>>677336337
>dramatic black and white image
>pretentious shit in a font worse than comic sans at the bottom

>muh feels

I actually came here to thank the feels thread. I have unfucked my life in like a week and I now feel like a normie.

>>677336812
Lol

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>>677336812
ugh, was gonna jerk off but I guess not I'm doing this instead

>>677336992
Why would you kill yourself if you had a dog, dogs are awesome

My friend died. He killed himself. Still look at his last messages, asking if I wanted to hang out, what's up, what's new in my life. I never answered, too busy, too depressed, whatever. A lot of regret for that now.

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>>677336742

i can tell by your greentext that you are 1 emotional fuck who pretends to be hard,

A college professor once asked my class, what we thought was the worst gift we ever received. My answer to them was, my heart transplant.

>>677336337
realizing the best friend i ever had was the one i had when i was 4-12 and that i will probably neve r have that good of a friend again

>>677336742
I see a picture with words at the bottom.
Try being less petty could ya?

>>677337435
I have no idea why this made me laugh

>>677336337
>Start a political discussion during free time in my class
>Discussion is on the immigrants
>Learn that 70 % of my class is /pol/ - tier while the rest are neutral.
>Only have 2 girls and 33 guys in my class.
>Science based class
>This one new girl be like: People that want to segregate culturally are stupid... right... anons...
>It was sad to watch...

>>677337810
Fuck migrants, they are ruining europe

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enjoy feels

>>677337998
mixed race is the future you cuck

>>677337998
Racist shithead!

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>>677336337

>>677338165
Ayyy, a fellow baiting shitposter!
Also, hivemind >>677338193

>>677338193
>wanting to stop migrants from taking jobs is racism
lol what a mong

>>677338165
Mixed race leads to higher rates of mental illness, look at elliot rodger

http://www.sec-ed.co.uk/news/mixed-race-children-at-greater-risk-of-mental-health-issues

>>677338154

fuckfuckfuckfuck

>>677336742
>in a font worse than comic sans
Kek

>>677338667
Yeah, that would piss me right the fuck off....

>>677336846
TELL ME YOUR SECRETS

>>677339588
this is me. But I also know that if you dont ever do it, how do u know u can? or are you just saying that to urself?

>>677338416
I can attest to that. I have pretty much every race somewhere in the last eight generations of my directly blood related family. Except for aborigines. I can call forth and experience every mental illness i want to, I just need to remove a few mental restrictions and I could turn myself into a psychopathic schizophrenic and much more. I think diagnosing mental illnesses as different syndromes is pretty redundant it's just the same thing manifesting different symptoms at random. Well I'm pretty good at imitating normal humans, you would probably have to cause a mass panic to single me out from a crowd, since I'm unable to follow the instantaneous herd instinct of normal humans.

>>677339915
Poster of the pic here. I also recognise myself in almost all of them

I hate myself, /b/

>>677340355
That's why you're here... faggot!

>>677339805
What I did was I realised the fault was with me, and not with those around me. I calmed down a lot, and started to remember that the people around me were equal, not better.

It made them a lot easier to talk to, I became more outspoken, and eventually went to the bar with them for the first time yesterday and had a great time. More stuff on the way later

>>677337998
Agreed.

>>677340355

Join the club buddy. Why do you think we're here?

>>677340476
and because everyone else (rightfully) does

>>677340664
> because you dont wanna face yourself

>>677340506
Yeah me too, until I killed myself... oh wait... I knew I forgot doing something Friday!

>>677340309

wow this is retarded

I feel lonely...

I'm on a relationship and I might lose him because of something I did before we ever met, like 3 years before. I never thought this could happen and now I am in shock of what will happen to us. I can't change the past but I do my best and I work hard to feel like I deserve him and to make him proud. I don't know is this is what I really deserve, but I start to think that I will end up alone and that no one can replace him. Maybe I'm better off alone, away from people. This os scary, my own thoughts are scary. I don't have friends and I'm talking here like if someone would care. I'm a mess, I'm tired.

>>677341285
Do you need a link to the 20 best suicide methods?

>>677338290
damn

not really feels but what its like to have a gf?

>>677340813
Don't kill yourself, there are better things just over the horizon.

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>>677341325
I know the problem anon, things happen and sometimes there is nothing you can do about it

>>677341325
What did you do?

>>677341325

tits or gtfo

>>677340309
lol shit like this makes me remember many of the people here are socially retarded

every I smile even though I'm the saddest a person could be. My moms health is slowly getting worse and that's the worst thing someone could witness. bills are stacking up. can't afford food so family eat. all my sisters are gone so they can't and refuse to help help. my dad is working but doesn't make enough. my best friend is far away so I can't see her. and besides my mum, the worst thing for me right now is my relationship is slowly falling apart. we're trying to fix us but you can't fix what's already broken. thanks for listening /b/, felt good telling this

>>677341723
I can't understand that, I can't accept that there's nothing I can do

>>677341285
we all do, anon

>>677341395
yes please

>>677341926
I know that feel with your mum, try to make her life as good as possible before she's gone.

>>677341926
Hang in there buddy :/

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>>677341952
I lost my gf because her parents never allowed her to do things with me and when she spended the night over by me (in my bed) and there was nothing I could do about it. However I have learned a lot from it (she was my first serious gf) and with that knowledge I have become a better human. I think that is how you should look at it too. Sorry if it hits hard

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I don't have OC worth posting so I'm just gonna dump my feels folders

>>677338416
>mixed race leads to higher rates of mental illness
Mixed fag here, my whole family is mixed in some way and they've all got "issues", don't let the jews trick you into thinking that all of us mixing will be a good thing every time, it doesn't matter if you're black or white just please don't create another mut like me.

>>677342871
ah man, im gonna cry so hard when my cat passes

>>677343207
I don't like immigrants but why blame the jews?

>>677343529
Why not?

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fuck guys you are killing me with this sad shit :(

can I have a hug, /b/?

why am I so bored with everything?
I don't even know what I'm supposed to do anymore
it's midnight and I'm just lying on my bed drinking rum and browsing /b/ on my phone

>>677343633
Because it makes no sense

>>677343670
I would if it wasnt a website

>>677343529
I wasn't being serious about the jews thing, I was just trying to comedically make my point.

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>>677343680
Sure thing /b/ro

>>677336337

>be me
>friendzoned
>definitely dumped when she got a turd bf
>still thinking about money spent to please her

>>677343951
>feels thread
>comedy

have you never been to stormfront?

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>>677344067
thank you

>>677338154
so what did the father leave them?

>>677344145
>friendzone
>existing

I just stop talking to them when they say just be friends

The only thing keeping Me from suicide is the notion of how it would hurt my mom.

>>677344151
I guess /b/ is about being totally serious 100 percent of the time now.

>>677344269
I don't even end up in the friendzone, it's more like a void

>>677344262
their mother

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>>677343874
lol you could try little bitch boy talking tough on the internet pathetic

I feel pretty lucky to be almost pure German

>>677336337
>Go on holiday for the first time with my friends.
>first day, dive in the water
>break neck
>paralyzed 4 ever

This is retarded to everyone else but it's messed me up.
>Be 15 and stupid
>Meet a boy in a music sharing website
>He's a really nice guy, we end up speaking.
>He's 16.
>We end up dating over the internet for almost 3 years
>In that time we'd made promises to meet each other
>I put my whole life on hold to move to Australia one day
>Drop out of school because everything was assured to be okay
>Know how stupid this is to do but I'm young and madly in love with this guy
>We skype everyday, he's the only guy to have seen my body, always hated self
>He assures he loves me
>"Hey anon I'll be away for a week I'm helping my uncle work on something"
>Never been away from him this long
>Be upset about it but knows he'll go anyway
>A week passes, I'm distraught the whole time, my only friend is gone
>Why is he not back yet?
>4 months go by, think he's dead.
>Messaged his skype and every other social media of his everyday for 4 months telling him how much I wanted him home
>Parents worried for me as I'm suicidal by this point, they give me money too see him.
>It's my 18th birthday and he still isn't back
>Two days later I get a message
>"Hey anon I realized how fucked up my life was when I was no never off the internet and now bad yours is too because of me, sorry I was away so long university has been hard
and I feel like the worst person alive to put you through this so I think I should just leave you deserve better."
>"No stop please stop I forgive you for everything I was never angry"
>Never get to explain I could see him soon
>Now he barely talks to me, and there is rules not to speak about our past relationship because it upsets him too much.
>Broken.jpg
I know it sounds stupid but this is how I feel still.
In that time he promised he'd marry me one day.

>>677342871
im crying well done sir
>im only 15

>>677344640
this shit.

>>677338416
the future lies on the halfblood human, not on a mid east camelfucker

>>677338154
>banana
>kek

>>677340813
>>677341623

kys pussy

bump for feels

>>677344640
Oops meant to respond to the guy who wanted a hug but responded to you instead. Sorry!

>>677336337
test

try it https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5O5gofqSI4

>>677344787
underage v&

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basically my life.

Dad was my best friend. He was my hero. Football coach, basketball coach, burger buddy. I'd call him everyday when I got home from school.

One day he didn't answer his office phone, and he didn't come home at 5:30. Police knocked on the door, he committed suicide. I was 11. My mom then abused me for a while. She was a drunk. One day she tells me that she can't move the left side of her body, she dies of an aneurism 6 days later.
Then I get adopted by a corrupt aunt and uncle who stole money from my Children's Trust that was supposed to get me to college.
Get readopted, this time i become a drug addict in high school. I get kicked out my senior year. Go to rehab. Entry Level Separation from military due to mental defectiveness (essentially like I wasn't in). Things are looking grim.

Get into community college, transfer to a 4 year with a full ride. Graduate, got accepted into law school!

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>>677345011
Kill yourself you acronym loving lazy shit-head faggot.

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>>677336337
Hello OP. My name is not John but lets say it is.

I'm 21 and have been almost completely alone for 3 years. I drink all the alchohol i can when i have money. I am drinking tonight too.

I used to be a goodlooking guy and most people liked me very much, I had so many friends and girls that wanted the D. Now i look speedlight ugly and I cant even go shopping for food without being nervous.
it has come to the point where when i drink I get so angry and tonight i actually hit myself for the first time. Just 15 minuts ago actually. I try to find ways to get the feelings out by listening to music, but it doesnt help that much anymore.
Life is a gift and all that, i dont believe in god or anything. I feel like i'm done already. my parents raised me to be weak and i've tried to change that since i was like 15. Being 21 and in this situation is shit. I'm scared that i wont get back on track and i dont feel like my social skills will return, its so far away from where i am

>>677336991
fucking teenage girl hormone shit

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>>677345227
its okay im just overly sensitive these days because of my current health problems :(

>>677344763
Fuck... Stay strong, anon. God is there for you and you'll find love some day

>>677343820

If you haven't travelled yet, go travelling.

>>677345856
Yeah, I just laughed that I wanted a hug and just ended up threatening a random dude

>>677338165
Mixed race is the present and even the past. Most people have black in them. (Un)fortunately?

>>677345944
Thank you dude it means a lot that someone cares.

>>677344787
Ban this fag Hiroshima.

>>677345723
That's a fucking novel if you put some work into it.

>>677345743
The best advice I can give is don't kill yourself. It is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

>>677345743
Are you scared of not getting it back on track? or are you scared of trying to get it back on track?

>>677345743

hey man , OP here.
i know how you feel dude , my life is misserable for quite some time aswell now
but i dont let liquids and stuff get in my way.
you should really let it go man drinking is not the answer.
try to find something to do man!
i hope that you will follow a good path without self harming or putting your brain in a mental prison.

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I'm going to sleep. Stay strong anons there is hope over the horizon

>>677346296
thats a fucking good question OP wow. let me think about that for a minut

>>677346265

Oh dude I would have written more but "too many lines"

My life was so fucking rough due to things in and out of my control. 6 years sober, law school bound, hopefully the bar approves of me, life is ALMOST good!

>>677345742
>Promoting suicide
Kill yourself faggot!

>>677346438
>>677346296
Oh i thought u were OP, forget that.
Still thinking about the question

>>677346546
I thought bullets were my ally. But I wasn't born from it or molded from it. I merely adopted it. So it misfired because I'm a small guy. But only for you.

>>677346546
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.

>>677346410
thats sweet thank u OP, it is just not as simple as that.
it's easy to say "just stop drinking, find something to do"

yeah i do have stuff to do. I also started to talk to some professionals and a psychiatrist, and i am trying to drink as little as i can. But try to understand that when you are in a state of mind like this ( many are ), it is just much easier to not care about health or social life or money. its just not that simple, but thank you for the kind words cheers!!
what are u drinking tonight?

what's the worst tjat can happen if you kill yourself, a few people will be sad?

It's not like they'll just, you know, get over your lack of existence.

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>>677336337
Posted it before, so this is now sort of a pasta. Know that I'm doin well. As in im making good money and may be banging my ex again later so heres muh it gets better feels story.

>be me
>wildland firefighter
>still pretty beta back then
>on shift at firebase
>walk with crew to helipad
>weighing ourselves for cargo manifest
>see beautiful redhead on the helicopter
>like, straddling the top of the machine
>engineer doing maintenence
>fuck this is hot
>talk to her after
>name's Shannon
>big sexy scar running down her face from beside her eye down to outside her mouth
>looks like she took a tail rotor to the face
>we have a smoke, chat a little
>I beta out and fuck off when I can't think of anything to say
>come back to see her next day
>local rancher came by and she's freaked out a bit
>she's terrified of horses
>I take an apple from my lunch
>hold her hand and show her how to feed it
>she reluctantly tries, it was adorable
>the way she looked at me after
>I was crazy about her and she knew it

cont

>>677346942
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me..

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>>677336337
i like to dress up as Goliath
not everybody thinks that its cool, but i finally met a girl who thinks im a 10/10 would bang like bam in my Goliath suit.
she'd come over sometimes while her boyfriend was away after school.

once the door would close she'd almost instantly get naked. most times she'd put on her favorite song and start sucking. then she would cry. her tears and makeup would drip down her face onto my dick. its surprising how cold tears are. eventually i finally asked her what was wrong. in between licks she told me that her favorite song was also her bfs favorite song. so even though she loved hearing it and it totally got her pussy wet, it also made her think about the fact that she was cheating on her boyfriend. i dont think i ever came harder down somebodies throat then right after she told me that. she was beautiful. we dont hang out anymore. wanna get lunch?


this was the song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSPe8dIJEtw

>>677336337
>be me
>6 years ago
>tow truck driver
>en route to accident scene
>police ambulance already there
>make it in record time
>leave phone in truck
>do my job
>get back in truck
>check phone
>8 missed calls
>6 new vm
>color drains from my face
>start crying
>i know what happened
>check vm
>worst fear confirmed
>grandma died from cancer at the same time i rolled up to accident scene
>tell boss when i get back to the lot
>boss says
And? You have a job to do.
>tell him funeral is in 3 days
So? Im not granting you time off
>2 other drivers hear
>volunteer to cover for me so i can go
>took a write up to be at gram's funeral
>worth it.

R.I.P. Gram. We miss you.

>mfw tearing up just writing this.

Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me...

>>677346783
Use a small caliber to gradually build a resistance against larger rounds. Then a simple misfire won't harm you anymore

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I'm not sure I can take it much longer bros

Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me....

>>677344763
thats what you get for having an e-boyfriend, moron

I will never understand why betas continue to "date" people over the internet

>>677347062
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.....
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
>newfag

Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me......

>>677346783
>>677346942
>>677347003
Dafug did I just witness

Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me...

>>677345261
damn, right in the feels

Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.....
>>677347226
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me...

>>677347115
I knew this before I started, I was lonely and had no friends.
>>677347000
My name is Shannon too.

>>677347101
lost

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>>677347000
>she takes me to her car and shows me this thing she built
>fucking mechanical arm thing you attach to the bird to make it a helitorch, dropping petrogel
>this girl is perfect for me in every fucking way
>crew and I have to go for a flight, I should have stayed with our driver and be on truck-attack
>but I was a total pussy and didn't say shit
>she looked sad
>after I came back we talked more, had a smoke
>same thing, pussied out and fucked off
>I should have gone down after her shift ended
>I should have gone for that hike with her in the forest
>but I didn't
>went to go see her next morning
>she's packing her shit
>she has to go to a different job site
>I have to stay where I am at work
>she hugged me
>I told her I missed her already
>she drove off
>I went to my room and cried
>next day we're on truck patrol
>stayed in the truck while we gassed up
>we leave
>crew leader said "hey I just saw that Shannon chick. She was sitting outside with her head in her hands,"
>What. The. Fuck.
>"And you didn't tell me,"
>"I thought you knew,"

Never saw her again

>Epilogue
>next summer
>same fire base
>the pilot she worked with is here
>ask him for info
>can't be done
>"pretty sure she has a boyfriend,"
>fuck

>>677346569

np, got an answer?

>be me three years ago
>meet this girl at a concert, 8/10 cutie
>end up talking and falling for each other
>date for a year and a half
>love her more than anything and anyone
>she broke up with me
It's been a year and a half since she left. I still miss her.
I got a gf afterwards but she pissed me off and all she did was remind me of how much I miss the other one.
Why did she leave ? Was I not good enough for her ?

>>677347226
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me...
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.

Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me...........

Ah, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.

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>>677347105

Ahh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.

>>677347524
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me!

Ahhh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me!!

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>>677347337
me>>677347000

your not her though. Are you? That'd be interesting.

Ohhh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me...

Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.

Ahhh.. you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me!!!

>>677347726
I only have a single scar and it's above my eye and not very noticeable because my eyebrow kinda hides it.
I also have natural brown hair.

Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me...
Ah, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.

>>677347948
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me...!

>>677347948
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me...................................

>>677347381
yes I think that I'm maybe just scared of going thru the changes, because I know too much about what I'm gonna go thru.

At the same time tho, I abseloutly hate hate HATE this lifestyle. Only times i am happy is when im hangover at the middle of the night eating food and watching a movie. thats the only time i can feel good almost.
So what I mean is, I know that I want to change and I know that I was an awesome guy once, so im not only scared of the changes, but i am also scared that I wont make it thru and then i will be even weaker than ever.


to make all that short ^^

I have the worst selfesteem ever and I'm scared of what i have to go thru if i try to change

Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man..... by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me...

>>677348083
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me....?!

I met a girl who has a boyfriend on Omegle. And I can't stop thinking about her. How can I remove the need of girls from life?

Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
Oh, you think the darkness is your ally, you merely adopted the dark. I was born in it, molded by it. I didn’t see the light until I was already a man; by then, it was nothing to me but blinding! The shadows betray you, because they belong to me.
>desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu desu

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>>677347948

cute. pic of face? story behind scar?

>>677348196
go to bed edgy faggot

>>677348083
do you know why you have low self esteem ?

>>677348211
stop being so weak.

>>677344763
I have no idea what the fuck you just said. English much?

>>677340041
This guy could shoot up his school and it would be justified

test

>>677348083
i know the feel, everything was so good, im smart good looking had friends nice gf's. now im throwing everything away because i dont even fucking know why

>>677348276
When I was 3 I got impaled by a fence post when we moved into our new home.
Mother rushed me to hospital and it healed up pretty good.
I'm really ugly lol

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>>677343820
Same here.

>>677347273
another one
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdBJ1X33rXM

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>>677347341

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>>677348654
thats a good story

dont be that way

>be you
>grill
>on 4chan

>4 years old
>dad left when i was born
>mom has athsma and smokes
>wake up one day mom asks me to go downstairs and get her inhaler
>go downstairs can't find it
>go back up and tell her
>she says it's on the table
>go back downstairs check table
>it's not there
>back upstairs to go tell her and she's having trouble breathing
>tells me to go to neighbour for help
>neighbour calls ambulance
>forget what happened after
>later told that she had an athsma attack and died
>being 4 i didn't understand and kept asking when she would come back
>fast foward to teenage years
>start feeling intense guilt that i'm responsible for her death cause i couldn't find the inhaler
>also intense yearning and grief
>get bullied and picked on for years
>people saying stuff and making fun cause my mom's dead everyday

>still feel these feelings everyday, feel suicidal for years
>been on anti depressants but nothing helps
>counseling, psychologists don't help either
>also been feeling trans for years

So tl:dr depressed, suicidal, orphan trans. Really at the point where i feel like an heroing is the best thing for me.

>>677344787
And already a fucking faggot

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>>677336337
>be me, girl
>bipolar
>no friends
>no life (inb4 ugly kek)
>fear of being in public
>stress over shit
>have a 40min long panic attack
>idk where tf i am
>i wanna kms
>sleep
>repeat

>>677348083
I think u want your normall live back, but you are afraid of failing, bcause if you fail, you can't tell us anymore that you are capable of fixing it

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>>677348519
yeah i think i do. my dad is very insecure, he was raised by an overly sensitive christian mother that used to treat him like he was a weirdo. So my dad felt weird in his childhood. he also got slapped once by her because his haircut was not cut that well.
I love my father and I still find him very strong and alpha, but he is not that confident in some situations. Also my mother is a HSP (Highly sensivite person), some of this is also in my genes. these things resulted in me doing stupid things in my early teenage years such as stealing, lying, selling drugs doing drugs.

but as i said in the other comment, I have been trying to change that since i was around 15. I was always very good at looking at myself and things from an outside perspective even tho im not the smartest person.
So i have been analysing myself for a long time and i dont wanna be the dramatic ignorant serious loser. I want to just do the things i like and not care about things that isnt my problem.

But also my shitty selfesteem must come from doing the drugs and being in so many emotional fights with my parents and just fucking up

>>677348984
Sorry, I'm really not confident enough after what happened.

I just drown any depression or low moods with csgo and it works well enough imo

>>677349537
sounds like you're either me, one of my brothers or one of my nephews

>>677349409
I diddent understand this

or i think i understood it but i dont see why you think this is relevant? If i failed and i felt like i was even weaker i'm almost sure that i would still be here drunk and posting whatever i felt like and asking for help. also talking about your shitty life can be another way to just be social with other people over the internet

>>677336992
And parrots. Mine speaks a couple of phrases, he's the only friend I have to talk to, but I really like him.

>>677349781
I'm 21 male from denmark, where u from? kek

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>>677349622
It's very unfortunate that you have to feel that way.
>we apologize for how shitty people can be

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>>677337435
dude i giggled like a motherfucker to this what is this doing in a feels thread

>be me
>be two days ago
>find out Little Sister has Leukemia
>ShockedNumb.jpg

>>677336337
wrote this the other night at like 2 am

I cannot stop thinking about you
Every night I hug a pillow close
I pretend that it's you
That you want me to hold you close
That you want me to be there for you
That you even want me around at all
I don't know what to say to you
I mustered up the courage to try and explain
I ended up mumbling something about me kinda liking you
I told you to forget about it if you didn't feel similarly
But that isn't how I feel
I don't just like you
I don't just want to be your boyfriend
I don't want to hook up with you
I don't want to fuck you
I want to be there for you
I want to be there with you
I just want to be with you
He doesn't really care about you
He wants to see if you'll let him fuck you if he can get you high enough
The very thought is making me angrier than I've ever been
I'm not a violent person
If someone tried to touch you like that I'd want to break their arms
I'm not exaggerating to seem dramatic
If some asshole wanted to just use your body he wouldn't deserve his arms
If he can't see
How beautiful you are
How funny you are
How smart you are
How kind you are
How perfect you are
He wouldn't deserve his goddamn eyes
You probably wouldn't believe that
And of course it's vain to believe you are those things but you are
I have laid awake for hours trying to picture a more beautiful woman than you
I haven't been able to think of one
Over the weekend when I can't see you I feel like something is just missing from my life
I miss you when I go home from school for the day
I miss you when you go to another class and I don't get to see you for eighty two empty minutes

>>677349923
lol Netherlands, so its a no go. when i was a kid, i thought i had an awesome large family. Now i know it's all fucked up, and every single one of the 'grandchilds' are fucked up

>>677349849
nvm, im really stoned, so dont know what typing.

>>677350245
cont

Then you send me a snapchat and I get so excited
Maybe she wants to talk to me
I see your perfect face with weird hairstyle
You still look beautiful even though you are mocking your appearance
I can't say anything though
Can't risk disrupting the already uneven balance of our friendship
I send a snapchat back
I try to make it clever
Clever enough that you'll want to respond
I feel awkward just asking "what's up?"
It never is enough
Something about me just isn't enough for you
I want to make you happy
What else are you looking for?
Why won't you give me a chance?

A lot of this thread has been:
>teenagehood feels so sad
>lol, i should totally kill my self but not today lol
please, just stop.

>>677337556
>>677337638
>>677341285
>>677343820
>>677344145
edgy

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>>677349116
Its stuff like this that makes me feel like I have no right to feel shitty. I was brought up so much more priveleged than a lot of people were. Granted my dad was mentally ill and my parents seperated when I was 6 and that's fucked me up until this day, but I still feel like others have it far worse

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>>677350710
what can you expect from teenagers.

>>677350292
Okay, i get that, i think i can up your mood a bit if u watch this:

>im really stoned

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQcNfFJxIOs

>>677350887
word

>>677349537
fuck man we are in a similar conundrum, my father is also an extremly insecure and unstable person and i unforunatly picked up on some of his shit traits but i have managed to ascend through most of them but i still have serious problems with self esteem and i dont udnerstand why

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>>677350310
i laugh at you sir, get your fucking shit together you cuck master

>>677350996
meh, thanks for trying tho

>long distance realtionship for 1 year
>loved her so fucking much
>get cheated on
>mfw

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>>677351280
>long distance relationship

You already fucked up

Alright everyone in this thread needs some fucking sense in them. If you don't want these ridiculous emotions you may think you're feeling, remove yourself from the things that would even seduce the idea. Get rid of your social media accounts; instead of texting, try calling instead; make your experience with other people real. If you can't find people? GO DOWNTOWN. Simply spend time there. MAN UP EVERYONE

>>677351568
no, fuck that im good

>>677351568
I go downtown anyway, being lonely isn't why I'm not happy

>>677349154
What's your kik?

>>677350887
Well you do have a right to feel shitty.

We are social creatures and things that happen as children when we aren't fully developed can have drastic effects on mental health, confidence and other stuff.

Ya all need some herion.How much worse off will you really be?

>>677351568
This

>worthy of an /thread

>the problem is that in current year everybody is addicted and therein needs their dose of recognition brain chemicals

>>677351059
wow, i was close to say cool man, but its not haha.
yeah most of the things we pick up is mostly how they acted infront of us when we were children. We would copy them and learn how to act in situations from watching them. for example when i was little my dad would say stuff like:

"Ok I will cut the grass on saturday", - then when saturday comes he wouldnt do the grass. So from this i automaticly learned that you can say things and not do them. Wich in other words is lying.

Also my mom would say after a big discussion at the dinnertable: "No no, Im not sad or angry, this is very nice, are u all happy? I am", -
from this i would get these very negative feelings because I could FEEL and SEE that my mom wasnt happy or calm, I knew she was distressed and in a bad mood, but she was faking it because she thinks that just saying that she is happy will prove it. So this is also one of the reasons why i am insecure. I believe its healthy to swear and be angry when you are angry. I think its healthy to tell the truth when u are feeling negative feelings.
being too nice and too friendly is just fake and wont do any good and its a waste of time.

my parents kind of live in this small world were they smalltalk alot and are friendly all the time and i could almost puke man.. its so ugh

I don't know why but I drop ervery friendship that I have. At the moment I don't have any true friends. There are some people at school that I have been friends with for the last 7 years, but we didn't meet after school since 2 years. We have been good friends and nothing has changed when we are in school. And all the other guys that are cool are hanging out together after school. But I am alone in my room everyday. Soon I will turn 18 and I will have nobody that cares and would go out with me or anything else. Btw I'm not even a fat creep or something similar. I would even say I am a real normie. Also I hate the fact that summer is coming... Don't get me wrong I love the summer I love it when it is warm, but I would love to hang out with someone at night or even afternoon and drink or smoke weed (yeah i do that but mostly on my own or on class trips). Is there anything wrong with me or am I just a crying baby who schould ask the people to invite me to their parties and shit?

>>677352005
idolatry, roleplay, comparison and path of least resistance: the plagues of the current times

>>677341503
>>>
>Anonymous 04/03/16(Sun)00:58:46 No.67734
idk menh

>>677338165
I vouch for this since im dating an albino

>>677343670
That's what Feels threads are all about.

>>677344066
Dubs checked.

Very this.

>>677351847

>things that happen as children when we aren't fully developed can have drastic effects on mental health, confidence and other stuff.

this this this

tbh to me though it will always feel like my problems are far less salient when compared to people who have been brought up in far far worse circumstances. I probably shouldn't feel ths way, doesn't stop me though

>>677352226
Elaborate? I dont get the concepts exactly also Im not too much of a big word guy. In truth I just used "therein" because I thought I could get away with it to sound cool.

>>677351270
ur welcome
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oOT2-OTebx0

>>677340801
literally fucking cried

>>677352576
nice thanks hombre

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F3xr4bJtxhg

>>677345723
Damn bro! Congrats tho!!

>>677352551
idolatry: reverance of others (where it should be reverance of the self, or of the self in others)
comparison: the damned desire to fucking compare everything and determining the "best" as though it exists, fuck you science.
roleplay: how many times have you heard "you don't want to be 'that' guy" as though that guy actually fucking exists. they're describing archetypes and/or stereotypes that in reality don't exist and as such you shouldn't bother with it.
path of least resistance: "give me what's most popular" "give me an app that compares all the car prices to give me the best" lol what the fuck. put your money into your local economy you dipshit, if you don't want your town to struggle. everyone's struggling, taking assets out of foreign markets and focus on the country's own production

>>677352427
I know exactly how you feel, even though i have it kinda bad, i can't stop thinking about people that are far worse off. Like people in warzones who've seen their families killed before their eyes an shit.

Im all alone.
No friends, no girlfriend, no one. There's no one in my life right now other than me.
Why? Am i a bad person? What have i done to deserve being completely alone?

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>>677347265
beautifull

this is me..
i walk in the night everyday
when people enjoy the daylight i sleep
because life is shit and people are shittier
only go outside in the night to walk dog
the end

>>677353489
You're not alone anon
You're never alone

>>677352100
yeah man i understand all about how consciousness is constructed through childhood and how subconsciousness affects us but i cant get to the core problem for now it seems because i overcome some of my psychological problems that the burden of past just wont let go it wont let me be in peace and also health problems are fucking with my stability but fuck me sideways i just cant get my selfesteem up fuck

>>677353102
Oh k that helps. I totally get that.
I learned some of that. Like I used to be real betacringe back in highschool. No though im alot better. Im on top of that idolotry. Comparisons sorta background noise but I don't think it really controls me.
Roleplay. that ones fifty fifty. I totally see what you mean about the archetypes that dont exist. The conversation of "what is normal" sorta activates that part of the brain
Path of least resistaance. As far as the money portion that i've known for aa long time,but im not at the point of asset acqiusition, not that old, not that kina money yet either

thanks /b/ro Im gonna put that on a sticky for an active reminder those are concepts i want to say i believe in but never thought of

>>677340801
nice story, guy should be a writer.

>>677343670
the little "no climbing" sign on the statue ruins it for me.

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This one totally got me fuckin beautiful but damn. Fuck.

>i think its this one im thinkin of

we are all in the same shit, apart from each other
like
>>677344640

but togheter like
>>677353771

>>677354358
I SAVED THE FUCKING THUMBNAIL FUCK!

>>677354675
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgSPaXgAdzE

>>677339735

Post like this show how much of a joke these types of threads are. You faggot have nothing to be sad about unless something this terrible has happened to you. GET SOME PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE BEFORE BECOMING A WHINY FAG

>>677354755
Right in muh loser feels /b/ro

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>>677354755
>yep

>>677354933
>>677355103

My captcha fucked up so I ended up samefagging after changing my initial response

>>677354761
I wish more people were like you.

I remember when I was extremely depressed.

I always thought to my self that I would die in 1 minute and be happy, and when that minute passed I thought to my self that I'd die the next.

That's how I went by.

>>677353016
I was just gone for a few minuts

thanks for the song thats fucking awesome, i love how he is feeling it

>>677337435
the best part about this is that the girl immediately went back to watching the movie like nothing ever happened and possibly even made fun of the guy with the dude whose dick she sucked later that day/week

>>677354761
Your assertion is that for anyone to be sad, they have to be just as sad or sadder than a person who has suffered objectively more.

For that to be true, it's compliment must also be true. That is to say nobody is truly happy unless they're just as happy or happier than anyone who's ever been happier than them for objectively better reasons.

This doesn't hold to logic.

Suffering is relative.

Get over yourself.

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>be me
>bullied every single day
>start talking to girl in my class who also gets bullied
>she's always feeling suicidal
>I fell for her and she fell for me
>I can remember many a night staying up to 5am convincing her not to kill herself
>after a while I had made her feel happy and not suicidal
>dont have the balls to ask her out
>one day I summoned up the courage to get her round to my house and ask her out
>pussy out and ask her out over Skype later that night
>she says yes
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>We go out for about a year then one day during the summer she stops talking to me for short intervals
>feelsbadman.jpg
>eventually she just stops talking to me for no reason at all
>felt like shit for 2 weeks
>my sadness turned to anger
>that anger turned to pure hatred very fast
>started spamming her Skype 24/7 cause I had nothing better to do
>couldn't call her either cause she had changed her bloody phone number
>about 2 years later I still dont know what happened and hate her more than I ever knew I could hate
>long story short I saved some bitch from killing herself and I got dumped in return
>im getting a dog soon and at least dogs are loyal

>>677355439
this

>>677337638
:(

>>677355536
Suicidal doggo