted to fo Pro fromation
>Family sucks
>Overdosing me with analgesics
>They dont know that im overdosing
>Dont hope to live more than 3 days more

My life is worthless.

>>678166785
Im sorry what?

>>678166785
>16
you missed a turn on the internet somewhere

>>678166785
hey bro listen, you're still young and there is still a lot of fucking time. don't take this way out, i'm sure things will get better for you. i know i'm just another anon, but watching all these people speak out about all this shit just makes me mad at myself for not being able to stop it. you will find someone who will love you, i can promise you that, don't give up.

LISTEN TO ME, FAGGETS: I too got my feelings wrecked by a girl. Went on a fuckin depression for an year. Felt completely meaningless and shitty. Contemplated suicide for a couple of times. But you know what? It's not fucking worth it. Even if you kill yourself the world won't stop spinning.
SO PICK YOURSELF THE FUCK UP! The world is wide open for you. DO SOMETHING! Chase something tha means a lot for you. Set a goal! My goal is to get into Formula 1, and I work for that every single day of my life.
If you set your eyes on a goal, if you work hard and if you're kind, amazing this will happen. Friends, girls a good things will come.
THE WORLD SPINS AROUND YOUR FUCKING TITANIUM BALLS. YOU'RE THE FUCKING BEST PERSON THERE IS!

>>678166763
thanks /b/ro , feels great to know that somebody there on the internet cared enough to actually pay attention to me , i dont know who you are or where you live . you are an inspiration of pure kindness . nobody has asked you or nobody obligated you to talk to me . again sorry for being overly emotional only person i spoke to recently was my father threatening me and my teacher laughing at me. id also want to share the story of why i began fixing old guitars , id love to share it since its literally only thing that keeps me going in both physical and emotional ways

>>678167244
Im not trying to be attention whore here, but I just dont have any expectations for my life. All I see is just suffering.

>>678167377
go ahead mate, its feels thread after all, share de feels

im just some polish sad bastard doing nothing with life

>>678167421
i don't see them in my life either, but the only thing that keeps me going is hope that one day i will, and i'm trying to work my way towards that point. i'm sure you can make it, you just need someone to believe in you.

>>678166612
you give to much shit about stuff that already happened, or is about to happen, or is maybe happening. Dont give a fuck. do your thing. al that people that judge you are not strong, thats why the try to make you weak.
be a rock

all that shit that happens to yo is an furious Ocean, but you are a rock, you dont give a shit, you dont move away. You cannot drown in it.

>was 17
>met cute girl in a bar
>had nice conversation, she was cute, smart and oh boy did she have a dark sense of humor
>2 am, she had to go
>to beta to ask her for her number
>as she is about to leave she says it would be a shame if we never meet again, come on hand your phone over so i can give you my number
>after that we went out a second time and a 3rd
> at the third meeting, she had to leave at 3 am, we went outside and i said goodbye
>she holds my hand and stares into my eyes
>i look down in her bright blue/green eye
>brain.exe has stopped working
>do a 180 and leave
>went out a few times after that
> was awkward, we met each other less and less
>now i am not even texting her anymore

i friendzoned myself, this shit happens the third time now, i am not ugly or akward i just spaghetti when i am with girls

be me

>come to 4chan for webmin porn fap
>find this thread
>start reading
>lose the will to fap

not going to an hero but i feel like hanging my cok now thanks!

>>678168148
thats ok
do it again
again and again
get used to deal with woman
they re humans at the end
you will be a player

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I have achieved nothing in this life. I've just turned 27 last month which depresses me even further. A whole decade of my life was wasted on drugs and boozing and playing videogames. Failing at every pursuit I have attempted.
I have lost friends because I was a weak of mind and being a disgusting piece of a human garbage.
I have lost all confidence of my esteem and for the last 3 weeks I have barely left my bed. I am terrified of going outside and talking to other people, even though I'm longing for a human connection. I never had a gf but I have lost my virginity. But all I have been with were damaged goods themselves and I haven't fallen in love for a very long time, or anything that is as blissful as that feeling.
I have thoughts of suicide on my bleakest days but I can't make myself to do it. My family had suffered enough tragedy since 3 in my family has died from alcohol poisoning, cancer and suicide in recent years. I have lost all connection to my siblings and we're basically strangers at this point. We only speak to each other on the phone during Christmas and congratulate each other on our birthdays on facebook and that's pretty much it.
There's nothing that motivates me anymore. I am very close to giving up today. I feel sick and I can't barely sleep at night.
I shouldn't have never been born. I feel fucking horrible.

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ITT: Betas

>>678167766
For you,I will read some of my suicide note:

Well, if you are reading this, you were probably messing with my staff trying to figure out why did i suicide.

I admit that i dont blame you, i also didnt knew myself that much so you dont have to feel sad.
the things i probably regret about suiciding is to leave magic and hanging out with my Firends, specially Anon, Anon and Anon, here I leave their phones:

*anon phones*

About me, well, i have thought about it, but there was no point about continue living on this shitty society, honestly i was studying and education i didnt even ask for and i consider that everything i learned until today was completely useless, except for reading, writting and mathematics,and even i saw my life a an agenda:

7:00 I woke up made my breakfast.
7:15: Dress up and prepare going to highschool
8:00 Entering highschooll untill 15:00
15:30 Arrive home.
18:00 Do homework.
20:00 Free Time
23:00 Shower.
00:00 Sleep and repeat.

Judge by yourselves anons.

>>678167652
I am pretty sure you are a cool dude , would love to have a 4chan meet up once , would see so much people like me .
so ill get started
>it all started back when i was 4 i got my first small guitar
>its basically all i did , even though after being forced to learn i quit it at 8 , took it up 2 years ago again
>So the thing happened purely by accident , i was friends with that one girl , we spent our trip in germany basically together , even though no hard feelings towards her , just a very cool girl .
>she was having a trip with her american friend and had two spots left in her minivan .
>she called me and my childhood friend ( which only speaks to me when we play LoL or something similar)
>there is one girl , from province she caught my eye from first second i saw her
>to say that she was hot or stunning would be a big lie , she was a bit conservative but cute and classy
>by the end of the trip which lasted 4 days , we became really close , we spoke a lot etc.
>she lives in another city but in summer she comes to mine.
>she befriends my sister which lives across the street , my sister knows about it all and usually gives me a call when she knows Anna is coming.
>long story short , because i really have to go now , i made an old guitar which she painted for me .
>she lives far away now
>at least the hobby remains

>>678168345
thanks man, i will keep trying

she has a boyfriend now and we see each other at school randomly followed by 5 to 10 minutes of really awkward smalltalk

thats the shitty part

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>>678168805
damn one girl gave you hobby which is really great gift, cool story
bye bro

>>678168440
When I was in my early twemties I was living at home. I did a bunch of acid alone one night, and in the morning I woke my dad up super early and we went hiking.

I told him everything, about the drugs and pain, and he said "Son, right now you could start walking anywhere, in any direction you want, and start walking. No one will stop you."

I came off that mountain and really started my life after 20 years of inhabiting space as a walking corpse. I got a job that I knew could make some money at, then I joined the army, bought rental property with deployment money and retired at 26.

Its not too late until you give up, /b/ro.
Peace.

>>678169198
thanks for reading , at least somebody knows my story now , its not bye its farewell

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OP here. I have to go. I had really good time with you bros. Some day i will make feels thread again.
You're such good people. I hope your lives will get better.

>>678169374
its bye anon, maybe we'll meet again in some feels thread

>>678169037
oh dude i recently got a good advice, a realy good one:
dont love her before you have her.
point
save yourself some real shity time

Try to live in the wrong body. You just stop to feel at a point.

>>678169536
Dont worry polish anon, come to Hungary and we will drink for everything

>>678168800
at least you got dubs

hold on anon, let me tell you my story

father was an absuive drunk that used to be violent every day.... and he pissed in every corner of the house. spent half of my childhood on the street and caring for my little brother because parents were fighting all the time

parents got divorced, mother doesnt earn that much money, we are struggling all the time, me and my brother are in very good highschool, mother is busting her ass off to give us a future, i dont belong in that school, the parents of my classmates are lawyers, doctor etc.... you get the picture, i dont get picked on and have a lots of friends, but still it feels wrong but i wont give up, i am graduating next year

get a hobby or a job on saturday so you wont feel useless anymore, go and seek a apointment at a shrink, there are people that care get help and get your shit thogether

I'm into a girl who lives in england an I live in germany.. we chat from time to time and she thinks I'm cute. What do?

>>678169675
i will note that thanks anon

tomorrow is friday, i will go through the bars with my mates, lets see if i can get drunk enough to talk to another girl

>>678165896
np matey

>>678170124
I usually do things on weekends, but i just dont want to keep suffering.

On the end i thought that, i´ll probably never live for myself and from my point of view, living that way is worthless, as i would hate myself more and more everyday.


But yeah, i tried, an always on weekends i take a load off, and as I said the only thing i regret to leeave behind is my friends and my magic passtime.

>>678170124
Although your story makes me feel like a lucky retard that wants to suicide just because things arent good.

>>678170304
i met a girl at a school trip, we had a sports week and there were 5 classes from three diffrent schools

she was really cool, we talked a lot exchanged numbers etc. sadly she lives at the other side of the country, it was a hard goodbye

we tried to keep contact but well havvent seen her in 3 years, havent talked to her for 1 year

it hurts but you have to move on

>>678159664
I remember one time coming back from working in canada. I hadnt seen my gf in months and when I pulled her in to me just cause and i felt like id been struck by lightning. That feeling you get when you see something you like or hear a song that really speaks to you, like a shiver up the spine but when i embraced her after all that time it was multiplied by 10. I still want to ask her if she felt the same thing but alas, im an unemployed berk.

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>>678170762
I know man. I know...

>kek

>>678170639
>>678170736

you are a lucky retard

nobody is born on purpose
nobody belongs anywhere
and we are all going to die

that might be true but we have some time before we die, find a purpose in your life, joining a sports team is a good one ( i play icehockey )

just dont give up thats just stupid

oh and go to see a doctor, these little pills make you woaaaah

>>678170304
oh i am in a simmiliar situation. Mine is in Wien.
she eve called me to stay at her place for some time (she owns a Flat)
but longdistance rships are shit. every time when she doesnt text me more then a day i get very fucked up. Try it, but dont except to much. let it just happen

>>678171379
Wien = Vienna

so that you englishfags know

>>678171333
I wished you could know what I suffered...

but thanks for trying.

>>678171649
you have read my story, oh i know what suffering means, but i carry on

we dont choose where we are born, but we choose where we die

>>678171580
he is from germany he understand. and does it really matter where it is?

>be me
>funny asshole that messes around, have friends but no gf
>start talking to this girl that's a friend of a friend
>mostly on snapchat or in school but overall not too bad
>start falling for her
>she's a 8/10 qt
>never really talked to grills to be honest
>all is well but when ever I want to ask her out I pussy out
>recently she just dropped me entirely
>start going crazy thinking about what I did
>no clue what to do
Advice?

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>>678157932
>be 23
>Look 12
>no girl my age will take me seriously
>women older than me think they're pedophiles just for talking to me
>>b-but you're lucky, e-enjoy your youth while you c-can

>>678171649
The true meaning of life: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mzlCdWwYn2I

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>ITT: Girls never liked me waahhh

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>tfw the memes hit too close to home

>>678163118
So much this.

>>678171978
that made me chuckle

what a boring fucking day.

>stuck in dead end delivery job
>guy phones me, he wants me to load his on a jeep to reach the country
>only downside: he has to get in the car with me (great fucking plan, doc)
>normally you don't get to bring people on the vehicle, but say ok
>it takes us three hours to reach the fields
>i let him by a hangar
>he just hops off, goes "thank you, biggie" without $$$
>motherfucker boards on a plane with guys with guns
>forget about it and drive back to work
>get phone call mid-trip
>guy's plane has crashed, with no survivors

i will have to be involved with the investigations and be interrogated. fuck.

>>678171887
the same that happed to me

you firendzoned yourself

>be me 18
>first time at a party
you can tell im beta
>girls kinda try to interract with me
>feels great they trying to talk with me fucking girls mfg wow
>but i am a introverted little shit
>feels bad
>there is this cute girl 7/10 at this party
>she never tried to talk to me like the other girls

>>678171887
yeah you cockblocked yourself
try if you can forget her
if not, let it cool down a bit, then try again more agressive

>>678171897
post picture

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>>678172306

>>678163118
fuck

>>678172362
Haven't seen baneposting in a while, thanks for the kek

All these faggots whining about girls. Man the fuck up you fucking bastards, girls aren't the reason for being depressed at all.

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>>678172549
>party is going on
>they are having fun
>i am sitting alone with my drink
>qt walks up to me and sits on my lap
>im diamonds first time a girl is on my lap
>kinda want to hug her
>didnt cuz my friend told me that he wants her
>alright...
>later that night some of us went to this disco
>me and my friends included
>see her again
>kinda depressed
>she smiles at me
>that smile melted my heart away
>then my friend comes and asks her if she wants to go out for a talk

>>678173349
shity situation
hope your friend is worthy your sacrice

>>678173147
yeah? date my gf, then we gonna talk

>>678173749
>have girlfriend
>still depressed
get a better one, dumb dumb

>be me
>hate myself
>start cutting
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>hate my self even more than before
>cut my self
>self hate worsens

I plan to keep up the cycle until sucide is easy

>>678173308
Thats deep dude

>>678163722
kek

>>678173349
>there she goes my queen
>even more depressed now
>after sometime see her again
>im just sitting on the stairs
>she asks me if something is wrong
>i lie and tell her there is this cute redhead girl i really like
>she says lets go find her
>i said no
>she asked me if i want to drink something
>i said no
>she leaves
>my friend comes back
>tells me proudly that he had his fingers in her

>>678164226
So while sitting at the table he pulls out a phone with her tits;
"Wow! I'm gonna take out my second phone and take a picture of the phone with the picture on in."

>>678173900
be /b/tard
get somehow girlfriend
anon says get a better one
duuuuuuuude

>>678174417
Shit, it's what everybody tells me. Well, not get a better one. More along the lines of;

>just get a girlfriend
>oh it's just that easy
>yeah

>>678174208
Feels bad man :/

>>678174208
Could just be.. you know,

lying?

>>678173749
You have a gf and still moaning? You dont even know how is to be truly depressed. You got the chance to experience the love of a female, something that I will never do because of several reasons but I dont come here in feels threads and moan about it every fucking single time. Accept it and move on.Like I did with the fact that the only time I'll be able to go intimate or just have a conversation/touch with a female is by paying.

>>678174208
>was about to break his fucking nose
>but stayed calm
>we stood there a little bit longer and had fun?
2 months later
>she dumped my friend
>kinda happy about that
>her girl friends told me that she would have gone intimate with me if i wouldnt be so boring that night

well guys my league game started
ihope this thread will stay alive

>>678163403
he probably doesn't, looks like he can only feel sorry for himself

i wanna hate my life but i have it so easy, i don't even know why i'm sad. nothing bad has ever happened to me..i lived a sheltered life and still do

>>678175199
i am this guy
>>678160103

>>678173147

This fag gets it, everyone thinks they'll be happy if they had a gf but truth is you have to be happy on your own first only then you are ready to be happy with someone else

>>678157932
my girlfriend says she wants to break up with me and this time I might just let her

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>be me

>>678175695
ok, you then be me

>>678175695
Why not be someone else?

>>678175681

because if you are not happy on your own your happines will always depend on someone else which sucks

>>678157932
Of all here, I am the most pathetic one. I'm a 5.6" midget, even girls are taller than me. Sure I can manage to look good, but it's useless if you're a midget. I want to get an operation for increasing my height (I'm 23 y/o), but my family doesn't let me - they start getting worried whenever I mention the height surgery :( Height has bothered me since forever..., the latest one being love failure :'(

WHY DONT I JUST DIE AHHH

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>26 years old
>no education, dead end job, shitty pay.
>routines are the same
>wake up, take the train to work because i don`t have a car or a license
>sitting at work being miserable, coworkers have given up on me
>i know this is my fault, but i cant help it.
>work 8-4, go to the store, buy dinner, walk home.
>eat while a watch some tv show
>browse the internet a few hours, fap and go to sleep
>looking forward to the weekend
>weekend is here, nothing to do, bored.
>love life is none existing
>have had sex many times though, mostly one night stands, doesn't happen so much these days though.
>never ever been in a relationship
>want a girlfriend, but the thought of a relationship scares me, being and introvert doesn't help
>My friends who i dont see so much of anymore goes to school, have gf`s and are genuinely happy with their life
>I just get more depressed every day
>I would never tell this to anyone outside this board.

is it possibly for me to achive happyness?

>>678175245
you know what fuck that game
>intimate? thats all she wanted
> feel sad about that
> she just wanted to have sex
> party a lil bit
> try to search her
> she kisses another random dude
> i knew she was a slut now
> lose all intrest in her
> we get friends not to close
> dont see her for 6 months

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWPOG_hxkTE

>>678175571
It's more like that you have to accept you're not meant to be loved. That's all. It's sad,hard and all but once you get it all you want from girls are pussy and tits. No more clingy shit and stuff like that.
>>678175540
And? You're not meant to be loved. That's all buddy. Nothing to say more actually.

>>678176768
well yeah, don't give a fuck who loves you it's only important that you love yourself and screw the rest

>>678176423
dude i would like to live like you
>have a job
>have had sex
>drive in a train
>have contakt to other people
>be 26

holy shit that would be like the jackpot for me

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>be me
>19 y/o
>no friends
>never had a gf
>virgin
>studying computer science, the only thing that appeals a little to me
>pretty bad at it
>really hate working
>bad at driving, don't think I'll get a driving license soon
>everyday it's the same boring shit
>everything i like or used to like gets boring and shitty after a few days/hours
>too much of a bitch to kill myself

http://www.radiolab.org/story/birds/

>>678174208
i so fcking know ur pain... almost crying...

>>678176768
so you tell anyone here he is not meant to be loved?
you know there are two kinds of people here on /b/
both are lonely and sad
but one group of them try to help other people even when they self need help
and the other group tries to drag down other people just to feel better.
sadly, you are one of the second

and as i write this she just started texting me. how wunderfull. no, not everyone here is meant to be lonely, most of us arent.
have a nice day

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>be me
>18yo
>I studied highschool from my house
>neet since I was 13yo
>KV, never had a gf
>not even a single friend
>I have no dreams or goals on my life
>my parents separated a few years ago
>I'm poor now
>my parents have new couples and don't give a shit about me
>I'm living with my mother but her current husband want me to leave, I know my mother is getting tired of me
>I don't even have a smarthphone
>I don't have any social skill because of being neet almost all my youth
>I don't know how to find a job, and I don't even want it
>I feel empty inside 'cause I know I waste all my adolescence and I absolutely alone in the world, nobody loves me aside... maybe, my parents
>time seems to pass faster and faster, every day seems the same each other 'cause I literally do nothing....
>I don't know what to do, I feel uncertainty, empty, alone and I'm about to kill myself

>>678175245
she will return to him anyways...

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>>678177895
Are you me?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uIFg9dodCzY&index=2&list=PLUSRfoOcUe4Y-RVW2gzF2Rb1NGg_7UKsm g

I feel like it's too late for me to have an interest in anything because the only reason I'm doing so is to make up for the time I wasted in my teens.
By most stretches of the imagination it's completely pathetic, but I still feel like I need to improve my life in many areas in order for me to become a whole person.
Plus the reality of life is starting to settle in. I need to earn a living and thus far my entire life had been dedicated to getting fucked up, so now I'm for the most part a desperate loser.
How the fuck am I supposed to get out of this pit?

>>678176423
We can only hope, anon.

Guys,I don`t get it ,not being able to charm a girl,or not having relationships,is NOT acceptable cause to be depressed.I`m alone for 6 years.I am not sad because of that.Cause of my sadness is me.I am lazy,lying piece of shit who lies to everyone,I don`t even know why,but despite that,i am a good friend and i have a really good heart.I sometimes feel like there`s two of me inside. I AM SAD BECAUSE I CAN`T STOP BEING MYSELF.

>>678177829
You're just deceiving yourself into what you'd like to believe.. and I didnt' say anyone here is not meant to be loved. Certainly if you keep moaning like this you're just a whiny bitch that deserves to feel like this. You dont' even know how I'd have been grateful to have for just one week a gf that loves me and doing all those things that teenage couples do. Yes, teenage couples because nonetheless I'm 25 I still have a lack of those experiences because its something that is completly strange to me as I barely even spoke to females. Accepting the situation is the key.

>>678176139
I think I can be plenty happy being alone, in fact I might secretly prefer it.

My feels are that I might be doing actually better for myself on my own if I ever got the chance (live with girlfriend in our place 4+ years). I do think I love her, but we fight often and I'm starting to rethink.

>>678178014
What's the source of the Webm? I've been tying to find it for months now

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>>678157932
Woke up early to go to the doctor today for an appointment made by my counselor of whom I was advised to see. After sitting in his office for 5 minutes and describing what I have he's prescribed me with Fluoxetine (Prozac). I go home, sit and try to distract myself as best as I can until before I know it is 10 o'clock in the evening. Another drawn out day that'll be forgotten by saturday.

Day after day it's like this, people ask me what do I do and I can't say or just make something up because I can't be motivated by anything and seeing the world around me and the way it's headed what's the point? My father often tells me that had he'd known that things would be like this he wouldn't have had me or my sister and that the world has become more interconnected yet people have never been more alone. I used to do things, I was a swimmer that represented my city as well as footballer for a major club as a teenager but eventually grew tired of it. Had relationships, whilst they were 'great' at the time I could never feel the absolute happiness I did as a kid playing football or even thinking about getting to play the PlayStation 2 when I got home out of school.

Everyone's aware of how shitty the world is, those that are lucky are stuck doing a job they don't like for shit pay and numbed by it all with the constant distractions of the latest meme or gossip or some bullshit which has led to apathy, no-one seems that bothered by anything. For example here in the UK the Prime Minister has been found to have lied about tax-evasion yet no-one bats an eyelid despite his policies fucking over the ordinary person - something of which people knowingly accept.

It's not just me that feels this way but others my age also, I ask around with friends and people at my uni - that they're studying for a degree but have no idea where really they're headed nor are they happy with the situation and the way things are headed. Frankly, i'm 21 and i'm tired already.

>>678178401
as i had wrote this. Yeah the feeling that we have missed something immportant is stuck with us for ever. No highschool drama. no lake parties with friend and cute girls, no running away from home to get some drugs on a concert, no experience with enough woman, so you can tell appart what is normal for them, and what is crazy. i now have (kinda) a gf, and she confuses me a lot. a lot.
well heads up anon. use this feeling. go on adventures , make a to do list, have awesome time in your 30ies,
good luck

>>678179226
Thanks man, I'll do my best to.

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>>678176700

>>678178226
i love /b
no homo

>>678178809
god damn it dude
i was 26 when i got mine first gf
i was excited to hold her hand while she had probably already sucked dicks and enjoyed crazy sex for years.
i know that FUCKING feeling. sometimes i feel like i am 15 mentaly.
But you re on the wrong site to atack people here, wh got a little bit lucky lately.
good luck, and i hope u find a decent and kind gf anon

>>678159730
O kurwa stary jakie miasto?
Pozdro od licealisty z podobnie zjebanym życiem jak twoje

>>678157932
>Another empty day in my worthless day.
>empty day in my worthless day
>day in my worthless day
>day in day
Well done OP

>>678176700
⎝FeelsBadMan HEAYOOYOO

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>>678157932
My best friend (also have huge crush on her) is asking me for advice on dating. She'll never know I love her so much and now it's too late.

>>678179738
It's not the age the problem, there are other factors and maybe you dont get that I've already given up years ago when I went with my first hooker.

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>>678159730
>polish scum

just kill yourself jewbag

>>678179036
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjZYMI1zB9s

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Any anons here been daignosed with depression? If so, what are some signs? I fear that i am getting slowly more depressed as time goes on. Im always mad at things, and when im not mad, im crying or playing vidya games. I try to go out with friends, but nobody wants to go. I am akward when talking to any cute girls, which makes me feel beta and useless. I dont know if living is worth it really. What do?

>>678180375
>Poland
>Jewish

>>678167349
Thanks alot, anon.

>>678180978
I've been diagnosed with mild depression. The signs for depression are varied. If your really worried contact help

>>678176657
>in these 6 months were like torture
>my friend calls me ask me if i want to do something with her and her friends
>i agree
>see her she runs up to me
>hugs me
>my heart skips a beat
>warm feeling in my chest
>never felt anything like that before
>2 months later tell her about my feelings
>get dumped gg
> fml
>

>>678157932
Is anyone else afraid to make decisions?

Right now, I'm just being screwed out of a lot of money. I listening to too many different people, and not saving money. I'm losing more money than I actually make, if that makes any sense. I need to just find a job that pays more than this low wage. Only problem is, I lack in experience for different jobs other than factory work. I'm looking into training atm, but just need to find the time and extra money to do so, while I work. Hoping everything goes well with this.

Seems for me, money has always been my issue, most cases the this money issue isn't even entirely my fault. It's just now that I'm older, I see how much I've been taken advantage of with my money, and how much has been wasted. I'm almost 26, so I feel I can still fix things before it's too late.

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>tfw you ask you crush out
>nervous af so you have a moment of pure autism
>she says yes but you already know she's going to flake

>>678180019
wtf dude
i thought there is a scratch on my precious pc

>>678157932
Get a hoppy, like basketball or fotball. The great things in life are meeting with those people, going out for games and thick together. That shit really help me in my lonely times (sorry for bad english)

>>678181693
i made one decision back in 2013 that was so incredible stupid, like missing the one in a lifetime shot. since then i am pretty much unable to decide anything....

>>678182184

It's almost like your keyboard has a lisp option. lol

uh i just smoke a cig after a Month, and now i am totaly dissy and angry at myself. but still happy for one simple good night from my girl

>>678182665

Sorry, i'm dyslectic...

>>678176394
Your height is unlikely to hold you back as much as the fact that you're clearly a complete and utter bitch. 23? That post read like a 10 year old girl's.

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>After years finally find a girl I actually like
>Be almost fit, not a stickman anymore after some gym
>Suddently find out she's more into vidya than me
>She has a lot of male friends
>Realize how much of a beta pussy I am
>Still feel insecure about myself

I don't know if I'll be able to ask her out /b/

>be me
>by all standards be a normie
>apparently good looking, have hobbies, "friends"
>zero desire to live
>realize my life is a fucking joke and i want to die

i hate myself

>>678181693
I did, and it never lead me anywhere. You have to make a choice. The world won't stop just because you did. Think about it really hard and make a choice. You'll never know what you're made of if you don't make a decision.

>tfw government rejected job application
>tfw test on Monday
>tfw 20 and no full drivers licence
>Parents say I'm the greatest son ever one day and have absolutely no faith in me the next

Why do I even wake up?