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>>674946925

What happened to calling them baw threads?

>>674949086
fuck man

>>674949086
I'm 15 and have recently just got my first gf, this makes me really nervous

>>674950670
top kek faggot

>>674950784
Am I gonna screw up what could be a great part of my life anon?

>>674950933
I was laughing at the fact that you're that young. posting here and admitting it. Read the rules.

>>674950933
Yes. But I disagree a bit with >>674949086
Mistakes in those things make you wiser, if you can learn from them, of course. On those matters experience is better than any advice... again, if you are not autistic, like those people who repeatedly date douchebags.

>>674951480
Yeah, and dont enter pr0n pages if you are underagehehEHEHEHEHEHEHE

>>674949086
you can still fuck a teenager, what is this shit?

My dad is the best bro in my life and I'm afraid that his smoking is going to kill him.
I wouldn't know what to do afterwards if he died.

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>>674953839

song I recorded for my bf, could fit in this thred

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0jo0oMVp0rw

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>I wonder what type of adult I will grow up to be.

>>674953900
all i feel is rage

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you are not special and the world owes you nothing and we are all catapulted at birth toward an oblivion more final and empty than anything we can possibly bring ourselves to imagine

>>674949086
Yup. I had this, but I fucked it up. Does /b want a greentext feels story?

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>>674955827

C'mon, Anon, we're all here to feel and just relax ourselves to emotions.

Right now, I'm putting off two important as fuck projects that literally make or break the respective classes that are due next Wednesday because I was diagnosed with lung cancer after being a stupid fucking brat in middle school that smoked and drank and shit as well as losing everything for those projects in a computer fuck-up that made me have to do a factory reset.

I just want to fucking die.

>>674956370
Heavy shit man. Sorry to hear it.

Everything feels empty, i try to find things to make me happy. But only she made me happy, but no more.


I do sports and play games just to distract me.


Well atleast i won at gambling on cs go, went from 11 dollars to 62 dollars

>>674946925
So many feels

>>674955827
>Be me, le 17, was 15 at the time of this.
>Just was on YT at the time browsing worthless shit.
>Finds an RP group.
>Joins it because imsofuckingbored.png
>Turns out there's a girl of the same age as me
>wtf this is lies
>Asks for her skype, she says sure
>She shows me her face on cam, cute as fuck
>We start chatting a lot, starts going on about she got into some pretty shit relationships in the past
>Well then
>Asks her out because I feel I could be a good guy to her.
>She says yes
>Wownice.jpeg
>A month goes by and we meet up for the first time
cont for feels

>>674957328
do continue

>>674957328
Remind ofwhat happened to me, but on tinder. Go on plox

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>>674956501

To be honest, cancer runs in my family. Though, it was moreso breast cancer and it was usually restricted to females and shit, I guess I wasn't smart enough to realize that fate had it in for me.

Doctor's tell me that I have a weak heart at the beginning of my middle school year, a girl that I really liked died up in Canada due to some drunk fuck trucker in a car accident, and my mother went through chemotherapy that made her out to be a fucking crazy bitch that constantly hit me and shit, yet the second I even put my hands on her, she called the cops. Prison wasn't fun, Anon, and every day was a constant struggle of trying to figure out what was right.

Fucking sick of it. I still do that shit, and talk to people like they mean the world, and I even gave second chances to everyone, and I still get shit on.

I would of thought that getting away from my house and the source of problems would work out, but here I am, in fucking Wyoming, doing nothing but just laying back and sitting in the same situation I was in before. Yet, I never have an emotional outburst or anything, nor judge people for their shit. Not even fucking beta, either, since I have all the friends people could ever need, but I honestly could give less of a fucking shit about them.

I'm tired, Anon. And the worst part is, I'll have to do chemotherapy, and I don't want to end up like my mother.

I never want that. I would kill myself if I ever did, but there's not much choice, since the cancer I have in me is bad enough as is.

Live your life, dog. You still got shit ahead of you. I know you're here for feels, but goddamn, I know you can do better than me.

I know the least you can do is make it where I couldn't.

>>674957328
>we do all sorts of sexual shit.
>She then tells me that I was perfect for her and we could get married.
>holyshitthiswentfast.png
>We then meet every time we could (but was long distance so we couldn't a lot, usually just in holidays)
>This continues for around two years orso, I once almost got her pregnant shortly after we turned 16.
>that dodge of a bullet tho.
>We turn 17, and suddenly she says "Oh anon! I'm off to NCS!"
>Nice opportunities there, says "go for it anon"
>She messages me half way through it, we go on call
>She's crying like hell
>wtfhappened.gif
>She says "anon.. I kissed another guy"
>mfw
>Said "well. Just.. don't do it again alright?"
>Had faith in her.
>She messages me after NCS
cont bc text limit

>>674957328
another underage faggot. Great. I really hope this cancer doesn't spread to the other boards. Stay on /b/ forever.

>>674946925
I have no idea if you are the anon in the story. But If you are, I am sorry for what you had to go through. And now I am finally going to share a story with /b/ that only 3 other people in the world know fully...

When I was 8, my mother beat me so severely, that a family court judge had to ask my child's advocate if I was the correct child, because my case file picture was taken in the hospital, and I was so mangled, that he couldn't tell if it was me or not. (So what? you might say, but this is where the story really begins)
I was sent into a foster home, with 4 other kids, a 10yr old girl named Mary-Anne, a pair of 6yr old paternal twins Joey and Maria, and a 4yr old girl named Olivia. Our foster father was a REAL fucking sadist. He had his wife so beaten into submission that he could literally do anything to us that he wanted.
Until I showed up, Mary-Anne had taken it upon herself to protect the younger kids. That fat greasy fuck had been raping her for almost a year. He offered us a choice see? If we didnt feel like taking a turn, one of the younger kids could always have a go. When I showed up, it took me about a week to figure out what was going on, and when he came for me, Mary-Anne tried to take my place. I almost let her anons, I am ashamed to say, I almost let her take my place. I won't go into the details, because... I cant think about that for too long, but this went on, with Mary-Anne, and I trading places to protect our "little brother and sisters" for almost 9 months. It varied between 2-3 times a week for each of us. Finally Joey, of all people little Joey, let it slip about what Frank was doing to us. We were all shipped out, Frank went to prison, and his wife actually killed herself during her trial. (But this isn't where the feels come in)
That comes now. For the next 6 years, I kept in touch with Mary-Anne, and We net up when we could. I can honestly say now, what I couldn't say then. But I loved her, (cont)

>>674958050
>Turns out this guy she kissed actually asked her out.
>She's crying again.
>She said yes to this guy even tho we were dating.
>Said he was "closer to home"
>After a 2 1/2 year relationship, backstabbed.
>Turns out she'd got pregnant with this guy at NCS.

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>>674958050
Wow, Its weird reading this because when i was visiting my friend, me and her just suddenly cuddled and stuff, kissed for atleast 60 times. Too bad she has boyfriend and i dunno man, i feel like she just used me, now she doesnt talk to me anymore, because i got angry for her, i felt like she played with my feels

>>674957921
Anon, fuckin hell.. That sounds like you've hit the rock bottom. Dunno what to say to that other than..
>I know you can do better than me.
Don't give up hope, even if it seems bleak as fuck.

>>674959057
DO DO DO DOOOOOOOOOOO

>>674958308
I wish I could have told her that when I had the chance. On the day of my 17th birthday, I got a package in the mail from her. It was a beat to shit hardbacked copy of her favorite book, "The Outsiders" inside she wrote "Happy B-day Anon, Luv Ya" I called her mom's house to thank her, and I got told the news that nearly ended me. Mary-Anne killed herself. Probably on the same day she mailed out that book. I sat down that night and read the whole fucking book. On the inside of the back cover, in a heart she sent me one last message. It just said "Stay Gold Anon" I lost it anons, I cried like I have never cried before or since.

I Loved her anons. But I never got to tell her...

>>674953720
I read this one before. Literally broke me..

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>>674959095

I haven't stopped before, Anon, and I'm certain that I won't stop now.

Don't worry about me, though, man. We'll both get through just fine.

I'll be rooting for you, dog.

>>674960154
Same here anon.
I know it's cheesy, but I guess SC7 were right when they sung "Reach for the stars"

>>674959317
Jesus Christ anon!

>>674960154
Great pic, great game

>>674951781
This is why underage people shouldn't post..

>>674962340
I need an adult.

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I'm making it a habit to post this in every feels thread I can, because I refuse to give up on hope just yet. If anyone wants to be heard, and listened to, I'm here, as are many others.

>>674963591
Sometimes it's almost possible to convince myself of this too.

>>674964028
Tell your tale of woe anon.

>>674964766
I already did.
>>674958308
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>>674958445
Goddamn it

>>674963591
What's yours man?

>>674949086
Actually I kind of did that, I was 16 at the time, I am only just 18 so I hope to lose my virginity soon.

>>674965540
God... I'm honestly at a loss for words anon.

>>674966243
Nothing too bad, just stupid autistic sperglord shit really.

>>674967549
It's taken me 20 years to tell that story. I still cant think about her without nearly curling up in a ball and crying my eyes out.