>>677401214
well...fuck...

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>>677401666
nice pic and trips

>>677403584
Dammit that gave me the feels

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>>677401666
Being depressed isn't a qualified excuse to sit at home and waste away.

>>677404393
damn...

>20 years old
>got a girlfriend
>shes in real estate, rents her own place, owns three cars and is financially sound
>im neet without neetbux
>have to spongemoney from my mum
>everytime i ask my mum for money i get a scoulding for being such a fucking disappointment
>every day i come home after staying at my girlfriends i get yelled at for something
>tried to get a job for the past 2 months and haven't got any replies
>last night go date night with her
>she drives because i cant afford to pay for fuel to drive
>get to this sushi place
>have $40 i got off mum so i can go and pay for the dinner
>cost is $42
>tell her i only have $40
>heart breaks
>she pulls out her bank card and pays
>thanks babe
>inside i feel fucking useless
>she wants to go bowling after dinner with her friend
>i dont wanna go bowling because i find it boring but she says its unlimited games for 3 hours
>only cost $24 per person
>pay for myself, her friend pays for herself
>3 people, minimum 4 people per lane
>she has to cover $48 for her cost and the 4th person cost
>feel so fucking bad at this point that shes had to cover everything tonight
>hate bowling at this point so fucking depressed with myself
>spend the rest of my money on alcohol so i can try and feel a little bit better
>girlfriend asks me in may will i got to this resort with her on days off work
>i say yes even though i wont have the money to cover it because i dont want to disappoint her
>finish bowling
>go to hers
>lie in bed and my entire mind is focused on how much of a fuck up i am compared to her
>leave hers at 2am because lying in her bed angry and sad
>go home and drink some vodka i had been saving for my friends birthday next week
>decide im going to kill myself in the next couple of weeks because i cant continue being such a fuck up and she deserve so much more better than what i can provide her

life fucking sucks

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>>677404306
Please stop, now I wanna cry

>>677401214
I'm in love
She wants to be with my other friend
My friend is in love with a different girl

So it goes until the day you die
This thing they call love it's gonna make you cry

Love Stinks

>>677404306
R.I.P Anon

>>677405888
checked, why the sponge?

>>677401666
Shit.

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>>677405679
This shit happened on the last goddamn thread he was in
>>677406046

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Remember this face, it's the last thing you'll see.

>>677405428
Hey anon, don't go and kill your self man, that shit ain't right. If she truly cares for you then she wont mind the no money situation, I think we can all relate to having no work for a good while. Just cheer up man, carpe diem.

>>677401656
Fuck

>>677404306
This didn't make me sad even it made me fucking angry.

>>677406557
Can you please quit it? We like to be mopey in here

>>677406365
Carpe diem
Havent heard that since college classes

>>677405428
YEAH NAH, YOU'RE 20 MATE
Most people go through a stage like this commonly
The job search is hard but you only need to succeed once. Then you're gold.
Statistically if you apply at enough places you will find one.
I suppose the hardest part is feeling far below the person you are meant to be in an equal and loving relationship with you.
But if life was easy everyone would do it.

>>677404306
The feels rip y soul appart

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>>677405679
Mods please we can really use your help to keep this thread 100% no sponge right now

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>>677406637
Mope with the sponge. For the sponge.

>>677405428
Seriously don't fucking do it. She obviously cares more about you than her money. You will eventually find a job, even if it is minimum wage, it's something.

>>677406804
I was trying to be nice but...Fuck off mate, go pollute someone else's thread

>>677406640
I find it as a way of living in a way, same as memento mori. Sounds gay huh?

>>677406997
It will be done.

>>677407093
Thank you, leave the feels threads for the feels

>>677405428
Also, she could probably help you get a job if you talk to her about how you feel and she might even reassure you.

>>677407244
Checked.
I only had 3 left.

>>677405428
Tell her how you feel. Do it OP, trust me. If you do that, she will feel compassionate, and I guarantee loves you regardless. There is this illusion that one's identity is constituted by the amount of paper they have. Learn to love yourself as an individual and work on your behavior, perspective and empathy. Being a good person is invaluable, money is nothing more than paper. Your relationship with your loved one's is worth more than what money would bring you. Many on this board would kill to be in your position. God speed anon... god speed.

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>>677404465
that feel is me
im crying irl

>>677407083
Not at all, actually i think its a great way to live

>11 years old.
>Dad best friend in the world. Football coach, bball coach, burger buddy.
>Call everyday when i get home from school.
>One day, dad doesn't answer my phone call when I get home. We get a knock on the door instead of him walking in.
>It was the police, police tell me my dad committed suicide. Embezzled from company, FBI closing in. Negative 1.2 million in the hole.
>Mom becomes abusive alcoholic. 1.5 yrs later Mom calls me in, tells me she can't feel the left side of her body.
>Dies of aneurism 6 days later. Aunt and uncle adopt me, steal money from my Childrens Trust that was supposed to get me through school.
> Get readopted, become drug addict in high school. Football scouts turn away when I regress. >Commit felony while intoxicated, get expelled from high school - sent to rehab.
> Entry Level Separation from Army Reserve due to inability to function and mental defectiveness (basically was never in).
> Things looking grim.
>Police choose not to press charges against me. >Go to community college, transfer to 4 year. >Good GPA, kick ass on LSAT, 6 years sober, got into law school!

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>>677401214
lost already

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>>677401656
how does one smell carbon monoxide

I am extremely pissed off right now, and I fear one day I'm going to loose control of it. I've been through 5 schools by this time. Every time I try to make friends, it ends up fucking me up harder. By 9th grade year, I figured that out, and I don't talk to anyone except for 2 other people in a whole school of 3,200 others. I often get picked on. I've been pretty much abandoned by said friends from middle school and not a single one of them talks to me. I went to middle school one town north and was sent to school back to my home town. I was the only one of that school in the past 4 years to go to my current high school. Not just of my class, but of the whole 4 years. When I was in middle school, my mom and dad were very tight on me and often fought with each other. I could talk to my friends at school and eventually grew closer to some of them than I did my own family. I got shipped away and my parents not a year later pushed for a divorce. My mom moved out and became very back/forth/back/forth. My mom turned into an alcoholic and I've had the police come over because my parents would fight so bad. I don't know what to do anymore. This computer is the only outlet that I can actually enjoy and express my thoughts. I fear one day I'm going to hurt a lot of people and I wish I wasn't this way. All I know is abandonment and hate. By the way, tonight was prom night. I went to celebrate my mom's birthday at 5 star restaurant. Well, now she knows what a fuck up she raised.

>>677403584
FUCK I HATE THESE THREADS

>>677408061
Smells like rotten eggs.

>>677408244
That would be sulfur which was probably mixed in with the CO2

>>677408332
Carbon Monoxide has only one oxygen atom. CO2 has two oxygen atoms. Two different gasses all together, both will kill you.

>>677401656


god fucking dammit. my dog is sleeping on my bed tonight.

>>677401656
jesus, this fucked me up

Any tips on moving on from a long term relationship? It was a month ago and I sometimes still get in touch with Ex, she is confused about her feelings towards me. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

>>677408113
Sounds like me during high school, one thing that will help is to find a hobby and turn it into something productive. I took up wookworking and learning about history and philosophy. Start looking for your Ikigai, since you've known abandonment you'll actually have a head start

>>677408113
Right now, I'm 6 weeks from graduation. Everyone is talking about college and what "successful things they're going to do in life" and all I think to myself is the life I'll never have. I've been beat up in my own driveway before. When my parents were gone one week for a cruise on the Caribbean try to help their shitty relationship, the kid down the road who is pretty popular at the school decided to have a party. One of the kids at the party decided to park in my lawn. I told him to move and get the fuck off my lawn. I paid for it. My dad found out that one of his sprinklers were fucked up because of it, and I had to fix it and was yelled at for it. Why am I so different? Why can't I be a regular fucking person rather than a punching bag? If this is really what the world thinks its going to do to me for the rest of my life, then its in for one rude awakening.

>>677407780
Shit man, congratulations! You made the best out of the shitty hand that yo'd been dealt with, and not everyone can do that. It won't get any easier from here, but If you could enter law school, there is nothing you can't do. Cheers m8

>>677408623
Either date her or cut-off all contact from her, by remaining "friends" (though we all know this is a pleasant lie) you will have a constant reminder of the past and the what ifs? will follow. In doing so you will be unable to begin the process of moving on

>>677404465
>at the end of the day I don't have someone to lay my head next to

This makes me feel like a massive pile of shit. I recently broke up with my girlfriend because I no longer love her. I haven't for a long time but I kept going until I realized it wasn't right. She still loves me so much. We had plans for the future. She wanted to spend her life with me. Every night I would crawl into bed with her. People would kill for this kind of thing and I just tossed it. What the fuck is wrong with me /b/?

>>677408623
What worked for me was I cut contact with my Ex. All it did was cause pain, especially if she is "confused" about her feelings. If she wanted you back or wanted you she'd have not dumped you.

>>677408444
I read dioxide, and checked

>>677408796
>>677408113
Anon from both posts, sorry for double post.

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>>677408231
There's a very simple solution to your problem; don't post in them shit for brains

>>677408113

drink some alcohol. you think i'm kidding. Show up at one of the parties by your classmates. Bring some booze or buy it. Don't get shitfaced, just enough to loosen up a bit and socialize. be yourself, talk about basic shit. shake hands, crack some jokes. honestly - you'll probably make some friends and be able to sit with people at the lunch table.

now, be wary. People are fucking temporary - they will always fail you if you rely on them for happiness as i'm sure as you know .But getting used to people now, making friends - that will carry you far brother. Do well in school. Work hard. put your nose into those books. Gain some stability, you can see in my thread "Be 11" on here, I kept moving, kept concentrating, kept moving forward. It works kid. Keep it up. Do those things and you're going to be fine.

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>>677407543
mrw this is me

>>677404465

My life summed up in a greentext, and I'm still in high school. Fuck.

>>677408642
Why would I try to fix it? I work off a philosophy of "Well, they done wrong and if Karma doesn't happen naturally, I will be Karma in any which way that I need to be."

>>677407543
ahah jokes on you, i don't have any friends to ask

>>677408944
The guy asked how you smell carbon monoxide. I answered him. But yes, in the canisters they use I would assume they would add some type of smell to it so you can detect it and not suddenly start suffocating in the event of a leak.

>>677408890
That's thing man, I dumped her, if you want a green text or something I will give it.

>>677408880
I keep on trying man, the sad thing is that she was the only person I actually got to talk to everyday, she would keep my day busy. Now that I don't have her, I feel empty I guess you could say, i feel like a nobody.

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>>677403893
EVERY
FUCKING
TIME

>>677409167
This.

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They just want friends

>>677408877

thanks man! It's never easy, but one foot in front of the other.

I took a year off after I graduated from undergrad. I need to breathe. I was sick of fighting depression, I almost committed suicide. I prayed for help and I got it. I got introduced to a whole new world of people and happiness. Finally am who I was supposed to become this whole time.

>>677409204
Because what are your other options? It's all about self improvement. Most people are very self centered and ignoring them and focusing on yourself is the best course of action, they don't care about you anyways.

>>677409305
Then you had a reason to dump her. Cut contact, remember the reason.

>>677401666
what is this, tumblr central?

>>677409533
Well, those who aren't deserving of life, should not live. How about that as an option?

>>677409305
You'll feel that for a while, there is a void within you that was previously filled with companionship. It takes time to heal like all wounds. But keeping contact with her will be a constant reminder of what you had and will be excruciating when she finds someone else.

>>677409678
That's an option, but a bad one at that. If you played vigilante with everyone who deserved it where you would end up? Alone, dead, or in prison. Why not let the world pass you by while you improve on being you?

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>>677409258
Fuck I wish there was a little puppy ghost after he went to sleep.. What a joke.

>>677409929
This feel really takes me Bach

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>>677401214
>>677404306

>>677409911
I'm already the first one, want to be the second one, and the third one would be kind of nice. At least I'd know that I have somewhere to sleep a few nights from now.

>>677408796


you aren't a punching bag. you are fucking worth it anon.

why can't you go to college? What's stopping you?

What do you want to do in life? What are you interests? Passions?

>>677405428
lol faggot sad fuckboi

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>>677405428
She fucking loves you man. Tell her how you feel if she doesn't know already!
>Go for an associates and graduate in a year
>???
>profit

>>677409555
Its so confusing anon, let me try to explain my situation a bit.
Im not the richest guy, and I currently don't have a car. I would treat her and buy her gifts when I could, special occasions and such. I couldn't see her a lot recently because of class work and shit of that nature. Guy with daddy's money and brand new car meets her. They become friends and he starts to buy her food and shit every other day, something I am not able to do. She tells me she starts to have feelings for the guy, I break up with her because I don't want her to cheat on me and would rather end it there. She tells me that, she doesn't know whether she likes him for him, or for the money. And that's where I am today.

>>677407780
Damn anon. nice recovery

>>677410370


toss her the fuck out.


she is not fucking worth it.


she'll either leave you now for this richfag or leave you later for another one.


save it now. find a better girl. they fucking exist anon.

do it. save yourself a future of trouble, paranoia, and fear. end it now, move forward.

>>677410123
If you think high schools bad prison is worse, imagine all the shit heads from high school in one place...with all their shit head friends...in a place that's even shittier. It's no romance that Hollywood makes it out to be. If you're already at your bottom there's only one direction to go, or would you rather go further?

>>677410234
In another feels thread on another day.

>>677407543
This is, literally my entire life, a life of a 3rd fiddle.


My god, I'm not crazy.... It isn't just me....

Fuck...........

>>677410370
It's hypergamy, she may have feelings for you but if someone comes along and spoils her - her feelings of selfishness and greed for herself will triumph over her feelings for you every single time. Done willingly put yourself in her friendzone

>>677401656

Fuck why the fuck did I come here...

>>677409258
i cried

>>677410370
Do what this guy says
>>677410539

If she starts having feelings for another guy that quick she's not in the relationship for the long haul and isn't worth the time/money.

>>677410490


thanks man. i got my second chance when the police chose not to press charges. I'm paying it forward when I become a lawyer. I'm going to help fight for people's second chance. one stupid move shouldn't ruin a person's life.

I will fight for those who cannot fight for themselves. The ones who woke up and say "oh my god what have I done" - don't worry kid. I'll fight for you, but PROMISE ME that you will make the MOST OF THIS. THIS IS YOUR SECOND and FINAL chance. Be something. Be somebody.

>>677405428
literally "edgy patologic emo tier", not feels

>>677410539
I really am trying anon, but its difficult, she has made me feel things no one has ever have, as gay as that sounds. It's hard for me to find friends, hell partners are hell'a harder because im not the the best looking guy either. Life sucks and just isn't fair at all.

>>677410775
I literally want to throw up, I didn't think my life was as bad as any of you fags but it is, I'm honestly sick.

>>677411035
>I will fight for those who cannot fight for themselves
True hero

>>677409089
>>677408113
Basically this, just open yourself up to people! If you don't have anxiety and your normal looking enough then you'll do fine. People will like you. Getting people to like you is about presenting strong morals in conversation and seeming relaxed, atleast in my experience.

>>677401214
the ride never ends my friend

>>677411203


Fear not brother. Drugs made me feel that way too, but it led me down a painful fucking road.

Same goes with this girl who is clearly untrustworthy. She will continue to make you feel good when you're with her.

when she's not - the paranoia will set in. the anger, the fear, the constantly checking your phone and her facebook to make sure she's not with that guy she likes.

but you know she will be. you know she is.

still, you'll fight it, just like a drug addiction. It'll be different this time, i'll change the way i interact with her. I'll MAKE HER LIKE ME MORE.

but you won't win that way anon. you can only win right now by cutting her off for good. no, you won't win HER, but you'll win FREEDOM from the PAIN and FEAR you suffer from now.

the right girl will come along. it happens.

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>>677404465
The worst part is when they realize you are the clown....

>>677411761


educate me anon, i don't undersand it :(

>>677401656


Bullshit. Carbon Monoxide has no smell.

>>677411580
Holy shit man, you speak wise words anon.
Thank you, I think realizing this, will make it easier for me. I needed advise and im grateful I was able to receive it. You made my day, and hopefully my life. I'll never forget what you said.

>Girlfriend broke up with me about a month ago
> This happened because in January I cheated on her
> Feel like shit
> Tell her the truth because she deserves it
> other girl denies that it happened. Says that I essentially assaulted her
> Girlfriend is so upset but she won't let me go for some fucked up reason
> Decide to stay with eachother and work things out
> Over the past few months she always talked to me about how worried she was that it was happening again
> Feel like a piece of shit every night, debating suicide plans
> When she broke up with me I tried to keep a straight face and just let it go
> "Anon I think we should break up"
> "Alright, I'm going to drive you home now"
> "Okay."
> get to her house
> she puts her hand on the handle
> we've been together as a couple for a year and a quarter and friends for twice as long
> she breaks down and says "I don't want to leave"
> I lose composure, break down in front of her
> Most degrading thing that has ever happened to me
> We spend the night with each other until 4 am because her parents are nazis and give her a curfew even though she's in Uni
A week later
> I've had a pit in my stomach ever since and I broke down at work a couple time
> Find it insanely hard to live with myself and what I did
> The only thing that stopped me from ending my life was that she threatened she'd take hers too
> I text her for the first time
> She's someone else already
> My heart sinks
> I lie to her and tell her I'm happy for her
> demand to know every detail so that I can torture myself
> I was hoping I'd feel the pain she felt
> She wants to stay friends so bad but it's so hard
She's gone on multiple dates with him now and they're a great couple. I hate to say that I'm not happy for her because that makes me a selfish asshole. I have the supplies to end myself. I planned to drive out to the middle of nowhere, get drunk, down my depressed sister's sleeping meds and drink bleach.

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>>677411980
Is this your idea of fun? Seriously, fuck off, nobody wants you here.

>>677401214
>be me
>love reading
>have one friend
> ^ these are my only reasons for living
>he's the closest thing to a brother ( I have two blood siblings, who I hate)
>my friend got a gf around 2 months ago
>he starts talking to me less and less, as time goes on
>the only joy I get now is from reading
>recently I stopped reading, because I no longer got joy from it
>I don't think of long term things since it only brings me grief, since I couldn't get into any college
>every night I contemplate suicide
>but I don't have the courage to go through with it
>>677401666
>>677404465
>both of these could be use to describe me

So I just wanted to ask if I'm the only one who considers and calls /b/ their friends to their family?
(I know it's pathetic)

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>>677412390

fuck off dude

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>>677404465
Reminds me of pic related

>>677412601
Go dump your shit in a loli thread, your kind isn't welcome here

>>677407425
I like to think this anon knows what he is thinks bout. A girl wants what she wants, regardless of what an an anon makes. Been there, had the money, she left me for a crack dealer. Just saying.

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>>677412677
>undertale

>>677412158

do it now and pay it forward by going out and meeting girls an dating for fun. live that advice, and when the time comes give it to someone else who is struggling. i've had my heart broken and had to make some very difficult decisions, but once you gain that freedom you'll be truly happy.

don't wish poor thoughts on her either. that will eat at your mind. cut her off, move on, and go out and date for fun.

you'll know you've won when you've gained freedom from anger and fear, and be able to approach girls and date as you please.

stay loyal. stay with your moral compass, do not compromise that - be strong anon, i believe in you.

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>>677412697
Noone else is posting spiderman in loli threads so I'm not even gonna bother with those pedophiles now

>>677407780
Good for you bro. Im rooting for you.

>>677408883
There's something wrong with everyone man. You can't blame yourself for getting out of a relationship you didn't want to be in anymore. If it wasn't right then it wasn't right. Don't worry anon. You'll figure it all out

>>677412831
While I love derailing threads too, don't mess with my feels. Go spam shitty threads, not good content.

>>677412955


thanks man. rooting for you too!

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>>677413111
>>677412233
>>677411888

>>677412355
Nah anon that's not pathetic. We may hate each other's guts but we're still all /b/ros on here. Friends til the end

>>677412355
nah. you guys are pretty much my family. and my best friends.

>>677412795
I am not the person to wish wrong doing to others, even to the people that broke my heart. And I was 100% loyal while i was with her. Always have, always will with any girl. I will remember you and your words anon.

>>677408796
You can do whatever you want. Your parents dont make you, let me tell you that. You know your dad, you know what he can deal out. Go to school and the gym, train and the next time he "steps up" show him what a man is. My dad abandoned me. But I never can understand a dad that will hit his kids.

>>677413413

you've helped me too, anon. best of luck to you, wish you the most success.

>>677413753
no one wants you here. stop.

>>677413531
Same goes for you anon.

thanks for derailing an incredible feels thread, asshole>>677413753

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>>677412355
No man, cheer up, it isn't pathetic, a lot of anons feel that way too, try to find a new hobbie, don't kill yourself, or even think about it, my dad tried to kill himself when I was 12 or 11. I can't imagine life without him, or other relatives.

Horace and Pete episode today.

How to feel like a back round character guide:

>don't be part of any group
>try to make others happy
>go /b/ because you think your part of something
>realize you will never be able to love someone as you love "anonymous"

>be me
>be 5 or 6
>dad introduces me to ps2
>first game i ever playef was mario
>went from mario to lego star wars
>stepingup.exe
>fucking loved it and honestly still play for nostalgia
>played all of the greatest for ps2 since forever
>fast forward 9 years
>lost interest in ps2 bc its hard to find good ps2 games
>parents announce divorce but still live together for a few months afterwards
>buy minecraft(first pc game i ever played)
>after a few months i get bored
>fast foward 1 month after i got bored
>catch my mom cheating on my dad and it honestly riped my fuckin heart
>get depressed and honestly consider suicide
>talk to my dad that got custody over me and is really supportive
>dad suggests i do something to take my mind off of it
>remember the years of dealing with other shit in my life and how video games helped me through it all
>turn on computer
>it wasnt that great and i knew it but it wasnt bad
>the hum of the cpu fan made me feel good
>played to take my mind off of shit and slowly after playing just pc games in general it helped me cope
>eventually got custom pc and new gr8 games
>still makes me smile when cpu fan gets goin
>pc is only therapist youll need

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>>677413976
I can, my dad died when I was eight.

>>677413976
>>677412355

fuck dude. don't suicide. don't do it. I pointed the gun to my head - multiple times. It's SOOO not worth it. I've been where you are.

the feeling of hopelessness. loneliness. worthlessness.

you are so fucking worth it. fight the depression. seek help. you can win this. we're here. but you can move past /b/ and become the person you were always meant to become.

love yourself. i know it's hard. I hated myself for fucking years. go and move somewhere where you don't know a single person. get a clean slate. an opportunity to reinvent yourself. I did that - three times. The third time i fucking got it. I became the person I was meant to become. You can too, anon. Be the person you look up to the most. be the person that you dream of yourself being, the opposite of how you see yourself now. it takes small steps, but you can't climb a staircase in a single leap.

i believe in you. i've been there. you are not pathetic. you are fucking fantastic. soon enough that smile will be genuine, you'll live the wonderful dream dream after life's darkest nightmares. you're a real person.

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>>677414444
>>677414022
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>>677411888
Kek, all these numbers

>>677414208
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>>677414312
can someone ban this faggot

keep posting replies to feels posts. overwhelm him.

>>677404306

>died June 2011
>posts are from Oct. 2011

Can't fool me faggots

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>overwhelm him

>>677414940

fucking reported.

>>677401214
god damn op. right out of the gate with the feels

>>677414815
Doesn't make sense, can you explain it?

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>>677415043
niggers can't swim

>>677412183
Been there as well anon.. I don't know if it gets better... It hasn't for me and now she's married with a kid.

>>677415099
But aren't there Cubans who are niggers?

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>>677415227
no

So I guess I'll post my story. It's not very feelsy, more I just don't know what to do with my life.

>be average dude
>good Christian family, only child
>parents divorced since 5, dad is cheater trash, mother is saint (I did see my dad a lot, I wasn't brainwashed, he actually is a bit of a dick even today)
>live with mother
>mother doesn't trust anyone, never dates rest of her life
>live with mother alone, grandparents nearby
>raised almost entirely by mother, with grandparents, especially grandfather, teaching me a lot
>grandfather is basically father to me
>fast forward to middle school
>been bullied whole life, am moderately fat dude
>mother gets cancer
>grandparents and I try to take care of mother
>put on ton more weight from stress
>3 different chemos and radiation later, nothing worked
>died in 2012, summer after 9th grade
>go to live with uncle (mother's brother) and family
>uncle has little kids, has no idea how to deal with 16 y.o.
>uncle is kind of a dick, though better than father
>new school, new friends, etc
>live with uncle for 3 years, for the most part life is good, do best to stay out of the house and away from uncle
>start walking a lot, start losing weight
>weight training at school, lose more weight - down to 210 from 280
>get hot gf
>she's great, seems to love me a lot
>she's crazy though
>never stops talking about marriage
>constantly wants to have sex, never wants to use protection, I'm a virgin, she claims to be
>as time goes on she starts acting scummy, going behind my back
>supposedly not cheating, but IDK
>I go to shooting tournament, buy her cheap ring as souvenir (needed a gift, all they had), she decides is promise ring
>ohboy.jpg
>graduate as one of 10 valedictorians (anyone over 4.0 is one at that school)
>offered and accepted full ride to college across the country

Will post part 2

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>>677415305
save your story for another feels thread. this one is fucked up.

>>677415305

post part 2. good read so far.

>>677415193
It really, really sucks to fuck up. Does the guilt ever go away?

by the time you are reading this i will be gone

i hate life, and every part of it. how fucked up the world is, and how there is little beauty anymore

inside i feel nothing, and now its almost as if i see greys instead of colors

i have nothing. no one to care for, or that cares about me. nothing worth living for

i was the bully. i hurt people for fun, because seeing their pain made me feel better about myself
now i hate hurting people, my final act was donating every cent i had to charity, and in my small will i ask that my last possesions be sold and the money donated to the same charity, including this phone

all thats left in this small apartment room is a chair and a rope, and im using it

goodbye /b/. you gave me amazing smiles, and countless tears

i hope you live a better life than me

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>>677415642
k fag

>>677401214
That is super fucking sad