>>674665913
Sorry to hear that OP

>>674665913
I never got to know my grandfather

What was yours like?

I'm feeling for you OP.

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>>674665913
Bumping for opie

>>674665913
It's what grandma would've wanted

>>674667818
Smart enough to feel lonely, too dumb to find a way to kill itself.

>>674665913

Was it just from old age OP?

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today would have been our one year

why'd she have to end it

>>674669862
>why'd she have to end it
Could it have been you?

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>>674670122
surprisingly not, actually

>>674669862
i'm guessing she ended it because you're a neurotic fag

>>674670519
>neurotic
nah, the neurosis came after she left

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Why do you guys make/go on these threads?

I'm a simple normie so I don't really have any say in this. Wouldn't you want to cheer yourselves up?

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>>674670788

>>674670884
sometimes you just want a break from trying to be happy, and letting it out is somewhat thereputic

>>674670884

It's healthier to get your emotions out instead of covering them up with a false happiness.

ur beat

>>674669862
I feel you. My gf of two and a half years ended things two days before my 21st birthday in order to "figure things out for herself". She moved out yesterday

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>>674670884

>>674671414
damn, mine said the same thing. A relationship was "not what [she] wanted" at the time

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>>674672036
>tfw no qt 3.14 gf to pinky promise, cuddle with

>>674671570
It's extra hard because I still feel the exact same way about her. She says that she feels the same way about me too, she just wanted to make sure that she could be happy with herself and not rely on a relationship to do so.

>>674673715
I feel for mine too, but I'm too fucking beta to talk to her about it, but I'm 100% sure she'd say the exact same thing

>>674670369
Pretty much this. This girl practically torments me and it's hard to give her up. Sometimes she seems into me but then nothing comes of it... Maybe it's just me not being alpha enough

I just wanna thank whatever anon is dumping these... thanks

>>674666803
I lold

>>674674446
I'm still not sure if mine is still into me, she seems over it, and at sometimes even like she's moved on to another guy...

but sometimes I catch her looking at me forlornly, sometimes I catch her off gaurd, sometimes something she says or does reminds me of the way things used to be. I'm sad anon, I just want to move on at this point.

>>674670369
This feels feels feelier than usual.

>>674673869
She still wants to be friends with me. It's kind of a grey area though. We got lunch together today, but then there are times where I'll text her and just get nothing back. It's rough. I'm a senior at university and I've been struggling with depression for quite some time now, so this just kind of adds to it and amplifies the feeling of loneliness

>>674674986
I'm still friends with mine too, nothing like we used to be, but we speak. Sometimes i text her and get nothing back in the same way, she just lets our conversations die off...

But sometimes, sometimes, I see the old her come out, and it kills me inside to see the back and forth. I'm not as old as you, and I don't even have diagnosed depression, but shit if it doesn't tear me the fuck up inside, and it's starting to creep out and affect my life now...

>>674672843
fuck women

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My gramps funeral was yesterday. 92.
His favourite song was Mr tambourine man by the Byrds.
Themfeels.jpg when that came on.

>>674670884
life isnt all buttfucking and cocain bro

>>674665913
I know that feel bro

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>>674674560
np anon

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>>674665913

I'm sorry OP.

Guys. I think something is wrong with me. These threads don't make me cry anymore. The pain is still there but I have no reaction.

>>674676125
jesus christ right in the feels.

>She'll never do any of this stuff to me
>anymore
:(

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>>674665913
i used to have a girlfriend kind of.
she'd come over sometimes while her boyfriend was away after school.

once the door would close she'd almost instantly get naked. most times she'd put on her favorite song and start sucking. then she would cry. her tears and makeup would drip down her face onto my dick. its surprising how cold tears are. eventually i finally asked her what was wrong. in between licks she told me that her favorite song was also her bfs favorite song. so even though she loved hearing it and it totally got her pussy wet, it also made her think about the fact that she was cheating on her boyfriend. i dont think i ever came harder down somebodies throat then right after she told me that. she was beautiful. we dont hang out anymore. wanna get lunch?


this was the song:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tgwFpMA61c

>>674676211
I'm starting to notice this too, send help

>>674675394
I'm actually talking to her about whether or not she wants to be more friendly or more distant right now. Every once in awhile I can still see the old her too, and kind of the old us and it feels amazing. Then it goes back to being distant and it hurts that much more. I guess I should also mention that I had plans to marry her.

>>674671010
I didn't try.
I never tried.

Mine are dead too. I remember when we first got a computer and he saw us playing poker, and asked if the money went in the floppy drive.

>>674676470
I think by constantly exposing ourselves to these things we are desensitizing ourselves. I was noticing the same thing in other threads too. Like how in YLYL threads no one really laughs or enjoys it all that much. Hell, even the existence of a you laugh you lose thread means that it takes a lot to make us even laugh.

>>674676614
I was never particularly forward thinking like that, and like the betafag I am I wouldn't have brought it up anyways because it might make her uncomfortable.

I really feel you on the going back to being distant thing, every time it cuts a little deeper, every time its worse than the last, but I dread the day when I just don't feel anything anymore, and I know its coming up soon....

>>674676636
was my last greentext

>>674676985
I'm also afraid of that. Whether It's her feeling that way or me. The idea of things between us dying out actually terrifies me

>>674676947
Yeah, I don't cringe at rekt threads, I don't laugh at YLYL threads, even when they're genuinely funny, I don't cry anymore here, I'm just so jaded and I hate it

>>674677258
Why do we keep coming back here? It is not like we particularly enjoy anything here. At least it seems that way? Anyone have any ideas for why we keep coming back?

>>674677258
Feels threads are the only thing that really get any emotion out of me at this point but ive read the same greentexts so many times even thats starting to fade

>>674677257
I was really hoping she'd chose a different university than me so I'd be forced to get over her. Out of sight, out of mind, right? But no, we have such similar interests that we landed at the same university (I switched majors just so I would be forced to get over it a little more, at least).

Some days I wish I didn't care so much, some days I wish I cared more. She's just hurting me and I know it but I can't get over her

>>674677449

Because in a world where the sad are shunned it makes me feel like I fit in somewhere, even if just for a while.

>>674677449
I hate this place, it's like my prison, but I'm so jaded I just can't go anywhere else. Nobody else gets it, nobody on facebook, nobody on reddit, just no one....

>>674677654
Yeah, I almost wish that there was something that would either force things one way or another. The uncertainty of the whole situation is the worst part, I think

Are we all just dead inside? I know not all of us are this way. It just seems like there is something here about us that is missing from our lives.

>>674677610
You know it's bad when you recognize most of the greentexts from the thumbnail...

I've just been here that long now, I guess

>>674677449
we're creatures of habit, we visit /b/ so often we're now /b/

>>674677863
I agree with you there man. Trust me.

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>>674670788
Dam

>>674677793
>makes me feel like I fit in somewhere, even if just for a while.
I feel it anon

>>674677844
that and fear of the unknown. I just don't know what goes on in her head, but some of the music she sent me is a little telling, or maybe I just read into it too much. I wish I could just grow a pair and talk to her.

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>>674665913

>>674677863
>missing
humanity. emotion. feelings. connection. sympathy. empathy.

>>674678068
You need to talk to her. Youre lucky you have someone who you can talk to

.Hell, do any of you even enjoy porn anymore? I find it more and more common that I don't even know why I bother. It doesn't feel like anything other than a way to pass time.

>>674678068
If there's one thing I can leave you with, you got this. Regardless of how things go. Good luck anon

>>674678278
maybe anon, if I get drunk enough I might just grow the balls to do it

>>674678362
you too man, I hope we both can figure it all out eventually

>>674678343
agreed, it sucks..

>>674678343
I put it up, but I don't feel like it helps anymore. Jerking it feels like a chore at this point, just another thing in life that gives zero satisfaction...

>>674678343
I dont think i can say that i enjoy it. I find one that interests me enough so that i can cum

I've noticed recently that any sadness I once felt is slowly being replaced with anger. Anyone else feel this? I find it instead of being down or numb I just feel a constant anger under the surface.

>>674678746
I feel subtle anger at everything and everyone, directionless and fruitless, but otherwise I just feel heavy and numb. Its a strange duality.

>>674678746
I have been too, everything and everyone just makes me angry. Before that i was sad and depressed. I have no idea why, and people are starting to notice it. I have no idea what's going on.

This makes me think of her.

https://youtu.be/L4sa2HoXpsE

>>674665913
one more baby boomer down boys! mark it on the big board!

Does anyone have anything specific that caused them to start feeling angry/frustrated?

>>674675584
Feeling for you, anon. I know how that is.

>>674679311
nice try, fbi

>>674679311
I started realizing the truth, not that the world hates me, worse, the world doesn't care about me and will just step over the mess that I have become

>>674679311
All my friends just dropped me out of no where, GF broke up with me in the shitiest way possible, slowly losing contact with everyone I used to talk to and hangout with, have no motivation for school. So it's just like why even try man. You know what i mean?

>>674679383
Real funny. I'm the same guy who has been asking questions. Maybe if I was FBI I would be happier in life and not incredibly frustrated with world and the maddening direction it is headed in.

>>674679701
I understand what you mean. I had a girl once cheat on me. I found out through a friend. Then I did some snooping and found out about six guys she did it with in a three week period. Worst part isn't that the idiot slut is gone. The worst part is that she convinced all of my friends that I was the one cheating on her, that I was abusive, deceitful and conceited. The very worst part for me is how my friends did not even consider for one moment to ask my side of the story and would not even listen to me. I still don't understand why they would do that. That was quite a few years ago. Something inside me broke upon the realization of how fragile the bonds we have with others are.

>>674679311
Being too scared to find what i want in live. someone else who understands

>>674679101
Fuck you anon. This is the exact kind of music she'd introduce me to constantly and now I can't listen to it without feeling my heart break all over again.

Feel with me.

>>674680201
I feel you man, I still listen to some of her favourites, and she caught me listening to one of the songs she introduced me to while we were still together.

Why am I so infatuated with these dumb little indy bands that she always loved....

>>674680142
ouch /b/ro that's why i took up fishing. I just said fuck people. Once i'm out there, all my worries are free. and dont have to worry about real life.

>>674680432
Because you once had a connection with her. When that happens you both lose a part of yourself to each other. Sometimes that piece never leaves.

>>674679701
You have no idea how much I can relate to this

>>674680432
I make fun of this kind of stupid shit with my friends constantly. But when I was with her I listened to it, sang it with her and loved it.

Now I only listen to it when I lock myself up in my room with the lights out and a bottle of fucking whiskey. At least then I remember how happy I was with her.

>>674680142
But thanks for listening man, hope things get better for you. I'm off for the night. take it easy.

Does expressing these emotions truly make you all feel better?

>>674680704
Thank you for listening in kind. Stay strong anon. I wish you nothing but the best.

>>674680673
me too bud, last night I looped her four favourites and cried myself to sleep, I can't afford whisky at the moment though, I wish I did...

https://youtu.be/IqgzbgerNGY

>>674680773
Does anything?

>>674680773
I don't think anything makes anyone here feel better. I think it's just a comfort for us to know we're not alone, even on somewhere as insane as /b/.

>>674680773
I think we do it simply because we want to feel something again. Even if it is painful we miss having those normal parts of emotion.

>>674680773
short term no, long term yes

>>674680773
not really, but thats not really the point, I don't want to feel better, I just want to feel

>>674680611
Just gotta take up a hobby and focus on yourself man. Improve yourself, so when those so called "friends" look back to you and see where you're at they'll be jealous of you. Work out, and start saving money. Take up a hobby.

>>674674686
ohwhatthefuck

>>674680931
Me either, and getting so emotional even when I'm sober like this lets me know how fucked up I am over her.

It's a really cruel fucking joke that someone can make a wreck out of another human being just by saying they don't want contact with them anymore.

>>674680948
another anon said it better, but here we all belong, faceless, nameless creatures of the night with nothing better to do friday night but cry

>>674681096
It really is, life itself is a cruel fucking joke

>hey, you see this kid
>lets build him up, put him ontop of the world
>now watch as we let it all fall apart...

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Shit fam. Over this Spring break I hanged out with some friends and my ex from a year ago, and now I want her back. But she's been talking about how she's gone on dates and how she once made out with a random guy at a party a few weeks ago.

I'm scared she's gonna bring up some of that stuff again, and it's gonna hurt me.

This song used to comfort me so much, but now it just reminds me of a time long gone

https://youtu.be/-6II3p7fxo8

>>674681374
The Norse pagans had an interesting spin on this. The God Odin would build you up and help you get to as far as your potential would allow. Then when you have reached the peak of your ability, he would have everything in your life go wrong until you were killed. Did it to take only the best into Valhalla.

>>674681374
Relationships are really illogical. You give someone a nice color-coded handbook on the exact way to rip you to shreds and turn you into a broken, emotional wreck of a human being, and then you trust them not to. Inevitably they do. And then you do it all over again.

>>674681442
just wait until she tells you about that black guy she was with, and how his dick was so much bigger than yours.

>>674681765
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbWgw4Tmh4k

Her favorite, a song she introduced me to and a song I absolutely cannot listen to anymore unless I'm drunk.

>>674682030
some of this guy's songs just ruin me. Today she showed me another song, I haven't stopped listening to it yet

>>674682213
Is that song about the black dude she was intimate with?

>>674682213
All of the songs I listen to from him are songs she showed me. Fuck it hasn't even been that long, we only broke up at the end of January. I tried my fucking heart out but it wasn't enough and I know most of the blame was on me.

>>674682327
you don't have to take your anger out on a random internet stranger dude, just go punch a wall or something.

>>674682392
Man, it was august for me. We weren't even together that long but I'm still fucked up and I'm not sure it's ever gonna go away

>>674682479
Why would you say that bro

>>674682479
this isn't random steve! i'm watching you.

>>674682392
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJ1fgWl_HLc

This one is one of my favourites by him

>>674682686
good guess, but my name is even whiter than that

>>674682638
Almost two and half years with mine. Long distance, visited and spent two weeks with her in November. Spent Thanksgiving with her, met her family and shit, had plans to move there in February. Only girl I've ever loved and I've dated a lot, and she was my first.

If you're really invested in the person time is meaningless. Love is a fucking lunatic's game and once you catch it it doesn't let go.

>>674682868
true that man.

It was just a couple months, but ill be damned if they weren't the best of my life. Feeling truly connected is a feeling I dearly miss. At this point I don't even know if I miss her or I just miss being loved

>>674683222
I wish I would grow the balls to talk to her about how we used to be

>>674683222
I wish I knew who my perfect someone was

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>>674683222
A wish on trips... let's hope it comes true

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>>674683222
I got trips so I'm wishing on my own post, fuck it.

I wish for you Jess. I'm sorry I fucked up but I never once thought you weren't good enough.

I don't know how to relate my emotions to people. The only way I know how to talk is with humor. I only exist to make others laugh. I would love to connect with people on a deeper level but I can't. If a situation can't be dealt with through humor I'm not sure how to act. Instead I just bottle everything up inside me, using my depression and self-hatred as fuel for my cynical and self-deprecating jokes. I have friends, girls seem to show some interest in me, but I just can not truly open up to people. The only time I actually display my emotions is on here because I know you all can relate. Thank you

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>My best friend introduced us
>"I know you'll like her!"
>she looks strangely like Zelda from Skyward Sword
>we start something, nothing official but there's "the spark"
>she has the same last name as me, no relation, how convenient
>things get deeper
>ask my best friend what he thinks of her
>"really cool, I knew you'd get along anon"
>"she's not cute though, not sure what you see in her anon"
>"she's definitely not my type if that's what you're asking anon"
>things progress, still not official but we're about to be
>my 22nd birthday roles in, she loves Taylor Swift, I hear that damn song all day
>she starts acting weird later that night, stand offish
>"I'm sorry for whatever I did"
>"it's okay anon, it's nothing"
>typical girl answers
>take her to see Echosmith, really fun concert surprisingly
>she's acting weird the whole time despite seeing her favorite band live
>"alright, what's going on? You've been acting like this for weeks."
>"it's nothing anon, thanks for bringing me"
>extremely suspicious at this point, becoming paranoid, every little thing has me questioning her
>our first three fights on consecutive weekends
>feel bad, try and make up by getting her favorite dinner and watching her favorite movie
>we slide in 500 days of summer
>while cuddling, giggling, and just being us she asks me to listen to this new song she found
>I accidentally hit the home button on her phone while listening
>background used to be us standing in front of a fountain in Salt Lake City
>background is now my best friend and her in front of the same fountain
>What the fuck
>"I knew I wasn't just being paranoid!"
>"anon it's not what it looks like!"
>next day see my "best friend"
>"hey anon, what's up? We playing smash?"
>"what do you think of her?"
>"I already told you anon, she's ugly"
>"Fuck you."

It still hurts to think about, not one but two of the people I loved in life both back stabbed me. Cant play skyward sword or listen to Taylor swift without thinking about it.

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>>674683657

>>674683595
I manned up and asked her out, we dated for a while, she decided she didn't want it anymore, and now here I am. I only regret letting her walk away so easily, even at the risk as coming off as over attached or clingy.

>>674683369
I wonder that too, but I know, for me, I miss her. There are a few others who are interested in me, a couple who I know are pretty damn head over heels, but when I've gone on dates with them or hung with them or whatever it feels empty, it hurts, and it makes me miss her more.

If you want to find out, go on some dates with people who really like you. If they make you miss her more or just wish you were out with her instead, you miss her.

Just wanted to say thanks /b/ros you guys have made my life more colorful.

>>674683222
I wish for my planned five-to-six month volunteer trip overseas to happen by the end of April 2016 to go off without a hitch.

I just need to get away from it all, even for a little while.

>>674683657
Feels threads, I've noticed, are a great way to open up emotionally. Feels like anyone can post about anything here, no matter how trivial, and very few people, that I've seen anyway, will tell them they're faggots or something. You're welcome anon, we're all here for you and with you.

>>674683930
You can't kill yourself faggot. We're stuck on this ride together.

>>674676699
time to start trying my friend

checkd

>>674675394
Mario?

>>674672982
Holy Christ! Lost hard to this. Oh man. You just fucked my night up.

>>674683844
I think it switches around, sometimes I miss her, sometimes I miss the feeling of being with her. I haven't been out with other women, but I've hung out with some in other social situations. Someimtes I wished it was her just so I could tell her a joke only she would get, and sometimes I just wanna tell a joke to anyone...

>>674684056
Like honstely the reason why I still bother to wake up because I want to be a better man then my father.

>>674684056
you wish captain faggot

>>674684228
Nope. The she in question doesn't browse /b/, I almost wish she found this though, it'd be an excuse just to talk to her again, to let someone in on just how fucked I feel.

If you are her though, I miss you, my little goat

>>674673951
You have an ingame mom, though. Perhaps it was the ingame mom that sent all the presents?

>>674681442
I hate this image, because in the movie --- he did know her beforehand so it wasn't really him falling for someone who barely showed interest. It was his subconscious noticing Clem again.

>>674684257
I think that's normal, I have that feeling a lot too. Sometimes I'll feel logically okay with it, we broke up, it was my fault, okay, that doesn't mean it has to be over forever and it gives me a chance to work on my problems and not fuck her over again if we end up back together or fuck someone else over later.

Then sometimes, like the last few nights, I don't give a shit, I want her back, I know if I had her back right now I wouldn't fuck it up again. I wish I had the balls to text her but I don't. I won't. Not after how angry she was.

>>674684470
Haha I'm a guy. Just thought you were someone I knew going through the same thing.

I'm gonna open up to you guys. I'm about to enter college and I've never really had a relationship. I had a fling online for a few months, but that was the usual online bullshit. I don't think I'm hopeless. It's just, the girl I want is really specific y'know? One who is in my view "cute", games, is aware of shit like 4chan and this cancer meming, has similar tastes y'know? I recently read the story about anon and that girl ella. I'm just sitting here listening to glitch mob and thinking "when will I find my ella? my perfect girl to be friends with." I have the biological urge to love a girl and protect her. I don't think I'm hopeless. I don't have a lot of contact with girls though, and what I want seems specific. What do you think?

>>674684547
>I wish I had the balls to text her but I don't. I won't. Not after how angry she was.
I don't even know if she was angry. She was always good at hiding that, and I'm not good with emotions so I was never able to tell. I wish I would just text her, but she's in bed by now, its almost 2am

>>674684647
ah, sorry, I've never opened up to any of my friends about how I feel though. Some of the guys I know do browse /b/ though. Good luck to your friend or whomever

>>674684651
I'll give it to you straight. That Ella story is goddamned rare. The girl who just left me and I had an absolutely perfect relationship, she was everything I wanted, and it was nowhere near THAT perfect.

Sad to say, but if you hold out for your "Ella" you'll probably be single for a while. Girls like that with a personality like that are so fucking rare I'm half-convinced he was delusional.

>>674684935
He probably was, but love will do that to you

>>674665913
I know this is gonna go under the radar, no one cares, and OP is gone, but I lost my grandfather 2 years ago. He meant a lot to me.
I still didn't nearly felt as much as half a year later when my ex broke up with me.
Still destroying me to this very day, and it only gets worse.

>>674684935
So what should I do?

>>674684651
I'm in the same boat, I had a gf but she left me, and no one else has ever come close to the same dark humor loving, meme-touting, smart little woman I've always wanted to know. I've heard some people say you have to be what you want to see in a partner, but how the hell do you go about meeting someone who probably leaves their house as little as you do?

>>674684777
It's hard when you don't know, but if you only dated her for a couple of months and didn't know her very long before that it would be difficult to tell. My ex and I started dating pretty quickly after we met, like 2 months or so, and I know her better than anyone in her life, plus she was very adamant about how pissed she was at me.

Maybe you should text her tomorrow and talk to her about it anon. It would make my life a little less shit knowing someone didn't have to keep going through what I and so many others are.

>>674685057
I care anon, I feel for you

>>674685080
I want to say give up, but theres no fun in that. So keep hoping Iguess? It's all you have at this point, if you're anything like me

>>674685046
Christ that hurts because it's so accurate.

>>674685080
I'm not sure what you should do anon. Lower your standards a bit, or since you're going into college frequent the clubs you think will attract your "Ella" so to speak. That would be my best advice.

>>674685057
I care anon. Hell everyone in this thread probably cares, even the lurkers. People don't hang out in feels threads because they're happy balls of joy.

I'm sorry friend.

>>674685164
I knew her for a year or so, but we both dodged around it even though we both knew we were a good couple. Maybe I will text her tomorrow, but no matter how much I nut up now, itll all disappear by tomorrow.

>>674685057
I never had grandparents, so I don't know how that feels, but my dad died when I was like 10 or 11, so I kinda feel for you.

>>674685422
Feels threads really are the best on /b/, aren't they?

At this point in my life I've realized that the best I can wish for is for tomorrow to at least be a little better than today

>>674685432
If you have to, slam some alcohol and text her. Not enough that you'll get wasted and start spouting about how much you love her and miss her with so many typos she has to hire a linguist to discern the meaning, but just enough to give you a little courage.

>>674685539
The best and the worst.

>>674685577
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u2yeNzL7rTU

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>>674685182
Thanks nigga...
>>674685422
Thanks, and I don't know-even in my happiest I still lurked/posted in feels threads, wether I was just feeling down or felt like helping other anons.
>>674685435
My grandpa was my only grandparent, only ever met my other grandpa once and he's a dickwad. I almost never talk with my parents anymore, but I still hold a decent relationship with my dad.
It's gonna hurt when they'll be gone, but I'll probably be numb enough by then to survive it.

>>674685612
There's no alcohol around here anon, I don't have the money and it makes me feel worse only, never better.

Maybe I'll nut up by tomorrow though. Tomorrow all my friends (including her) are going out together, maybe, just maybe, we'll end up alone at some point...

>>674685943
Don't "maybe" me, make it happen. Don't be an obsessive creepy stalker about it, but take any opportunity you can get to talk to her about. Even if it goes south, at least you won't be left wondering. You need closure before you can start feeling less like shit.

I've never had any friends apart my dog Monty, and she's dying. My father was never in the picture, mother died when I was four from a heart attack, my grandma died 6 years ago from cancer and my grandfather died shortly after. Its just been me and Monty since my grandpa died and now he has cancer, her says he has less than a year and because he's so old (19), surgery is out of the question and I should either just make him comfortable for the rest of his time or just cut to the chase and put him down. After Monty dies, I will have no friends, no family, no reason to live. I've never had a job and just have been living on mineral rights and what was left to me. After Monty dies, I'm just going to blow out my brains.

>>674686173
I've always had just a little more tact than a creeper, I've been able to make things happen when I wanted them too. This is a large feat to pull off though anon, you're here so I assume you know what it feels like to be powerless and voiceless

>>674685257
>>674685326
somber advice, but fair. I dunno, love is a painful game, but one you don't really want to give up y'know? A couple days ago I met a girl in a faces of /b/ thread, added her on steam, and we talked for a couple days. I know it's stupid and naive, but I was falling hard for her. And yes, I don't know if she was catfishing. I guess whenever I meet someone online, I always assume they're genuine enough to be what they say they are. Woke up the other day and found she blocked me. Don't know why, she said she was falling for me too. I'm a bad read of people I guess. Of course now it's killing me. Stupid, I know. Worst part is she introduced me to a band called "streetlight manifesto" and I really like them. I can only hope that I'll be able to listen to them without thinking of her someday. I dunno, life is bittersweet. I think sometimes you have to go through the motions of sadness to be happy again. That's why I like feels threads.

>>674686339
A lot of people will tell you not to end it. I will neither support nor condemn it. If you truly feel like you have no reason to live anymore, then I can understand why you'd want to take your own life.

But if you have even the tiniest, tiniest doubt, don't do it anon. You don't have friends? Bullshit. You have everyone here in these feels threads.

>>674686339
would monty want that?

No, man the fuck up and soldier on like the rest of us. Make that little fucker happy.

>>674686554
and I missed trips by 1, oy vey.

>>674686554
is there another side anon? It's been so long I don't know if happiness even exists anymore

>>674686467
I do, and it's hell. Especially when love, the most illogical emotion the human brain is capable of producing, is in the picture.

Still, try like you've never tried before if it means that much to you. I wish I had tried a little harder.

>>674686554
Do I remember you anon? Were you the same anon in the feels thread last night posting about the steam girl who just randomly blocked you for no reason?

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>>674686339
Shit, anon, how old are you?
Don't do that. It's never too late to get back on your feet.
And that's coming from me, someone that will get his power cut off soon for not paying the bill, because my part time under the table job barely pays and work is very slow right now. But my main problem is still depression and drugs, I still think of her every day.
I'm fucked from all sides but I'm not out of the fight yet. Maybe one day I will shoot myself in the head, but not tonight.
Fuck, I don't even know why I'm being so uplifting. I ain't got nothing going for me right now.

>>674686819
Yes anon. To me, the world is all a tenuous balance. The balance between good and evil, knowledge and stupidity, light and dark, etc. Fortune cookie philosophy I know, but I like it.

>>674685577
Apparently I can also hope for dubs cause I got'em nigga

>>674686875
>I wish I had tried a little harder.
I always wish this too, but trying is hard, finding all the effort it takes, finding a reason just to continue. Hope it'll work out is slim, but its there and I'll shoot for it

>>674686875
Yes.

>>674686819
Im right there with you anon i cant remember being since i was a little kid and most of those memories are starting to leave

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>>674665913
if i know anything about old folks, its that they're sick of this place

>>674687001
I must've fucked up that balance ages ago, I don't think life is on the upside, its gonna get worse before it gets better

I was always scared of my grandpa as a child, so I tried to avoid him usually. He died when I was nine, so I still feel bad for not spending more time with him. As a child I didn't even feel bad that he died.

>>674687169
me too anon, me too.

Hapiness is that fleeting feeling you get waking up from a dream you don't remember to the same shitty alarm in the same shitty bed you have to pull yourself out of to make it another day.

>>674687160
That shit's harsh. Sometimes I wonder how people can treat someone else a certain way without any regard for their feelings. Life's a cold bastard, I guess.

Regardless of how trivial it may seem to others, I know you're hurting, it sucks, and I'm sorry.

>>674665913
sorry bro

>>674667242
he was gay and sucked tons of dick and posted le memes on reddit all day long because he couldn't get a real job

>>674665913
Good, your grandpa was a loser. The world is a better place without him.

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>>674670788

I miss coming home smelling like her, taking off my shirt and sleeping with it and her scent. Why do memories torture me so

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>>674687740
Fuck
Right in my feels anon.