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Sure thing.

IMMA BEAUTIFUL LOVELY GENIUS MOM

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Never get put off by the wordy stuff. It's great

Just a sad song.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q0IeGx5-gsk

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>>676260514
I wrote this when someone was asking why people suicide.

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bump

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>>676260514
bumporenio

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>>676260999
damn... gotta go watch fosters home of imaginary friends again

>>676261724
Fuuuuuuck yoouuuuuu

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Oh shit

8/8 for
>>676262893

>>676263027
You made me almost cry

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For some context this guy is sitting alone at a yearly meeting spot for veterans of a war. He's the last one alive.

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>>676263032

Sorry. I hope that didn't hit home too hard.

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Why do I fall for her guys?

>>676264102
He and a lot of people fought so we could be free.
Now we have the cancer of society fighting to remove freedom of speech because of their hurt feelings.
Why do SJWs fucking exist.

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My favourite. Brace yourself if you've not seen this one yet.

>>676264436
that dudes russian.

>>676264706
Doesn't matter
Everyone fights for something.
Remember USSR and the allies were on the same side during WW2 etc

>>676264577
field mice carry huntu that shit will kill you.

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>>676264436

On the subject of sacrifice, this.

>>676264392
Cause she's amazing

>>676261360

this is good

my dog's 12 now
labradors live until around 16-20 ish
he could go in only a few more years
i dont want that day to come but i know it will

>>676264885
We were never on the same side, we just had a common enemy with our own agendas, though in the foxhole every soldier is your brother

>>676264392
If you're like me, I fall for any girl that shows any kind of affection

>>676264392

Better to have someone to fall for than no one at all.

Since I've started working, I barely go out anymore. Don't get me wrong, I really love what I do, but there's barely any social events anymore. You hear about "life's highs and lows", like a sine/cosine graph, my life is now just a horizontal line. No highs or lows, just the same level. I'm only hoping that the angle isn't negative.

>>676264982

i think we all know why they named that dog "nig"

Like always, we stay alive and we fight.
I only wish we had something to fight for, something to believe in.
God emperor of mankind where are you when we need you?

>>676265463
did US also fight in WW2?

might have missed that

>>676266479
US kind of did yeah
US joined the allies 1941 against the axis
but really they only fought the japanese.
cept for d-day

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Some of these play to my nostalgia and may not work for you. Posting them anyway.

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>>676267730

shit...

>>676268491
That's going too far

>>676268491
>>676268358
>>676268304
I fail to see the meaning of this pictures...
Explain?

>>676264985
It's funny because I really see her like that.

>>676265567
I mean yeah, I am kinda like that with her, but I've been through shit with her, and it's kinda been developing since before she showed affection.

>>676265620
Being 50/50 myself, stuff like this kinda just makes me lean more to a side though, but its quite a see-saw.

>>676268304
WHAT IS THIS CALLED? (or something similar)

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I'm having trouble staying alive /b/. I can't see anything but a life of loneliness in front of me. I've never felt as though I've been considered someone's friend. No one ever calls or texts, no one ever asks if I want to hang out. Everyone thinks I'm a dick, that I'm a weirdo. Those that tried to get close or help I ended up fighting with until they left. I can't stand this lonely existence anymore, but if I stop fighting, I lose. I hate losing

>>676268659
See >>676267671

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>>676268659
see
>>676267671

>>676262766

Fake, from a tv commercial.

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>>676269434

Related to cats:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jf6uLMXbEn4

Dump over. Happy to stay around and talk.

>>676269128
It is called Crossbows and Catapaults. Loved that game.

Another board game that brings awesome memories is this one, (in pic) called Lost Valley of the Dinosaurs

>>676264577

The autism....
.... so fucking strong.

>>676270255
The only reason I dont kill myself right now is because of my cat.

>>676269301

That sucks hard, drop your Steam name if you have one and we can play games if you want. Serious. Hope things get better for you.

>>676271079
holy shit that is a cluster fuck of baby pepes

>>676270450 Well you clearly don't know fuck-all about autism because autistic usually have a strong lack of any sort of empathy for anything else, so basically you'd be the more autistic one.

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>>676260877
>>676261090
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>>676270062

Well fuck, anon..

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>>676261724

Do you guys ever had one of those crushes in school that you'd think about all day but never talked to because you knew she just wouldn't be interested? I had a lot of those, earliest i can remember is Marina, then came Milagros, Calén, Rocío, and then Eugenia, i started realizing how these crushes worked. I got to see them and fantasize about them, be in love with them for about a year then moving on to another.

>Why didn't you try to talk to any of them, faggot?
Because i'm a litteral autist, or at least i'm 80% sure i am. E.G. The time i did.

She came last, about 8 years ago, she was so kind and caring, and she would always have a huge smile when she saw me. That made all my muscles relax and made me forget about everything wrong in my life.
She has these beautiful lips, they were so big that they pushed up her cheeks and made the bottom of her precious light brown eyes curve.
She iss an italian girl, with a voice sweeter than honey and the softest olive skin you could touch.

She wasn't like the other ones, it didn't feel like it. I'd tell my friends from out of school about her, and i'd be the happiest man alive whenever i was near her. So i talked to her, we became friends, since i had no experience was obviously very new to attracting women i became more like a friend, though i managed to be more than that. There was a clear back and forth of small gestures, hints of sexual interest.
But i pussied and waited too long, she started dating another guy and i was destroyed. I didn't know she meant that much to me, i didn't know what i was feeling until it was too much for me.
1/2

So I guess im fucked /b/, im about to fail pit of my first semester of college because my classes are putting me through the wringer and i have 0 fucking friends at school. My only friends live halfway across the country and im scared im gonna off myself in the coming month. Like i don't know what to do anymore. Life is miserable and not worth living for

>>676268871
>>676269800
is it bad that these describe me perfectly?

>>676271130
I don't even have a computer that can handle playing vidya, let alone a steam account.

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>>676272259
Im sure its bad mate, but fuck, what can we really do? They fit me perfectly too, I try to make changes but some things just escape me.

>>676271598
2/2
So i just told her, one day at her house, how i felt and how i knew she was happy with that other guy, I told her i didn't want to hang around, i didn't care about just being her friend, she said she was so sorry, i could tell this hurt her too.
At first i got drunk, high and was just miserable, but with time i got better. I started talking to other girls and eventually had a gf for about 2 years. There was still something wrong, something about these girls didn't do it for me.

And about a year ago we crossed paths with her and realized what those other girls were missing, they didn't feel like those crushes i used to get.

I've been a mess ever since, i thought i had gotten over her, but it seems i just managed to turn that feeling off for a while.

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>>676272433
Bob Ross goes great with some Monkey Island

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>>676272826

Anyone have any spoken word videos? Preferably with music, like related:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lyMS4qJ8NXU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XVekJTmtwqM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQcE4_7-X78

>>676260747
What is this from?

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>>676273038

>>676269301
>>676272320
On the plus side though, I've recently started seeking professional help, I'm just waiting for some paperwork to go through. I'm hoping to reconcile with a friend I've been fighting really hard with (partly because I think I have oneitis for her). I've been talking to an amazing girl and I'm hoping to ask her to be my girlfriend at the end of the week. I'm trying to see the bright side of things

>>676264305
Zoinks!

>>676272591
Part of my problem is i spend the majority of my time distancing myself as far from reality as i can get. (books, vidya, movies, etc.)
I just cant convince myself to put shit aside and get stuff done.

>>676273038
>implying someone ever has

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>>676273519

>>676273038
No one has ever told me this, not even my parents

>>676268930
I felt feels

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Tonight I did the hardest thing Ive ever done.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5n115YhV_Uk

>>676273188
Not really, been happening my entire life, just become the only type of friendship I know.

>>676272613

That's harsh. It's clear she wanted you to be happy, if forgetting her is what it takes to do that, I'm sure it's worth it. Even if it makes you feel bad now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JtdW-DhlF_4>>676273761

>>676273646
I fucking love you man. I fucking hope you hear it a lot /b/ro. Because you know what? I heard it once. A long time ago. Now look at me. I'm fucking here alone on /b/ wishing the past was a bad nightmare and i never knew what it was like to not be alone... I wish you the best anon. I hope you do better than me. i love you /b/ro. I believe in you. Please don't be like me. Don't loose everyone.

I want to kill myself.

Not because a woman left me

Not because I can't get women to like me

Not because my life sucks

You know why? Because there is so much pain and suffering in the world. I can't stand to see these things happen.

It's because I feel so out of place. I never feel "at home" or comfortable anywhere I go.

It's because us as humans get up and go to the same job to make the same money just to survive. Is there even a reason for work? We work our ass off for money until we die? Why can't we just live life? there are so many unanswered questions like these that are "taboo" to ask.

It's because our life really has no purpose outside of "love" "money" and "power"

It's because all of this death and destruction we do to each other for greed and power.

That is why I don't want to be here anymore

>>676273377
Yea I know what you mean. I do that a lot too. But even those times I do try to push myself I fail. If you want to make some changes though, check out some motivational youtube videos and then do some sort of workout. It isnt huge but it gets you started and maybe you can carry that momentum forward. As depressing as it is one thing I had to realize was that as long as I kept doing what I did, nothing would ever change for me.

>>676273038
This just melted me a little, but it hurt because I'm stuck right now, as I lightly mentioned earlier

>>676273721
hey anon were here with you budy perhaps this will calm your nerves https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YB6lsbFoYqE

>>676273038 satan says he loves me ^_^~ PRAISE SATAN

>>676273119
Recently found a group called Hotel Books, theyre almost exclusively spoken word. Some other emo bands like Old Gray use some spoken word elements from time to time and I really like it. Empire! Empire! (I Was a Lonely Estate) might be a good listen too. Try asking the emo general on /mu/

Not really spoken stuff, but for some straight forward sad shit, listen to Crywank

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>>676274260
fuck off back to scene kids

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>>676274260
gtfo and go to reddit or some shit

21 year old here and very depressed and sad because the love of my life broke up with me.

I don't understand why the girl that I have put all my heart and soul into our relationship would just one day break up with me it hurts really bad because she loved me so much and she made me feel loved and special butnow she iisn't there and is probably not even thinking about me!

I don't know what to do because we been together for three years and after that she just leaves me like I was nothing to her I hate life on how cruel it is to a poor lonely man!

I'm going to miss my 13 year old girlfriend but she is now my ex and it hurts so much.

At least I have you guys.

Right?

>>676273721

Holy shite. Has that other person got checked? You have my feels.

>>676260514

>the loneliest people are the kindest

Nope. The kindest people are scientists, farmers, economists, and philanthropic millionaires. They objectively help the most people in the world.

>The saddest people smile the brightest

Also nope.

>The most damaged people are the wisest

Hell fucking no. Damaged people get mixed up with drugs and fuck their life up. It doesn't make them wise, it makes them turn to things that hurt them even more in the long term.

Why do people say dumb shit like this?

>>676274110

Please watch this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1roCscTXjg

>>676274976
And the counter position

https://youtu.be/2dbR2JZmlWo

>>676274926
>The more you help the kindr you are
Nope, what about kind grandmas, cripples, and nice poor people?

>Also nope.
Can agree.

>Damaged people get mixed up with drugs and fuck their life up
Damaged doesn't mean mess.

>>676273137
Crossed by Garth Ennis.

>>676272095
If you don't fail on the first try then you're lucky or it isn't your first try. Try, try again. And luck balances itself out, so someone may be "lucky" all the time for the first 20 or so years of their life only to be hit with reality. Whether you're a lucky one or an unlucky one. I don't know, but you're human, and we are some pretty determined fuckers.

Well, lets see. I've been ok for the past month.
But i was on vacation. 37 days total doing nothing but playing games, eating, sleeping, shiting, masturbating. Living in apathy. Nor sad or happy.
Now i'm back to work. I can feel the shitty thoughts crawling in the back of my mind.

Is it possible to be confident in your abilities but still hate yourself? People always say, be confident. But I am, I just dont know what else to do.

>>676274032
Thanks /b/ro. I wish I could offer better words of encouragement and comfort, but I hope things get better for you too, no matter why you are where you are.

Y'know what though, I love all you /b/astards. You're all as autistic as it gets, but you're all the closest thing I've had to a long friendship. I wish you all the best

I need this /b/ros recently one of my buddies have pass away.when we where younger we injoyed skating,I have been going to the old spots we use to go to. I miss you chirs

>>676275401

Good lord don't let pink guy make you think anything

>>676274744
not yet.

I'm not even christian but I prayed to god for her wellbeing.

I can deal with whatever pain life deals me, but she is a beautiful person that doesnt deserve to live with this. I want her to fall in love and make someone really happy.

>>676273969
Yeah, it's what i'm trying to do. Thanks for reading, bro.

>>676270062
This one hits me really hard, It's currently 06:10 and i have yet to go to bed...

>>676275761
I lost the love of my life to suicide /b/ro. I been contemplating suicide since. I then eventually found friends my senior year in highschool but met a girl who I could get close to who pushed all those friends away. So all of those friends, I gave up to be with her for 2 and half years. 2 and a half miserable years. So now I'm here every weekend when the feels threads are full and plenty just lurking to feel not alone for at least a little while. I also go to tell the /b/ros I love them and I want the best for them because maybe if more people had reached out to the love of my life she would have still been here and I wouldn't have to be alone anymore.

>>676272095
Keep fighting faggot. I fucked up too and I'm probably won't be transferring in a couple years like I hoped. There's plenty of ways to meet people at school too, so don't get too down on that.

>>676273721
Duuuuuuuuude... you did the right thing but damn.
Best of lucks, anon.

>>676263676
what comic is this from?

>>676273721
Good luck pal. That's all I got, I'm sorry.

>>676273281

Good luck with it all.

>>676272095

I hated education too. What I'll say is that you have plenty of time to get it right, so keep at it, but how you feel comes first before your college work. And don't stay awake to do work. It's not worth it.

>>676265620
It's better to not know what your missing. I was a happy motherfucker till highschool. I met the girl of my dreams and she straight up rejected me. Now I wish I could go back to when I didn't know what it was like to be lonely and not have someone to love

>>676275437
Thanks bud :^)

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>>676277052
agred

I've been talking to this girl I'm obsessed with for about a year now. I swear each and every day I do nothing but think about her, I can't stand the thought of her talking to my other friends; and whenever one of my friends tells a joke that makes her laugh I get jealous.

But the problem is, is that she has a boyfriend already. Which honestly I'm totally fine with...I'm not sure I can wait, but whatever.

The thing is she usually messages me at night because sometimes she has relationship problems or just wants someone to talk to, and we'd go on and on telling jokes and stories and asking dumb questions until 3 in the morning or so.


Sometimes I think she shares the same feelings but she always brings up how she "loves [boyfriend's name] so much" and that she "wants to be with him forever", and honestly it sucks balls knowing that she's obsessed with someone else.

And every time she tells me this it reminds me that I lost my chance with her, and that I may never be able to be with her.

And that I'm just another friend to her.


I don't want this feel.

>>676269726
Then there's literally nothing to believe.

this is really sad... nah jk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PeHih9JURqo

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How would one go about becoming a hitman?

I still love my ex girlfriend, it's been 8 months and I still think about her everyday, been thinking about getting back in contact with her recently, but she's fucking crazy so I probably shouldn't

>>676273188
its happening right now
For the first time in a long time I can look at myself in the mirror and not feel disgust.
I had something to look forward to everyday.
and now its fading and fuck i dont want it to
but i dont know how to stop it from happening.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4oInT79CUk

>>676277405
Train your aiming, find a biker gang.

>>676272095

You gotta be interested in your work. Look up some podcasts about what you're studying, go on wikipedia adventures, anything. I could have done amazing things in education if I had just kindled my fire.

>need to get a shower
>need to get food
>have motivation to do nothing
I don't care much for feeling like shit, but it's the lack of energy and will that gets me. I just end up being a lazy piece of shit all the time and all I want to do is sleep.

>>676277231
Hey man not sure how long you've been friends with her, but it's best to let your feelings known sooner rather than later, it can't be a good friendship if it makes you feel like shit all the time, even if you just get to speak to her, if she respects you as a friend she has to understand that?

>>676277405
Depends on how good of a hit man you're striving to become.

>>676263266
Yes.

>>676274638
Faggot

>>676277231
In this situation myself. I give her really good pep talks instead of sabotaging her so she'd be with me.

I tell her how happy she can make someone and all the things from my heart in a way that doesn't indicate I'm dying inside.

>>676263266

Only everything.

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>nobody in my family likes guns, hunting, hiking or any of the sort like I do
>always been the black sheep, at times seriously wondered if I was adopted or a bastard
>tried several times throughout my youth to get them all to go camping with me but they bitched and moaned the whole time
>dad did like shooting with me when I got old enough to buy guns though, wasn't crazy into it but I took what I could get
>for his birthday I buy him a ruger 45 vaquero because he likes my revolvers so much
>legit excited as hes opening presents, he gets to mine
>"oh anon...that's..thanks.."
>can see the disinterest in his eyes, see my brother and sisters roll their eyes and feel like a jackass
>months later helping him move some stuff into the attic, find the ruger case on his closet shelf with a layer of dust on it
>swallow the hurt and act like nothing happened for the rest of the day

worst of all is how they half ass try to "connect" with me and act all interested in my hobbies. I know theyre all just trying to humor me but its clear they don't care so why bother. Nobody even remembered to call me on my birthday this year

>>676273912

Freindship 'aint easy. It all comes from shared interests, in my experience. Join a D&D club if that's what it takes. Good luck.

>Have the only chance I've ever had to be happy and get her to be my gf
>Won't do anything because I'm a pussy

Why do I even bother living I should just kms
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AREppyQf5uw

>>676276644
>>676276871
Thank you anons, I appreciate the kind words. I'll take any luck I can get.

>>676278523
Black sheep here, you don't need to bond with your family, the bond's already there. Just have their backs and your job is done.

>>676274638

That sucks hard. It's awful if she didn't spill out to you and tell you why she left you. Hope things get better.

In answer to your question: of course.

>>676278523
I share those same hobbies with my family and am still not very close to them.

>>676265834
i needed that

>>676274242
holy fuck I've spent years trying to remember this song.

The saddest part is that....
I know these are all sad, but i can't cry, tears just won't come... it's been like 3 years since i last cried...
I guess something DID change when my mom died...

>>676277902
I know, I just don't want things getting awkward between us; i want to be close to her but I want to express myself without destroying it all. Then again there was probably nothing to destroy in the first place.

>>676278242
Yeah sometimes I give her pep talks (which to be honest I'm not the best at), and sometimes it helps. She speaks so lowly of herself sometimes, and when she does I do my best to make her feel significant without making it look like I'm hitting on her; I wouldn't be surprised if she's just fishing for compliments or something. Even then I don't care.

>>676260514
like this?
http://www.streamboobs.com/rosemiller_/

>>676279272
your welcome my firend

>>676265834
I can ignore the watermark this time.

>>676279316
And i didn't cry during the funeral....and i was 16... i had to pretend i was sad, so i wouldn't look like an inconsiderate fuck.

>>676279503
it brings back nice memories :(

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>Five rules of life.
>1- You are nothing
>2- You will allways be second
>3- You will allways be lied to in order to make >yourself feel better
>4- You are not relevant, you dont matter
>5- You being nothing, you must feel NOTHING

>>676279516
Not even after the funeral? I went through something similar but ended up crying a lot once i was alone.

Hey guys. What kind of feel is this?

I feel like being hit by supernova everytime I see her. She shines like a brightest star on the night sky. When she's in the common room I feel like all cells in my body are screaming and I can't keep help but stare at her. When I try not to and focus on reading or something, which I can't, I feel like my mind is escaping my body and heading towards her. Dreaming about her and having her name on my tounge when I'm falling asleep.

Is this attraction? Obsession? Something like love? I don't get it, is it physical, psychical, sprititual or what. Don't know much about her, had some small talks and that's it.

>>676277231
You can be an asshole and instead of giving her a shoulder to cry, try telling her that her boyfriend is an asshole and point her away from him.

Post some sad songs guys.
I need a soundtrack for my feels

I've been battling with depression for the past 4 years now things hit a real low last November when my best friend killed himself and then my girlfriend broke up with me because i was being distant, i thought i'd got through it because i wasn't feeling like im going to kill myself 3-4 times a week anymore but i really don't feel like i can shake it , ever im just a depressed lonely little fuck and i feel like an idiot for it but ah well this is life ay guess it never changes

>>676279441
Keeping your feelings hidden and bottled up isn't good either. I decided I didn't want to do that and told my friend how I felt. She didn't feel the same way, and I respect that.

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>>676275745

This picture helps me when I get thoughts like that. You may be part of a new generation of men who are alright with mediocrity. I know I am. If you aren't, then my advice is to find something to stimulate your mind, kindle your fire a little. For me it's history podcasts. Then you might get the energy to find something nicer for you.

>>676279704
Any thing to help a /b/ro down on there luck

>>676279866
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PyxLaHmOaYM

>>676279816
you've fallen for her, sounds a lot like me , i have some issues with being close with people and all that and whenever i find someone who is even slightly nice to me i feel like that, try to make something of it my friend because it'll crush you if you don't

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All these people talking about gf's and ex's...

How about never having anyone at all? How about not having a single person love you unconditionally. Parents? They're literally programmed to love you and take care of you.

How about knowing you're undesirable to people? They take one look and look away. How about finding that your "friends" are complete Fucking assholes and couldn't care less if you even existed on this planet?

It's infuriating that some of the things you guys are complaining about are the things I'd kill to have. I've never had a girl want to be with me. I've never had the opportunity to make good friendships. Hell I've probably never had anyone excited to see me when I walk into the room. Everyone just "tolerates" you.

I know that this isn't r9k or anything but some of you seriously don't know how well off you are. Just be glad your life isn't as horrible as mine.

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My life these days

>>676280276
I don't know anon, if I never loved I never would've cried

>>676280276
i was neglected as a child by my mother and beaten by the dad the only girl i've ever been with left me when my bestfriend killed himself. And guess what my life still looks great compared to others. While im not saying suck it up. There's some little fuck who was forced to kill his family out there and is living as a sex slave in the desert, your life ain't bad in perspective

>>676273519
f-fuck you

>"Have you been mad at me or something You've barely talked to me the past couple weeks."
>"I'm not mad at you. But I can't spend time with you so much anymore."
>"Why not?"
>"I know (coworker) told you how I feel about you. I know you feel the same. And I know you have a boyfriend that you love as well. I'm not getting in the middle of that. I'm sorry."
>"So you can't be friends with me? You're with someone else too."
>"I love you more every day. I can't be friends with you right now. Maybe eventually, but not now. It's going to ruin both relationships."

Happened last night in the parking lot outside work. She cried. I feel like a dick, but I can't keep going like that. I love her, I love my girlfriend. I don't know which one is better for me in the long run, but I know what the less complicated route is for the time being. Shit's going to be weird tomorrow.

>>676277323
Truth.

>>676277678
Plz stay freinds. I don't know what I'd do without mine.

>>676277864
Is work weighing you down? That made me want to do nothing forever. My advice there would be to forget about everything that is due and with what they give you next. Unless they fire you or kick you out of college in which case they are HUGE cunts. If not then I'd say you could find something to interest you. A spark is all I needed.

>>676280276
Shit tier logic right there folks, shouldn't you be happy you're not a little niglet starving in africa? what about homeless people? What about people who can't even move or speak?

>>676280276
I like to think things get progressively better for people who feel/know they have shitty lives.

It worked for me atleast, about 9 years ago I had no job, no girlfriend, and lived with my parents.

Now I live in an apartment with her, and a pretty stable job. Just hang in there, anon.

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All>>676280600
You and I both cry, but for different reasons. At least by being loved your life had some ups, for others it's not the same

This feeling. It is unlike the others. It is a lack of the others. But so is everyone. No, gentlemen, this a complete lack of feeling. That is what the feeling is. Once the fake despair or joy is rationally examined a disgust and nausea for that which was just before comes to the forefront. Why am I telling you this gentlemen? Because I have no one else to tell. Why do I call you gentlemen? Because it reminds me of a realisation and better time. The story goes similarly every time I feel it once more. It begins with moments of freedom and joy. I can still feel the cold sweat on my face. The feeling of staring into her eyes. The feeling of her voice. After each moment of pure lust, pleasure, or joy it comes uninvited. It creeps and slithers into the present. The immediate lack of what was comes and slaps me. I see the lack of what just was and I understand completely what is. This flatland, this space and time, this plane or brane of perception has no care, meaning or absolute. It is indescribably neutral, and through this I see my true state. This, gentlemen, is what I fear more than anything.

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>>676273721
fugg.... post reply?

>>676278613

Not much experience there. Good luck is all I got.

>>676280276
>>676281208
At least you have a qt cat

>>676266958
I've never started crying from anything in years and this got me.
I miss my pupper

>>676279441
Just gonna throw this at you man- you're an emotional crutch. She doesn't feel that way about you, & you're her confidant. Someone she can talk to about the man she Does feel that way about.
Girls aren't evil, but many see no problem with using another man to get what they're not getting from their boyfriends. You're an ego boost. She recharges on you & then he uses all the battery. She takes what you give her & gives it to him.

It's better you know this sooner than later so you're not crushed later when they break up & she goes right to you for support, & right to another dude for sex.

Don't give her the power to crush you, anon. You have to keep that away from people. Guard your heart from pain like that. I'm sorry, anon. I wish I was there to give you a hug but I am here to talk.

>>676268659
It's their attempt to remind you of childhood. The pure, simpleness of it and then when you grow up? It makes some people see the world with rose-tinted glasses and makes people sad to remember how things once were.

I suppose ill post this pathetic shit again

I have/had an attraction to this girl, the first girl ive looked at in that way in about a year after i nearly died in a stupid accident, we made out at a house party a few weeks ago. Feels good man. Speak to her next day and conversation is less than ideal but not terrible.

Cant stop thinking about her over next few weeks literally one of the only things i talk about to my best friends when we are in private.

House party yesterday speak to her a few times throughout the night. She says she didn't want to comment on the possibility of a relationship until she was sober. Ok then. Later that night say her kissing a girl she knows but isn't close to. Feels bad. Drink more alcohol. By the end of the night there is only about 7ish people staying over me and her being some of them.

Two single beds that are basically beside each other one of my best friends is in one with a girl who is good friends with the girl i like trying to sleep, me and her are in the same bed. She starts getting all touchy and has her leg over me and we are holding hands etc. eventually we end up kissing and making out. We leave the room for 15mins makeout go back to bed cuddle and fall asleep for like an hour.

Leave, go home, get some sleep, and fairly late at night message her saying hey to start a conversation she reads it instantly and doesn't respond. Now just on this cancer site self loathing it appears.

I'm gonna post this again cause all the threads are fucking deleting

I've been talking to this girl for the better part of a year, all my friends and all her friends were telling me it was a sure thing. After a while she started to become a bit distant, she stopped returning my texts and the such. So during a long car ride with a bunch of my friends I decided to ask her out flaty to go see a movie and see what was wrong. She told me she wasn't interested in dating because she was leaving for the summer soon, and I was moving away in about half a year. The thing is I don't believe that at all, i'm afraid that she's going after one of my friends, and I'm afraid that she liked me but I waited too long. This was on my mind for the entire car trip and when I finally got home at three in the morning I was destroyed by my own thoughts. I put a gun in my mouth and wish that I had ammo for it, but I just went to bed. The next day she insisted on seeing the movie with me and I felt terrible because she didn't want to lose a friend but to me I've lost a bit more than that. After this we started texting a bit more which was great. Right? Three days later she asks me to go to a social with her as her date. I say yes because why not, I dropped $150 on a suit rental and she stops talking to me. She's just stopped. For the past 8 months not a day has gone by where we didn't text or talk, and she just stops. I try to have conversations with her but she's just so distant now and I'm so afraid that I waited too long. Or angry that she might've strung me along for 8 months and is doing this out of pity. My year was going so great, and this has just sent me into a spiral and I don't know why. I don't feel much joy from anything, and I need to constantly do stuff or I feel depressed. I don't know why this has had such an impact on me, I've been turned town and have gotten over it within weeks, but... this is just different. thanks /b/ros for hearing me out it helps a lot

>>676260999
Perfect ending, wish that's how it really ended. Nice trips btw.

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>>676281433
Ty>>676281433

>>676268039
Of mice and men?

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Just got home about 30 minutes ago. I work as a neurosurgeon at the local hospital and tonight was very calm a couple hours left and I would be home. 10 year old patient comes in after a car accident. Her skull has 5 fracture points with brain matter showing and her head is dented in her frontal lobe. Was in surgery for 5 hours before she slipped away. Had internal bleeding and we couldn't replace the blood fast enough. I went to inform the parent and her older brother. He was probably no older than 15, they crashed so bad. Afterwards I just walk out on the lobby deck and just broke down. Just cried my eyes out for 10, 15 minutes before a nurse came to get me. First time I have broken down like that in years with a patient.

I took this job to save lives and I failed again anons.

>>676280273
Shit, thanks bro.

Can someone post somthing that can make me cry, I'll post pics of me crying but only if you can make me do it... I don't cry at any of these and I need the release of pressure of a good cry

I'm extremely sad, but years of being around "friends" and "family" has given me a dead face and now no one can tell remotely how I feel

I also really like Elliot Smith
https://youtu.be/hPD-a1FjUtU

Keep it secret though, I don't want anyone to know

>>676279866
What kind of feels you feeling?

>>676279441
>>676279516

I can't imagine how that must feel. I need to cry like once in 3 months or I get tired and angsty. I hope things are otherwise ok.

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>>676260514
>the lonliest people are the kindest

Thats not fucking true at all, lonely people are lonely for a good fucking reason 99% of the time

>The saddest people are the brightest

No, the saddest people are a killjoy on the mood

>the most damaged people are the wisest

More like, the most damaged people are mentally hindered and unable to learn as fast as other undamaged people.

what a stupid fucking picture myth busted

>>676281397
Thanks

>>676282322
Lack of energy, will to live, melancholic

>>676282090
I'm sorry man. You can't save everyone

>>676273038

fuck you my mom just called and wished me happy birthday, and told me the rest of my family wished me on fb too.

lol eat a dick!

>>676282376
I kek'd, even though I feel lonely people get an objective look at what other people like, when you are unloved it makes you more cynical of critical of other people's motives

>>676279930

I can't be much help here. That sounds terrible. Good luck and I hope things get better.

dropping more music for all of y'all out there, I hope your day/night gets better, seriously

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