I want to kill myself. That is it.

already said it in some other threads but i got coerce into giving a guy a blowjob and ended up really loving it, never really had the chance to do anything more though

>>675409523
>>675409523
what has been keeping you around?

>>675409604
how did that happen?

>>675409925
i was younger than him and he talked me into it, saying it was normal, that since he was inviting me i should repay him, that kind of bullshit, it started by feeling him up, sliding my hand in his underwear and he kept going to stroking him and then he said since i got him hard i would have to finish him.. but a handjob wasnt enough for a guy experienced like him
i was stupid and just.. was scared to say no so i kept going

Since I'm the OP.. i'll share my own secret.. i want my ass fucked

>>675410167
how old were u? why did u like it?

>>675410823
14 years old, he was 17 (close to 18) i just like how he showed/told me what to do, just took control and kept making me do more and more.. telling me to go deeper.. telling me i was his little slut.. i just.. felt like his toy

I fucked my sister

>>675409853
suicide is chicken shit, not to mention I owe some people more than just offing myself. Also, ironically, I am an optimist. I have intensely hated most of what I have had to go through so far, but I have a bit of faith that someday shit will work out.

>>675409523
Welcome to the club called humanity you fucking snowflake.

We all want to kill ourselves. Just watch a busy crosswalk sometime. That shit is subconscious suicide. Get a grip you fucking pussy.

I love dominating my wife but I really want her to fuck my ass. I love it when she puts a finger in but I just go to fucking diamonds when I think about her fucking my asshole

>>675410992
thats dope how old r u now? do u still hook up with him?

>>675411017
Everyone has fucked your sister.

>>675411017
story pls

>>675411208
18 recently, he moved away the saturday again and he never replied to anything i sent so i guess i did something bad or he got scared, i dont really know and im kind of sad about it

>>675411167
>being a snowflake an anonymous message board
I think there is a bit worse that I could do here than this.
Kinda sucks just being overwhelmingly bored all the time though...

>>675411432
the saturday after (not again)

>>675411432
ah that sucks anon.., did u guys have sex? what other stuff did u do?

>>675411648
with him? thats all i did, i gave other blowjobs to toehr people (i had given a handjob before to someone else) but thats it

>>675409232
i have a 25k credit card debt. i just got married and my wife doesnt know. i earn enough to cover the minimum repayments and have a nice lifestyle. i cant make the debt go away without pulling back elsewhere.

not very edgy but some real life shit

>>675411811
how come no sex? did it make u wet?

My wife and I had a very serious discussion about a week ago and decided that we're both okay with fucking other people. My secrets are as follows:

1) Hearing about her shaving her pussy, pits, legs, and generally getting cleaned up for another guy has been getting me turned on

2) After a couple of failed attempts with women I know, the most likely encounter on my horizon is an ad I answered on CL that was a BBW and a CD looking for a 3rd. They've sent some pics, I can't decide which one of them I want to fuck first.

>>675412035
r u gonna do it in front of each other? any rules?

>>675411932
god yes it did, but there was no way we could do something where we were, just like he didnt touch me.. much (except during the blowjob) since i was scared to make noise

I want to be hurt. Not really in a sexual way, just cut and burned and that's it. No sex. Maybe cuddles. I just wish people would actually agree to this. Id pay money for it at this point.

>>675412167
i don't get it, where were u? did u only give it to him once? did u swallow?

I really was in the gate program and scored 99% in multiple national tests.

>>675411856
Are you in Canada? If so, hit up a consumer proposal company like 4pillars ..They can reduce that to about $7,000 with no interest and get your credit perfect again in 3 years using their program..I sound like a commercial but fuck was I happy to free up that money

>>675412144
If you mean me and my wife, no. She's in another state staying with family right now. If you mean the BBW and CD, well, yes. Hoping to do them both at the same time.

Wife and I discussed rules, and they're pretty simple. Always use condoms, 100% of the time. No feelings, on either side. If she or I are uncomfortable at any time, everything stops with no hard feelings. 100% honesty, as much as the other wants to know. When we are physically together again we'll talk and see if we want to continue, but even without having fucked anyone else yet, I'm inclined to say yes.

>>675412460
movie theater
yes only once, did it during the week and he moved away during the weekend after
i didnt exactly swallowed, he started cumming in my mouth without warning me (said its normal for guys not to know when they are going to cum) so i got surprised and pulled back but since he was holding my hair, i got stuck inches away from his cock and he finished all over my glasses and my nose, dripping down my lip. so no i didnt swallow right away but i had to clean myself after... in a movie theater

I'm fuck buddies with my friend's gf's 13yo sister

>>675412964
ah i thought it was in a theatre... do did u clean urself up by licking it? wanna kik and tell me more. i gotta get off this comp..kik: jd_g3

>>675412964
>>675412460
>curious about being a fag, anon?

I helped my ex gf suck and fuck a friends dog, four times

>>675413233
what?

>>675413229
how old are you? does he or the gf know?

>>675409232
i write emo poetry to god for him to fap to

>>675413233
Except it's a story of a girl giving a blow job ..I know, I know it's confusing cause she posted with no tits

>>675413399
story pls

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fucked a dude when i was 7 lmao

>>675413433
im old enough to know not to tell people how old i am...neither of them know.

>>675413828
how will i be able to identify you by only your age? just wanted context, bruh

>>675413657
I've always been into dogs fucking girls and had mentioned it to past gfs and got a bit out of them but none of them had been enthusiastic about the idea as this ex.
Randomly we were asked to house sit for a friend while she went out to a party which we hastily accepted knowing she had a rather large bullmastiff at her house.
When we got there we waited a good 20 minutes until we knew shed be on her way to the party. My ex got changed into some clothes I found sexy, sat in the couch and waved him overy to try and lick.

Moar?

>>675413557
no, it ain't, if this is from the last thread. or is it? >this anonymous shit does get confusing at times

>>675414031
20. so is friend, his gf is 18

>>675414200
yup

>>675414397
there you go. Now did the FBI bust down your door or sumthing?

>>675414563
they will one day, for other stuff, but they wont take me alive so im not too worried about it really.

I often fantasize about taking all the girls in my class hostage and making them all my sex slaves

i watch bestiality

>>675414721
teacher?

>>675414721
amen /b/ro

>>675414523
He licked a little but it was obvious he was apprehensive as he wasn't used to being allowed to do what came naturally.
Seem encouragement later he was at it like a pro. You could see his tongue corkscrewing deep inside her and with almost ever lick she let out a whine, it was so hot.
After a few minutes to asked how to get his dick out (wed discussed the knot and sheath etc) I explained and she started working the sheath, and without warning took his thick half-out-the-sheath cock head in her mouth and started working it.
Shit was fucking immense, she dribbled Cum all over the floor and all down her chin. I swear she sucked that cock better than she ever sucked mine.

>>675414721
we all have that fantasy.

I'm a heretic

>>675414697
hardcore, muhfucka. What you gon' kill yourself or some shit, crazy-ass white boy?

>>675415182
Legit!

>>675409232

I walk around most days with something up my anus, just like a small pen or something, does anyone else do this?

>>675415035
hahaha did he fuck her?

I'm fucking my best friend who is also my close friend's ex, and he already has a girlfriend, I know I'm a whore but pussy is pussy man

>>675412238
I'd do it for free. Ausfag here

>>675409232
I shit myself in lecture today, legit... in my fucking chemistry lecture

>>675415433
>but pussy is pussy man
you male or female

>>675415293
we'll see..

>>675414200
Always

>>675409232
I'm fucking my next door neighbour.

>>675415345
Yeah, it took a while to get him to.
He wouldn't mount at all so i picked him his paws and put them around her hips and guided him in. As soon so he felt her warm pussy a feight train wouldn't have stopped him.
He went to town man, like I've never seen that doh with as much energy before. She was literally screaming I had to tell her to shush constantly for fear or next door telling the friend we were fucking or some shit.
The couch was absolutely soaked the floor was soaked and she was dripping with Cum. He knotted outside, which was probably for the best being that we didn't have much time. And my ex was lost for words, s he just sat breathing heavily in a pool of his cum while he licked his dick

>>675415822
gtfo eurofag

>>675415939
Britfag

>>675415653
Female

>>675416061
for some context: how long you been doing that?

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I play Diablo 3 and love it. I am 40 and play coop with my brother who is pushing 50. Yes we are both autistic.

>>675416191
about 3 months now, it started when he was still with my friend and then they broke up cause psycho sandnigger

>>675415925
did she cum? did u fuck her after?

i pick my nose and eat it.

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I want to fuck the jackal

>>675416499
ever think about having a relationship with him or just in it for the fux

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>>675409232

I have severe PTSD, from being neglected by my parents for the first 18 years of my life.

Now as an adult, I have 4 severe panic attacks per day, and my mind is permanently stuck in fight or flight mode.

I only get 4 hours of sleep per night due to panic attacks, despite being on medications to treat it.

I am scared to be awake, scared of people, scared to leave the house, scared to even leave my bed.

My PTSD makes it extremely difficult to hold a job. I usually last only a week at any job, and am forced to quit due to extreme anxiety and panic attacks.

I am a shell of a person. I can't function in society. I can't even function inside my apartment. Life has been a 37 year neverending nightmare for me. I consider suicide every day to end the suffering.

>>675416556
We tried, but as soon as we started anything the dog went nuts. Barking and running around knocking things over so we had to leave it.

>>675416986
maybe a relationship when he stops trying to have a srs relationship with emo fag scene girls

>>675417138
hahaha so did she cum?

>>675417138
hahaha so did she cum? was his cock bigger than yours?

I tell everyone how much i hate furries and bronies but i actually masturbate to furry and mlp porn quite often.

I make me sick.

>>675417313
>>675417385
She never actually said, and I didn't ask at the time but I'm assume so I guess.
His dick was probably I'd say 9inches at the end when he was cleaning himself up so yeah.

I've told this a bunch of times.

When I was travelling in Europe, a teenage Brit girl gave me a blowjob on a train. She's now a wrestler on WWE.

>>675417451
You hate what society wants to you hate.

But you love what you love.

>>675417088
How so if you've never known anything different?

I have rapey fantasies... I'm afraid to tell anyone about it because rape disgusts me.

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>>675409232

system.out.println("Hello NSA!");

>>675418532

How so what? I don't understand your question sir.

from middle school up until i was a sophomore in high school i would get blowjobs from my younger male cousin. he was about 6 years younger than me and he was gay. im not gay but i guess that would make me. i would never date a male nor would i ever do anything sexual with one at my current age. but i remember when i would get blowjobs from my cousin i would never cum. i would make him suck my dick for about an hour and before cuming i would just go to the bathroom and shoot my load in there. idk why i never was able to cum in front of him. also that was the only other time i have ever gotten a blowjob except from my current gf right now. and my cousin now is a lot older and still gay. havent seen him in a long time though.

>>675418725
Same here. It turns me on when the girl is unwilling for whatever reason, even when I absolutely oppose it.

>>675419054
Maybe you feel that if he was able to bring you to orgasm, you'd be gay?

One time I was at my friends cottage

and I heard a scream

I told everyone to be quiet

I heard "help me help me"

I ran outside and threw off my shirt

started running to the end of the dock

HELLO IS THERE ANYONE THERE?

her dad noticed and said "its fine she was just kidding"

started having a panic attack

girl said sorry

later that night out for a smoke

see her on her dock

walk over start talking to her

end up fucking her on the dock

went back and fucked my gf

never told a soul.

>>675409232
I can suck my own cock

>>675419539
don't believe u show us

So half of me is really turned on by letting my gf fuck a bunch of other dudes like cuckold. And the other half would literally shoot any guy who would try to touch her, and if she did cheat on me leave her. Why am I like this. There is no middle ground. I dont understand it and I hate it.

>>675419268
it felt more like one of those regretful cums.
you ever fapped to someone or maybe slept with someone you regretted afterwards?
it felt a lot like that but i couldn't help myself.
i was in so much control and it felt so good. it was basically a free blowjob whenever i wanted it (if we were alone). he did what i wanted. would even choke on it and deepthroat it if i forced him to. i was such a loser then. i would have never been able to get laid nor get a blowjob from an actual female..

My gf lets her nieces watch us have sex when they stay at her place

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>be 6 yr old girl
>molested by my older brother repeatedly, repressed memories for a very long time
>mom finds out, shes a soc worker and actually covered it up, went to "christian counseling" and that was it forgets about it
>became sick and depressed
>ended up in hospital with brain issues because there was such a shift in my brain development, plagued with migraines
>grew up in and out of hospitals for my health and brain issues and shit
>stay depressed, reject god as a child, lost hope
>turn to video games, music and books, that was all I had left
>I was always a pretty girl but such a freak in middle school/hs I was intimidating apparently
>depressed all my life basically, turn to alcohol, sex, and drugs at a young age
>only way I could feel anything
>always lived in a small town, but when I was 16 my parents moved to Cinci
>I was already a pothead for years at this point, and basically a pill addict
>always hung out with older people, I was way too cynical for kids my own age
>end up getting addicted to heroin
>first started snorting it but I eventually shot up, thank god I was fucking smart and never caught anything
>same bf who got me on h gave me herpes
>move away from that shit pretty quickly luckily, the guilt of doing that shit literally ate me alive for years
>come back to hometown, i'm 17, still young, already done every goddamn drug in the book, just done with life
>I dont know how many times I tried to kill myself starting from age 14
>everytime I ended up in the hospital my parents would just get me out of it, not give a fuck
>prescribed all kinds of shit now for my anxiety and craziness, I would be lost without my xanax
>now i'm just plagued with panic atttacks whenever i get stressed out, sometimes paralyzing my entire body
>feel like im just fucking dying

I'm 20 now, a gorgeous young woman, and no one would EVER guess I was into some crazy shit, but yeah. Fuck my life basically. C'est la vie

>Be in kindergarten
>Friend asks to see my dick at school
>We go to the bathroom
>Whip out my 6 year old schlong
>He gets on his knees and licks it
>"Tastes like vanilla! Your turn Anon"
>Tf I ain't doing that shit
>Teacher bangs on the door
>Pull up my pants
>Both get detention for leaving class
>Hated fags ever since

I killed a man in reno
Just to watch him die

>>675420242
>gorgeous young woman
pics etc

>>675420242
Everything else from here on out would probably be child's play. So you can take that as a plus.

I can't bring myself to tell the people closest to me that up until recently I used to think about killing myself. I guess I'm just too stubborn to do it?

Was a call girl for a week. The pimp was a total asshole who demanded the girls to sleep with him.

>>675420842
how many guys did u fuck in the week? did u like it?

>>675409232
I want change genders

>>675419121
Yeah turns me on when the guy is being rough and the chick is resisting but moaning in pleasure at the same time

>>675417088
Neglected how

>>675420209
I know what it's like, but opposite.

When I was in my early teens there's this friend of mine that was older and had all sorts of access to booze from his parents. I'd sleep over at his place all the time playing video games or whatever it is young guys do for fun while hanging out. At night when his parents are asleep we'd drink and I'd sometimes just pass out.

One time I just woke up and found him kissing me on the lips, with his hand down my pants. I was so scared I pretended I was still asleep.

It didn't stop me from going back to his place and pretending I didn't know a thing. So every time we'd bro out, I'd drink with him, and he'd kiss and lick me all over while he jerk me off and use my hand to jerk himself off.

Honestly it just felt nice for some odd reason, and every morning after I wanted to confront him about it but never did.

Eventually I did tell him I know about it and I want it to stop. He was deathly afraid I was going to tell someone else. I didn't really talk to him after that, but I told no one at all. No one, until now.

I didn't turn gay though or anything. Being with another guy is just repulsive to me now.

I have herpes. My gf doesn't know

>>675421150
They didn't let me do what i wanted to

>>675422180
Hahahaha I lost

>>675420842
that sucks how come u quit?

>>675422083
how u gonna get around that?

When I was 16 I took the virginity of my sister's 11yo best friend. It was fully consensual, even her idea, but we still never told anyone.

I pranked called the KKK before it was cool

i fucked my sister when i was 7 and she was 9. she techincally raped me in a garage on christmas behind our moms house when i went to visit

i touched my girlfriends boob once

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>>675417793
Scrolling through thread, and just realized someone confessed they got head from Paige.

Femanon here
So, im crazy for horse cocks I love them so much. Im not into furry shit or anything like that. I just want to stroke and suck a hard thick horse cock. And eat buckets of horse cum

>>675423329
why?

>>675421979
idk what you would call this. i know for a fact that i would never hook up with a guy now.
i know this cause i have 2 close gay friends and its never crossed my mind with them.
i think bi-curious would be the best word to describe it.
we experienced with it but ended up not really liking it in the long run.

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honestly am drunk as fuck. I have never participated in this kind of thread before. My secret is that I was born with spinabifida and have fecal incontinence. It sucks not being able to control your bowels and bladder, it really ruins your life :( .

>>675423354
Maybe just the sheer size
I've never been with a really big guy and the sex I've had with even smaller guys has been great. It's just a fantasy I guess, I don't think I'd ever have the guts to do it, plus horses freak out and that could be dangerous

>>675423459
fuck dude
That's shit luck :/
My feels be with you

>>675423459
u a guy or girl?

>>675423477
do u fap to horse cock porn?

>>675423728
Yeah i do im wet just thinking about it.

>>675410992
You male or female?

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>>675423609
Guy.

>>675423804
wanna show us? thats a hot fantasy

>>675423804
would u ever let it inside ur pussy or just suck it?

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>>675423567
Thanks dude, it is shit luck. So far the only thing that keeps me from killing myself is marijuana and my fear of death.

>>675423329
where did this fantasy come from? how long have u had it for?

All of you are not real and are just a part of my dream.

>>675424506
probably

I did 19 months prison for fucking a 14 yr old. I act like ive reformed but desperately want to do it again.

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>>675409232

I've got a nine incher dick but I'm still virgin because I'm afraid I would scare or hurt any decent woman I would find.

>>675424705
how retarded do you have to be to get caught?

I want to fuck a twink

>>675424705
Atta boy.

>>675424802
Very, i kick myself for it every day.

>>675424802
From a scale of 1 to Jared?

>>675424777

trips doesn't make it true.

>>675424887
1, jared just looked at cp, i tasted the real thing

>>675424705
that sucks. i fuck a cute little 13yo girl a couple times a week at least for the past 6 months almost.

GOD DAMN GUYS, MY LOWER WISDOM TEETH IS ACTING UP AGAIN.

FUCK ME. I DON'T HAVE THE FUND TO GET BOTH OF THEM TO GET EXTRACTED.

IF ANY OF YOU WANT TO FUND ME I WILL GLADLY ACCEPT IT.

>>675425122
Right on, keep livin the dream

>>675425245
i will.

I kinda want more airplay from my girlfriend than I get. Im a guy. I'll have her play with my ass. She will rub it and squeez it and shit but I want more than that. Kinda some day want her to fuck me with a strap-on or finger me. Like... I know she wouldn't break up with me if I mentioned that stuff we both have our little fetishes and have been together plenty long enough and all that crap I just dunno how I'd ask

>>675420424
Underrated post

>>675409232
My mom's friend tried to finger me in the back of my mom's car.

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I've been in love with a girl from a different state for over 8 years. I'm too afraid of rejection to actually meet with her though....

>>675424705
did u get beat and raped everyday?

>>675420242
Your story is interesting
You're typically the kind of girl I would always try to "protect" by instinct (I always do it but it pisses me off in the end)
Also, don't speak French

>>675414721
I was about to respond with a 'lol we all do anon', then I rembered something.

I used to fantasize about tying up and sexually assaulting the girls in my class when I was about 6 years old. It never stopped. I'm 30.

I wonder if I'm into D/s becuse of that or I was just always going to be into D/s.

>>675422764
Fuck, you're a crazy one !

i'm new here on 4chan and it fucked up my sleep.
such an interesting place to be..
i've been staying up til 8am everyday since Feb.
I'll sometimes try to tell myself to sleep early at least around 12-1am but it NEVER works.
idk what to do...
Even if i do wake up early and i'm exhausted throughout the day
i still go on 4chan and stay up til the next day.

>>675412035
>My wife and I had a very serious discussion about a week ago and decided that we're both okay with fucking other people
>most likely encounter on my horizon .. is a BBW and a CD looking for a 3rd

Looks like you got the short end of the stick buddy .. no doubt she will be off stuffing herself full of twenty something muscular cock and you are settling for obese chick and transexuals - SERIOUSLY WTF DUDE ?!?

>>675426531
Get a life faggot

I used to have sex with my cousin (girl) when we were ages 6-9

>>675426589

yep, guys can't win this contest. Just had a close friend lose his wife to divorce after they got into swinging at her request. He never actually partici;ated but was happy for her to. She went from a shy repressed woman to a confident outgoing one and promptly dumped him. The life of a cuck is not always grand.

>>675416556
lmao u been cucked by your own dog

>>675409232
i think about killing myself every day!

>>675426661
you're here too so....

I'm a pedo. I'm not an offender and i don't look for cp, but most of the times can't stay away when some fag posts here

>>675420242
Look this isn't going to make any sense, but try to remember it later when it does. Every event in your life only carries the weight you give it. The dialogue now is that what you experienced is the worst thing ever, that's not true, it sucks and makes things confusing, but you're not scared for life, and at some point you stop reliving the experience (panic attacks, hiding in drugs etc.), and life goes on in new directions. Remember all the most interesting creative people went through hell.

>>675409523
you're a girl

I created an imaginary world in my head. Shits all fucked up. I can fucking make movies in my head if I wanted too, I'm never bored. That's why I'm going to use that imagination to become a director. If that doesn't work I will kill myself because I am a fucking idiot who never paid attention in school. I'm very oblivious & I think I'm mentally retarded.

>>675427504
same and im a chick. what the fuck?

I wanted and tried to kill my mother. After she died of cancer i felt pretty much nothing and i want to not exist, i am 28 and still a virgin and never had a gf, severly depressed with social anxiety

>>675427790
fuck societal standards for intelligence and creativity. make something great bitch.

>>675427823
most I've looked for was nudism sites, and felt really guilty anyway

>>675424315
sauce?

>>675423459
jp?

>>675427823
hm kik?

I was first a brony, but now I'm a furry.

>>675428990
like you really get turned on from my little pony sex?

I fondled my mother's breasts while she slept as a kid. Mutliple times.