How do you deal with the crippling depression? How do you find the energy to get
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How do you deal with the crippling depression? How do you find the energy to get up in the morning? How do you find the strength to put on a smile & not take that final step to end it?
>>677710285
spite
>>677710285
smoke a dab and blast some ICP, fam!
LOLZ!! Juggaloz4Lyfe!
>>677710285
Alcohol and cigarettes help with the pain.
A psychiatrist will solve the problem.
>get up in the morning
i just dont
>smile
i just dont
>end it
im not depressed at all i have no reason to do that
>2016
>still believe in depression
>not doing what you want
>excuses
>>677710285
We dont keep going on about it you blind bum boy
I take solace in the fact that I'm not you.
>>677710285
adderall nigga
>>677710285
I smoke weed and work out. No bullshit.
>>677710285
I drink. But the only thing that actually gets me depressed is stuff involving a lover/heartbreak
Everything else I shrug off like its nothing for some reason. I wouldent recommend drinking your problems away though. I have shit memory now because I drank everyday for a week and a half
I had a thread asking for help earlier but maybe you guys can
Hey /b/, I'm not happy with my life. I hang out with a group of people that are pretty funny, a little edgy and little cancerous like us. I don't know if I want to hang out with them anymore
>Be me
>Still in HS (maybe I'm 18 maybe I'm a freshman)
>Sit with these guys at lunch
>Pretty fun at first then goes bad
>We make fun of eachother a bit but I started getting picked on more often than anyone else
>First week no big deal
>Second week kinda bothered me
>Third week I hate it but am alone if I leave the group
>fastforward 2 months
>Getting made fun of at lunch for being ginger becomes normal routine
>Notice a decline of wit in myself
>Then speech starts to fall apart ie. Hard time thinking of what to say, studdering
>Happiness declines
>Self esteem collapses
>Unintentionally seclude myself from other friends
I genuinely hate myself and don't know how to fix it. I feel like I've lost all friends and am stuck with these guys that make fun of me. Please help
smoke bongs
>>677710285
The only thing keeping me alive is the fact that when faced with the alternative, life is the only option I fully understand.
Made a coward by conscience.
>>677710285
accept it and carry on
>>677710285
>heavy drinking
>smoking lots of bud
>more recently exercise
Still sick and tired of it all, I'll [probably end it on my birthday this year; just so god damn tired of life.
>>677711619
Someone help please?
>>677711498
hahaha omg that looks like Arnold Shwartzenneger, fam!
LOLZ!! Juggaloz4Lyfe!
depression doesnt exist
you just hide behind a pseudo medical term to justify your loser attitude
if you want to kill yourself then do it but please stop with depression
vague made up mental illness just make people cringe and everybody knows you're just attention whoring
>>677711219
All you sadfags need to look at this post and grow the fuck up
>>677711993
Have you a PHD bud?
>>677711619
Shoot them
>>677710285
The slightest bit of hope that someone will be my gf/bf
>>677711619
>(maybe I'm 18 maybe I'm a freshman)
lol, underage b&
just be alone anon. you learn to live with it. we are all truly alone anyways
one day it will be a comfort to be alone
if you can't handle that, find new friends. anyone is better than the punks you hang out with
remember, its ok to be a fag on the internet. its autism in real life.
>>677711993
>filthy degenerates
You are lost my son. You need to find a purpose in life. Wether it be skydiving or studying shrimps in the arctic sea is up to you. Just find something to do and The rest will sort itsel out
>>677711619
Shoot em up
>>677712225
Relationships and love are a gateway to heartbreak. just fuck around and have fun
>>677710285
Wife and entire fucking family dead. Just be a man.
>>677712391
Hahahaha. Not doing that again.
>>677711619
You need to learn not to take yourself or others so seriously. Crack a couple ginger jokes about yourself, then pull out the big guns and totally roast those bastards giving you strife. eventually it will be less "I
m getting bullied" and more banter with the boys/
>>677711619
They are picking on you because you are acting like a beta pussy and let them. Man up and punch one of them out. They may kick your ass but I doubt it. In any case they'll respect you more for standing up for yourself.
I think the only reason i haven't killed myself yet is because of my dog. Who would take care of him if i killed myself? He already freaks out when i leave for work, what would he do if i left forever?
>>677711166
2016 not understanding dopamine and serotonin.
>>677712192
>>677712508
No I don't want to mess up peoples lives I just want to have friends again. But of course beta fags like you wouldn't understand what it feels like to have those
>>677712942
I can relate. Try drugs.
>>677712143
a phd isnt needed to spot an edgy attention whore
logic is
suffering need a cause
you are suffering but you dont know why
you're just a fag and know nothing about pain
>>677712670
It was like that at first but it just doesn't work anymore and they all gang up on me
>>677712512
because you fail at relationship doesnt mean you should apply your logic to others
>>677713142
>ewww
Buddy.
Disorder
PHD acronym
.
>Love you anon
>no depression to be honest
>I'm a little angry about the weight, but haven't been depressed about anything in over a year
>>677710285
I stopped caring about it
>>677713039
understanding them mean you understand how your body work and what you need to do to keep them high
>action
>physical activity
>social life
>sex
>whatever does it for you
hiding behind the fact they exist isnt a valid point
summoning a pseudo medical term and taking drugs instead of solving your problems only demonstrate that you fail at life
>>677713142
OP here. All my loved ones are dead, my girlfriend finally left me after drifting apart for a year (she wants to experience the world or whatever), my best friend stole the money i had saved & my job is laying everyone off. The only person i could talk to about these things killed himself 4 months ago. I only wish i didn't know about pain, my life has been suffering since birth.
>>677713389
keep telling youself that
I don't have a job, i'm not in school, i hardly leave my room, I play playstation 4 and drink alcohol my mom buys me because she know's I'm depressed and she lets me drink cause she knows im actually less depressed when i drink
Stop caring about getting bitches and life will be grand.
>>677710285
I started taking Welbutrin and going to therapy. I haven't regretted it. I feel happy and am able to enjoy being alive. I never want to go back to the way I felt before. Any of you who struggles with depression I suggest you go to the doctor and find a therapist. It takes time to find something that truly works for you, but you will find something that does. Please, don't stay in the deep, dark depths of depression. Come back into the world.
>>677713859
You're browsing 4chan, you've failed at life. Theres your reality check.
No. You can do all those things and still have crippling depression, you can have every reason to be happy, and still be unhappy. It's called clinical depression, you don't have it? Good for you faggot, some do.
>>677714127
I've tried Welbutrin & it doesn't seem to help. I just don't feel like there is anything left for me here.
>>677711619
Derek? It's OK, buddy. Come up to Tallahassee and stay with me and your sister. We'll get drunk and we'll go to punk shows and shoot guns in the woods or in the nig part of town. It'll be fun.
>>677710285
Drugs and the apathy and nihilism they bring. And no, I'm not being edgy here. My existence is pathetic, and lonely. I just don't know how to do anything else at this point, and I'm not for sure that I want to. Drugs are the only thing that have worked even a little. Speed is my biggest hang-up. It makes me feel like a god for a little while, but then I crash, and feel completely dead inside again. Not doing it isn't painful, or even that hard like giving up opiates or liquor. It just leaves me feeling dead inside for a few months, presumably while my body chemistry adjusts itself, and gets back to normal. I've endured it before, and could again, I'm just not for sure it's worth it. I mean I did end up back where I am now again.
>>677713868
then you have problems and difficulties to overcome
nothing to do with "depression"
you got no "disorder" only bad times
happens to everybody
you're not special
carreful with this slippery slope
>>677711619
Bullying is a signal you're doing something wrong and are not assimilating with the rest of society.
Stop being a fag. If you don't know how, fake it. Fake it til you make it. Emulate a cool guy.
Just tell yourself don't be a faggot every morning it works
>>677714350
implying im a retard
maybe you want to form your absence of argument in my own language
oh wait you can't
>>677714555
It was before all this as well. I've never really felt happy, even during the times i was supposed to. It's like a sucking chest wound.
mental illness are for fags
if you had even the slightest will to get better you wouldnt be lurking 4chan in the first place
so either you enjoy things that way and are a spergcuck trap wannabe or you're only plain stupid and do it wrong
>wants to cure "depression"
>lets scroll an entire rekt thread
yeah right
>>677714070
your mom is an enabler and a shitty parent
>>677715216
inb4 a wound
inb4 special
inb4 other people live in a dream but not me
don't like the world we live in ?
change it avoid it or kill yourself
>>677714853
Somebody already did.
>>677714350
and what's all that thing with hapyness ?
what does that even mean ?
who care about being happy really ?
you're a random biological lifeform with no purpose
your goal is to avoid pain and decide in what amount you want to obey your instincts not to be happy
>>677711029
Why not weed and lean? Both are better for you and achieve the desired effect quicker.
Alcohol and tobacco are pleb tier poisons.
>>677715679
>12 years old
>such a big boy now!
>can get on /b/ all by himself
The parental control password was 123456789 wasn't it? Of course it was, and that should make you stop and think long and hard, for that's the sort of moron you are being groomed to become.
>>677716502
keked but you still have to bring arguments
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>>677713859
Except those activities won't bring you pleasure of your body has an inability to re uptake serotonin and dopamine. That's called clinical depression.
>>677716898
>calling people newfags
i was here before the captcha
>insult and is unable to make a point
probably your depression
what?
yes
this bish has the body of a rubiks cube, hot
>>677710285
Because since everyone else is too retarded to do things the right way I'm duty bound to fix their fuckups. No matter how much I just want to die alone in bed.
>>677710285
You find something that gets you out of your head, that you alone will enjoy, set aside a time each day or night for it, and look forward to it throughout the day. You set aside the most time for it on the weekends, as a means of something bigger to wait for. It may seem antisocial and consuming, but it gives you something to "live" for. Something you maybe used to do as a kid, or reminds you of a time that was really peaceful.
Until I was 5, my mother worked night shifts and my father was a drunk vet that used to polish off a case of Old Milwaukee by dinner time and pass out on the couch. I would usually sit there, watching the same Robocop VHS rental that he never returned and eventually fall asleep. When my mother went to a day shift, she met someone else, eventually getting married and moving her and I into his place. They fought nightly, busting out the tape recorders and calling the cops on one another. When 9/11 happened, they both got activated (they were reservists) so I had to live with my grandparents.Every weekend my grandfather would take me to Waffle House, where he'd sit and read the paper while drinking coffee. I'd get a BLT and a hash brown. My mother and her parents had a falling out, so I moved into the barracks with my parents, who still fought. Eventually they got divorced, my mother and I moved into a house, where she barely lived. She'd come home maybe 2 or 3 nights out of the week, with the rest of the time spent at her new boyfriend's house. By this time I was driving and had bought myself a piece of shit old car. Every Saturday at 3am I would drive to the same Waffle House my grandfather took me to and have a BLT and a coffee.
After a child, a divorce, a miscarriage, a military discharge and my grandfather shotgunning himself in the head, I still go to that same Waffle House once a week. I drink through the weekends too, it helps.
>>677710285
fact: 99.9% of 4chan users are too scared to browse mchan, and they have the status of reddit normies now because of that
hello, redditors
>>677717125
you're not special and science can't prove that
so your argument is invalid
sandwiching your fail logic in pseudo cerebral chemistry doesnt prove any point
i say your brain is fine and you're like anybody else
im a depression atheist no need to use your psychanalitic biggotery in here
>>677710285
Mainly, so I can come to /b/ and read about sad sacks of shit who cry about their sheltered first world problems.
>>677717775
eroll
>>677714458
Keep trying. Giving up is never a solution. It will never change unless you do something about it. Its only permanent if you never try.
>>677717911
Yeah, except brainscans and tests that can test those levels say otherwise. Sorry, you're not special, scientists know more than you.
>>677710285
no crippling depression
to make money
act
>op is a huge whiny faggot
>>677718648
No wew lad, go away.
>>677711833
bet you won't pussy
>>677718134
yeah except you can't provide the test results you talk about because it doesn't apply to you but only a very tiny group of people who may suffer from that disorder and you're not part of them
i know you desperatly try to pose as onre of them because it would provide you with the ultimate excuse for being an underarchiver and failing at everything
looks like your excuse doesn't work
maybe stop being in deny a grow some balls ?
I write music like that helps to channels it
https://youtu.be/eklri_0h4vc
>>677711619
Just ignore them, ask yourself do I need friends? Whats the point of having friends? Where is the benefit of having friends?
>>677713261
theyre not real friends dumbass make a list of why you like them for who they I bet you'll come up with nothing. Just like I do for everyone I want to love
>>677718831
Never said I have that problem. Everything you said is meaningless, it's a proven fact, deal with it.
How I feel
Work out or at least physically exert your self to the point of being exhausted.
Fuck social media. People post only the good shit and even twist that into gold nuggets. Who gives a fuck what they are doing. Worry about your self....
look
>>677713039
Serotonin being related to depression is a theory you autist. Serotonin is also influenced by your diet. Keep eating your strawman or you can come out of your vegan shell and do keto and be happy.
>>677710285
This is going to sound trite but I just remember how I felt hopeless before at some point, and then some point after that I didn't, so I know now that it's not permanent, and as a matter of fact it feeds on inertia so getting up and going anyways helps it go away. I know it doesn't sound plausible now, but it didn't to me either.
I also like the book "Undoing Depression".
>>677719676
Nope.
Gravity is also a theory.
>>677719802
I've got a theory your moms a whore. Wait... Thats a fact. nvr mnd
>>677719998
fuuuuuuuuuuuuck 1 away from epicness....
>>677719802
Gravity has been studied by people other than depressed feminists and you can test it yourself.
>>677718134
science is'nt that advanced
neuro chemistry is still very young
what exist in the other hand is a medical industry dreaming to diagnose you with any disorder if that can make you buy some drugs for the rest of your lifetime
the deal is they give you a condition you use as an ultimate excuse for everything and feeling special and in exange you pay for the drugs til the end
shitty deal imo
>>677710285
exercise and vitamins and water helps
also anti-depressants can be the difference between life and suicide. for me they are. also, fuck smiling.
You don't...
>>677720167
Still a theory.
>depression has been studied.
Try meditating for twenty a minutes a day. Probably seems like it wouldn't accomplish anything, but it makes you not give so much of a shit about stuff, gives you more self control, positive emotions, and a whole host of other benefits.
>>677719134
you just admited i was right so it wasnt meaningless
>>677720354
Where's da proofs?
>>677720535
I know you are but what am I.
>underage b&
>>677717911
You're a fucking moron. Straight up, no joke, pants on head retarded.
My car
Little brother
Drugs
Those are the only thing that keep me going.
>>677719676
this
>>677720406
GAY
Do the opposite. physically exert yourself and you may see results fegget
>>677720167
this
>>677714070
Thats fucking sad and depressing. jesus dude...
>>677720792
Still a theory.
>>677720703
this
do heavy deadlifts
it works
do them in the morning so you have the day
Ayy lmao
