Just got miserably rejected. Haven't had a girlfriend in 6 years. Not too well man.

>>675012926
What's up with you then mate.

>>675013937
I have to drop out of university because I'm an idiot who never should have been admitted in the first place, which will disappoint my terminally(?) ill mother, lost my job because of nonsense reasons, and my last way out (joining the army) might not happen due to medical technicalities from years ago.

>>675013839
Fucking sorry, man. Getting rejected hurts, especially if you haven't put yourself out there in a while.

Yeah. I'm going to be fired at my job pretty soon, I have one last chance but if I screw up then in fucked. I wasn't even getting enough hours to afford food for the just couple of weeks. I've been trying to find a new job but so far no luck. It's a fast food job, too. I feel like if I can't do such an easy job then what chance to I have at anything else? I spent most of today holding back tears

>>675014366
Fuck man I'm sorry.

>>675014937
Try a labour gig? It might help you out a fair bit.

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Baby's mom told me she was 6 weeks pregnant. We do not have a good relationship.

No need for feels, I fucked up amd just wanted to share.

>>675015229
She's going to keep it?

>>675015178
Like construction? That might be alright. I really want a job that's Monday to Friday all the time and the weekend off. That would be nice.

>>675015731
I recommend landscape work, I did it for years. Not too bad, but can get pretty monotonous.

I come to these threads when I'm feeling down or what but I feel like shit when I think about it everything posted here is way worse and sad than my life. I'm sad for no reason as I have no major problems and I don't know what is wrong

>>675014366
Damn man..... sorry to hear that.

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>>675015973
Loss of ambition? lack of a real goal in life? Try asking for something existential along those lines. It might be your issue.

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>>675015369
Yes, and won't listen to any logical reason. Some months ago I told her I would hang myself if I had another kid so lols are to be had.

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>>675016247
Oh my fucking god...

>>675015950
Meh, I could handle that. As long as it's not super exhausting

Man you know what sucks? When you're watching something (especially something funny) and you forget about your shitty situation in life and then right after the video/movie/show ends you remember and you're like, aw fuck.

>>675017429
I know how that feels all too well these days.

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>>675016980
If you want money it will be at first but you get used to it. Good exercise too.

Am I the only one who doesn't care about being happy?

>>675018307
Probably not.

>>675017650
Same here :^(

What's your situation? I'm >>675014937

>>675018947
OP and>>675014366

>>675017786
Nice, I'll try looking more into it.

I wouldn't mind something like engineering or plumping, mechanical work, or something along those lines sounds like they would be decent.

>>675019304
Good luck man
(I'm >>675013839)

>>675020597
>>675013839

Ohh shit man, that's a tough feel. How long have you liked this girl? What's you relation to her?

I'm severely underweight, all but one friend abandoned me (thankful for that one friend, though), over-depressive thoughts and stress overwhelm me.
It's also tiring how no one that knows me thinks a person can change. I wasn't the best person there is but I try to get better as a person everyday even if I myself feel like shit.

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>>675020958
pic related, a similar feelspasta. Hang in there, my friend.

>>675020879
Ahh just some bitch that goes to my school. Only mustered up the courage to ask her out today but I guess I'm not good enough. But whatever it bothers me a lot but I didn't even have any expectations so I'm good

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Just dumping...

>>675021912
>...because I heard it all before, and it wasn't funny the first time.

>>675021535
Man I have sort of the same feeling with my job, like, if I can't do something so easy as fast food then how the fuck will I ever be able to accomplish my dreams or do anything else? It's just one job, and it's just one girl. We both have to move on and try something/someone else that will be good for us. I need to find a job that I can enjoy and help keep me happy, you need to find an awesome girl that will treat you great and like you for who you are. At least you went for it, and that was brave of you. Just keep trying and eventually you'll get there

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...so lonely...

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>>675022681
I wish I could have some one to talk to , that could give me advise , could give me cheers , could help me as far as he can... someone that could smile and say don't worry , it will be better
That could say that he like me and will support me

Just having someone...

>>675022067
fuck i almost cry there, i'm always like the same, i never get out of my room and i have to pretend i am having fun playing videogames all day because my parents are fighting , sometimes i don't even eat during the whole day

>>675022299
Bro you don't even know me but you feel sympathy. Thank you man. I know you can do it. Just keep trying and eventually you'll get there. :)

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>>675023053
Feel you

I experienced that , then when they break up , my dad (where I lived) had sexfriend all the time , like one different girl per week
So that was the same except fightint was sex time in theire bedroom...

I lived all my life in my bedroom , never got real friend too hang out

Now I'm alone , living in a appartment and going out 40min per week just to food shoping...
No one ever call me...


>Sorry for my bad english , i'm sick and I'm curently crying...

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Do you guys ever finish work and then just go sit somewhere random outside and stare off in the distance? Or go home, lay on your bed, listen to sad music from your phone and then start crying? I do it quit a bit. Or well, the first one more so but it sucks either way. Or you're so sad that you can't even tell anyone why it is that you're sad. Do I have depression? I keep telling myself that I don't but I'll go all day at work not talking to anyone and looking like I was to kill myself. (which, I don't want to) I'm >>675014937 and the reason I'm probably going to be fired soon is that I'm not quick enough while doing my job but I'm so dead inside that I can't get myself to do better.

Is this depression? If it really is, I think it's only temporary. Like, once I get a better job, I'll not have depression anymore. Right? :^(

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PLease don't stop at the pony aspect... just listen to the lyrics and replace pony by person/body...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hb31SUYVSuw&feature=player_embedded

>>675023093
No problem, and thank you. You will too.

>>675023027
What are your troubles? What do you want to talk about?

>>675023053
How old are you? I was experiencing this as well until I moved out. So, my home situation is better which is nice. If you're not old enough, than just hang in there. You've got this. Do you have friends you could hang out with?

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I was so fucking excited /b/ and now I'm just fucking sad.


I'm having an awful fucking time in New York. I booked a trip up here to see my family, but also to see one of my old best friends. We We're going to see Chinatown and Central park, but I would have been fine with something small like coffee, as long as she was somehow present. I planned the trip around meeting her Saturday but when I landed she cancelled till Sunday and she never texted me back about a time. Finally she juat bailed and left me in an awkwardly planned trip with a not so friendly family.

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I wonder what working in the woods would be like. Like, being a firewatcher or something like that.

>>675024770
Oh fuck man, that sucks. You need to try your best to enjoy the trip anyway, try not to let yourself get down too much about it. I'm sorry this happened /b/ro

>>675025146
I wish that was even a career possibility where I live. I'd love to do that.

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>>675024282
The fact I'm alone , the fact my dad never were here for me , that I never had friends, that my mom was a whore (not in the figurative way , she was a prostitute some years before 'cause she was alone and can't buy food for her child ) , the fact I had much psychological torture when I was younger, the fact nobody ever give me a single hug , sayind kind words for me , I never counted for anyone , my own dad told me I was a shit and idiot a asshole and shit like that , I don't know what to do with my life , I failed at everything , last year I lost 9 000€/$ to a draw school that I failed because depression it me hard in the middle of the year (despite beeing good by what teacher and anon here told me) , that I have no more passion , that I'm alone in my apartment , no one ever give me a call... and 2-3 more thing I won't tell because I don't want to to think it's fake and I troll (despite this is the very truth)


Sory to dump a big text all in once , I don't even know how to explain , I'm just exhausted...

Thanks for asking and reading if you did...

>>675023620
fuck dude, i'm so sorry to hear that, atleast i'm here for you, i remember puting earphones at max volume because i didn't wanted to hear them fight, almost everynight, for atleast 2 hours, now my ears hurts when i want to listening to music because of that, shit isn't it?

>>675025427
I'm trying. I did the cith by myself today and it was fun, but I felt lonely and just kind of empty wansering around by myself in a weird city. Kind of like an unhappy ghost.

>>675025607
Feel sorry for you , I know that feel , I always used (and continue to) listen music very loud 'cause no one ever talk to me except for shit insult...

I always wonder how I can find big enjoyment in the smallest things (ordering a pizza, sitting somewhere staring at the landscape, helping others etc.), even though I've been severely depressed for years and years.
I like drinking too but I can keep that under control as well, even when I'm feeling extremely down.
Is there anyone else like this or am I weird?

>>675013839
At least you're not a KHV you fucking normie

>>675024734
i'm 16 right now, but they use to fight when i was 10-14, i never had friends to hang out with, as soon as i turn 18 i'll move, i promess

Anyone ever had a feely song play on the radio at a time where you felt your worst?

>>675026139
Not weird. The secret is fake it. Smile anyway. Make others think you're happy and eventually you'll border it. There are no smart, lucidly happy people so enjoy the thoughtless moments anon.

>>675024770

I always liked and found it a bit depressing how sometimes the littlest things can mean a lot to some people. Things you might not even think about like going out for a coffee, visiting them when they're sick or just even asking them how they're doing.

I remember my dad telling me a story about how he had a teacher who didn't really like him in college that got sick, so he decided to go visit him in the hospital. Apparently he was the only that visited him and his professor really appreciated that.

It sounds like she's kind of moved on and pushed you aside, so maybe you should too. Try not to feel bad about it, it happens.

>>675026372
Not that anon, but you really should wait until your 18 to actually post here. It's a dangerous place, this site.

>>675026607
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjDw6NVQDjA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eht8_rhVMOs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_d0HRTx5CAI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hb31SUYVSuw&feature=player_embedded

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>>675016247
Just the jimmies dad posts were getting to me then that final paragraph....shit

>>675025500
put your stories out there that is what this thread is for

>>675025500
Man, I actually also wasted $9,000 going to school. For Visual Arts. Don't worry, finishing wouldn't have made a difference most likely because it didn't for me. You just have to move on from it and accept that it's another monthly bill and fins something you enjoy doing whether it's to do with drawing or something else. As far as feeling lonely goes, just try to go out more often, I guess. I know it doesn't sound easy but I have anxiety and I'm able to do it. Even if it's just going to the bar or a restaurant by myself. Do you have nobody from the past that you could message? Like, an old lost friend? Even someone that you just used to talk to a bit? Just message someone and say that they came into your thought and that you would like to hang out sometime. Also, if you don't have a job, that can be a great way of making friends. Just ask one of your coworkers if they want to go for a beer sometime or something like that. You can do it, man. You've got this. Also, we all have stuff from our past that upsets us. Some worse than others. We Just have to keep fighting and move on from it.

Best of luck to you, friend.

>>675025928
I can understand that :^( Maybe try talking to someone while you're out? Or hell, just enjoy being by yourself. I do it all the time, I've had some really fun and enjoyable days that were spent with just me alone, out and about doing my own thing.

>>675027242
Nah, I mean songs that played at a bad time.

Ive bin deppresed for a long time. everything ive worked for is gone im failing in everything. I try my hardest at everything i do but i still fail. My failers are tearing me up inside. I thought if i was nice to everyone that somthing good would happen eventually but it hasent. Now i just think "if i keep smiling some one will smile back eventually right".

>>675026852
Yeah. It's been an expensive eye-opener I guess but it's ok. People don't realize the weight of thier impact on people. She got me out of a depressive rut and showed me how much I was worth, which is why I think this ended up catching me so off guard. I wanted to formally thank her, I even drew her something...


She's moved on, I see that and I'm happy for her. I just wish she didn't act like this was something she also wanted. I would have gone somewhere fun like Colorado had she said anything about not having the time or wanting to see me...

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>>675012926
Conquer. Its your life \m/

>>675026139
I'm like that as well. Some of the memories that I've stored in my head were just me going out for a bike ride, or going out to the city by bus by myself. It sounds depressing, but it was a nice sunny day, I stopped and drew every once in a while, I listened to music and I really did enjoy myself. Sometimes, the littlest things can be the biggest things in our heart.

I like these threads. I don't have the energy to type out my story or why I come here to seek comfort. /b/ just... *gets* me. Anyone else feel like that? Like, a few years ago I found out my dog needed to be put down and I posted a photo of her here asking for a feels thread, and within 20 seconds someone had added a speech bubble saying "My master is such a raging faggot" to the photo, and in all honesty it was the only thing which could possibly have made me laugh in that moment. People say we're sick, we're twisted, we're a stain on humanity, whatever - I say we have a unique way of looking at the world, and it's because of that, that shit which would repulse, upset or depress anyone else is something we experience a sense of community from sharing with eachother.

I'm rambling here. Just basically saying that Anonymous has got me through some of the darkest moments of my life, and whether it's a feels thread, an operation where we fuck shit up, or just an IRC chat full of dick jokes, in my view you Anons are some of the finest hidden gems humanity has to offer, and it's a damn shame that more people don't get to experience or appreciate you.

>>675028053
OP here, I was and still am trying. It's just that everything has gotten in my way thus far.

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I've though of killing myself more and more often to the point where it seems normal. I have a shit pay job, my moms got cancer, I can't sleep any more, and Im growing deeper and deeper into debt cause college. Other than that I guess life is ok.

>>675027562
I think I want to visit the woods tomorrow. I want to be away from people for a day. It just snowed tonight and there should be a dusting. I'm from Florida so it's a different experience

>>675027562
Fact is i tried to contact ex coworker and nobody replied to me so I just gave up , but thanks for the reply and advise
I hope I will find something one day

>>675026372
Do it, anon. Is there nobody from the past that you can come into contact with? No old friendships or people that you used to just talk to? Getting a job can really help with making friends as well. Or you could just join a group in your city or something like that

>>675026139

I'm depressed about all the big shit in life, and yet I can literally have myself in stitches laughing at a Bail Bondsman prank call. Who knows why, I think a lot of us are like this to be honest.

>>675026862
i've seen my dad kissing with random girls, i've seen my dad hitting my mom, i've seen how my mom cries, i've seen how guys from my school beat the livin' shit out of my brother because he tried to defend me, 4chan is nothing, i'm not a kid anymore