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>>677552811
Late night sinning in the everlasting world of sadness

Sup bros, what're we all feeling tonight? I'll be here for a while

have no idea what to no energy or motivation and easily get bored and im tired of it

>>677553696
What is that page where you put music we can open a channel and put some feels music

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>>677553696
Just saw a pic of my ex with the guy who used to manipulate and abuse her. They've been together since December, as far as I know. I know everyone will tell me to move on, and I'm working on it, but seeing pictures unexpectedly really messes me up.

>>677554006
I would definitely see a psych doc.

Someone that could maybe get you on Vyvanse or something else to concentrate.

Depression usually won't get you shit in the way of mood enhancing drugs, but tell that motherfucker that you have a hard time paying attention and I bet you a thousand bucks he'll throw a stimulant your way.

>>677554205
Not sure what you mean, like a radio station type thing? You can just post it here embedded

>>677554344
That page where someone opens a channel and everyone there can put music from youtube and vote to pass it or stay

>>677554689
That sounds neat but idk about it sry

>>677554308
Seeing her is rough, I feel you. The only cure I know is time and getting rid of everything that reminds you of her. No social media, no number in the phone, nothin'. That's been what works best for me anyways

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I don't have a story or anything I just want to know why did I have to be the kid that was picked last for games during recess or the weird guy in highschool who couldn't play sports for shit and never fit in. Why did I have to be the nobody. 24 years on this earth and it still says the same. Why did everyone else have it so good?

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>>677555127
Yeah, that's what I've tried to do but it seems like there's always something that pops up. It's hard to explain but thanks for the suggestions.

>>677554689
watch2gether?

>>677555759
>watch2gether
Yeah really alike, but something like that site and we put some music?

>>677556118
https://www.watch2gether.com/rooms/f4j40atinllwfrfp
Here's one, not sure how it works but welcome to join

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got this far before deleted thread

>best friends with girl in elementary school
>move to a different part of town and change schools around sixth grade; lose touch with her
>we go to the same high school and she never said one fucking word to me all four years or at graduation
>all of a sudden get a text from her saying she misses me after I moved away after high school.

What the fuck?

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lol fuckin faggots

>>677557097
That's chicks man. You probably missed queues, or she could have just thought about you and remembered some feelings
Anything come of it?

>>677557097
She's coming to you, anon. Don't pass up this opportunity.

>>677557097
>everything you ever wanted

Come here https://www.watch2gether.com/rooms/f4j40atinllwfrfp put some feels music

>>677557592
>queues
She never went near me or my friends, not one conversation or glance.

just a short conversation over text

>>677558682
Well, sometimes others can be just as shy as you, she could have been too scared to tell you anything. Why not see what happens with her

>my threads die faster than four year old copypasta

>>677559086
Sok, I've posted the same thing different days, one day it gets 7 posts another day it gets 200

>>677559052
We live in different states now and I've heard long distance relationships don't go well.

Anyone have daddy issues stories or something related with dads

>>677559377
Ah probably not then. Maybe if you started off together, but starting one hasn't gone well for me personally. Think of it as saving yourself a lot of heartache, I guess!

>>677559686
I think I'm being rused, but I don't know by who

>>677559932
? Her texting you is?

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Anyone else feeling this?

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I got curved so hard. How do I get her out of my mind?

>>677560237
It's the only thing I can think of. It doesn't make sense

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>>677552811
>tfw mom hasn't got back from the store with my food but i'm HUNGRYYYYYY

>>677557877
sometimes I wonder about my cat. She seems sad at times. Whenever I get home, she genuinely seems happy. She isn't alone when I'm not there. She knows when my schedule even, and waits at the door. I wonder if she misses her family sometimes. I love my cat.

>>677560756
? Where do you live anon? It's late at night here

>>677560684
She could have just thought of you or had feelings but not expressed them the whole time, I would just stay reserved and figure out what her angle is and if she really wants anything from you or is just wishing she connected with more people in school or something

>>677560945
australia!

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>>677560412
fuck, man.

got me.

>>677560756
I used to call my mom for help didnt talk to my dad at all prefer to die than recieve help from dad, anyways she never came at first call i had to call hera lot and very very loud so she came angry yelling whats happening and i laugh because it was funny the irony

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>>677560770
Post your cat?

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>>677561142
well if it makes you feel better I know that exact feel

>>677560770
I hate my cat i have 2 i hate the 2 but one is like old or something and fat and doesnt move always depressed i hate him but cant hurt him dont know why most of my relations are like that

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>>677561249
here you go

>>677562327
This makes me genuinely happy. Thank you.

>>677562576
you're welcome. that was taken after I got home from work.

>>677562576
not him but I like it too

I'm going to kill myself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOAcRKZxjy4&ab_channel=PhosPictures

Always ruins me

>>677562945
brutal

>>677561082
Thanks

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>>677561881
better

>>677562945
Me too

>>677562945
I ve always wanted to kill myself but if i do it then everybody wins and i hate them

>>677557097
don't be so pissy maybe shes a beta like you

>>677563436
>>677563436
this

>>677563288
I'm living in a city and have absolutely no social life. I don't know anyone and I have no romantic partner.

Why even bother? At least in death I'm not a waste of life

i dont want this thread to die.

These threads always remind me that even with all the autism here./b/ is still full of real people with real feelings

I have a hard time differentiating between when I'm intellectualizing my emotions and when I'm genuinely recognizing them as valid, even though describing them as valid connotes a logical compononent when I'm used to seeing them at odds.
Really I'm just kind of lonely because the thought distortions that actually interest me are too inclusive for most people to resonate with, and that tends to estrange me from family and friends.

>>677564051
same fam tbh

>>677564209
ye

>>677563436
I'm not mad, she can talk to me anytime she wants, but I'm just suspicious. I doubt she has any feelings for me

>grandparents
>cats
>people not caring

Oh chap...this is a real feels thread....i just can't....i'm going to cry......oh chap.....not again...this is the third time today.....

>>677564724
being suspicious isnt gonna do anything, if you want anything out of it or to know what she wants out of it, ask her and find out

>>677562945
>mfw i didnt kill myself on april 1st so i have to wait another year

>>677557097
weird, she had her reasons. Is she a good person? Then it's probably not a bad thing she wants to talk.

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>>677557877
Lol my cat goes out and hunts all day. I let him out whenever he wants, he goes and plays with the other cats in the neighborhood.
>I've had real ass interactions with this cat, he is very social.

>>677559932
That sounds like anxiety, try removing yourself from the situation and thinking with your head.

>>677563336
stick it to them and live a long fulfilling life.

>>677564724
That's the anxiety about her anon. Why would she go out of her way to hurt you man? She has the best intentions, even its just sex because you guys have history lol

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>>677565800
Dubs for my cat. His name is Rick.

>>677564051
>>677564345
why

>>677564051
>>677564345
>>677566690
Nvm i cant read i read it as i want it to die

>>677566063
Maybe I'm thinking too much into this and she wants to connect with people from high school or just pity.

>>677566398
We live in different states

Good night /b hope you guys find your solution to your problems
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Y87tIALd08

>>677554201
I wish I had a Mom who genuinely loved me.

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Falling for a friend sucks tbh. Made plans to go do shit only to have em flake... Only to find out they were hitting on my best friend last night and went to hang with another group of people today same time we made plans. Not a bad person, just a fucking bitch sometimes.

>>677552811
The last friend i had was in senior year. He was a chad who had a small racist side (probably only reason we were friends) we had some fun sometimes but anyway he would abuse me, torture me. Do things like lock me in his basement, threw darts at me, hit me constantly,and would mock me for saying ow or stop. He did a lot worse. In the end of the day i kept hanging out with him because he was the only friend i had. I called him out once and called the cops. Hadnt had a friend since. Except for my mom. She loves to listen to me tell her about things i found on the internet. She keeps me from killing myself. IDK if im happy i have so

my cousin is mia and grandma is dead

he has been in jail many times over for failing to pay child support but kept a bank account full of money for his child for when she turns 18. She doesn't know about that money, and hasn't even tried to find his whereabouts. I don't know if he is alive or dead. So basically he gave up on life. When he dies the trust will be in her name and then she will know that he had been saving all of those years just for her.

>>677552811
You guys ever have that one song that brings you back to a moment where you felt as if everything was in its place? And then you listen to it and you feel wistful. You long for something but don't know what it is. The past is so far away man, but here it is in the form of a song. A window through which you can see yourself happy, safe, and warm while you stand alone in the dark cold night.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTIB10eQnA0

>>677566526

what is that pervy sock hanging?

I like your cat. Pet Rick the cat and give him a snack for me.

Heart's actually aching over someone I never had a chance with.
Feels nice though.
Crisp instead of stagnant, like how infatuation used to feel.

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>>677563170
best

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>Want to play Space Engineers
>Need to do assignments
>Don't want to
>Don't like the career path either
>Must pass or may be unemployed forever
>Be unemployed any longer I'll lose my white privilages
>Idunwannabeaniggerdad.png
>tfw

>>677569210
I feel that fam

>>677567491
I feel ya. Same thing happened to me a few weeks ago. Finally got her to schedule for lunch together after 3 years of patience only for her to cancel and start dating a guy Ive never seen before.

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>>677569342
nice try

>>677569579
>>677569489
>>677569481
>>677569342
>>677569210
>>677568861
>>677568536
>>677568423
feel music?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXbSfl0O3qU

>>677560412

yeah over here

>>677552811
im bored and don't know what to do, i mean i have ideas for things, i always think that they are retarded or someone will tell me its a terrible idea. What do you guys wanna do for a living

>>677569579
Sucks doesn't it? My best friend has been hanging out and texting them often too... Without telling me...

Fucking hate petty people. Jesus, why do we like again?

>>677569342
Im colourblind so they both look the same to me

>>677570103
Im lucky that its some random guy at least. It must be super tough to be around your friend like that. The worst part for me is that she was finally single after like 2 years and I acted on it only to be beaten out. And I really dont want to wait again. It sucks.

>>677569636
What about >>677563170

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>>677569636
I can't fucking win, can i?

>>677555191
Don't sweat the petty highschool bullshit man. Don't let it define you.

I've been dating with a cute girl for almost a month, yesterday I found her Instagram and found out that's she's constantly flirting/hitting on other guys.
I felt like we were going to last for a long time.
Man, she was so fucking perfect :/

>>677570608
Ugh that sucks dude. Finally got the balls and then the rug is pulled right under ya...

And yeah, didn't talk to em for a good week because I was so pissed about it. Felt like a stab in the gut tbh

>>677555191
>Why did everyone else have it so good?
bruh

I feel the rest of your post though anon. Secret is to not care, School doesn't define you, It just places the foundation. I'm nothing like the person I was, and my life is far different, and that was before 4chan.

>>677569724
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCaw_26Z2BU

i know it's dumb, but i listened to this song quite a bit during tough times

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I don't know if anyone can relate to this but, I've always been an emotionally lacking and violent person. I've seen many psychiatrists and psychotherapists. They said i had Antisocial personality disorder. At the time i didnt really care because i just thought id have to go see a shrink every week and itd be fun to mess with them. But I soon found out how quick people will throw you to the curb just so they can keep up their social identity and not be given grief for being friends with "the crazy guy." So now I have no friends and no ambitions. What do?

>>677571550
I dont know what to do next either, guess we both have to find out

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>>677552811
Why do I always feel so alone and depressed at night? I alienate my friends on purpose. It's like I 'want' to feel like this.

>>677571550
I have Schizoid Personality Disorder, so I'm kinda the opposite. I threw everyone I knew to the curb, save for a couple of friends. No ambition for life either, just sorta bumping around life killing time.

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I'm retarded. I keep taking my step moms vyvanse. I took 5 out of a 30 pill bottle. I also took some xanax from her but i'm not worried about that. I'm so fucked when she runs out early, i think i have about a week before she figures it out. I just took another one too i don't even know why the come down makes me want to kill myself. Depressions crazy bro it makes you do shit you'd never normally do but i just don't care anymore. I do care if i get caught tho i'll probably get kicked out of the house and become homeless so i'm fucked and that feeds the depression. Fuck my life sucks.

>>677571246
Yeah man. When she said yes, it was the happiest I felt in years. It was like I was a kid going to DisneyLand lol. She didnt flat out cancel either. She just postponed it for a week. Then like 3 days later she has a new boyfriend. Man was I caught off gaurd lol. I felt like I was about to beat Dark Souls and my game just broke. Now Im back to my perpetual tiredness.

>>677571921
Im not even fucking crazy or anything but fo rsome fucking reason people think i am anf sometimes i over hink this kkind of shit and get so angry. like fucks sake.

Someone post metal feels music please

>>677557097
Ask her why she never spoke to you was she blind?

>>677572155
Shit yea, I've got work and classes tomorrow and in the morning... Doubt I'm gonna sleep with all the shit on my mind tho. And ugh that fuckin sucks when they don't even cancel or anything but just continuously postpone it or something

>>677572547
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iwuy4hHO3YQ&index=79&list=PLdqw2r-xbwqLUf0rBciKRNYk7rsNPqGjU

>>677559494
IAMA girl with daddy issues Ask Me Anything!

>>677572636
I got class tomorrow morning too. I can never sleep though. Does your friend know that you like that girl?

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My pain is to the point that discussing it with others only makes people feel like their problems are petty - or they immediately go to saying that I'm managing great considering my circumstances.

I dont want to go into details because I'm sick of reliving bad shit. I just dont know what to do anymore. Meds dont work. Therapy doesn't work. My 'friends' dont care. I try to avoid learning helplessness and moving forward with positivity... but building a tolerance to pain only continues to raise my threshold for it. I dont want to continuously raise my threshold for pain, its numbing me out to where I can't even appreciate good things.

I don't live for myself. I stay alive because killing myself would disappoint others, and because I can help people instead. Putting the wellbeing of others first is humble, but requires me to endure living with an ever increasing amount of pain. Things that improve my mood are diminishing.

>>677573007
Yep. Told em, ranted even. They saw me textin my friend and asked for their number. Decided hey why not? What's the worst that can happen eh? Wrong move on my part... Found that they've been chattin regularly and hangin out since a few days of talkin to each other. Super petty man...

>>677562974
This brings back both memories and feels...

Fuck anon

Alright anons. I made a thread on Thursday asking help to pick up a girl. The girl I tried to pick up, I had never really talk to (other than small talk in class). I did what /b/ told me, I went up to her told her she was beautiful and if I could get to know her, and she agreed. However, I reached her best friend and told her the story as follows:

"Well, yesterday I was reading stories on 4chan, and I guess I kinda felt inspired to go up to talk to her. The thing was that I wanted to get her alone because you and Chris would not be there, making things easier for me. I waited for like 20 minutes in the parking lot for her car to park. Then I approached her and told her she was pretty and that I wanted to get to know her, not to date, just as friends. Then I waited for her in the library because she told me she'd be there, We talked for a while, then she went to the bathroom. This is the part where I approached Chris and acted the most autistic I've ever acted. I told him I thought Megan was pretty, I'm shitskin, I love using the word nigger, gave him a handshake, told him he'd be seeing me more often, then left. (I regret all of that) I then left a note on Megan's car. Anyways, I thought she would have told you something about it, she did not do it, and probably for some reason that does not concern me. Can we keep this between us?"

And she replied with this:
"Ahhhh, I see... Well, here is my viewpoint on it. Unfortunately, I don't really believe that she's into you. I could be totally wrong, but just from knowing her for for almost 8 years now, it doesn't seem too likely. She also really isn't the type to date.. We've talked about dating before and she said she plans on waiting until high school is done. I dated a guy before I dated Chris, and after him and I broke up he did a lot of things in hopes I'd take him back, but ultimately it just made awkward"

>>677573481
cont
"and ruined what little friendship we had left. I definitely thing friendship/relationships should come naturally... If it's meant to be, it is, if it's not, it just isn't. Y'know?
But I don't know anyone who's against having another friend! ?? And you seem like a pretty neat guy ????"

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>>677572361
"Disorder" man, shit is a buzzword. People hear that and judge. Maybe I'm just a cynical asshole (Pretty true actually), but people will very often feed their closest friend to the dogs just to save their own social standing.

I got kicked out of my Aunts house Literally just because I didn't like socialising. Figure that shit out.

>>677573213
Are you paralyzed from the waist down or something?

>>677573601
cont
Then I sent her this:
"I don't care if she is into me, I just wanted to be friends XD. I don't think I am a neat guy, I do crazy shit all the time, or get in trouble a quarter of the time for it. It takes more time to like me as a friend, I am extremely controversial, offensive, honest, and extreme. I don't think you understand what I meant in the story, I regret all of it. Anyways, you did not answer my question, can this be between the 2 of us?"
She after this did not reply, and left me seen. Tomorrow I have the chance to talk to the girl I like and her best friend (the girl I messaged), how fucked am I, what can I do?

>>677573213
It sounds like you need to just dehumanize others and then finally yourself. Once you do that youre free. If you dont care about others it becomes easier to not care about yourself and you can either do what you want and not care about your reputation and what others think of you. And once you lose all dignity for yourself you realize youre capable of a lot more than you think.

>>677557097
she might be be lonely, and just now remembering how close you guys were but idk

>>677573650
in a sense but no, I'm not paraplegic.

I'm not missing limbs. I often think to myself how that and the few relatives I have remaining are my biggest vulnerabilities. Most of what I have left to lose.

I do have a chronic physical illness though. Not too much longer until that takes me, but I may survive.

>>677573394
Damn that sucks. I always make sure that I dont get caught up with any of my friends' interests. Even if they broke up. I feel that it isnt right. Thats a real horrible spot to be in for you. Its a real shame that things like this has to happen.