>>676333795
beta blockers do nothing.
I exercise a lot due to work.
Still have mini-panick attacks.

Halp.

>>676333795

How does one come to terms with one's own mortality?

>>676334017
Beta blockers are a large class of drugs; some of them are more selective, some are like a shotgun.

Which one are you on?

>>676334024
Oh jeez Anonymous, bringing out the big guns on the second question huh? Well, how about we make this a dialog.

Why are you afraid?

do you support the pharma industry? do you sell their products?

>>676334180
I'm a psychologist. Not a psychiatrist.
However, given the huge advancements in treatment with pharmaceuticals, and the drastic decrease in morbidity and mortality cause by antibiotics, antivirals, antiretrovirals, and antifungals, it isn't as if I hate the pharm industry.

>>676333795
Do you ever think about using you're knowledge in psychology to make Silent Hills..... Please.....

>>676334348
I don't have the license anonymous. Sorry.

You'll have to settle for replaying PT.

I really hate women who bitch about everything.
My new coworker is just some feminist bitch who nags all the time about her previous work.
I just want to stab het eyeballs with a fork.
I also hate all feminists who cry when i beat them lik i would beat a dude.
Do i have problems?

Whenever I'm hungover I get extreme bouts of anxiety and depression. How to deal?

>>676334512
Yes. Severe ones. Seek medical attention.

>>676334530
Stop drinking so much. It's unhealthy.

>>676333795
last night i woke up at around 4 pm panicking and having bad thoughts, i fell asleep 15 minutes after.

it's not the first time it happened.

is it a common thing, or i have to be worried about it?

I lashed out verbally to my girlfriend under the influence of a large amount of alcohol. She's off to work now and I have no idea what to do or say.

No cussing or yelling, but I was attempting to address my insecurities regarding a guy she's talking to and I was too confronting.

Guy in question is the guy that my ex of two years is into. Girlfriend is constantly comparing herself to ex, I have no idea how to handle it.

Ex pales when compared to new gf, have absolutely zero doubts whatsoever.

What do?

>>676334593
I know but it helps (temporarily). :(

I have been diagnosed with clinical depression for a while and have been on and off Prozac. right now im off Prozac on my doctors recommendation. I dont think i can rely on medication forever because i feel like im right where i started once im off it, the main issues that i have to deal with are procrastination, lack of motivation and generally being irritable and dwelling on things most of the time any idea what i can do to change my predicament?

Know anything bout sleep paralysis, been getting that daily for the past couple days, mixed with a nightmare

>>676334149

I feel like the human lifespan is far too short to be able to experience enough in order to peacefully let go.

I regret not being able to witness where humanity will be in 150 years.

>>676334649
No it doesn't. All it does is hurt you.

>>676334652
Ask about adderall; ADHD is common in those who are depressed.

>>676334620
Apologize, you idiot! Explain why you were insecure, and address it!

Or you'll lose her.

>>676334620
Oh, and I feel like utter crap and regret nearly every word. I am having trouble coping.

>>676333795
Are you still depressed?

>>676334530
Find a hobby you love. It's what I do if I get really fucking anxious out of nowhere.
For me, I paint warhammer. Helps me take my mind off things.

>>676334749
The average human life span now is far longer than it ever was; the people in Rome and Greece thinking the same thing as you were equally as wrong.

Everyone gets one life time. No more no less.

>>676334782
So make it up to her. The best way to get rid of guilt is to confess and make reparations

>>676334745
Yes, try to wiggle your toes or fingers; it tends to be the best chance to wake up.

>>676334859
Yes

>>676333795
Sorry but passing high school psych 101 doesn't make you a psychologist. Back to the kitchen please girly

Why do my eyes water when I look at somebody in the street?

>>676334920
Thank you. I will try to figure out what to say to her.

>>676333795
I think I'm a psychopath. I steal prescription drugs from people and I honestly don't feel anything when I do. I put on a fake smile wherever I go and everyone I meet absolutely loves me, but I wouldn't shed a tear if they died. In fact, I often wish I could get away with killing them.

>>676333795
I've been Jerking off to tranny porn for over 15 years. But I dontdon't consider myself gay.... Am I gay?

>>676334942
....but 101 programs imply college. Yet you said high school. This is a whole mixed up mash up of problems dude.

>>676334959
I have no clue. Can you elaborate?

>>676335046
Go forth, and take back what is yours, Anonymous!

>>676335067
Yes, that is ASPD. Seek medical attention.

>>676335082
Somewhat. Probably 25% gay, 75% straight.

What do i have to look out for in order to get a diagnosis on ADHD and how will the medication affect me?

>>676334920
That sucks. Want to go out to dinner sometime?

>>676334920
Oh i can wake myself up from sleep paralysis, is it stress induced?

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>>676333795
1) How do I know if I'm autistic to any degree?
2) I'm at least partially face-blind. Is it possible that this one time I fell when I was like 3 y/o straight on the back of my head from about 3 ft or so, that I damaged my occipital lobe, and that's why? Or was I more likely born with it, but since I have limited memories before 3, I just don't have enough to compare?
3b) Can occipital lobe damage damage links to facial processing?
3) What are your thoughts on ASMR? Do you feel it's a form of synesthesia or related to empathy as suggested by researchers studying Bonobo monkeys?

My mind can't manifest itself

I recently got horrible anxiety over the weekend cause of an dental implant I got that looks horrible.

Doc put me on propranolol 60 mgs and I took it for two days but made me feel worse. Is it safe to take my adderall this morning?

>>676334749
dis

Its my birthday today, ill be alone and also broke with girlfriend today, so.. how are you going to help me? got some bullets?

>>676333795
I suffer from a crippling depression and lack of self worth. Any materials like books or guides to deal with this shit myself you can recommend?

>>676334605
so, am i too serious to be dealt with?

I have to go to a memorial service this week. The problem is I feel really awkward dealing with grieving or depressed people. For some reason I can't relate to them or empathize at all. I'm not an asshole or edgy teenager either just really bad in those situations. There's not even a question in this mess. Help?

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>>676335177
>>676334920
Oooo, do you instead know how to INDUCE sleep paralysis most efficiently?
Not guy you talked to, I'm the Cirno guy.

will you marry me

>>676335143
For your response to >>676335067
I don't want to seek help. I enjoy being this way.

>>676333795
I don't feel like doing anything these days and I have 0 motivation, what do?

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>>676335177
typo: 2b*

How is your suicidal thoughts going OP? Been feeling better?

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I just don't fucking get it /b/

> I have a 3.8 GPA at a top 15 school
> I'm a Division I athlete
> I'm jacked/cut as shit and have at least a 9/10 body
> Fairly wealthy with multiple internship experiences
> I'm white

Life is just unfair I hate myself so much. I'm 21 and have never had a girlfriend. I've only had sex 3 times in my life. One girl I've fucked twice in the past ~6 weeks but she takes hours or even days to respond to my texts. I want to turn her into a girlfriend but she just texted me a few hours ago saying "I'm allowed to fuck other girls" after I commented that we haven't seen each other in a while. Obviously this is a FWB situation at the most and I'll never be able to turn her into a girlfriend.

I take active steps to get laid more and it never works. I never hook up with drunk sluts at parties. I just got stood up after driving 2 hours round trip to meet up with a girl on Tinder who wasn't even that attractive in her photos.

I don't know what more I can do. I've had depression for 5+ years and spent years of my life trying to turn it around but I'm still just as depressed as I was in high school. I think about suicide every fucking hour. My antidepressants don't do anything for me and I just want to kill myself. If it wasn't for my parents I'd have already killed myself years ago.

I don't think I'll ever get a girlfriend /b/. I don't think I'll ever be a father. I don't think I'll ever have anyone other than my parents truly love me.

>>676335173
Ehhh? Are you hitting on me?

>>676335175
It can be!

>>676335217
Not sure what that means.

>>676335218
It shouldn't be a problem; didn't your doctor know you were taking adderall?

>>676335233
How would bullets help? Skeet shooting isn't effective against loneliness.

>>676335271
No. See a doctor.

>>676335331
That's just how some people deal with pain and grief; there's nothing to be done. Deal with it in your own way, Anonymous.

>>676335369
N...no. Who would want that?

>>676335412
Do it anyway. It's bad and leads to SIGNIFICANT reductions in life expectancy.

>>676335143
Not all the time but if I make eye contact with someone my eyes will water up like I'm going to cry. I don't know why this keeps happening. Also happens when having a friendly conversation with the boss

>>676335414
Motivation is not something you use to do things; it's what you get WHEN you do things.

Start small; do something easy and trivial. Work your way up from there.

>>676335547
Not really.

>>676335067
>I think I'm a psychopath
Self diagnosed confirmed
Colossal faggot also confirmed

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>>676335572
>N...no. Who would want that?
Lucid dreams and Astral Projections. Why else?

>>676333795
i realy need help
do you know anythink about dr/dp?
greez

>>676335589
Have you asked a doctor? Sounds like an extreme form of social anxiety.

>>676335668
He could have ASPD. He needs to see a doctor.

>>676335719
Astral projection isn't real.
Lucid dreams are not spawned by sleep paralysis.

>>676335741
I do, but developmental psych wasn't my specialty (though I did take it).

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>>676335719
Oh.... 'Who'. I saw "Why would you"

Um... lucid dreamers and Astral Projectors.

>>676335572
Sure. I really just appreciate your interest in helping others in similar situations to yourself. Figured that it, if you're in any place I travel to, then I'd buy ya dinner.

Why cant i eat but im not hungry
And why cant i sleep but im not tired

>>676335572
>>676335412
I've always known I was broken goods, I don't care if I die young. Better for the rest of the planet if I die before I become a serial killer or worse.

>>676334920

While I appreciate that with advancement of medicine and technology human lifespans are continuing to increase, it doesn't help me with accepting the fact that at some point I will cease to exist and there's nothing I can do about it.

I do not believe in a grand master plan of a heavenly afterlife. I don't have that delusion to comfort me, hence this one life is so precious to me and why I'm sad it's so comparatively short.

>>676335843
>>676335741
so how does i stop dat?
i smoked much weed last year. december i got this
its much better cause i quit smoking weed and stop drinking alcohol. but life is so boring without drugs..
greez

>>676334920

What are you doing about your depression?

If a psychologist is depressed, what hope is there for the rest of us?

>>676333795
What makes life worth living according to you?

>>676335331
nobody feels comfortable at a funeral I think you have autism if anything

>>676335843
I have been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder yes but never brought this symptom up.

Im lazy got talent & do nothing

>>676335668
I said think, not "hey doc I'm a psychopath." You might actually be retarded, I think you're the one who should see a doctor, friend.

>>676333795
Do you believe in the notion that supporters of the Republican party actually have mental problems. There's been a significant amount of studies done to show/prove that people with a lower IQ on average vote republican.

>>676335067
dont seek medical attention. they will label you a sociopath and u have to wear that forever. just dont kill any people and u are fine.

>>676333795
Please tell me how to deal with conversion disorder. The horrible symptoms have been happening for a year and they found out what actually is a month ago.

I've come to recognise that because of dominant females in my upbringing, I have ongoing urges to seek the approval of female authority figures in the workplace. Having recognised it, what can I do to tone it down? Not actually affecting my performance, but I do feel self conscious about it.

>>676333795
I am severely depressed because my gf leave 8 months ago, yeah Im fucking stupid, but I dont know what can I do besides go out with my friends, sports etc, that doesnt works for me.

>>676335875
No thank you. But I appreciate the offer.

>>676335885
Can you rephrase that?

>>676335893
So you have no hope at all? What a sad existence, anonymous *hugs*

>>676335971
It's not short. Like I said, it's one life time.

>>676335998
Stop smoking weed and stop drinking.
If you think the world is boring, read a book.

>>676336007
A lot more hope then for me.

>>676336116
What do you mean "make"? You make life worth living Anonymous, not some abstract concept or a person on the internet.

Ask that question in the mirror next time, and when you find the answer, go do that.

>>676336206
Then do so, you dolt! Your doctor needs to know!

>>676336218
That's not a question.

>>676336251
Lower IQ doesn't necessarily mean mental problems; a lot of the republicans are older, and therefore have not been trained as much towards IQ tests and towards certain forms of problem solving.

See the Flynn effect.

>>676336305
No, because sociopath is not a diagnosis.

>>676333795
I somehow unknowingly ruin every relationship I'm in, I've never had sex with a girl I was dating, but only girls I was not dating, and I find most girls to be cheats or whores. Is this normal for someone, and should I try to ignore these thoughts? Why does it seem I can only get into the pants of girls I'm not dating, some have even had a boyfriend to the side even.

Feminism also pisses me off to no end, as I always see the points of girls wanting equality and then some, where it has its solid points, it always seems to go a little if not a ways overboard.

I'm also obsessed with decapitation shows/movies, and the idea of torture makes my mind race.

I refuse medical treatment, I find having to rely on medication to be a weakness instead of pushing oneself. Please do not tell me to get medical help.

>>676335549
not OP, but you should stop trying and focusing on getting a girlfriend so hard, focus on your work, social life, friends, hell, life in general. Along with life, friends will come, and among friends, girls too. just talk and hang out with girls, don't try to force moves or anything, just being yourself is good enough, if you're meant to be, thing will click and you'll get together, if not, don't try and force it.

>>676336309
You should ask your doctor or specialist about that; I don't have much experience there.

>>676336311
Be mindful of it, but also be willing to let it go. After all, it isn't like it hurts anyone, but also, if you keep it in mind and make a concerted effort, after about ten weeks, it'll stick.

>>676336375
Go to a doctor? Or get a new girlfriend.

But more than that, depression over relationships can last up to 2 years, so don't fret; this is normal.

I have anger issues and hurt people who loves me. Any help

>>676334605
Wtf are you doing sleeping at 4pm?Maybe that's why you have fucking problems..

>>676336224
You love the though of you being a psychopath don't you faggot
Really gets you going doesn't it
>Godamn am I a psychopath
>Watch out for my dark side

>>676336417
The fact you view women as whores for having sex is what you need to change.

Oh, and get medical help; you need it, weakling. Anyone who looks down on those who need help seeking it is weaker than any of those people seeking it.

Why does stuff like this turn me on?

>I would turn myself into a girl. I would then Have urge to poop go into the public bathroom. Sit down start to pee, all while getting ready to push. I hear some commotion outside, but think nothing of it due to having to poop real bad. I start to get half of it out when I hear a loud noise of the wall outside caving in. I look up, and see a Ceratosaurus looking over my stall. I freeze not knowing what to do, but knowing I'm fucked. The Ceratosaurus roars, and launches his jaw toward me. I scream, while he crunches down on me holding me right below my tits. He yanks me up swinging me back and forth. All while my I'm still shitting. At this point its landing everywhere, and I start to have diarrhea to. He then throws me to the other side of the room. I'm bleeding profusely at this point, and in alot of pain. I start to crawl toward the door, pants, and panties, still around my ankles. He catches me though, and steps on me as to not allow me to escape. I scream as he starts to eat my pussy and anus, as most predators to as it is the natural soft spot of the body. I then start to fade away as I finally die.

Does smoking cause depression?

I notice that when I stop smoking I feel more hopeful about life, but I get so bored (not depressed) at night I have to have a smoke.

Thoughts?

>>676333795
Whenever i remember something bad = screaming and punching myself.
Am i gonna be crazy?

>>676336382
That's unfortunate, may I ask why not? We'd have fun! Skee-ball and/or adult go-karts

>>676336382

You're not very good at this psychology thing, OP.

Are you actually a certified practitioner or just another teen that took one crappy course in college and thinks they're an expert?

>>676336564
Yeah, go to anger management and talk to your doctor. We have treatment for this.

I would recommend not venting or hitting pillows or anything like that though; expressing anger tends to cause it to increase. I would try to redirect it into meaningful hobbies. Maybe woodshopping or something!

>>676336692
Because you have a fetish. Everyone does.

>>676336739
If you are bored that life is nice again, I don't know what to tell you. You are just wrong.

>>676336763
Can you rephrase that?

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>>676333795
I have severe depression. I lapsed on my health insurance and I can no longer get my normal medication of sertraline. I'm also an avid pothead but have not smoked much at all for a few months. I keep hearing that Marijuana actually makes me even more depressed and negates any benefits my meds give. Is this true? Is it at all possible to change my meds up so that I can have marijuana instead? I'm not a big fan of pills of any kind, I don't even take tylenol for aches and pains or excedrine for headaches, I usually just let the pain ride itself out,

>>676336382
When you hug an antisocial person, you're not getting through to them. They only hug you back so that you think you're making progress. It's a form of manipulation.

>>676336430

It's much easier said than done. I'm already nearing the end of my youth and prime looks. Pretty soon I'll be 30 with no relationship experience whatsoever and my life will be over.

I've already decided if I graduate college next year without ever having a girlfriend I will kill myself then.

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>>676333795
>i think my psychiatrist gas-lighted me many of them

>>676336382
>antisocial personality disorder
are u happy now bitch

>>676333795
Are you female, if so, tits please.

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ITT: A bunch of edgy faggots trying to mask their edginess as a legitimate psychological illness

Kill yourselves, every last one of you.
GET OUTTA MY /B/

>>676336692
Fuck off faggot

>>676336780
*laughs softly* Historically, meeting people on /b/ has been a poor choice for me.

>>676336823
It definitely does, and no, you have to give up the pot. It's bad for your lungs and brain anyway.

Also, you aren't a fan of pills but you instead use an unlicensed drug dug up from the ground and combusted into severely damaging particles that you then inhale?

Good logic man.

>>676336843
Actually, pressure is effective for even those with ASPD.

>>676333795
Sounds like you're feeling better today!
happy monday!

>>676336628
Are you trying to have a row with me, daddy-o? Do you go on the Internet to provoke people? Let's talk about how your father molested you and how your actions are an unhealthy way to get back at him.

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>>676335843
>Astral projection isn't real.
I didn't come here for a debate about spiritualism.
I'll end that part of the conversation with 3 quick notes, and that's it:
1) Yes it is, I've done it, confirmed, about 2 times, with Remote Viewing results.
2) Whether or not you have a spiritual viewpoint on the issue, Orch OR has been mostly confirmed, and so has Consciousness Morphic Fields (Hammerof; Sheldrake)
http://phys.org/news/2014-01-discovery-quantum-vibrations-microtubules-corroborates.html
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JnA8GUtXpXY&list=PLQbq5VCCYTq1N82-EhVOhl4EuxTqOyFMQ&index=2
3) As per the qubits, and the fact that you can change a conscious function by inducing external quantum vibrations, it therefore reasons that the reverse can happen. It has absolutely nothing to do with spiritualism, if you want to go that way. Consciousness is simply interception of quantum packets, and it can chain to receive further or to alter flow (AP, Telepathy, Telekinesis, etc.)
>And example of how machines much less powerful than the brain can force telepathy through flux generating quantum entanglement:
http://jcer.com/index.php/jcj/article/view/99/101
>Lucid dreams are not spawned by sleep paralysis.
No, but they can be more easily induced by sleep paralysis

Now, as per my original request, do you know any way to cause sleep paralysis at all?
Or what chemicals are responsible for it?

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Okay, so last week I got subscribed to Ritalin. It works like a charm, but I did not use it for 4 days, because my doctor said I should only use it when I need it, like if I have school. But last night I think I had a psychotic episode. I heard voices in my head and shit and got fucking scared. My family does have a history of Schizofrenia and I know methylphenidate can cause psychotic episodes. Is this only because I knew the risks and it thought it would happen and it was a placebo-effect, or what?

>>676333795
Were you too fucking stupid for med school, but still wanted to get called "Dr."?

>>676336821
Thanks OP

>>676337127
Sleep deprivation would explain that.

>>676333795
Why dont you do something useful instead and show us your tits?

>>676336382
As a response to the low IQ/republican vote, you may find this article fascinating. My mother has a PhD in psychology and enjoyed the read, even though it has a terrible title:

http://reverbpress.com/politics/proof-republicans-are-stupid/

>>676337091
Sleep paralysis is shit dude
Why would you want to go through it

>>676334605
4am is the devils hour

>>676336904
Nothing wrong with having ASPD.

>>676336990
I don't see more than two people doing that.

>>676337054
Happy Monday Anonymous.

>>676337091
Yeah, except no. No studies of Astral Projection hold up to scientific inquiry. If you think you can do it, please submit to double blind tests.

Also, I know a bit of physics (having taken some electives), and qubits decay very very quickly; any attempt to verify anything you've just said has failed miserably.

Moving on.

>>676337127
No, that's definitely because you took it; amphetamines do that all the time.

Tell your doctor NOW; it may be sleep deprivation and stress, it may be your latent schizophrenia. Only he or she can figure that out.

>>676337228
My pleasure.


>>676337275
Sure, I'll give it a look.

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>>676337091
And, do you have any input about my other questions if you don't wanna continue with this?

:
>>676335177

>>676337243
That could be possible, I didn't het a lot of sleep last week, maybe 5 hours a night. So thanks I guess. But that psychotic episode was real then?

>>676336382
Have no appetite, and never eat. But i work all day and still dont feel hungry.

I dont get tired and cant fall asleep. But even after working i feel fine.

Its like i just dont need food or sleep anymore. But somethin feels wrong about that.

Ever heard of Gert Postel? Faggot.

How can i forget bad memories? Its killing me

>>676337429
Newfag

Is there a mental disease or medical term than can be directly linked to the symptom of chronic loneliness? What I mean is, I sometimes have bouts of feeling completely alone, no matter what state i'm in socially. It's happened to me when i've been in relationships, been on good terms with everyone, and even once I was sleeping next to my former partner

>>676337437
Brain transplant

>>676337033
Oh hah, well I can't say the same. Most of the people have been awesome, even the intense ones (in their own way).

What happened? Anything funny-in-hindsight? My throw away is [email protected]. It'd be fun to chat.

Why is cuck porn so popular? Why is mass immigration and miscegenation being promoted in the media and by politicians? Why do white people feel guilty?

>>676337437
No it isn't. You can't forget; you need to embrace and deal with your memories.

>>676337521
Yes, depression. Often presents as social isolation or loneliness.

>>676337408
Have you talked to a doctor? Could be genetic.

>>676337551
That wouldn't work.

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>>676337342
>and qubits decay very very quickly; any attempt to verify anything you've just said has failed miserably.
Except scientists have recently been able to uncollapse partially-collapsed particles.
http://phys.org/news/2013-11-physicists-uncollapse-partially-collapsed-qubit.html

>>676333795
i sometimes hear voices like someone told something and i ask "what was that?" but nobody said a thing
also some weird muscle twitches, might that have come from taking mdma?

>>676337091
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Orchestrated_objective_reduction#Decoherence_in_living_organisms

Yeah, your entire fucking statement is pseudoscience. Stop peddling that shit.

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>>676337636
>>676337346
And regardless, can you at least answer one of these more pressing concerns..?

>>676335143
What are important things to reflect on in an apology? I don't want to be the classic "I can't believe he didn't understand X"-type of person that girls sometimes refer to.

>>676333795

I have temporal and parietal brain lesions. No diagnosis, tests all negative. I also have trouble
with motivation / losing energy after working a very short while.

Could the two things above be related? Is there anything I can do? Thus far, only shitty,
disconnected Canadian health care has tried to fix me.

>>676337688
Go to a church you got devil in you

>>676333795
As a grown man, whenever a figure of authority yells at me or is disappointed in me in any way, I can't help but break down and cry. It's incredibly embarrassing and I can't explain it

>>676336642
So should I dodge sex entirely, or should I attempt to flip my game so I'm not sleeping with girls I'm not dating, and am sleeping with ones I am dating. How should I go about this sort of thing? It would be a mindset leading me to be incapable of getting with a girl I'm dating while I've found girls I wasn't dating to be easy would it not? I do actually desire a stable relationship.

I severely dislike meds, and will farther push away the argument of using them. I do not wish for my body to have to rely on something, I would prefer to figure out how to handle everything on my own. I just desire to know how normal or abnormal some of my thoughts are, such as enjoying torture in concept.

>>676337617
Nope. Isnt genetic. My father is very heathy with his diet and sleep patterns. My mother would be too if she wasnt coked out or drinking all the time.

Family health overall is actually above average except for my younger sister.

>>676337857
Stay home

>>676337803
haha nah man it's not the crazy kind of voices, just some sounds you thought you'd heard a buddy say or something

>>676337617
Huh, nice to have that kind of peace of mind. Would you recommend I do something about it? I've been told on several occasions that getting diagnosed with depression on record can be detrimental to accessing some career paths, and though It's painful, I'd rather live with the occasional suffering than have that weight on my back

>>676337636
Which has nothing to do with anything; they still collapse without constant observation. This isn't new, and it doesn't lead us any closer to quantum computation.

As noted here:
>>676337707

This does not lead to what you think it leads to, and also it has been disproven over and over:
http://www.cell.com/cell/abstract/S0092-8674(06)01599-6
http://jcb.rupress.org/content/127/6/1965

I'm not arguing with you; you are simply wrong.

>>676337688
Yes. Stop taking it; it's neurotoxic.

>>676337785
Please elaborate.

>>676337794
Yes, absolutely. No, you can't really do anything abotu a legion.

>>676337903
Hm. Then maybe a toxin? Where do you work?

>>676333795
I know what is wrong with me perfectly. You can say that I know myself very well. I tried really hard to improve myself, only to find that I never really did. I may have changed a bit, but I never improved. I know this is a little bit vague, but I was pretty suicidal for a few months knowing that I will stay as myself no matter what I do. Any tips on making compromises and liking myself?

>>676337863
What you should do is change your perspective and stop viewing women as whores.

Your body already relies on food, oxygen, water, etc etc. Your preferences are fucking stupid. Change them.

>>676333795
i have a girlfriend for the past 3 and a half years. she's a very loyal girl,hard working and honest. she has anger issues though and she is very career oriented.She told me she wants to get a master's in another continent 2 years down the line.After she said that i instantly felt different about our relationship and im chatting up girls and i made out with an ex.whats wrong with me? my heart would be shattered to pieces if we broke up and im certain i wont find a girl as loyal as her in the future yet im talking to other girls and i feel like something is wrong

>>676337949
You got it, chief.

>>676336382

A lifetime to one person can be as little as 5 years while 110 to another.

Telling me "hurr durr it's not short" is in no way helpful nor comforting.

>>676338035
>Yes. Stop taking it; it's neurotoxic.
well fuck
i always react to all kinds of drugs pretty hard, guess i'll leave that then

>>676337342
So if I do go to my doctor and it turns out to be Schizofrenia, what are the consequences and what can I expect from it. Pure curiosity.

Last week I actually slept only 4/5 hours a night instead of the usual 8/9, because of finals. And our local mean time changed. So it could be bad timing. But is this going to happen again?

>>676336854
are you fucking kidding me? man the fuck up anon, life is in your hands, all of your choices will end up on you. it's really not that hard to talk to girls, and that's just what it is, talking, if you can hold a conversation and you're not a sperglord, you're gonna do fine, now go out there and enjoy life, be an optimist.

>>676338035
>it's neurotoxic
How's mdma neurotoxic?

i usually act like a cool guy in the company of my friends, but when i come home, i jerk off to scat and gore. i feel like some people should die, and if i had the chance to kill them without any evidence i would. am i a psychopath? real talk though

>>676338035
I work in liquids production. Mostly vitamins, dietary supplements, energy drinks.

All of our ingredients are organic or natural though.

I do most of the technical shit with the machines and most of the heavy lifting.

Ive had this job for 4 years but this issue only came up december 2015.

>>676338035
Females, at times, say things like "I can't believe he's missing X", I'm essentially asking how to formulate the apology properly, or alternatively, to show you what I have and have you tell me if it's okay.

I don't want to fuck this up.

>>676333795
I have a friend who says that she is fat even though she literally is the next skeletal. Anorexia or whatever. How do I get that shit out of her head?

>>676338174

You've obviously never had depression or anxiety. It's very hard to hold a conversation when you're under constant belief that the person you're talking to is going to / already does hate you.

Explain why life is worth living for a father in 2016

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>>676333795
>26 year old NEET virgin
>College dropout (computer science)
>Fat fetish (weight gain/stuffing) since I was a kid that I finally want to stop
>Every relationship I have been in has been toxic on both ends and generally with girls who have daddy issues
>Only decent girls in my life I pushed away instead of pursuing
>Pretty sure I'm NEET cause overall I'm ashamed of myself and would rather not have people put up with me

>>676338272
You need Jesus. Start going to church

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>>676337707
>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Orchestrated_objective_reduction#Decoherence_in_living_organisms
The physics article was from Jan 2014. This Wikipedia page has had that same section, basically unmodified since before that article came out.
More importantly, the page contains nothing related to that article at all, and therefore doesn't have any record of the recent study.

>>676337991
Unless you are in a third world country, no. Having a diagnosis of depression cannot prevent you from getting a job; that's illegal as fuck.

>>676338037
Seems you are interpreting your improvements as mere changes; stop doing that.

>>676338108
Isn't that obvious? She's going to leave so you want a back up.

>>676338140
Okay? It is helpful and it is comforting. You just aren't willing to give up on your dreams of immortality. Do that.

>>676338153
Did you not even google it?!

>>676338165
You can expect to get some medications to help.

>>676338180
It causes serotonin depletion, as shown by several fMRI studies, which doesn't recover for about a month and is known to be neurotoxic.

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>>676336628
Hahaha yeah, "psychopath" dude is massive faggot.

>>676338388
>It causes serotonin depletion, as shown by several fMRI studies, which doesn't recover for about a month and is known to be neurotoxic.
So it should be ok to take mdma like every 3 months or so?

>>676338365
nigga please

>>676338388
>Isn't that obvious? She's going to leave so you want a back up.
you're right,i want a backup.but no,it wasnt obvious to me.thanks for clearing that out

>>676338361
Want to to die Neet virgin?

>>676338388
>Did you not even google it?!
of course i did, but just had a suspicion and didn't know it actually comes from that stuff

>>676333795
My girlfriend was in an emotionally abusive relationship 4 years ago and only started to recover last year. In the last 6 months she's started acting different, like everything I'm doing is wrong and like I'm a huge dick for disagreeing with her, for about two months she was lying about everything too. When she acts mad she doesn't seem to realize she's doing it and when I call her out for it she begs for forgiveness and breaks down crying for hours until I give up because she won't leave. Is this related to her being abused, is there something I can do to get her help, or should I just give up?
Sorry for the long post, thanks for your help.

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>>676338276
Could easily be that; a lot of dietary supplements come from plants that can be toxic. Do you do anything with ginger?

>>676338272
Yes. ASPD. Seek medical attention.

>>676338288
How about just fucking telling him what X is? Just tell him what your problem with his actions is. And then fix it.

>>676338366
The physics article already has several articles discounting it. So gg.

Alright, time to go to work.
See you all at 7:30PM tonight.

With love.

>>676337991
>>676338388
Great. What's the best course of action for me, then? Find a way to get something specific prescribed? Hit me up, doc, how can I get my shit straight?

>>676333795
how I make sad go away?

>>676333795
Bumping this, so whenever I hold anything sharp I kinda really really want to stab someone. That's not the only thing either, when I meet people I feel like I want to beat them. It's not just thinking about it, it's an urge that I kinda suppress. I've never gone through with it but I'm worried.

>>676338487
Praise the lord & you will be saved being psychopath

>>676338622
Netflix & chill

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>>676338577
Name one...
one single article discounting it.
with link.

>>676338827
>Science hasn't disproven magical space pinàta
brb founding a religion

>>676338325
you're right, i've never had depression, i have had anxiety, but not when it comes to being social, look, why would you be scared of the person hating you when you haven't even talked to the person yet? if at all, maybe first you should get to know the person to even see if he/she will like/dislike you. don't ever hold yourself down and assure yourself that you can't make friends without being afraid of them hating you. if i can do it, why can't you? hell, i'm a lot younger than you and i have accepted that not everyone will like being your friend. don't underestimate yourself, anon.

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>>676336251
Holy fuck I actually think you're serious...

>>676338577
Rarely and I usually dont do the production of that product, just bottling which means i make 0 contact with the liquid itsself. Not to mention im usely wearing nitrile gloves and a mask while in production.

Also none of my coworkers exposed to the same materials are having issues

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>>676338577
okay i know ASPD is connected to aggression, but let's say i'm not that agresive. is there still something wrong with me?

>>676338388

Again, you trying to tell me your words are helpful and comforting won't make them so. That is extremely poor reasoning. In fact, there is no reasoning at all.

"You just aren't willing to give up on your dreams of immortality."

Duh. That's the whole point of my initial question. I asked HOW and you're giving me advice in the form of a Nike slogan.

Why doesn't my mother care about me, my siblings, or my nieces and nephews?

>>676336739
Start smoking weed in place

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>>676338989
You really gotta love these people...
Funny as shit.

Can offer so much crap but no proof. It's actually funny how religious and/or spiritual groups actually have more proof than these assholes.

Furthermore, I got absolutely ZERO of my questions answered. Only an argument about Quantum Consciousness, and I was the only one providing ANY form of source material still relevant...

>>676333795
Is it normal to have very fucked fetish ?

>>676339054
Cont. to add context im 6'3" and weighed 210lb in december. Im the guy who used to order 2 plates of food when we all went to eat after work. Every meal was like that

Down to 186 as of 2 weeks ago and I eat half a plate a day now.

>>676339247
Because you're all terrible and make her want to die.

is it hard to get meds for anxiety?

>>676339341
What's the fetish anon?

>>676333795
I've recently realised to move ahead in life I need to let go of my past failures.
What's the best way to do that, and to focus on the future?

>>676339326
Sadly, it's because we live in a world where people will only believe what you can show them, physically, with proof in the form of 'here, let me show you astral projection working without any strings, smoke or mirrors'

Last few times I smoked weed I got these wierd feelings in my head that feel like a complete drop in the head for half a second at a time happening randomly with 10 to 90 second intervalls.

Sometimes it feels like I get a random FPS drop, like skipping frames in a game...
It's not anything that causes any problem, but I would like to know what it is.


I'm diagnosed as depressed, I take venlafaxine max dose err day.

>>676339414
Depends on where you live. In the Bible Belt, good fucking luck. West coast? Those doctors will give you anything. And if you're not in America, just go to any drug store and purchase legal narcotics whenever you want.

I care more about what I am good at to show off than what I actually present myself. Even if they don't care.

>>676333795
What do you think of tulpas?

>>676333795
Does psychosis go away?

>>676339692
Over time I mean.

>>676333795
In school for psychology. What's the best route to do this? Where did you school?

>>676339585
I don't think that was weed m8... Friend had basically the same symptoms when he was tricked into smoking spice.

>>676339475
Bestiality /Gore and some other stuff like that

>>676339805
It's definitely weed. 100% sure.

>>676339737
Protip: don't major in psychology. You won't be able to afford to eat

>>676333795
Been going to therapy on and off for a a couple months for trauma in the past. I feel like it helps but it seems to not be giving the results I am looking for. I exercise and my diet is stable. I just wonder if there is another option for dealing with panic attacks.

>>676338336
Protip - evolution = extinction. Depression and the feeling of no future existing for your children is the first warning that our species is completely fucked. Minorities feel like everything is great because they have something other than being poor to look forward to. Life looks great when the only place you have to go is up. For the rest of us we know our kids are facing a poorer quality of life than we lived and our parents lived, thus until we can find a way to get the fuck off this planet we are now facing extinction. Sorry to tell all you cum soaked teenagers.

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Jesus christ, you are all a bunch of pussies.

>>676333795
I want to take a homeless man into my house and pamper him and clean him up and all I ask in payment is for him to cuddle with me and maybe fuck me too.

Is there anything wrong with me?

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>>676339582
Eh, I wouldn't say that. They still usually try to find some theoretical way in which you were pulling some shit behind the scenes. They don't even believe what you show them, such as articles from physics sites, Google Tech Talks videos with scientists on their controlled experiments, validated information of any kind, actual first-hand proof. They always say it's a lie.

It doesn't even make logical sense that it's a lie because all reality is a collapse state affected by other collapse states, and Consciousness, being a form of energy, whether it originated outside the brain and is detected by it or originated in the brain and then becomes coherent energy, has a direct effect on other quantum flux and collapse states simply by being there.

You can NOT have an event without a collapse, and by combining different states pre-processing observations, you increase the probabilistic chance that a specified collapse occurs.

In fact, this approach validates any and every religion, because a large enough group of pre-observers expecting an outcome generate a quantum flux state that would result in that much more of a chance an event might happen.
So, a miracle at a congregation is actually feasible because synchronized quantum fluxes can generate that outcome. Even if each causes only a few electrons to slip off the normal path, it's programmatic collapse.

Help me out OP, I can't stand my medication so I've stopped taking it.
Currently, I'm to be taking Risperidone 2mg. However, it I take it day after day, it'll get to the point where I feel so flat, I am unable to feel any sort of emotion. Laughing at somebody's joke is too much of a mission and I end up having to isolate myself because any response that requires emotion is too tedious. It makes me feel so anxious as a result and don't understand how this medication is meant to be helping me at all. It just stops me from being a person and I just end up being... BLAH. I don't know, just not a human being. Just BLAH. Unable to respond emotionally. You don't understand what it's like, having all your emotions stripped away from you and just having to wait it out, not taking your meds until you get them back. All you want to do is solitary shit because you don't have to show engage in anything that involves conveying any form of emotion because it's just too tedious.
What do I do OP. Do I just stop taking my meds in general?

>>676338567
>>676339026
Not bait, an honest to god curiosity question. This article that I've run past my mother (who has a PhD in Psychology) found it an interesting read with good resources, and I just wanted a second opinion.

http://reverbpress.com/politics/proof-republicans-are-stupid/

>>676340269
Considerthefollowing.jpg

95% of people on planet earth don't understand your view because they're not educated enough to understand synchronised quantum fluxes.

I sure know I don't.

Take what you will from this, i'm just sticking to my view of the world because it helps me sleep at night, so i'm not gonna bash your view anymore than some lousy shitposting. Because shitposting is funny. This is a universal law.

>>676340452
Fucking deal with being awkward and uncomfortable and get on with life. You're going to have to deal with actual problems over the course of your life that will make the petty shit you concern yourself with now seem like the meaningless shit it is.

Fuck me I hate teenager angst and fake problems. I delt with worse shit without medication and turned into an adult as a result.

>>676333795
Serious question, how do I cope with the lack of meaning in my life? I am socially retarded, and had no significant social interaction in the past few months. I'm also a virgin although it's not much of a big deal for me since I'm 18.

>>676333795
Alright Op I have had pedophillia tendencies for a while now I'm 18 and am attracted to 10-12 year old but I don't want to be but I just am and I do not know why. I'm to afraid to ask anyone to help me out with getting rid of it and its been getting worse over time. At first I was able to shrug the idea off but now I can't stop thinking about it and I'm afraid I'll hurt someone in the future so what can I do to get help and also why did it start in the first place?

>>676340954
>medication
You fucking idiot

Why do i wanna cheat, when I'm in a healthy relationship

>>676333795
tits

>>676341324
OP here you need to stop watching animu

>>676341450
Because of the thrill

>>676341450
Because you're not in the right relationship

>>676340954
>Fuck me I hate teenager angst and fake problems

Lol

OP has forsaken us

>>676333795
I don't typically have nightmares but all last night was nothing but nightmares, and now that I woke up I feel funny and suspect I'm going to have a bad day, why is this happen?

The past 4 years I've been nothing. No job, no will to live, just day by day nothing. Have clinical depression and diabetes. Wat to do

>>676341697
OP here: Kill yourself

>>676341664
God is telling you to stop masturbating

>>676333795
What drugs should I take to kill myself

>>676333795
Ive got some real antisocial tendencies , I was bullied around ages 14 - 15 and and ever since ive been kind of a loner ,fast forward 10 years later and now its getting to the point I cant seem to build up normal intimate relationships, let alone a romantic one.
What do?

>>676341759
How tho

I think OP left us

why do i hate everyone while my family and friends love me , like they have done nothing wrong to me but i just hate them sometimes

also why the fuck i try to be perfect at every aspect of my life , i know i cant be truly perfect but i just try and when i fail i just get depressed over it

>>676341781
>God
>Biblical reference of masturbation being a sin

>>676333795
I take lamictal for bipolar and zoloft for depression. I also suffer from ADHD. We've tried every non-stimulant drug that treats it and they either have not worked or I've had a bad reaction. Is there any way I can get my doc to prescribe a stimulant?

>>676334652
What the hell?! Are you me?

I was diagnosed with ADHD as a small child (4-5), and ive been on different mefs here and there.
Ill flip out hard over the silliest shit and not frel enjoyment in things as much as I would.

Smokimg weed helps man, it dorsnt get rid of it, butnit takes the edge off the BS.

I usually wont complain but since its the internet, fuck it. Iv always been a nice person and felt guilty for the littlest mistake. As of late i have been cheating on several different women withou them knowing using people for sex. I find myself questioning reality more and more like that im really just in a coma and all of this is a dream. And if i push my sub consious far enough ill wake up. Contimplating suicide. Is this normal? Am i retarded or cringe or crazy? Anyone feel like this?

Why can't I roll dubs in anything? Am I losing my dubs?

>>676341257
Well, assuming you're not religious, the only tangible meaning to life is the pursuit of pleasure. Some people will argue that pleasure is secondary to reproduction, but personally, I could really give a fuck about spreading my genome around. So basically, do whatever you can to feel good so long as it doesn't get you in legal trouble, since this will defeat the point of pursuing pleasure.

>>676339855
Take up your fetish anon. Once you've explored it, it'll 'water down' the excitement you receive from embracing these thoughts.
I know it's not the answer you were hoping for, but trust me, it'll help.

>>676338654
Likr when you meet new people or people you arent too comfy with, you feel this urge to hurt them and run?

>>676339226
not OP, but my advice is. never give up on immortality, it will make you go that much further.
(unless you're a lazy prick)

>>676333795
Is it normal for me if want to go to the army with the intention to join a foreign deployment?

I am by no means special, but what can I do to not think of everybody else as complete idiots?

>>676342300
Fuck you for rolling dubs.
That said. Join the Marines and get yourself straight

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>>676333795
Do you feel like psychedelics are good for certain people with psychological disorders?

Have you ever experimented with them yourself?

If not how can you even call yourself a psychologist? I mean wouldn't taking something like that be the best way to understand different people's emotions and mental state?

As always OP is a FAG

>>676333795

is there a way to fight depression without meds / a doc?

>>676340954
Meaning is arbitrary. As far as I'm concerned, he is suffering as much as you were when you were dealing with your own problems. Unfortunately, suffering isn't proportional to the magnitude of a problem.

>>676342432
Yeah, smoke weed.

>>676342322
Humanity is cancerous, but people blind themselves by forming "bonds" so that they can lick each other's wounds clean and bounce off their own failures.

Tl;dr, Humanity is shite and everyone should kill themselves.

>>676333795
no timestamp.
no tits.

why are you pretending to be a psychologist on a random chinese image board?

>>676333795
I WAS ABLE TO HAVE A LUCID DREAM LAST NIGHT AND THE FIRST THING I DID WAS RAPE A CHICK.
I KNEW IT WAS A DREAM AND KIND OF TRIED TO WILL IT FROM THE CHICK TO FUCK ME, BUT IT ENDED UP LIKE RAPE STILL.
I CAN'T EVEN RAPE UNCONCIOUS SUBCONCIOUS SELF.

>>676342397
im german and in my country you always get accused of beeing a nazi psychopath
if you want to do aomething for your country, i guess its easier in murica

I have problems explaining what I think. I could write a book with my ideas but I cant explain them to anyone. I would need hours of meditating to explain something to prepare how to explain them

>>676342762
Move to america

>>676334754
This is some shit tier amateur psychology right here. Get the fuck out faggot you aren't helping anyone with these general as fuck replies.

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>>676342287

Thanks, man. That's actually a lot more comforting that OP's idiotic drivel.

"Hurpty durr, jus do eet"

I sincerely hope she doesn't pursue a career in psychology, because her advice is pure rubbish based on some test she found on buzzfeed or something.

Fuken pretentious teens, I swear

>>676342948
its my alternative if everything goes to shit here

Neber knew my dad

>>676343110
Just do it anon. No ifs. If you want it, go for it

Never knew my dad, disconnected from all family,cant connect with girlfriend or friends, alcohol and sex are my favourite escape, Inwant to kill myself everyday, am in slightly succesful band, I feel no fulfillment in life, all I want is to distract myself from living, why do I feel so fucked and find people so.hard to connect with?

Diagnosed borderline skitzophrenic
Strangled my younger brother because I believe he put a chip in me which enabled others to read my mind
Still believe people are reading my mind
Believe literally everybody around me is reading my mind
Been like this for the last 6 months
Every thought, every wank I have I believe somebody's listening in on my every though
Can't even masterbate from the wank bank anymore, have to watch porn and stop myself from thinking to ejacualte
If I get fucked up enough, I believe people are trying to talk to me through /b/ since they remain anonymous and I try to have conversations with them in which they reveal truths that could only have been said have they been reading my mind
The reason I feel like this is because people have commented on my thoughts right in front me and said things like 'first impressions are different for Chris because of the mind reading'
Too much shit has been said in front of me to go back
There is no going back, I just can't deal with my reality anymore.
It's either suicide or somebody tells me what the fuck is going on
The funny thing is, there is nothing I can say that would confirm the notion I am not delusional. When somebody says 'first impressions are different for Chris because of the mind reading' right in front of you, it's hard to accept shit isn't right.
Too much shit has happened.
One day I will probably end up strangling somebody I believe is reading my mind and force them to tell me what's up.
There's nothing you can do to heal me
I am convinced
You will only hold me back

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> Stopped smoking weed a few days ago
> Started 6 years ago when my sis died
> Can sleep now but still feel totally empty
> Bored all the time, sad all the time
> Regular Meds: 2000mg Leviteracepam, 750 mg Fluoxetin and 750mg Diloxetin per Day
> Epileptic, Psy-Doc said Borderline - don't hurt myself etc. (He's an ass)

How do I get the feeling back not being totally worseless? Psychologists and Drugs don't work.

I often enjoy brutish, violent thoughts about others, though there is no hate involved. I feel like we've lost out on an amazing evolutionary stage by not having to fight for survival day to day.

I also dislike children or having to speak to them. I feel as though it is belittling to my intelligence, or flat out pointless.

Over all my question is, is it normal for a male over the age of 20 to fantasize about violence? Severe violence, like taking a jugular out with your teeth.

Its not for me but my sister. She has anger issues, she constantly instigates fights then when she gets a reaction out of you she flips it and pretends to be the victim. She doesnt live at home shes almost 25 and is always starting fights with my mom that leave my mom locked in a bathroom crying trying to get away from my sister. My mom is so tired of this it breaks my heart she does everything for us and all my sister does is yell and scream at everyone like she has since she was 10. She still acts like an emotional teenager with anger issues. She waits tell were in public or around other people then she starts a huge fight. Ive talked to her so many times about this but you cant have a conversation with her because she doesnt listen she just waits to talk, if shes not already talking over you, or she just lies to your face. Nothing is ever her fault, she never takes responsibility for anything in her life. Shes always on the verge of an emotional breakdown over something small and can never stay calm. Ive talked to her about seeing a therapist many times always in a nice way, but she tells me she does yoga so she doesnt need to see a mental health professional, swear to god. I just want her to get help but i dont know how.

when i am alone with another female i cant talk about anything and just be retarded and beta as fuck
in groups i am talkative and blend in well and be funny
also i cant talk to the girls im interested in and im super nervous inside
for example i was in a group of 5 people and im interested in one girl, i can talk fine to all the other people (also girls), but to this one i just cant
is that normal

>>676344046
Cool beans brah, but hearing someone say that in front of you was likely an auditory/visual hallucination. Why trust what you perceive when you know it to be skewed.

>>676345451
You can't control other people's actions, Anon, only your (re)actions. Learn to walk away. Don't yell, curse, cry, or explain. Just walk away.

>>676336608
sorry, 4am

> Gf of 2 years dumps me, 10 days ago.
> Not suicidal cos that's not how I roll, but depressed like a bitch ass.
> Miss her everyday.
> 1 week later I'm already in bed with another girl. She loves my shit and is all over it.
> I sit here thinking about my ex, instead of thinking about the new pussy I found begging to be smashed.
> Instead of going ober there now to smash, I'll sit at home all day wallowing.
Please, give me the secret formula for deleting EX from my fucking brain. Pls.
Need to move on, thanks