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>>675974989
i just want to vanish man.

What do you mean "think about"? Literally just think about it, or considering it as an option?

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>>675974989
At least every other day

Everyday. I have nothing to life for since I'm completely useless for anything.

When i wake up in the morning, when i try to faal asleep in the night. Repeat everyday.

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>>675975718
*live

Damn, you really are useless.
Can't even spell propellerly.

just as i wake up, but not in a sad way. i use it to make the mild happiness more meaningful. i consider it, then point out to myself why i can and need to keep going.

>>675974989
Literally constantly. Next time a loaded gun is within reach its anhero time.

>>675975918
well anon, you made me laugh.

>>675974989
i saw a quote some where once and it acurately describes how i feel

it was something along the lines of:
"its like im at a bad movie and suicide is the lit exit sign in the cinema but its never been quite bad enough for me to want to leave"

most days
good thing it's impossible

>>675978322
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xUEg2WxGqQ

I think a lot about killing myself, not like a point on a map but rather
like a glowing exit sign at a show that's never been quite bad enough to make me want to leave.

>>675974989
literally every day, many times throughout the day
not quite every hour tho
i'm paying some debt off, then buying a gun

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whenever mommy is not arround

>>675978784
why pay off debt unless it's to friends or family?
they're god damn vulture merchants

It's not so much I think about suicide so much if I died right now in some firey explosion due to the carelessness of a friend, well that would be just okay.

>>675979102
it's from my failure at university, i still owe money from student loans and i'm afraid the bottomfeeding cunts will go after my family if i'm dead before it's paid
student loan debt cannot be cleared by a bankruptcy here in murika, because freedom

>>675979400
you can't inherit someone elses debt under any "free" as in freedom government unless you are married. that stupid shit literally see's the union as become one person.

>>675979400
You probably shouldn't have gotten loans. You don't really need them

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Every day

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>>675974989

All the time. I've done it a few times but I just keep coming back. Death is the easy part. Coming back to life is painful as hell. Thank you for asking.

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Almost every day, I forget about it when I'm out with somebody but even then I feel like I don't belong and that just I need to go somewhere where I will be alone. Few times almost jumped in front of a car, cause shit, I don't feel ok

At least 2 times per hour.