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Suicide takes a lot more courage than most people think. This board is full of people who'd want to die but don't have the guts to just shoot themselves, and I am one of them.

What would you think about this little invention I've made: basically a zip gun with an exceptionally long spring. It wouldn't take much courage to pull the firing pin back just a little, yet there's always the chance that the gun fires and your life ends before you even realize it. Would this be a viable method of suicide with all-or-nothing results?

inb4 suicide is a piece of cake, these people don't really want to die, depression doesn't exist etc.
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not sayin suicide is cowardly

but living takes more courage

your design is obsolete
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>>677269168
>Suicide takes a lot more courage than most people think.
Suicide is the easy way out m80. Couldn't be less cowardly if you tried.

Takes real guts to step out into the world and make it your bitch. You should try it sometime you sackless faggot
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suicide is just a prank brp
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>>677269502
> easy way out

that's long been disproven, anon
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>>677269168
That would be extremely painful if shot on forehead. A better spot would be just behind your ear aiming for the brain stem
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>>677269502
What do you do exactly, m8?
Have you made the workd your bitch? Billionaire fucking 7 girls a night, just one look from you turns a landwhake feminazi into a 10/10 slut like magic?
Got the top of the line sports car and live in a house thats actually a guant robot?
Go back to runescape you bitchass kid
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>>677269502
i mean that sounds nice and all but we aren't talking about which one is more difficult we are talking about how scary it is, and im not suicidal but im sure it would be scary as shit to stick a gun in your mouth and try to fire
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>>677269733
For you
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Try doing somethigh more important and meaningful with your life...like being he first shool shoother to suck off a rodeo clown while simultaneously blowing school children's brains out till the cops blow your brains out for you.
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>>677269369

>living takes more courage

No. Living just happens. I like to compare suicide to going to dentist, because both are things that people know would reduce their suffering yet avoid because of sheer fear. If living can be considered courage, then so can missing an appointment due to crying in fetal position.

>>677269502

>Takes real guts to step out into the world and make it your bitch. You should try it sometime you sackless faggot

Yep, here comes the "depression doesn't exist" part. Do you think we haven't heard that a thousand times before? I don't believe you're that stupid, you just wanted to blurt out an easy "owned" post.
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>>677269168
uhm, idk about all or nothing, say your hand slips or something, the barrel bursts, and you end up deformed and on suicide watch of the rest of your days GG faggit
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If you need courage to commit suicide it means you still have will to live.

I fucking hate those faggots who "attempt" suicide, as if it's some complex scientific experiment, then end up in a hospital cause they swallowed some pills or standing on a bridge waiting for crowd to gather so they can attention whore themselves.

Bitch please. If you REALLY wanted to die, there's dozens of instant, 100% effective and painless ways to do it, without anyone interefering or saving you.

If you don't have the balls to off yourself then addmit you're a fucking coward who doesn't have a will to neither live or die like a man.
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>>677269941

It doesn't "just happen" when you're at the point of making a choice to commit suicide, numbnuts.

>I like to compare suicide to going to dentist
God help you.
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>>677269168

>the 'make yourself (more) retarded' gun
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>>677269168
Suicide and depression is most conmonly see in 17-19 year olds on /b/, as they reach their graduation of high school or work to enter college they become disillusioned with life.
Being massive faggots, they come here and cry about being suicidal or depressed because they're just like everyone else now and no longer hot shit.
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>>677269502
Nah you've just condition yourself to believe you're in control when really your just life's bitch
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(:
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>>677269941
Your reply to >>677269369 was a good point but it still takes more courage to stand up and run your course in life, than dropping the ball, grabbing your shit and going home, just because you don't want to play the game. You are bitch, son.
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>>677270276
Do you like just typing whatever bullshit you can come up with?
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>>677270276
So everyone else should kill themselves as well, yes? Why live if you can never be the temperate feces you want to be? If all of the cold shits die we can finally have our illusioned utopia of bros who take life by the balls and never give up and carpe diem.
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>>677270842
I type the truth. Get over yourself, start your crossdressing phase, whore out on tumblr.
If yer lucky you become pic related
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>>677270740
Oh and FYI, if there's no housing for your spring, you'll never hit the blasting cap.
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>>677270926
Sounds like you need a break from the internet for a while
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>>677270069

...and here comes the "those people don't really want to die" part. Every single time. You know well that there are things that people don't do because of fear, and you're not giving any insightful advice by pretending not to understand that. Do arachnophobics want spiders in their house because they don't want to touch them? You just wanted to "serve" someone with a snappy retort.

>>677270129

I don't think we understand each other here... I'm saying that life keeps happening if you don't end it. Changing that needs a strong action, staying alive requires doing nothing.

>>677270276

I'm 33, and I think I should have died over ten years ago. You just came in to post an ad hominem and insult people, you know you're not helping anything in any way.
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>>677270926
Hey bro yoloswag 420 lets crunch some brewskies and get in the truck and blow some bitchs bro?
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>>677270740
>I put time and effort into a life that's shit so anyone else who sees it for what it is and decides to not play is instantly a coward and bitch
Give me a fucking break and get over yourself with that fucking bullshit
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>>677271046
I really do.
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>>677269168
Yeah, here in my city a fag killed his ex and wasn't capable of killing himself later.
It seens that take more courage to cowardly take another's life than end yours.
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>>677270989
>I type the truth
Lol okay
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>>677270989
>I type the truth
>opinion

>>677271054
It's far more than nothing.
You seem to think there are only 2 choices, live or die. You can choose neither and sit there rotting away, starving to death, afraid to die. Living is a choice, it isn't the default action. Especially not when you're depressed.
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>>677269168
I stopped reading when you said suicide takes courage. No, continuing to make good of a shitty life takes courage. Looking at a situation and choosing to see its outcome tomorrow takes courage. Suicide doesn't take courage. It takes a weak mind that isn't so weak it can't pull the trigger. Now do the world and human legacy a favor and rid the world of your genes
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>>677271054
>staying alive requires nothing
Except food water clothes and shelter which requires money which requires work unless you're a nigger.
>33 and shouldve died 10 years ago.
Did you do the math to get that answer? Shouldve died when you were 23? Didnt fuck all the bitches and are le sadfrog?
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>>677271107
It's the truth whether you like it or not. You just don't want to be thought of as weak on top of living a shit life, so you make some bullshit thread about suicide taking real courage. It does, however living is harder and therefore takes more courage, you imbecile. To think I actually have to spell it out like this...
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>>677271287
Life is a choice, thats why i abort.
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>>677271306
I think the issue is just the word 'courage'.
It takes will to live, it takes courage to kill yourself.
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>>677269168
Why don't people just kill themselves instead of shiposting about killing themselves?
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>>677269168
that wouldn't work, the shell would just shoot out away from you instead of the bullet shooting into you.
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>>677271509
NO FUCKING SHIT.

/thread
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>>677271509
Cuz threads are free and so are (you)'s
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>>677271414
You're making a lot of assumptions there bud. I'm just calling you out on your bullshit lol just because someone is done with this shit life and wants out then fine by me man. I'll see ya one the other side. There's zero reason to call them a coward. You're just pissed deep down because you stuck on a shitty running wheel going round and round
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>>677269941
just because you're ill doesn't mean you be a coward you little retard
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>>677271509
They are dysfunctional social animals.
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>>677269502
>step out into the world and make it your bitch

Said a guy on a fridaynight on 4chan, killyourself you preaching pathetic faggot
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>>677269168
Why would anyone want to commit suicide in 2016?

We are all going to live in a perfect utopia under Hillary Clinton.
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Or you get nervous enough to miss and end up living with half of your cheek bones.
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>>677271778
Some people dont live in the US you stupid fag
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if you can get hold of bullets you can also get a gun

i can't get either
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>>677270989
>lucky
What's lucky about looking like Carl the cuck and being an AIDS infested faggot with a manly face?
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Suicide doesn't take courage, it takes cowardice and laziness.
>inb4 hurr durr muh depression
There are cures and counseling for that. if you let a fucking illness stop you you are scum. I have fucking ME and I'll never let it stop me, because unlike you I'm not a pussy little bitch, too scared to help myself, to continue despite the shit.
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>>677271884
they will soon enough
(haha jokes)
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>>677271744
This
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>>677271638
That's the thing, I'm perfectly content on that wheel and the thing is, I know it's gonna stop spinning one day anyway. So why not enjoy what good is in it? The problem with suicide is that you "give up" on finding the good out there, while I'm still looking for it and that, dear anon, is why you are a weak, cowardly fuck.
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>>677271971
>cures for depression
Depression isnt even real, its a state of mind and easy to get out of.
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>>677271744
it's 9am on a saturday you retard
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>>677271778
Don't worry nigger. Merkel will ruin Europe for you, there is a leader to cuck the goy in every western nation. You won't escape.
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>>677271414
Also how is it "the truth" because you say so? Cause society says so? If that's what you base your truths on then oh boy...
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>>677269791

I don't think those are necessarily the requirements to enjoy life but ok
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>>677272029
Why are you still assuming I'm op and this is about me. I'm perfectly fine with where I'm at in life atm. Like I said I'm just calling you on your bullshit. The problem here is with you feeling the need to call people names simply cause they made a decision with their life. It's not your life yet you feel the need to criticize and resort to name calling. You have a deep seeded issue anon
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>>677271971
But what about someone who's happy with their life and loved it to the fullest but now feel that they can let it all go and they're simply just done? Huh ? Got something for that?
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>>677271366

>>staying alive requires nothing
>Except food water clothes and shelter which requires money which requires work unless you're a nigger.

In Finland dying like that is literally impossible. You WILL be fed and kept alive as long as possible, intravenously and tied to a bed if that's what it takes.

>>33 and shouldve died 10 years ago.
>Did you do the math to get that answer? Shouldve died when you were 23? Didnt fuck all the bitches and are le sadfrog?

Over ten years ago, as in earlier than that. I was first diagnosed with depression when I was 18, which is when a friend told me to get help after a suicide attempt.

Other than that, I don't even understand the point of your post. I was unhappy even then for several reasons, and you think being unhappy is a reason against suicide or something?

>>677271414


> living is harder and therefore takes more courage

No. Tedious day-to-day existence takes no courage whatsoever.

>>677271486

>I think the issue is just the word 'courage'.
>It takes will to live, it takes courage to kill yourself.

THIS. A THOUSAND TIMES THIS. It's something people here don't seem to get.

>>677271509

Did you read the original post? It takes courage. It's easy to pretend otherwise when you have never tried to overcome your own suicide instinct.
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>>677272145
>>677272419
OP is doing the same, so I honestly don't see why you fags are "calling" me on anything. When you live you have to fight continuously, suicide is only a single battle...and you fucks think that actually takes more courage. Holy shit brothers...
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>>677272809

Survival instinct, I mean.
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>>677272809
Willpower and courage are not mutually exclusive. Just FYI.
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>>677272854

What do you think you're going to win at life? Why do you fight on if you don't like it?
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If any of you would look up the definition of courage, you would see that there are multiple meanings behind the word courage. The first one applies to scuicide, which is "the ability to do something that frightens one."
The second definition applies to staying alive, which is "strength in the face of pain or grief."

Choose a definition before you
argue.
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>>677272809
>18 and attempted suicide
You were replying to my post over dramatic 17-19 year olds. Topkek depression is just a phase
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>>677272854
Now you're putting words in my mouth also you just keep coming back with the same shit. You need to get your shit together
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TBH, I think depressions are bullshit and a sign of weak character. If you have such a shit life you shouldve grown emotionally stronger due to the shit things that happened to you.

Unless you got, say, borderline or schizo, go find council.
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>>677272575
they can get counseling or pills, because they are fucked in the head
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>>677273032
There might be something nice at the end but if there isn't, the only thing I lost was time. You guys think there's something better after we die? There may not be you know.
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This is a brilliant invention. Sell it as a joke suicide gun not intended for actual use. Make enough money to suicide by jet crash. Lose spectacularly at life.
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>>677273216
Good thing your opinions are not facts eh anon?
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>>677273330
Luckily it said I think, not It is.
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>>677273257
How are they fucked in the head? Why do you think that they are? Why is it fucked to simply be done with this life? Are people like trying to justify hanging on?
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>>677273214
The only thing you're taking in that mouth, is my shlong of truth and my bitter seed of furious retribution. Go be 12 somewhere else.
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>>677273261
The only thing you lost was time??? What the actual fuck? Is the afterlife timed based on your life's existence?
But you would have gone through uneeded stress, so it makes sense. But then again, have you ever heard a large group of people say that they got past committing suicide and regretted it?
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>>677273142

>You were replying to my post over dramatic 17-19 year olds. Topkek depression is just a phase

I was depressed before that, and I am depressed still. Does two decades count as a phase to you? I have already tried several drugs and years of therapy, yet nothing has helped.
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>>677273055
Checked
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>>677273509
Annnnd there it is.
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>>677273546
If you want to get technical, time in heaven moves 1000x faster than on earth, so yes, I am losing more time in the afterlife but that's not a for sure thing. However, dying early by means of suicide just means your current predicament is over.
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>>677273488
>How are they fucked in the head?
Survival is the basic instinct of every biological organsim
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>>677273849
Are you Christian?
Haven't been religious for a while, but I clearly remember that scuicide was though of as a sin...
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>>677273849
>time in heaven moves 1000x faster than on earth

there is no such thing as heaven
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>>677273261

The afterlife excuse makes no sense. I don't believe there is anything after death, but even if there was, how would delaying it in favor of current suffering be a good idea? I don't like this life, so wouldn't dying be more likely to improve things?
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>>677269168

That design is just fucking murder. A spring with a pin? The nigger that came up with this must have been a nigger.
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>>677273849
there isn't a heaven and even if their was basically all religions consider suicide a sin so you won't be going there if their is one.
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>>677273793
I jest anon, for real though, the only thing gained through suicide is an end to suffering that you really haven't put forth the effort to fix in the first place. The fact of the matter is, that you "feel" too weak to overcome it and give up seeking the good in life. So yes, you are young and dumb.
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>>677273849
>However, dying early by means of suicide just means your current predicament is over.
yeah, and then you spend eternity roasting in hell. talk about frying pan into the fire.
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>>677274013
>>677274018
>>677274037
Not a Christian btw, just a for-instance and yes, according to them it is a sin.
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>>677269168
If the spring is long and loose, how can you guarantee the firing pin will perfectly align with the tube, he'll, how it it ever align?
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>>677274271
>Not a Christian btw
then gtfo, 4chan is a christian website
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>>677274381
Almost got me. GG m8.
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Sounds like you wanna play games.
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>>677274315

>If the spring is long and loose, how can you guarantee the firing pin will perfectly align with the tube, he'll, how it it ever align?

The picture is simplified for clarity, there should be a tube to direct the firing pin to the primer. Basically any zip gun instructions would work, just make the spring longer and weaker.
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>>677274271
Let me ask you this. Have you ever met someone that avoided committing suicide, and said they regretted not doing it twenty years later?
I haven't. Only people who say that last minute they changed their mind, and they luckily survived.
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>>677274696
K.
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>>677274146
Why do you keep saying you. I don't wanna commit suicide. I agree that life is worth living and fighting for. My problem is when people pull the coward/selfish card. It's bullshit. I just don't see a need to talk shit on them. Is it a stupid and rash thing to do? Of course but some people are just done and there's nothing that can be done about it. Instead of talking ill of them why not try to be open to and understand what drove them there or why they were done. The name calling is a waste of time and only breeds hate and stigmas. It's disgusting. We need to be more kind and understanding to each cause each other is all we have and we're all in the same sinking boat
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>>677274734
To be honest, I pulled the trigger on my Springfield XD 9mm with the safety off and it didn't fire, had the barrel in my mouth and everything. I regret it not going off but figured there might be a reason, so I'm currently looking for that reason.
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>>677274901
If everything were all feelgood Inc like you want it to be, humans wouldn't be here anyway but we'd all be lazy fucks and die as pitiful excuses for humans used to be.
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>>677275164
You really need a reason? Would it make you content to know why you have no remorse?
I would have pulled the slide back, checked the chamber for a jame or misfeed, and then just shit myself again.
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>>677275457
Fucking autocorrect

Jam*
Shot*
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>>677273055
But wouldn't suicidal people be more afraid to live than to die? If that's the case they're choosing the option that is less scary, which isn't courageous.
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>>677275408
Where do you get that conclusion? If we were all united as one we would get a hell of a lot me shit done then we do now
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>>677275457
Why not? I'm not religious but I'm not gonna knock a one in a million chance just suddenly happening to me by coincidence, right as I'm about to end it all. There was a round chambered btw, I fired that same round into the pond I was next to afterwards. Stupid idea to shoot a misfired round but hell with it.
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>>677269168
>Suicide takes a lot more courage than most people think
Shooting yourself in the balls takes a lot of courage too, but it is also a stupid idea.
Like your invention.
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>>677275408
Also I'm not talking about hippie happy shit I'm talking about an understanding. Gaining information
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>>677275772
I can't speak from experience, but I doubt anyone here is killing themselves because they are scared. It sounds like they just think life isn't worth the strength to keep on going, or thy don't have the will at all to keep living.
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>>677275783
United as one and being so conscious of one another we can't hardly breathe without offending, are two different things. That world is what we're transitioning to and it's gonna be hell for the next 50-100 years.
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>>677276079
Yeah, so...not courageous by either definition. Sounds like you're saying that life is too hard, which implies dying is easier so that can't be courageous.
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>>677275981
>Tomorrowland
That sounds nice but humans fuck up good things all the time. Also, how is suicide gonna help that view of yours if we're all okay with offing ourselves at the drop of a hat?
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>>677276079

THIS. Suicide isn't about achieving death, it's about ending suffering.
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>>677275867
Well if the round did misfire then you would remove it from the chamber...
I see your point. Go look for it. wouldn't it be weird as fuck if you spent the rest of your life living trying to find it, only to realize that could have been spent otherwise?
Just a thought, and I don't think it will apply to you.
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>>677276289
Then why not do something dramatic to end that suffering that excludes death? Death is simple, change is not but it is worth the extra effort.
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>>677276089
See>>677275981
I agree that tumblr way of going about it is wrong and completely fucking stupid. I'm talking about being at least neutral and working towards the advancement of all human life/knowledge/technology. The rate were going vs the rate we could be going is fucking sad
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>>677276253
That doesn't change that the act of killing yourself is conscious, and is very intimidating, so it is quite courageous to do it.
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>>677276285
Work in progress. If we would just get out shit together and work on it we could reach it then suicide wouldn't be a problem really. But you're right. We sure do like having our self destructive tendencies.
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>>677276357
It would suck but I think there's a lesson to be gleaned from everything we do in life, both mistakes and successes. If I don't find it, I'll just have some disappointment and can always try again but I'd prefer not to give in to such a simple method of escape again too.
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>>677276289
Suicide could be about many things. There is no one sole reason someone commits it
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>>677276497
Agreed. Humans are too fragmented both by society and government.
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>>677269941
Do you have a reason to be depressed or do you just like seeking attention?
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>>677276806
Right on. Keep searching. If you live long enough definitely write a book about it, sounds like itt would be a great seller.
^not a joke please actually do this
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>>677277033
Pretty sure he's just fed up with the state of the world and how it reflects on his life, like most of us. I'm not a schizophrenic but I used to think I could hear the world's suffering when I were younger, can't hear it anymore though.

>>677277295
Will do, people know they aren't alone and acceptance of what we can't control is weird to get a handle on.
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>>677277612
The world is a place full of suffering and joy. What about it? I'm not sad or happy about either of those things; I'm content with my own life. Why do I need to care about everyone else?
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>>677277033

I was abused to the point that I can't have close relationships. I was always promised that things would get better in the future, but they never did, and by the time I got to higher education I realized that it was all a lie and nothing was ever going to change. The line of work I trained for has changed so much that my personal skills are practically useless in it, and I have failed every project I've worked for in the last ten years. Happy moments with games and movies are just fleeting bubbles in an ocean of shit, and every good moment ends with remembering how nothing was once again accomplished and how another day was wasted. Life is ultimately meaningless, and without a purpose it is just not worth it.
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>>677277916
You don't have to actively care but at least be passively understanding of their suffering.
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>>677278075
What line of work did you plan on going into?
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>>677278130
Which I have. I still don't understand how that is supposed to make me depressed.
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>>677278075
Keep searching anon. Change your job, play with strangers to up personal skills because you won't care what they think anyway. Last one worked for me.
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>>677278274
Maybe because you're not involved?
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>>677278529
Involved in which way?

>Pretty sure he's just fed up with the state of the world and how it reflects on his life, like most of us

I don't understand how a stranger's suffering can affect you to the point of being depressed about it. Just stop caring.
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god you faggots are depressingly cringeworthy. just do it already. make sure to live stream
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>>677278860
>trying to sound like an oldfag
>just makes you sound like an ingnorant 15 Y/O
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>>677269168
might not work and suicide is for pussies
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>>677279000
you think thats me trying to sound like an oldfag? hahahahahahaha<------ thats called me laughing at your dumbass
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>>677278742
If you stop caring, it's counterproductive to the world you're talking about.
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>>677279121
Why are you in this thread big boy?
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>>677278251

Game development. I don't actually even care about money, I just wanted to make games. Back then programming languages consisted of about 20 words that were arranged as needed, but nowadays everything is 99% about googling for modules and their instructions online, and I am absolutely helpless when it comes to searching for anything.

>>677278433

The thing is, I never wanted it for a job in the first place. I wanted to do something creative that couldn't as well be made by any unimaginative minimum wage worker. Currently I make art and comics to create some content, but even after weeks of twelve-hour days of drawing I feel like this isn't enough. Is this all I *can* do, because it still feels like I have failed at life and settling for scraps.

I don't lack personal skills and I get along well with strangers, but it's constant pretension to appear happy and motivational. No one likes a loser, and the closer people get to me the more likely they are to notice that I'm actually a broken human wreck inside. I have already lost friends when I have failed to keep up the party-planner image, and every weekend I go out to maintain my social network as a duty rather than joy.
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>>677279000
>checked
You sound like some new age hipster pussy that only visits to cash in on the win, without doing any of the work. Piss off small fry.
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>>677280071
Hmmmm nah

I've worked relentlessly for where I am now... Which is guanacaste Costa Rica btw.
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Suicide is for two kinds of people
People who are already fucked and just want to avoid a worse death (Being engulfed in flames with no chance of being saved)
OR
People who can't take the fact that life doesn't fucking care.

Life isn't fair but life isn't unfair either. Deal with it or stop wasting our resources.
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>>677279897
Don't put up a front then, just don't make it seem like you are all the time. It probably feels like that when you're alone in your thoughts, I know it does for me. As far as work goes, your escape probably just became your cage and that happens to A LOT of people who do what they love as a full time job. Either find a new escape hobby or get a different job that let's you design for fun again. Not simple, I know but definitely worth.
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>>677280329
Then quit wasting our time and go fuck some beach babes, so what if it's off season.
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>>677280366

>People who can't take the fact that life doesn't fucking care.

>Life isn't fair but life isn't unfair either. Deal with it or stop wasting our resources.

What are you even getting at? Obviously life doesn't care and everything happens without a reason, but isn't that all the more reason to kill yourself? Indeed, suicidal people should die to stop wasting the resources from those who actually want to live.
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>>677280812
Eating breakfast rn give me a sec, kek.
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>>677280884
It's almost 9, you lazy git.
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>>677280873
Hell naw, life is all about perception. Your current view is shit, so find a better vantage point.
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>>677281020
>spring vacation in CR
>not allowed to be lazy

I chose the former.
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>>677281330
Break off branch of tree w/ timestamp or BS.
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>>677269791
Holy shit, you need to learn how to spell.
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>>677271107
>I'm mad because I don't know how to improve my situation in the game/I don't have the confidence to work and plan ahead
>>677271509
because this is an autistic board.
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>>677281705
No pen or paper, but I'll throw up any hand signs.

Here's your branch fag
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>>677273548
maybe you're dense.
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>>677282235
Good ma'am. Nice rubberband timex ya got thar.
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>>677279897
>game evelopment
well there's your problem.
>i am absolutely helpless when it comes to searching for anything.
get /g/?
get creative?
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>>677280629
>>677279897
Also, make a legend of dragoon sequel fucker. Errybody else is lazy.
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>>677282267

Oh, thanks for the insightful diagnosis Doctor Lexus! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7EZ9Vgsp3OE
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>>677269168
This ,like every other Russian innovation, is remarably inefficent. And if you're not intelligent enough to know exactly where to put this the only thing youll manage to do is give yourself brain damage and live as a bigger retard
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>>677283462
Making a zip gun, really ain't that hard.
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>>677269168
got a question for you op i got a friend, more exfriend, and fellow btard who has landed himself in jail right now awaiting trial. he got charged with second degree sexual assault and second degree assault. i want him to repay his debt to society and make an effort to redeem himself down the road. anyways aside from not being a dick to him how should i talk to him about not hanging himself or offing his faggot ass? Also his mom is like a second mom to me and i don't wanna see her go through anymore shit. also got any questions you want me to ask him, I'm seeing him tonight for visitation.
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>>677283701
Not OP, since I'm not sure he's even ITT anymore but you should ask him if he's sorry about what he did. If he's not, then don't fucking worry about it and comfort his mom any way you can I guess.
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>>677283964
oh this retard is remorseful he sent a text afterwards apologizing and saying he was gonna off himself. >going full fucking retard.
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>>677269168
Suicide is hard with depression. Apathy however is extremely easy. Feeling little or nothing is a special kind of hell.
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>>677284272
Fuck him then, tell 5-0 to put his ass in perma-isolation on suicide watch.

>Self-fulfilling lulz will be had
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>>677284400
Double dubs of truth
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I got cheated on by my fiancée. We were together for 8 years, highschool sweethearts. My millionaire family promised to pay for my college as my 16th bday present. When I graduated, they decided to disown me because I wouldn't dump my emotionally unstable girlfriend. By the time I was eligible for financial aid, I lost my drive and will to pursue a career. End up taking a year off of life to take care of my dying father, up until the end. He leaves all his money to my stepmom, a woman who abused me as a child, still have curling iron burns and nightmares. The only thing I have is my girlfriend, whom I propose to. She doesn't work, and I had to work 60+ hours a week doing nightmarish 3rd world country levels of manual labor. 3 months before wedding, I find that I've been cucked by her and 3 other guys. I just leave. I'm homeless, become drug addicted, realize my life isn't so dandy when I wake up in the hospital with a stab wound. I thought about killing myself, but if I did that - they would win. Every single person who ever contributed to my personal shit sandwich, they'd just be sad qualifiers for my decision. Now I swallow my fears and pride, and spend every day trying my best to help others in need. Not because it's going to save me from death. I just don't want to go down as selfish. It's a misanthropic, nihilistic way to not do your part, when you kill yourself. I hope your life hasn't been as fucked up as mine. It doesn't matter though, just do the right thing and suffer as sacrifice and love towards others
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>>677284504
wow mang put dem edges away you are scaring the kids :P

we live in a civilized society where reforming a person can happen. i make no excuses for this raging faggot but i think he can legit redeem himself and prove that a person can change. i could also be wrong and though and he could become a niggercock worship degenerate as well.
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