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ill contribute

I really hope this thread kicks off I want to be able to relate to other suicidal outcasts.

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Contributing.

>>676492159
help bump then

Im on a vyvanze doing math homework so if anyone wants to talk I got steam and shit

>>676492440
wow this one hit me...

>>676492703
Ain't that the truth...

>>676492717

this one kills me everyone

>>676492525
holy shit

Im here to listen if you need to vent

>>676493407
No need to really vent, but talking always helps. Just had a rough day overall, but I'm over it, hopefully tomorrow Beats better fruits

>>676493642
We can talk here or you can add me on steam
Im at psn_slasher_ace

>>676493966
Well, I had a decent day at work, but at home it's been uncomfortable, like I've been couped inside too much. I try going out, but my schedule only allows me to make it to bars by the time I'm done, and I am not much of a drinker. Maybe a change of pace or scenery would help.

selfless bamp

>>676494580
I know the feeling. I just bought a bike to ride around the big ass city I live in. I recommend it.

>>676494884
Also I am not an athletic person, but its still pretty fun.

>>676494884
>>676495214
I don't live in that big of a city, but it may be worth a shot. I usually go to the country side since there's no hustle and bustle out there, just serene.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOXojQF-4B8
Here's some tunes, friends.

>>676491348
Number 6 is an interesting approach although I don't think I necessarily agree. Everything else is pretty spot on though

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Welp I'm here tonight.
If anyone wants to talk about anything at all
Skype: pipnetskype

>>676495637
Biking is a great way to meet new people and get in shape. Just put some music in and ride. What music you listen to?

>>676492717
the driver was an alcohol

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We're gonna like it here
We're gonna do what we can
What's the matter with you, my dear?
You're cool

Could never see what you
Could ever see in these
Stormy balcony views
Aren't cool
It's true

And we'll scream
It is what they wanna hear
What's the matter with you, my dear?
You're cool

What we'll scream:
Screen teens!
Could never drink any gasoline
Eat machine guns they've seen
Not like, you could, you could

What's the matter with you, my dear?

If I get fed up
I'll shame reality
For doubting you
You can't doubt what you do
Or birds break up
Formation-less
Conforms you to the rest
Crashed cars and broken chests
Won't open up
And see the charm in you
An empty cup
And all I want you to
Is to trust me, trust me
Trust, trust, trust, trust...

If it's all you really own
Then it's all you own
Cause what you've got to show
Is more than you'll ever know

Heads held high
Even if you didn't have an audience
Oh no, lacking confidence
Oh no, audience turbulence

>>676496174
I'd say I'm in decent shape, though nothing great.
The music depends on the mood. My library tends to lean towards metal, electronic, rock, and some jazz

Hey guys, OP here. Does anyone listen to post-rock? I usually listen to it when im all depressed. reccomend Explosions in the Sky

>>676496022
I might add you in a minute

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>>676496564
Alright.
Just sitting here and reading, as per usual.

>>676496552
Any particular bands?
I'm kinda a music nerd.

>>676496733
Lately it has been Clutch, Opeth, John Coltrane, Kendrick Lamar, Blind Guardian, and Ghost. I'm a little excited since I'll be seeing Ghost in a bit

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With your feet on the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
When there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?

Way out in the water
See it swimming

I was swimming in the Caribbean
Animals were hiding behind the rocks
Except the little fish
But they told me, he swears
Trying to talk to me, coy koi

Where is my mind?
Way out in the water
See it swimming?

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
When there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind?

>>676497004
I'll need to check some of those guys out. Heavy metal biking is pretty fun.

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>>676496677

>>676495509
Ayo fam I can relate, Aqw was my shit. Got so many good memories and many many feels. But guild motd weren't in 09 unless you were using some other site. What was his username?

>>676497004
Ghost is coming to my town this weekend, are they worth seeing?

>>676497240
What do you usually listen to for biking?

>>676492703
Sarah, her name is Sarah.
I won't ever tell her, of course.
She's way better than I could ever hope to be.
I'm a failure. I don't have it within myself to make myself worthy of her.
So I'll be alone, and not press that on her, she doesn't deserve to be brought down by me.
She deserves someone who can give her the world, not someone who can't even give her flowers.

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Every months or so, I get into a real shit mood.
I try to keep up with being happy, try to socialize
But all my friends never talk to me first unless they need emotional support
Outside of that, it's pretty much nothing.
I send them sweet messages of optimism, compliment them, try to spark up random conversation
Maybe I'm just shit at it
It's probably that..
I think about this, usually after I have a good time with a friend. A nice memory, then they go back to practically ignoring me as usual.
I shop online for guns.
A cheap shotgun, mostly so I'm not out a bunch of cash if I don't go through with it, but I get distracted.
One of these times, I won't be distracted and I'll have that gun
And the next time I have the mood to shop, I won't have to, because I already have it
That day, I'll be staring at my gun, waiting for another distraction.

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>be me
>be in highschool
>be in love
>she is my best friend
>Hannah
>Don't even understand why I love her so much
>can't stop thinking about her
>want to do literally everything for her
>want to make her feel good
>want to be there for her
>try so hard to get friends around and give everyone a good time so that hannah can have a good time
>no one realizes what i'm doing
>i'm going out of my way every day to help out everyone
>all of my friends are losers and don't get a lot of attention from girls, myself included
>all of us develop crushes on her
>I get super close with her
>i denied to myself that i liked her in that way
>subconsciously knowing that she didn't like me i started resenting her
>realized that i was being retarded
>apologized for being an asshole to her
>while i was resenting her. her and another friend, thomas, got really close
>told each other everything
>when i reconciled with her we got closer than ever
>thomas began being an asshole to her because he was jealous that me and her were close again
>she doesn't do anything
>she wants everyone to be friends
>i dont want to have anything to do with thomas
>thomas doesn't want anything to do with me
>he tells hannah that he still wants to be my friend so that he can get her sympathy like he always does.
>any argument he has he gets up on his cross and she totally falls for it
>thomas claims "he jsut wants everyone to be friends"
>bullshit.jpg
>he is actively trying to avoid me even when i try to talk to him
>making my friends all not hang out with me because he doesn't want to be around me
>mfw I'm still the bad guy
>called him up to bury the hatchet
>i hated it but at least now i can't be the bad guy
>i'm doing it all for her
>i told her i liked her a couple weeks ago
>did it in an idiotic way
>she doesn't feel the same
>i do everything for her
>im always thinking about her
I know it sounds like faggoty highschool bullshit but don't know what else to do rn
call to thomas was a few hours ago.

>>676497487
Daft Punk, Saint Pepsi, some 80s shit, Sonata Arctica, The Doors, The Seatbelts, Fiendsh, Shook, pretty much anything. Im always looking for more music.

>>676497447
I haven't seen them live yet, but I do enjoy them a lot. If the ticket prices are fair, I'd say do it. Otherwise listen to some of their songs beforehand

>>676494852


Just broke my heart.

>>676497674
Ididnt even read all of this, but I cann tell you that young women are dumb as fuck.
Seriously
dumb
as
fuck
They burn through guys, even the perfect ones, and scramble for the one they had when they were young when they're in their 40's.
I hate young women. With their tight, sexy bodies and their shit, sexy attitude and their shit, slutty bed manners.
Fucking bitches, I tell ya
Good for a nut and that's about it.

>>676497714
I like most of those bands. Another band I enjoy is Gloryhammer. Some of the cheesiest metal you can get your hands on. Look up a band picture, it'll explain everything

>>676497805
Im lucky to live in a place where so many bands come through

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>>676494676
Gets me every time.

>>676498378
>Gloryhammer
You weren't kidding lmao

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>>676497674
literally feel like im empty
not in some metaphorical depressing way, but like my body is just lighter yet has no muscles at all.
my chest feels small
just earlier my chest and arms were feeling tingly and almost numb
cant sleep
she always complains about her crappy luck with guys
she doesnt want the guy going nuts trying to do whatever he can just to convenience her a little bit
why /b/?
why not me?

>>676498405
Chicago?

>>676498545
Atlanta.

>be me
>spend a year on a girl online
>tell each other we love each other and want to be together someday
>she flirts with other guys
>im not okay with it
>broke my heart
>fought for her love
>i'm emotionally unstable due to all of it
>Continues to do it and flirt with people
>tells me she loves me
>flirts with friends of mine
>thanks giving day i leave
>2 months later she calls me up crying saying shes sorry and wants me back
>a week later back to being ignored and treated like shit
>2 months go by i'm still heart broken and the pain has never hit so deep
>find out she's dating someone now
>realize how little i really mattered to her
>she now talks shit about me to people
>blames me for her problems
>but i was there for her through all of her problems and the bullshit she put me through
>come to the realization i'm just another guy who does not matter and i will probably die alone and probably to suicide
>be me
>be hurt
>be nobody
>remain and a nobody..forever.

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>>676498278
why do i want to be with her so badly
i want her so bad that i can't even jack off to her
she is hot as fuck dont get me wrong
but i want to be with her
i want to hold her
to be near her
i dont give a fuck about sex with her
i just know i dont want some random fuck boy trying to stick his dick in her
she feels so perfect
i dont want to let her go down such a rotten path
i want to help her
i dont know what to do

In threads like these, where OP doesn't reply to everyone and shares nothing
He doesn't give a fuck. He just wants a thread.
Fuck you, OP.
Fuck you.

>>676498680
Forgot about Atlanta. I live up North, so we get bands once in a while

>>676497674
I was in a similar situation back when I high school teenage faggot. Want my honest advice? Find another girl that isn't a part of your friends group. You and Thomas are clearly both desperate virgins trying to beat each other to the finish line for her love. But it never works out. She'll never love you because what you guys are doing appears pathetic and sad. And it is. You have to force yourself to give it up and not care, it's the only way

>>676497674

Just ignore her and she'll come running to you don't text, don't fb, don't snapchat or anything.

>>676498903
Men have honor. It's a concept created by us and women don't understand. They realise, even if not consciously that men will fight for them.
They're.... sluts. They want to feel needed. I just can't even comp
I cant wrap my mind around this right now.
It's been 5+years maybe and I'd still take her back without hesitation. I broke it off, but still, man
it wasnt even a month before she found a new guy. They have the behavioral advantage in nature to take men. Men have to DEMONSTRATE
Women just have to be there
A fat ugly bitch has a better chance at getting dick than a fat ugly dude does at getting puss simply because nature

> Go out with chick many years ago
>it was both of our first relationship
> broke up with her because I liked someone else, literally nothing was wrong with our relationship. I was her first boyfriend so she was devastated, and she was my first girlfriend so I took it all for granted
> I didn't even tell her why I broke up with her. I gave her zero closure.
> the other girl I liked didn't even like me so I kind of just fucked myself over
> years pass and I get attached to ex again
> remembering old times just drive me insane
> time has gone by and I go out with ex again. > It only lasts for a couple months before she leaves me without any reason (like I did to her)
> she would still say she cares about me but then she wouldn't show it, and I should have just stopped trying, but I kept trying and wasting my time before I finally gave up after several months of failed attempts
>I even asked her to admit that she doesnt care about me so I can move on but she refused
> ignore her for 2 years or so
> one of my closest friends who I made within that time span started dating her without any realization that either of us went out
> when he does find out he feels awkward and asks if I'm upset
>I say nah, that shit happened years ago
> always get invited to their parties and shit
> I feel that deep down there's a part of me that still cares about her
> have fucked up dreams about betraying my friend and taking her away from him
> They're both happy though and there's nothing I can do to change that, and that's the way it should be
> Keep trying to find girls to fill this stupid void but no one likes me like she used to and I always end up alone

I deserve to be where I am.

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>>676492440
I wasn't ready for this so early in the thread.

>>676499034
I used to live up north in Michigan

>>676498841
>2 months later she calls me up crying saying shes sorry and wants me back
>a week later back to being ignored and treated like shit

Females in a nutshell. Their emotions are extreme and unpredictable, and leave as quickly as they come. She never wanted YOU. She was feeling lonely and looked for the first guy who would satisfy the loneliness. And it's not as though she knows this, I'm sure she really did believe in that tearful moment she wanted you but as soon as she got what she wanted, the loneliness was over, the necessity was over, and now you were back to the boring old you. She'll continue to fuck guys over time and time again. From what I've heard females actually become relatively pleasant and more appreciative in their 30s, but the 20 year olds might as well just be 15

>>676499720

Fuck girls man just improve yourself and they will come.

Look up TRP and the mentality it entails it helps.

>>676500024


I don't expect their relationship to last considering the stuff she used to do, but the pain hits deep, and it continues to eat at me daily. I'm not sure how long i can continue this.

>>676491348
Thatfeelwhen.org

Tfwhen.com

>>676492599
Hit the cat too.

>>676500447
didnt hit those trips tho
ayyy lmao

>>676499709
Yep. They are biologically hardwired to expect from men, take from men, and give back when it is necessary. But in general females are significantly more conceited and selfish than men, it's a matter of fact. When a girl is sad, she feels as though she deserves a man to comfort her, and one usually shows up to do it, because that's how we're hardwired to behave. But when the tables are turned and you're in shambles but her life is fine, you are completely clear of her mind, she feels little to no remorse, and anything she does feel is fleeting and easily replaced by the next man. Meanwhile you continue to deteriorate in the pits of your own despair, knowing all the while the girl you would have fought so hard for hasn't thought of you in weeks. And that makes it all the worse

>>676500173
Bro, a year ago I've been getting in shape af. Like I converted my anger into fuel and I would work out 4 days a week and go jogging for and hour almost every day.
And then something in me just slipped away and I haven't done my excercices in like a year. Also I have wicked stomach pains recently and sometimes poop blood so I tone down all my physical acticity like mad.
I was feeling so good. Now I feel like complete and utter shit.

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>>676499598
i sure hope she will
maybe i will not talk to her for a few days
even when she messages me
>>676499709
man this is so true i saved your post for future threads to enjoy
i just wish there was some way that i knew could impress her
some way to make her think of me differently
so she knew how much she meant to me
but she doesn't
who knows if she ever will

>>676493836
That one fucked me up. I'm done.

>>676500257
I've been in a similar situation before. Slowly my thoughts got darker and darker, suicidal notions began to take shape and vague plans were made. I decided that I was going to go see my parents one last time before I off'd myself. And thank god, because the time required to wait for that condition is what allowed me to get over it after a few months. Seriously just wait. I know what you're feeling, I really do. It doesn't feel like it could possibly get any better. No matter what anybody tells you you feel broken beyond repair. But you will heal, in time.

>>676500627

>stomach pains and pooping blood

Dude go see a doctor that shit sounds serious.

>>676491348
I want to find this guy and buy him a beer. I hope someone tracks him down and does an interview.

>>676500730
She will understand some day when it's too late. She'll think back when she has no one. When her body is no longer appealing. When she can no longer use sex on men other than the old and decrepit. When she has nothing.
As the world is in this state, where we are all connected.
Where we have love across the ocean(pond)
Where we can feel accepted, if only through tet and video
it becomes so much more difficult to be with those around us, because media makes it so much less impersonal
So much easier to hide our flaws and appear more well constructed than we really are
So much simpler to lie
So much more out there to corrupt our ideals of what should be.
So much more

>>676492525
Well that wasn't what I was expecting

Why do we all keep going, /b/ ?
All I want is a reason to live.

hey /b/, i'm very drunk right now
but i don't want to be alone

i'm watching school live, it's just a bit too much to handle

keeps me wondering if i'm as delusional as the protagonist

i dunno man

i just feeel like shit, so i'm with you guys

thanks for being here, /b/

vid so i'm contribooting i guess: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kt_JePg86b8

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>>676500916

She's broken my heart multiply times i don't understand why i can't get over her. I really wanted to hold her, be with her, show her how i felt. But i know that won't happen. This is eating me away :/

>>676500980
I have an appointment coming up. But this has been going on for awhile. My friends told me to go awhile ago and I was being stubborn because I didn't want to docs to put stuff up my ass. But I'd rather that than having intestinal cancer or some shit.

>>676501733
I'd rather catch a terminal disease and let it go until I die.
Easier than eating a bullet, I guess.

>>676501524
I went back to the same girl like 4 different times after she broke up with me various reasons I believe at the time to be legitimate because I wanted to believe in us. Ended up wasting two years of my life, although I guess it was also the most valuable learning experience I've ever had. Just wish I had learned it earlier. You just gotta bite the bullet and do shit with your life even while every bodily instinct screams at you not to. But don't make my mistakes, anon, learn from them. Don't waste more time and energy than is necessary. Fight through the pain now, and come out stronger on the other side, I promise you will. I'm hitting the sack now but best wished to you /b/ro. I urge you to carefully consider all that I have said.

Peace

>>676497514
Mine is a Sarah too. From Cali?

Hi guys, ever deal with fear? For me college is coming soon and I'll probably be losing all my friends, ones that I've built some good friendships based on loyalty honor all that... and now everything around me is just collapsing, I haven't even left yet and I feel as if some of my friendships are starting to disappear. I hate the future.

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>>676499720
I know your feels /b/rother. Just know I've been their on those overwhelming nights filled with regret too.

Begging you to look up
Alexisonfire - Rough Hands
Do it.. you won't regret it
Check the lyrics.

>>676492440
fuck

>>676501341
Well, what is the best thing you have ever done?

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Once again, you can add me if you want to talk about anything.
Skype: pipnetskype

>>676502305
Dealing with the same situation anon. Going to UCLA this fall and despite not being well prepared (non-privileged, spic), I'm feel like I'm slowing loading all my friendships. I honestly don't know how to cope with it.

>>676502304
No, Ohio.
She's not perfect, but she's perfect to me.
Which is why I'll never be good enough for her.

>>676502717
* losing
Sorry shitty iPod here

Im here if anyone wants to talk about anything Im at psn_slasher_ace on steam or sir-collinsworth on skype

>>676502717
* I
Again poor using shitty iPod lol

>>676502717
I'm glad i'm not the only one in this boat, don't know how I'm gonna cope either, I've grown so depressed these pass few months as a result

>>676503090
Same. Not sure if I'd make the same types of relationships as I have now. It has been eating me inside how I imagine myself to feel really lonely in the near future. Sucks anon.

>>676492440
Toy story 3 with a cat

>>676502731

is she white? sorta small? moved from cali?

>>676502461
What? I was just expecting her to die and then the story when in an opposite direction. The fuck is your problem?

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Hey, I don't know if anyone will read this but I feel trapped. I'm 18 in my senior year of high school, don'y even know if I'm gonna pass, I enlisted with the army right after school ends. I have a girlfriend but for some reason the magic kinda just vanished. She loves me a fuck ton but I just don't feel the same. I feel like everything terrible that could happen to me is about to happen all at once and I'm both scared and depressed. Can someone please offer advice?

>>676503609
It's more of your problem if you are going to wallow in your mediocrity...

>>676503807
at least you're doing something meaningful with your life

>>676504117
It was a last resort but I guess your right. it doesn't feel that way.

>>676502305
When I first started college, it basically weeded out who my acquaintances were and I kept all my best friends. Of course, some people change and make new friends and they start to separate from the group. It happens. Don't worry about it too much. Just try to stay in contact with your buds, even if they go to different colleges. Chances are, even if you don't talk any more, they'll still have your back when you need them.

>>676502375
Not my usual type of music but pretty decent. Thanks anon.

>>676502229
Sometimes I think that. But I remember that my sister had cancer when she was a little kid. Its not something I would like to re-live.
On a side note, I think i have a picture of my bloody poop if you're interested.

>>676498903
I feel the same way anon it hurts

>still haven't told her i love her yet
>inb4 beta fag

>>676495509
>AQW came out in 2008

holy shit where does the time go.
Does anyone know when the original came out? I must have started that shit in like 2006
how a life can be so wasted..

>>676503807
Take risks, man. That's what you are supposed to do when you're that age. You are 18 man, the world is your literal oyster. Try to experience as much as you can, make mistakes, don't worry so much. Don't like the girl? Dump her. Want to join the military? Do it. Go get fit, travel the world, make friends. It'll be sick. Don't worry so much. When you get to be my age then is when you have to worry about whether you have the right girl, right career, etc. because I am not too old to just uproot my life and start from scratch. You, however, are not and I think there are real benefits for doing that at your age. Just relax brah.

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>>676505176
Thank you so much for the support. I hope you know how much it helps. If you don't mind me asking, how old are you?

hey there /b/ros, I fell in love with a girl that didn't loved me back, but would be really mad whenever I talked to other girls, lately she's found someone she "loves", and here I am lonely and cold, i've recently told her that I would no longer talk to her, I really don't think that that matters to her, so i feel pretty shitty, i'd like to get myself a better life, a better looking girl, something to get revenge, at life...
but I kinda lost all hope, also I know evil exists, because the more I think about it, there was no reason for her to treat me the way she did, sorry, i just needed a space to talk about it.

>>676505541

although i feel suicidal shit gets better man

>>676502305
Don't be afraid man, everybody else will be in the same boat as you. You are starting an adventure. Go take some risks. It's what you are supposed to do when you are 18. You're friendships will change but you will honestly probably make better friends in college. Trust me.

>>676505989
It's ok you beta. Not everyone can be an alpha and fuck bitches.

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>>676506086
Thank you and please, as gay as this sounds, you're worth something to me and I'm sure others in this thread feel the same.

How did it get so late? Guess I'm skipping classes tomorrow.
Have a nice night fellas.

>>676506393


i feel you man, but my time will come soon :p people like me don't have a place in this world.

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My personal favorite feels story
For full feels play No Surprises by Radiohead (song featured in story)
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5CVsCnxyXg

>>676506600
nice dubs. goodnight

>>676506636
Come on. You helped cheer someone up. that's valuable.

>>676503583
No she's about 5'4", native to Ohio

>>676506877

Dubs, so i'll keep that in mind, i'll keep you in my mind. Shit just gets hard man

>>676507005
Stay strong /b/rother

>>676507123


you too man, thanks this might not mean much but it does help /b/ro

I spent 5 years working my ass off and living in poverty in order to save money for law school. I got into a top-25 school. Everyone is so proud of me now. I had to commute 2.5 hours each way to school, spent every waking hour in the library, and I ranked near the bottom of my class last semester. I lied about my grades to my family because they would be so disappointed. Because I commuted all through last semester, I never made friends with anyone and law school is so damn cliquey that nobody will let me join their study group. I only got one interview for summer internship so far and they said at first that my resume was great but I then fucked up the interview and lost the job because I was so nervous because I wanted the job so bad and was afraid nobody else would want to interview me because of my first semester grades. I feel myself changing. I used to be a very confident, friendly, positive person but now I just feel like damaged goods. My whole life is being consumed by shame and anxiety.

>>676507312
It means a lot. you helped me and I help you. My night might have had a more violent turn of events had it not been for you to give me a little hope.

>>676507805

in the end of the day, even though we're strangers on the internet.this place that people find disgusting, and horrifying we call it home, because this is the place we can come to confine ourselves to others like us, and spark a light of hope, and this is coming from someone who wants to commit.

>>676508047
That is surprisingly beautiful

Guys, I feel like I may have a crush on a girl and I'm in high school.

>inb4 underage

Should I pursue my feelings or should I try my best to kill them?

>>676508638
Depends on the girl. Need details. Short answer right now is yes.

>>676508790
I don't know too much about her but she has been on my mind for the last five weeks. I get obsessed over people and things, but I've never had an obsession this long.
She is a kind and honest girl but after reading everybody's love horror stories I feel like she has the potential to change.
This is the first time I have ever experienced a crush like this and I don't know what to do about it.

Sorry if that isn't much information but I really don't know much about her.

>>676508638
do it, be an idiot for a moment if she rejects you, hey at least you had the guts to confess, and even if your relationship is "comfortable" right now, if you dont do anything youll regret it eventually, and if your relationship gets fucked up, at least you wont linger on it and youll meet someone else you wouldnt have met if you stayed friends with her

>>676508638
please do it, be the man many /b/tards could never become because they hesitated and everything went downhill

>>676509095
Hey, fuck it. You're young. just say hi and shit like that in the hallways. Help her out when she needs it. smile. JUST DON'T RUSH ANYTHING.

>>676509267
I would do that, but I have a tendency to spaghetti a lot, so my confession wouldn't be that... elegant.
There is also the fact that I see her nearly everyday and have to be around her really often. If I am to confess to her now and be rejected I will cause a very awkward aura to be around us constantly.

>>676509490
I think I will do best with this anon's advice.

>>676497714
Check out Caravan Palace

>>676505541
Things always get better.
Me and my gf broke up 2 weeks ago. And she had some other dude move in right after I moved out. I was realy pissed at first, but I though of it another way.
This wasn't special.
I'm sure this has happened to many people over time. And if they fucking survived it, so will I.
I have a cute girl I'm talking to while that girl struggles to contact me.

Sometimes, the best revenge is to not even acknowledge your problems unless there is something you can directly do about them.
OP's pic has that rule I believe.

Good Luck Anon. I hope you don't grow to be heartless like I am.

Anyone have the arab spring guy thread?

>>676510214
thanks /b/ro

>>676497661
It's gonna be ok anon..... It's gonna be ok.....

>>676508337
I am so fucking mad right now

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>>676510546
thank you based anon

I wasn't going to but I'll contribute.

>be me
>20 year old marinefag
>I'm the shit child of my family
>always doing drugs and fucking up all of my good opportunities
>my bro is 23 and extremely succesful(doesn't have much to do with story)
>getting kicked out of military because I'm a raging alcoholic who can't stop drinking until recently
>live my life in a depressing suicidal manner
>gunna build a motorcycle with my friends (I don't know why they like me)
>after I finish my bike I'm gunna have a few beers with my friends and go back home
>going to hug my parents and tell my brother I love him (we've never done that)
>kiss my girlfriend of 5 years and propose to her
>see my best friend and have a few beers

Then I'll take my bike to a secluded place in the woods and shoot some heroin for the first time then shoot myself in the head. I have 8 months left tops. I love you /b/ros

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Why are most of these stories of a guy getting over a girl?

Do girls just not value guys as much as guys value girls?

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>>676497661
Read This.
Whatever is going on, cannot be fixed if you kill yourself. YOu're this man pretty much. Look at your deeds like this.
Those people who come to you care about you. They look to you for support. In a way, they are incomplete without you. If you do it, they aren;t going to keep rolling along. They may be traumatized for years to come. YOu are appreciated, and if that's not enough... I'm sorry.

I'll mourn your loss bro. Just like I've mourned the loss of other /b/ros and their loved ones.

Have a defining love for this specefic girl at my school. Obsess over her for fucking hours during the night when Im at home. However whenever I return to school the next day, I lose all interest of her, and everything I enjoy or cherish in life. I dont understand why this happens, knowing that I have the guts to say whatever I choose to her, I dont have any interest of talking to her or my friends whenever I return to school. Does anyone know wtf is wrong with me? Is it more than just Major Depression?

>>676510814
because there are more guys on here generally, and when there is a femanon, even in these threads, they generally get blasted with tits or gtfo

>>676510814
Pretty much.

Girls don't respect the value of anything.

>this thread's theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EcaxrqhUJ4c

>>676510814
Pretty much. Society tells them what they are worth. Men cry on FB they would get teased. Let a girl do it and flocks come to her defense. It also says another thing about society.

Love is one of the most desired things known to man, and it isn't being found.

>>676510383
No worries. I have a shot every saturday, to the bros that are sad, the bros that are fallen, and the bros who will hopefully come and share this experience. Have been doing this for nine years, I will continue doing it.

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>>676508047
I fucking love you /b/ros

>>676511520
I love you to /b/rother.
You guys are my family.

>>676510814
>>676511335
>>676511123
because everyone itt is beta as fuck and puts their whole worth in what girl they are dating

(normal) guys get over girls quicker than girls get over guys, just not when a guys beta levels are over 9000

>>676511625
I never said I do it, I just said that is what's happening.

I left my relationship because she was controlling. I'm here to hear your stories.

>>676509697
Not any of the other anons, but I might just say would rather go on not knowing what could have been, or perhaps have that bit of closure and at least know whether there was something there?

Just a thought.

>>676511052
I don't know anon. But I care about you. I care about you so much more than you know. And you need to be reminded of that every time you go home. That someone cares

>>676511811
thats why though

i dont have a beta story that fits in this thread, i have 2 girls begging for my dick, one moving halfway across the country for it

she asked if i'll be able to pick her up at the airport and help her set up her apartment, i said probably not lol

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Here's to you, /b/ros.
I don't know what problems you have had, but you have kept me company for years.
You've kept me from suicide
Made me laugh
Made me forget pain just for a second, whether it be physical or mental anguish.
You will always be my brothers.
And I'm honored to hear your stories.

>>676511926
I would probably pull the "No Regrets" strategy if I still haven't done anything by senior year.

But knowing me, I will do something. I always do.

>>676510693
If you think it's the only way out sometimes it's better to not live, rather than live for everyone else

>>676512126
Okay. That's you. Unless you're samefagging, you aren't the only one in this thread.

>>676510693
You got a girl thats waited on you for 5 years, bros that have stayed with you and still want to build a motorcycle with you, and a future out of the shithole that is the military. Go to AA, spend time with your family. You don't understand what people would give up to be in your position with a girl that loves you and a family that cares for you. Life is good man, it may not seem like in now, but this could be a story people look back on and respect.
Im 23 and for years I was on the brink of suicide. Life is fine.

>>676512126
Not all of us are that lucky anon :(

>>676506487
I need to know what the voice message said!

>>676510546
read this in a thick russian accent
still made me feel

>>676512273
i only posted once before talking about betaness

>>676512368
you can be, its all a matter of how you act and what you do.

when i still didnt know shit and was beta and unsure, a girl left me. a few months later she had her bf drop her off at my house where i fucked her while he was calling her asking where she was. she lied and told him in class literally while i was fucking her, and he was paying rent while they were living together

you just have to not be beta and work out, its almost that simple

>>676512352
I go to AA and it's not easy. I won't be able to find a job bro. Can't support the love of my life. I'll give her all I can and go peacefully. She never asks for money I just know I can't go with her for her whole life

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>>676512352
I'll drink to that
Even if this is more what I feel like

>>676512664
Was it a dishonorable discharge?

>>676512647
But anon, I would never want to do that to another man.

While I may not want to be beta, I don't want to be selfish either.
If it's either being beta or a chad, I choose beta.

>>676512194
Same boat with ya /b/rother, kinda went with the "Fuck It" (see >>676511001 )
attitude with women in hs, never succeeded tbh but I'm glad I took action. Best of luck friend, good night, or good morning at this fucking point.

>>676512755
No it'll be an oth most likely. I'm still in right now.

>>676512842
i didnt do anything, its not like i mind controlled her

those were the choices she made, she did that.

and the spoiler alert - all women are like that. so you're gonna be one of the 2 guys in that situation. pick one

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>>676512647
I said I'm here to hear stories of my /b/ros.
I don't care how Alpha you are.
Women aren't a source of happiness for me, so whatever beta bullshit isn't going to get to me. My happiness comes from knowing that the people who are about me and vice versa are okay. That the people here are okay.
I'm also glad you're okay. If you don't mind, I'd like to listen to their stories.

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>It's 4 am
>I can't sleep
>Funny thing is I don't feel tired
>My legs don't feel exhausted
>My body dosent feel restless
>Yet I feel empty inside
>As if nothing matters
>My choices
>Decisions
>nothing
>I feel as life is just a race from point a to b
>full of Stacey's and chads
>and the only thing anyone can do in the end is die
>there's no stopping it
>you just have to.... Accept it
>now that I think of it
>you feel a lot when you're laying in bed

>>676513036
I refuse to believe all women are like that :(

I much rather be alone than with somebody that makes me feel alone.

>>676513320
Not all woman are like that. I have the best girl on this planet and she never does that to me. She's the sweetest kindest girl I've ever gotten to know. She's suicidal though and so am I so I know our time is limited. We make every moment with eachother count. Don't beleive all these guys. I promise you can find her. I got mine, plese get yours

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>>676513320
You're on the right path. 98% of women are like that. You'll find the one like Ella or Riley or Alice who'll stick with you. Just be happy with yourself while you're single, and when they see you're happy, they'll come.

>>676513320
Fuck off.
Not all women are like that just like there aren't exclusively Chads and Staceys.
Delusional.

>>676512888
Then you can get a job.
Listen man, and I know I don't have a lot of room to talk as our issues cannot be compared, but for near 6 years I was suicidal. I had no friends, I had no money, and the only dream I ever really had was gone. I grew apathetic and I threw away the rest of my potential. I had nothing. My family was broken and half of them really didn't even talk to me anymore.
6 years I mulled around in my depression, but at some point you need to realize that life is a fight. You can sit in this depressive state and you can just free yourself from it. But why? Life may be a walk through shit, but there are moments in which it is great, and I'm sure you have experienced those moments. If I had ended my life those years ago, given in to my weak state of being lost I would have lost out of experiences I wouldn't trade for the world. I still have shit days, but if you just fight through the shit I promise you things will someday be a better.
You are 20. You are young. You have people that are willing to go out of their way to be with you. Don't lose that because of a string of bad events.

that's for all of you, anons.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ofo2lv9-nVY

>>676512755
Other than honorable

>>676513855
Dishonorable discharges basically fuck you out of job opportunists for life, but they are pretty hard to get. Most times you have to deal drugs at minimum to get it. Otherwise you will usually get what is basically just being released without benefits.

>>676512883
Goodnight brother :)

>>676513676
Thanks anon I've just been really down lately. After the njp and having to deal with all of the things that happened. I'm just scared that I'll take down other people with me. I want to feel happy again. That's all I want. It's just been 3 months of tough times

>>676491348
Had a party and got stuck in a room with a girl I used to like eating face with some dude last night.

>>676513981
Yea bro sadly I know a lot about it. Like I can submit a dd-298 to boost my discharge from other than honorable (which isn't dishonorable) to a general discharge. It's all just a gamble right now that I'm not ready to take

>>676514261
Hey i get it man. Sometimes that fight just gets tough and it looks like its hopeless. But I promise you it isn't. And when you get through this one, things will be all that much easier when you face other issues.

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>>676514402
Why were you stuck>

>>676514484
Thank you anon. I have to get up in 6 hours so I have to go but I want you to know you made a difference in someone's life today. You made someone feel good about themselves even for a little. I feel better

>>676513203
The feels
>love you /b/ro

>>676513872
every fucking time :(

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>>676514484
This is the reason I drink to you guys on saturdays.

Even if we split ways, I'd like you to know every story I've heard, all the help, all the feelings have drastically changed my life. And I'm glad that I was here to hear them.

Hope you're doing better than I am.

I'd greentext but I'm way too lazy.
Anyway, just grew up in a lower class family who has struggled a lot and now that I'm older I'm trying to do my best to get out of this situation, to help my family. Mother is depressed, feeling like she let the family down but life happens and I'm still happy that we're here. She's also depressed because she can't work anymore. She really feels like a failure, but I'm going to do everything I can to show her the opposite.
I've been depressed for awhile and for the past month I just lie awake until for 4 am thinking. Always thinking. I'll never be good enough for anything. I'm just useless. I can sleep reality away but I can't run away from the thoughts in my head.

>>676515596
Good things come in time my friend. Keep waiting. Even for your mom, it's not too late. Do what you love to do, and have her support you. Just be happy man.

>>676507373
tfw had all that.

feelsgoodman

>>676515889
In time. It's what I tell myself to keep going. I usually just give up on everything but I try not to about this. I've been trying to be more positive about everything, it's going pretty well if I say so myself.

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I can stay up no longer.

Good night,/b/ros.

>>676516123
Keep it up.The harder you work into yourself, the happier you'll be and others will follow your lead.

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I keep saying "It'll be ok". But I'm sure its not going to end that way :(

>>676516286
I can attest, haha. Going to college made my brother want to and now he's going to try for his GED, since he dropped out, then apply for college.

>>676515596
Also, everyone is talking about relationship/girl problems. I'll just throw something in so I'm not left out; made my girlfriend hate me so she would break up with me because I didn't want to be the one to do it. I'm kind of an asshole.

I have also fallen for a girl who is a lesbian but I guess I deserve that.

>>676516612
It definitely won't end ok if you give up. Gotta take the hits, but keep moving forward. YOu're better than you think you are.

>>676492525
:((

>be me, 18
>relationship ended 2 years ago with the only person I've ever felt happy around
>was on and off for a year after that
>she is now engaged, lives five minutes away from my house
>thought I was over it, thought I had grown up in the year since the on and off stopped
>see her around, unavoidable but okay with it because was over it
>made the mistake of turning when she said my name one day
>invited me back to hers, fiancé out of town
>just sit talking to her, start feeling weird, realise I'm smiling more than I have in the whole past year within those five minutes
>oh fuck, I'm falling for her again
>try to shut it out, can't
>leave at some ridiculous time in the morning after talking about our lives and how much it has changed
>in that last year started a heavy drug habit and spent most of my time drunk just to stay numb
>MDMA drug of choice because can't help but be happy, when coming down just drink until I pass out for a day.
>get told by doctors I have atrial fibrillation and possibly HOCM, drug habits and alcohol is leading to my death
>no longer care, I'm only able to smile when I'm with her or too numb to feel anything other than the influence of drink or drugs

I realise I'm young and it seems stupid as fuck to be this caught up this early on and I feel stupid as fuck. I have a promising future if I didn't squander it. I just can't not feel this way.

Is any anon interested in talking on kik? Feels, interests, advice etc., let me know

>>676491348
holy fuck I took that screenshot
wow Ive been on 4chan for too long

>>676491602
thats terrible :( almost made me cry

>>676517354
Sure, what's your kik?

2am is for the poets who
can’t sleep, because their
minds are alive with words
for someone who’s not there.

For the alcoholics drinking
themselves into amnesia,
to forget some who left.

2am is not for the lovers
asleep in each other’s arms.
It is for the lonely.

The ones who are in love with the
loved, but are not loved in
return.

>>676517681
Fuckmethemonstersaid

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrZ4sMRYimw

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>>676492623
fu ckkk thissss

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>>676502305
i was still asleep when u wrote this man, maybe thats what u need, more sleep. All in all i think it would help you to relax, there is no solution in worrying over what you don't control. Try to be yourself if you like yourself, someone else probably does too, and fuck, if u hate yourself, maybe you should try to eliminate the negative elements in your life. "Not kill, but deal with".

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>>676518101

Anyone have that greentext about how this guy ended up marrying a homeless girl?

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>>676518175
00/07

>>676518202
Saw it but didn't save, sorry anon. Enjoy this comic instead.

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>>676518354
01/07

>>676518391
02/07

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>>676518421
Wow I'm a twat.

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>>676518467
03/07

>>676497674
oh hey, u were in the YLYL thread from a while ago, weren't you?

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>>676518505
04/07

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05/07

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06/07

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>>676518606
07/07