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Tfw

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just gonna leave this here

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don't you die on me!

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This one always hits me pretty hard

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Anyone here?

>>676096512
What an awesome moto to live by

>>676096777
Fuck man.... That's deep

>>676095728
Makes me remember all of my highschool, sad times. I eventually grew to become a pure solitary being and I embraced it. I'm 29 today and it all changed a lot for the better, but yeah, wasn't good times.

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My dog died today. She had to be put to sleep after developing a uterine infection.

>>676098857

https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=http://www.peteducation.com/article.cfm%3Faid%3D918&ved=0ahUKEwiKyO36kODLAhUU0GMKHVfMCbkQFggtMAM&usg=AFQjCNHCjGIF7GUgHG-ylOtIBtNBb3VlHg

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>>676099355
Checked

>when i just came from that thread

>>676099491
I dont get it

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>Emily

I write a lot about what I think and feel, it helps me analyse and uncover reasons behind the way I am. A while back I was writing and I wrote something that weighs heavy on my mind all the time, it just rings so true to me.

>It seems to me like my life is an extremely consistent experiment, I keep retrying but I always get the same results. So I don't know why it's worth it to try again because I already know the proven results. I think it was Albert Einstein who once defined insanity as "doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results", so is it really the worst thing to simply give up? You wouldn't keep dropping an apple in the hope that it would float.

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>>676100218
They're not listing countries at all

>>676100377
So..?

Mexico
Merica
Cnd
United Kingdom
Frnce
Wles
Irelnd
Icelnd

Its retarded

>>676101185
I only get to apathy and depression tho

>>676101185
Wow. perfectly describes me.

>>676101185
Boredom->Apathy
repeat

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>>676101312
>be apathetic
>Have no self worth
>be self destructive
>girls like bad boys
>get Gf
>you get bored
>she gets bored
>depression

>>676101636
Naah im not edgy tho

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>>676097285
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE

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>we all know it's true....

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>>676101888
>checked
>it's sort of a confidence boost if you don't care if you embarrass yourself
>trying more ad being confident is all it takes for girls

>>676096434

Fuck

Saved

>>676099671
Ayyyyy same here

I dont even know what is going on with her

I dont know if she loves me

I dont know if she was serious about what she said

I dont know if I'm good enough for her

I dont know if she was ever into me or if she is

All I know is that I still love her like the first day

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>>676102784
I came in and it 404'd but i was able to finish the story

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>i wish she still loved me like i love her

>>676100260

Theres never been one. I don't think I feel like there was anyway.

was there supposed to be one? I feel so confused. I've never pandered after women. there was always something more important.

>>676102850
Cont

She said that it was better to leave it like it is and let time tell

I told her not to forget that I love her

She simply sent a :) [spoiler] emoji [/spoiler]

I dont know what to do, I need her in my life

>>676097854
There should be an IQ limit on who can own a pet

>>676103671
then all these
>her
Pics don't relate to you. It hurts bad man when she leaves you for one reason or another. Just getting attached just to lose gain sucks

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>back in highschool
>always struggled with suicide, depression and stuff
>junior year
>tell a friend I met online I really wanted to kill myself that night
>he lives on the other side of the country but still manages to call the cops
>don't know if I actually would have done it, probably too much of a cowards, always was
>cops come, family surprised, parents and younger sisters had to watch a doctor said I had to go to a mental institution
>literally couldn't look anyone in my family in the eye I felt so ashamed
>was 17 at the time
>so I went to the children's part of the ward
>18 years is the cutoff, so I was the oldest my entire 2 week stay
>all kinds of kids there
>mostly 10-16 years old
>all different reasons, some anger issues, some self harm, some with just serious mental disorders
>it was surprising diverse and as a result no one got along and made everyone in the ward feel worse
>lots of tears, fights, and medication
>I was really calm and just sat back and watched the first few days
>no one messed with me, guess cause I was older or something
>Pretty soon start to talk, intervene
>for some reason everyone liked and respected me
>helped people talk out problems, taught them card games, and kept the peace pretty well without the staff having to intervene as much
>staff was mostly good too, but you could tell a lot of them hated their jobs
>but my leadership role have me an amazing sense of purpose
>for the first time in a long time I was almost happy
>like I said most kids were late middle early highschool
>but about a week in we got word from the staff that a 7 year old girl was coming in later that day
Cont?

Solitude
BY ELLA WHEELER WILCOX
Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone;
For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth,
But has trouble enough of its own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air;
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.

Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go;
They want full measure of all your pleasure,
But they do not need your woe.
Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all,—
There are none to decline your nectared wine,
But alone you must drink life’s gall.

Feast, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world goes by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.
There is room in the halls of pleasure
For a large and lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.

I blame it on niggers

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>>676103672
>told my ex if she's happy i was happy.
>she had a new bf while i'm here trying to get over her like she just broke up with me
>she's happy, but i'm empty

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>>676104353

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>>676104422

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>>676094342

Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.

Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.

Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -
Stops you aiming too high.

Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.

Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.

Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.

Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.

Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.

Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.

So how do you grow,
With a timebomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying its ride?

You can't.

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>>676104486

>>676103238
based mad men

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>>676104584

>>676103858
Yes

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>>676104596
>tfw just shit faced for these threads

>>676104584
This isn't a cringe thread, faggot.

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>>676104668

>>676100260
I don't know if it was by coincidence or God or whoever, but thank you anon. I'm going to go make things happen with MY Emily now, stuff that I should've made happen months ago. Thank you.

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Have you had cold showers of pain
My friend, you've stood in my rain
Deathly feeling of loneliness
No need to feel shameless
I've been there before
Not wanting to feel any more
Your hearts been broken in half
Mind still living in the past
Cold dark thoughts of suicide
Why don't I do it tonight
Don't worry it will go away
Learn to love another day
Put it in the back of mind
Let it rest and you will find
Dark clouds begin to part
New love will mend the heart
Thoughts of suicide disappear
Self- esteem will reappear
One day you'll be able to say
My friend you've stood in my rain

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>>676094342

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>>676104931
Still debating if i should text my Emily. Probably wouldn't make a difference she's so far from me.
>tfw long distance relationships suck
pls no last name with an H

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P6o5g2YLRVM

Void, canceled, simply annulled.
Endlessly aching, unconsoled.
Life without you, cause without reason.
Touch without sense, time without season.
I face life now facing a cancerous sore,
A sordid parasite that eats at my core.
All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within,
Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'.

A shallow face, anguished and marred.
An empty space, scaled and scarred.
Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade.
Secretly hiding 'hind a fictitious facade.
Still, lost within this heart of glass,
This fragile and yet unfeeling mass.
Lies the remains of a love that glowed,
The gift to you I once bestowed.

But honor and pride now bereaved-
By your love for me so misconceived,
Ripped from my inner depths, impeding-
Mind and body and spirit, bleeding;
Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand,
A cold stare I just can't understand.
I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying,
At least my soul and all that's underlying.

A simple void, is that what I've become?
The hollowed sphere on a pendulum.
Swinging back and forth, emotion to emotion,
Never once stopping, nor slowing the motion.
No reason, no answer, no justification.
The creation of a sterile imagination.
Just passing through time as time passes me.
Merely a nothing- nothing, merely, left to be.
Sightless and soundless, unseen and unheard.
Mindless and boundless, obscure and absurd.
All empathy lying ungraced, unemployed,
I live my life dying, unembraced, a void.

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>blessed are those with alzheimers
>they have no idea they are so close to death and are blindly happier

>>676105175
Does anybody have the full story for this one? It's really really good.

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>>676105462
I do

>>676103858
>I make sure everyone is on their best behavior
>I didn't want to scare this girl any more than she had already been
>she finally comes right after lunch
>tiny thing with long curly brown hair
>almost reminded me one one of my younger sisters
>she doesn't talk to anyone and it's obvious she's scared
>she just sits in a chair near a corner and watches as I conduct the daily routine with the rest of the kids
>mostly just playing cards and sharing stories
>but it's going really well and no tensions have risen
>time for group counseling comes along
>counselor asks her to come into the circle
>I try to look as friendly as I could as I asked her to come sit next to me
>counselor introduces her to us
>"this is Mackenzie, everyone"
>we go around introducing ourselves
>every time we introduce yourself we have to say why we were sent here
>feels weird telling a 7 year old girl I wanted to die
>get to Mackenzie
>says she sees dead people and she wants it to stop
>I've never believed in ghosts and shit and I honestly don't even today
>but I honestly don't know what was really up with her and I don't think anyone knew for sure
Cont?

>>676105180
Nice song

>>676105569
yeah

>>676105175
No, it's N. Go for it if you think you should anon.

>>676105569
yes

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>>676094342
I literally want to die poor little kitty

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>>676101731
fuuuuuuuck you anon

>>676101576
same thing

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>>676105776
>she has a boyfriend.
>distance killed it the first time distance will kill it a second time
>i think she's happier
>i can't hold relationships since her
>feel lonely and empty
>can't talk to her or else every feeling will resurge
>i might call her thanksgiving next year if i still have feelings for her

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Does it ever stop /b/?

Why is it not fun?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UruphTmPN7k

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>>676106031
>tfw war vets tug my heart strings
>>676106052
you too bud

>>676103649
not for me, but wish her dad would've made it back.

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>>676106281
>Fucking feels

>>676106281
it stops when you sleep and when you die

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>>676106489
sorry man, whats the story on that?

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We all were never enough...... I'm getting weak in life...... Running out of time waiting. For her....

>>676106281
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gkeCNeHcmXY

>>676102027
No man the way we broke up she'll never forget that, which is why she'll never be back

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>>676106729
I never thought about suicide so often. Can never do it because work would get pissed at me. Can't let family down I'm the only one who might amount to something.

>The ride never ends

>>676095728
Why? Its my case right now, and it fucking hurts.

>>676106847
She might not even try to think of you anymore cuz of the breakup

Welp. Time for a heavy dose.

>>676106722
my girl's dad was deployed to Qatar earlier this year, news a week ago said he died in an IED attack... no words... funeral's tomorrow...

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>>676107052
>>676106847
>>676102027

She might not think of us, but damn i think of her everyday.

>>676106145
Well then don't do anything if it makes sense not to. Just don't regret anything, make sure the choices you make won't come back and kick you in the ass.

>>676106031
>>676106300
I'd be like, "How does it feel old man, fighting wars of jewish survival? Spending your whole life in the service of a tribe of hooknosed aliens, and destroying the one man who could've actually beaten them?"

>>676107175
and I just signed up for the Navy yesterday...

Gonna tell my story, don't care if you niggers don't want to read it.

>be 17
>just finished work
>sitting at RSL having beer and food with my sister and nephew
>decide to ring mother and tell her how my first week went
>ring, no answer
>ring 5 minutes later
>mother tells me that she was following an ambulance my dad was in
>start to get worried when she hangs up
>before she does, I hear the engine of her car flicking into 5th gear, easily redlining it
>tell my sister, she told me not to worry
>an hour later ring her again
>the phone is answered but I can't hear anything
>eventually I can hear it
>my mother is crying, she starts screaming to give my phone to my sister
>I stand there, staring at her waiting
That's when my world shattered
>sister screams the most heart wrenching NO I have ever heard
>I knew it
>I run to the back door
>it's key locked
>pick up computer chair and smash the sliding glass door
>little nephew is starting to cry too
>I'm screaming, pulling my hair and punching the garage walls
>blood starts running down my arms and face
>neighbors everywhere coming to our front yard looking into the back
>I run back inside and my sister is in her room, packing her bags
She rang her husband to come home from work, he drove like 150km (over 120 miles) in under 35 minutes
>I grab everything I have and throw it into a garbage bag
fast forward an hour, almost to my home town, was driving over a 140km/hr the entire way.
Had to stop and change my clothes and bandage my broken and bloody hands while my sister breastfed.
>Get home and run upstairs, ignoring the pain in my hands when I open the doors
>everywhere I look is a family member, but can't find my mother.
>find her out on the balcony, she isn't crying, she isn't moving
>she is just staring at the ground

She didn't move or eat for 5 days, only drank half a cup of water a day and smoked 150+ cigs a day for a month and only started to talk after two weeks.

And that was the day my father died 5 years ago.

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"I held the blade in trembling hands prepared to make it but, just then the phone rang, I never had the nerve to make the final cut."

>>676105569
Sorry for slow typing on phone
>anyway after the counsel session she seemed more relaxed but stayed really close to me
>I asked her if she wanted to go play with the other kids but she just said she felt better near me
>I guess it's cause I was just more calm
>next day
>go to the gym as a group for free time
>most of the kids just kicked balls around
>really pathetic honestly but in a ward your be surprised with what becomes entertaining
>halfway through the gym time
>look over at Mackenzie
>last I saw her she was just trying to hoola hoop and having fun
>but now she's sitting down in a corner with her head between her knees
>I speedwalk over to her (staff didn't like us running)
>tap her knee, ask what's wrong
>she looks up
>I've never to this day seen more true fear in anyone eyes
>tears streaming down her face
>full body shivering
>I don't remember what she said but she mumbled something to me
>I've honestly forgotten with time, but it was terrifying
>I knew I could like hold her or touch her too much or the staff would get mad
>but I sat there talking to her, trying to keep her focused on me for about 10 minutes until she calmed down
>to this day I don't know what it really was
>I don't know what it was exactly that did this to her, but I'm almost sure she wasn't faking anything
>but she thanks me for helping her and we go back to our living section of the ward to get ready for dinner
Typing as fast as can

Tonight I Can Write The Saddest Lines
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voide. Her bright body. Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my sould is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

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>>676096434
>tfw no one will ever say that last line to you in real life

>>676107481
man.....

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>>676107175
Shit man, i'm sorry. I had no idea we deployed to qatar
>>676107262
if she was closer it'd be different

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>>676107526
We'll try and keep the thread live

Someone screen cap these while we can.

>>676107708
Yep, sometimes I can still feel the way I did that day. When I get stressed or angry, I fall back into the depression and all the feelings wash over me and it feels impossible to break out of it.

>>676107676
say it to someone else.

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>>676107175
IED in Qatar?
How is that possible?
learn to Qatar

>>676107759
last thing she told him was "when is your tour over"... hours later, the news.... fuck me man.

>>676108270
well shit man, thats where he said they'd go, could've moved base, or been out, bad time to ask anyway.

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>>676106996
Same boat brother. I'm gunna be the first one in my family to graduate college. I don't talk to my family anymore, I been staving for 4 days now... Just water. My family use to send me just enough for food. I plan to major in computer engineering.. To support my family even when they stopped supporting me.

>no car
>no job
>applied at too many places
>begged a job to hire me even for hard labor even. Got turned down
>most of all lost girlfriend the night before high school graduation.


I still send her gifts every year. Like a card etc etc.... Now my own family is no where to be found. I plan to support my family even though they aren't supporting me through these tough times...

/b/ you're my only family for support. Stomach aches right now.... I'm willing to work for whatever. This hunger is driving me for motivation, but what do you when being motivated and hungry for a job. Gets you nowhere

>Tldr I'm hungry, alone, tired, smart, but abandoned. Broke, no jobs available. Why shouldn't I kill myself to stop this pain... Physical pain and mental

>>676099491
Djibouti

Not an exact quote but still true. I think about it when my kids ask me to play with them.

"As you get older things you once loved to do will seem lame or unimportant. Nothing has changed but you."

I will always remember when my dad said he was too busy to play catch. I hope I always find the time for my kids.

>>676095461
I think that police car is from one country for Latin American.
(Mexico no counts because their polices car are complety blue).

>>676107481
Just letting you know that i just read the story anon, and I'm so sorry /b/ro

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>>676108660
I'd buy you food and a beer bud. But you're somewhere and i'm here. Love you bro you got a big heart

>>676108660
Well I left out they don't talk to me anymore..... So I just didn't want to be a burden

>>676105462
MFW it was posted 3 posts before that one.

>>676108226
The girl I'd be saying the truth to if I said this to her would never like hearing me saying that.

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>>676109052
Fuck that hi me hard

>>676107203
Man, I think I'll spend my life waiting for to come back even tho it won't happen

>>676109133
fuck it at least youd know for sure.

>>676099491
Chile
Mexico
Sweden
Greece
Turkey
Fiji
Nuie

>>676094342
Well, You've proven I'm human. I hope you're happy, because I'm not.

>>676108936
Thanks friend.

>>676109290
same, my girl wanted to travel and see the world
She wanted to move to chicago my home city. So i wait for the day she gets here so i can offer her a place to crash and hopefully convince her to stay. I doubt she'll make it out of k-zoo

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Can't have a feels thread without this

>>676107526
>another week goes by
>have about 2or 3 more episodes with Mackenzie
>still continue to keep the rest of the group in check
>I'd seen many kids go home now, and introduced just as much in
>none as bad as Mackenzie though still
>I wanted to stay there forever
>I wanted to keep living this simple life with a good purpose
>but I have a family who cares about me even though I'm a shit person for all I've put them through
>they keep calling in seeing when I'll get to go home
>start telling lies to the doctors, saying I still feel bad and I think I can't leave yet
>but I couldn't do that forever
>every day there costs more money than you would image they should be allowed to charge
>even now, 3 years later my family is still paying it off
>I had to give in eventually
>it's my last day
>Mackenzie has to stay longer
>we got a 17 year old girl in the ward that morning
>she was in for self harm and had scars all down her wrists
>she was calm and quiet
>I knew if what I had to do
>I couldn't leave Mackenzie alone
>none of the other kids knew how help her
>they weren't stable enough themselves to anyway
>but this new girl, I never knew her name
>this new girl she seemed like the best chance I got
>I told her about Mackenzie and her condition
>I told her she needed to be there for her and protect her from this unstable ward
>the girl seemed a little nervous but quietly agreed
>Mackenzie seemed to like her too so I was glad for that
>as I was about to leave I was telling Mackenzie goodbye
>earlier during my stay I learned she lived in a town very close to mine
>I learned about her family and stuff
>Mackenzie said she'll miss me and hopes she'll see me again
>I tell her I hope so too
Continuing still

>>676108980
Thanks /b/ro... You guys have been there through the laughs. The feels and the rekt times.. I'm just getting tired.. Like mentally and physically. I can barely walk around or even go walking miles to go find a job. Felt dizzy walking back from a jack in the box that was 6 miles away.... Rained like hell.... And was cold... But I'm really desperate for money

>>676109330
You know what...I'll try it monday because of you

>>676109650
now this is true

>>676104559
nigga das gay

>>676099491
Mexico, Peru, U.K... Why all fucking country's have an "A" in their name!?

>>676109971
please leave

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>>676109707
wish i could but i'm a poor college kid too
It'll get better i hope

>>676096345
fuck /b/ro.

>>676108660
Where do you Live?

Why do I keep coming back to these threads? I've seen every picture a thousand times. I've read the stories. I've cried myself to sleep. I wake up and I come back into the world that hates me, so I can interact with the people that hate me, so I can hate the fact that I'm alive.

I can't show weakness, lest I be devoured by loneliness. I can't show compassion, for I have given it all away. I can't show empathy, because I no longer empathize with the people in my life. So I come back to the baww thread.

There is no judgment here, only pain. Pain shared by people who will never know each other, but know each other more intimately than anyone else. I come back because if I don't, I won't be able to handle life. I need reassurance that I am not the only one. And I'm not. And you're not.

We aren't related, but we are brothers, united by our shared hatred of the world. And the world deserves to be hated. We, the social outcasts, the closet perverts, the internet hate machine. We are brothers-in-arms in our fight against this world which has wronged us.

I keep coming back with the hope that some day I won't need to. Some day, I'll find my missing piece. Some day I'll become whole and no longer need to hate the world. When that day comes, if it comes, I will still never forget the baww thread. The one thing that comforted me through my years of misery.

I am here because there is no other place I'd rather be right now than here, on /b/ at 2:30 am, with a bunch of niggers that I will never know. This is where I belong, with my /b/rothers who share my pain.

I love you faggots, go fuck yourselves.

>>676096104
Holy shit i created that image years ago.

>>676110392
I forgot about the character limit and had to delete more than half of this. Just remember that you are not alone.

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>>676107175
Look at these IED ridden streets

>>676110392
We love you too you miserable bastard.

>>676109683
>fast forward about 3 months
>I wasn't suicidal I guess but I didn't feel much better
>still don't to this day
>anyway I remember Mackenzie one day and I look her name up in the phone book
>her last name was pretty common but I knew her parents names too, so I narrowed it down pretty soon
>I am super excited to see how she's doing and meet her family and just see how things are going
>call the number
>Mackenzie's mom picks up
>I introduce myself saying I helped their daughter in the ward and was a good friend and protector and I'd like to talk to Mackenzie and see how she's doing
>the mother sounds off
>she says something like "huh she never mentioned you" or something of the like
>goes on to say I can't talk to or see her, that it's best for her if I never try to contact their family again
>hangs up on me
>3 years later
>I'll never forget

>>676110167
I don't expect help financially from /b/

It's not your guy's responsibility to feed me... You owe nothing to me. You guys are there for me every day. More than anyone else ever have. I'm just wondering how long does it take before I pass out from hunger. I'm willing to work for a damn burger. Fuck man. Why will no one accept me for a fucking job. Am I going to have to walk for days. Fuck.. Only so much 1 man can do...

>>676109740
A broken man does not fear the fault.

I shed some tears already, thanks guys, I'm psychology student and I really find this...beatiful, whenever you want me. I'll be here for you. No matter how broken I am, I'll always survive the fall and help you survive yours. From the bottom, the only way... is up.

>>676110325
Waco TX.

>>676110804
Fall* my bad

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>>676110738
>pls don't an hero
>you're my hero

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>>676110724
we should get this in real hand writing on a real page with real tears blotting the ink

>>676110987
I'm trying every day man.... But.... The pain just gets worse and worse.
>Inb4 man up

That's what I been doing..