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>>675174520

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It's me, Camden.

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>>675174918
U seen chef?

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does anyone care to hear a story?

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>>675175512
Of course, anon.
Share your tale.

>>675175512
sure

>>675176258
Sauce? looks like a good doc or movie.

>>675176873
Free to Play a documentary by Valve

ITT people who need to harden the fuck up.

Ive had abnormally high anxiety and paranoia for 2 days now.

Feels like someones out to get me or I'm in some kind of big trouble that I don't know about.

Every time my phone goes off I jump a little and I have to build myself up to check email

How do I calm down?

>>675178524
what if you had people that would be, but you're still unhappy

>>675178830
This cuts deep.

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This is a habit of mine now, I suppose. I'm posting this image in every feels thread I see, so that hopefully I can help others. I'm here to listen to the tales of woe from all of you. After all, if I can still feel myself die a little inside, I know something's still there.

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>I've felt like an outsider since I can remember
>always the third wheel
>barely able to hold up a conversation
>depressed for almost 8 years
>go to sleep every night hoping I don't wake up
>move
>meet a girl
>for some reason I'm able to talk for hours at a time with her
>she's kind and smart
>fall for her
>she doesn't feel the same way
>moves to another country
It's been months and it's still killing me. I had no idea my depression could get worse. Don't know how long I can do this anymore.

>>675175060
> franku
> manamechef
> maxresdefault
Kek

>>675176873
Free to play a documentary on Dota 2 and 3 pro players including fan favorite Dendi, I won't lie I'm a huge Dota fan and when it came out and I saw dendi's story I cried.

>>675178783
fuuuuuck....

>>675178672
i actually fucking hate this picture here
Reminds me of false rape and abuse accusations getting innocent people in jail or worse just because someone decided they don't like them

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Hey /b/ how are you? Im shit right now bout to cry
Story time
>be me
>be in womb (but unknown at time)
>parents are around 20-21
>no parenting skills what so ever
>dad dint klnow about me for some years
>a year into marriage they get divorced
>baby anon is now officiously from a broken family
>GREAT.jpg
> after some years father finds out because shit mother is shit at parenting
>give baby anon up to dad because two new babies are being born
>YAY! HOORAY!
>I love them regardless of this
>they never knew their father anyways (get into that in a sec)
>except for baby anon he gets placed over in PA with father because anons mother can’t deal with him
>cant deal with baby anon to much stress etc.
>first time baby anon feels unwanted
>get to airport gets sad feel bad etc.
>be me 4-5 at time first plane ride ever
>feel scared and alone for first time in whole life
>get to airport me father run to him crying
>man I never met, but hug him unconditionally
>have okay life a little stressful since mother is now in custody battle with father for whatever reason she thought it was a great idea
>thanks mom.gif
>cry almost every night because of stupid fight with father over mother things which makes it worse since baby anon can't see her
>I scream at father and hate him to my core
>we start to live with grandma and grandpa since father has to work almost all day driving trucks
>neverseehim.png

continue?

>>675174856
>its me goku

>>675177647
special snowflake alert

>>675174520
Does anyone want to hear a story of how I lost my soulmate?

Bumping for the feels, getting drunk alone tonight

>>675178830
I've had people want to be with me, just not the people I wanted to be with. The girl I liked in 8th grade but she didn't acknowledge me and found some fuckboy to be with, 5 years later I lost alot of weight and bought myself a good car and she gained some weight and lost some self respect , I was long past her and then she started hitting on me, I wasn't mad at her for before but I ignored her like she used to now I was out of her league now it was her time to feel rejection and isolation. Still a kissless virgin till today but I don't regret denying her.

>>675181212
Fuuuck.

>>675181508
of course, anon

>>675181508
Yes please

>>675179576
Dude are you me?

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Found out today my longtime crush has done the most degrading kinds of porns. Can't even jerk off to it because it's so fucking sad.

When you try to seek medical attention for some PD you probably have, and psychiatrist just thinks you're faking it, in order to skip military service.
(you would think that big scars all over hands would be like "hey at least meet this man for a few times, there could be something in it" sigh, but noooo)

>>675182182
you know the drill....name, photos and videos or didn't happen annon...

>>675182182
Pic related?

>>675182382
sign*

>>675181768
So, her name is Jo. My name is Harry.
I always had one rule in my life and I had kept it up until that day. I was playing League of Legends (living in Tokyo as a Master's student) and she was in Colorado (NA server). We met through the game and the very same day we started chatting.

It was amazing. We clicked in everything. Her demons were exactly the same as mine. We talked about art, the stars, love, us, our future, how we would have made things work. Anything you can think of, we talked about it.

She had depression. Her father and mother wanted her to join the US military and since I'm an ex marine (Greek army, not US, I'm from Greece) I told her not to go and explained why.

She told me she didn't want to go and that she always wanted to study Computer Science in college. I told her to go for her dream.

I taught her how to overcome depression. I taught her how to be herself, how to stand up for herself. We made plans. She was going to come to Greece once I went back there (1-2 months after we had met online).

Going to continue in the next post...

>>675182182
>she has a tattoo
You should have seen that coming

>>675178783
man... I haven't cried in 3 years. and something about that shit pulled it out of me. thank you anon. I needed that cry more than I thought.

>>675182466
Yea
>>675182466
I'm not going to promote the site or share anything else about her, but it's one of the worst kind of porn which borderlines on abuse.

>>675182567
Those 1-2 months went by like a dream. We kept talking every day for the longest hours and we couldn't get enough of each other. We both knew how stupid and silly it was that we had never met, but it was so close.

I was back in greece and she was going to come and see me for the first time.

Parenthesis here. I know it sounds stupid to everyone reading this but honestly, I've never loved anyone so much in my life and I've never connected so much with anyone. We were a perfect match.

She loved me and I loved her. I remember I had told her that by the time she comes I will have ordered two keychains which are puzzle pieces. One will have her name on it and the other one will have mine. And those two puzzle pieces will fit together like we fit. A perfect match.

That's when it all started going downhill

>>675182567
sucks, man. keep going, please. samefag that asked for story.

>>675175512
Im listening anon
We're all here to talk to

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>Used to feel bad and suffer with you when i visited these threads
>Years of abandoning /b/ and /v/ (aside from the ocassional cheeky fap) and turning to the wisdom of /fit/, /pol/ and /tg/ has made me smile at the misery of others
It's like seeing the world through a new lens of complete perspective.

Being sad is what faggots spend their time doing. Chose to be a faggot or spend your time doing something constructive. Spend enough time being constructive and you'll be beating everyone else.

Personally i don't like being flawed and i hate having people above me. Try being arrogant for just a bit. It's a wonderfull feeling, even when you're proven wrong, because you've got something to better.

>>675183023
go on please. samefag

>>675177880
Start lifting. That's what I did and it helped me a FUCKING lot. Still have some issues to work out but in the end it was nothing but positive

>>675183023
It was less than 15 days when she was about to come to Greece. I remember clearly that she was sick for two or three days.

We didn't talk much but I could understand. She had a sore throat and she seemed really sick. It was fine. I had a hunch though.

After 3-4 days she was fine again and then was when everything went to shit. Her mother (at that time Jo was dependant on her parents for money) insisted she'd go to the military so much that she hit her once or twice (I remember that she got slapped once and literally dragged in the car).

Her mother insisted on Jo seeing a recruiter for 3-4 weeks. I supported her all the way. With the time zone difference, I had to stay up the whole night every night. It was a matter of 3-4 nights everything that happened.

I'll go on in the next post...

>>675183108

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>Guy finds out that his brother has been shot and killed.

Why do i feel.

>>675182772
I think I've lost my empathy. I can't cry for other people's problems anymore, and I have no idea why. I hate everyone I know, and I've began pushing my family away. I can't care about others anymore. I want the old me back.

>be me
>meet girl in chat room we talk laugh and exchange kik
>turns out she lives in same state as me about 2 hours away we make plans to meet
>meet and hit it off we end up dating
>I fall madly in love with this girl as days turn to months
>1 year later we decide to move in together(she still lived with parents I had my own place)
>lately she has been a little distant but I still love her
>one day we are on date to the pier just before move in she says she has something to tell me
>"I might have cancer anon."
>my heart drops I don't know what to do
>ask if there is anything I can do to help
>she says she just needs to stay with family to try and get medical treatment if she does have cancer
>I agree and we decide to hope for the best
>turns out she does have cancer
>slowly gets worse
>she goes to a medical facility a state away
>we talk on the phone a lot and I visit a couple times but she seems weak
>one day try to call no answer
>whole day no reply try calling her mom
>mom tells me she passed away
>my heart drops idk what to do I just lose faith in life
4 years later and I still think about her to this day wish there was something I could have done have not dated since

>>675180676
That something you did hurt somebody else doesn't automatically mean you were in the wrong.
Cops that give out speeding tickets are hurting people. Parents that are forcefully telling kids that if they touch the stove they get burnt are hurting them. Making them afraid.
Telling a friend that the work they were thinking about turning in kinda sucks and needs more work could hurt them.

Doesn't mean that you were wrong. But when they say that what you said hurt them, they aren't wrong either.

That's how life works. Sometimes people get hurt and its' really nobodys "fault".

>>675183504
I was sleepless for more than 4 nights in a row, trying to help from the other side of the world as much as I could. She was devastated with everything that happened. She was going to the recruiter for 3 weeks so far and she eventually was released by that shit and her mother and father eventually agreed to her going to college.

It was the 5th day I was sleepless when that happened. The last day I'd ever see her face. I didn't know back then but I'm tearing up even now that I'm thinking about it.


Continuing.

>>675180802
That guy was seriously a cunt, though. Holy shit.

>>675183566
Also forgot to mention, I keep coming onto these threads to try and help people, but.... I can't. Is there a name for somebody trying to save a world that doesn't want to be saved?

>>675182937
She kinda looks familiar. Throat fucking with gagging, drool and a li'l vomit?

>>675179752

Fuck me

That feeling man

>>675179117
This one gets me every time

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>>675176258
Ahh man.. whenever I see this webm, I instantly think of dendi's part in the documentary too, losing his dad, that's what kept him going, keeps playing to have his thoughts somewhere else

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>>675183186
thanks, anon.
>be me around age 10-11
>be in heated fight with dad
>somewhere along the lines it's about my mother
>at time I thought she was a saint
>nicest person ever to me
>at the time also I hated life, but not as badly after this
>be me fighting with dad
>father is fed up runs upstairs yelling
>I can't believe I married a prostitute
>mfw
continue?

>>675183848
go on

>>675183918
Emo fagit?

>>675183566
Hey man, let me tell you my story, for what its worth.

I have never had a single friend. Never. I have always been put down, bullied. People always went out of their ways to exclude me from fun things and group activities, i always was the one sad lonely guy. I want to hate everyone sometimes, but i cant. I know what its like. I cannot do this to other innocent people.

Whatever it is that happened to you that made you this way, i hope you can understand that there are people like you too. They dont deserve it. Dont do to them what has been done to you.

>>675181189
Sucks, man, but your legacy is not what came before you. Humanity grew out of the dark forests of this world and we thrived; you must do the same.

>>675183792
Is this the guy from the Drone documentary?

>>675178783
Tears streamed down my cheeks.. I would watch the fuck out of this chick flick

I should just kill myself before I hurt anyone else

>>675177647
yeah now go to your trap thread and cry about how much you want to suck bbc but can't because you are in a religious family. Faggot.

>>675181718
... he's right though. People who don't change are fucking assholes.

>>675183918
Acts of true heroism are shrugged off and forgotten so easily. The term you are looking for is "hero".

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>>675184360
>find out it's true later on, but at moment call bullshit
>mother lies continuously to me about it, but it's no surprise since it happens so often
>I hate myself now
>after a while I start thinking of suicide daily
>soon my father then has problems with cancer
>which for some odd reason hit me hard even though I've hated the man forever
continuing

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>>675178783
Geez what the fuck man.

>>675183848
We connected on Skype and she didn't look happy at all.

Those fucking beautiful eyes looked empty. Again, after all those struggles I remembered her eyes being empty from the depression.

"Jo, what's wrong?"
"I can't Harry. I can't do this anymore"
"Do what?"
"I just can't".
My heart sunk in a split second. I was looking at her knowing it was the last time I'd ever see her, even on screen.
"I understand. I'm here whatever you need me for, but since I feel like this is the last time we will ever talk, just know that you can always talk to me and tell me what happened. I'll be waiting..." I said and closed the call.

5 days sleepless. I went to bed. I slept 24 hours straight waking up only to eat and go to the bathroom.

When I finally woke up, there was no Jo, no Harry, no sunshine (that's what she used to call me for saving her from depression), no nothing.

I would never see her at the airport and I never told her that I had bought tickets to go and see her the day she would stop going to the recruiter.

Fast forward 3 years and going to January 2016. I heard from her again. We talked a bit, found out that she is into drugs now, has insomnia and severe depression again and she's spiraling downhill. When I tried to help her and be someone she can talk to, she basically said 'it's time for you to go away'.

So that's what I did. I'm trying to move on even after these 3 years, but it hurts so much /b/. I know I lost my soulmate and it's so hard.

The worst part is I never had the chance to give her the puzzle pieces I had ordered for our keychains. Whenever I look at them, I feel like dying.

>>675184709
no idea sorry bro

>>675181953
This is one way to deal with the failure that is yourself. Just like trying to become a woman.
Being a man isn't easy. But all the alternatives are a hundred travels worse.

>>675184947
this makes me sad

>>675185083
that's deep, man. I'm here for you. Wanna talk, anon?

>>675180050
Edgy but true this place does desensitise you to the point that nothing has purpose

>>675179576
>>675181982
Gotta happen
Gotta happen.

>>675181508
No
Go jerkoff with your tears then make money doing something you hate then go fuck ten other people's soulmates and make those ten people hurt as much as you use to

Does anyone has the story of the sad french /b/ro, who thought, that he will get a nice evening with 2 girls, which confused him with another guy?

>>675179413
You have a good intention here, I have nothing to share but thanks for this.

>>675185242
Would be cool if someone knew, pretty sure I watched a documentary in like 2014 about drone warfare in Pakistan etc, and this guy in the pic, is one of the people they interviewed. (If it's the same guy, they do really look alike tho thats for sure)

He basically was a drone operator for the US air force, tricked into the job since it was new and all that, nobody knew what it'd turn into. Turns out he was enforced to take out hostile leaders that were surrounded by civillians, kids too, and it really defiled him from within. The only one giving him any kind of empathy/talked to him was a chaplin, who told what him, that what he does is the plan of the God.

I'll see if I find the documentary, it's kinda melodramatic but well made regardless.

>>675185146
Nope nope nope not again.

>>675185413
Fuck dude, this cuts deep

Not heavy Baww but remembering things from my past. Friends I've lost and kept. Fights I've had and people I've hurt or hurt me.

All the nights at the park on the swing sets behind my friends house. Loud music driving. Walking around town late being kids. The bike rides. The games of manhunt. The sleepovers and visits to blockbuster


Can't do that now.

What do. Met a grill on Friday at metal concert, super cute and funny, 8/10 would bonk-a-donk. Was coming onto me quite a bit, lots of hugs and just generally touchy with me. Steppped out from the concert during a fairly shit act because I was close to losing my lunch for some reason. She kept me company outside and was really sweet... Got her number and boarded the train to the bonezone, chatted her up for 2 days before being straightforward and saying that I like her.

Has boyfriend.

Think little of it, don't let it get to me...

Few days pass. This morning: *gets to me*
What do?

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>>675185482
There's nothing to really say, my brother. It's all gone and she's gone. To be perfectly honest she was once the one I wanted, but she's too deep into drugs and everything that will destroy her life and I don't know how or if I can save her.

Pic is the keychains

My ex girlfriend lives 1500 miles away.
She still loves me, I still love her.
Neither of us can really make a commitment to move to either.
We'll die apart.

>>675179117
Right in The Feels

>be me
>25
>have cutest girl in the world
>been together since late 2014
>it's now late '15
>haven't seen her in at least two weeks
>tried to look for her in the places we always go for dates
>tried to call her house, got no answer
>jumped in my car and went over there
>I still can't believe it
>he was just leaving
>there must be some misunderstanding
>there must be some kind of mistake

>>675178783
fuck man

>>675186819
wat?

To be honest most "Lonely heart" things don't baw me. Only a few love themed ones do.

I think friendship ones. Animals. Parents. Good people. People admitting faults are the bawws that get me

>>675186819
Wtf man

>>675180403
hey look it's my life

>>675179413
Read though all of this, think of the shitty day I had.
>Come across this
>Realist smile I had all day
Thanks anon, I hope to see you again in the next one

>>675177880
xanax

>>675186654
To whomever saw my story, thank you for just reading it.

I had a girlfriend in 2004, we dated for 4 months. Can't stop thinking of her till this day.

I'm married for 8 years and my wife has no idea

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>Here is my story that i've typed up last night that I screencapped for future breads hoping to help other anons.

>>675189371
god damnit

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I've embraced the loneliness.
Realized the cruelties of life.
Forgotten happiness purposefully.
It seems to be easier this way.
But I want to die everyday.

Looking through this thread, there is one thing all these stories have in common.

A connection.

Humans live elaborate, complex lifes. Giant cities have been built and incredible inventions have been made by humanity. We are the first species to ever enter space.

But at the core of all this, is a connection. Humans desperately seek a connection. Everything people work for, everything people buy or desire, at the core of it is the connection with other humans. In this entire universe, all we have is eachother. When that is taken away, all reason to life, all joy and energy are taken away.

Many broken people browse this site. They all have one thing in common, which im sure you know what it is at this point.

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>>675188537

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>>675190019
>Didn't inspire me to think about anything

>be me
>14 or 15 can't really remember
>been on depression meds for a few months
>finally starting to feel okayish rather than suicidal 24/7
>I lose my virginity to my crush, qt3.14 girl likes horses and videogames
>we were in a relationship
>I was average build with average looks
>first time I ever felt genuinely happy since being depressed
>then...
>I woke up
>still a moderately depressed fat loser
>depression gets slowly worse and meds get upped
>every once in a while I notice crush looking at me and I glance at her and look away quickly and blush
>fuckmysocialanxiety.png
>not sure if that was what that was but any time a girl would talk to me or even look at me red face
>nothing ever comes of it
>finish highschool
>live in parents house work at local restaurant as waiter
>and here I am
Also this is one of the first greentext I've ever done r8 me out of 10

>>675190107
well done, 127 words and you didn't actually say anything

>>675186654
dude you hit me hard with this one... Give her the keychains man, call her and do it, maybe it makes her redo her life. If you dont do it, it'll haunt you until death.

>>675174520
hey, sorry I saw your profile and I just thought you looked cute in your picture, I really wanted to tell you that)) It's really rare to see girls playing video games haha! I don't know why its a guy thing honestly im like really against misogyny and like ill be the one in the kitchen making sandwiches. We should really play l4d2 sometime its a really cool zombie game with a lot of scary moments, but don't worry ill be there to protect you ;) sorry that wasnt flirting I swear Im just trying to be friendly I really like you

>>675191213
No, man. The last thing I have left from this relationship is my dignity. The keychain represented us and how much of a match we are. She will only get it if she deserves it.

I love her, but I can't give it to her. Both emotionally and practically. I've decided that her keychain will either one day end in the bottom of the sea or in her hands. That's up to her.

I've done enough moves towards her and she always pulls back. I'm not a dog.

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There is hollow part in my chest. My breath is hot and my head as a slight ache. My eyes are heavy, but i can't fall sleep. I can the water around my eyes build up from staring at my phone screen. I scroll through sites for shreds of interests though I know I won't find one. The day is over. I am weak. I am alone. This is ever night, and I do anything end it other then my life.

>>675191793
PS:
My typos are complete shit.

How to I switch back to normal mode, I'm not prepared for hard mode I've almost at times wanted to quit the game but held myself back based on the amount of time wasted here and the work put into it

>>675190923
Im saying that if a person cannot connect with another person, even if it is just one, they can never find purpose or happiness. There are people in war torn countries who are mentally in a better state than many people here.

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>>675174520

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>>675174520
bumb

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>>675192322

I'm nearly 28 just a few weeks shy of it, I want to say I wa slike most of you but when I'm honest about it I know I still am.

My life started in '88 in a small village in the Netherlands, I lived with my single mother. I don't remember much for the first few years apart from being beaten for things like playing on the carpet. And staying over with my aunt.

School was hard I didn't communicate and I was beaten regularly by a classmate. The ringleader sorta guy in the group.

When I was 8 or 10 we moved to a small house
with a yard and a basement. I had my own room for a little while but the abuse escalated from beatings with broomsticks being thrown at with dishware if I didn't clean the house well enough to being locked in that basement.

On bad nights my mother would tie me up to the pipes coming from the boiler and rape me with a broomhandle telling me I wasn't meant to be a boy.

Her insanity grew as time went on and I still have scars on my arms the soles of my feet and legs from her beatings.

I still loved her through all of this and when she fell ill I had ample opportunity to harm her, even kill her but I couldn't. I was now 16 and working school had failed but I had to work to support the household. My mother hadn't worked since I was 8.

She had engrained into me a way of living of being two people, a mask for the outside world that's always upbeat and happy, and the slaving son for when I was at home.

>>675191644
Shit, it really gets me. Even shaking hands starting to feel weird, but no physical contact is more painful. It's painful psychologically, yet all my body hurts as hell.

>>675192918

cont'd

She kept control over my bank accounts and movement, because I was under 18 at the time she had automatic power of authority over my bank accounts, and she opened plenty of them in my name.

In the following years she used these accounts to buy stuff for herself, and sometimes I'd get a small token she'd say I earned for finally being a good son.

This went on until she had found a doctor willing to help us both get bariatric surgery, as a part of this it is required you take a psychological exam I was admitted the same day, she got the surgery and lived on.

During my long admission I went from a closed ward where people drool, and stare at you all day. To a more open clinic and finally a place where I got therapy.

Therapy helped a lot, I didn't share most of I'm writing down here, in fact, only 2 people have ever heard of this. But it got me out of the thinking that my mother was in control of me, that she was just a person.

Not some entity to be feared. In the meantime my mother was movign out of our home to the North of the coutnry, and we hadn't really had contact since I went into the clinic.

She assumed I would come with her, but I didn't I got the therapist to put me in touch with a protected living arrangement in a nearby city, and in the space of a few days moved some posessions out of my house as my mother was spending time in the new house.

A few months after I was signed in at the local municipality the letters started coming, a deluge of notices and past dues.

>>675192997

final

It appeared as though my mother had spent well over 30000 euros in my name, and I had not the ability nor the mental faculties to prove it at the time.

So I fell back to my old self and suffered in silence.

Now about 5 years later I have 5000 in debt still and am about to move out of protected living. I have friends, and people I like. Kissed a girl once, but never had a girlfriend.

I tried, but lacking any sort of upbringing I'm not the best at talking with people let alone women I like.

But I have hope, I'm enrolled in a training centre for people with high functioning autism, I'm going to actually start teaching there soon. And maybe when I have the courage find someone I feel safe enough to be more than just friends with.

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Why do I keep talking to that big faggot in the sky, when I know he'll never answer?

>>675182937
Come on faggot

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>>675174520

Wanting to kill myself is like being at a mall with everyone you know/will know, I can keep going place to place until I reach the end, or I can leave the emergency exit that'll sound a alarm...
I don't want to go through the Emergency exit cause I don't want it to become everyone else's problem...

>>675193108
Because apparently, you still haven't lost all hope. Not sure if that's good or bad, I wish I had a big faggot to talk to.

Wanting to kill myself is like being at a mall with everyone you know/will know, I can keep going place to place until I reach the end, or I can leave the emergency exit that'll sound a alarm...
I don't want to go through the Emergency exit cause I don't want it to become everyone else's problem..

>>675192090
i know you're 15 and have "really thought" about the world but there are plenty of people who are perfectly fine with being alone, some to the point where they seek it out

>be me
>be in community college for third year
>Planning on transferring
>CC sucks ass especially the third year
>Get burned out as fuck
>Drop from 15 credits to 4 credits this semester
>SInce its below six credits they cut my financial aid
>Now owe $870 due immediately
Could be worse, right?

I really miss my ex, even though I am in another relationship now, it hasnt really helped me.

>>675193832
870 is nothing get a job faggot

>>675178783
Wearing the ring around her neck? Dafuq is that supposed to mean

Hello /b/. I feel miserable today and I want to tell you my story. I don't give
a shit if anyone will read it, would have been nice nonetheless.
>had decent live, no big financial problems, ok parents
>had a hobby, folk dancing
>it was somehow entertaining and I can tell I felt happy
>had to stop because of knee problems
>be 15 at the time
>after that it's been slippery slope
>slowly started to feel more and more numb
>go through HS and enroll at uni
>meet few pals and feels like I can change my life
>tried helping them with studying as I thought I can make friends this way
>fast forward to today
>be 22
>last year of my bachelor's degree
>been depressed since 2nd semester
>all the people I have helped moved on, get a good job, started dating and settling down
>me at the same time learns nothing which could help me getting decent job and getting even farther from finding soul mate
>get into vicious circle as I know I need to change a lot in my life, but can't find motivation to do so
>came to the conclusion I need some goal to get motivated to make my work purposeful
>can't tell if this motivation can be other person as I've never been in relationship and something close to friendship ends before it starts

I feel so confused. I'm considering seeking for professional help as my sadness
and emptiness is starting to affect my life in serious way.

>>675194019
like a fucking necklace you insignificant cunt

>>675193708
Yeah im 20 but ok. I guess some people think they are "tough" or "hard" by talking shit in a feels thread.

>>675192463

This just plain retarded. If you are going to use a meme to make le epic funny reaction you might want to make sure that it has ANYTHING to do with the post you are reacting to.

>>675194398
He says it doesnt fit on her finger SO she wears it around her neck. It doesnt say he bought her a necklace or something. Go fuck yourself you inbred faggot.

>>675194483
it does you are an edgy faggot who lives in his mothers basement and knows nothing about war or what effects it has on people think before you talk autist

>>675180802
Cringe

>>675190680
Hit me harder than anything I've ever read in these threads

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I find out I love this girl in my school.
I'm too much of a pussy to even say a work to her.
I finally get her to come over and talk to me and my friends and I still can't say a word to her.
My friend does all the talking and I can do nothing but think about what I want to say to her.
Now I'm 17, and I tried to be a white knight and save her from something that I created.
All it did was make her hate me more and forget all about my sorry ass.
Every time I even see her I get red and scared.
What do I do?

I was like you guys, lonely depressed and an alcoholic but things changed. I persevered I took my head out of that noose I dragged myself through a nasty job and a miserable life, but that's a different story. I met someone I love more than anything, I never thought I would but I did and now it's like I have my life back, fuck it I'm going to be a doctor! It gets better brothers, some part of you will always hurt but there will be someone who can take the pain away, it's just a matter of weathering the storm of misery. Stay strong.

>>675183792
fuck man, this right here

>>675195269
grow up and get of /b/ MODS MODS MODS

/r/ing the one of the sad bouncer I read ages ago.

>>675185065
Awaiting anon <3

>>675193674
Fuck, anon.

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>>675195019
Slow down faggot. I never said that the people here ACTUALLY HAVE IT WORSE than people in for example Syria of Iraq.

I also will give you that i should have worded my post differently. I actually spend a great deal of my time following the events in the Middle East so it was stupid of me to make that comparison .

The point i was trying to make here though was that being totally disconnected from the rest of the world wrecks havoc on the mind.

Instead of reacting like a sperglord you could have just told me that you disagree with me.

>lives in his mothers basement

Im a wagecuck so try harder next time with the memes.


If anything you are the edgy meme spouting teenager here.

But yeah bottom line i agree with you.

>>675195269>>675195269
what did you create to try and save her from?

i cant open up to my friends because they rely on me for moral support

i love them all to pieces but we all know that there are things that friends cant do

im so fucking lonely

I put a picture of the girl on 4chan. Then showed her while having the hope that I would be able to comfort her by telling her I would stop the people from doing it again, and by making it so she wasn't scared. I had hope that it would bring us closer.

>>675198285
Interesting mindset, is there no way that she could be attracted to you in any other way, was it really necessary to pull off a stunt? and how would you protect her from them?

>>675178783
Fuck I started crying reading this, this girl I was really in to sang "I can't help falling in love with you" to me. Now she doesn't pay a bit of attention to me. Have no idea why but she just stopped coming over and texting.

I've been depressed for nearly 8 years now. And all the time only one thing kept me going. My love for others. I helped everyone and anyone with their problems, no matter how big or small. And it worked out pretty good because people tend to trust me the moment they meet me. I've heard so many god damn stories. So many people. Some said I saved their life but I don't really see how I should have saved their life. I have heard and experienced everything, people cutting, people dying, people that have been abused, people that got abused, drug addicts, manic depressed people. But it never got me down, it helped me to cope with my shit. But now I can't even help people anymore. I don't even know why. I just can't. And now that I can't even help people anymore I got literally nothing to live for anymore. I lost my ability to help people and with it I lost the last reason to not off myself. I can't even really feel anymore. I feel nothing. I don't feel depression. I feel pure emptiness. It hasn't been this bad for a few years now. I thought I was over the worst part but I guess it's true. Depression never ends.

I don't think that I am attractive to anyone to be honest.
I thought that it would work, I had thought about it for a whole day. It turned the other way around on me she instantly started yelling at me when I told her, she went down to the office told on me and told all of her friends. I walked around the halls for a month feeling as if I was being looked at like a creep and I still feel that way sometimes.

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>>675180626
The person who loves me loves me back.
Also, pic related

>>675200273
lets be honest, even after the ordeal you were hoping for, did you imagine a romantic scence? she falls into your arms, and you guys are high school sweethearts? But it sucks man, hope it works out for the best in one way or another

>>675200694
You lucky son of a bitch.

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>>675200694

What's your favorite song to feel to, /b/?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B8UeeIAJ0a0
>And I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand

>>675200982
It happened about 3 months ago and I can't even say a word to her, I get scared and she gives me dirty looks if she even looks at me. Do you have any advice?

>>675201988
yes see >>675195714

>>675180676
thats why cucky ck. said it

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>>675201793
>tfw you have been left all by yourself

http://youtu.be/ecTm6G7AjcM

>>675201988
nope, seems like your fucked

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>>675188944
>I had a girlfriend in 2004, we dated for 4 months. Can't stop thinking of her till this day.
>I'm married for 8 years and my wife has no idea
ouch

>>675179413
The image made me smile. Thanks anon.

Bumperino.

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>>675203018
Anytime friendanon.
>I made a difference for that one.

>>675201566
>>675201716
Just trying to cheer you up anon

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>>675201793
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kqPwR39VMh0

>And you're so much like me I'm sorry

>>675186419
>Few days pass. This morning: *gets to me*
>What do?
struggle through it.

>>675196188
Didn't think anyone cared