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>>676580207
Here's some real hop-hip
I'm a spiritual lyrical miracle lyrical individual lyrical miracle spiritual individual

I could really need some feels. life is rough atm

>>676581109
Had 7 dreams of her so far. Fuck.

>>676581109
broke up with my soulmate a few weeks ago. i've dreamt of her every single night. feels fuckin bad man.

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worth it

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>>676580207
What's "Her" name /b/ros?

>>676583389
Melanie. dated her for five years and recently broke up. every day it feels like i have a 500 pound weight on my chest.

>>676584014
i just got on 'break' with mine
5 years also
it just doesnt seem there for either on of us, and I suspect its not just a break
im not really feeling down right now, but i know it will hit me

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i'm glad you're here /b/ros

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This one make me cry like a faggot everytime i read it

>>676583389

Scarlet, was everything to me for like 6 years and all the sudden all was over

dont 404

pls no

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got jumped by nigs walking home from my friends house. was in the icu for 2 nights, $100k hospital bill. still in debt. broken nose, broken eye socket, missing teeth, 8 staples to the back of the head (they hit me from behind), respiratory failure (was on breathing machine in ICU for first night). dont remember much until waking up to all of my friends in the hospital room. suffer from shortness of breath now, my one eye is indented a few centiemters back, small bald spot where my staples were.
>pic related

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>>676583389
Sabrina, feels bad man.

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>>676587302
You didn't have enough white guilt, it was your fault.

>>676587302
I feel sorry for you, anon. This is the reason why we should burn all those black monkeys. Wish you to get well.

>>676582791
If she was your soulmate, you wouldnt have broken up m8

>>676587302
Hope things will get better for you
Wtf is this
In debt because the nigs injuried you?
God this world is messed up I swear

>>676587537
why anon?

>>676587878
dated her for five years, she moved across the country. we kept things going for a while but it just got too hard. i still think we'll end up together in the long run but it's awful right now

>>676588978
If you feel she is your soul mate, why didnt you follow her?

>>676589107
college

Theres a girl that ive had mutual feelings with for years, but for personal reasons we neer got together.

Now that ive got my life together, ive got a chance to have her be a part of it too.

But im starting to question both my and her feelings, i feel that its so obvious that she used to have feelings and also that she still has.

But i dont understand why she has these feeling noone has ever showed me before.
Ive never felt loved before and it makes it so freightening. I dont know if i dare to meet her, but i hope that if i do, it all works out.

>>676583389
Was the bitch a 7 year old retard? What grown woman has this kind of handwriting? The letter sucked as well underage b&. 2/10

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I'm glad i've only ever had 1 'girlfriend' that never really blossomed into anything. Considering these threads are always filled with such heart break i'm glad to have never loved and known the pain of losing someone. Have a nice night /b/ros I hope your pain goes away soon, maybe focus on something else for a while like a hobby etc, or start exercising lightly?

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>>676581109
>tfw the only possible way you can be happy is in your dreams.

>>676589457
Fuck, im high as fuck, but thats a really long story made short.

>>676589619
dis is a dank ass rare pepe, mind if I save it ?

>>676589653
And i have actually been loved by other women, but ive always been scared to tale it further. I beat my head every single time a girl has lost her interest in me, but done is done, and i want to try and change that.

>>676589162
>implying that is a reason
>implying there is only one college in the usa
>implying she was your soul mate
If she really was your soul mat youd have dropped out and reenrolled across country.

>>676589826
sure bud go ahead

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>>676580207
Im sorry. This one gets me every time.

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>>676588247
samefag. worst part was the next time i saw my friends after initially seeing them in the hospital. they all felt so guilty, even though there was nothing they could do.
>pic related, few days later

>>676589932
lol you obviously don't understand life. sadly in today's world love isn't the most important thing and it would mean putting myself at a severe disadvantage by completely altering my life for her. i'm planning to maybe try to move after college. we'll see how it goes

>>676587302
100k hospital bill?!?! wtf nigga, i'm glad at least in the UK we have NHS, from the looks of what you had mended and cared for, with a few days in hospital, 100k is fucking stupid. Healthcare is probably the only reason I wouldn't want to move to the US oh as well as the influx of niggers and wetbacks everywhere claiming victimhood

>>676583389
Judith, 5 years together, broke up fe months ago, still have occasional sex and hang out, but doesnt look like we are getting back together, I try to pretend it is ok this way but it is really not, I feel terrible most of the time

>>676590925
well they charge you for every little thing they use, every cotton ball, every bandage. then, not only do they charge you for the supplies, but for every piece of supplies used there is an accompanying service charge. essentially, the bandaid didnt just apply itself, a nurse or doctor had to do it.
i understand why there is a service charge, its just too much.

>>676590420
Lol youre totally right m8. I have no idea how shitty life can be, i dont understand that the smile of someone you love can take all your troubles away, i have never watched someone slip through my fingers and regret that decision everyday. If i could go back in time, i would have moved with her. I would have grown old with her. Sure it would have been tough but we could have done it. But yeah youre right, keep pursuing that degree that might or might not land you a good job instead of going after happiness. Watch as your soulmate moves on, gets married, has children and a great life all while you sit alone in your studio apartment aurfing 4chan and looking at your framed college degree. Lol youre right

Be 25
Met multiple people on my way through life
Numerous friends
No relationships
Heard "I love you" only once in my life
From my mother after big fight, used to calm situation down
every day feel more bitter

>>676591371
Ahh okay man, still I think it's ridiculous. I'm not liberal in any sense i'm mostly middle to right winged. But I always thought if a man came into the emergency room battered to fuck with 10 broken bones and bleeding from gashes everywhere through no fault of his own, that a US hospital would just throw him out cause he can't afford 250 grand of medical bills, fucking bullshit man.

>>676591594
It will get better, but you need to find it in yourself to change

>>676591481
if i really thought we were completely done, i would've maybe considered. but there's hope for the future. we're at points in our lives where we have to make key decisions about our lives, and when all that shit is over our love will always be there. we'll get married and have kids one day and an amazing life together. but you better know that i'll sit in my living room after the kids are asleep and she goes to bed because she's exhausted, i'll be surfing 4chan. so you're right about something there.

>>676592082
Well they didnt throw him out, they billed his ass.

>>676592190
>wait long, wait wrong
She will miss you for awhile, but that goes away

>>676592115
I am presented with a dilemma here
Either I will remain myself, miserable 65% of the time, but true to myself
Or I shall change to happy retard like 95% of society and lose myself in the process

There is no win here

>>676592249
I'm not saying him, i'm saying hypothetically, lets say I was poor and got jumped by niggers and nearly beaten to death, that the hospital would just leave me dead cause I can't pay the price of a decent house to get stitched up .

>>676592405
maybe. but i'm planning to see her this summer when i'm out in california for something else. who knows what'll happen from there.

>>676592082
but hey man i really appreciate your sympathy.
to be honest i dont really know how i got to the hospital. From what i was told, a girl and her boyfriend saw me in a gutter at about 3am infront of the church down the street from my house. nothing was missing, i had no wallet on me just an old ipod. they only identified me because the ipod was really just an old iphone 4 that i used for music, but still had my contacts in it and they called my mom.

>Recently found out dad is a sociopath
>can really remember him ever giving any affection
>used to kick our cats
>even kicked me down a couple of stairs
>strangled me etc.
>mother says shes always felt like his puppet, and cant explain how free she is without him
>mother and brother always did what he said
>i was the only one who stood up to him
>i was the only one taking the beatings
>i was the one
>mother had once gotten away from him to see a family councilor
>she claimed that the only one who seemed healthy in the family, was me
>and somehow these news relieve me
>because ive always felt like it was my fault

>>676592583
So, not being you = being retarded?

What an arrogant shit you are.

If you were really so smart, you wouldn't be soliciting advice on /b.

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>>676580207
i like to dress up as Goliath
not everybody thinks that its cool, but i finally met a girl who thinks im a 10/10 would bang like bam in my Goliath suit.
she'd come over sometimes while her boyfriend was away after school.

once the door would close she'd almost instantly get naked. most times she'd put on her favorite song and start sucking. then she would cry. her tears and makeup would drip down her face onto my dick. its surprising how cold tears are. eventually i finally asked her what was wrong. in between licks she told me that her favorite song was also her bfs favorite song. so even though she loved hearing it and it totally got her pussy wet, it also made her think about the fact that she was cheating on her boyfriend. i dont think i ever came harder down somebodies throat then right after she told me that. she was beautiful. we dont hang out anymore. wanna get lunch?


this was the song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSPe8dIJEtw

>>676592837
Bam, straight in the feels

>>676582791
Mine was two years ago.
I've been dating another girl for a bit over a year. It's helped, I guess. She's really good to me honestly.
I do my best to not think about her and for the last 6 months or maybe a bit longer I've been pretty successful. The vast majority of days she never even crosses my mind, but I can't kill my subconscious and I still dream about her at least a few nights a week...
I can only hope I find another girl who can replace her.
I moved away after we broke up, and then after she moved, I moved back, but I found out a little while ago that she moved back too. I run into her every other month or so now.
I'd honestly give anything just for a chance to be with her again.
I'm not even a pathetic beta male, and honestly I kinda hate this girl. Something about her though... When I was with her I was the absolute best version of myself. I was better than I ever could have dreamed of being...

Now every day I am just a hollow shell of what I know I could potentially be...

>>676582870
what the fuck

>>676592850
No problem mate, nice of the strangers to help you out. Where I live if you see anyone at anytime of the day in the gutter they couldn't give a shit, especially at 3 in the morning, they'd just leave you to die. Hope you get better quickly bud, best wishes.

>>676593191
i feel you. i feel like no one could ever replace her, she's perfect to me. i don't know how i'm going to feel if the time comes that i have to fully move on and find someone else. one thing i'm completely sure of is that i'll always love her and regard her as the best thing that ever happened to me.

>>676593583

im out

>gg anon

>>676592677
They will patch you up, they will just bill you. Most times you can get payments reduced, and im surprised anon didnt try to press charges but then again he didnt really see who did it

>>676594064
Why doesn't America have like an NHS of some sorts, considering only the top 5% of americans can even afford medical bills like that, I think it would do a lot of good for the health of the country.

>>676589649
You know what man, that hurts

>>676593042
Listen up you faggot
not being person you are means just that
I never asked for any advice, so I am not soliciting as you claim
I may be arrogant, but at least I keep my own persona instead of going full normie
Do you truly believe most of people on this planet are smart, knowing what they are doing and doing right thing all the time?

This is not about being smart or dumb as brick, It's about being yourself

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>>676590066
Feelsbadman

>>676593583
Fuck

>>676583389
Savannah.
This girl fucked my feelings all up. Dated her throughout highschool. Made me feel so happy I could have died and been completely fine with it. Then, all of a sudden, she just decided she wasn't happy anymore. We broke it off, and she just hopped on the dick of our nearest acquaintance.
She's single again, and we've been hooking up when I come home to visit, but it's just not the same.

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>>676594533
well said, i'm not the anon you replied too but I agree on you points. It's like when people say to me be more positive and enjoy things more, it's like if I force myself to do that I know i'm just bullshitting myself so it doesn't feel real.

>>676584493
To anyone planning on reading all this, trust me, it's really not worth it

>>676592837
aw fuck

>>676594533
not that anon but,

being yourself and being miserable is not something that has to go together anon.

and you gotta learn that if and when you want to be around people in a positive way, you have to give up a little of yourself.
everyone does it, it's called socializing.
we socialize to A] not kill each other and b] try to have a nice life together.

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>>676590066
NNNGH OH YEAH, I MASTURBATED SO HARD TO THE THOUGH OF HER LIFELESS BODY!!!!
IMAGINE THAT CHILD GROWING UP WITHOUT HER MOTHER, SHE'LL PROBABLY BECOME SUCH A FUCKING SLUT, JUST LIKE HER MOTHER, AND HER MOTHER BEFORE THAT.
PROBABLY GET RAPED BY A BUNCH OF SAUCY, DIRTY NIGGERS, FUCKING WHORE AHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

DIE YOU WHORE! DIEEE!!!

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>>676585151
that`s probably the saddest thing iv'e read on this site. fuck

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>>676590066
Omg i cried.
also checkd

>>676595655
Woah guys edge lord over here, BETTER BACK UP!

>>676583389
Flavia.

>>676595655
Kek, either this is bait or your uncle fucked your throat when you were 5 with his 12 inch black strap-on

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>>676595655
Is this you?

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>>676581109
>>676582537
>>676582791


been having dreams about my ex girl for 7 years, every night.

>>676584288
I'm sorry friend, but if she ever wants to/agrees to go on a break, she's not the one. You can find someone better.

>>676594304
Well we do. We have medicaid for the poor and medicare for the ederly

>>676596525
Ahh forgive my ignorance, what is Obama care btw, just curious as i've only ever visited there for a few days and that's it. What state are you from?

>>676593745
holy shit i cri

>>676584493
Fucking feels man

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>>676581109
Tfw love dreaming but hate the crushing loneliness when you get into bed.

>>676595655
i love 4chan

>>676584493
i liked it

i hacked my best friends facebook account yesterday and read all the messages he was sending to his gf/exgf, my crush, some friends and other unknown people the past years, i was able to read how well he is writing about me (although im a fucking moron sometimes), how he broke up wit his exgf, how my crush was trying to get him and all sorts of stuff
now im feeling fucking depressed. not because my crush was into him, but the story with exgf

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>>676583389
Jasmine
Had the opportunity
Was too stupid and nervous
Best sex of my life, but was nothing more than sex for her, for me it meant something
Now I sit and watch as she gets her life together with someone else
I'll never have another chance with her, the only thing I've ever regretted in my shitty life was missing that opportunity

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>>676580207
That is easily some of the gayest shit in the entire visible universe

>>676593567
Yeah, I lost mine about two years like other Anon. I broke up with her as well. Instantly tried to fix i and get her back but it was never the same. I had hurt her too much in those few days and I was too impatient to build her trust in me again.

I truly believe, for a man to become a man, he has to have that one that got away. Us men don't truly love until we've already lost it. It isn't then until we fully appreciate what it did for us. We're stubborn creatures that need to make a mistake before we can learn from it.

That's what a soulmate is, someone we lost, someone who took a bit of us with them. And the next one we find, won't be as good as them, but we'll be better for her.

Men have always had to sacrifice. This is no different.

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>>676595655
The edge is real, but this wouldn't be /b/ without it. I can't help but feel whoever posted this is seriously hurting, and knows that a few replies might give them a fleeting moment of joy. Its okay anon, that you've come here to feel something other than the usual apathy or rage - even if that emotion is sadness. I love you all anons.

>>676583389
Shaquita

Ugly ass name but it doesn't match her in any way shape or form. She is an amazing person inside and out. She was great, but she turned me down. I'm trying to move one but she trys her hardest to stay in my life. I want to tell her to fuck off so bad. But I cant, she did nothing wrong. I want to move on bros, I can't keep being a friend towards her.

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>>676592837

Oh my fucking god. No :(

Lost so hard.
I hope something like that will never ever happen to me. I certainly would not know what to do.

>>676598106
Manly tears were cried this day.

>>676592820
Boy you better pack your shit up and move in with her what the fuck is wrong with you. This is love, you fight for it. Imagine how she feels? The longer you wait the longer she will heal and move on as she believes you don't truly love her.

>>676595655
What the fuck anon?

>>676585151
Call me a faggot but I just cried a river now

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cri eritim

>>676592991
Fuck man
Sorry for you and great that you stood up to him
He should have gotten psychiatric help
Poor cats also hope you gave em the love they needed
Good luck

>>676601110
I bet you I cried harder, you faggot

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>>676582870
Did he take her Sharingan?

>>676580207
I just visited my mother after around a year and a half.

Little backstory.. I am a drug addict, yet have been clean for the entirety of the absence from my mom.

I show up yesterday happy to see her and honestly quite happy with my sober life at this point. She immediately mistakes genuine happiness for "being on something". Which, needless to say dampened the entire experience.

I dont believe I will be amything other than an addict to her, and it honestly makes me miserable

>>676584288
Dude, break up with her. This break bullshit doesn't work. I was on/off with one of my exes recently who i felt madly in love with, but i wish I listened to my friends when they told me she isn't worth it. You deserve better.

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>>676602230
>Train your brain to get happy

>>676602230
My mom has that book...

>>676602444
Trips tells the truth.

>>676584288

This
>>676602444
Trips don't lie.

Took a break with my ex for two weeks, then broke up.
Don't keep yourself and her in suspense.
Only makes it worse.

>>676601780
Babies get their ears pierced all the time you dumb fuck.

>>676602131
Just try to move on bud, if she can't see that your clean now, just try to get on with your life without her. I know it's difficult but you can do it man, kicking dope is the hardest thing ever and you've done that brilliantly, good luck mate.

>>676603388
Nice knowing you anon.

Also check'd

>>676583389
Isabel.

>>676601449
Got me with this one

no greentext get the fuck over it

so 4 years ago when i was in high school i had this best friend lets call her Em, we became fast friends and had completely opened up to each other after knowing each other for only a few months and i come to know she had a really shitty past, she was raped a few years before i met her and had a kid because of it. Anyways she never really wanted much, so for her birthday i bought her this stuffed giraffe for her daughter who loved it. Awhile passes, about a year and a half or so, and she finds out she is diagnosed with Leukemia and only has so much time left. She fought for longer than they thought she would, but i get a text while I'm at work from her cousin that shes gone....
i barely hold my shit together at work thank god i only had a half hour left, then went and cried in my car for a solid 30 mins. I try and keep in touch with her cousin for awhile after it happened but she would occasionally send me stuff about Em's daughter, one pic being her daughter with the giraffe, telling me how much she loved it. And now even years later i think back and wish she was here, even though i know he may be disappointed in the man I've become since i didn't take her death too well. Occasionally i think if she would be proud of me and i think she would of my accomplishments, but I'm not the same after her death.

Sorry maybe this isn't as awful as some people's, but i was reading these and it just got me thinking of her. I've never told anyone how that fucked me up inside besides now kind of. If you read it, thanks, cancer is a bitch

>>676604638
fucked