>>677871474
one time i posted a girl on 4chan
I asked /b/ to rate my gf
but she wasn't my gf
she was just a girl from facebook etc etc this thread doesn't get any less pathetic the more times you post it, you autistic 14 year old retard.

>>677871474
> Not actually molesting him having nothing to lose
Faggot.

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>be you
/thread

>>677871474
Epic tale /b/ro

>had cancer once when young, slightly disfigured, became beta

years ago i saw a thread like this and it had 200+ replies...

but time passes and 4chan has changed... it is all plebeians who post nothing but bananas and spiderman,,,,

Don't feel bad OP... the fact that this thread is about to die just means you're not autistic...

You're welcome...

>>677872062
Fantastic hahaha.

>>677872652
If you post porn it always picks up lol it so pathetic.

>Be me
>work at a place where the boss promises one thing and does another
>can't find a sexy girlfriend
>friend keeps on trying to set me up with landwhales
>doesn't understand i like women who take care of themselves
>tfw I just want a qt 3.14 girlfriend and a decent shot at life

>>677873756

does he tell you they're land-whales before trying to set you up with them, or do you just get blind-sided during your first date...

details, anon!

>>677871474
Nothing as bad as yours OP, I merely got blown up in Afghan, almost all of me still in one piece!
Two mates left in tatters.

>>677874678

I'm not sure I believe this one...

Explain... even if it's bullshit... explain said bullshit...

>>677871474
I joined the Navy Nuke prgram

>be me
>12yo
>christmas day
>excited as fuck, just got a brand new wii and was playing Zelda TP (this isn't actually the worst thing)
>in conservatory playing my new wii, loving the game overall
>still do to this day
>can't wait to see grandparents
>mother gets a phonecall
>rushes out of the home with my stepfather, think nothing of it because new wii and relatives giving me more gifts
>mother comes home a few hours later, felt like minutes
>i run to greet grandparents
>house goes silent
>mother is crying hysterically
>my grandfather passed away on Christmas morning
>heartbroken
>cried for the next week
He was so fucking based and even the thought that he never got to see me grow up kills me today. He was very sick and had to be on an oxygen machine pretty much 24/7. I find solace in thinking his Christmas gift was to finally die and not live life in misery anymore.

well....to quote Quagmire, "clearly this is something that should have never been attempted."

I need to find a time-machine and go back to when some of my /b/rothers gave a shit about something other than jacking off...

>>677875758
Bro, that's shit that it had to happen on Xmas day but this life is SHIT, man... esp if you're old and sick and shit...

What he got was way better than Zelda...

>>677876120
Exactly. I just wish he wasn't so sick so he could have finished telling me the stories that he promised

>be me 14
>Parents married young and have financial struggle like hardcore.
>Never noted it cause live with grannie
>Parents always get home angry
>Dad hasn't found good job but has good connections and is getting somewhere
>Mom is always mad at him
>later over time realized mom only dated him cause she expected dad to be rich and successful
>During that year they devorce
>I'm the oldest cousin out of all my cousins
>Only child
>Pretty tough having to experiencing life earlier than anyone else I know
>Mom always gets mad at me
>always yelling and screaming at everyone
>Eventually during one of her days in college she gets a stroke
>Sent to the hospital and dad realizes what she means to him
>Decided to work harder and push himself more
>Dad gets into jobs he avoided but now has no choice
>Even in what seemed to be her death bed she continued to yell and get mad
>Over time school gets real bad
>Don't have many friends and grades are real bad
>I had only one friend back then
>Total fucking hell in lunch having to sit alone and getting bullied a lot
>Decide to join junkies cause their not that mean and I'm desprate to sit with a group and not alone
>After mom gets better she divorces dad

> be christmas
> ten years old
> go to grandfathers house
>step uncle is their
>Step uncle starts acting weird
> I ask him to leave me alone
>Punches me in face
>have black eye
>police called
>Punches other uncle who is awesome
>Police come
>Hide uncles 3 year old upstairs
>Uncles tries to kick down door.
>Police taser him
> he punches police officer
>they handcuff him
>taken away
>Turns out uncle took grandma's pills and drank a ton
> eat christmas ham silently
>have not seen uncle since

>be in third grade
>be in summer reading class because I'm retarded
>read a lot of clifford the big red dog books
>they are pretty gay but the class is actually fun
>be in class with my friend matt
>bring in GTA II on the PS1
>get invited to my friend matts house
>his mom picks us up
>we're in the car
>blind spot near the hedges at the end of my school's parking lot
>his mom drives past
>hits a guy on a bicycle
>see his body roll up the hood of the car from the backseat
>his mom is hysterical crying
>calls her husband
>calls my mom
>my mom takes me home
>be pissed off I'm not going to matts house

>>677876817
damn /b/ro...

that's some real shit...

my dad lost his job when i was in school selling alcohol to teenagers...

fucking loser man... wish he would have at least tried... just a little...

>>677877494
AAAAHAHAHAHAHAH

I'm sorry to laugh, but that' some funny shit man... I mean... sorry you never got to play GTA... did that dude die?

>>677876817
>Always noticed how much dad loved her
>So when mom couldn't deal with him anymore It hurt so much seeing how brutal it was for dad
>Dad gets real stressed and gains wieght
>within months he's gut a lard gut
>He was a handsome guy and I knew that for a fact because I was constantly told it
>Seeing him a mess was like spilling ink on the monalisa
>Dad one day goes to moms
>Mom introduces him to new boyfriend
>Cool guy and I really dig his cowboy style
>Dad was respectful but I saw so much pain in his eyes that day
>One day dad goes over to make a deal
>part of his job
>Want him to get back soon for my younger cousins birthday
>Don't know how it happened, but he was involved in a gang shoot out
>He got shot through the face
>Real bummed out but even with the many faces of sadness I try to convince everyone to be happy
>Be optimistic
>Mom isn't sad at all
>Just acts sad cause we all know everyone is real damaged by this
>During his funeral I was very surprised at how many people showed up
>all of them very sad
>Especially my younger cousin cause now his birthday was ruined knowing it is the same day dad died
>Ever since then I stopped caring about how many friends I had
>I got out of that group and just went back to sitting alone
>Dad always told me to stay away from drugs
>Now he died because of selling drugs


>Realize it's better to sit alone than to sit with bad people

>>677878025

he didn't die but he did sue the family and won. I'm 22 now so this was a long ass time ago but from what I remember, I guess his mom was at fault. I don't remember her slowing down and even assuming she had a green light, its an elementary school parking lot/street, she should of been more cautious. But the guy is also retarded for not even stopping to make sure no cars were coming.

I really genuinely was pissed off that I couldn't go to matts. I loved GTA and wanted to show him the game.

>>677878025

also I remember my friend retardedly thinking they should arrest the guy. Even from back then I remember thinking "yeah, hes knocked out cold on the ground but they'll wake him up and arrest him." I guess it was foreshadowing me being a cynical sarcastic prick.

>wife died 8 months ago
>single dad with 2 daughters
>death is suspicious according to cops so they investigate it a bit
>find out she had been cheating on me for i have no idea how long
>twin daughters (6 years old) are not mine
>biological father is man she has been having affair with
>claims i found out and killed her
>sues for custody and for life insurance money
>no evidence proving i had anything to do with it
>secret computer found in storage unit under false name used by wife
>new life insurance policies on kids and plans to kill kids
>wife had been cheating, passed another mans kids off as my own and planned to kill kids for money
im in custody battle now and have no idea if i even want to fight it. i know i should since i raised them but i feel nothing but rage when i see them

>be me
>be born black

>>677878789
lol my name is Matt.

Let's play some grand theft auto bro. It's not too late...

But first we need to get that unconscious guy arrested to cover our own asses... fuck that guy...

>>677879133
damn man, sorry...

>>677879046
That's fucked up.

You will destroy those girls if you give up on them.

>>677872062
first time I laughed outloud to a post all day

>>677872062
underrated post

>>677879336

I didn't think till just now it's kind of ironic we wanted to go to his house to play a game where we ran people over but instead we did it in real life.

>>677879046
IS THIS REAL LIFE?

If you are trolling you legally have to tell me...

okay actually you don't but... bro... please... did this shit actually happen??!!

>>677875758
The only Grandparent I ever met died when I was 4 on christmas eve.

>be me, 21
>have perfect girlfriend
>small, qt, lots of fun, intelligent, talented and career focussed (and asian)
>she is studying 5 hours away in a different city
>our relationship is really great despite that - she was the female equivalent to me and I was her male equivalent. We never had to worry
>A project I was working on begins to turn bad and head in a very bad direction (I work in filmmaking)
>A couple of future projects fall through
>get very anxious over it all
>previously had depression, can feel it coming back
>girlfriend comes to visit to reassure me
>whilst she's here I return to normal and feel okay and a bit better
>she leaves
>3 weeks later everything has returned and I have extreme tunnel vision, haven't been sleeping properly, and my judgement is impaired
>Have this female friend who is kind of relaxing to hang with now and then
>she comes over to make dinner for me to let me relax
>somehow ends up with us watching a movie
>she cuddles up to me at one point
>don't stop her as it's relaxing to have a nice female presence there - feel as though I'm not tackling things alone
>a flatmate asks us if we'd like a drink as he was going on holiday for a few weeks and wanted to finish what he had left before he went
>agree
>we all stay up chatting and drinking, having a good time, feeling better than I have in ages.
>flatmate goes to sleep
>just me and the girl, it's late now so I offer to sleep on the sofa and let her stay over
>she says we should just share my bed
>sure okay
>whynot.jpg
>end up cuddling a lot
>our faces wind up real close together
>suddenly she's kissing me, I kiss back
>end up making out for ages, but that's all
>we go to sleep, she leaves in the morning
>feeling guilty about it for the entire next week
>tell girlfriend and try to make her understand, who gets very angry and upset
>over the next 3 months she seems to lose all trust in me and my project falls apart
>breaks up with me, I fall into depression

That was a week ago


:(

>>677879046

Jesus fucking christ. I hope you get a stroke of good luck sometime soon.

>>677871474
Wow your mom's a cunt. Why would she even keep in contact with someone your grandma sued, let alone trust them to watch her kid?

>>677879478
yeah, it's funny cause that post was at the beginning and that thread is still going...

but /b/ is the land of plebeian faggots these days so.... any thread without porn will get targeted...

>>677879046
How long were you and your wife married?

>be born

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>>677879046
kill them anon. It is the only way.

>>677879377
but would it be better to raise them when i hate them? i know i dont hate them but just the fact they are a reminder of there mother who i utterly despise
i know the biological father doesnt give a shit he just wants the life insurance money and even wants alimony from me
>>677879961
100% true but feel free to use for trolling if you like. someone might as well have fun with it
>>677880259
ty anon
>>677880481
5 years, got married when i was 20 and she was 21 because i assumed i was the father. finished school, got great job and had what i assumed a good life

>>677880038
I don't mean to sound like a cold-hearted bastard but... you should NEVER have told your gf that....

I mean... I know you're probably empathetic like me and wanted to... but... i mean... the minute you did your relationship was over...

i feel for you but... damn I'm sorry man...

>>677879133
Checked
>kek

>>677880805
I regretted it from the moment I told her. I could've just let it blow over. I didn't love or care for that other girl at all really. It's totally my fuck-up but that doesn't make it any easier to feel better about.

>>677880299
Because my mom had the I.Q. of a fucking peanut. That's why.

Last time I was tested, I was like 130.

I scored at high-school level for I.Q. tests in 3rd grade... imagine being that smart and your adoptive mom (yea i was adopted) has the I.Q. of an 8 year old...

shit was frustrating. ruined my life, actually...

>>677875758
i feel you anon. I had a kickass biker bro grandpa.
>long viking hair/beard, 10 rings and sleeves the whole 9 yards.
>lived on west coast, I lived on east so didnt see too often
>were supposed to build a bike together when i turned 16
pepsi'd when i was 12 from cancer
(so my mom says but i learn more about him every day, like that he was a hells angel and did some shit for them)
>didnt see him last 2 years of his life, one of my biggest regrets of my life

>>677879133
holy shit anon you can't be serious, that's the most soul crushing story I've ever heard
I hope you find a way out of that trench that sounds to me is your life, this post is the first in a long time to actually make me have a feeling of compassion for the poster, I mean shit; I wouldn't wish what you're going through on my worst enemy
Good luck Anon

>>677871474
counter sue

>>677871474
Dont feel like green texting because im on my phone
>inb4 cant green text

About 6 years ago i was working as a tow truck driver. I was heading to an accident scene and made it there pretty fast. Got the road cleaned up and the car hooked. I checked my phone after i got back into my truck and had a bunch of missed calls and new vm from my family. I pulled over into a nearby parking lot and checked my vm. My grandma had passed away. Stomach, pancreas, and liver cancer. I sat in that parking lot for about 20 minutes and cried. When i finally made it back to the yard i told my boss. He refused to give me time off to go to the funeral. I traded shifts with 2 other drivers and still took a write up to be there.

>>677871474
when the love of my life left me, I cried two years. That girl was hot. Because i did not give him money

>>677880793
This post is the reason I started this thread...

I know it won't do any good but... /b/ros... send this guy some good vibes because... shit man that is rough...

I feel bad for myself but... this is much worse than my childhood bullshit... at least that stuff's in my past now...

I pray you somehow figure this out... do you love them? The girls? Curious. It's important...

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>>677879046

A little over six years ago, I got invited to a party with a kind of extended, friends-of-friends group of people. I was in kind of a shitty mood because my job sucks and my life sucks and I didn't really feel like going out, but I figured one of the things I always bitch about is not having anybody in my life and I'm never gonna meet someone new if I don't go out, so I forced myself to go.

I met my ex-wife. If I could only do it all over again.

>>677881832
What happened?

>>677881832

I'm sorry bro, funny how life will always fuck you up like that.

>>677881792
r u fucking serious with this shit?

>>677881647
i do but the thing that scares me is that im gonna bottle the rage i have and it might come out negatively later in there life.

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>>677882181
I hate to say it, but if thats how you feel it might be better to let them go.

>>677881992
Well, y'know, in every relationship you reach a point where you kind of ask too much. You ask more than the other party is prepared to give. And I had asked her not to fuck other guys as much. I didn't think I was making a huge request at the time, but it turns out she could not deliver.

Actually, I should be grateful as fuck A) that we never had kids and B) that she didn't attempt to contest the divorce. No debt, no alimony, just three years of my life, about thirty grand, and my will to live. No biggie.

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>>677872062

I am 22 and now a single mom because the father doesn't love me or some shit after almost four years and creating a life together. He came over this week and had sex with me and was saying he wanted to try and be together again but then starts ignoring me again and I tell him I'm hurt and he just says he's not dealing with me and I'm like you're the one who said you wanted to be together. Idk I'm confused he's suing me for rights to see our kid but never wants to help with kid when he's around. I kinda just wish he would leave us alone because I'm tired of getting played and don't want that example for baby

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>>677871474

Girlfriend of five years broke up with me the day after I bought the engagement ring.

>>677882473
>I had asked her not to fuck other guys as much

what

>>677882572
reeee bitch why the fuck are you on 4chan
you know the fucking rules

>>677881140
>not how iq tests work.
>130 isnt high

bad news bud, you got your moms shit peanut brains

>be 18
>community college with dorms
>pub safe caught me with lots of bud in my car
>kicked out of dorms (but not school), but no legals so w.e
>pub safe bitch grudges against me bc I was "being a smartass" when search car
2 days later
>visiting gf at school in parking lot
>pub safe bitch pulls up tells me i need to leave
>tell her i go to school here i dont have to leave shit
pub safe gets on radio
>fuckthis.png
>back out of parking space, rev engine a bit, leave
>police pull me over less than a mile up the road
>immediately handcuff
apparently this cunt told them i rammed her car (false no mark on mine or pubsafe vehicle)
>arrested for hit and run (reckless endangerment), criminal mischief, menacing, criminal tresspassing, crim poss of weapon (a fucking hunting knife), a few others im missing
>7 misdomeaners and 1 year of court later
>currently serving 3 years of probation for fucking nothing
>plotting how im going to kill this cunt

>>677882765
not the poster but shut the fuck up

Once I tried to start a thread on 4chan and everybody replied calling me a fag and to kill myself, so I locked myself up in my room with my MLP body pillow and ate only chicken nugs for three weeks... Worst 23rd birthday ever

>>677882645
This is why I don't get cuckold fetishists. When my wife told me she had fucked somebody else, I didn't experience arousal, I experienced crushing despair. It didn't make me pop a boner, it made me wanna shove a knife into my throat.

>>677882765
lurk moar

I cheated on my husband with a black man and he got me pregnant, my husband doesn't love me anymore but he agreed to help me raise the child.

>>677882572
you people are fucking stupid for having kids at that age, enjoy poverty and a portion of my fucking check "stay at home mommy"

>Be me
>Riding a bike
>Rolls down hill unintentionally
>Approaches a fence
>SHIT.JPG
>Impact
>Thank god for helmets
>Cries like a baby
>Gets bandages on my boo boos
>Never rode a bike again

>>677882335
then that would mean
a) giving them to a man who literally only wants them for money they represent
b)adoption agency or orphanage and the entire system is god awful

and thats my problem. will time dull the pain or increase it

>>677871474
>be born

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>Be 12
>Mom starts beating me because of bad grades
>Feelsbad
>Mom forces me to tell her I wanted to kill myself (I didn't really. Being 12 and having an okay life up to this point suicide wasn't something I took too seriously. I was miserable though)
>Puts me in mental hospital for suicide watch
>Some white 200 lb 15 y/o with anger issues beats my ass because he wanted to be in a gang.
>Leave hospital on Easter
>Come home to find chocolate on bed
>Brief moment of relief. Hoping things will get better
>Mom wanted me to eat Chinese food
>I'm not really hungry
>Too bad. She starts beating my ass.
>Continues for a couple of years. Forced to keep silence
>Became a recluse during teenage years
>No friends
>One day, four years later, she tries to start a fight because of homework or some shit
>Her blows are now deflected by my more pubescent body
>I finally found the courage to stare back at her in the eyes
(No this isn't an incest story)
>Grab her by the neck and choke slam her into the wall
>Victorious moment soon flees as I watch her slide down the wall, sobbing
>Freak out, see that I'm becoming her. Run away
>She called the police to report domestic assault, but didn't
>Probably because she realized I have way more shit on her
>Since she couldn't beat my ass anymore, she started telling my whole family that I hated them and had been abusing her for years
I don't know how they believed her. She must have been telling them that for a while or something because they wouldn't believe what I had to say.
>She's done irreparable damage to our relationship and my family's
>Still have tons of psychological issues
>Still a recluse
>Still hate muhself

I realize this thread's losing steam but this is pretty cathartic for me.

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>>677882473
>asked her not to fuck other guys
>asked

>>677883355
Those quad dubs tho

>>677883650
nice check

>>677883240
Obviously it wasn't a planned pregnancy but I did believe the man I was with loved me and would support me and his kid I didn't know he would do this and I'm not on any government assistance I work from home and my mom helps with the rest. Chill Trump

Short and sweet

>only gf tried to actually cuck me
>wanted to marry her
>cut contact
>she comes back multiple times and doesn't see the issue
>changed number and blocked everything from her
>stupid fucking linkdin still pops her up as someone I might know

>4 years later
>drink and smoke daily
>can't deal with people
>multiple phobias along other shit(some was present before)

Don't go out much, anytime I try to make a friend my mind goes to utter shit; as well as the slightest attraction to any grill, but the latter makes me drink much more.

>>677879046
Though they might not be you're the only thing those girls have and they consider you their father. As hard as it is, you should treat them with love and respect and teach them right from wrong and love them as much as you can.

To them you are their entire world

>>677883355
I understand that, but since i don't personally know you i can't really answer your question. If you're the forgiving type, the pain and rage will fade in time. Its up to you to decide that though.

>>677882901
She sounds like the typical pub safe officer...

complete sociopath...

I hope she gets cancer soon... amazed they are okay with charging you with shit they clearly couldn't prove.

>>677882901
How could they charge you with no evidence? That pisses me off they could toss you in the slammer for absolutely nothing

>>677876817
Dang man similar stuff happened to me but earlier in life so I didn't face too many repercussions from my parents divorce

Faggot trash https://vine.co/v/iIe0LALp2Aa

>>677878132
:(((

>>677883928
he doesnt have to do fuck all. if they arent his and he doesnt want them he has no obligation to raise another mans kids. let the biological father deal with it. if the guy in this thread doesnt care he wont do a good job, so why throw his life away at the same time.

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>>677871474
Saw some rough and ugly abnormal shit all through my formidable years, developed a fuck life loser attitude.

>>677883355
Honestly, seems like you're just mad right now because you found out your wife lied to you all this time.
You have to remind yourself that your kids have nothing to do with it. Even if they're not connected to you by blood, they're your kids, you're supposed to protect them.
Don't hand them shit because you hate your wife.

>Be younger me
>Visiting neighbor's house
>In the backyard
>Parents talking with neighbors, shit like that
>Neighbors have a koi pond
>Young me gets closer to try and see the fish cause it's dark
>Accidentally falls in the pond
>Sees fish swimming around me
>Neighbors and parents rush over
>Dad pulls me out
>Cold as fuck and about to cry
>Parents assure me that it'll be ok
>Wishes neighbors and parents told me not to get so close

>>677883523
That's the most fucked up story in here, /b/ro...

what the fuck... it's not the first one of it's kind but... it's...WHAT THE FUCK....

IM LITERALLY ENRAGED AT HER JUST READING THIS...

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

>>677884288
>>677884006
my knife was evidence enough apparently. this was the day i lost hope in our justice system. the day I got put in jail for fucking sitting in my car at a school that im enrolled at. once my order of protection is up im seriously considering doing something interesting as revenge

>Hammering on a fence in the backyard when Dad approached.
>He was carrying a letter or something in his hand, and he looked worried. I continued to hammer
>"Son," he said, "why are you hammering on that fence? It already has plenty of nails in it."
>"Oh, I'm not using nails," I replied. "I'm just hammering." With that, I returned to my hammering. Dad asked me to stop hammering, as he had some news.
>I did stop but first I got a couple more hammers in, and this seemed to make Dad mad.
>"I said, stop hammering!" he yelled. I think he felt bad for yelling at me, especially since it looked like he had bad news
>"Look," he said, "you can hammer later, but first-" I didn't even wait to hear the rest. Soon as I heard "You can hammer-" I started again.

>>677871474
testicular torsion
being stung in the ball by a mosquito
circumcision
ingrowing hair on penor

>>677876120
Funny to see a fellow oldfag here, and coincidental what you said.

I live out in the boonies (grew up suburban, went recluse nearly twenty years ago now and moved out here) and the one friend I've got that I made a few years after moving was just saying how he's gettin tired, and that seeing these same woods all the time was losing its magic.

I can't help but agree.

>>677883928
i pointed it out in later post that i do love them but that they represent my dead wife who i now feel mind numbing rage for. i know its not rational to blame them or hold them accountable for something they had no power over and its my own issue with myself
>>677883965
im not forgiving type, gf in highschool cheated on me once when she was drunk and i dumped her on the spot in public but that was her actions where the girls are not to blame for hat the mother did
sins of the parent are not the crimes of the children
>>677884538
just talking about it, even here on this shit site, has helped me see things a bit clearer. probably should of gotten a shrink just to let loose

>>677884787
>Hammering away, happy as an old hammer dog
>Dad tried to physically stop me from hammering by inserting a small log of some sort between my hammer and the fence.
>I just kept on hammering,'cause that's the way I am when I get that hammer going
>He grabbed my arm and made me stop. "I'm afraid I have some news for you," I swear, what I did next was not hammering
>Just letting the hammer swing lazily at arm's length, and maybe it tapped the fence once or twice, that's all.
>well apparently it didn't make any difference whatsoever to Dad, he just grabbed my hammer out of my hand and flung it across the field
>Saw the hammer flying helplessly through the air, I just couldn't take it. I burst out crying, I admit it
>Ran to the house, fast as my legs could take me. "Son, come back!" yelled Dad. "What about your hammer?!" But I couldn't have cared less about hammering at that point.
>Flung myself onto my bed, pounding the bed with my fists. I pounded and pounded, until finally, behind me, I heard a voice.
>"As long as you're pounding, why not use this?" I turned, and it was Dad, holding a brand-new solid-gold hammer
>I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes and ran to Dad's outstretched arms
>But suddenly, he jumped out of the way, and I went sailing through the second-story window behind him
>Whenever I hear about a kid getting in trouble with drugs, I like to tell him this story.

>>677871474
>chronic major depressive disorder
>borderline personality disorder
>bipolar disorder
>fibromyalgia
>serious bouts of bad luck
>childhood sexual abuse
>suicidal thoughts
>mild psychosis
>night terrors/insomnia
>etc
all of this going on for years, and now today I learn my parents are getting a divorce and my 12 year old brother is being forced to choose which one he likes more. Fuck me, right?

>Just over two months ago.
>Panic attacks over thoughts of death and the unknown after life.
>Suffered for one week, broke down in tears numerous times.
>Debating breaking up with my girlfriend, canceling our plans to move out, and staying in mom's house until she dies to 'escape' the anxiety.
>See my doctor
>Put on zoloft
>Smoking weed every fucking day, only reason I stopped today was because my throat hurts like hell.

Everything feels 'back to normal' yet different at the same time. That week, and the week after I started on the medicine, was the worse I've been through so far. Scary as hell.

>>677878132
>Realize it's better to sit alone than with bad people
Thanks, I have been getting bullied by people who were once my friends and even though I hate what they say to and about me, I keep sitting with them because I didn't want to sit alone but now I don't feel that bad

>>677884862
>>677884862
It's really hard to seperate your feelings for the other parent from your feelings for your kid. Every time I look at my son he looks like his dad and it frustrates me so badly sometimes because I'm so mad at my ex and when stuff gets hard I just think that he should be dealing with this and I'm bitter and it's not my sons fault but it's SO hard

>>677884862
>>677884538
A shrink is a good idea honestly, just as a place to unbottle emotions. If you're afraid of your anger being taken out on them, it means a shrink is a good idea.

I grew up in a poor neighborhood that was mostly black. Got the shit beat out of me almost daily by blacks. If I ever got the upper hand on some black guy close to my size the older kids would jump in and finish me off. I ended up going to college and doing well for myself. In my social circle now if I ever say anything critical of black American culture I am shouted down and called a racist.

>>677884647
Haha thanks man. It's mostly behind me now sine I've pretty much cut contact with her. now she's in some shitty marriage with a step son who hates her. Things work out in messed up ways sometimes.

>>677879046
But without you anon, they will end up with their piece of shit biological father who you state don't give a shit about them. You feel rage when you see them because they remind you of their wife but in the end they are as much as a victim as you are. Your wife might have done them wrong but you are the only one who can possibly give them life. You may not consider them to be your responsibility anymore since they are not biologically your children. However, you did raise them and you are the one they call dad.

>>677880793
Please anon, don't give up on those girls dude...they're only five, holy shit. What your wife did was totally fucked up, but those kids had nothing to do with any of it.

Please atleast try and raise them, man.

>be 20
>3 days before chirstmas
>get diagnosed with crohns disease, incurable
>already in a really bad condition
>take meds for 2 years
>get job I actually like
>meds stop working
>lose 20 kg (from 60 to 40 - I looked like Mr Skeltal)
>have to quit job because stress a basic factor which makes my symptoms worse
>get surgery, get new meds
>new meds work, but basically wreck my immune system, so a normal flue would most likely kill me
>also highly increased chance for any kind of cancer, liver failure and much more...
>depressed since 6 months
>currently finishing my degree
>but why even study when my body cant handle the stress of a normal 40h/week job
>sleep 16 hours per day and thinking about suicide daily

I just dont want anymore

>>677884579
At least you got to see the fish.

>>677878025
you type like a tryhard faggot. bet you're wearing a leather jacket right now and smoking a cigarette

>>677882924
me everytime

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>be me
>white faggot
>6th grade
>some black-skinned bitch bullies me during lunch
>one day get rly pissed off
>so mad can't even say the words right and just let them trail off
>mutters under breath
>"you little..."
>bitch freaks out
>WTF.jpg
>"DID YOU JUST CALL ME A NIGGER?"
>WTFISHAPPENING.jpg

get sent to the principals' office for the rest of the day since MUH GOD THIS WHITE KID CALLED THIS BLACK KID A NIGGER OMG

soon after get transferred to a different school

mfw I learned what the word "nigger" meant that day because somebody accused me of saying it

>>677871474
>they did this for revenge...
It's time to seek yours OP, you know what to do.

>>677883523
:( its okay, if u ever need to talk my kik is pvnks

>>677885383
thats where im at but in the end i think whats driving me now is the fact there "real" dad is hammering how im a bad person and jst wont go away
>>677885385
i have hearing next monday so might look into a shrink
>>677885562
>>677885612
i am gonna keep them(lawyer tells me guy has no chance to win unless i fold). right now i believe its just the legal battle that is keeping my hate alive since im always reminded of it by other guy and his lawyer

>>677874678
>>677875195
Do tell military anon. It sounds like you were in the British army. It sounds like an interesting story.

>>677885678
Hey anon, my brother has Crohn's and I understand where you're coming from. He contracted when he was twelve and had his large intestine removed at 15, he's still totally different and rough, even with an ileostomy. Just thought it might help to hear about another sufferer, but you are doing even better than he is (he has no degree). I hope you can find some happiness, mate. We all need it here.

>>677885268
same

>be me
>right now
>best friend is contemplating suicide
>said "please just leave me alone" after long conversation about it
can anyone share songs for this feeling?

>>677871474
>be me
>be 18 yo boy (now 24)
>finishing school soon
>learning my mother has cancer
>living with her
>parents divorced in action not in papers
>no reaction from me at first
>mother chooses alternative medicine
>father quits job and does everything for her. even gets a loan to go to some kind of alternative therapy thing.
>does months of hardcore detoxication
>help her with everything as much as possible
>mother does surgery afterall and chemo
>it starts to get hard on me. seeing my mother get really weak while i try my best to help her.
>time passes by, i'm exhausted, she's exhausted, my father is exhausted, everyone is.
>we move back in together because of the money
>a year goes passes
>father shows signs of liver failure
>mother calls for him an ambulance
>he goes to the hospital and stays there
>mother goes on chemo
>doctors say she won't make the night
>i stay with her
>see her last breath
>everything breaks inside of me
>arrange funeral while father is at the hospital
>i learn he has cancer as well, at a final stage
>he can't even attend my mother's funeral
>2 weeks later i learn that this will be his last night
>i go to see him, can't even speak to him
>i feel that i won't be able to withstand witnessing his death too
>spend the night outside of his room stressed out
>he's dead
>I'm alone, no grandparents noone.

>>677884787
top pip

>>677875758
>>677879990
I just realised.
>Share birthday with grandmother
>Always used to chill with her on those days
>Cant do that anymore cause shes dead
Now I'm kinda sad.

My life was pretty shit. Here we go.
>be me, 13 years old
>don't know anything about my parents
>live with my brother in a shitty apartment
>brother is well respected and popular, and wanted me to follow in his footsteps
>brother has an obsession for ventriloquism
>one day brother left a note on the wall, telling me to meet him on the roof
>tells me to bring one of his favorite puppets, figure he's going to show me some sweet new ventriloquism acts
>arrive on roof, put puppet down
>no one up here, decide to take in the view for a second
>suddenly, the puppet I brought up was gone
>it's in my brother's hands, like he came out of nowhere
>proceeds to beat the shit out of me with creepy ass puppet
>bruised and bleeding I ask him why he's doing this
>'Well, anon, I have to make you a man somehow, right?'
>brother pulls out a fucking sword and slides a shittier looking one to me
>animeswordfight.webm
>brother ends up breaking my fucking sword with his expensive one, like he was fucking planning it
>now unarmed, my brother picks me up by my fucking hair and throws me down the stairs
>end up needing stitches in my eyebrow and lip, and a cast for my arm
>mind games like this were a weekly occurrence, brother was probably a sociopathic prick

My brother ended up getting killed in a fight a few years later. Part of me still misses him, but then again, I realized he fucked me up for my entire life. To make matters worse, I only had online friends that I've never seen in person, so no one really bothered to comfort me.

But I'm still alive and functioning somehow, I guess.

Thank all of your magnificant /b/rothers for showing me yet again that.... even in the age of plebeians, 4chan still has heart.

Tonight, I will go to bed knowing that the human race is not as bad as the world makes it look.

Thank you for keeping this thread going as long as this...

Maybe i'll come back tomorrow around the same time and try this again.

I love you all...

- OP the faggot

>>677886983
anything from the brand new, la dispute

>>677886515
That's good to hear...I was gonna say, after this shit you'll probably feel better about them...alittle bit of time can definitely improve your your view on things :)

I wish you the best of luck, man!

>>677887312
Good night you magnificent /b/astard.

>>677887199
at least you got dubs anon

>>677887199
That's rough man, how have you been since then?
Not to justify what he did to you, but do you think what he did made you any better as a person?

>>677886763
well thanks. An oustanding person could say I have everything someone wanted. I have a girlfriend. I have friends. I have family. I will have my degree soon. Im not poor. Im always the funny guy that always tells a good joke and makes everybody laugh.

But I just dont want anymore. All I ever wanted was having a wife, some kids and enough money to buy a house with a small garden. But is it really a good idea to get kids when you have a decent chance of dying to cancer or any other bullshit in the next 5/10/15/20 years? Would be unresponsible for my gf/wife and kids. So no, I dont want kids anymore. Havent told my gf yet, she wants kids in some years. Should I break up? If it wasnt for her, I would have jumped off a bridge already.

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>>677871474
>be me
>5 years old
>family christmas party at hotel
>kids are playing in hotel workout room, my dad is watching us
>sister tells me you can get off treadmill by jumping on the side instead of turning it off
>try it
>legs are too short to reach, start dragging
>rips my shoes and socks off
>dad hits shut off button, it starts slowing down
>can't hold on
>let go and slam into the treadmill face first
>get thrown back and smash my head on an iron stationary exercise bike
>pass out for 5 minutes
>wake up, golf ball sized lump, nose busted, head is fuzzy
>never went to the hospital because every adult was wasted

Since then I've had a bent nose with no cartilage in it, aswell as a weird way of thought processing.
I don't know how to explain it, i'm not full retard but I just don't understand some things like other people do.

On my 19th birthday my dad got wasted and told me his one regret in life was not pulling me off immediately and he hates himself every time he looks at my face.

>>677886994
Everything in this thread is fucking tragic, but this shit made me bawl, man. This is my greatest fucking fear...I hope you're doing okay, dude.

>>677887549
once custody issue is solved my dead wifes insurance money will be unfrozen and i plan to go on a nice vacation with it, just fuck everything and go do something

not really a fucked up life but eh
>mom got stage four breast cancer when i was 12
>fights for 3 years
>gets brain cancer
>fights that
>left unable to really talk or read
>couldn't handle seeing her sick or in hospitals
>completely distanced myself from her
>can't see her like that
>shes still sick
>haven't seen her in months but i can't see her like that
>knows it breaks her heart but everytime i see her i get completely fucked up and suicidal

>>677888006
We are different people, but I personally would feel like I've wasted some part of my life if I didn't experience marriage, teaching my child, etc. if there is an afterlife, I'd be beating myself up for enter its for not making something of my life, even despite the adversity.

I don't know anon, that's just how I would feel.

>>677884941
Lol, what the fuck?

I'm not even sure what the point of that story was, dude.

>>677879046
get custody, and insurance money, treat them like gold, invest money wisely, wait until of age, your rich, your daddy but not genetically, twins for 3 way? PROFIT

>>677889349
are u fucking serious dude

>>677888387
Fuck yeah, man and a well deserved vacation too.

>>677888766
I hate to say it man, but if she doesn't make it through this you will regret not visiting her...
That shit is tough, but you could probably make her last days something great if you just talk to her.

Man, I'm crying just typing this...

>>677889068
thats exactly how I feel. Wasted. Would you seriously consider getting kids when there a high chance that you will never see them grow up? Or when your body cant handle a normal 40h/week is it smart to make a family?

And if I cant get that, I see no sense why I should get up in the morning. Why all this bullshit. The best way I can fall asleep is when I imagine that I will never wake up again

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>Be me
>4-5
>Parents go through divorce
>Intsantly grades go to shit, people telling me i have so much potential and not using it etc etc
>Fall in with the wrong crowd, all the usual shit
>Mother pulls me out of school
>Everytime I was home, asked about the divorce
>Everytime, I get 'you're dad is a liar, he's neglectful, I tried to work it out but couldn't'
>Believe it for a while
>Fast-forward 14-15 years
>Believe my mom so much tell dad to stop talking to me a while back
>Call dad, just meet up with him
>Ask for his side of the story
>He tells me he caught her cheating on him with a nigger (those words exactly kek)
>He knows because he found a prepaid Nokia that they texted on.
>Remember a wierd looking phone charger, on that just sits in the drawer collecting dust
>Tell him to meet me tomorrow, bring the charger and it fucking fits
>Turns on, read the texts
>He hugs me, crying like bitches at this point (fuck you I feel bad fight me faggot)
>FF three months
>Go up to see him next summer
>Find his number on facebook and decide to drop by
>Go to his house
>7/10 qt answers door
>Tells me she's never heard of this guy, must be the guy across the street
>Go across street
>House is foreclosed
>Neighbor tells me the old guy died last week, heard it was appendicitis.
>mfw I didn't talk to him for 10 years over my cheating mom

>>677889741
I know, I know, I've been meaning to fucking contact her... I'll do it.

>>677888766
Trust me man you need to see your mom more, I lost mine when I was young and I regret every second I didn't spend with her.
>be me, 10
>spend a few hours everyday after school at the hospital for a few weeks after mom initially got sick
>throughout this time watch the sonic cartoon and play with a lego set dad got so i wouldn't think about what is going on
>eventually mom is moved to different building
>one night we are told we need to stay overnight
>we have a cozy little room to stay in
>brother is gone, checking on my mom
>comes back to deliver the news
>he was the only one to see it happen
>hadn't been in her room the past few days
>should have been there

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>>677872062
TOPKEK

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>>677871474

>>677871474
ITT: FBI file for the type of sad faggots who go on this site, also a Psychologist's wet dream.

>>677880038
So answer me this anon, if your ex cuddled up with some faggot you'd be cool with it? How did you see nothing wrong with that in the first place? Don't throw a pity party for yourself when you're just a fucking retard.

>>677889838
Who cares what's "smart" if you want to know that you produced something in this world, that maybe you can't live enough to see all the greatness of the world, maybe your kids will. My dad lost his dad when he was in the 4th grade. He still talks about him, even 40 years later. He is who he is today, because of his father, even how little he was alive.

You have to make something of yourself, and the defeatist attitude you have right now isn't going to help anyone, especially not yourself. Live while you can, right?

>>677883523
sweet jesus bro, you got shit so bad.
>>677883761
Dude what the fuck. Thats so bad. Can you ever see yourself not drinking so much?
>>677886994
Oh my god, I'm so sorry. The sympathy I feel for you cannot be expressed in words.
After reading this thread, this makes me wonder if this is even that bad
>At Nephews confirmation (catholic thing, big deal in Ireland, like a bar mitzvah)
>Everyone gets drunk (see "Ireland" above)
>Nephew (whose the same age as me, sisters pretty old, old enough to have kids around my age (18-20)) who I told I was bi/pan (i prefer pan but this is /b/) threatened to blackmail me with it but his siblings stopped that (theyre sometimes cool)
>He told his mother/my sister
>She fucking outs me to all of my dads family (Thankfully my dads not there)
>Went smoothly, got the acceptance speeches as usual
>Still kills me that I didnt do it on my own time
>I tell my mother this as I stopped interacting with my dads side of my family and she wanted to know why
>She thinks I need to tell my dad
>So does my brother (told him the way I wanted)
>Dont want to as my dad used to be hard core catholic and was raped by a guy (it messed him up)
>Afraid he'll disown me, hate me, etc.
>All the while the time that I dont tell him grows, even if hes okay with it when I tell him (my mother helped him with a lot of physiological things) he will still be hurt that I didnt tell him sooner.
>Its all falling apart, I dont have control anymore
>Start to resent that part of me
>Suppressed all the feelings I have/had toward dudes
>Feels like I'm lying to myself every day

>>677878582
Sounds like you lived GTA.

>>677871474
>Be me at 18
>Move off to college with my gf
>after a few months gf says she wants to take a break
>Find out my grandfather has cancer
>Find out my gf is cheating on me
>worse yet, she's telling everyone I was stalking her
>I start losing my entire friends group
>just one or two people who know me enough to see through the bullshit
>smash phone to bits
>have to talk to my grandfather states away over shitty google voice connection
>grandfather dies
>grandmother also dies a week later

I had never been more alone in my entire life.

>>677885963
As if, more like wearing a fedora and wielding his authentic Jap katana

>>677890027
That's great, man. I hope you go through with this :)

You'll definitely make her day if you do, dude!

>>677879046
Raise them to be your sex puppets its not like you're related
That'll teach that asshole to bang your wife

>>677871474
tl;dr

However, I did purchase this painting at SDCC around 2008. Fucking cool, man. It hangs above my bar.

>verbally and mentally abused from age 4-15 from my narcissistic mother until i cut ties with her
>parents split up when i was 5, and my mom left the city without saying goodbye
>kicked out of the house a few times, lived in group homes
>got jumped by 15+ people for something i didn't do
>only 2 close friends that i can actually trust
there's more but i don't feel like posting it all

>>677878132
Your mom sounds like a fucking bitch

>>677890263
:( I'm really sorry dude, i wish you didn't lose yours, it fucking sucks because if I get depressed again life is gonna begin passing me by and I'm gonna fuck up again and my life has been on track for a while now.

>>677884835
the universe hates your dick

>>677879046
It's not the kids' doing, it's your wife's. Really think about the future instead of just how you feel currently. How will you remember them in 6 months, 6 years, on your deathbed. You'll probably regret it, and knowing that the other asshole is miserable for the rest of his life is a plus.

>>677879046
How'd the wife die?

>>677890455
You are god damn right. Thx dude. I dont know who you are, but you probably changed my opinion on my whole situation

You, random stranger from 4chan, helped me.
Thank you

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>>677871474
>go to their house
>nail windows and doors shut from the outside
>spray gasoline-OJ concentrate mix over house
>set house on fire
>celebratoryrevengefap to the screams

>>677875758
My grandmother passed two weeks after christmas, and the fucked up part about it was that I had supper with her at a local restaurant two weeks prior to her passing and she seemed 100% fine. even now it pretty much mindfucks me.

>>677890978
It's alright man, it's been a long time since then

What you should do is show her that your life is on track, let her know that you are doing well because I'm sure that is what she really cares about right now, you living a better life than she's been having

>>677880038
stupid anon, stupid, stupid anon.

>>677880038
Why didn't you bang her? You deserve this btw. Should've made it worth it

>grandfather is born with polio
>naturally very bad in his later years, can't walk
>they move closer to my parents
>he starts to get worse ( 94 at this point)
>mom wants me to talk to him
>write his memories down and understand what it was like growing up for him
>dude lived a fucking while century
>I want to, but I feel like it'd be weird and dumb (stupid teen)
>grandpa eventually dies in his sleep
>mom asks me what I had written down
>burst out crying and admit i didn't even talk to him
>still feel like I let down my only living grandpa at the time and feel like a failure
>his anniversary of his death was last week and I cried for the entire day about how fucking stupid I am

Not very sad for everyone else, but that's my story

>>677879046
How old are you. Is this true

>>677882473
You come off as a cuck.

>>677871474
>i opened this thread

>>677880038
Lol

>>677882572
Just cause your together doesn't mean he agreed to a relationship with your baggage... Did you ever think you might bitch to much... Of maybe talk to much in general, with your horribly irritating high pitched woman voice... Or maybe he's a dick and you should move on.

>>677882572
WOMAN ON THE INTERNET YOU GET OFF YOU GET THE FUCK OFF

>>677882901
>plotting how im going to kill this cunt
Probably with the hunting knife

>>677881140
>implying your IQ matters at all
>give me attention tell me i m spmart pls

>>677891232
decided to keep them after just talking about it here since i have not talked to anyone about this in my life either which has helped me see things better
>>677891288
shot during a mugging
>>677891824
25 bout to be 26 and yes its true

>>677884944
>implying fibromyalgia is real

>>677885194
Jason?

>>677871474
Hahahaha fag

>>677884787
>>677884941
What is the meaning behind this story?

>>677891992
>it's a woman
>must be a bitch and cause him trouble
she just said he doesn't help out with kids and goes back on his word.

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>be me
>be hispanic
>have the worst last name ever
>12 years old
>at school with friends
>it was lunchtime, so we went to the cafeteria, or the lunchroom
>i'm in a line to get my food
>we have to use IDs for the lunch ladies to recognize us
>i'm at the front of the line after getting my food
>give lunch lady my ID
>they have to clarify who we are all the time so that way nobody is using anyone else's IDs
>the lunchlady clarifies
>ah, anon mantequilla?
>if you don't know, mantequilla is spanish for butter
> this lady just called me anon butter
>everyone in line laughs
>i tell the lunch lady that isn't my last name
>i tell her my last name
>she goes "oh, sorry anon"
>i pay for my food after that
>mfw

most of my friends just call me butters because of the incident

>>677891345
That's good to hear, that's what matters, a life worth remembering. Just remember: words mean nothing without action. Life is what you make it.

I was going to bitch about my petty shit here but it's nothing compared to what others have experienced. The feels is so much here.

>>677884728
You know what, i got a ticket because some asshat went and lied to the cops about my vehicle running a stop sign. I later found out he was banging my brother's slut ex and did it for her, but has managed to get himself ran out of two towns just because he's a pathological lying scumbag. I still lost the case because I couldn't prove shit, but I sure as fuck know that the triual and evberying cost more than 287$, and the last I've heard, he's an unemployed drug addict. Karma has a funny way of working, my friend. stay strong.

>>677892529
the effects of autism on a 4chan user's mind

>>677885678
I bet you can make a LOT of money when October comes around.

>>677886669
not quads, but impressive roll.

>>677885678
just smoke a ton of weed. buddy with crohns says it works wonders, and he's not a stoner type, he works an 8-5 as a bank manager.

>Be meme
>Be aged early 20s and join a MLM
>Parents finally decide to divorce and tell me to fuck off
>My MLM sponsor that recruited me has hot wife 7/9
>They offered to put me up for the weekend to show what kind of people that work this business are
>Take offer cuz rich neighborhood luxury house before I move to other friends'
>Every time they "counsel" me at their house I take a good 10 minutes in their bathroom masturbating to his wife.
>I noticed she doesn't lock bathroom door when she bathes
>Decide to sneak a peek
>Start videoing on phone
>Hear footsteps getting louder towards me
>I open the bathroom door and go in
>yolo
>scream.mp3
>disappointed they were AA cups
>she pulls pepper spray from behind shampoo bottle and sprays me
>who the fuck keeps one there?
>later have a talk in dining room and agreed not to press charges if I leave all my shit there and leave the house naked
>it's been 7 years since
>haven't seen my parents the entire time
>one of friends I recruited while in MLM still in there tells me story of successful millionaire couple who had problem child, divorced, got back together and got rich doing it
>Intrigued.jpg
>their recruiter was my recruiter
>Now I live in a small shed by a pond/swamp
>Owner pays me to put on a bird/turtle/frog kind of creature costume and scare people who play near here away because of endangered wildlife habitat thing
>I steal his wifi and read 4chan in my free time
>To this day I still masturbate to those AA cups.

>be me
>14
>Freshman, dating a Junior
>we'll call him Ben
>Ben hit me a few times, tried to rape and molest me
>break up with Ben
>15, dating a girl, we'll call her Rachel
>cheated on me once when this story happened, 3-4 times total
>got drunk at school
>tell Rachael to meet me under a staircase
>she sees I'm drunk
>tells a teacher
>get suspended
>we had a band trip to Spain coming up at the time
>since I already had one warning about my behavior (Rachel convinced me to leave a football game early during marching band), I get kicked off trip to Spain
>get hospitalized for suicidal thoughts that day
>while I'm in the hospital, Rachel cheats on me with her friend that I was suspicious about
>during trip to Spain, she's there and we fight on and off bc I get angry about what happened
>she complains about Ben harassing her sexually
>I tell her to tell someone
>she's supposed to sit by him on the plane ride back
>I tell her to tell the band director that he's been harassing her
>she doesn't
>she promises nothing happened when she gets back
>be pep band season
>Ben comes up to me after a game
>'hey anon, I have some screenshots to prove that your girlfriend is an unfaithful bitch'
>don't believe him
>text Rachel about it
>she says they sexted and nothing more
>be about two months later
>mad at Rachel, ask Ben exactly what happened at Spain
>find out she blew him twice during the trip and another time on the plane ride home
>have to leave school because of anxiety
>get hospitalized again
>start getting violent at home

Continue?

>>677886994
Ever feel guilty that you weren't with your dad? Was he alone?

>>677893979
What u mean? I dont get it
>>677894192
are you sure? Normal smoking make Crohns worse all doctors told me. Whats a lot of weed? 1x/week? 1x/day?

>>677888162
that is depressing.

>>677892586
Did you read the last part

>>677871474
OP this is a blood feud. Congratulations, go burn down their home.

>>677889741
Jeez it's pretty shitty but why the fuck are you crying about this other guys problem? You sound like a huge pussy

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>be around 10
>hard times
>everyones losing their shit, cuz lazy ass bitch aunt is literally leeching off of us
>one day, mom and her bf (not my dad) get into arguement
>mom hits the shit out of her bf in a drunken rage, but he doesn't fight back (only real wound he had was a cut on his face, cuz guy got muscles)
>I could do nothing but listen with based grandmother and lazy aunt
>the cops get called
>mom gets arrested and is in jail for the night
>a restraining order is placed between the two for a while
>mfw I just sat and watched
>mfw I did nothing at all
>mfw this shit happened

>>677871474
>because of some shit my grandmother did in 1967.
Blaming the wrong person, anon.

>>677894921
yeah, i'd want a useless ex to leave me alone if they don't want to help the kid, but i'd still allow visits. that's all I disagree with. but come on, the father doesn't do shit, so why take his side? I'm on nobody's side because she should still let him see his kid, useless or not.

>>677894460
moar?

You guys make feel like the hundreds of ass whippings I got weren't that bad. My mom and dad loved each other and me my sisters were sweet little girls who only pleased me. Yeah getting paddled every day in sc h oil sucked. And black eyes are damn near impossible to get used to. But looking back it's nothing compared to the shit you poor fucks endured. Yeah my dad died suddenly when I was 16. That was hard. I got married at 18 and she wasn't the only girl I knocked up.

And that's probably it. I fucked a nigger girl in high school and was too ashamed to ever go back.

>>677871474
>Eating Cheetos
>Launch half the bag into my mouth
>One falls on the floor
>Stare at it menacingly for 2 minutes
>Grab my crocs and begin the long trek from my gaming lair to the couch
>Reach down to pick up the Cheeto
>Fall down hard
>Life Alert doesn't work decide to sleep here for the night
>Shit myself in fear of losing time for MLP and WOW
>Thank crust my mom came in to give me my 2nd lunch of chicken nuggets and Mountain Dew to save me

>>677894460
Moar, fag

>>677878132
>>Realize it's better to sit alone than to sit with bad people
That's some very wise insight right there. I'm really sorry to hear about all that man. But you seem like a smart man, you're doing a great job overcoming it, and you should be proud.

>Was homeless at 17. Had a great time actually. Best time of my life.
>Had a great friend while I was there he did everything for me. We became very close.
>Left to go visit someone I was dating with some money I saved up from a shitty part time job.
>It was alright but I went back to be with my friend.
>Get calls daily of my girlfriend crying and saying she's worried. She lived with her parents so I didn't want to stay.
>Long story short, I left to go see her, didn't have the money to go back and see my friend. Thought I could get a job and save up.
>Failed at finding a job for two years but end up working as an electrician for 8 dollars an hour.
>Stayed in contact with my friend until I could go back.
>Find out another friend of ours died from a brain aneurysm.
>Yet another friend moved out of state because of threats.
>My best bud was alone and depressed. No family or friends at this point.
>Saving up money to see him, and just as I get the time, I lose contact with him.
>Found out from some old contacts he was getting sick. He didn't tell me.
>Possibly died alone and I left him to be with someone who stole money from me for years after I was employed.
>Feeling guilty years later. It will never be okay.
>Because I didn't want to be alone, I let my best friend die alone. And I can never fix this.

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>>677892586
Like I said... Maybe he's just a dick...
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Idk if the woman bitching even exists man shit.
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fuck you

>>677892821
You have a pretty easy fucking life if thats the worst thing thats ever happened to you holy shit

>>677871474

>be me
>its year 2003 week before christmas, im 16y old
>mom and dad divorced year or two back
>wake up to the sound of mom getting phone call early in the morning
>she starts to scream, no words, just pure scream of horror
>your dad has killed himself
>no one did see it coming, he was amazing guy

>year 2008
>i got a decent job and meet a girl, that i foolishy fell love with
>we act way too quick and she gots pregnant in like 2months..
>but im decent guy, this doesnt bother me, just feels good thing
>we get a beatiful baby boy
>i start to realise that my gf is pathological liar and a narsist, who is also intrested in other men..
>eventually we break up, after she starts play with other guys
>lost my work cos silence in the line of business

>2011 i get to see my son as much as i like, good thing ex wasnt bitch in these things
>got a better paying job
>in fall go in a mad sin consert, and meet the love of my life
>she seems perfect for me, and i seemed perfect for her
>i have a small flat for my self, that is under renovation
>i move in with her and keep fixing my place
>we live together after that, move in my small flat after like 6months
>we are so ment for each other, just a perfect couple
>2012 fall we get married, just feels right, and always felt..
>in summer, my work again gets quiet.. and at the same time, i get these shadows in my eyes, and go to doctor
>i have autoimmune disease in my eyes, they fix the damage and try to stop the eruption
>i still can see quite well, but constant fear it gets worse, wife cries.. i bury it all inside of me..
>get depressed, be out of work 2years, on my union money, so i get decent amout of it tho..
>wife is asking for a kid with me all this time, i decline, told her i dont want it to be her burden, if im just watching it depressed, and that we get there..
>after the union money ran out, i get this shitty ass job that dont pay a shit, think it just makes my depression worse

>>677879046
Fuck, I'm so sorry man. I'd say you should fight for them. Even if they're not biologically yours, you still raised them, and they look up to you, and love you. You should be there for them. I'm sorry for your loss.

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>>677881140
>I scored at high-school level for I.Q. tests in 3rd grade

>>677896397
>last summer
>quit the shitty job that makes me worse, try to relax the summer to get my head straight
>apply to school, but they declined my union money if i went there
>get a good paying job, think its gonna last
>wife still tells me she loves me, still wanting the kid, im getting warm for the idea, she is love of my life, so whyt not, not yet discuss the matter with her.. it was late october when she talked about getting the kid
>end of october, job suddenly ends, "theres no work left at this time, so we have to let you go" shit sucks..
>first week of december, wife starts to talk with me, out of nowhere, "im not sure about my feelings, you would need to try harder for us, or i want divorce"
>i was ready to do anything for our relationship, alltho i was depressed, been depressed since the eye shit.. and life was bit hard for me all that time, but i tried..
>second week of january, things starts to smell fishy, and she still seems acting a bit weird, so i start to roast her like crazy, why is this all happening..
>tells me she cheated me at her pre-christmas party at the end of november.. with a 50y old guy(she's 30y), im crushed.. worst feeling of my life.. she couldnt.. could she? she could.. but.. shes my everything.. she's the reason im even trying to beat my depression...
>i realise that the "you should try harder for us" was just a her way to get the divorce on me, she didnt think i would be able to do anything with my depression, but ofc i was! our marriage was everything to me, and she ment the world for me..
>tells me the cheating was just a mistake, she aint intrested that guy or anything

>>677894460
Cont.

>get into physical fights with parents
>get so pissed off that my dad and stepdad both have trouble holding me down (I'm a female)
>get cops called frequently
>have one visit to the hospital every other month for over half a year
>still dating Rachel
>we have mutual friend, we'll call her Anna
>we both think she's hot af, we want to try to have a threesome with her
>we both kiss her during truth or dare
>I get uncomfortable so I ask Rachel to stop
>get hospitalized again
>find out Rachel hooked up with Anna while I was gone
>still date Rachel bc I'm addicted to how fucking terrible she was to me
>one day, she pulls a gun on me when I go to her house to apologize for something
>my training has led me to this
>beat the shit out of her, take bullets and leave
>get back together shortly after
>move to a new school, get out on diversion
>Rachel fucking loves weed
>I ask her to only smoke around me bc she gets horny when she's high
>she doesn't
>eventually get fed up and tell her it's me or weed
>she picks weed
>break up for good

I have more, a lot of shit happened Junior year too

>>677896559
>everything was awful, everything hurts.. its unbearable.. she still tells me she aint sure about her feelings anymore.. she always told me that i matter even more to her, than she ment for me.. but now..
>i dont eat, almost at all in month, just cry, just try to solve my mind, try to solve the thing with her..
>i didnt know she was looking for own apartmen all this time from the early december..
>i tell her i wanna try, i know its a really big piece of shit to swallow, but losing her without trying would be worse..
>she's just like "nah" just gets her own apartment and leave.. moves out beginning of the march
>after she move, my apartment didnt feel like home anymore.. everything is just so cold and dark..
>she tells me she was thinking the old guy all the time at the beginning of this year, and thats why she left.
>all the things she told me to comfort me, was just a lies.. really fucking cruel lies, it was so brutal..
>the old guy ditch her after she moves, she really tought someone wants a cheater to start relationship?
>week goes by, she has new 40y guy that she's so in love with...
>im here thinking what the fuck happened to my life, our time together, we were perfect for each other.. our future we were planning, everything destroyed..
>beginning of this year has been the worst time of my life, first two months i was just planning to kill myself, havent eaten almost nothing, lost 25kg weight in 2.5months.. i loved her so much.. i tought she loved me as much.. i really didnt see any of this coming, not from her..

most cruel animal on earth, is woman

she also knew that i cant stand lying, and that cheating and lying would be the worst thing she could ever possibly do to me.. and on personal level, she did it all at the most cruel and brutal way.. there is so much really awful details that she lied and did to me, that i dont have the time to write it even all on this..

sorry for misspells, english aint my native language..

>>677871474
When I was 18 I lived with my first real gf. We had been together 24/7 for the past year, and when we moved in together, we had moved to where my friends were, so naturally I started hanging out with them. She didnt like it, because I didnt want her there, so she accused me of cheating every time. Eventually I told her to cut it out or Id leave, and when she didnt cut it out I told her I was done. She told me that if I left her she would tell my friends and family that I was beating her, which I wasnt. So I couldnt be blackmailed by her for the rest of my life, so I left, and she did call my family and all my friends and said at the least that I had been beating her. I also worked with her and she made that job unbearable, so I had to quit. Then after a while I found out she had taken my debit card and signed me up for premium porn sites, which drained my bank account. She did all this while trying to get me back, she tried everything, I even woke up to her sucking my dick one day. Anyway, with my bank account drained, no job, and everyone hating me, I ended up homeless. This set me up for about ten years of barely keeping my head above water trying to survive. I have in the last few years just made it to the point where I can comfortably sustain myself. I basically lost ten years of my life because I broke up with a girl, so guys, dont stick your dick in crazy.

being born.

>>677872167
Post pic, it's probably not that bad

>father beat me because I was sick and didn't take medicine
>wasn't bad, I remember all of it
>mother exaggerates it, wasn't even there
>divorce
>live with my mother, and barely talk to my father
>father almost dies of heart attack
>mother never told us (me and my 2 sisters)
>still never really talk to him
>he was in the army, prime of his life
>now he's 300 some pounds and is a truck driver
>sister has schizophrenia + is bipolar
>I am bipolar and a psychopath (medical definition)
>want to be better than my dropout sisters
>one has 2 children and lives with me and my mother
>other has a semi decent life with a child and a husband
>at this point I have a gf
>family is really nice
>her mother is the nicest person I know
>they're the only reason I don't kill myself
>I look at them and I feel what I think is happy
>this lasts a few months
>go to doctors
>have heart murmur
>most heart murmurs aren't too bad
>mine is fatal
>have 3-4 months
>present day, I have about 2 months left, haven't told gf or her family because I don't want to see them sad
>father doesn't know
>I think I'm just not going to tell them, and let nature happen
I don't know what's after death /b/, but I'm terrified.

>>677886669
so close to being checkd. so fucking close.

>>677894403
What's mlm

>>677894672
mr skeletal

>>677883523
DO NOT hate yourself man. You did the right thing. You were assaulted, and you defended yourself. You are NOT becoming her. You used force in retaliation to assault, for your own safety. She uses it to bully and control, the two are not even slightly comparable, you're far better than anything she could ever be. And that is why she hates you so much, because she envies that which she knows is far superior to her.

>>677896650
only good thing from this, that i lost the weight, so i look decent again.. and the shock from all of this, me most of the depression go away, i've just been so fucking sad, just so so fucking sad..

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>>677896381
word

>>677881273
I don't think you understand what pepsi'd means

>>677878132

Yikes.

godspeed anon, i hope you turn it around and make your life successful.

>Be me, 15.
>Dad is cray cray.
>No physical abuse, but it got close several times, and the threat was there.
>Severe amount of emotional/mental abuse doe.
>"I'm going to hang myself."
>"I'm going to get a rifle, and use it."
>Grounded me for not making track team.
>Get pretty damn scared, carry knife with me when at home.
>Try to find ways to get out of the home to get away from him, but I don't have many options.
>Live next to a school.
>Assassin's Creed is cool.
>Start "parkouring" on school roof.
Cont.

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>>677897033
start cooking up meth and leave them with some money

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>>677890858
And we don't care

>>677897833
kek

>>677872062
/thread

>>677897033
>2 moths left to live
>sits back, does nothing, and continues browsing /b/

10/10

>>677894460
How old are you now anon?

>>677897033
Honestly you should tell them by now and live life. Shit man why are you wasting your precious last month's on a Chinese cartoon board?

>>677897821
The funny thing is I've actually thought about it. But I don't have the money to start one, nor do I know how to.

>>677881020
You regretted it? Are you some blue-pill faggot? You should've been an ALPHA and dumped her or an honorable man and not have done what she would've eventually done to you.

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>>677879046

Ho ree shit.

I think I agree with the other anons about the kids though.

Like Batman you will take the injustice and cruelty of this world and turn it into something good, something pure.

Those kids will grow up proper and right because of you. MAKE SURE THEY KNOW THE TRUTH. REMIND THEM OF IT. DO NOT LIE ABOUT THEIR MOTHER OR ANYTHING ELSE.

>>677883523
Sorry dude, she's super psycho. Hope things get better.

>>677889944
I'm so sorry anon

I would be furious if my mom lied to me for that long

>>677897349
made most of the depression go away*

>>677881463
That's not bad you pea hearted soft cock

>>677886059
Why do nigger cunts have to be so loud and fucking horrible?

Well i was assaulted by a grown woman when i was 7, parents divorced when i was 12, lived with my grandparents till they passed away when i was 14, then lived with my dad and his psycho girlfriend till he committed suicide which forced me to live in another country with my mom and stepdad who i both hated at the time. Which story do you want more about?

>>677882572

guy sounds like a piece of shit.

Now you gotta go the single mom and dating route.

Godspeed.

>>677897745
cont. 2
>One day, parkouring with a friend.
>We find hatch leading into school.
>He convinces me to go inside with him.
>I aint no bitch.
>We're in the school after hours, shit's awesome. Empty rooms, freedom to play around where we used to have such strict rules.
>Get hungry, steal some hot cheetos and some Ice cream from the cafeteria.
>Even try to bake a pizza, but it didn't work, lol.
>See some dude inside school.
>We run outside, away from dude.
>"Get on the fucking ground!"
>Cops. Like, 7 or more of them.
>Turns out an employee was staying over the weekend doing some maintenance work, and got super scared when she heard us.
>Fuck, I was a good kid, how is this happening.
>Charged with a second degree felony for this, the equivalent of attempted murder, all because I snuck into a school and stole 4 dollars worth of food.
>Facing up to 15 years.
>Absolutely terrified.
>Luckily, I managed to get out with a plea deal, I had to go on probation for a year, do a whole bunch of volunteer work and such.
>It was a deal most were meant to fail, but I was determined not to let it ruin my life, so I followed it to the letter, allowing myself to be the law's bitch.
>In the end, I really got off lucky. I've gotten it sealed since then, moving on.
>Can't ever fuck up again though, or it's all ogre.
>Mom ended up divorcing dad.
>Life's getting a lot better guys.

>>677898166
I don't have the money to do anything with my life. What I've been doing is just spending time with family. There's not much I can do sadly. But at this point it doesn't matter to me.

>>677890858
I care man. <3 Sounds pretty shitty. :/ I hope you're alright now.

>>677883523
Holy shit dude, are you me? My mom was the same way, she beat the shit out of me until I was about 13. She jumped on me and I started pushing back and stared her down. She told me she'd have my stepdad beat me up. So since she couldnt physically harm me she started lying about about me to everyone to make me look bad, she blew everything way out of proportion, and she encouraged my brother and sisters to to treat me like shit. Then she denies she did any wrong...I fucking hate her. But dont worry anon, you can end contact with them, I did, and it feels great.

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>>677882572

This is why women will never share their thoughts on 4chan.

Sounds like she got legitimately fucked over by a guy who commited, and then a few years later said, "fuck this".

I'm on the side of the woman here.

When the board just insults every woman who ever posts here, women never gonna post. I for one would like to hear how their scorpion brains work.

>>677883092
All three of you must report for summary execution