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Bump because I just cut myself and I still can't feel anything :'(
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>>675223737
Can't feel
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>>675224249
Kek
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>>675223737
>Haha, how yer sister?!
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>>675223737
Obligatory
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>>675223737
Oh Schmitty. He was number one.
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Any Anons have anything they wan to talk about tonight?
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>>675226409
> mfw my name is jason
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>>675225348
Dam I read thru out the whole thing shit Is fucked up
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>>675227097
I confessed to my ex wife that I desired reconciliation. I know it's a bad move, but I want the pain to stop.
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>>675223737
He was number 1
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>>675228097
Did she file or did you? why?
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>>675228600
She filed, but it was a mutual decision. We fot married without really knowing eachother, and woke up one day with a stranger.
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He was #1
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>>675228828
Why do you want to get back with her? Lonely?
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>>675227097
Really want to contact my ex but I don't know if it's been long enough yet. I don't want to alienate her further or piss her off again but I've been a wreck for a while and I feel like I'm just going through the motions.
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>>675224249
this is a feels thread not ylyl
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>>675225857
Sad as fuck
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>>675229416
What did you do to piss her off the first time?
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This is the first time I've posted in a feels thread and I'm wondering if anyone has this feeling too

Sadly I lost the genetic lottery and was born with a small dick, and with no proven medical way to change it I'm stuck with it for life. The hardest part for me comes from knowing that the woman I end up with will never be fully satisfied by me and in 20-30 years will probably end up cheating on me for someone larger and it's just an inevitable fact I'll have to face
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>>675223737
How the fuck is smitty werbenjaegermanjenson feel thread material

Seriously what the fuck
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>>675229897
You'll just have to find a way to pleasure her in a different way. Get good at giving head so shes the one that cums first
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>>675229897
At least you'll end up with a woman
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Gf of three years broke up with me two weeks ago.
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last one
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>>675228799
Feels hit me dead in the chest
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>>675226147
Not sure why this almost made me cry
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>>675230188
You will too but you have go and find one they don't normally come to you
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>>675230152
Yeah I guess that's my only option at this point I just wish I was a little bigger because it really does fuck with my self esteem
>>675230188
There's someone for everyone anon just keep looking
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>>675230320
Shit man that's rough wanna talk about it
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>>675227097
I started regressing to my old state of not caring about anything
School work not getting done except i the eyes of people who care, spend all day watching or playing video games, no gf no friends i can depend on for advice
I dont like this, I want to stop it but I dont know anything else
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>>675229694
Very long story. Suffice to stay we're both afflicted by severe anxiety/depression/self-esteem issues and I fucking suck at talking about anything that I'm insecure about without sounding accusatory so we broke up on a bad note.
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>>675230871
Trust me I know I also lost the genetic lottery
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>>675227097
My ex recently just broke up with me. Was absolutely amazing when we were together, were together for a little over a year. We also just went to Spain during our winter break from school. Absolutely perfect trip for almost 2 weeks. Felt perfectly in love, had no idea a relationship could ever feel this "right" (past ones were shitty compared to her). Three days after the trip she stops talking to me as much. Starts avoiding me, only talks on the phone if I call her, stops the deep conversations. There's no reasons that relate to why she would be doing this after such a perfect trip... never knew if I did something wrong. Then she just broke up with me out of the blue 2 weeks later. No closure, no reasons, then blocked me off everything. Don't know how to feel, still trying to process everything but I can't. It's all so fresh and I have no way to understand what went wrong.. can't focus on school, work. I drink to get drunk and party with friends and people I don't know and it's great until I'm alone. After that I'm just a mess again with all these thoughts.
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>>675230356
Shit i was in that thread
>pic related is op's last post and my checking
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>>675231170
It gets rough sometimes doesn't it
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>>675231385
You didn't do anything that you did during the trip? Were you with her the whole time during the trip? It could of been something that she did and it was easier for her just to block you on everything than to talk to you about it.
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Have to drop out of university due to my own retardation, my mother has liver cancer, I lost my job for nonsense reasons, and my final backup plan of joining the military is in jeopardy because of past medical complications.

My whole life is going to hell.
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>>675231817
I dont know what country you're from but if you really want to join the military there are other countries that would be willing to take you
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>>675227097
I really do anon. Long story short I fought my friend of many years because he fucked the girl he knew I was dating and out of spite I informed his ex of what happened since their relationship was iffy. He fucked me over so I decided to do the same. He told his ex that he loved her and all of this bullshit the day he fucked the girl. His ex is a good friend of mine so I wanted her to know what happened, knowing it would hurt him.
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>>675232433
He wasn't a real friend you're better off without him, and you stopped him from hurting someone else you care about.
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This is a real experience that I have had, no bullshit "tree-fitty" or anything, and no greentext, because it's easier to do without.

It all started at the beginning of last year. My family recently divorced, and soon after, my mother was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. For months I hardly saw my dad because I had to focus on school and taking care of my mom, and the only for of communication that I had was over text, or calling him for advice. During this past summer, my mom got good enough for me to go to high school. I was a total mess by the end of 8th grade, because of what I had gone through, I had even shaved my head for her, and all that I got, wasn't sympathy, but insults and bullying, which led to closeted depression

Cont?
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>be me
>be plague doctor in medieval times
>making potions in my castle
>some fucking peasant accuses me of witchcraft
>ohfuck.scripture
>whole town at my castle
>whole town trying to burn me at the stake
>threaten to give town the plague if they burn me
>mfw when they have the plague anyway
>mfw when they die of the plague
>mfw when I have the plague
>i am a doctor
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>>675232791
always cont in feels threads thats what they're for
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My parents divorced because my mom cheated on my dad with 8 other men the day I found out they were getting a divorce my dad showed me a file full of porn staring my mother, it was a little intense for a seven year old who just had just found out mom and dad hate each other. Almost 12 years later and I can still see pictures and recall the names of the other men like I saw them an hour ago.
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>>675232381
I'm Canadian, and I've looked into it: my options aren't great.
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>>675224610
do you have the pic?
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Hey /b/.

I hate to sound like the enormous faggot, but here it is: How do you keep your humanity? I can feel my morals slip, things I once cared for are moot, and all-round I just feel numb.

I've tried to keep hobbies, socialize, and even get a girlfriend but lately, none of that matters anymore.
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>>675233164
Routine performance of them, and value yourself less in comparison to your core values and morals.
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>>675226606
That puts me in tears
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>>675226850
Damn, that's fucked.
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>>675232729
Thank you anon, my group of friends found out and feel similarly. Funny thing is that I feel a bit guilty since this event hurt my friend, his ex, but I learned it wasn't a healthy relationship after talking to her. He was too embarrassed to let his "friends" know what happened because we would make fun of him or some shit. After talking to her I found out how much of a lunatic he really is.
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>>675233164
What are somethings you enjoy doing now?
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It's funny, in it's own way, the magnitude of destruction that can be achieved in what would otherwise be an insignificant slice of time. It would take a lapse of judgment of less than twenty seconds to vault the safety fence on a tall building and send my body flying through the air, untouched by the burdens of my monotonous and insignificant existence. I would fall freely to the ground, maybe while falling, I'll actually feel something other than empty. After I hit the ground, there would be just a half-second of suffering. Not even a perceptible amount of time, really. And I think even in that split second where all my body can feel is pain, I still won't regret a thing, because I'd rather die for nothing than live for the sake of living.
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>>675233164
Sounds like depression so take meds if you can. They can help you feel something. Try to enjoy the little things in life, it can make it easier.
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>>675231780
We were together the entire time for 10 straight days. The only bad thing was that I lost my wallet but she was more sad than I was. I had to console her lol which is why the trip was pretty much perfect in terms of looking for a reason for the breakup. Just don't get it. She was saying very emotional stuff while we were together, stuff like our future. But then she just left me cold once we got back..
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>>675232791
>Cont

8th grade ended, and I had one or two real friends, none of which went to the high school I was going to attend. I was a total loner, was very depressed, and had no clique that I could just join in to. I would spend my free time either doing homework, taking care of my mom, or playing xbox. During 8th grade however, I was in the choir program at my school (inb4 gay, etc). During this, I was actually happy for that one period of the day, looking forward to it. So naturally, when it came time for registration, I signed up for choir. In this choir, I met Ian. Ian was the nicest, most genuine, down to earth man I met at my school, except for one other guy, but we'll get to him later. Eventually, he convinces me to join the theater company, and I join the sound crew. Doing this, I actually make new friends, and things start looking up. It wasn't until after they had decided on the cast and crew members were decided, that they would tell us the production that we were doing. The production was Les Miserable.
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>>675223737
She feels, she feels
http://frtyb.com/go/gQ0i_bAaEj/Omekle
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>>675233765
Have you ever suspected her of cheating on you at any point in the relationship?
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Only because it's late, I'm drunk, and it's hard to remember.All of the start is what people have told me, I can't fully, correctly remember anymore.
>Be 15, good kid, good grades, no trouble whatsoever
>picked up longboarding as a passtime to remain in shape
>start hanging around with the "wrong crowd" i.e. Skaterbois
>Still retained goodness, was teased, but held up
>decide to go for a night ride
>one of them convinced me to take off my helmet.
I hit the concrete face first at about 25/30 MPH, no helmet, was unconscious for about a minute, according to the witnesses.
>Wake up next morning
>zero memory of event
>1/100 memory of my entire life
>have to have family retell my life to me, including my childhood, I forgot most of my friends inside jokes
I retained names and some faces. I forgot most of my early childhood, if not all. The memories that lasted through are very fuzzy.
>Tell nobody except doc exactly how bad it really was
>Have a radically altered personality vs. what they described what I was
>I smoke now
>I drink a lot
>Fuc school, amirite?
>I can't even get back to it, my family is getting more and more disappointing in me as the days go on

It hurts /b/. I want to go back to the good child I once was, that they loved. I don't feel like I belong, I'm not who they all remember me as. It hurts to not be the person they all expected me to be. And there's nothing I can do to fix it

Wear your FUCKING helmets.
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>>675233766
> Cont + Check 'em

While doing this production, I met Brennan. Brennan is more down to earth, more genuine, and kind-hearted than Ian, which I thought was impossible. Brennan was a senior, which I knew would suck come this may, but I knew that it would happen to Ian anyway, so I just buried that thought down inside. Brennan would always give me rides home from rehearsals and performances because my mom couldn't because of her cancer. I told her about how much fun I was having being a part of the production, and for once in MONTHS, I saw her smile. After i was done talking to her, I went back to my room and sobbed.
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>>675234225
Dude... I'm really sorry.
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Just moved from Michigan to Nashwauk Minnesota but now at the end of May I'm moving Virginia to be with a girl I've known for five years, only problem now is I gotta tell my best friend that I'm not gonna stay here, this is rough.
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>>675234200
She's done questionable things like she will think certain things she does or wants to do are okay because I was her first real boyfriend so she would say she doesn't know how to act in a relationship. For the most part they're just barely crossing the line and caused fights but nothing physical to hurt me on purpose. I always believed when she said she wouldn't do something to hurt me because we were that much in love. Keyword, were. Like I said, idk what happened
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God guys I can't deal with this
I'm in love
And I read all these stories
About their loves dying prematurely from disease/disaster
About their loves dying bc of other guys
About their loves dying from personal faults
And I'm so fucking scared
Bc I want her to love me when I'm old, and to wake up next to me every morning, and to smile every time we lock eyes.
How am I supposed to live with myself if I can't truly believe that that's how it will be?
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>>675234225
Do they still not know how much you forgot about yourself after you fell? If they didn't its something you need to tell them, because it would explain to them why you are like you are now so they can get you help if thats what you think you need.
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Sorry for English, not my main language

Not really a sad story, but i want to share it.

I have a gf, probably, it doesnt matter what other people say. She is a 10/10 for me.

We are both Black belts in Tae Kwon Do, shes
2nd Dan, im 1rst Dan. She wants to open a tkd school.

I would leave everything for her, im thinking in drop out university to work, because her family doesnt have a lot of money. She is in university right now. She really wants her school and i want to see her happy.

So thats my situation, i have dreams, i have aspirations. But most important i am with her, and i know she loves me.
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>>675224249
Shit happens
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>>675231424
Fuck man, that killed me
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>haven't eaten all day
>grade 9
>go to get my egg sammy out of locker
>in hand
>walking to go eat it alone
>friend walks up
>oheybud
>knocks sammich out of hand
>other guy stomps on my egg sandwich
>noooooooooooooooooooooooooo
>they laugh and walk away
>pick up the remains of my fallen comrade and eat him
>floor egg has dirt in it
>pretend it's pepper, anon, pretend it's pepper
>hottest girl in school sees me
>start running away
>knock into a big guy
>he throws me into a locker
>start throwing up egg all over myself and crying
>everyone pointing and laughing
>piss and shit myself
>have to change schools
>kept the underwear
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>>675234746
Take a leap of faith, anon. Don't let your worries keep you from what you want.

“Of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.”
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>>675234746
I struggle with that shit too man just have faith that whoever you end up with will want you to love them as much as you want them to love you
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>>675234446
>Cont, almost done.

We start doing performances, and the crowds love us. For those of you who don't know, Les Miserable is one of the saddest productions out there, and at the end of the shows, audience members are leaving in tears. Time comes around for the final performance, and as everyone comes in to get a talk from the director, I can tell there is a mood change. Everyone is sniffing, and the theater director is getting choked up. By the end of her talk,everyone is in tears, including me. I'm crying because of my mom, and being depressed for almost 9-10 months, and finally being happy, and knowing that it will be over after this night. I look at brennan, he is in tears, almost bawwwing, and he grabs me by the shoulders, and tells me something I will never forget.

"This is your place now."

I lost it, and hugged him as hard as I could for what felt like an hour.
After the final show, Brennan dropped me off at my house, and as usual, waited for me to close the door. As I walked in the door, I could tell something was wrong.
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>>675234622
Maybe she did something shes not proud of and she took the easy way out of it so she wouldn't have to face the decision that she made. was it a LDR? Is there any way that you could get in contact with her so you can talk about what has happened between the two of you?
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>>675234802
Do what you think is best for you and makes you happy Anon.
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>>675227097
sadly yes, love of my life for the last 6 years has put me through hell, being too beta to realize that she could have actually loved me, and being too insecure i would give her up because i thought that would make her happy
then i see >>675226719
and all i can think about is how ill never get to be the one for anyone, because nobody will be her, theres not a single other Alex in the world, and i fucked up so badly that now ill never have anyone because nobody else will be her
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>>675235348
>Probably the last one.

I walked around the corner and saw that my mom was dead asleep. I checked he pulse and felt nothing. I ran outside to brennan's car and told him to wait, as I called 911.
Brennan stayed with me that night in the hospital, he held me as I sobbed into his shoulders when the doctors told me that there was nothing they could do, that the cancer took over, and her body went into shock.
>TFW I couldn't cry actual tears when my mom died
>TFW I saw my mom smile for the first and last time last week
>TFW After this year, I'll never see Brennan again
>TFW I'm contemplating suicide.
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>>675231385
Jack??????
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>>675235161
>>675235224
We've been together for a couple months. I've been in a relationship before, but it's never felt this way. We lost our virginity to eachother. My mom cheated on my dad. I have trust issues. I hate it bc I know it hurts her that I don't trust her entirely, but she also knows that it's not her fault I can't trust her fully.
I just don't want to go off to college and get my dream job but lose my dream girl
I'll try to have faith anons, I promise to you I won't let my trust problems ruin it
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>>675235511
It is LDR for the time being which is also another reason I have questions that go unanswered. But still I go back to thinking she wouldn't do anything to hurt me on purpose. But maybe she cut me out so she could do things while we are not together, that way I am not hurt? I just don't know man. Too many questions with 0 answers.
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>>675236224
No I'm not Jack lol, hope your friend feels better too tho. Sounds like we're in the same situation apparently
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Bumping because My Chemical Romance broke up 3 years after tomorrow.
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>>675234789
I guess I need to explain myself a little more.
When it first happened, I told my parents everything that had happened, I spilled the beans on everything that I could. My aprents knew, my best friends knew, the doctor knew. That was it. I tried explaining to my extended family my situation but they're held onto the "you were the golden child, you're just in rebellion" or "You were so set to be perfect, this COULDN"T happen to you, stop faking"
I'm nineteen now, I drink once or twice a week, no girlfriend. Smoke a pack a week or so. I failed my last three college classes for no good reason other than I've been suffering from crippling anxiety and just all around not being motivated. The medications don't work, the therapy doesn't work, nothing works I feel like because of my one screw up, I've broken something that can't be fixed with anything, not duct tape, not love, not the power of god. It's been three years, and the memories come back once in a while. And then I found out late last year that I was starting to remember incorrectly, so now I can't even trust the memories that i DO have.
It's a tormenting hell that I'm stuck in. The only reason I haven't quit is because my mother hasn't quit on me yet. My dad is indifferent to me, as well as my brother.I love my mother to death, but the second that she stops believing in me, I'm not sure what I'm gonna be able to do.
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I got diagnosed with cancer today (not the meme kind) that feel when you'll probably never see your long distance girlfriend because of all the upcoming treatments
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>>675236531
I stopped posting after everybody ignored my feels. I'll never bump this shitty narcasistic thread. Fuck you, commie.
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>>675236136
>Tfw im sobbing now. Thanks for sharing anon, sorry for your loss
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>>675236268
I know what having parents cheat is like man >>675232993 it puts strain on my relationship but my girlfriend understands and helps get me through the bad days
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I'll be 20 years old next month and I haven't really ever felt any form of attraction towards another human being. Literally every person, song, book, movie, etc. talks about how love is the best fucking thing ever. I couldn't even fucking begin to pretend I know what love feels like. I'm really starting to worry guys.
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>>675236835
Good, die faggot. Your first mistake was dating a girl long distance, your second mistake was getting fucking cancer. ahahahahhahahahahaahhhahahahahahahaha. hope you die meaninglessly and alone.
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>>675236136
Live on for your mom she wouldn't want you end it.
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>>675237051
no worries anon, I will
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>>675233060
Foreign Legion my friend
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>>675237051
Troll somewhere else fucktard
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>>675237051
What's clearly troubling you, anon?
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>>675235785
Thanks, anon, you too!
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>>675231385
Damn dude. I'm in the EXACT same boat with my life. Hang in there man, the worst part is questioning what went wrong
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>>675237335
Looking into that. Also, looking into volunteering with the Syrian Kurds to teach CPR\First Aid. I just need to get away for a while.
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>>675236999
You'll feel it one day and you'll know what it is as soon as you feel it and checkd
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>>675237401
My dad died of cancer last week and I haven't stopped thinking about it. Sick of losers making up fake cancer stories on /b/.
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I still think constantly about how i ruined my last serious relationship by being a selfish idiot. It's been about 5 years and it's still the biggest regret of my life. The silliest things will remind me of her. I was in a car with a friend when some stupid song by daft punk came on that made me think of her and it took all of my strength not to break down into tears.

I can still clearly remember how perfect she was. Her deep green eyes, he long black hair, he slender pale body. She was great for me. I was crazy about her and she was about me.

In the end I broke up with her over a rumor that wasn't even true. When I found that out i guess i was too proud to admit the mistake i made, and of course she wouldn't take me back. The worst part is that the guy who started the rumor was ostensibly my friend. Of course, i haven't talked to him since.

We'd been together for two years at the time. We both lost our virginity to each other. We had so much in common, and she was smart as hell too.

Mostly i just try not to think about it. I'll tell myself it was just a stupid high school crush and nothing would have come of it, nevermind all of my friends who ended up marrying their high school partners. But i know the truth is i'll never find someone who is even half of the woman she was. What's more i'll never find someone like her who is actually interested in a fucking sperg like me.

Pic related. Isn't she just perfect? Everything about her. Of course she found someone else since then. At least she has a shot at a happy life.

tl;dr i'm a retard and i deserve every bit of this loneliness, pain and embarrassment.

I don't expect anyone to read this wall of bullshit text, but it's nice to get it off my chest for once.
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>>675237811
lmao he probably killed himself you fucking cuck I would fucking kill myself too if my son was such a fucking degenerate
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>>675237807
I sure hope so Anon. Thanks and goodnight.
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>>675237588
That's why I try to do whatever I can to not think about questioning her. No matter how much I try, the moment I am alone, the thoughts, memories, questions (mostly this) flood back in my head. Drinking is temporary, chilling with friends is temporary, partying with randoms is temporary, chilling with my puppy is temporary. Eventually being alone puts me back into this thought cycle. I'm fucked. My grades are shit, I bombed this entire semester at college
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>>675233157
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>>675237811
I'm sorry to hear that, but a lot of people here aren't making up cancer stories. I'm not, and I don't think anyone else here is either.
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>>675238206
oh my fucking god...
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>>675237811
>>675238020
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After reading through this thread, this is gonna be weak shit, but I want to get it off my chest. I'm in an indoor marching band with my univ, and there's a cute girl who plays clarinet. We went to a competition last week, and I was able to speak a few sentences to her. I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder last year, so it's hard for me to make friends, and even harder to do it proactively. In the show, there was a set where everyone dances. I started on trombone, but now I play bass. Another trombone player is dancing with her, and I realize I made a bad desciacion. Everyone in the front ensemble with me has a significant other, so I feel I need to get to know her, but I have no idea what to do, or what she's into besides marching band. I've been sad ever since the trip and I have no idea what to do, because I can barely talk to her. Sorry for a rambling.
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>>675225348
holy fuck that's heavy
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>>675237815
ah fuck dude. I was reading this thinking "It's okay, it was years ago, you can mend things now that time has passed!" But I read she's got someone else.
It's awful. Sometimes we lose chances for the wrong reasons but you gotta realize that you're still young (judging by her picture) and that you have time to meet someone who will be worth more to you than her. Just need to believe and not wait for it to happen. Live your life and it'll come when the time is right. Don't think about how long its been since you found someone like her. Think about how you can be a better you anon. We're all going through breakups. I'm rooting for you man
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>>675236818
try your best to quit smoking. Going cold turkey isn't going to help were you're at mentally so try vaping, patch, or gum so you can get off the cancer sticks because they aren't helping you either. If you put the effort into bettering yourself your family will see and they'll change their mind about you.
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>>675236975
Yeah, my girlfriend is like that too. And I'm glad someone knows my pain.
My dad never showed me anything like that, but he told me all about what she did and the lies she told.
It's really heavy for a young kid
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>>675225487
ok, I'm done. going to bed now.
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>>675226764
fuck, why do i read this one every fucking time
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>>675238387
Just try talking to her more, and try not to be too autistic. If you must, look up good ways to start convos. Girls won't suddenly hate you for saying something weird once or twice, so don't be too shy. Good luck anon
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>>675238387
so you wanna talk to her? like thats the issue here? just want clarification
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>>675238307
>>675238020

I just did and look how tilted everyone got hahahaha


I really do hope you die of cancer quickly. We're wasting our resources on you, you sick cancerous fuck. Go die!
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>>675238387
That's not weak shit at all bc having an anxiety disorder is tough shit. You gotta be a fucking champ to live your life like everyone else does and I applaud you anon. Think of it this way. You like her, you like her a whole lot to even be this worried about talking to her. That means something. When an opportunity like that comes in your life, you gotta take it by the horns and try the situation out. Make a move, talk to her a little bit again. Maybe that's all you need to do at first, just work on another few sentences to her like you did before. Make slow progress and keep working on it. Don't give up on something that makes you happy thinking about a what if scenario. You choose your path man, go see what happens
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>>675238846
Well, you DID write these comments.>>675237051
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>>675239041

Yeah and it's true. Go cry about it.
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>>675239109
Why would I cry about someone so pathetic they need to shit on others to feel better about themselves?
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>>675239222
hahahahahhahahahahahahhaha


Seriously do you all have vaginas?
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>>675239109
If theres something you want to get off your chest? this is the thread to do it in go ahead and tell us what wrong in your life.
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>>675238922
fucking this
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>>675239400
Nope.
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>>675239408
Nothing really.

Just livin' man.
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This song.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUja5B8ei2U
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>>675239490
There has to be something. Why else would you attack the vulnerable?
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>>675225528
retarded adults having retarded kids making retarded decisions ending in retarded conclusions. Huh, weird how that doesn't make me feel sad.
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>>675238560
Thanks anon. We're all gonna make it
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>>675239838
hey man did you know your edge is showing? You should cover that up before you really hurt someone.
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