>>674566061
Where do you get your money?
Who owns the roof over your bed?

>>674566061
Why?

>>674566234
autismbux
my father atm but I'm moving out to my own place this summer
>will lose the only social contact I currently have: my family

>>674566061
so you just get up too take shit and post on 4chinz?

>>674566368
why not?

>>674566061
What crime did you commit to get licked up in solitary confinement?

>>674566633
locked*

>>674566484
Well I ask because I usually do to; although, for me, it's because of an illness.

I'd give anything to have the energy to do stuff

>>674566453
basically I
>wake up
>go drink some juice and smoke a cigarette outside
>go back to bed, check out some yt channels for an hour or so
>when I'm done with youtube i start shitposting
>take one cigarette break in the morning
>eat lunch
>go back to bed, shitpost, take one or two cigarette breaks during the afternoon
>eat dinner
>go back to bed, shitpost for an hour or so,
>sleep

Repeat everyday, adding the occasionnal piss or shit break, and, every once in a while, I go skateboarding for half an hour or so, or go pick up my lil bro from school.

Das it.

>>674566061
I know you guys probably won't believe me but I am pretty much just like OP. I got into gang shit about 10 years ago, beat the shit out of the leader, took his place, started sellings drugs, put all of the money into 3 month high interest bonds, and basically I just roll over the money into either new bonds or spend it on food/rent. I now live in a studio apartment and spend most of my time in bed. Last I heard everyone in my old gang is dead or in prison. RIP

>>674566442
How does autism get you bux? I need details. What causes money to be deposited in your bank account?

>>674566633
I didn't choose the solitary part, I chose the comfy part tho.
Didn't commit any crime, appart from being abnormal and having fucked up my love life/professionnal life/social life

>>674566061
sound nice, nothing better than enjoy your bed. I'm 24 and similar to you anon

>>674566801
Well I'm a little psychotic, but, basically, I do this because I chose comfort over effort.

>>674566061
Man I want your life

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>>674566801
>I'd give anything to have the energy to do stuff

:^)

>>674566990
It's a long process and it depends where you live.
There's a guide by uncle remus online, you can find it for info.
Search autismbux guide by uncle remus.

>>674567090
what's yours?

Fucking pussy. I have aspergers and paranoid schizophrenia and I can hold down a job. Stop being a coward and build yourself a decent fucking life.

>>674567089
>a little psychotic
Care to elaborate?

>>674567496
What for?
What will working get me that I don't have?

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>>674567496
if he is already comfy why the fuck does he need to do more? totally retarded logic

>>674567660
>>674567710
I'm taking the bait...

Working will give you a routine, a sense of purpose and worth and you'll get human contact. And a better chance at getting pussy. Real pussy, not a fucking hooker.

>>674567637
Well a couple of years ago I told my mum (was in vacation with her at the time) that I thought about killing myself, she freaked the fuck out and took me to a mental institution, they locked me up for over a month, which was the most depressing thing ever, now I'm out and I get autismbux and still see a psychatrist every few month and basically they don't have a clear diagnostic, I'm not schyzophrenic or anything, but they say I'm a little bit psychotic and depressed.

>>674567795
Bullshit. I make 6 figures and I have no sense of purpose or worth. Also 30 years old and still a virgin.

are you happy???


I was a live in nanny before moving in with my neet no lifer bf. He is the only spoiled son of an elderly father. We live in his summer home.
Our life:
He plays vidya, mostly co-op on pc and xbox.
Faps if I'm busy or not in the mood. But pretty much eat his manblast everyday. Sex weekly though. Eats the home made meals I cook and bring served to him. Takes me out like once a month. (movie, dinner, or event) I do all the cleaning and errands though. He pays for everything though and I like being subservient. I feel like I'm still a nanny but with a manchild. It's been a few months now and he is ecstatic to have someone like me. I'm pretty happy too, I just want to go out more. He isn't too into social events though.
I wouldn't say I'm a shut in like you, but this lifestyle is new to me.

>>674567993
You're in the wrong job. It's not about money, you fucking clown. It's about enjoying what you do.

I could have earned 60K+ as a network infrastructure manager. I was good with computers, but in the end I didn't enjoy it. So I became a mechanic, always loved working on cars. I earn shit, but I look forward to every day.

>>674567795

Kid, get a fucking brian. Not everybody want the same thing in life.

>"purpose"

LOOOL, what's the difference between being in bed and doing something? nothing.

There is purpose you meaningless human but if you like to feel that way enjoy your fairy tale.

The most important in life is to enjoy if anon likes to be in bed, that's nobodies business.

>>674567795
> a routine
I have one
>a sense of purpose
I agree but only if you work in a field where you can work towards your ideals, a better world, whatever. I wanted to get a formation to work in the humanitarian field specifically for this reason but they asked work experience and shit so it didn't happen.
>human contact
I have a little bit of contact with my family right now. Will lose that soon, but, I ask you, do you have quality human contact through your job? Because if its just about keepind up appearances, then I don't see the point. I think real and honest relations are extremely rare today and hard to come by.
>pussy
Don't really care about that. I miss having a gf for the affection more than the sex, but, tbh, I've lost hope/stopped caring.

>>674568298
>there is no purpose*

>>674568320
I have awesome human contact. I work with guys who are just like me. Foul mouthed, grumpy shits who enjoy taking the piss out of people. It's perfect.

>>674568069
>happy
I'm desensitized. I would be happy with some friends and a qt gf.
Your bf is one lucky son of a bitch.

>>674568489
good for you.

>>674568152
I got into my field because I enjoyed it. After working for years though it loses it's charm. Maybe you'll be one of the lucky ones and still enjoy being a mechanic in 10 years.

>>674567919
schizoaffective disorder probs

You guys will all die alone.

>>674568678
yep, that sounds about right.

>>674566061
Aren't you bothered you'll be dead by 40?

>>674568733
if things don't change for me, I'm probably not gonna wait for my natural death.

>>674568818
>change for me

You have to change them yourself, you pathetic, worthless cunt. Kill yourself.

>>674568772
why would I?

Also, like I said here, >>674568818
if things don't change I'm probably gonna die before that.

>>674568886
>implying I'm not doing anything to change my life

your mommy should have taught you not to use bad words

>>674568501

Then change your life.

I'm going to tell you something that you'll probably hear a thousand times in your life, but if you listen to it and do it just once, you'll see the truth in it:

If you are unhappy with where you are or not fully satisfied, then change your life.

Even if you are happy with certain aspects, if you aren't fulfilled and want for anything, you've got to change. If what you change to doesn't work, change again.

Being the same person in a year that you are now means one thing: you're unsatisfied but scared of change.

>>674569058
I am trying to change my life.
I've got two or three things planned to try and make a change for the best.

Don't let that make you think I'm unhappy with the current state of things, tho.

>>674568908
>why would I?
You circulatory system is most probably shit by now, arteries clogging, muscle tone crap, BP probably high, cholesterol probably high, aerobic fitness negligible.

What makes you think you'll live any longer? We didn't evolve to be healthy by just lying around.

>>674569240
k then.

>>674569197
move to rural Japan and work the fields and fall in love with a local peasant girl half your age. you'll learn basic forms of the language in time

>>674569515
kek.
Sounds nice but manual labor isn't my thing.

Buy a drift car.

>>674569344
>k then.
I now understand your position. Carry on as you are so you consume as few resources as possible overall.

>>674569622
don't have my driving license.

>>674569671
>Carry on as you are so you consume as few resources as possible overall

Why?
Are you worried about my environmental impact?

>>674569764
You drive them on a drift track, dipshit. My drift car isn't remotely street legal.

>>674569863
But I don't know how to drive.
I would just go in a straight line and crash at the first turn.

>>674569601
self-fulfilling prophecy
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-fulfilling_prophecy

confirmation bias
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Confirmation_bias

Give some time to reading this shit, it could clarify some things for u

>>674566061
Do you go here?
http://frtyb.com/go/gQ0i_bAaEj/cheesepizza

>>674569835
>Are you worried about my environmental impact?
I'm not the one who should be worried, as the damage you're doing will catch up with you and by then it'll be too late. I actually don't give a shit about you or your position; it's just the less you use, the more there is left for people who want to make something of life

>>674569981
>clutch kick/blip handbrake
>fast lock towards corner
>fast opposite lock
>control wheel and throttle to hold it

It's easy.

>>674570079
don't know what that is

>>674566061
How many hours do you spend on /b/ or 4chan in general?

>>674569197
planning means nothing without execution

>>674570065
will do

>>674569058
If you don't like how happy you are, become happier.
If you don't like how tall you are, become taller.
If you don't like how much money you make, make more money.

>>674570175
k then

>>674570189
ok
maybe someday

>>674566061
every coupla months i get like that. i hole up in my apartment. get cagey. dont do much of anything. but eventually something pulls you out of it. sometimes life has it's way and changes for you. other times you gotta put in the effort. but the jist of it is you gotta shake things up a little for yourself. put yourself in a new situation.

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Serious question: how do you manage the bed sores?

>>674566061
test

>>674570292
Depends but I'd say about 2 to 3 in the morning then 5-6 in the afternoon then about 1 at night, so about 8 to 10 hours a day, on most days.

>>674570434
see
>>674569671

>circular argument

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>>674566061
why would i ask myself questions?

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>>674566866
livin the dream

>>674570293
I can't do much right now, but I've reserved a seat at a seminar in september. It will be easier to get things done once I've moved to the next city I'm going to, this summer.

>>674570691
I never had any.
I'm an expert at finding the perfect comfy position that can last you for hours.

>>674570779
Hi bro.

Why are you such a fucking lazy fat cunt?

>>674571341
I'm not fat.

Why are you an angsty edgy asshole?

>>674568298
a fucking brian
fuken brian
brian

MWF

>>674566866
So, ... you're black?

>>674566866
I have the exact same thing going on. This is perplexing.

>>674567228
tfw if i apply for this they gonna try and help my find a job for ''''''''''''''special people'''''''''''''so basically retard work in my country... i wonder how im gonna get out of that one

>>674571732
Hum no.
Don't get your point tho?
Are blacks lazy is what you're saying?

>>674566866
Can you afford xbone?

>>674571872
Sweeet jesus where do you live where there aren't blacks? IWTGTT

>>674571785
I think there are more of us than we'd like to think.
It's a shame we don't get more attention or media coverage.
Maybe if we did, people would take an interest in us.
>how did they get so comfy?
>are they even human?
>girls: I wish I had a qt lazy neet bf

that would be tits.

>>674572049
wuts your medical condition?

>>674571948
Sure, I can afford a dozen.
Don't play vidya tho.

However, I don't pay rent or food atm.
When I will, I will be a fucking poorfag.

>>674572043
Sorry but I don't get your autism.

>>674572049
I always thought it was just severe depression. I can't see myself getting out of this situation anytime soon, too. Are you at least trying to do something about it, anon? Maybe that would give me hope.

>>674566061
>man

You are not a man, you are a 26 yo baby in a cradle.

>>674572139
no precise diagnostic.
slightly psychotic.
Some anon said schyzo afective disorded, sounds about right to me, but I'm not a doctor.

>>674568818
You need adrenaline dude. Know who Jeb Corliss is?

>>674572286
I don't think that anyone, appart from close friends or family, will ever give a shit about us.
We don't vote.
We can't make people money.

People would care about us in a perfect world.

>>674572309
that's a point of view.

>>674572396
nop

>>674572475
I think we should at least try. How long have you been like this? 5 years for me.

>>674572321
Also not a doctor, but have you ever considered that you're just a lazy douchebag, who is only lazy because his parents haven't pushed him (or pushed him out of the house)?

Stepmom's bro is just like you, but he's 50. Don't be that guy fam. The one time he ventured out, 20 years ago, he got some fat Cherokee trailer-dweller pregnant, then got arrested a couple of times trying to steal fishing poles from people's basements - plural. He literally gets lighters and rolling papers for Christmas now. If you could physically flush a person, he'd be my choice.

>>674572717
>I think we should at least try
try what?

>How long have you been like this

about two years.

>>674570716
what topics do u frequent most? me personally, traps & shemales, loli, bestiality, s/fur, and kik teens

>>674572861
To stop laying in bed all day. Its only gotten worse as time goes on.

>>674572776
you sound exactly like the kind of judgemental assholes whose opinions I disregard.

Also, I haven't always been like this. I've travelled a lot, done a lot of sports, met a lot of people.

But anyways, you shouldn't judge people on what you perceive. You don't know what it feels like to be that person, nor what you would do in their shoes.

>>674572999
Yeah well, I'm gonna try.
But I'll go steadily.
I like my comfort, I don't feel like just starting 10 hobbies and spending all day making efforts.
I'll go at my own pace.

But, sure, we better try. I know I will.

>>674573094
Whambulance in 3...2...

Make sure you get out and vote for Bernie.

>>674572932
I stay away from all the degenerate faggot stuff, basically all that you said. I don't have a smartphone so no kik, tinder for me. I don't even use twitter.

I lurk /pol/ most of the time. /tv/ also a little bit, /r9k/ from time to time, then /b/ for the unique threads, not the same random cancer that keeps repeating day after day. From time to time I'll lurk a ylyl thread, cringe thread, feels thread. But mostly I like original threads, which is why I don't spend a lot of time on /b/

>>674573477
I don't live in the US but if I did, I'd vote for trump.

>>674573248
Yeah, its definitely something that shouldn't be rushed. Good luck to you, anon. I will be trying too.

>>674572181
wtf u don't play video games holy shit. aside from big booty asian porn i would spend all day playing games, even mmo's that i've sworn off because of addiction problems

serious question:
do you know what your 'breaking point', 'fall from grace', etc. is? such as the day 'two years' ago you started this road of comfort.

>>674572568
He was very suicidal as a kid. Started skydiving. You need adrenaline. I've only jumped for a couple years, there is no better way of feeling alive, being so close to death.
On Facebook, Corliss once posted: “My death shall be violent, brutal, and there will be blood.” And he’s OK with that. “I watched my grandmother die from cancer – in bed – and it was horrific. I can’t imagine anything worse. What is important is how you live. Death is inevitable. I don’t care how or where I die. Those details are not relevant. And, who knows, death might just be one of the most beautiful things that we get to experience.”

>>674573651
Thanks, good luck to you, too.

>>674573496
i take offense to that, sir.

>>674573703
Thanks for reminding me, I always wanted to try skydiving.
I'll give it a go when I get the occasion.
Thanks for your post and adivce, anon.

>>674573684
Yeah, it was when I got locked up in a mental institution for over a month.
I got so bored and depressed there that I basically spent all day in bed. I thought I was gonna be there all my life.

Even after I got out, I kinda stuck to the habit of spending all day in bed, with the addition of internet.

>>674573789
didn't mean to offend you, forgive my phrasing.

Let's just say we have different taste and agree to disagree, then?

>>674566061
Dude I do the same shit. I have no real excuse other than the fact that I'm a lazy fuck and I use to fact that I'm recovering from an abusive relationship to excuse my staying in bed all the time.
>it's just the depression

>>674574228
Use *the fact

>>674568152

Dude where are you at? Mechanics can make good money. I'm a non-union welder and I make really decent money, nowhere near the union people, but fuck that.

Not harping, just curious.

>>674567496
kek got him

>>674566061
How big is your cock?
>>674566442
You have us bro

>>674568320
I agree in the human contact said that other anon was making a point of. Wherever I work I make genuine friends and enjoy the conversation I make with my coworkers. Honestly for some of my jobs it was the only thing that kept me there.

>>674574056
so would u say your comfort is an attempt at avoiding that situation again?

also did your behavior and thinking start all of a sudden later in your life or did you feel like this many years before

>>674574560
>cock
21cm. I'm very proud of it and almost all women I've been with have complimented it. One even worshipped it.
>you have us
Thanks bro, I'm really glad I have 4chan.

>>674574228
You sure it isn't BECAUSE of that and you're just in denial???

>>674574228
>Friendzoned, hard

>>674574228
There seems to be a few of us in this thread.

>>674574871
What do you mean?

>>674574737
>so would u say your comfort is an attempt at avoiding that situation again?

don't know about that, don't really feel that way. To avoid that situation, thoug, I don't tell my true feels to my family or psychiatrist anymore. I made the mistake once of being too honest to the wrong person, not doing it again.

>did your behavior and thinking start all of a sudden later in your life or did you feel like this many years before

Been suicidal since I was 13, self-destructive behaviour came and went but I was never really "stable" (drugs, alcohol, you name it)

The comfy pill happened later in my life, though. I was very energetic before.

>>674574962
Well I'm glad I found this thread. I don't feel so alone in this kind of lifestyle.

The weird thing is, I still try to keep up with my appearance even though I pretty much avoid the outside world.

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>tfw money is just being thrown at you for absolutely not doing anything at all
>tfw other people have to sell their lives in order to get money

>>674567496
Lol, similar situation but bipolar instead of schizo, unmedicated and nobody seems to want to help me no matter how much I do to help myself and seek help from others. Still keep trying to finish my degree and continuing my part time job with a general contractor despite wanting to just go full neet or possibly just become an hero. Hopefully the manic episode I'm in gets severe enough that I lose my grip on reality and end up with a nice little psych ward vacation.

>>674574835
Well, it started once my abusive ex got arrested for trying to bash my head open with a brick. I got away from them and stayed in my bed all day since then.

>>674575147
>I still try to keep up with my appearance even though I pretty much avoid the outside world.

I do the same thing.
Stange, isn't it?

I guess that means that inside us there's hope that we can reconnect with the world.

>>674573854
Even thrill rides bro. Go to Six Flags and ride their coasters. It's amazing how better you'll feel afterwards.

>>674575269
>money is being thrown at you
more like crumbles are being thrown at us.

I live a decent life now because I'm at my father's and don't have to pay for rent/food.

When I'll live alone I'll be a super poorfag, living a 15 square meters appartement (basically a bedroom with a toilet, shower, and a little kitchen corner) and eating canned food.

>>674575391
I think there's always been a bit of hope that one day I'll be more productive, but the days keep passing and I'm still doing the same shit.

>>674575502

THIS. It could actually really help, try it!

>>674575502
I don't like roller coasters, but, since I've been a kid I've always had this weird feel that flying was what I wanted to do the most in the world. I used to love jumping off kickers on my skateboard.

I've wanted to skydive for a really long time, just never had the occasion and then forgot about it.
Anon reminded me.

>>674575696
I hope you'll find your own truth anon and find purpose.

>>674576031
If you haven't yet either, same goes to you anon.

>>674575269
Yeh, good to see wageslaves raging in this thread

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>>674575625
I'm getting 450 bucks for myself and my rent is being paid.
I also get to "buy" a week worth of good food for a buck, which I don't even have to pay. Every single week.
And all I have to do is fill out some papers every three months.

I'm living in a shithole too, though. But only because I had to find a flat in very short time, the next apartment is gonna be awesome.

>>674576169
I love to see them live what little is left of their lifes, those poor bastards.

>>674576138
I might have, maybe. Still need to put it into practice, though.

I'll share my story with you in case it inspires you:

My parents divorced when I was a baby, and basically all through my teens, I wanted my first gf to be the last, so that I would be happy and shit. Remained a virgin until I was like 19 and started uni. Met this girl I fell incredibly in love with, but she had a bf. We flirted a lot, but nothing happened, so, eventually, I had sex with this sympathetic slut who wanted my cock.
Then me and my love girl got together during the summer, we went out for one night, the next day it was over, she was back with her bf because she felt guitly or some shit.
I quit that school because I couldn't stand seeing her with that other guy.
Went to the city my father lived in and started working as a waiter, a little, mostly doing nothing. There I met the perfect girl who was incredibly in love with me but I was still thinking about the other girl, and, basically, I could have gotten the perfect relationship, but broke up out of stupidity, which I regret to this day.
Through all this time, I started to get interested in religion, buddhism mostly.
After that, I went back and started uni again, in another city, but, by that time I was more into drugs and shit than studying, so I quit again, went to another city where many of my friends lived, and started, working a little, drugging myself a lot.
Then I got kinda crazy, I took too much drugs and didn't know what was real and what wasn't.
Fast forwards one year, I met my uncle who is a guy I have a lot of respect for, works in the humanitarian field, is super honest and intelligent, the opposite of a tool, he's a unique, fulfilled person. He took me to meet this guy he worked with, by that time I had become bitter and basically hated women and shit.
So we meet this guy who tells me he's into shamanic travel.

1/2

>>674575917
Skydiving is the shit, that "holy shit" moment when you're about to go is crazy intense, and so is the first few seconds of acceleration before you hit terminal velocity, no thrill ride will match it, when you're free falling at a steady pace you can look around and enjoy the sights and get a sense of how fast you're going when you see the horizon rising and ground get closer, also falling through a cloud feel great, so fresh and cool, when the shoot is pulled it's quite jarring if you don't expect it, like putting on the breaks super hard, but then comes my favorite part the calm after the storm when you're gently floating down to earth literally hanging by a few threads enjoying the sights more now that you're closer the ground and going slow, then you land and feel like a boss.

>>674576138
>>674577284

I'm like wtf and start talking to this guy about the kindof religious experiences I've had over the years. He tells me he understands and tells me a little about his practice and some facts about the world from the pov of shamanism. I instantly connect with the guy and he tells me "see you" when we say goodbye.
When I come home, after a few days, I send him an email and ask why did you tell me see you? do you want to meet again? basically telling him that I felt bad and lonely.
He says let's meet, so we meet up, and then he tells me that "I'm not complete". I'm like nigga what, and he explains that sometimes, through our lives, when something goes wrong or we have an accident or some shit, a part of our soul can leave our body and go somewhere else, and that basically you'll feel bad and lonely and shit.
It took me some time to process this information.
He also told me, "you're not crazy, anon!"
and a few months after that I end up gettint locked up with people telling me that I might be crazy, while I trusted this guy and knew I wasn't.

So now, I've decided to learn shamanism because an experienced shaman can carry souls from one place to another basically through their travels, so, I want to get my soul part back and hopefully that'll make me feel better and find a purpose.
I also plan to see a shaman to ask him to help me out, and maybe teach me stuff.

Voila.

Hopefully this practice will help me "cure" and maybe, in time, help others!

Also, he told me there was a reason why I chose to be born in the western civ, that basically, before we are born, we choose to acomplish something and then try to do it. So, I wanna remmember what it was I came to do.

2/2

>>674576986
what country are you from?

>>674577641
sounds great.

>>674569622
You a /b/ro fam. Slide happy son!

>>674578055
Germoney.
[spoiler]Go figure why all the niggers want to come here[/spoiler]

>>674577284
>>674577931

So people called you crazy for believing him? I'm very open minded to different beliefs (agnostic) and I've always had a feeling that maybe everyone does have a purpose.

If this is a practice that helps you better yourself, then keep at it! That was a very uplifting story, it made me feel a little bit better about my own situation. Thanks for sharing.

>>674578769
kek.
No wonders.

>captcha: crescent moon street sign

>>674578792
>So people called you crazy for believing him

basically yes. Told them I beleived in spirits and god and life purpose and shit, and they were like "this boy crazy yall" kept me locked up for a month.
I can't tell you how much I hate western medecine, so sure of itself, completely disregarding practices that are 100 times older than it and calling all shamans and religious people "crazy".

I hate them with a burning passion.

Anyways, I'm happy that you liked my story.
Maybe, if you have the occasion, go talk to a shaman one day, it could bring some light to your situation, too.

>>674579696
Either you aren't telling the whole truth or you had a psychiatrist that was already convinced you were crazy and everything was just evidence at that point.

There is nothing to ask though, you barely even live.

>>674580900
>not telling the whole truth
The reason they interned me in the first place is because I told my mum that I tought about commiting suicde. My mum asked for me to be locked up. The reason they kept me is what I've told. I prayed also. Not hiding anything.

>>674581245
that's a pov.

>>674572049

> media coverage.

> " man lays in bed all day and posts " fecal information" on the hacker board 4chan "

yeah bro, thats totally get the quota up

fucking dleusional

>>674581662
>fecal information

we don't lurk the same threads apparently.

>get the quota up

what quota are you talking about? TV ratings?

>>674581560
Then you had a clinician itching to diagnose some psychosis that day. Being religious in and of itself is not delusion, at least not in psychiatry

>>674581854
I did feel like they were a bunch of assholes.
He was a young'un, too.

>>674581950
Meanwhile when I was being assessed as part of a study the psychiatrist did nothing with me despite obvious suicidal ideation and fresh visible self harm wounds

>>674582531
I guess it really depends on who ends up looking at you and that can vary a lot depending on where you are.
When I got interned , I was in vacation with my mother in some really small lost city in the middle of france. Over there, they don't get a lot of patients and must be used to locking people up and thinking what they're gonna do with them afterwards, because they have the space.
Whereas in big cities they lack the space so they'll just take in the most extreme cases I guess.

Really fucked up way of practicing medecine when you think about it.