i feel tired.

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>>677941320

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>>677941320
dumping all i have

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>>677942119

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>>677942189

When i was 5 my mom was in a car crash, and the last thing she did was call me to sing me to sleep.

>>677942444
I'm sorry anon.

>>677942119
this one always gets me

hits so close to home

>>677942119
This is really depressing.

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this one hits so fucking close to home :(

I've been gone from 4chan for 2 years or so, where did all these normies come from?

>be me
>12
>dad is hitting my mother
>i grab the gun from underneath their bed
>btw, they dont know i know about it
>i come out, hold the gun
>it's loaded, you can tell from the weight
>my dad backs up, and stops hitting my mum
>i shoot him, get him in the shoulder
>the kickback is powerful, i nearly plummet to the ground
>he comes up to me, adrenaline coursing through his veins
>he starts hitting me
>he keeps pounding on me, and my mum goes to get the phone
>he doesn't notice, or maybe he doesnt care? i dont know, and i will never know
>my mum calls the cops
>im bloody and bruised, on the floor
>the warmth of the blood covering my face
>he's in the corner of the room, holding the gun
>police barge in
>he starts shooting
>police fatally shoot him
>i dont give a fuck
>i turned 21 a few days ago
>mother decides to tell me the truth: she had cheated. he was hitting her because of that

i basically killed my own father, /b/. and not only that, but i dont know how to feel about him. should i feel bad i brought upon a death?

>>677944662
Our memes spread to normiebook.

Don't sit here posting, get suiciding you ineffectual subhuman shits.

The human race will benefit greatly by your removal.

>>677941320
this just happened over the weekend
>be in uni
>meet very cute girl from my state
>start talking and hanging out with her alot
>mentions her boyfriend
>ohwell, maybe they'll break up eventually
>see her everyday, part of the same major/clubs
>over the weekend we went out with some friends
>get really drunk
>"I hate when you talk to me about other girls"
>"I love you and you deserve the world"
>many more drunken empty words
>but I was drunk so feelsgoodman.jpg
>talk to her next day and shes crying
>doesn't want to ruin her current relationship for me
>fuck

>>677943618
:(

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>be me
>13
>live happy life with computers (I'm very tech-savvy)
>dad leaves for 2 weeks to help friend move house
>mum finds it hard to do things around the house so she asks me to help
>no.exe
>resume playing games & coding
>1 week and 6 days pass, 1 day before dad comes home
>playing WOW on desktop
>mum comes to me and says "Anon, you know I love you very much, and you know that"
>didn't care, and resumed playing games
>go to school next day
>doing science assignment
>excused out of class by my student worker
>I'm autistic, so I need support in my class
>Go to dark, silent room
>play some music through my iPod
>I'm told that I might not be seeing my family for the night or more
>I ask why
>student worker says he doesn't know
>student worker asks if he remembers my mum saying anything the night before about it
>remember what mum said about loving me
>start crying and realise what is happening
>IdontActuallyKnowWhatIsHappening.jpg
>I move out, my suitcase was already prepared for me
>stuck in 200 year old house
>3 powerpoints throughout the whole house
>no internet
>had to back up some stuff onto another hard drive
>do that
>I'm told that my routine would not get changed
>skip 4 weeks
>Routine changes about 57 times, only can use computer 2hrs a day
>get call from people
>they say they are sorting things out and they dont know if this will be permanent
>skip to 3 years
>call
>parents both disappeared
>I cry for 2 days restless
>skip to now
>$220,000+ and a house
>every wall has hundreds of pictures of my parents
>cry every day

I still don't know why I was moved out to this day, I keep pictures of my cat on my ipod from ages ago whenever I feel sad and I can remind myself of the life I used to have.
To sum it all up to kids who I know use 4chan, because when I was a kid I used 4chan to express my feelings. Don't ever hate your parent's company, not many people get that kind of love. -Just an anon

>>677942119
hm, im feeling it

>>677946484
what the fuck are you talking about

>>677942444
checkem trips

>>677946484
wtf. parents can't just move your shit out.

>>677946484
damn!
:(

>>677946905
You don't know because you never experienced it. experience and know it.

Sadanon here

>>677946693
shooting rampage time

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>>677941320
god damnit, everything in this thread is so sad.

I need a hug so bad right now..

>>677947727
if only you had boobs think how easy it would be

>>677947793
yeah

>>677947014
through communication you can share your experience.

learn how to fucking type

>>677946133
why do you want to be friends with a girl that you obviously want to fuck?

>>677948012
There are some things I couldn't do because I didn't learn much in school

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i've been in a 1 year relationship with my current gf. things have been going well. she is my first one (and probably my last one) and im really happy. but, over the past months we've been having less and less sex. i feel like she has started seeing me as her best friend or something. we go to all the "women's stores" and all and she says all the time how cute and good i am but she never says "youre so hot, i want you to fuck me right now". she used to say that in our first months but now i hear it less and less. over the past month she was busy with schoolwork and stuff like that and barely had anytime to speak to me even though we live in the same room. now, she has gone to the czech republic for a month and i feel miserable without her. also, i've began thinking about my colleague's big saggy tits alot. i've been wanting to squeeze them like hell. but i somehow manage to control myself... i really love my gf but i would never cheat on her. i just want her to be sexually attracted to me... because when we dont have sex for like 4-5 days i begin acting nervous and aggresive and she goes like "you just want me for sex!!" and it turns out that im the bad guy. anyway, what should i do? ive started excercising again hoping that she will feel the same way about me and my body as she did many months ago

>pic related, its her

>>677944714
Hey guy s soflo Antonio back with another one [gone sexual]

>>677948482
maybe she kinda wants you to be the bad guy sometimes. you have to do it but you don't have to feel responsible for it.. women do this from time to time.
What does it Kolye mean? (I can read Cyrillic but I'm still trying to understand the meaning of some russian words)

>>677948823
yeah i guess youre right. lately ive been feeling less manly since we go to dress stores and chinese shops and shit like that. but its not her fault. i dont have any friends or anything, neither does she, so we try to go to places that are fun to both of us

it says kopie (copy). i coppied the original photo and hid her face

>>677943618
fuck

>>677948946
Yeah I often read the P for an L.
sometimes also having interests and not pass every single day together would help. Looks like you have to add some pepper to your relationship but without forcing it. And don't be afraid of losing her.. you won't.
Удачи друг

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>>677949434
the thing is, we live together in a small apartment, we are almost 24/7 together. you're making a good point but i have noooo idea how to "add some pepper". and yes, i am afraid of losing her since up until my 20 ive been >tfw no gf so hard. care to elaborate? or share a similar story?

>another pic

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GifS4zwggE

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IX4X2I4HQ7s

>be me
>quarter century old
>havent done anything with life
>except sex, i seem to be pretty good at sex and getting it
>vast amounts of meaningless sex with all kinds of women and (legal) teens
>About 80 by my count so far
>was cool edgy guitar weed sex god in hs
>7 years since graduation
>Mfw all my hs friends have 2 degrees or are traveling the world,
>im still in the same 3-city area
>working with undocumented workers so i can barely scrape by and feed my booze and coke addiction on the weekends.

>Feel like only hope is go military or an hero.

Before you ask, yes.
Ive had multiple std's

>>677949724
Well most of the time the kind of things you brought up happen because you get used to each other. I can imagine you've lived together for a while. I don't know which are the possibilities for you to change something but I can assure you that doing everything she wants, going with her wherever she wanna go, isn't healthy for you and I'm 100% sure that you do it beacuse you care a lot for her and you're somehow afraid of losing her. It's difficult to try or at least pretend that you don't care but you gotta do it. Show less interest in her and you'll see. Women want you to care for them and at the same time they want you NOT to care. Don't make her feel important, and she'll come for you. At least this always works for me.

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>>677941320
>Be 19
>FWB with 18 year old chick
>Finally agree to fuck
>We get into it for a good hour, breaks in between
>I start picking up the pace and fucking harder and faster
>She eventually bleeds, we stop
>Her period doesn't start for another 2 weeks
>Shes upset, visibly shaken, starts crying
>I'm apologizing, pampering the shit out of her, not letting her go
>Can't get a word out of her
>She gets up, gets dressed and leaves
>Havn't seen or heard from her in a week now

What the fuck did I do man...

>>677944714
he was shitty, so who gives a fuck?

>>677950376
i guess youre right. i might try that but i dont know how it will turn out since we are in different countries and all now... but what i do is almost by my own will. i try to be as caring and as supportive as possible. she sees that and appreciates it but she doesnt do you know, what she must do...

so basically i should just talk less or what? i mean, if i do that she's going to feel even more stressed out than she is now. i can see in her face that she is unhappy there all the time

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>>677949809

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Take this

>>677948482
}копие
Privet, blyad.

>>677948106
because id marry this chick

>>677951224
well, if you're cruising through a period of stress you have to be her landmark. I didn't mean talk less but try and find a way to make her feel less important to you, even if you're there for her. Constantly being there for her will make her tired of you inevitably. Even if she appreciates you for your caring she'll get tired because life is like this. Reality doesn't spare you. Don't make her feel like whatever she'll do you'll be there. Make her just a little bit afraid of losing you. Do you understand me? I know it's hard but you'll understand. Balance is essential.. Don't do everything you do just in one direction or in the other

>>677951826
i understand what youre saying but i thought it would be easier than it sounds.... i have no idea how to act since ive hoped id never have to do anything like this..... welp, i guess being >le good guy is a bad thing in the long run

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>>677942119

anyone else feeling shitty because they haven't figured out different kind of stuff earlier?

>>677950008
Id say get a trade or go military.
Sounds like tou have some catching up to do, unless you're content being mediocre. All the mexicans that work under me smoke cigs and do yay on fridays. But they also send money back home...
Do you wanna be a mexiCANT?

Or go military, just be prepared for faggotry and physical torment.

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sup /b/.. do you remember the day you died?

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I still remember the day my psychologist told me that I cant feel sadness or anything that would hurt me...

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>>677952834
March 9th this year.

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but this just made me jealous....

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>>677953244
what did kill you?

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bump

Never posted this story before so it's some fresh OC. Happened a long time ago now but it's the story of how i lost my virginity.

>Me, 17, in HS
>Girl i have been good friends with for years, let's call her Kate
>Used to talk to each other about private things, people I liked (she had a bf during this time but I was genuinely happy having her as a confidante and for female perspective).
>I never fell in love with her, just held her in high regard, felt she was really genuine and trustwothy.
>She breaks up with bf at beginning of last year of school.
>I tell her it's alright and that i'll fix her up with someone, who does she like etc etc
>Says she likes someone but won't tell me who.
>Keep pestering her
>One night she gpt drunk with friends and sent me a huge text about how she loves me and has done for a while now etc etc
>I am secretly delighted
>Text her the next day, she is initially regretful but comes around when I tell her I was happy to hear it
>We begin seeing each other on the sly
>She isn't a virgin but I am.
>Long story short we fuck. She was awesome and loved it. Came back for more, was all over me etc.
>I was really keen on her too. I thought I'd struck gold - I'm basically in a relationship with my best friend.
>One day I text her and she doesn't reply
>I wait
>Next day I text her again to see if she's okay.
>She comes on msn (Shows how old this story is) and tells me she 'needs space'.
>I have her 'space' for three fucking weeks. She wouldn't even acknowledge me in the corridor at school.
>After three weeks she sends me a perfunctory text basically saying 'sorry about that, but we're cool right?'
>I ask for an explanation
>She tells me she was all confused etc but insists she wasn't just using me.
>Never had it explained to me to this day.
>Have confidence issues - is there something inherently wrong with me? What did I do?

Fucking women.

>>677943074
this is YLYL

>>677946484
Why didn't you seek answers? I want to swear at you

>>677949809
Not the vid, but the pic, seriously hits home. Probably fake or for attention, but still.

I had two experiences like that two years ago, where first I found out a close friend that I treated like a sister died, and then my girlfriend hung herself. Reflecting on those doesn't give me the feels any more. But that name, that's my name. I guess it helps grab my attention. It helps me feel it as if I were the one who died. And then it makes me wonder, what if I carried through with it all those years ago? Gives me a headache just thinking about it.

>>677946693
i wish i had someone like this, i'd probably be social and change

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>>677958059
probably

>>677944198
lmao
This is how not to do it. Even the story is just funny in the context of jimmy neutrons dad leaving desperate voicemails

>>677953244
March 6th, 2014. And i havent lived since.

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>>677950662
>tfw you wreck that pussy so hard she has an emotional breakdown

>>677952927
im pretty set at dying at 30 by either OD or "accident"
8 more years.
I've never really been happy and I don't think I ever will be. I have no reason to feel the way I do now.

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>>677946003
i feel that feel

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>>677952834
The night of my 21st birthday.
That was the first time I died.

>>677959558
My nigga, same.
Why not join the military?
I'm about to, I just hate that I won't be able to kill myself for another 6 years when I do.

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>Be me
>Get engaged to love of my life
>Still in college for justice studies but no worries, I’ll get a job
>wedding date is set and I just graduated so the clock is ticking
>Take a job as a janitor at an elementary school while I look for my dream job as a police officer. Its all I’ve ever wanted to do. I wanted a job to be proud of, a job where I could make a difference
>Try out for three departments. The first two rank me very high up on their lists
>The third was for the best department in the state, literally my dream job. $50,000 a year, full benefits and sick time, even retirement after 25 years but what are the odds. They’re only hiring one officer out of almost a hundred other applicants.
>Fucking crush all of their tests and move them during the interviews, pass every obstacle with flying colors.
>I finally get the call “congratulations Anon, you’re our number one choice. You’re hired. Academy starts in January
>Holyshit.jpeg
>First time in my life something worked out for me
>Parents are proud, fiancé is elated, everything in my life is falling into place/
>Day fucking one of academy I roll my ankle and have to resign.
>I lost the job and cant risk going through the application process again just to fail before the wedding.
>I go back to being a janitor for minimum wage for a short time before taking a job as a plumbers assistant with a relative
>Literally covered in shit and dirt every day, breathing in fiberglass and asbestos for 13 dollars an hour
>Every day is a struggle to get up and face the world
I don’t know how I can live my life anons. There was nothing else I wanted to do. Now I’ll spend the rest of my life as the guy that almost became a cop. Almost did something he could be proud of. I make shit for money, nobody respects me, and I feel like I completely let myself down. I hate life. At 24, I already feel like its ruined.

>>677960809
How about not rolling your ankle like a retard.

>>677946484
Sounds like you were sent to an orphanage or taken away from your parents?

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>>677953532
Oh this thread is still up. My cat died that was the final thing that broke me.

>>677960809
Hi faggot, I'm 24 and I did fucking nothing with my life. At least you tried.
#yolo

>>677960809
You gotta go again dipshit. Strength through adversity. U rolled ur ankle u didnt get lung cancer. Deal with it.

>>677952927
Just start doing drugs. They are fun and getting them gives you purpose in life. You won't live very long too.

>>677960717
I like the more destructive lifestyle man.
it's all ive ever known and it's all I will ever know.
I hate happy families and sappy shit, the only things that appeal to me are death and drugs.
my mother OD about 8 years ago I think. I know im gonna follow her lead like I did as a fucking toddler.
I figured a few years to enjoy things before the inevitable.

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Try think of it as a minor set back, shit happens anon, you can try for it again after everything chills out. It'll be okay

>>677960809
>>677961357
forgot tag xoxox

I just found a way I can kill myself for less than £25 pounds.
My family thinks I'm a mistake and have no redeeming qualities whatsoever
The only reason I have to live are friends that I see rarely

Do I end it?

>>677961861
how do you kill yourself for less than 25 pounds

>>677962059
Helium is like 20
a mask is about 3

>>677962215
Can you convert that to australian dollars?

>>677962402
Where you at fellow ausfag?

>>677962466
My house
You?

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>Helium is like 20
>mask is about 3
no

>>677962539
Your house too, coincidence.

>>677962615
Jump in my bed

>>677962773
[Spoiler] im already here

You know that 7 11 slushies are only like 3.50 for the biggest size? Shit is so fucking cash.

>>677949880
Damnit

>>677959620
This is probably the most moving story I've read here and I've been here for 7 fucking years. Well worth the read and the first thing I save in a feels thread.