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>>677255901
I could use some feels too

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>>677257025

right in the feels anon

also bump

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no feels tonight?

get in here you lonely faggots its friday night and your browsing /b/ i'm sure you got some feels

You guys suck. I bet you have no real issues.

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>>677258729

clinical depression. lost my house and my fiance. live with my friend who's a total slob and the apartment is disgusting filled with flies.

>no real issues

maybe not the worst issues but issues none the less. how about you contribute instead of being a fuck head?

>>677259247
grow some balls and tell him to clean up. I'm gonna stay a fuck head.

>>677259520

>implying

i already did that he doesn't do shit. I'm gonna be moving out soon but it doesn't feel like it fucking matters.

keep being a fuck head then.

>>677259670
You sound like you would let me fuck your wife.

>>677259803

she's dead so have at it.

>>677259912
No she's not. You would have listed that as an issue.

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>>677259980

> lost my house and my fiance

do you even read?

>>677260113
I'm sorry. I made a mistake. What are you gonna do now?

>>677260301
he rekt u lol

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< 16 > She cheated on me.. /b is going to enjoy this http://www31.zippyshare.com/v/u0J4tUVO/file.html Will be removed in 15 minutes.

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>>677260301

the same thing I was doing 10 minutes ago.

>>677260374
He did.

>>677260462
And what was that?

>>677260551

drink a beer and sit on 4chan

>>677260594
I see. Fascinating.

>>677260714

wasn't meant to be

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Can we all stop arguing and be depressed together? I need the feels

>>677260850

who's arguing?

>>677260850
I agree plz ppl

>>677260850
Yeah faggot.

>>677260850
>>677261018


well what's your reason for being depressed?

>>677261018
I misjudged him and he answered all of my questions. I wanna hurt you now.

>>677261136

kek

>>677261136

i'd like to imagine your trying to make us focus our anger on you to dull the depression.

>>677261136
You're fucked up

Who's watching animal plant rn? Oscars a nigger.

>>677261368
Animal planet, like the top 10 animal facts channel one?

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>>677255901
Sure OP.
This one has been on my mind for a while.
I don't play dating sims/ dating VNs for two reasons.
1. Because I think wooing a 2d girl is pathetic and overall fruitless.
2.Because every time I give up my standards and try to play one it just reminds me of how lonely I am.

>>677261327
Grammar!! And no. I don't give a fuck what you do. I'm only here to give you crazy fucks advice.

>>677261474
Nah cats from hell

>>677261537

k

>>677261504
Lmfao

>>677261562

I didn't say you were, I said I'd like to imagine.

>>677261562
>>677261671

also where is the advice?

>>677261537
I like you because you are honest with your feelings and reality in general. I feel you are free to do most things as long as you are honest.

>>677261671
Ok..... Ok

Bumping so theres time to type my story on my damn phone

>>677261701
Fuck you want? I'll make your life better like that! I snapped my fingers when I said like that. Immediately.

>>677261757
I do try to be honest with myself, self-deception is poisonous.
I try to be a realist, the way I look at it I hope for the best but expect the worst.
But maybe that is because life likes to kick me when I'm down.

>>677261615
Is that what the channel runs these days,
Well damn it seemed interesting 8 years ago or so

>>677261871

I'll give you a bump for curiosity

>>677261903
Alright let's hear it.

>5 months ago
>house caught fire
>fiance died from burns
>just going through the motions now

>>677261954
Life is a bitch.

>>677261954

> hope for the best but expect the worst

I agree with this

>>677262069
I agree, I never claimed life was fair.

>>677261994
You will see her again. I have a feeling we all live in a dream like state when we die. I think we relive our happiest moments in life.

Guess who failed a suicide attempt last night
fucking kill me

>>677262152
No you didn't. Only ass wipes that can stomach fucking people over are successful in life.

>>677262327
You can't even get that right

>>677262258

Assuming there is an afterlife you could be right. Doesn't really help though unless I believe the same thing.

>>677262379
also this

So this shit still has me fucked up:

>have friend
>she has cervical cancer and has been getting treated
>she goes to the doctor
>your cervical cancer is cured!
>but it spread to your kidneys, pancreas, and bladder
>very little hope for her
>i talk to her doc to see if i can help
>says she needs organ transplants all at once or the cancer will spread to the new ones
>test my shit, I'm a great match
>know what must be done
>go to the local bass pro shop
>purchase a shotgun because no waiting period
>go home and 7 pounds that shit
>call 911, say I'm committing suicide
>ask them to rush my body to the hospital to transplant my organs to my friend
>few minutes later cops buts in
>pull the trigger
>wake up
>all a dream

I lefit killed myself in a dream. I swore it was real. It was what I had to do. I shot myself and woke up.

Almost wish it was real...

>>677262327
Nobody lives the first time and dies the second. Don't try again. It's a sign.

>>677262327
Overdose is the lowest chance of success with suicide. Oddly enough, hanging, followed by shooting are the 2 most effective forms

who /no ex/ here

>>677262488

interesting dream. Do you actually have a friend who has cancer or was that also part of the dream?

>>677262348
Not entirely true.
But I will agree it is way more difficult to become a success the "clean" way.
It is intrinsic to our animal nature to be greedy and egotistical, to be human is to rise above it.

OP is an Undertale fag.

>>677262579

>followed by shooting

shooting is second highest? Didn't see that coming.

>>677262589
Do you mean like never had a GF?
If so I am.

>>677262438
If you choose to believe we dissolve into nothing, that's fine with me. But why choose to have those thoughts? I know it's logical, but there is no proof one way or another.

>>677262597
She has cancer. She's been having trouble getting it treated because she lost her job and her insurance

>>677262626

is that what the pic is? I haven't played it but everyone keeps telling me I should. Also OP here.

why am i still in contact with her
jesus christ i'm some really rare beta cuck...

>>677262662
Yeah I was surprised as well. Seems people fuck up on positioning a lot.

Source: i'm a crisis assessor for suicidal kids

>>677262682

I don't specifically believe that either. At this point I'm not really sure what I believe. I just kind of take what comes my way and deal with it. Maybe not in the best way but I deal with it. All I really know right now is I'm trying to deal with my fiance being dead and that about it.

>>677262801

Interesting. Well at least I learned something today. Thanks anon.

>>677262713
Worth checking out. I'm on my first playthrough. Got it for super cheap on steam sale. It's a decent game so far. Humor is a bit silly but it works

>>677262709

That's rough. You two close?

>>677262847
Yeah I can't imagine

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>>677262923

I'll probably give it a shot at some point. What really keeps me hesitant is the fanbase and as >>677262782 so eloquently put it the anti fanbase

>>677262847
Death is never easy.
Just try to no be too sad, I feel like she would have rather you be happy.
Pardon me if I sound trite, I know words from anon are cold and far away indeed.

hey what's going on in this thr...
>i wanna kill myself
>i tried to kill myself
>how do i kill myself
>can i use 9mm rounds to kill myself
im just going to nope the fuck out
peace

>>677263103
I am the fella you quoted and I will say this, it is worth a pirate to try.

>>677262986

Can't tell if sarcasm or not but yeh it's never something I thought I'd have to deal with. It's that thing where it's always someone else and then it happens to you.

>>677263115
I'm sure she would so thanks for saying. I just don't really know how to deal with it inside so it's hard to accept.

>>677263205

Alright I'll give it a pirate. It'll at least give me something to do when I'm not working.

>>677263115
I'm giving him advice. Get the fuck out of here.

>>677263176
lol they won't. neither will i lol. we're all bunch of pussies (oh also, if you do do it, you're a pussy too, harden up niggers)

>>677263356

I actually have to agree with this. Committing suicide is the cowards way out.

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>>677263345
Are you serious?

>>677262964
Yeah. At this point in my life she's the only person I give a damn about. Friends are gone, family burned bridges with me. I'd have dated / married this girl if I had been single when I met her. But she has a great fiance and I respect him. I've poured what money I could into helping her but I still worry she will die. Just feel it's odd that it was confirmed for me that I would be willing to die for someone.... because I thought I did die for them...

>>677263437
Yes. This is my patient. Move along.

>>677263437

I'm almost positive he is very serious.
He's been commenting since the beginning of this thread.

why do people go into a relationship and than get over what you two experienced over the course of years in an instant

>be with a girl
>together for a year or so
> the first person i can honesty say that i loved her
>in the week that followed spring break she was crying
>i told asked her why are you crying
> "hey anon pleas dont be mad, remeber how before we dated i told you about how i was in a relationship with a girl?"
>i knew what was happing
>a flash of anger and sadness came over me
>"remember how i said that i wouldn't become fully gay......anon...im gay"
>i didnt know what to do
>i just was lost in the memorys of our relationship
>i just walked away
>tryed no to cry
>got home and cried like a bitch

>>677263526
Thank you good sir.

>>677263477

I'm sorry to hear that m8. Hope she pulls through. As little comfort that that brings.

>>677263562
You were such a faggot that you turned somebody gay.

>>677263562
Atleast you have real life experiences. We all just log on and hope to feel shit.

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>>677263514
Nobody is anybodies "patient".
We are all in this mess together asshole.
Fuck if you aren't trolling me you are some seriously egotistical fuck.
I was offering him comfort as is the proper thing to do.
Fuck, I am almost genuinely pissed at you.

>>677263589

No problem.

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>>677263759

Don't let it get to you. But thanks for offering the comfort none the less.

>>677263759
Please get angry. Get really mad so I can unleash the beast on your bitch ass. You really think I won't go there? I will go there and pick up eggs , milk, and butter you faggot. Please say something else. Pleeeeeease.

>>677263417
You havent experienced true suicidal thoughts. Imagine the worst physical pain. Having your nuts nailed through while someone removes your fingernails. Now imagine prefering that to the shit going on inside your head.

Imagine seeing everyday situations... driving a car, picking up a knife to make dinner, walking out on a balcony... and each time, that thought comes in... i could just end it right now. Would that be so bad? No... it would be a relief...

Every. Fucking. Time.

This is somewhat related to this thread I guess.
>happened yesterday
>friend finally convinced me to do hot yoga with her ( have a huge crush on her but she got a bf and I'm his roomate lol)
>fast-forward to hot yoga, I'm fucking drenched in sweat
>yoga instructor tells us to do this hard ass posture
>he tells us this posture will help with any depression or anxiety problems
>start laughing silently
>start crying, no one noticed crying bc I was sweating so hard
>or maybe they did and they were just trying to be nice

>>677263905

That hit dangerously close to home.

>>677263888
Don't thank him , trips. He's a bitch.

>>677263694
She was always bisexual

>>677263922
Unleash the beast? Should I report you for underage b&? What kind of 12 yr old are you?

>>677263888
You are welcome.
>>677263922
Kek.
You almost had me, your bravado got me chuckling.
I dismiss you, you are no longer worth my rage.
Enjoy feeling superior anon, I know I will.

>>677263928

Actually I have. I think about it everyday when I wake up, all throughout the day, and it's usually the last thought in my head before I sleep. Even before my life fell apart. I know its not fun. The reason I haven't done it is because I cling to the belief that it's the cowards way out.

>>677264155
You're just lying to yourself . The cowards way out is not dying because you're scared. You have it backwards.

>>677264066
Told you not to get mad you pussy. Even online you can't get mad. I told you not to, and you obeyed lol. I am dismissed.

>>677263928
NIGGER PLEASE, I HAVE THAT SHIT EVERYDAY. GETTING WORSE FOR ME IN FACT. EATING A CEREAL THIS MORNING AND I LOOK AT THE SPOON AND THINK WOW I WONDER IF I CAN KILL MYSELF WITH THIS. LITERALLY EVERYTHING IS RELATED TO SUICIDE FOR ME, DONT EVEN COME UP WITH THAT SHITTY RESPONSE(also i'm not raging, I was just too lazy to turn off caps)

>>677264103

This has never worked for me.

>>677264045
Report me!???! You don't report me. I report you!!

>>677264259

Maybe it is. But I'm still going to fight. Plus on the off chance there is an afterlife I'd rather not piss off my fiance.

>>677264289
What?
>Please get angry
>Get really mad so I can unleash the beast on your bitch ass

>>677264259
why aren't you dead then pussy

>>677263664
Thanks. I hope she gets better as well. Who knows... maybe if she marries this guy after he hits the military, she will get benefits and get to have free treatments... otherwise I'm just gonna keep going broke to keep the only shred of light in my life alive

>>677264311

Ok I've been generally uncaring in this thread but u fookin wot m8?

>also i'm not raging, I was just too lazy to turn off caps

it's literally a centimeter from your pinky if you don't type like a faggot

>>677264493
I'm such a fuck up that i couldnt even od properly

>>677264423
Intimidated. Next bitch.

I have bipolar disorder. My life is only going to be a series of ups and downs. No matter what goes right in my life, how I feel and what I do will be dictated by something that I had no choice in. I can never have a family knowing that I'm this defective.

>>677264348
-_- trying too hard or legit pissed off... not sure. But i'm not laughing

>>677264504

Good luck to you anon.

Sincerely, OP (the faggot gaylord piece of shit)

>>677264628
Lithium

>>677264597
You took it too far anon.
I am now having fun poking the rubber bear.
So how is being a failure as a troll?

>>677262488
Gotta say this is actually a pretty cool

>>677264628

You can still have a family. You just have to perfect the "art" of pretending to be ok.

>>677264566
Typed the first few sentences with my dick, you can understand the difficulty. also f8 me m8

>>677264259
>you have it backwards
>'You're scared because the cowards way out is not dying?'

>diagnosed with stomach cancer
>told gf ive been with for 2 years
>i will be here for you.jpg
>video from my friend of her being finger fucked in my own bed
>packed shit and left when i confronted her
>nothing to do but sit on 4chan and do chemo

i hate this fucking place

>>677264772

I'm already over it. Got any feels to contribute?

>>677264651
Thanks. And thanks for the thread. I needed to get that shit out.

>>677264636
Either way you won't do shit. Just like when your wife left with your best friend. Just like when your mom left for your dads brother. Just like when your son scooped your bitch from the airport talking about how he didn't know she was your girl even though you sent him to pick her up with a picture.

>>677264770

It might be in some part genetic, so I don't want to pass it on to them. When I am manic, it's like I cannot control my body and actions. I am hypersexual and crazed. When I'm depressed, it's like nothing can get done. My whole body shuts down. I can't have children see me like this. It was my parent's choice to have children despite the act that mental illness runs in the family. I cannot make that same choice.

>>677264636
I am sure he is trolling, he almost got me but then he got too ridiculous.

>>677264776
Sorry its 5am and i havent slepy for days
whats wrong?

>>677264579
Lol boo hoo, stop being a little bitch, what's thinking about the past going to do for you. Oh no Im a fuck up, everyone is you shitface, pick yourself up and get a minimum wage job and stop drinking/drugging and climb your way up to a decent assistant manager job at a shitty chain or something.

>>677264806
Post her number / kik. We must look out for our own. Bitch needs harassment

>>677264806

Are you dead inside yet? I'm assuming yes because you're here. Any plans if you survive?

>>677264730
Rubber bear? That's sounds like what your girl calls her giant dildo. Loose puss for you anon. Forever and ever.

>>677264893

I respect that. Have you tried medication? There is also adoption.

>>677261113
what if you don't even know the reason? You just realised one day that you don't remember the last time you really felt any strong emotion like joy

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>>677264992
>Implying I can even get a girlfriend.

>>677264840
Almost got it right. Wife left me for her best friend. Then 3 months later fucker realized she was batshit and left her. Still annoyed I lost the house. It was a good house.

>>677264921
I'm really trying to help and you two assholes derailed me.

>>677265012

I have. I hate the way it makes me feel. Every therapist or psychiatrist I've ever gone to just really wants me out. I have yet to meet someone who truly gives a fuck.

>>677265027

Probably a chemical imbalance and/or a lack of fullfilment in everyday life. Have you tried doing something you feel is important like volunteering or just helping someone you know? Might help.

>>677264811
I broke up with my girlfriend because I was afraid to hurt her. she's confused as shit because I act completely normal and shit. Like this girl was solid 9/10 body, 8.5/10 personality, 4/10 intelligence(journalism major) probably the best girl I could ever have but I was just like shit I don't know, I don't feel "in love". I'm afraid im going to die without understanding what love is.

>>677265057
Bravo. Can't hurt you if you hurt yourself.

>>677261359
being here, aren't we all?

>>677265115

I know that feel. When I was a kid my parents made me see therapists and they never gave a shit. Well sorry I'm not a therapist m8.

>>677265100
..... Fuck you.

>>677265240
Well, it is a feels thread.

>>677258001
OK so I have friends that passed away and I also love cowboy bebop. This made me sob.. And I'm a gore thread anon.. Good job

>>677265115
Masters in psych here. If you live near memphis, tn I will meet up for free and we can talk this shit out

>>677265236

Have you tried actually telling her that? Also, maybe you should consider that the looks weren't as important as the 4/10 intelligence. Try finding someone you connect with on a deeper emotional level, rather than just physical.

>>677265323

I don't. Thanks, though.

>>677265300
And I feel bad.

>>677265303

That's why I have that pic. It hurts me on a deep level everytime I read it. And I'm pretty numb at this point.

>>677258001
Goddamit i'm fucking crying now goddamit fuck it all

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>mfw I started a feels thread because I felt numb and now I'm giving a bunch of anons advice.

Not really sure how this happened.

>>677265551
We're all faggots down here.....

>>677265385
You got a kik? I'll do what I can

>>677265517

Is that not the point of the feels thread anon?
Let it happen. Maybe it'll help. If not then at least you're among "friends.

>Dad Is Homophobic
>I like Men and Women
>Close friend may have cancer
>Failing 80% of my classes
Yay!

>>677265627

nodding intensifies.

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>one away

>>677265648
Hang in there anon.

>>677265551
Altruism.
That's how.

>>677265517
If that's the first time you've seen that, you are new. Very very new. I suggest you leave and never return. This shit has changed me. It's all just a circle jerk lubricated with tears.

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>>677265551
>>677265627

was gonna post this one but I feel like that one was better.

>>677265289
Lol not sure how that got this response but ok

>>677265696
Who would win?

>>677265741

I forgot I'm not wearing my glasses and I thought you said autism.

But good point.

>>677265769
Salty as fuck.

>>677264019
I'm in an oddly similar situation, not the exact same but fairly similar, so i know how you are feeling /b/rother

>>677265375
I wouldn't even know what to tell her
"I know you love me and I've said I love you too but I don't think i'll ever be emotionally connected to you, or anyone really, sorry it's not you, its me"(yeah, I faked my "I love you" and i don't want her to feel like everything I had with her was fake)
Also, I am trying to do that, found this Asian girl, she's really cool 10/10 personality, 6/10 intelligence(dance major but she was really smart in highschool, follow your dreams I guess ) 7.5/10 looks

>>677265769
I'm ancient. Been posting since 2005. I just rarely visit baww or feels threads.

>>677265867
Kek.

>>677265808
Good. Don't be too comfortable or familiar with anything. Stay on your toes.

>>677265873
Honest?

>>677265912
What made you stop by?

>>677264103
>MyLife.jpg
That is exactly how i am saving it also, it hurts how relatable that is

>>677266034
What?
I am saying they are salty.
I am confused.

>>677263905
WHAT FUCKING BULLSHIT
i don't know why he went to the trouble of typing that out

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Fuck. Everyone always leaves.

>>677265910

Well maybe don't put it so bluntly. Just sit her down and tell her that you're not sure if what you feel is actually "love" and you feel that's not fair to her. In my opinion, I'd rather have that closure than just someone up and leaving.

Also I hope this new girl does something for you and good luck with it m8

>>677266174

Elaborate?

>>677266129
Right. And I'm just saying I don't really taste that though. Frosted Flakes are meant to be sweet. That's weird. Maybe you got a bad box? I've heard that happening before.

>>677266175
how about you share your feels

>>677266243
He had a girlfriend kill herself last year and ever since hes become antisocial. Now he says im acting just like her.

>>677266356
Ok.

>be me
>25 in a couple weeks
>moving in two days to a place where I know no one
>spent 3 years in foreign countries
>legitimately no close friends in any of those places
>can't make a relationship last over a year
>start hating everyone, including parents
>chronic illness making me unable to practice the only sport I ever liked practising
>can't go to sleep without having insomnia or nightmares
>literally didn't go out since job interview
>have no idea how I'm gonna deal with meeting people at new job...

>>677266417
You don't like me?

>>677257025
shit

>>677266091
Im the guy who dreamed he killed himself to save his friend

>>677266368

already did m8. This is OP.
>House burned down
>Fiance died from burns
>Just going through the motions trying to figure out how to deal with it.

>>677266387

What does he mean you're acting like her?

>>677266387
Sorry but your friend is an actual piece of shit, friends are supposed to be supportive in times of need and this cunt is telling you to kill yourself, and is fucking with the memory of a dead loved one? Fucking hell that little cunt has pissed me off.

>>677266387
kill yourself to teach him a lesson

>>677266479
What is your endgame?
I know you are fooling with me.
But to what end?

>>677266430
What illness

>>677266600
>>677266387
Nvm read the situation wrong

>>677266544
What do you think that means?

>>677266551
Well idk if this shitty advice will help but things will work out in the end, even if they're in the shittiest way. Just don't give up, you'll see a way to overcome it. (also op is not a fag)

>>677266430

What were the reasons the relationships didn't last?

>>677265385
If you're still here let me know if you have a kik. We can talk a lot of this shit out. I like helping people on here and I have a week off so I'm free to talk through a lot of shit

>>677266597
hes saying that its going just like the last time and im not acting like myself

>>677266756

>op is not a fag

probably the nicest thing anyone has said to me in all my years on this site. Thanks m8.

But yeh I'm not giving up its just hard to deal with. It's one of those things where it's always someone else and then when it happens to you, you have no idea what to do with yourself.

>>677266643
I have sciatica due to my bones placement. It's actually a genetically impaired back problem. I practiced tennis for 8 years and it is one of the worst sports for back problems. So my doctor forbid me to do it if I didn't want to end with surgery...

>>677266867

Well are you planning on killing yourself?

Also, how close are you two?

>>677266619
So we can be friends maybe then? Because you didn't say you didn't like me, and we are having a real conversation. Usually people don't say more than 3 word to me. Am I that undesirable to talk to?

>>677266714
It means that I care so much about my friend I would die for her. Honestly if I could make her well it would make me happy to die to save her

>>677266986

Just jumping in randomly here, but if your serious tell me a bit about yourself.

>>677266763
The first ones were because we were young and stupid. I didn't mind it because I didn't love them. I was dealing with strong insomnia and feeling only numbness in my brain.
3 years ago, I was with someone abusive. Broken rib, multiple bruises and shattered hopes broke all my following attempts at relationships...

>be me, 16
>chronic anxiety disorder and ADHD
>like a pretty girl in my class
>ask her out, she says yes
>everythingwentbetterthanexpexted.jpg
>we go out for a while, things get pretty serious, we're in love, everything is great
>one day, get a call from her from out of the blue
>"Anon, I can't do this anymore. "
>ohshit.jpg
>"Anon, I love you, but I just don't feel ready to be in love. I'm traveling across Europe soon, and I can't take the guilt of leaving you behind."
>ohgodno.jpg
>life goes downhill, feeling shit 24/7
>spend at least one hour a day in the weekend crying and sometimes suicidal
>too proud to tell my friends how bad I feel
>resort to posting on feels threads at 1 in the morning so I can talk to someone about my problems

>>677266965
Sounds like you need a low impact sport. Most likely something involving a pool.

How much is the surgery? Is there a chance you could go back to normal?

>>677266985
jes my best friend and i really am

>>677266986
I merely thought you were initially being salty.
You seem fine enough, but the frosted flakes bit left me confused.
So sure why not, tell me about you.

>>677267033

That is most likely what it means from what I can tell, but maybe you're putting a little too much on to your friend. It's great that you care deeply for her but instead of thinking of a solution that involves ending yourself you should think of something to help in other ways. She would be happier if she got better AND you were alive.

>>677267060
Well I'm sheltered. I don't know much about anything really. I just know what my mom wants me to know. She says she never lied to me but she did. She said no other kids live on my block but I saw some when I had window time last week. They played with a ball. It was bouncy and orange.

>>677267100

Well then it's way to early for you to give up m8. How old are you? 20?

>>677266965
I feel you, tennis was the only sport I was ever any good at.
A year and a half ago I shattered my ankle, I will never run or jump again.

>>677267189
Can i just ask, how the fuck do you people do that shit.
>like a pretty girl in my class, ask her out, she says yes

>>677267033
Do you think it was a stressful dream? Sweating, heart racing etc?

>>677267189
>1am
Fucker it's 7:19am in the real world.
The rest of us have been here since before 5am

>>677267227

Well if there really important to you, you should make the effort to at least pretend you are okay. Honestly, I'm not gonna tell you to try and be happy in different ways for them but if you care about them you should at least pretend. Just act a little more out there so they don't think that your planning to off yourself.

>>677267316
25 on 18th of April, m8. I think I already gave up. It's too much effort and disappointment. I'd rather get rich on my job and travel the world to forget about loneliness.

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>>677255901
>Inside
Skeletons have no insides ya dummy

>>677267297

b& or underage faggotry. Sorry kiddo but gtfo

>>677267371
It was the most realistic dream I have ever had. I had a shotgun in my mouth at the end... i could fucking taste it... the trigger was harder to pull with my thumb than I expected. The shorter cop almost stopped me. Vivid details... i remember so many more details than any dream I have experienced. It feels like I died in another life and woke up in this one.

>>677267370

It's either confidence, foolhardiness, or plain just not giving a shit. It's hard to explain but really you just do it. Say hi, she says hi, you say would you wanna go out sometime?
If she says no then move on to another one.

>>677267189
Sorry to hear that anon. I just got broken up with as well, i know how you feel. But hang in there man it'll get better. Good luck and keep your head up, as hard as it may be

>>677267231
Well I feel trapped in this house. My mom tells me it's for the best. She's grooming me into an elite. I don't know what it means but I'm gonna be good. I'm gonna have money and fun with friends I meet . I'm gonna learn about the evils in the world.

>>677267223
The doctor told me I can only do sports that give symmetrical efforts and don't require much running (since the displacement of bones is in my hips).
Surgery is pricey but I could get it for free if it was necessary (i.e. if if required it not to end up in a wheelchair) but unfortunately it's heavy surgery (cutting through bones) and it has just a 1/3 chance of success.
Also I'd be utterly scared of doing that as I never got even a minor surgery.

>>677267189

Not to sound uncaring but man the fuck up. She left and you need to move on. It's hard. God do I know its hard. But that's what needs to be done.

>>677267358
Wow never jump and run sounds harsh. Did you find any other sport you can practice for re-education of your ankle?

>>677267370
At the time I didn't really like her that much, and with an anxiety disorder, I've gotten really good at ignoring all the fear that surrounds shit like this. It was still hard and scary, but I did it, and had the happiest time of my entire life.

>>677267540
What do you have to lose and what do I have to gain? I don't have anyone else to talk to. Please.

I JUST DOWNED AN ENTIRE VOTTLE OF BUPRPION I LVE YOU

Chappy day bored in an office watching cazzette on youtube. So sick of political shit being on the news. So tieRd of the leftist agendas, the fuel this shit throwing fire. Sometimes I just want to end it all and do the shuffle for real yo.

>>677267494

Trust me m8. It doesn't make you forget the loneliness. And it's still way to early to give up. You had some shit experiences but so have we all. I think you'd have a good time if you met someone new. Go out and see a show and talk to someone.

>>677267648
That's cool. Not cool but cool like a movie. Yeah I don't really know. Sometimes I have dreams about me falling for what seems like years. And I wake up panting. Too real.

>>677266940
God I hate myself for saying all these faggot shits, but I don't know how else to say it, after it all ends, you'll become a stronger person and nothing will phase you. enjoy your day m8

>>677267782
Yeah man, I get it. I've been trying my damnedest but I just can't get her out of my head. I'm probably going to go see a professional to help get my shit together. Eventually.

>>677267886

If true, god speed anon. You'll be remembered by OP

>>677268032
And the sheltered kid

>>677267962

That's the beauty of the feel's thread anon. You enjoy your day as much as you can m8. good luck.

>>677268032
My name is mark
all of you please keep on

>>677267826
There is no re-education of my ankle.
When I say shatter I mean like a dropped pane of glass, it has nearly no flexibility and it tilts to the left.
It fused together is many places and is a bit crooked.
I can work on my feet which is nice, but I really can't manage much more than a jog.
I can still bike and swim because there is no impact, so it is not so bad.

>>677268121

still not convinced you aren't trolling

>>677268198

OP here. My name is Sean. Go gentle into that good night.

>>677268165
you sound like a cool m8, wish you luck on everything, gonna masturbate to sleep now, see you soon Jason.

>>677268308
>>677268371
DAMN IT, I wanted to freak you out but I guess I failed at that too