Feels thread, come aboard
Gf broke up with me monday. Been staying busy but at night time it's eating me up. Came out of nowhere..
>>678057411
Damn bro, why she break up?
I had to put my puppy to sleep yesterday. I only had her for 5 months :(
>>678057800
This hits me hard. Why'd she have to be put down, anon?
>>678058047
Barking too much
I just looked at too many webm in a gore thread
>>678057613
She said she is scared to fully commit. I never thought she'd leave so I took her for granted. She'd constantly say she was scared of getting too serious, but then come back the next day and say she wanted to get serious. It was only 7 months, but I'm more sad than I thought I would be
>>678057800
Damn, anon. May she RIP
>get a cat 5 years ago
>hate her
>she wakes me up for college classes every morning
>she gets sad whenever im feeling down
>whenever im sick, she lies next to me and waits for me to fall asleep
>only being that cares about me is my cat
>diagnosed with kidney failure
>starts hiding from me in pain so she can die without bothering me
>she died 10 months ago and i still can't get over it
We must keep this thread living
Stunted development.
Only functional on meds.
Can't recede behind encoding.
Society dictates that I must.
Life isn't open.
People are ruthless.
Feeble on the inside.
Suffocating.
Won't accept advice.
Attempting to modify offers little resolve.
Doesn't feel like I'm learning anything anymore.
>>678058097
>barking too much
Wait what? Did you have the dog killed or your girlfriend? IF it was you, fuck you you subhuman POS, if it was your GF, set her house on fire.
I believe that Hank Hill is one the most complex and realistic characters in Animation. Although on the surface he appears to be nothing more than a redneck, if you actually watch the show and read between the lines, he's a lot more.
Hank Hill, and by extension King of The Hill as a whole, is at its core about showing that one group is not always right, and one group is not always wrong. It's not just blind Liberal bashing by some angry Texans, or angsty Liberal bawwing like Family Guy, it's somewhere in the middle.
Hank is a man who represents traditional family values. He works a just-above blue collar job, has an ugly wife, and a kid he fails to understand. He enjoys working on his lawn, grilling, and selling propane (and propane accessories).
because he represents traditional values, he often butts heads with newer, more liberal ideas. Now about half the time, he will have a hard time adjusting, but ultimately realize that it isn't that bad, or is even correct. But the other half of the time, he exposes it for the bullshit it is and tries to save those who have been brainwashed.
And that's the thing, Hank isn't a racist or Homophobe, or even a devout Republican. If that was the point of the show, he would have voted for Bush in that one episode. No, Hank is a good man who just has a hard time adjusting.
Hank stands by his family, his friends, and his family values, and this is why he is a good character. He has a hard time understanding his son, like a lot of parents, but ultimately loves him and accepts him for what he is.
When you really get down to it, Hank is so much more than your average sitcom father. Unlike the bumbling Homer, he is a very real man who many people can relate to THEIR fathers. he is the next progression in mature cartoons and sitcoms, a complex character, not a 1 dimensional caricature.
In short, he is the Average Joe the typical person represents, and that's a good thing.
My only problem is that I have to find a job from 06:00-14:00 because I live about an hour car ride from town and that's the only time I have a ride. It's hard as fuck, so moving out again is taking a lot longer than I hoped and I can't stand living with my mom.
And >>678060205 reminded me of how bad I am at Sonic. Played it when it first came out, played about a dozen different ones since, and never beat a single game.
>>678058097
Fucking KEK
Have an associates degree in bullshit and no idea what to do with it.
Trying to get ahead in life without bum-fucks trying to displace their meager aggression on me.
Only creative on the drugs.
Loathe structure.
Battling psychotic cycles with astral components.
Even when collectively verified by excommunicated monks the darkies will still proclaim otherwise.
Not sure if shrooms legitimately enhance your connection to Krishna.
Eternally giggling at slaves.
>>678060371
Get the fuck out of here, you faggot nigger.
>>678060981
>tfw when I will never look at hank hill the same ever again.
>>678061160
>only creative on drugs
What's your poison(s)?
>>678061936
Used to be anything I could get my hands on. Dabbled in almost everything, but now I'm sticking to wholesome psychedelics and maybe weed if it stops sending me into death spirals.
>>678061417
Ok, so it was you.
*ahem*
YOU DON'T JUST FUCKING KILL YOUR DOG BECAUSE IT BARKS YOU FUCKING SEMI-HUMAN. DO I REALLY NEED TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THE FUNDAMENTALS OF HUMAN NATURE? YOU DON'T FUCKING MURDER SOMETHING BECAUSE IT'S ANNOYING. IT WAS A PUPPY YOU FUCKING MONG. YOU DON'T KILL PUPPIES THAT MISBEHAVE, YOU TEACH THEM YOU USELESS SHIT. JUST USE A SHOCK COLLAR, OR A MUZZEL. WHEN THE DOG BARKS, FLICK IT ON THE NOSE. IF A CHILD STOLE CANDY, YOU WOULDN'T FUCKING GIVE IT A LETHAL INJECTION. YOU WOULD BEAT THE CHILD'S ASS AND TELL IT NOT TO STEAL CANDY. GODDAMN, DOG WAS PROBABLY SMARTER THAN YOU.
Ok I'm done now.
>>678061435
>>678058764
Fucking beautiful
>>678062145
That's why your creative on drugs. Psychedelics are responsible for half the good shit in the last 40 years, and weed is the go-to high for creativity. Unless it's hurting you some way, you shouldn't feel bad about using shit to help you out.
>>678062192
children that misbehave should be put down
animals, no
>>678062192
Fucking kek
>>678060981
This is why King of the Hill is an amazing show.
>>678062192
Preach
>>678062192
I'm not even the same dude, but who gives a fuck about some dog? You don't belong here and need to go back to Tumblr.
And yeah, I'd put the kids down too. Fuck the little bastards.
>>678058275
Breakups fucking suck. Going through one myself. Drink if possible.
I need a hug, /b/
>>678062935
>>678063403
>>678059118
>starts hiding from me in pain so she can die without bothering me
Oh my fuck.
>>678062192
Just in case anyone wants to spread this shit
>>678058275
Are you me? About 2 months ago, i was like you, bro.
Don't worry, first month is always the hardest. It gets easier from that..
Just, keep yourself busy, find a new hobby.. time will do its magic eventually.
Cheers
>>678063597
If you want edgy, I could always say I'd fuck te kids before I put them down.
>>678062927
For the most part it doesn't, even though I start reacting to shit like auras and dragons.
The medications I'm on are just stifling as fuck, makes it harder to connect with people on fundamental levels. Instead it's just this blunted affect like I'm speaking at people and information isn't nearly as potent.
I don't feel bad unless I'm made to by family or the institution, who staunchly opposes my views as either reckless, self-medicating, or outright asinine and ludicrous.
Really just want a sense of harmony with my creative potential without them I guess, but that takes effort, and effort means I'm not properly aligned with myself, I've come to find at least.
Just bought a house back in december with my gf of 3 years. 3 months after we signed papers and moved in she went off the deep end. Decided she no longer wanted to live with me, but wasnt going to leave. Now were in this fucked up situation. Her meds have really fucked her head up and she refuses to believe it. I really do love her, but every day i feel more and more angry at her for putting me through this shit. I havnt dont a god damned thing to her. she says she "needs to find happiness within herself"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qfyg376Tdpg&nohtml5=False
Some feels music.
http://rainymood.com/
And some sounds to go with your feels music.
>>678064290
tanks anon
I will dump some to keep thread alive.
it's 4:17am, goodnight /b/
I just want to say I love you, anon
>>678064704
we love you too anon, goodnight
Make a wish, anons.
My personal story.
>>678063947
Thanks, anon.
>>678056650
I got engaged about a year and half ago. Initially, I didn't believe in marriage, thought it would always end in tears. Over time, I convinced myself I was wrong, that I'd be okay, that our sex life would keep up, that we'd be happy. After we got engaged, our sex life took a dive. We went from fucking every day to fucking once a month, if that. We'd fight about it, I'd bring it up every 2-3 days, and she'd give me excuse after excuse (privacy, anxiety, etc. etc.). So I planned our honeymoon around those excuses, to make absolutely sure she had no excuses. She promised me over and over, that she'd make it all up to me on our honeymoon, that I'd "better be ready".
Well, we got married. Ceremony was alright, but we were saving most of our money for the honeymoon. We rented a cabin (no anxiety from people interrupting us), got condoms (no anxiety from getting her pregnant), we got 2 ounces of weed (supposedly makes her hornier), got toys to get kinky, the whole shebang.
Well, come honeymoon, the only one who got fucked was me. We didn't fuck. I did everything I could to make it happen, I gave up everything for it. And she let me down. She got everything she wanted out of that honeymoon, and I got nothing. FUCK MARRIAGE. ANYONE WHO TELLS YOU IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO CAN HANG THEMSELVES WITH THEIR OWN INTESTINES, BUT ONLY AFTER THEY SUCCESSFULLY RAPE THEMSELVES WITH A ROID-RAGING TIGER.
>>678063776
Sad.... but true
ill post a couple videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JNyllXJEKY
>>678065792 Start it like 3 minutes in
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q
>>678064857
I wish I didn't wish I was dead
>>678065792
Fuck, 1:30 in and I can already sense the inbound feels.
>>678064857
I wish I was... not just dead, but obliterated. Every trace gone, so none of this "I'll be sad if you die" bullshit.
Everything that IS me. Just skittering off into oblivion. That is my wish.
>>678066570
Thats amazing.
>>678064976
4chan has been dying for a while
But it's stable and we can browse easily
Mchan would be better if it wasn't so slow at loading.
>inb4 i got potato internet
>>678065917
>>678065792
More? Do you have any more?
>>678066570
that's amazing
I watched star wars force awakens today and it was fucking great. I saw it once before when it first came out at the theatre but I had a bad experience and I think it kinda ruined the movie the first time.
Can happy feels be in a feels thread?
>>678066984
I find this video kinda sad, even though Carl Sagan is kind of a faggot
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nl5dlbCh8lY
>>678067499
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mwGnCIdHQH0
>>678056650
Dumping sad birthdays/celebrations
1/10
>>678068885
2/10
>>678068920
3/10
>>678068972
4/10
>>678069013
5/10 halfway point
>>678068920
Ahh... sad because he's finally realized he's worthless.
>>678069065
6/10
Retirement home. Most of these patients have dementia or Alzheimer's
>>678069190
>>678069242
his face ;_;
>>678069342
9/10
>>678069400
10/10
done
>>678056650
>be me, 6 hours ago
>out with girl i have crush on
>she seems to like me too
>chilling at hotdog joint with her
>says she has to go
>have friend that lives down block, go to his house
>sitting there with him, he gets a text from her asking if he wanted to chill
the feels
>>678069456
you forgot one
>>678069991
oh yeah, you're right.
here, have this.
How did you know I had that on my computer?
>>678068972
wanna fuck her right now
>>678069065
I have those plates. Neat!
>>678067745
>>678067499
These two were very nice
My best friend and my crush fell in love with each other
>>678064976
Fuck off you whore, this is a feels thread. We don't want your shit here.
>>678069190
I hate this picture. My mother was never in a retirement home; she didn't make it that far. She was diagnosed with brain cancer in 2012. She fought for over 3 years when the life expectancy for an individual with a Stage 4 Glioblastoma drops to 18 months typically. She died last July. She lost the ability to speak and would just sit up in her hospice bed staring. For some reason I see her in the bottom pane of that picture - the woman behind the mask in the wheelchair and I remember how terrible it was see her like that.
>>678070172
Its a classic feels thread pic. My birthday was yesterday...
>>678063891
What A CUNT
>>678068972
Girl is gorgeous, how is there not one single friend there
I still don't know how to feel about her. Should I just kiss her? What if that fucks everything up? I don't want to hurt my boyfriend, her, or even her boyfriend... but why can't I get over these thoughts and feelings? Surely it will pass someday soon, hopefully. Although, it's been several years and they have yet to dissipate...
>>678070931
Happy late birthday anon :)
>be me
>not a very popular person just have like 3 friends that I talk to
>one day I was feelings particularly depressed and alone so asked if they maybe wanted to go out and do something
>everyone said no and that they had other planes that night
>later that night decide to do something on line other than 4chan
>go on facebook and see that one of my friends had been posting a bunch of pictures of all of them hanging out and having fun
>went to the movies had chines hung out and shit
>they went out of the way not to hang out with me
>not the first time it's happened
>now they just make plans in front of me and I don't get invited
>>678071595
Thank you my dude
>>678071754
Holy shit R.I.P
>>678071754
I feel you Anon
>>678071754
Why would you like to hang with them
>>678071754
Welcome to the club
>>678059215
this hit hard
>>678070931
Happy late birthday you wonderful bastard
>>678071754
You don't need them, you have us
>>678072532
nearly teared
>>678070931
Happy Birthday Anon! I wish you the best of luck
>>678072415
I don't have alot of friends and its not like I need a lot of friends but when I'm alone depression gets bad fast
>>678072543
Thanks anon
>>678071888
Trips was a good late bday present
>>678071754
Your friends are shitty people Anon. Good people don't do shit like that to people especially their friends. You need to find a new group of friends man. Probably easiest to stick with them til you kind of have some other ones to minimize loneliness
>>678059215
RIP
>>678063403
Be careful little anon, that edge is pretty sharp, you could end up hurting yourself.
>>678071754
Oh god anon , no words
>No Dad
>Mom left me when I was 6
>Half-Brother went to live with his Father
>Only family is Grandfather
I wish I was 4 again.
>>678063403
At least you can save money on bleach when you decide it's time to kill yourself, you can just slit your wrists with that edge you got there.
>>678072643
Thx /b/ro
>>678070931
Happy Birthday /B/ro
>>678073054
Happy birthday anon
>>678056650
>be highschool me
>have a crush on a girl
>find out she likes me
>she's a friend of pretty much all of my friends, so we talk quite regularly
>we become friends
>she literally gives me hints on a daily basis and even tells me she likes me
>never do anything about it cause i thought she was a 'slut' and muh italian morals didn't let me date a slut even tho i liked her a lot
>high school ends, nothing happens. we were on the same whatsapp group for some time, she still kept hitting on me and i ignored her. eventually we lost contact
>after some time i realised how big of a mistake i made and started having social anxiety problems
>go to university
>my social anxiety leads to me missing a lot of classes which results in bad grades and me getting expelled from the uni
>spend 2 years as a depressed neet
>get fat (from 80 to 140kg)
>fast forward
>friend calls me
>tells me he found that girl at a party
>he says she was drunk as fuck and basically telling him everything about her life
>he told me he brought my name on the conversation and asked her if she still remembered me
>she started crying and said 'he was the only person i've ever loved'
>he gave me her number and told me 'its time to make a move, bro. dont let her down again'
>i want to call her but she doesn't know i'm a fat fuck now
>i don't know how she will react and i'm too scared to make a move
>mfw i'm throwing another opportunity away
>>678058097
Seriusly? Explain
>>678066570
It's incredible how such small things can make you feel so much.
Since the theme was sad birthday shit.
>>678073121
>>678073135
Thx dudes
>>678073054
No problem at all /b/rother
The stars were meant to be. We exist because everything was right in the start of our cosmos. And I have this life of misery. To be dead would be to be truly free, free of space and time. A realm of no chaos.
>>678073143
You better goddamn get in contact with her or I will beat you. Fuck the fact that you've gotten fat, if she loves you she will help you find the motivation to move past it.
Call her you fucking fuck. Or just text her. Contact her somewhere. Do it. Fucking right now.
I'm 19 years old, 20 in October.
Still living with my parents and little brother.
Unemployed.
By my age, my sister had already moved out and had a kid.
Family talks about how useless I am when they think I'm out of earshot.
Every other night I go on a long walk and just think about killing myself, but I'm too much of a pussy to actually do it.
>>678073143
Bro, she obviously liked you for who you were, not your image. Make a move. Dont fuck it up again my dude
>>678073143
Just have a casual conversation with her and go for it. If she loves you, she won't care that you gained wait. Also if you're feeling really self conscious then work out a little bit to lose the weight.
>>678073143
get fit and call her anon please
>>678073467
You're still so young anon. Get a fucking job and get out of that shit environment. You feel like shit because you live with toxic people so go do well and forget about them and you'll be happy
>>678073143
TBH, if your fat now and still young you should be able to lose weight easily, especially if you have incentive to do so. I say give it a shot, call her anon.
>>678073143
ok /b/or just do it, this is your only life its better to try and fail then not try at all, if you dont try there is no chance of stuff to happen between you two, but if you take this change there is at least a possibility
>>678073488
Dubs of truth
>>678064704
We love You anon
I drink too much and i always destroy things in my life cause of that. Friends, gf anda family are gone, i live alone drinkn and playn all night long waiting for the next thing i'm gona lose. Wish i never started drinkn wen i was young.
pic related, old bikers i used to ride with, they are gone now too.
>>678073712
...Fuck.
>11
>meet girl down the street with same age
Let's call her Hailey
>We would hang out everyday after school and just talk
>She became my first (and only) girlfriend
>I would tell her my deepest thoughts
>She would tell me hers
>She helped me get through the bullying
>After a few years she says she's moving to Florida
>Neither of us had phones back then so I made a promise
>"We will meet again, in this life or the next"
>We hug and say goodbye
I'm 19 now and how I wish countless nights that I could remember her fully. How I wish every night that I could call her and tell her that I wish she was here to help me through my problems and how I wish I could be there for her problems. I just wish that I could feel loved again. I hope I can follow through on my promise. I'm going into the Air Force in hope that in my travels I get to see her again in this life because I don't think I can wait another life to feel loved again.
>>678069400
Oh, man...
>>678073143
Get a gym membership now, call her and when she asks how you've been, mention the weight and that you're sick of it and that you're going to a gym if the weight issue really bothers you and you think that it'll affect her. Just do it man, don't let that shit go.
>>678064030
She's fucking niggers
>>678064976
fuck off with your spam
>>678071754
First of all, you have us.
Second, you'll learn to live like this and it's not so bad. You'll find your own ways to have some hapiness without depending on others. I know I did.
>>678069724
kek
>>678073994
I wish you luck, hope thats happen.
>>678064030
The only thing you can do is sell the house and leave, when they get to the point where they don't believe their head is messed up then they've gone too far for you to help. Just end it, sell your part of the house and leave. Who knows, she might actually wake up and get her life on track if she hears your plans, just get a video recorder for when you tell her. She might accuse you of abuse or rape.
>>678073143
No matter the outcome you have to contact her or you'll regret not knowing forever.
I just want to rant right now, so I will try to make this short
>Be me sophomore year
>join marching band to do something fun with some of my friends
>first day, notice new girl name Brooke
>tall, slender, geek, short haired and absolutely 10/10
>Tell myself that it is time to branch out and try to meet new people
>Spend the rest of marching band gawking at her over my bass drum
>Find out she has a YouTube channel, nothing fancy, just her talking about random stuff
>finally get the courage to message her (over youtube messenger, mind you)
>she still doesn't know even who I am
Fuck, this is so fucking creepy and awkward think about it
>pic related, it is the message I sent
part 1
>>678073948
that one got me too /b/ro.. i still think about her every day
I grew up in a close mind family so I can't make friends when I was a child now I don't have a real friend and I can't feel like "a member of a group" I don't have motivations and the last months I have been fighting with suicidal ideas
I really don't know what to do now
>>678073994
uh...facebook search nigger? you do know her fucking name right?
>>678075774
I think I've got a chance at reconciliation, at least in bringing the friendship back before anything else. I feel hopeful for the first time in a while, anyway.
Alright Anons, here is one of my feels tales.
>Be me, 6 years old
Have a bestfriend, lets call her Blue.
>Blue and I are friends for years and around my 10-11th year of life, I start to get feelings for Blue
>I come from a poor family but Blue didn't care
>She hints she likes me to, never moved on it until I was about 12
>Be me, 12 years old
>At this point Blue is the only person I ever even express emotions with
>Ask Blue out
>No
>Wait few months and ask again
No..
>Goes on for years but I still have faith
>Be me, 15.
>Oh my what she says yes
>Try my hardest to be the best bf I can
>Goes to gym to try and buff up just to look good for her
>Gives up smoking and drinking for Blue
(In my city is normal to start at early ages)
>Blue finds every possible reason to get mad at me
>Blue breaks up with me and promises me we'll still be friends because I honestly couldn't live with out her
>Convinces her to come out and chill with me
>We chill she goes home, her mom come out
>Crazy polish bitch is screaming at me threatening to slice my throat if I ever talk to her again
>In tears
>Have panic attack
>Have asthma attack as a result of panic attack
>Go to hospital, crying all the way there
>Cries for days because I don't know what to do
>Tries to kill myself because I don't have anyone else who will even listen to me
>Pussy out both times, puked the pills up and called the 911.
>5 Months later finally get over it
>2 months later the bitch has the nerve to text me happy birthday knowing what she caused.
I still think about her time to time. 17 now and the feeling never goes away that she was the one.
SORRY /B/RO'S FOR THE LONG ONE I'M NOT A NATURAL GREEN TEXTER
>>678073447
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>>678074114
thanks guys.
i actually can't call her right now. i just don't have it in me. i'm too ashamed of what i've become, but i'm working on it.
that happened last week, and since then i've been eating only once a day and doing some exercising. i'm actually pretty confident i can lose the weight i gained, but i'm afraid it might take too long and she finds someone else before that. let's hope she doesn't.
>>678075554
go on...
>>678076007
We'll overlook the underage this time anon. Thanks for sharing.
>>678075990
i broke her fucking heart and never apologized.. if you have a chance at even friendship.. do it
>>678076095
Keep it up, just don't wait too long. If calling is too tough at least send a text.
>>678076437
I was on the receiving end, but I'm sure that sucks too. Maybe you should go ahead and apologize anon.
>>678073143
She loves you just tell her you love her too wtf
>>678076095
If she really loves you then she won't, not if you give her hope that she can still have you by calling her, text her, anything. You don't have to meet up right then and there, give it a week or two of exercising, then meet up, but don't hide the fat thing. Be honest about your weight and that you're fixing it for her, she'll appreciate it if she truly loves you.
>>678076537
YES send a text just something to show that you are here
>>678076007
Sounds like it was her mom, you cuck
Also UNDERAGE&/b/
MMMMMMMOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDSSSSSSSSS!!!!
>srs tho you'll be ok
>>678068885
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>>678069456
>>678069991
These in my opinion are far more soul crushing than all the fags crying about chicks. Yeah, I've gotten my own dumbass heart broken too, but fucks sake... you'll live past that.
These guys though, that's a different kinda lonely. A different kinda feels, I can't explain it.
>>678075554
>she messages back with saying how she has asked about me, and that she has heard about the other girls I had asked out
>she doesn't want to be my "second choice"
>TFW the other girls that I had talked to were both lesbians and dating each other (I found out from one of my friends, but this is yet to come)
>I message back with pic related
fuck me sideways this^ is shit-tier
part 2
>>678076007
ill redirect you here anon...
>>678069724
>>678059215
Nah bro. Nah. :(
>>678076833
That's a bit cringe anon...
>>678076329
>>678076863
Thanks /b/ros and yeah I know it was young, but shit happens lol
>>678076095
>>678076650
fuck that /b/ro, get lit at the gym, lose the weight and be the man of her dreams.. you can do it
>>678065636
I would draw a fucking M1 Abrams tank.
>>678077181
I'm saying that if he waits too long then she may move on.
Will I ever be able to come to terms with my mediocrity? If I am to be a cog in the human machine, would it have been to much to ask to at least be a shiny cog with an enormous cock?
>>678077181
he is the man of her dreams it is clear, that after all this time she still loves him
I've been fat my whole life and coincidentally alone my whole life. This year I finally did something about it and started losing weight. This has been my last saving grace for not an hero. I just realized, being skinny is nice, but it doesn't fix beta.
>>678077531
fucking kek
>>678077531
top fucking kek
>>678059118
why is that a bad thing -.- i would love a cat like that mine is just scratshing me if im near him.
>>678066570
Damn
Best friend since high school kissed me before i went back to my duty station.
Says sorry
We talk about dating
Literally 10/10
I love her so much and then she says she doesnt wanna date to risk our relationship as friends.
FML.
Gonna drink cause of this.
>>678063891
Rage Thread?
Maybe it wasn't him.
>>678063595
Bring it in, /b/ro. What's wrong?
>>678058097
>Barking too much
>>678059118
Its a cat.... who cares..
>>678058764
Oh damn, right in the feelippines
>>678078106
fucking leave you nigger
>>678078131
Fuck you. /b/ loves it's cats.
>>678076817
Social rejections a bitch homeboi
>>678065586
How is it now?
>>678056650
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>>678076095
Fuck that dude, just strike up a convo with her. She loved you for your personality. Im pretty sure she wouldnt give a shit if you gained a few. And when she finds out that you are trying to lose it she'll see you as someone confident and determined
>be me
>working night shift at the bar I work at
>it's a average friday night so it's pretty crowded
>and then randomly this one qt 3.14 catches my attention
>she was sitting by herself having a drink and looked a bit down
>I walk over to her to see what was wrong
>tells me the guy she was supposed to be meeting had stood her up
>looking like she may cry
>tells me she is just going to go home
>I knew she had a few that night and my shift ended soon so i told her if she needed i could give her a ride
>"no thank you I'm good to drive, thank you though"
>she was't slurring her word or anything so I though she could handle it
>she walks out and drives away
>fast forward to next morning watching the local news and eating breakfast
>lady on news says there was a crash last night and that one of the drivers was drunk and had died (other driver was fine)
>shows picture of the qt from the bar
>if I had just tried harder to get her to come with me she would still be alive
>her blood is in my hands
this happened about a year ago and still cant get over it
>>678064857
I wish my dad was here to see me graduate, to be at my wedding when i finally marry, and to be a proud old man.
>>678078901
FUCK. Join a survivor's guilt therapy group or something, that's some rough shit.
>>678069400
selfish cunt
did this out of order time wise, but I don't care
>think since I have decided that I need to be more adventurous with social interactions I need to ask out every girl that even is remotely nice to me and I like
>ignore all cringe-worthiness
>see this girl named Nicole
>very unstable from being raped, and has scars from cuts on her arms
>I decide to ask her out in a public place
>she says no, but gives me her number
>TFW first girl to give me her number
>start chatting about random shit
>she is dropping things like "have you ever kissed a girl?", "what would you do if you had a GF?"
>start to think she is a possible GF
>she stops texting me all together
>find out she is dating another girl (one that I had asked out with Nicole's permission btw)
I did so many things wrong
all of it is obviously cringe of course, and I have to deal with it everyday because I still see them in everyday life
I feel so much regret from it all because it has put so much shity thoughts about how I liked several girls at once, and how they were literally all lesbians.
pic related, its from when my parents were beating me for not getting up in the morning
>inb4 B&
end
>>678078901
meh, fuck 'er. you'd have been done for rape anyways anon so at least it's not vaginal blood on your hands
>be me
>finish high school happy and ready for future
>go to university
>make some of the best friends i'd ever had in my life
>get hazed and grades suffer
>tell mom what happens
>tells me to tell the school
>all of the people associated would get expelled
>imnotdoingthatshit.jpg
>forces me to tell the school
>police ask me to come in to explain
^fuck no
>people still get in trouble and they all know it was me who snitched
>friends try to be understanding but it will never be the same
>drop out of university
>go to community college and work 40 hours a week at shit restaurant job
>grades continue to suffer
>mom kicks me out to live with dad
>move in with dad, who i necer really knew as a kid
>has gealth problems and collects disability checks
>has no friends
>sits on his ass every day and watches tv
>wake up every day knowing that i am destined to be sad and alone just like him
>>678079244
How is that selfish?
His family was literally making fun of him.
>>678078901
You did all you could, I'd let it go.
>>678079420
ungrateful cunt is what he is. he should be grateful he has a family that cares
>>678078945
I'd have killed myself too if my son were such a huge flaming faggot lol
>dittowishtho.jpg
>>678078901
at least you're taking responsibility faggot
>>678079465
then fix it
>>678079786
>just stop being depressed it's so easy
>>678079610
but his family DOESN'T care.
They literally pulled him out to make fun of him.
Jesus what the fuck are you on?
>>678079644
Well I guess I wasn't ever going to be the man I was ever going to be without my dad.
> no one taught me how to shave, did it anyways
> no one taught me how to date girls, did it anyways
>no one taught me how to be a man, still don't know how to.
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>>678079644
You're a cunt.
>>678079693
You're no better.
>>678079962
no one said it was easy. the best things in life aren't easy
>>678079963
from what i read they giggled because he doesn't know how to cut cake. so what? never heard of families playfully messing with one another anon?
>>678080094
i am a cunt for being right? he is at fault. he knew better. he and the dead girl are both responsible for her death. even he knows which is why he is guilty.
and it isn't "survivors remorse". he survived nothing, just enabled her unintentional suicide
>>678080042
Yeah, mine wouldn't have done that shit anyways. 5th of 6 kids here, all hamydown clothes, knowledge & stories of my father...
>>678080042
when i was a kid i necer had a father figure, or a male role model. in middle school i would pretend to be my own father. i would give myself advice on what i thought a father would tell a son.. in high school i said fuck it ill just fuck around and see what happens.. 21 now and i moved in with my pop about 3 months ago.. i was probably better off without him
>>678080094
got dubs tho
>>678080259
...they also made the cake to depict his depressing life.
>>678080125
do drugs
>>678080902
and? families messing with one another is common. is someone is far too sensitive to see the humor that is their problem
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>>678080465
Yup, but you're still being a cunt.
>>678076833
Cringe
>>678081331
if you view someone being honest as a cunt then so be it
>>678081331
You sir, are the cunt. You hurt my FEELings!
>>678081104
People with certain mental disorders such as anxiety get really, really fucked up when their family constantly "needles them for fun", and oftentimes when they bring it up in an attempt to make it stop they'll be ridiculed for that. "But it's all in good fun, they don't mean any harm!" No, fuck off. If you hurt someone, you don't get to decide that you didn't.
It sounds like you didn't even bother reading the whole post, the guy's mom got drunk and the entire family ignored him the whole time.
>>678060205
whats the context of this scene, if you dont mind me asking?
Dad passed away 8 years ago this month. Really missing him but I've grown a lot and know he would be proud. Was 12 when he passed.
>>678081863
i don't see how his drunk mother has anything to do with this. if anything he should be glad his family ignored him especially since he has anxiety like you said. if his family ignored him until the cake then i don't see how they constantly "needled" him for fun. they let him be alone until they cake where they tried to bring him in until he fucked it up and became over sensitive.
>>678081863
anxiety is not a mental disorder faggot it's an emotion. Shit triggers me as much as tumblrkin PTSD bullshit.
>>678082024
at least you did something with your life. a lot more than these other self pitying fags and the fags who enable them
New fuck buddy has pussy that is too tight. Even with slow, gentle touching, licking, easing in, caressing, lube train, can only get part of my big dick in. Need more balls deep. :``(
>>678082463
If someone doesn't want to go out and have a big family gathering in public on their birthday because it will play hell on their anxiety then they shouldn't be forced to. The family might think they're doing him a favor and showing that they care but they're actually showing a massive lack of understanding.
People with those kinds of disorders can't help how things affect them. If something bothers them, it fucking bothers them. Whether you think it should or shouldn't is totally irrelevant.
>>678067499
carl sagan isnt a faggot
>>678073911
Aguente firme! Eu estou com você anão....
Eu já fiz muitas besteiras enquanto bêbado.
>>678081863
tumblr?
>>678082482
Oh for god's sake, shut the fuck up about things you know nothing about.
>>678082588
Hotdog it anon!
>checked
>>678082752
>hurr, mention anxiety, must be from tumblr xDD speshul snowflake
>>678082819
Oh Boohoo you feel nervous about stuff!
>Niggers starve in Africa and we get medication so we don't drop our change when we catch a glance from the cashier
>>678082710
no one forced him unless they put a gun to his head which i highly doubt they did. he chose to go to the party and react badly to not being able to cut cake. people may not always choose what happens, but they can always choose how they react emotionally
>>678082911
yes, now please go back
>>678073143
Anon please, for her sake and yours too. You've been granted another chance. The chances man. She's that's a wake up call to everything that's happened to you. Get fit, confident or not she likes you for you.
>>678056650
5/28/7 Valkyrie R.I.P ;_;